Just something about the Aurinko Crime Family learning to love themselves and each other, to trust one another. Something about them realizing they don't want to die. That they actually WANT to live. Not just for someone else this time, but because they actually want to live. To see things, do things, feel things.
Connect with people again, forge better bonds, heal past wounds. To look back only to see where you have been, that you are going somewhere new.
That surviving is the hard part, surviving is constant and painful and frustrating. But sometimes, "doing good" isn't easy. Sometimes it's really damn hard. It tears you apart, plagues your mind, begs you to turn around and give up.
That people... are just people. And they all have their own issues. They are cruel and precious, horrible and caring. Gone and... and yet still so very present. Like they'll never truly leave you, the memories always stored away just a bit more disorganized and scattered until you decide to go through the effort and sort some shit out.
Because you can't always help people, sometimes they need to do things themselves. Sometimes the best thing you can do is just let them know you're there, that you'll stick by them, never goin' anywhere.
That sometimes we can't truly trust our minds. But that doesn't make us worthless, useless, a burden. It makes us brave — for facing ourselves every day and still carrying on. Even when we can't love for ourselves, finding something or someone else until we find our own strength again.
Because we all do bad shit. Sometimes, really bad shit. And we may never forgive ourselves. We shouldn't have to. But that does not mean we cannot still do some good. We may never right our wrongs, but that does not mean we should stop for fear of inbalance. What mercy would that be?
That we must take care of ourselves, that we cannot help anyone if we are gone. That we can be weak and vulnerable and scared. We should be. We must be. For that will keep us alive. A legend is great, but legends are of the past. We are alive.
That maybe, just maybe, life hurts. It kicks us over and over and never seems to get enough of it. Because sometimes we'll put on a show and mask and watch the world cave around, bend to this smoke and mirrors. Because sometimes it's all we can do to protect ourselves. But... sometimes we simply don't need to. Sometimes we need to feel more, be honest — at least — with ourselves. Sometimes we don't need to let go. Sometimes we just need to be.
That something can be nothing, everything, anything. That family can be rocky. can be shit. That we're all just trying to figure ourselves out and how (long) we want to spend this life. If it's all really worth it.
And that's something no one can tell us but us. No one can force you towards healing, towards changing or confronting. Only to wait until you're ready.
We have to fight to live. We have to live to fight. And one day, we'll fade away back into the ground. But why not bring along a little spark of life — all the emotions and connections and nothingness of it all — back with us?
Why not live? Why not try.
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EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING SOME OF THE FNAF MOVIE CHARACTERS LEAKED
-Mike is the protagonist
-Will be LIKELY following the fnaf 1 location, placing this somewhere in the early-mid 90s
-Bite of 83′ is referenced
-Despite this game taking place around or even before the time she would have been born in canon, Vanessa is going to be a major character, how they’re gonna go about this I'm not sure but the fanfic writers are probably cheering knowing that the 2 fan favorite angst machines are gonna be in the same movie and ykw I don't blame them
-Were to ASSUME that Abby is a stand-in for Elizabeth, though I'm not sure why they would rename her instead of just naming her Elizabeth (Abby is also an anagram for Baby though I feel like I might be stretching a bit there)
-NO mention of William, in fact due to the way its worded he’s probably dead or, if this movie is gonna at least loosely follow canon, in the back room of the very pizzeria that Mike will be working at
One thing to note is that i feel like in order to truly shine this movie needs to be R-Rated. Fnaf is a story of child murder, bodies getting mashed up in mechanical suits, tortured souls, robots using human flesh as skinsuits, and whatever the FUCK is going on in the books, and im gonna be honest my horror loving ass DESPERATELY wants to see a real live action scene of William Aftons springlock failure
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Ok I'm taking you up on that offer-
Tim drives Curly and Angela to school right???? He also drives Sylvia bc she lives just down the block :)
So, like clockwork, the neighbourhood hears
“I called shot gun.”
“You don't even live here???”
“*chaos ensues*”
At 8:45 am
Asdfghjkl, guys I have emotions-
Tim answers the door, glaring down at the girl who’s standing on his front porch without a care in the world, backpack flung over one shoulder as she casually claims her seat in his car. Then, she has the audacity to walk straight past him, into his house, and starts rifling through his kitchen for something to eat
“She don’t even live here,” he mutters to himself. But Tim just shuts the door cause it’s too early and he knows he can never win an argument with her
When Angela comes out of her room and hears that Sylvia’s claimed shotgun, that’s the official beginning of the chaos. She’s screaming and shouting, complaining about how Tim won’t even let her ride shotgun and she’s the one who lives here!! Sylvia, being Sylvia, tosses back a few insults and jabs, still poking through the cabinets as if the Shepards somehow have more food lying around than her folks do
Curly wanders out, curls wild and ruffled from sleep and he barely blinks as he passes Sylvia to grab his backpack from his seat at the kitchen table, the girls still yelling and shrieking while Tim stands tiredly in the doorway, sighing to himself
All in all, Curly ends up taking shotgun. Tim’s done with the girls’ screaming and stuffs them in the back. Curly, despite being younger than Sylvia by a little over a year (she brought up as evidence to back up her argument on why she should get shotgun) ends up sitting happily in the front seat with his brother
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