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sleepywriter84 · 5 years

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Insecure - Andrew Siwicki

AN: If anyone has requests feel free to send me one. Also if the vocabulary used in this one shot isn’t used correctly, I apologize. I have a vocab Quiz in English, and I decided to incorporate it into my story so I can study and write the oneshot at the same time.

Leaves. Brown and orange hues coat the ground of the line of pavement leading up to the Calabasas home. Though the season was ephemeral, it was still an opulent sight to behold.

Buzzing into the front entrance gate, the young girl of 26 adjusts the bag of bagels in one hand, and the supplement supply of coffee in the other. As the gate opens, she turns around and waves goodbye to her uber driver.

Making it to the door of the large house, she knocks on it with her foot, not being able to use her hands. In less than a minute the door is thrown open, demolishing the factious space between her and the inside of the house.

“Y/L! You’re here, I didn’t think you’d make it, you said you were busy editing yesterday, I honestly thought you would be too tired” a tall man calls out, as he swings the door back and forth before stepping aside to let the girl into the home.

“Y/N, hey do you got the goods?” calls out another male, this one shorter than the other, and sporting a short haircut.

“Yeah, I’ve got the bagels and coffees Ryland. Hey Garebear, can you help me set up all the stuff on this table, yeah?” she answers the short male, and asks the tall one who opened the door earlier for her.

“Yeah, of course” Garrett answers, shutting the door and tripping several times before he arrives at the table, opening the bag up and placing all the items down upon it.

Grabbing his coffee, he picks up one of the blueberry bagels and puts it in his mouth, before walking off towards the couch. Up next to the table was Ryland, grabbing a regular bagel, he spreads an abundance of cream cheese on top of it, before sending a fervent smile and grabbing his coffee.

“So, you decided to show up to the editing party. You know you could have stayed home, you didn’t have to come” the other male sighs, ruffling her hair.

“I know Shane, but I couldn’t leave you and Andrew in the dark. You guys been working your assess off, I can get over myself and come into my job” she explains, reaching over and handing Shane his coffee. “Plus, who else would make sure you two get a proper meal, I wouldn’t want you to become anymore enervated than you guys already are” she sighs, removing his hand from her head and handing him a bagel.

“What would I do without you?”

“Die, most likely from overworking yourself”

“True, when you’re done supplying everyone with energy, join Andrew and I on the couch, we’re going over the trailer we’ll be posting on Tuesday”

“Alright” she answers, turning around and grabbing Andrews coffee.

Just as she turns around, she is greeted by a red-haired boy, the smile on his face contagious.

“Perfect timing, Mr. Siwicki” she teases, handing him the piping hot drink.

“How are you today?” he asks, taking the cup gratefully. Looking around, making sure no one was near them, he puts his hand on her wrist and kisses her hand. After doing this, he looks down, deeming his actions ignoble, and letting his hold on her wrist to falter.

“Hey, I’m good, what about you?” she coos, lifting his chin up, and forcing him to look at her.

“I’m good, sorry if I was a boor” he sighs, his face turning red as he frantically looks for the gang.

“Hey, its fine, you don’t have to rectify anything, you weren’t a boor either”

“I know, sorry I’m so impotent in these situations”

“Hey, stop that, don’t be so altruistic. Like I said, you’ve done no wrong baby, and none of the crew saw, you’re fine” she whispers, connecting their foreheads. His breathing starts to strengthen, and he sighs.

“I suck at this. I’m so damn nervous, how the hell are we supposed to make this work?”

“What do you mean, this is working for us. We’re almost a month in, we’ve done well this far, why quit? Are you no longer happy? Its fine, just tell me, I don’t want to be an impediment in your life” she rambles, throwing her hands frantically in the air, almost slapping his coffee down to the ground.

Mumbling to himself, he yanks her wrist and starts to drag her off towards the bathroom. The whole gang being oblivious to the two stumbling into the room. Slamming the door shut, she jumps back in surprise, staring at the ginger.

Running one of his hands along his face, he lets out a frustrated yelp, before placing the coffee he had brought with him down onto the counter.

“I didn’t mean that, I… I…, I’m happy with our relationship, and I really want to tell the gang soon, but don’t you think you’ll be happier without being attached to me” he chokes out, looking down towards the ground.

“What do you mean, be happier without you? That’s a damn lie, and you know it, you ass. Do you still like me?” she whispers, placing her hands onto his shoulders and giving him a fervent smile.

“Yeah, I do, but you deserve someone better. I’m not an effete person, and you deserve that, so much, so damn much” he sobs, his shoulders now shaking.

Her heart starts to ache at the sight of his figure slowly crumbling. Tracing her hands down from his shoulders, she continues until she reaches his hands, and cautiously envelops them within hers. Steadily, she pulls him towards her, slowly putting her head onto his chest.

Sucking in his breath, he leans his head down, placing it on top of hers.

“I’m so sorry that you feel like this, but I can assure you I care for you. Hell, you’ve been the best boyfriend I’ve ever had. You’re so cute, and honest. You work your ass off and put so much effort into the projects you are in control of. I wouldn’t want anyone else” she gloats, kissing his shirt.

“Really? I’m not annoying or stupid. You don’t mind my anxiety, you don’t mind how much of a mess I can be?” he speaks out into the room, his words muffled by her hair.

“You’re annoying sometimes, but I’m annoying at times, so its only normal. You’re far from stupid, and your anxiety doesn’t make me think any less of you. I care about you, all of you, your imperfections, your good qualities’, your bad qualities’. And you must admit, your anxiety makes you laugh really cute at times; not that your laugh isn’t always cute”

“Promise?” he mumbles, closing his eyes tight.

“One hundred percent. You’re my aegis, and in no way do I have chagrin towards you. Please, you must believe me. I want you, hell I’d even says I’m erotic for you” she giggles, hearing him scoff after she finishes her sentence.

Kissing her head, they stay in place like that for a bit, just relishing in each other’s arms, until someone starts knocking on the bathroom door. Frighten, Andrew lets out a yelp, and falls backwards, catching himself on the edge of the bathroom sink before he falls onto the ground.

“Andrew are you okay?” she whispers towards the frighten male, watching him fix his footing and stand up straight.

“Yeah, I’m good” he replies dusting his black and white flannel off, “You?”

“Yeah, I’m good, I wasn’t the one that fell back” she giggles, biting her lips trying to not break out into a full-on fit of laughter.

“Andrew are you okay, you’ve been in the bathroom for twenty minutes, Shane’s worried. Also, do you know where Y/N went, I can’t find her” Ryland calls out, rapping the door a couple more times.

Composing himself, he answers the man on the other side of the room, “I’m good, and Y/N is in here with me, we’ll be out in a minute”

“Oh, okay. Ummmm, if you made a, a… mess. Can you clean it up please?” Ryland replies, stopping his rapping on the door, and slowly walking away from the room.

Diverting her attention from the door, she looks behind her to see Andrews red face, as he probably wished he kept her whereabouts to himself.

“So, still together?” she asks, trying to ignore the warm feeling spreading throughout her face.

“Yeah, together” he smiles, grabbing one of her hands, and using his other to pick up the coffee he had set down earlier, “Ready?”

“Yeah, you want one of those bland bagels, right?” she answers him, using her free hand to open the bathroom door, leading him out of the room.

“Yeah, one of the bland ones” he sighs, walking with her towards the kitchen where the bagels and coffee were placed.

As they grab their food, and she grabs her coffee, they make their way to the living room, and plop down onto the couch, cuddling into each other’s sides. Andrew doesn’t mind the pressure on his side as he presses play on the remote, or the 3 pairs of eyes trained on him, and begins the trailer that Shane, Y/N, and him had created for their upcoming series.

All that mattered was that she was his, and he was hers.

#andrew siwicki #shane dawson #ryland adams #garrett watts #insecure #andrew siwicki x reader #cute

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jodieholloway · 6 years

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Drunk

Summary: Jodie gets drunk at the bar and needs Luke to come pick her up.

@lukewynn

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:30 AM

Jodie was out with some friends at the bar, drinking and having a good time. She was fairly drunk at this point, stumbling a little with her words coming out slurry. She took a look around the bar and noticed her friends were gone, so she went to check the bathroom and they weren’t there either. Had they left without her? She left the bar and stood out front, not sure what to do. She called Luke.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:33 AM

After a long day at work, Luke had barely given himself enough time to eat and take care of Thor before he fell asleep. He woke to his phone buzzing a few hours later and though he was going to just ignore it, he peeked and saw Jodie's picture on his screen. With a groan, he hit answer. "Everything okay, baby?" he asked with a voice hoarse from just waking up.

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:34 AM

“No,” Jodie said, immediately starting to cry. “My f-friends left me behind and now I’m drunk and all alone and scared.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:35 AM

He sat up, running his hand over his messy hair before he got up from the bed. "Where are you?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:36 AM

Jodie looked up at the sign. “Carl’s,” She said sadly.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:38 AM

"Alright, I'm leaving now." he set his phone down for a moment so he could pull a hoodie on. When he grabbed his phone again, he walked down to his car. "Do you want to stay on the phone?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:39 AM

“Yes,” Jodie said, stifling sobs. She didn’t know why she was so upset, and it was probably just because she was hammered. She sat down on the sidewalk in front of the bar.

LucasLast Wednesday at 11:28 AM

Luke was no looking forward to all the crying that was going on but he would never leave her alone. "What happened? " he asked as he began to drive.

JodieLast Wednesday at 11:39 AM

"My friends..." She started, and then trailed off, kinda forgetting where she was going with that sentence. "Now I'm alone."

LucasLast Wednesday at 11:42 AM

"They just left you?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 11:42 AM

"Yes," Jodie said, remembering again and feeling tears spill down her cheeks. She sniffled. "Why do they hate me?"

LucasLast Wednesday at 11:54 AM

"Did you guys get in a fight or something?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 11:57 AM

"No," Jodie said, "I just looked up and they were gone." The true story was that Jodie's friends had told her that they were leaving, but Jodie was too drunk and out of it to pay attention. When Jodie wouldn't leave with them, they went home. But she didn't remember that.

LucasLast Wednesday at 12:08 PM

"Well that's shitty. " he pulled up in front of Carl's and parked, hanging up because he got out of the car to approach her. "Let's get out of here, drunky."

JodieLast Wednesday at 12:10 PM

Jodie looked up at Luke and pouted. "I'm not drunk," She said as she stood up and immediately fell into Luke.

LucasLast Wednesday at 12:10 PM

"Yeah, I can see that." He chuckled, opening the passenger door and yelling her in.

JodieLast Wednesday at 12:11 PM

Jodie got into the car and leaned against the seat, letting out a long sigh.

LucasLast Wednesday at 12:12 PM

Luke got in and began driving home. "Do you want to stay at my house tonight?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 12:18 PM

"I don't want to be left alone anymore," She said sadly, and then cried, "I want to see Thor!"

LucasLast Wednesday at 12:19 PM

"Okay, okay. Well we're close to my house."

JodieLast Wednesday at 12:23 PM

Jodie took a deep breath and nodded, leaning back again. When they stopped, she undid her seatbelt and went to open the door, not realizing that they were at a stop sign.

LucasLast Wednesday at 3:55 PM

Luke reached over to grab her arm. "Hey, we aren't there yet."

JodieLast Wednesday at 3:55 PM

Jodie looked up and realized they weren't at Luke's. "Oh," She said, putting her seat belt back on.

LucasLast Wednesday at 3:55 PM

"How much did you drink?" He asked with a small laugh.

JodieLast Wednesday at 3:56 PM

"Ummmm...shots were on the house," She remembered.

LucasLast Wednesday at 4:47 PM

"Jesus." He laughed. Pulling up to his house, he helped her out of the car and in through the door. "Maybe a shower will help? "

JodieLast Wednesday at 4:48 PM

Jodie leaned against Luke and nodded. "Okay," She said. "But we have to go quiet."

LucasLast Wednesday at 4:49 PM

"How come?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 4:49 PM

"Cause Thor is sleeping," She whispered.

LucasLast Wednesday at 4:50 PM

"Okay." He chuckled as he led the way up stairs and to the bathroom. He turned the shower on for her and then leaned against the counter.

JodieLast Wednesday at 4:52 PM

Jodie smiled at Luke and then started to head towards the shower with all of her clothes still on.

LucasLast Wednesday at 4:52 PM

"Nope." He stopped her. "You need to take your clothes off."

JodieLast Wednesday at 4:53 PM

"Oh," Jodie laughed. She started to take her clothes off, almost falling over as she took off her jeans.

LucasLast Wednesday at 4:57 PM

He helped her as much as he could and then double checked the temperature of the water in the shower before nodding his head. "Go ahead."

JodieLast Wednesday at 4:58 PM

Jodie got into the shower and just stood there for a few moments before she rubbed her body for a minute and then got out of the shower, dripping on the floor.

LucasLast Wednesday at 5:00 PM

Luke stood against the counter as he waited for her to finish. When she got out, he grabbed a towel and helped her dry off. "I'm going to get you something to eat and some water and then we can go to sleep." He offered.

JodieLast Wednesday at 5:02 PM

Jodie watched Luke as he dried her off and then she sighed. "No love?"Jodie watched Luke as he dried her off and then she sighed. "No love?"

LucasLast Wednesday at 5:06 PM

"In the morning, maybe " he said as he walked to his room to find her something to wear to bed.

JodieLast Wednesday at 5:07 PM

Jodie walked into the bedroom and sat down on the bed.

LucasLast Wednesday at 5:08 PM

Luke found a pair of her yoga pants and one of his tshirts and handed them off to her. "I'm gonna go make you a sandwich."

JodieLast Wednesday at 5:09 PM

"I don't want a sandwich!" Jodie said, standing up and stomping her foot.

LucasLast Wednesday at 5:09 PM

"What do you want? "

JodieLast Wednesday at 5:09 PM

"What else do you have? Duh." She was giving him major attitude.

LucasLast Wednesday at 5:10 PM

"I don't know. I guess I have chips or some soup or something." He shrugged.

JodieLast Wednesday at 5:11 PM

"Chips!" Jodie exclaimed. She started to get dressed.

LucasLast Wednesday at 5:13 PM

Luke walked downstairs and made himself a peanut butter and jelly sandwich before grabbing the potato chips he had and grabbing a bottle of water for her. He brought it upstairs and set it on the nightstand for her.

JodieLast Wednesday at 5:23 PM

Jodie was sitting on the bed, looking at her hands. She snapped back when Luke was in the room. She took the chips and opened the bag, starting to shovel them in.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:16 PM

"Slow down, I don't have the stomach to clean up puke." He scrunched his nose.

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:20 PM

Jodie slowed down considerably. Eating the chips in slow motion and thinking it was hilarious. She kept looking at Luke to see if he was watching her.(edited)

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:31 PM

Luke ate his sandwich, watching her every now and then with an amused smile. "You are so weird."

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:33 PM

Jodie laughed. “No you’re weird,” She smiled, eating at a normal speed. When she was done with the chips, she put the bag back on the table and took a few sips of the water. She went over to Luke and wrapped her arms around him, cuddling into his chest.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:34 PM

He wrapped his arms around her, "Did you at least have fun? "

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:34 PM

“I was having fun until they left me alone,” She said, looking up at him sadly.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:35 PM

"Well, tell them they suck for that."

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:36 PM

“I will,” She said, and then she pushed him back onto the bed. “I want to suck you.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:37 PM

Luke wanted that now that she was offering it, but she was out of her mind drunk so he couldn't bring himself to let it happen. "I'm not feeling good, baby."

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:38 PM

Jodie pouted. “What’s wrong, my love?” She asked, rolling off of him and taking his face in her hands.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:38 PM

"My stomach is upset." he lied.

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:39 PM

“Baby please don’t puke,” She said. “I’m way too drunk. I can’t even feel my feet.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:39 PM

"You don't puke and I wont puke." he said playfully.(edited)

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:41 PM

Jodie nodded firmly and took off her pants before getting under the covers. “Can you tell me how much you love me?” She asked.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:41 PM

"I love you more than anything." He wrapped his arm around her.

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:43 PM

She moved closer to him. “I wish you were a bird so you could sing me to sleep.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:49 PM

He couldn't help but laugh, "I'm sorry, baby."

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:50 PM

Jodie put her head on Luke. “Goodbye,” She said with a yawn, closing her eyes and going to sleep.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:50 PM

"Goodnight." He said softly and resumed his sleep.

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:53 PM

Jodie woke up with a bad headache. She rolled over to Luke and clung to him.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:54 PM

Luke felt Jodie cling to him and yawned. "How you feeling?" He mumbled.

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:54 PM

“Horrible,” She said. “And I have to go to work in a few hours. What was I thinking?”

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:55 PM

"I really don't know." He chuckled.

JodieLast Wednesday at 8:56 PM

“Would you judge me if I called in sick today?” She asked him.

LucasLast Wednesday at 8:57 PM

"Not at all. I am surprised you're not sicker, honestly. "

JodieLast Wednesday at 9:03 PM

“Do you know where my purse is? My phone is in there.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 9:15 PM

"Let me go look in the car." He said as he got up.

JodieLast Wednesday at 9:16 PM

Jodie closed her eyes and put the covers over her head.

LucasLast Wednesday at 9:26 PM

Luke walked out to his car and grabbed her purse, setting it on the bed between them as he got comfortable again.

JodieLast Wednesday at 9:49 PM

Jodie sat up and took out her phone, calling work to tell them she was sick. After that, she got up and went to the bathroom before getting back into bed and putting her purse on the floor.

LucasLast Wednesday at 9:55 PM

Luke wrapped his arm around her once she was in bed. "I do have to work in a few hours but you can stay here and hang with Thor until I get home."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:03 PM

“As long as it’s okay with you,” She said, closing her eyes.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:19 PM

"Yeah, of course." he snuggled with her once more. "I can hang out for a minute though."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:20 PM

“Okay,” Jodie said softly. “What do you wanna do?” She asked.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:20 PM

"I figured you'd want to lay in bed."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:21 PM

“Yeah, good.” She put her head on his chest.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:21 PM

"What were you doing out last night?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:22 PM

Jodie shrugged. “I wanted to let loose. I didn’t think it would go that far. Kinda lost control.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:23 PM

"Seems like it. You cried a lot."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:23 PM

“I don’t remember half of the night. Tell me what happened?”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:24 PM

"I don't know. You called me and told me that your friends ditched you so I picked you up. You showered and I brought you some chips and then you tried to blow me but I told you no so you fell asleep." he shrugged.

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:26 PM

“Wanna blow me now?” She asked with a laugh.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:26 PM

"You wanna blow me now?" He scoffed.

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:27 PM

“No, you should blow me.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:27 PM

"Who was up all night taking care of the drunk person?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:28 PM

“I doubt it was all night,” She said, rolling her eyes. “But fine, I’ll let you out of this one.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:28 PM

"Fine." He shrugged. "Do you want breakfast?"

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:29 PM

“I can’t eat,” She said, shaking her head. “That’s why I can’t blow you.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:29 PM

"I was kidding about the sex." He laughed. "I can just grab something to eat on the way to work then."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:32 PM

“I wasn’t,” She chuckled.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:33 PM

"I just wanna cuddle." He said with a shrug.

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:34 PM

Jodie moved her lower half closer to Luke. “Well I’m here.”

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:36 PM

He kissed her cheek. "I don't feel like working today."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:37 PM

“Can you call in sick?” She asked.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:37 PM

"I don't know. I hate to do that."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:39 PM

“Because you’re the best cop in Steamboat?” She asked with a chuckle.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:39 PM

"Exactly." he joked. "But mostly because I just like to wait until I have paid time off."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:45 PM

“You’re such a good boy,” She teased him.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:55 PM

"I am." He laughed. "I gotta be responsible sometimes."

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:56 PM

“Good, you can keep me in line,” She smiled at him.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:56 PM

"I'm pretty sure this was supposed to start as the opposite." He joked.

JodieLast Wednesday at 10:57 PM

“People bring out different things in each other, I think,” Jodie said. She leaned up to kiss him.

LucasLast Wednesday at 10:58 PM

He gave her a short kiss before sighing and getting up. "Alright, I'm going to head out." He said as he began to get dressed.

JodieLast Wednesday at 11:05 PM

Jodie nodded and watched him get dressed.

LucasLast Wednesday at 11:05 PM

He finished getting dressed and brushed his teeth. When he walked back in, he gave her a kiss. "I'll see you later, baby. Love you."

JodieLast Wednesday at 11:06 PM

“Love you too,” Jodie called, falling back asleep soon after.

#luke

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