#do well tonight boys

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

he's just a lil' guy who's never done anything wrong in his life Ever

#hellooooo beagle nation how we doing tonight #*this afternoon #well it might be night for some of you! fuck if i know! #he's so... he's so.... Shaped... such a good Shape.... #the goodest boy.... #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #barnaby b beagle #i have said it before and i Will say it again- #i would kill to lay on him like a giant beanbag #i'd be the coziest in my life from now and for forever #see he's the ideal dog becuase hes Not a dog #no weird smell no weird fur residue no headache-inducing barking #barnaby is The hound ever smh

[your-gremlin-friend]

something something, you construct intricate rituals which allow you to touch the skin of other men, something something...

#wwdits #what we do in the shadows #nandermo #my stuff #the brain worms are feeding well tonight boys

[villanelleskiss]

i think the biggest thing with light dragon zelda for me, is that it still looks like her. from the features of the dragon's face, the nose, the ears, the mane, we can tell it's zelda bc it looks like her. i can see how zelda's nose would distort to become the dragon's, i can see her ears, her hair, and even her teeth becoming the dragon's. they're both so beautiful and i love them

#in case you haven't noticed #i'm not doing well tonight #light dragon hours again bois #zelda #legend of zelda #totk #tears of the kingdom #legend of zelda tears of the kingdom #botw #breath of the wild #light dragon #light dragon zelda #princess zelda

[thebirdandhersong]

layers of school and family and health issues and future planning and final exam stress aside, do you ever feel like there is a long ongoing scream inside of you that seems to have no end ha haaaa

#the ironic thing i think is that i'm sitting closest to the window rn #and i can see the boy i agonized over for seven months sitting with his girlfriend #very clearly in the reflection because they're sitting behind me :) #and no matter how loudly i play my music i can still hear them laughing together every once in a while! #he told me today that the thing he asked me to edit for him just won him a scholarship and i was like congrats!! #this IS what i've become to you! editor friend who cooks and brings snacks! #and it's like. well you don't NEED me anymore. which is a silly thought because he never did need me in the first place #(and the need to be needed is a bit... hmm.... there's a lot there i do need to examine carefully) #it's not even worth talking about boy no.2 who is kind enough to break anyone's heart lollll and who is definitely definitely #and clearly in every way definitely not interested or available or anything close to it #anyway im not in tears tonight lolll thank God i am mostly okay #but i think i need to take an early night :') clearly i am starting to be emotionally overwrought #it is not AGONY........ it is something quieter i think.

[bluesidedown]

Gratitude time

#today im doing it because it's easy and im overflowing with thankful things #very often i do it because it's hard #probably good to remember it CAN be easy #anyway #thankful for my team im gonna be travelling with and the enciuragement they are #its good to remember i am not on this ceazy ride alone #thankful for a genuinely good rich fulfilling day of class/prep #and the stories of God’s amazing provision from an incredible middle eastern guy who shared with us #and for the moroccan lady i met who now somehow is cooking us lunch tomorrow so now i get to try moroccan food #and her hospitality #and for a good comfy bed and the gift of a private room this qeek #and wifi cuz hey that's a bonus (not to be taken for granted this next month) #and a remarkable number of solutions for dumb lil problems #and for the fact that my goodby with The Boy tonight (the big goodbye. for 8 months) #which both of us were dreading because yknow the Big Sad #didnt actually hit either of us emotionally while we were together #which was such a gift. we got to spend 3 hours together just being peaceful and present and having good conversations #and thinking about how to do dating well this year #and praying together #and it was just. so good #and i am so so glad i get to date him this year and share this crazy thing with him even though itvis gonna be really really hard sometimes #and he made me a bracelet to take with me 🥺

[crimeronan]

possibly the funniest outcome of this drama-filled amity-thinks-luz-killed-hunter alternate princess AU timeline is all three of them being fine and together and safe, and hunter being like BLIGHT. you tried to MURDER LUZ????

amity: I THOUGHT SHE'D KILLED YOU!

hunter: .....I DON'T APPRECIATE THE CONFLICTING FEELINGS I'M HAVING RIGHT NOW,

#shitty idiot repression gang #toh #princess luz au #hunter like ok look. weirdly in five minutes i'm gonna start crying about you being willing to go That apeshit on my behalf #in the meantime tho. don't kill luz. #'i thought she killed you in cold blood for disappointing her and you didnt even fight back' #'well. if she had done that then it would be fine. i'd let her. she can do whatever to me. Don't Kill Luz' #'....LUUUUUUZ. LUZ!!! LUZ COME OVER HERE. YOUR BOY IS SO FUCKING CRAZY' #much to consider. mainly: theyre stupid. #now i gotta go to sleep i think. #thanks for indulging me in being silly tonight #princess luz au alt timeline

[rotisseries]

the way elmike had the possibility of a very close and real and intimate friendship stolen out from under them because of heteronormativity telling them the only way they were meant to fit in each other's lives was romantically, even though neither of them truly wanted that... pushing them further apart... tragic. literally so tragic

#what am I ON tonight someone get me help since when do I care this much about the 2 of them #no but literally. season 1 they're understanding each other so well... it warms a bitch's heart #like truly it's the foundations of something so sweet but then everyone is telling them it must be romantic #and it sours it. now they're no longer just 2 people with a budding friendship #now they're a Boy And A Girl and The Boy And The Girl and can it get any more obvious? #and then in s4... they're both gripping so tight to a dead thing because they've never allowed their relationship to be anything else #they've never BEEN allowed to BE anything else #SO THEY'RE CONVINCED THAT IF THEY WANT TO BE IN EACH OTHER'S LIVES AT *ALL* IT HAS TO BE ONLY THAT WAY #THAT'S THE FUCK OF IT ALL #sorry that's my new favorite phrase all of a sudden #BUT WHAT. SORRY LIKE BEAUTIFUL ELMIKE FRIENDSHIP KILLED DEAD IN THE WATER BECAUSE OF FUCKING HETERONORMATIVITY #stranger things #el hopper #mike wheeler #elmike

[hella1975]

you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself

#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY #BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER #IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS #THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST #IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA #IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE #IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS #IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO #IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS #EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT #I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC #DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE #losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it #and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT #it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll #so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol #god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE #i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all #HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU #YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM! #OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK #like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person #and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit #goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG #mha #fic rec

[ohbo-ohno]

have you ever asked yourself "what do i have to contribute to the aliens keeping humans as pets" subgenre? because i have. and the answer is johnny shouting and yelling and lunging with teeth bared at every alien he sees so none of the bastards try and take him home and ghost taking one look at him and going "cute. i want that one."

#listen. LISTEN. feeling a little insane tonight. these tags are my secret diary of an insane girl #ghost puts a 'beware of human' sign up in his spaceship #johnny fights TOOTH AND NAIL when ghost tries to clip a leash onto him. ghost just likes him more when he sees what a fighter he is #ghost trains johnny and is shocked that his new human is doing so well - listening to everything? accepting his treats and doing his tricks #its cause johnny doesn't realize whats going on lol #it clicks in his head and he goes Batshit insane. starts biting and snarling and shouting #simon is so confused cause he has no idea what set his poor pet off and stressed him out so much :( #so he spends a while petting and loving on his sweet boy #after chaining him to his pet bed ofc #bo writes

[skitskatdacat63]

I meant to write more for a pt 2 lore post earlier but didn't end up doing so, so pls take these AU sketches(Mark & Jense and then some assorted sketchies)

#i should never have drawn them as catboys bcs now they appear as catboys in mind half the time 😭😭 #its only on paper but i drew more catboy sketches of them than whats included here 😭 #seb reminds me of my cat where hes being all nice and cuddly and then will bite you out of nowhere #seb in his frilly nightgown is very important to me!!! #i meant to draw both of them in nightgowns but brain wasnt worked too well tonight #so thats why these are mostly half finished #the bottom seb is too remind myself i have a regular art style 😭😭😭 #mark in this au is so funny to me. bro is tortured by having to be with seb like practically every waking moment #he basically is a offically provided live-in bestie 😭😭 #*based on real life thing. i think its funny how you can be royalty yourself + #but bcs youre not part of the imperial family you can still be reduced to the job of having to dress the emperor 😭 #^ so thats mark in this au #seb promoted him to an important role when he became emperor but still makes mark do his old duties 🤭🤭 #jense is in charge of all the horses and transport and things. thus: ye olde horse girl #im sorry but in historical AUs all f1 drivers are legally obligated to be horse girls. its literally canon #so sorry for the catboy sketch. it will happen again. #but ig i dont wanna go too deep into lore stuff in these tags cause yeah. another post in the works!! #i think about it and have talked about it a lot. but its hard to like contain all of it to bullet points and such #my brain is not built for writing fic i think so idk of youll ever get that from me. but lore yes i will deliver #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #jenson button #mark webber #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #formula 1 #boy king au

[moeblob]

Then they dance all night long the end.

#fe three houses #ferdinand von aegir #felix hugo fraldarius #honestly i remembered a work story that would really work with these two + someone else #like i as always would portray myself as felix and i remembered oh gosh i had a ginger coworker once who put up with my bs so well #and yeah like ok cool i could use ferdinand for that role though i GUESS syl would fit the role too #but like yeah ok too much effort for tonight to do a comic so here you go have Two Boys

[biblionerd07]

I actually had more sympathy for Jesse’s parents on this rewatch. Like overall they’re not some abusive monsters who never cared about him. They very obviously DO care about him. Their house felt safe enough to Jesse that he went there when the meth had him feeling paranoid and strung out. When Jesse calls his dad after being questioned by the DEA he mentions getting a job “in data entry, like we talked about”, and Jesse’s mom says “I can’t do this again”, and Jake says Jesse’s all they ever talk about, so they’re obviously in a cycle of trying to help Jesse and seeing him go back to drugs. It’s easy for us to kind of forget the ramifications, because of the scope of the show and because we love Jesse and are seeing his POV and definitely because Aaron Paul’s teeth and skin are nice lol, but Jesse is addicted to crystal meth. And he’s SELLING crystal meth! This is not just weed. It’s a pretty big fucking deal. And his parents talk about getting him help, and they let him come inside and sleep and eat a few meals and wash his clothes. Maybe you could consider that the bare minimum, but it is something. When Hank is talking to Jesse’s mom, she’s not dismissive of Jesse or uncaring. She’s obviously very sad about the state of Jesse’s life, and when she starts to clock that Hank’s investigating Jesse, she gets protective and makes Hank leave. They evicted Jesse from his aunt’s house, but to give them a bit of grace, his mom did find his literal meth lab in the basement lmao. Which they threatened to tell the DEA about but never actually did. They seem to be in that place with an addict where you’re trying to balance giving support without enabling; his dad even says they need to try tough love. (Personally I think it shows they don’t really know Jesse all that well because tough love is not the right method for him, but they probably feel like they’ve tried everything else.) When Jesse’s talking about that perfect box he made in shop, his initial lie is that he gave it to his mom, and when he tells the truth it’s clear he really regrets that he didn’t actually do that. In El Camino, I really think they want him to turn himself in because they think he’ll be safer and maybe they think he’ll get some leeway if he turns himself in rather than getting caught. It doesn’t seem like they call the cops when he calls and asks them to come get him; they rush out right away and all the police are in regular, unmarked cars.

But….

I can never give them grace or forgive them for that car decal that was Mom, Dad, and Jake but no Jesse. Like what the hell is that?? And it seems absolutely outrageous to me that his parents, with everything that happened between them and everything they’re seeing on the news, took the opportunity to talk to him and only said “turn yourself in.” No “I love you.” No “be safe.” His dad saying they hadn’t talked to him in a long time, since “way before all this” really rankled, too. They purposefully distanced themselves from him. They made sure to say on the news that they’re not involved in this because they’re not in his life. I really do think they cared and were scared for him. But at every turn it just seemed like they didn’t care enough to actually understand what he needed or how to get through to him.

#brba #jesse pinkman #el Camino #he really tries to keep Jake from following his path and oh my heart #I’ve always read Jesse as probably having undiagnosed or at least untreated ADHD #we know he’s so much smarter than anyone gives him credit for but he kept getting ‘apply yourself’ #he has to care about things to do them well #anyway my tragic baby boy #i love him with my whole heart #and I’ve always hated his parents but as I get older and rewatch I have more sympathy for them #I doubt he ever went to rehab before but they certainly couldn’t have afforded a place like he goes to ever Jane dies #plus he wouldn’t ever go before #he really only went after Jane bc he was so catatonic with drugs and grief that I imagine Walt literally just dropped him at the door #his dad sounds happy when he says ‘you look good’ when he sees Jesse after rehab but he’s still cautious #god I wish he would’ve just said yes Jesse come over for dinner tonight #I hope someday Jesse was able to find a way to get word to them that he’s okay #nothing they can trace to find him #but just to let them know #it always seemed like his mom cared more despite that slap #his dad wanted to be tough but I don’t think his mom did #and I’m not saying Jesse turning to drugs or any of this is their fault obviously #it’s just very sad

[ladyseidr]

one day i'm going to give in and write glam.mike stuff like rip to people who hate the theory but i think it'd be fun fksahskld

#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥ #f n a f / #.tbd. #not saying i agree with the theory necessarily i just think it's interesting #( prob gonna start watching H.W2 tonight so ignore that statement if it was disproven / whatever ) #like i either have to write glam.mike or robot!greg.ory and i'm apologizing ahead of time LMAO #me hearing theories ppl hate and being like <3 <3 <3 #i think it's worse that ( <- HASN'T PLAYED H.W2 ) i still lean toward the robot!gregory theory sincerely #but also i admit that i do just like the theory as an avid Boy-Isn't-The-Aft.on-Family-Fucked-Up fan LMAO #even if not writing robot!gregory as canon my william still is trying to build Robot Kids But With His Kids Souls or whatever #it's just SO him. so the idea of him having had a blueprint of CC and van.ny getting it is just. interesting. #( to be clear i don't think gre.gory ACTUALLY has CC's soul i lean toward that being impossible #i view gregory more as like an. intended host. although he's sentient so that def means remnant sorry ) #okay i'm looking back over this post & i'm reminded how entirely nonsensical this would sound to a non-fan fdkshfaskhfsdkal #me vc: well either he's a normal kid or he's a remnant-infused robot intended to host the soul of the serial killer's dead kid #and i still wouldn't consider that the weirdest fn.af theory lmao #also! i meant to write earlier but shit got busy. def gonna try writing tonight

[scootatwoni]

Oh I CANNOT breathe outta my nose

#this fever or whatever the fuck ive got has been.....a ride #deliriously watching the fin fin portion of the RTVS stream earlier #and i ended up falling asleep and having a dream where i was stuck in a kids point and click game #and let me tell you that kid was CRUEL #kept clicking on the same shit over and over.... dream me was stuck in a time loop fr #anyways im taking tomorrow off in hopes i can shake this off #the good news is that my sore throat isnt an issue #im just dealing with nasal congestion and headaches at this point #crossing my fingers that i manage to get some sleep tonight #but ive noticed that regular nyquil doesnt do SHIT...you gotta get the kind w/ the alcohol but i unfortunately do not have that on hand #country boys make do (listening to a no commentary oot playthrough) #actually ill probably tune into RTVS because the sounds of people talking also helps #ok gn everyone I hope u who is reading this had a wonderful weekend and that the start of ur week goes well! #sparkle on nnnnn!!!! #scout.txt

[leavingautumn13]

Nature is Healing (the sun was out the other day and I saw two skinks on my walk! two little guys!) and also Cool Dice

[ask game; send which one you think applies to me]

thank youuuuu and yessss i love skinks!! the only reptile i've seen in the wild recently is a garter snake i relocated from where he was stuck in a window. he was not happy to be picked up but still... better than being stuck in a window. (he didn't bite or anything, just wiggled a lot. garter snakes are super chill) not sure what kind of garter snake he was... the ones i see most of the time look like they have those silky-textured scales but this guy was rough-scaly.

i was going to say i don't wear socks if i don't have to, which i don't but i do own some of course, and yeah they are all printed with stars or mr spock's face or polar bears or stuff like that, so i guess i do have cool socks. this is a revelation for me.

my current hyperfixation is of course fallout 4 but more specifically the sorts of noodle options you can get at takahashi's. i may just make a menu for power noodles.

#thanks for the ask!! #i talk... so much in this one #autumn.ask #also i do not make a habit of picking up wild animals because that's way dangerous but he was well and truly stuck #and i know how to handle snakes to where i don't get bit if he did decide to fuck me up #but again... garter snakes are chill #i got to hold a snake and he got unstuck from a window so everybody won #except the puppy who didn't get to eat anything inadvisable. like a snake. i know she wanted to though #boy i'm rambly tonight huh

[ryderdire]

I think I need to go out into nature alone and just exist around it. I think that will fix me.

#sorry #the only access I have to nature is asking my parents or my sister to drive me #and my sister isn’t great at respecting my boundaries with talking and soical engery and my parents are busy. so like. I’ll just look at #pretty videos. #and like. doing self care stuff around them makes me so nervous. #I don’t know why. #well. #actually #I do know why but I’m not trauma dumping on double u double u double u dot tumblr dot com tonight #yearning for nature #sad #I haven’t seen a big boy tree in months. #ryders rambles #sorry again this is just how I’m feeling at the current moment. #I know it sounds a bit silly and pretentious but like this is my tumblr blog and I can choose the coping mechanism daydream to post about. #I’ve been seeing a lot of #those like nature aesthetic videos #and it made me think about how nice it would be to just exist in awe inspiring beauty for a bit #like. #it’s hard to #explain but there’s somthing so sobering about being somewhere that’s #like. nature and not man made and not so repetitive it hurts #somthing about the way it all blends together somthing about how it’s living like I am or had been living #idk rambling now #somthing about cycles and chaos and beauty and conformity and capitalism. #I’m going to sleep now. #gn #Ren Go to sleep