#does this count as photography. idk. i just took it on my phone LMAO
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a little bit of photography from last summer <3
#does this count as photography. idk. i just took it on my phone LMAO#anyways. i can’t wait for everything to come back to life#it’s mid april and i have seen maybe two budding trees#my area is gorgeous in the summer but god is it desolate in the winter#mine#photography#cottagecore#dark cottagecore#naturecore#mosscore#treecore#flowercore#nature#butterfly#monarch butterfly#honeybee#bees#flowers#plants#botany#wildflowers
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Survey #466
“she is the butcher, she wants the air / she hides the scars under her hair”
Who do you think cares the most about you? My mom.
What do you do when you’re pissed off? Isolate and cry.
Have you ever had unprotected sex? Good luck catchin' me do that.
What did your mother study at university? Social work.
What was the last thing you took a video of? I have zero idea.
What is your least favorite kind of weather? Hot and humid weather can actually fuck off.
What was the last housework you did? Does changing my cat's litter count?
Have you ever had famous neighbors? Not to my knowledge.
Have you ever lived in a small community where everyone knew each other? Nope.
Have you ever actually drank warm milk? NO EW EW EW EW EW
Do you talk to your pets? If you don't, are you REALLY a pet parent???????
Who is a famous person you could see yourself reading a biography about? He's always said he doesn't want to but I really hope Mark writes an autobiography one day alskdjklafjw;ejr
Are there any numbers you dislike for any reason? No.
What skill that you have do you make most use of? idk man
Have you ever done something sexual that you regret? Nah.
Have you ever said anything to the last person you kissed that you regret? No.
Have you ever ate so much you puked? No.
Do you care about what others think of your physical appearance? Sometimes/some places yes, other times/places, no.
Would you rather eat cookies or brownies? It would probably change with what I'm feeling, but I lean towards a nice center piece brownie. :^)
If you’re out late, where are you likely to be? This literally never happens.
Do you ever visit your mall’s arcade (if it has one)? Our mall is lame as fuck. It definitely doesn't have one.
What’s your absolute favorite topic to discuss? Mark, lmao.
What is your least favorite topic to discuss? Politics.
Have you ever been confined to a wheelchair? "Confined" seems like a strong word, but a nurse did give me one at the doctor's office when I massively tore a ligament in my foot and could barely walk at all.
If you have a job, who’s your closest friend at work? Don't remind me that I don't have a job.
Have you told anyone you love them today? Not yet, but I'm sure I will later.
Have you ever worked in an office? No, but I guess that's what I'm going to wind up going for once I'm ready to job-hunt again... It feels sad that I'm actually aiming for the cubicle life now just because my interaction with people would be much more limited than with most other jobs.
Who does the grocery shopping in your house? My mom.
Do you prefer margarine or butter, and why? I don't even know if I'd recognize the taste difference.
Have you ever been in serious trouble at work or school? No.
Do you have any strange fears or phobias that you’re embarrassed of? That I'm embarrassed of, no.
Can you smell anything right now? No.
Have you ever tried coconut water? No.
Which Asian country would you like to visit the most? Idk. Maybe Japan?
How old were your parents when they got engaged? I have no idea.
Have you ever done a first aid course? No.
If so, would you be prepared to perform CPR if necessary? No.
Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? No. Just the idea grosses me out.
Where is your next vacation? Couldn't tell ya, buddy.
Which are better black or green olives? I'm not a fan of black olives, and I won't even TRY green ones. They just look so fucking disgusting to me.
Does your car have a backup camera? Mom's doesn't.
Have either of your parents ever been in trouble with the law? No.
Do you have a preferred brand of bottled water? Essentia.
Is your skin more oily, dry, or combination? It's a combination depending on the location.
Where did you meet your current significant other? High school band.
What kind of house do you wish you lived in? One that's in the woods.
What was the last compliment you received from an old lady? I don't have a clue.
Do you know how to cut hair? Properly, no.
Have you ever had a classmate die? I believe maybe once?
If you have a song stuck in your head, what is it? I recently discovered "Foxy, Foxy" by Rob Zombie and it's Good Stuff.
Do you tend to space out a lot? Very much so.
What people have changed your life for the better? My parents, my psychiatrist, a PHP therapist, Sara, debatably Jason...
Have you ever had any kind of dangerous addiction? What’s this addiction? Caffeine, I guess.
Are your parents still married, divorced, or split up? Like this decision? They're divorced, and while it sucks for your parents to split up, it's a decision that I definitely approve of given all they ever did was fight when I was growing up. Them staying together would've been very destructive.
Have you ever heard of Hollywood Undead? Do you like them? Well yeah, and I like a large number of songs to where I'd consider myself a fan. I actually had a shirt in high school.
Has anyone ever called you a coward before? Who called you that? I don't believe so.
Are you a Jeffree Star fan? Or no? Do you think he’s awesome/dumb? Honestly, yes. Like he's done dumb shit, but has more than sufficiently apologized for it in my opinion and changed his behavior for the better. I also - astonishingly - like his music quite a bit. As well, his work ethic is fucking INCREDIBLE, like extremely admirable.
Has your grandmother ever made you anything? Not including cookies. I don't think so. I don't even think she ever liked me.
Do you disgust anyone? Did they tell you that? Why is this, anyways? Not that I know of.
When was the last time you cried, and why (if you want to share)? I don't remember, actually. Probably just about life.
Who was the last person who was rude to you? *shrug*
Do you have a relationship with God? lol no, and even if I believed in him, I wouldn't have a remotely decent opinion of that entity.
Is weed legal in your state? No.
Have you ever thrown up in class? In kindergarten, yes.
What is something that you used to be ashamed of, but now you’re not? As a kid, being a girl, I was so embarrassed by liking Pokemon. Now, I am literally wearing an Eeveelutions shirt and went out in public lmao. I couldn't care less about loving them cuties.
Have you ever walked outside in below zero weather? No; I've never experienced those temperatures.
Have you ever held a newborn baby? Yes, but I was sitting down. I would be WAY too scared of dropping a baby otherwise.
Are a ton of your Facebook friends getting married and having kids now? I legitimately think most of my friends on there already have kids and/or are married/engaged. It's triggering sometimes and was a massive motivator for me taking a break from there.
What’s something you believe in that most people don’t? So uh, I hope this doesn't sound insensitive given how it just passed, but I 100% believe the U.S. government was to some extent involved in 9/11. There is an incredible amount of evidence when you do the research.
Is there anyone who’s dear in your heart who’s going down the wrong path? I worry about one of my good friends quite a bit. She is horribly addicted to pot (like, she admits it) in a state where it's not legal, and I'm concerned she'll face legal repercussions eventually. She also dates an absolute lowlife asshole, but they've been together for a very long time, and I just worry about how that might damage her later down the road.
Do you get enough sleep? God, it never feels like it.
What’s something you wish you would have known sooner? That college wouldn't work for me. Like, I dropped out of three. I do NOT want to know the debt I'm in.
What’s the next big project you plan to start? Idk. Possibly something for Girt's birthday because Mom really pissed me off and doesn't want to spend *any*thing to help me get something for him. Is that bad on my end? Like she pointed out he knows I don't work, but like... come on. He's my bf, one of my greatest friends ever, and you can't spare anything? I really don't know if that's selfish or not; it's just that if I get him nothing, I will feel like ACTUAL garbage. So making something may just be my only option. I just dunno what...
Do you think you were cute in your baby pictures? omg yes, idk what happened
Do you remember pre-school? A lot of it, yes. My long-term memory is pretty damn amazing.
Would you allow your children to date prior to 16? Yes.
Does your town have a farmer’s market? I think so?
Which app on your phone do you tend to get the most notifications from? Pokemon GO, lol.
How old were you when you met your current best friend? Around 11.
What is something you gave up on after many failed attempts? Photography is coming real fuckin close. I've been trying to go somewhere with that for YEARS.
Would you rather read a book, or listen to the audiobook? Physically read. I think my attention would stray listening to an audiobook.
Do you think tomorrow will be a better day than today? It's possible, idk. I had a doctor's appointment today that absolutely slaughtered my mood, so I feel fucking horrific, but Girt is also coming over today, and I'm sure he'll cheer me up. I won't see him tomorrow, so that's a bummer.
With which friend are you most likely to share a secret? Sara.
What is the last thing you complained about? It's hot as shit outside.
Is there a show you swear that you will never watch? 13 Reasons Why.
What was the last topic that you ranted about? Anti-vax bullshit.
Who is the most sensitive person that you know? Bitch, me.
Have you ever had a tooth (or teeth) pulled? No.
What did you do last Halloween? Literally nothing on the actual holiday. :/
Fire drills: Did you ever wish they were real… just once? ... To get out of school, yes. :x
What was the last thing that you felt strongly about? I am still positively livid about Texas' "heartbeat bill." Fuck that place and fuck that law.
What is one insecurity you have about your body? Um, everything????
What is one part of your body that you are proud of? Nothing????
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unusual asks
@anon that said “1-100,” i’m no chicKEN—
spotify, soundcloud, or pandora? spotify all the way.
is your room messy or clean? messy i like to think it’s neat.
what color are your eyes? a boring dark brown.
do you like your name? why? i hate it. i wish it was esteban julio ricardo montoya dela rosa ramirez.
what is your relationship status? what’s a relaytionsheep?
describe your personality in 3 words or less. boring.
what hair color do you have? still a boring dark brown.
what kind of car do you drive? color? …i’m not old enough to drive, but if i was, you better bet i’d have a rainbow car because #yolo. (lmao stop your influence @heartsavery.)
where do you shop? at the candy store. *instantly thinks of heathers*
how would you describe your style? non-existent.
favorite social media account? if i say tumblr, will it start working for me?
what size bed do you have? a queen-sized one. (no, that wasn’t a pun or anything.)
any siblings? i like to think she doesn’t exist.
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? i’ve heard of this place called niue, which apparently has pikachu coins as part of their currency, so sign me up. (japan is also another option, because i love the atmosphere in kyoto. except for that one time i got lost at night near a creepy abandoned church.)
favorite snapchat filter? i don’t use filters much since i don’t take pictures of myself, but i’ll have to say the classic dog filter.
favorite makeup brand(s)? i don’t wear makeup.
how many times a week do you shower? i shower around once or twice a day. weird, i know, but it’s normal around here in a country that’s hot all year round. (except, of course, when there are typhoons, because it’s one extreme or another.)
favorite tv show? danger dings (read: stranger things.) i even have a side blog for it. *cough* @anevenstrangerblog *cough* i know the question only asked for one but can i throw in asoue too? i love both the books and the netflix show. malina’s so pretty i cri. ooh, andi mack is another show that i absolutELY LOVE AND—
shoe size? 6.5 in us women’s.
how tall are you? not tall at all. next question.
sandals or sneakers? sneakers are all i own.
do you go to the gym? no.
describe your dream date. with nikolai lantsov. but since he’s “fictional,” i’ll settle for the person giving me a fortune, then leaving me alone for the rest of my life. (but if the person was finn wolfhard / malina weissman / sadie sink, they can *in mulan’s grandma’s voice* stAy fOrevEr.)
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? about 2500 pesos and 2000 yen.
what color socks are you wearing? they’re pikachu socks.
how many pillows do you sleep with? one or none because quite frankly, i only like hugging pillows. sleeping on them is uncomfortable for me.
do you have a job? what do you do? i don’t have a job, but my class runs a business (with a beneficiary who all the proceeds go to), and i manage its marketing and finance. i also design a couple stuff for my mom’s clinic thing, which i guess is considered a job since i get paid.
how many friends do you have? if you don’t count online friends, zero ahaha.
what’s the worst thing you have ever done? lmao idk, exist?
what’s your favorite candle scent? i dunno. most probably woodsy or floral scents.
3 favorite boy names? names don’t have genders.
3 favorite girl names? names don’t have genders.
favorite actor? noah schnapp, my precious son.
favorite actress? millie bobby brown because why not.
who is your celebrity crush? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
favorite movie? the bee movie ahAHAHAHA the original spongebob movie.
do you read a lot? what’s your favorite book? i read waaay too much, and just like any of my other favorite things, i can’t pick just one favorite book, but i love six of crows by leigh bardugo.
money or brains? can i have both?
do you have a nickname? what is it? i’m called stupid a lot, does that count? ahaha :’) micah’s actually one of my nicknames.
how many times have you been to the hospital? too many times to count.
top 10 favorite songs? i have too many songs i like, so i’ll list some i remember right now (and limit myself to one song per artist.) crazy=genius by p!atd, bellyache by billie eilish, migraine by tøp, c’est la vie by maurice moore, glorious by macklemore, for him by troye sivan, my songs know what you did in the dark by fob, non-stop from the hamilton cast recording, teacher by prettymuch, and we the party by why don’t we.
do you take any medication daily? just vitamins, not medication.
what is your skin type? idk dude.
what is your biggest fear? the unknown.
how many kids do you want? zero.
what’s your go-to hair style? just my hair down since i’m lazy.
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc.) i don’t know how to describe the size of my house lmao.
who is your role model? thomas the tank engine.
what was the last compliment you received? i’m not sure if it was meant as a compliment, but that one anon who asked advice from me said they were awed by my independence so there’s that.
what was the last text you sent? i sent “i’m hungry” to one of my housekeepers.
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? he IS real. i don’t know what the quackidy quack you’re talking about.
what is your dream car? lightning mcqueen. ka-chow!
opinion on smoking? i’m asthmatic, so personally, i don’t smoke, and i don’t encourage it either. if you’re talking about cigarettes, it harms the lungs of not only the smoker, but the people around them. it also affects air pollution (its effect is 10 times stronger than those of diesel car exhausts), and i’m very against all types of pollution to the environment. (i’m looking at you, glitter, which, if you didn’t already know, contributes to the pollution of waterways.)
do you go to college? i will in 2 years. (i’ll be a wee child all alone in another country :’( @whydontwejustbesomethingdiffrent i’m dragging you along if it’s the last thing i do.)
what is your dream job? i don’t really know lmao.
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? suburbs.
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? who doesn’t?
do you have freckles? no.
do you smile for pictures? i don’t like having pictures of me taken, but i occasionally smile awkwardly.
how many pictures do you have on your phone? i recently cleared out my photo library so now i’m left with only 3033 pictures.
have you ever peed in the woods? no.
do you still watch cartoons? duh.
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonald’s? there are no branches of wendy’s where i live so i’ll go with mcdonald’s.
favorite dipping sauce? does gravy count?
what do you wear to bed? pajamas.
have you ever won a spelling bee? i’ve never participated in one aside from the mini ones we used to hold in class before, which i won because the competition wasn’t exactly tough.
what are your hobbies? photography, bullet journaling, brush lettering, eating, reading, scrolling endlessly through my phone, dying, and other fun stuff. coding and robotics are cool too.
can you draw? @thefangirlingmaster i still stand by my opinion that i can’t.
do you play an instrument? the only instrument i can fluently play is the violin, since i was taught how to play it at 6 years old, but i own a guitar and keyboard which i can sorta play.
what was the last concert you saw? a pentatonix one.
tea or coffee? water.
starbucks or dunkin’ donuts? starbucks.
do you want to get married? not really.
what is your crush’s first and last initial? f.w. (hint: it rhymes with pinn rolfhard.)
are you going to change your last name when you get married? i dunno man.
what color looks best on you? still dunno man.
do you miss anyone right now? no.
do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed.
do you believe in ghosts? uh…
what is your biggest pet peeve? my neighbors slow walkers
last person you called? my dad.
favorite ice cream flavor? cookies and cream.
regular oreos or golden oreos? i only eat mini-sized regular oreos.
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? choCOLATE *insert gif of that one fish from spongebob*
what shirt are you wearing? a panda shirt i got from singapore a couple years ago.
what is your phone background? it’s a zoomed in face of the ice cream octopus from dora. my parents say it’s creepy, but i think it’s calming. (i couldn’t post it on here because tumblr says i reached a limit, but if you wanna see it, tell me to send it to you.)
are you outgoing or shy? depends on the people i’m with.
do you like it when people play with your hair? it tickles.
do you like your neighbors? i’d prefer it if they moved far far away (haha shrek reference) and took their horrible karaoke with them.
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? i wash my face everytime i shower.
have you ever been high? nope.
have you ever been drunk? nope. (i was gonna come up with some punny joke but i’m too hungry to think right now. which reminds me, i have to go eat something real quick, be right back—)
last thing you ate? oh wow, perfect timing. i just ate mango float.
favorite lyrics right now? it’s from my son troye’s song, suburbia. “swallow nostalgia, chase it with lime. better than dwelling, and chasing time. missing occasions, i can’t rewind. can’t help but feel i’ve lost what’s mine.”
summer or winter? it’s basically summer all year round here so—
day or night? night.
dark, milk, or white chocolate? milk chocolate.
favorite month? december.
what is your zodiac sign? sagittarius.
who was the last person you cried in front of? my dad.
#this took me about an hour because like i said#i’m me#indecisive me#whoop whoop#also#i s2g#the anon who requested this better see it#or i’m suing#anon please tell me if you read it#it’ll make me feel better lmao#ask list#unusual asks#*agl*#*enim*
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1. Do you bite or lick ice cream? •lick def2. What is home to you? •home is a lot of things to me. Home can sometimes be my actual house. Home is my family in KY and the little house my nana lives in and the farm my grandpa own. Home is Bowling Green , which is connected to the same family. Home is the softball field I grew up on. Home is hunter’s arms. Etc. 3. What was the last lie you told? •idk I don’t lie?? But i think I did tell someone I would call him back and I had no intentions of doing so lmao 4. Does everyone deserve the truth? •woah tf …. uh. I’d say so yes. Yes. 5. What is the creepiest toy ever made? •those fuckin dolls like idk what they’re called but good god 6. Describe a moment in which you did something unacceptable in a bad situation. •oh good heavens. My mind is really going to this one time when I accidentally dined and dashed but idk if that’s what this question is asking. 7. List two things that are more easily done than said. (No, I didn’t mix them up.) •giving directions, like I would much rather show you where than try to tell you. And idk I think it’s easier to show someone how much you care for them instead of just trying to find the right words (in most scenarios)8. When was the last time you worked really hard to achieve something? •few months ago 9. How many all nighters have you pulled? •not a ton tbh I’m weak 10. If humans didn’t evolve to laugh or smile, how would we express our happiness instead? •with our hands11. How many romantic “things” or “flings” have you had? •wtf does this mean um well as far as girls go,l I’ve had 3, including hunter right now. Guys… lmao …. let’s just say 3-4 roughly lmao. 12. What is your paradise? •a gorgeous beach with bright blue water with sailboats and white soft sand 13. What is your favorite background noise? (Ex. Water dripping, people talking.) •I personally love piano music in the background tbh OR waves crashing 14. How many hearts do you think you have broken? •well I don’t make it my goal to have a running count of broken hearts , I want to say 1, maybe 2 , let’s say 1.515. What is the most important thing about electronics? What does this say about you? •I think electronics are an amazing way to keep in touch with not only your close friends and family, but the world and it can allow you to educate yourself and learn things. I guess this suggests I’m a pretty progressive person lol and I’m all about learning. 16. Why do people care about celebrities? Do you care about celebrities? •People care about celebrities because everyone likes to have someone to “idolize” or to “mimic.” I don’t care about them on this level because they’re just people, but if there are celebrities doing really good things with their “power” then I’m here for that And if they’re acting ridiculous then sometimes I gotta catch up on the beef. 😌😌😌17. What is the most annoying thing someone can do to you?•sit there and crunch on some food and chew obnoxiously 18. Do you overexaggerate? What are the pros and cons of this? •oh yes all the time, I’ve gotten bad at it but you can always tell I’m joking so I mean I never do it to cause harm. 19. Have you played any instruments before? Which instruments? •yesss clarinet 3rd chair wooooooo & I had a brief date with the piano 20. Do you like taking selfies? Why or why not? •uh well sometimes I do and then other times I hate it because when I decide I wanna take them it’s usually Bc I feel like I’m lookin good and then I take a selfie and I’m like AHH WHAY A MONSTER21. List 3 things you like about yourself? •my eyes, my smile , my arms22. What is the best advice someone has ever given you? •I have received a lot of amazing advice over the years honestly, like I could @ a lot of people right now and I’m truly blessed to have had that and on so many different aspects. It really depends! But honestly the most recent advice was just generally how to not let people walk all over me (although it was said much prettier)23. Do you have what it takes to raise a child? Why or why not? •well not now but I like to think I will eventually. 24. How do you cheer yourself up after a bad day? •who said I cheer myself up 👀👀 nah jk, a lot of the times if I’ve had a bad day I treat myself to some Starbucks 25. When was the last time you felt awkward? •like an hour ago . Basically 24/726. Are you introverted or extroverted? Or a mixture of both? •introvert all the way. Like literally took a test in psych and I got a perfect 10 in introvert and not a single point in extrovert. 27. What constitutes a good friend? •this is tricky. There are different levels of friend!!! Lmao. Honestly a GOOD FRIEND will support you and never try to change who you truly are. Like above all. 28. Would you rather have a lot of friends to hang out with or just one best friend? •one bff29. In a regular day, what do you not want to hear? •Idk what this means like I’m taking that three different ways 30. What is your dream job? •right now an orthopedic PA 31. Is it better to be lazy but smart or hardworking but unintelligent? •hardworking 32. What is a truth about yourself that others find hard to believe? •33. What have you always wondered about the other gender? •LMAO many things but honestly how you ride a bike with a dick34. Which fantasy world would you like to visit the most? •I don’t do fantasy N/A35. Describe the worst friend you have ever befriended. •IVE HAD SO MANY WINNERS. Honestly the cake goes to the most recent someone that was my close friend for an entire summer, learned me, talked about serious stuff with me, cared, etc and then suddenly dropped me and then talked shit and then told lies and then told people I was gay and her reasoning for why she thought I was gay (when she had literally made me feel so safe months before) and the reason was an extremely personal story. :) but honestly there’s another one that prob beats her but I just can’t even rn. 36. Imagine that you have switched bodies with someone you don’t know. You can’t switch back. What do you do? •make the most of it I guess idk 37. If you found the recipe for immortality, would you sell it or would you burn it? •I have mixed feelings on this because I’ve always wanted to live forever while at the same time I think that would be miserable so 38. What is the most important, applicable class you have ever taken? •I took a finances class it was good 39. Name the last book you read. • I think “love anthony”40. Imagine that you are unable to express emotion. How would this affect your world? •it would suck not being able to show people I was happy to be with them and it would suck being trapped in my own mind 41. When was the last time you made the first move? • @ hunter have I ever 42. What is your opinion on electronic music such as dubstep or trap? •I’ve listened to both. I don’t shut down either. But I’m not some big fan. 43. What was the last movie you watched? • I watched a documentary the other day about the NCAA I can’t remember what it was called 44. Do you like and appreciate your life? •rn I do like my life and I appreciate life in general 45. Do you like and appreciate yourself? •I suppose. 46. When was the last time you cried? • 4 or 5 days ago I think 47. What are you scared of? •death, heights, spiders etc 48. What is the most embarrassing, cringe-worthy thing you have ever done? •there is so many tbh but the one in mind rn is when I walked right by this sweet sweet Spanish teacher as a senior and she said “hola, coma Estas?” And I looked at her…. smiled…. and walked right by her. KMS on that one 49. What are some of your hobbies? •photography is my biggest tbh 50. What is a superficial yet annoying mistake you constantly make? •I don’t know but I’m sure it’s something 51. Are you a good friend? What makes you a good friend? If not, what makes you a bad friend? •I think I’m pretty good I’m pretty chill I give lots of chances I give advice etc 52. Do you honestly learn from your mistakes? •some better than others but at some point yes 53. What have you learned the hard way? •not to stay with people that are bad for you just because you think you owe it to them 54. What is the most important thing to have in order to attain happiness? •respect for yourself 55. Which medium do you use for expressing your artistic emotions? (Singing, writing, etc.) •writing or photography 56. Are you a creative or a logical thinker? •I feel like logical 57. What is the smartest thing you have ever done? •I don’t know lol58. What is your ideal meal? •pasta is always a go to but idc I’m not picky 59. What is the worst thing someone could do on a date? •not speak or be interesting 60. Do you like animals? Which kind is your favorite? •love them. Love tigers a lot and sting rays 61. If you could turn one legal thing illegal, what would it be? •62. Do you have any guilty pleasures? •yes 63. What is the best thing that the internet has ever created? •the ability to search for wonderful tutorials 64. Do you like playing video games? Which video games? •yes imma fuq u up on Mario kart 65. What is your opinion on beauty in today’s society? •it’s twisted and fucked up and honestly fuck society 66. Are you a morning person? When do you usually wake up? •no and between 930-10 usually 67. Do you have a favorite Disney movie? Character? •I love me some finding dory or finding nemo 68. Would you rather live in the city or in the countryside? •I go back and forth on this one. 69. Would you rather live near the ocean or in the mountains? •ocean 70. What are the best things about winter? •getting to wear hoodies !!! 71. What scares you most about the future? •inadequacy 72. What makes you feel old? •little kids I played with as a kid that are suddenly about to enter high school , movies I loved as a kid 73. How many hours do you spend on the computer or phone on average? •eh i dunno. I check my phone all day but I don’t really sit downnnnn on it but a few times a day74. What are some of your New Year’s resolutions? •to better myself, workout gains, and as always , grow 75. What is your life story in 6 words? “Struggle, fight and the come up 76. Describe yourself in one word. •shy77. What bad habits do you do? •bite on pens, pick nails, etc 78. What genre of music do you listen to? •literally everything except country tbh 79. Most prominent childhood memory?rn my head is going to rolling acorns down my grandpas steep driveway idk why 80. Imagine if you had an older brother. If you already have one, what is it like? If you don’t, how would this change your life? •I feel like it would change how I didnsports and how I interacted with people 81. Spirit animal? •tiger or panda 82. Do you believe in horoscopes? •eh whatever they’re fun 83. What is the worst advice you’ve ever been given? •once you’re not s teenager, this will all get better”84. List the 3 most important people in your life right now. •hunter, kayla, Avery/alex85. Favorite memory of your family. •too many to choose rn 86. What do you look for in a relationship? •not controlling behavior lmao 87. Do you have a role model? Why or why not? •i do and mostly because of the time I was going trough and how they were for me 88. What is your opinion on social media? •it can be super good it can be super bad 89. Are you a pessimist or an optimist? •eh sometimes both 90. List some things that you think are overpriced? •feminine hygiene products tf, bottled water, real necessities 91. What is your worst memory or creepiest experience? •I’d rather not 92. What superpower would ruin the world? •WTF IDK PROB INVISIBILITY 93. What is something you swore you would never do when you grew up, but you did anyway? •I swore I’d never ever even date in high school but I totally did 94. What lessons have you learned from movies and which movies were they? •idk the movies but really just to not ever give up 95. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? •I wanna do lots of traveling so anywhere 96. How do you approach people? •I let them approach me :)))) or I do it prob awkwardly 97. What is your opinion on first impressions? •they can be impactful even falsely, and I’m awful at them 98. What are some things you did as a child that you no longer do? •I used to collect those pressed pennies 99. What languages can you speak? •English barely 100. What do you think society will be like in 30 years? •at this rate a fuckin DISASTER 101. What do you do on your lazy days? •I spend time outside or I read 102. What ended your last relationship? •extreme jealousy and controlling abusive behavior 103. Favorite food? •idek im not picky I love pasta 104. What is the most terrifying dream you’ve ever had? •school shootings 105. When was the last time you got seriously angry? •few months ago. Prob either February or April. 106. What was the last friendship you broke? •few months ago also 107. Do you have any pet peeves? •TONS108. Who was the last person you gave a hug to? •coach terry109. When was the last time you got seriously stressed? •today 110. What part of your personality do you want to change? •how forgiving it tends to be 111. Who is the most positively influential person in your life right now? •hunter tbh like she stays giving me fire advice and helping me out and is my best friend 112. What is your biggest motivation? •those who doubt me 113. What did you want to be when you were little? •this is funny but I went from wanting to be a “baby doctor” (basically OB/GYN) to the flag waver at NASCAR races (I don’t even watch NASCAR) 114. What are some things that you are good at? •I’m good at sporty things usually, photography I think, etc 115. What is one thing you want to be good at? •piano 116. What distracts you the most, especially when you’re trying to work? •noise 117. How important is privacy to you?•I like privacy tbh so I guess fairly important but in the right times 118. If you could create one social norm, what would it be? •acceptance 119. What’s the craziest lie you’ve ever told? •I used to be a cheerleader 120. What story do you like to tell about yourself at parties? •nothing ?? Idk121. What is the lamest thing that you have seen someone do? • idk I see some dumbass shit on insta daily 122. What is the stupidest thing you’ve done to impress someone? •pretended I was into things I wasn’t 123. What is your morning routine? •I wake up and eventually go in the bathroom and brush my teeth and wash my face and pee 124. What’s the last thing you did that is worth remembering? •last night w hunter 125. If karma was coming back to you, would it help or hurt you? •I’m sure hurt me idk 126. What is your opinion on playing “hard to get?” •tf even stop it 127. What are the pros and cons of straightforward? •it can be good because you know straight off the bar but it can also mess with people who have been thru stuff or are quiet or unsure and it could spook them 128. What do you consider “leading” someone on? •letting someone believe they have a chance when really they don’t 129. Are you the friendzoner or the friendzoned? •friendzoner130. What do you admire most about your friends? •their passion for their interests 131. What do you admire most about your family? •their humor 132. What is your opinion on “going with the flow?” •it’s a great concept how do you do it 133. Do you enjoy talking or listening? •listening 10/10134. When is it time to end a friendship? •when it is no longer benefiting you and making you question yourself 135. What is the worst excuse you’ve ever come up with? •my phone was just on the fritz tbh 136. If GPA didn’t matter, what courses would you have taken? •some AP history 137. What are your favorite baby names? •I love girls with “boy” names, so like Carter or something. I also love the game Jay or Alex or 138. When was the last time you had a deep conversation with someone? •today kinda 139. What instantly ruins a conversation? •no longer conversations but TELLUNG 140. Biggest turn ons and turn on offs. •check the anon tag tbh. Turn on: lip biting , apparently aggressiveness and teasing and hair pulling etc Turn offs: bad breath, weird talking 141. Biggest disappointment. •shit myMom did 142. Do you have any self-restraint? •yes143. When did you last do something outside of your comfort zone? •it’s been a while 144. Prized possession(s)? •idk that I have one tbh. 145. What is your opinion on second chances? •well I seem to give them out like candy so . But nah they can be worth it for sure 146. Text or call? •text unless you’re hunter then I don’t mind a good call 147. What do you like about the 21st century? •technological advancements 148. What advice would you give to yourself 5 years ago? •this sucks and I know you don’t like a whole bunch right now but this seriously will get better and you don’t have to believe everything you hear and you can learn to love yourself and you don’t need to let people manipulate you. 149. How organized are you? •very150. Favorite mode of transportation. •car for the naps but don’t mind planes these days
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Survey #286
“has he lost his mind? can he see or is he blind? can he walk at all, or if he moves, will he fall?”
Do you prefer having carpets or hardwood floors? Hardwood floors. Easier to clean and just looks better imo.
When was the last time you took a bath? Is this something you do often or do you prefer taking showers? Not since I was a kid, probably. I don't like baths; it feels dirty.
What’s your favorite way to style your hair? Do you do this hairstyle often or is it too much hassle for you? "I can’t style it any way." <<<< Mine is too short, too.
Do you have a real or artificial tree at Christmas? We always use artificial. The mess isn't worth it.
What’s your favourite snack to make when you watch a movie? Popcorn, of course.
Do you prefer the Beatles or the Rolling Stones? The Rolling Stones. The only Beatles' song off the top of my head that I enjoy is "Hey, Jude," while there's a handful of Stones' songs I like.
When was the last time you played a game of Monopoly? Did you play until the end or did everyone get fed up and start arguing? I'm pretty sure the last time was the PlayStation version at Jason's house. I don't recall if we finished it or not.
Have you ever won money on a scratch card or the lottery? How much did you win and what did you spend it on? Maybe like, $10 or so? Mom or Dad would buy one for the hell of it rarely, and they always let us kids scratch it off because we thought it was fun for whatever reason.
Have you been on a plane before? Where was the last place you travelled to? Yeah, multiple times. I went to Illinois last to stay with Sara for a couple weeks.
Would you rather do a wordsearch or a crossword? Wordsearch.
What’s your favorite colour of skittles? Red, duh. I always save those for last.
Do you have a favorite TV detective (eg. Sherlock, Poirot)? What is it that you like about them? Does Dean Winchester count? I loved him when I was into Supernatural. He was so charismatic, funny, a wonderful big brother, and don't forget hot as fuck lmao.
Were you ever in any positions of responsibility when you were in school? No.
Do you need to wear glasses or contacts? How long have you needed to wear those for? I'd had glasses since high school. I'm blind as a mf.
Do you talk in your sleep? Yes.
Ocean or pool? Pool. Cleaner and less risk. I'll swim in either, though.
What's your favorite song at the moment? "DEGRADE" by "3TEETH." I've been hooked on them lately.
Ever met anyone famous? No.
Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life? *blinks*
Have you been in love? Absolutely.
Where do you wish you were? Sara's would be great.
Last thing you spent lots of money on? My Markiplier tattoo.
Favorite restaurant? Olive Garden.
What is your favorite kind of car? I really dunno. I don't know almost any car by name. I like slick-looking ones, though. AKA expensive ones lmao.
What would you honestly do if you had a million dollars? Pay off a lot of things, first of all. For both myself and Mom. I know too well I'd spend a good deal on tats, but I'm quite sure I'd be disciplined enough to know what's more important.
Are you more of a shy or outgoing person? I am VERY shy.
Would you rather listen to new music or the classics? I tend to listen to music I already know. I go hunting for new bands and songs too rarely...
Can you do a cartwheel? lol hell no
Do you currently feel any sadness? I always do.
Do you always respond to chain letters? I literally never do. I don't care what it's about. They're annoying.
Do you spend too much time online? My life is online. It's depressing, and very. I usually don't know what to do with myself if I don't have access to it.
What is your biggest annoyance? Right now, people not complying to COVID restrictions to help end this madness.
Are you currently in a relationship? No.
What do you like to do for fun? Watch YouTube, play WoW, write, read, take pictures... Not a lot. I've been stuck with anhedonia for years; not a lot of things give me any sort of pleasure, even the aforementioned things sometimes.
Can you type without looking at the keyboard? Yeah.
Do you ever feel like people use you? I've sure as shit felt it before.
What role does religion play in your life? None. It's honestly a place of bitterness.
Can you sleep with your eyes open? Noooooooo, that shit creeps me out.
How often (if ever) do you use moisturiser? Pretty much never... but I need to considering my skin is dry as the Sahara.
Have you had any of your wisdom teeth removed? What was the reason? (eg. infection, impaction, lack of space). No.
What was the reason for your last hospital visit? I visited Mom after her surgery.
Do you use a laptop, desktop, tablet or phone to take your surveys? Laptop.
Do you have any debt? If so, are you on top of paying it all back? College debt, for sure. I dropped out three different times. No, I'm nowhere near on top of it.
How often do you travel by public transport? Never.
Do you have an Instagram account? If so, how often do you post on there and what kind of things do you post? I have three, haha. I don't post on any regularly enough... but I use my first one most. My "main" one is my primary photography one, and I have a second photography account for my darker/roadkill/"vulture culture" work. Lastly I made one for my pets... yes, I decided to be one of those people lmao.
Are you close to your extended family? Do you wish you were closer? Definitely not, but we want to try to get closer. In Grammy's last days, she shared that she wished we were more "together" so much.
Do you prefer to give your pets human names or not? Definitely not human names, at least usually.
Have you ever used a fire extinguisher? Would you know how to use one without reading the instructions? No; I doubt it.
What’s the worst thing you’ve ever had to deal with at your job? When I worked, impatient customers.
What was the last thing you used your mobile phone for? Listening to music. While my laptop is kaput, I'm using an old one, but it's super slow so I'm just using my phone for music and videos.
Did you used to play The Sims? What version or expansion pack was your favorite one to play? I loved the animals one; I went through a period of playing that a loooot. There was also an African wildlife one that I had, but that one was pretty boring, honestly. I never got into the human ones.
What quality do you value most highly in others? Probably compassion.
Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you? Mom.
What was your best find from a flea market, garage sale, ebay or thrift? I got an AWESOME shipwreck w/ a sea serpent nightlight from the flea market once.
What is one selfish thing you tend to do? Uhhhh I'm unsure. I try not to be selfish.
Have you ever written a letter to a soldier? No, but man does this make me think of "Travelin' Soldier." I love that song so much, man. Always have.
What do you use batteries for the most often? Ha, it used to be my mouse, but now that I have one that plugs up to the computer to charge, idk.
What’s the smallest thing you’ve ended a relationship over? "I don’t think I’ve ended any kind of relationship over something small." <<<<
Would you rather order a starter (appetiser) or a dessert? Or would you be able to manage a full three courses? It really depends on what I want and how hungry I am. If I had the first two though, I almost certainly couldn't handle a dessert.
Have you or a member of your family been diagnosed with COVID yet? My older sister had it very badly to the point she wound up in the ER. It's no fucking joke.
Aside from the necessities (eating, breathing etc.) what is something you do every single day, without fail? I was going to say “get on the computer” or something of the sort, but what if I don’t have access to technology that day for whatever reason? In that case, I’d think of Jason to some point. There isn’t a day that passes when he’s not lurking in my head somewhere.
Is there anything you enjoy that’s considered childish for your age? What is it? Roleplaying. Some shows. I’m sure there’s plenty others.
How many times a day do you use the bathroom? A LOT. If I’m drinking something, a lot of the time, I almost immediately have to go pee after a single sip.
Do you need caffeine to wake up in the morning? What’s your drink of choice? I wouldn’t say I NEED it, no. I do regularly have my Mountain Dew in the morning in place of coffee tho lmao. That’s out of habit, though.
Do you live somewhere with lots of livestock or wild animals? Livestock, absolutely. Wild animals, sure, so long you’re not right in a city. Well, even then, roadkill isn’t rare.
Would you rather live somewhere rural or urban? RURAL. Mom and I are both having trouble adjusting to living in the suburbs. The only good thing is we’re closer to everything.
Is there anything (a hobby, for example) that’s guaranteed to always make you feel better when you’ve had a bad day? Not absolutely without fail.
If you’re struggling with your mental health, who are you most likely to open up to, or would you bottle it up instead? I VERY rarely bottle it up. That is so unhealthy. I confide in my mom, usually.
What room of your house do you spend the most time in? Is this through choice or necessity? Ugh, my bedroom… but yeah, it’s choice. I COULD be in the kitchen or living room on the laptop, I just don’t want to for privacy’s sake. I’m waiting for the extra bedroom to be cleaned out to turn that into like my “dayroom” or “office.” I’m putting a desk in there, lots of motivational stuff, just things to inspire me to work. I NEED away from my bed. I only want to use it to sleep.
If you have pets, do you snuggle with them when you’re having a bad time? Does it make you feel better? Well, it’s hard to “snuggle” with a snake, but I’ll still take her out sometimes and she gets comfortable against me for warmth. I do however definitely snuggle with my cat Roman, because he’s a total cuddlebug and super affectionate with me.
How would you rate Stephen King as a writer? Shockingly, I haven’t read a novel by him. However, knowing stories he’s written and his genre, I think I’d absolutely love him.
What movie are you looking forward to? Oh goodness, I have no idea. I’m totally out of touch with movies.
Have you been to see an opera? No, they don’t appeal to me.
What do you wish that you knew with more certainty? My career success.
Of the following things, which would you most like to have more of? Drink, dreams, bed, drugs, lust, lies, hate, love, fear, fun, pain, flesh, stars, smiles, fame, sex: Love, of course.
Would you ever consider working for the government? Absolutely not.
What are the best and worst television channels? I don’t need to even watch television to tell you Discovery is best. Idk about worst.
If you had a magical pencil and everything you drew became real what would you draw? Hm… if I drew like, Earth overlayed with a peace symbol, would that cause world peace?
What would you like to touch? A wild (well, habituated) meerkat. Meerkats are just… so important in my life. Without them, I wouldn’t have met people who’ve greatly affected and even changed my life. I know the day I (hopefully) hold or pet one will be one where I cry.
Does anything you own glow in the dark? I don’t know.
Would you rather ride a dragon or a unicorn? Who the hell would answer “unicorn” to this???? Dragons are so so so superior.
Can you make a balloon animal? No.
How many glasses of water do you drink each day? Rarely more than two, if even that.
What do you like in a poem, accessibility, crypticness, or something in between? I guess of these options, leaving some cryptic space, room for the reader to imagine. What I cherish most in poetry though is descriptiveness, but not to an excessive point where it’s just hard to understand.
Who do you find yourself in constant conflict with? Why the conflict? MYSELF. I’m just so mad at and disappointed with myself.
What subjects do you refuse to talk about? Why are you hiding from them? I mean, none, really. With some people I’m willing to talk about whatever topic.
Greatest black and white film: Idk, I can’t recall enough.
Greatest film three hours or longer: Troy. I adore that movie. I should watch it again…
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Survey #274
“now i can hear the marching feet / they’re moving into the street”
What color was the last swimsuit you wore? I only have a black one.
Is your dream job attainable? I mean define “dream job.” I’d ideally be a meerkat biologist if I was willing to live in Africa and could handle even mild heat, but I can’t/won’t do either of those, so it’s not obtainable to me. I’d also love to be a paleontologist if I could travel and handle heat once more, but again, I can’t. My only *attainable* dream job is being a photographer, which I am aiming for. I’d LIKE to focus on nature/wildlife photography, but that’s unlikely to be able to support me, so.
Do you have to go to school or work tomorrow? N/A
Have you slept for longer than usual today? Yes, but only because of my nightmares. I tend to take at least two (though sometimes one) hour-long naps during the day because if I wake up once during the night, as I usually do, I’m fucked because I’m very likely to have an intense nightmare. It seems like the medicine I’m on wears off with consciousness, I guess. I only allow myself to sleep an hour at daytime because my mother has noticed if I have a nightmare, it’s usually no earlier than one hour into sleep. Even then I still have them occasionally.
Have you ever taken classes for a musical instrument? Recorder in elementary school was necessary for whatever stupid reason, and then I played the flute for years. Out of school, I took guitar lessons for a while. I got semi-decent (at best I could do the intro to “Crazy Train” at normal speed, I think), but it didn’t last because it was annoying/time-consuming to build up the calluses that make playing painless, I was really bad at overthinking where my fingers were, and I just wasn’t invested quite enough. I’ll tell you, it gave me mad respect for guitarists, that shit isn’t easy by any means.
Have you ever been on vacation with someone other than your family? Yes, though it was brief. I was a kid (okay, pre-teen, w/e) still in my separation anxiety from Mom phase and it was literally because of me we had to go home. I still feel shitty about it, though no one seemed upset at me.
How old do you think you’ll be when you move out on your own? Who the fuck even knows anymore.
Do you have a job? If so, where do you work? If not, do you want one? No; N/A; yes ultimately but no at the current moment because I have to keep watch over Mom.
If you wear make-up, which brand of foundation/powder do you use? N/A
Would you call yourself a “people” person? Nope.
What is one change you need to make in your life this month? Just one???
What’s been tugging on your heart lately? My PTSD plus self-image has been very, very bad.
What is the last thing you did that made you feel guilty? Mom had to clean up my cat’s projectile vomit even though she’s supposed to stay away from this kinda stuff through chemo. I literally cannot fucking touch vomit, never mind what came out of him that night. I felt like absolute fucking shit and I still do because WOW I’m a great adult right!!
Do you have any physical traits that are bothering you lately? Like, everything.
What kind of dog is your favorite? I’m biased to beagles.
What was the last thing you received in the mail? A book.
What is the last thing you wrote? Like, physically? My signature at the doctor’s office.
Do you still care about the person you first kissed? Way fucking more than I should.
Do you require a lot of private time? Definitely more than most people.
Do you have any songs currently stuck in your head? I haven’t listened to it in forever for ~reasons~, yet “The Mortician’s Daughter” is stuck in my head badly and really needs to fuck off.
What was the last song you downloaded? I dunno, I went on a download binge a while back.
Have you ever read a really funny book? I remember at least one. “Bite Me” by IDR-Who. Some vampire satire.
Have you ever done something humiliating while drunk? Never reached the point of being drunk.
How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door? fuckin YIKES I am NOT attractive rn go away
Has your mom/dad ever walked in on you kissing or anything more with someone? HAHA my mom has always had the decency to knock, not so much his mom a;lwkejrewoei but the answer’s still no.
What electronics are in your room? (DVD player, CD player, etc) This laptop, my phone, a Nintendo DS, my iPod…
Do you have a box anywhere with special items you'll to keep forever in it? Yes, actually. Grew up calling them “treasure boxes.”
Do you have any pictures of yourself on your bedroom walls? Lol no, I’d definitely prefer to not see myself as much as I can. That sounds melodramatic, but I’m being serious. It either depresses me or makes me angry.
Does your dad collect anything? The Cleveland Browns’ football team stuff, for one. Maybe Carolina Hurricane stuff, too? Idk. I don’t live with him and don’t go in his “man cave” at his house often ha ha.
What's better, a desktop or laptop? Explain. A laptop. Portable; that’s all the explanation ya really need.
Do your parents still hide chocolate eggs around on Easter for you? Nah.
What do you typically do on Easter Day? We go to my sister’s house to watch the kids do their egg hunting and open their gifts, then we usually go to Ashley’s in-laws’ for dinner.
Is there anyone you literally need to exist? Apparently not. Thought so. Never let yourself into that state of mind.
What would you prefer to get from a guy/girl: flowers, a hand-written poem, a picture he drew of you or a nice night out? Oh, a hand-written poem would wreck me, yeesh. Or a drawing. But any would be very sweet.
Do you remember why you made the last mistake you did? I don’t know the most recent mistake, but probably because I’m just in general a terrified person who second-guesses or overanalyzes everything.
Did you check how many calories the last thing you ate had? Yes. I’m back on my calorie-counting obsession again.
Are your nails long or short? Short, always. I can’t keep them long.
What is your favorite kind of cookie? Just the ordinary chocolate chip is fine.
What was the last compliment you received? I don’t know.
Who will be the next person you kiss? I normally delete this question because the answer should be so obvious, but I feel like just pointing it out that no one fucking knows who they’re gonna kiss next. It’s a dangerous mindset. Don’t make assumptions about what you’ll have even tomorrow.
Have you ever made your own icon? Yeah, on many sites. They’re just about always just edits, though, not truly original work.
What color is your computer mouse? It’s black.
Have you ever been sung to on your birthday in a restaurant? Yes.
Do you like black olives? I don’t like olives period.
Do you actually think there will be a zombie apocolypse? Personally, no. I do think it’s scientifically possible, we already see this in insects, but I just don’t imagine it happening to humans before we’re our own downfall.
Do you like the person you’ve become over the past years? Fuck no.
Have you ever gone to church just to get a significant other? … No…?
Have you ever punched a wall out of complete anger? No, that shit is terrifying.
Are you really ticklish? YES don’t fucking touch me.
How do you decide what you're going to eat each day? I just follow what I’m craving that day.
How are you similar to your siblings? Different? Compared to Ashley and Nicole at least, I can’t think of any real similarities off the top of my head. They’re intelligent, motivated, outgoing, successful, yada yada, then there’s me.
What's your favorite type of non-fiction literature? Autobiographies by people I’m actually interested in.
Do you believe in souls? Soulmates? Souls, absolutely. Soulmates, no. It’s fairytale ideation to think your soul has a perfect match with another, hate to break it to ya.
Favorite soundtrack? BITCH don’t make me choose between Shadow of the Colossus and Silent Hill 2. Fucking masterpieces.
Pianos or guitars? *shrugs* Depends on the music and my mood.
Did an animal ever bite you? Never seriously.
How many languages do you speak? Only English fluently. I’m poor at German by now.
Wiggly worms or bumble bees? Worms gross me out, bees are Good Boys.
Religion? I don’t really identify with any. I just believe there’s some form of ultimate intelligence and essences beyond just the body, and that’s all I even pretend to know.
Fog, thunder, or rain? Fog gives me that Silent Hill Vibe *Italian kiss*
What regret keeps coming back to haunt you daily? The way I treated Jason after the breakup.
If you could cure yourself of one allergy, what would it be? Damn pollen.
Do you know anyone else with your name? Yeah.
What would you be most afraid of happening if you were to visit Africa? Viruses or botflies.
Where are you tempted to move to sometimes? I very legitimately want to live in Canada by now, but I won’t because I’m not moving that far from family.
Who seems like they have the perfect life? I try not to make that assumption of anyone.
Do you ever take pictures of negative moments? Does taking pictures of roadkill count???? lmao probably
Do you think it would be a good idea to post photos of negative moments as well as positive? Well… I guess it depends. Like ngl, the pictures some people share of them having panic attacks to just show how fucking real they are definitely touch you, as do those depicting poverty, etc., BUT I really do think there are limits and also differences in motivations.
What time zone are you in? EST.
Would you ever post a picture of yourself crying on social media? Wow, speaking of. No.
^Why or why not? I am an UGLY cry-er, my man. But I also just don’t want people to see that, and it’s definitely not on my mind to take a picture during a breakdown.
What was the last thing you cried about? My life.
Have you ever held a newborn baby? Yes.
Do you know anyone who has twins? Yes.
Where do you buy calendars from? I don’t.
Do you shop at the dollar store often? Not *often*, but we’ll stop by for a snack or something sometimes.
Are you following in the career path of any family members? No.
Do you feel you missed out on a lot as a kid? I guess in some ways.
Who was that best friend you ever had? Sara.
What color is your laptop? Black.
What are five careers you think you’d be good at? My work history has shown I can’t do shit right.
Are you thriving in your life right now? lmao no one is in 2020.
Who do you have moral support from? My family, doctor, and a few friends.
Who encourages you to go after your dreams? The same as above.
Do you have people in your family who want you dead? Wow, I hope not.
Do you have a walk-in closet? No, but my room at the new house will. :’) Not that I need one, it’s just pretty cool.
How do you feel about people like Elon Musk, Bill Gates, and Jeff Bezos having so much power and control in the world? Do you believe that any one person should have so much power? Let’s be real, in our current world, money is power, and no one should have that much control of the world, especially if your intentions are bad. NOW I don’t know jack shit about any of those are far as morals go, but just saying. It’s dangerous.
Has your anxiety alone ever prevented you from doing something you wanted to do? This is ACTUALLY the story of my fucking life.
Do you enjoy reading stories and novels that are heavily stylistic, poetic, or unconventional or do you prefer your prose to follow a familiar grammatical structure? Okay, I LOVE those, like Johnny Got His Gun and The Handmaid’s Tale that’s kinda like, run-on writing. Just letting a train of thought go. Those are two of the most powerful books I’ve ever read and they’re both written in a unique fashion.
Have you ever fallen for any sort of Internet-based hoax? (e.g., fake celeb death, satire news article…) I’m sure at some point, especially as a kid.
Do you tend to read reviews before you watch a movie or read a book? What do you hope to get out of doing so? NO. I don’t wanna have any precognition.
When you go to a concert, how far must you travel for the most usual venues you visit? Most are on the other end of the state, and NC is long, so. We’re lucky if they come to Raleigh.
Do you rent movies frequently? I never do, really.
What is your favorite thing to do outside? Take pictures or swim.
What’s your favorite meal to cook? I don’t cook.
What movie has been taken WAY too far, as far as sequels go? Oh, I’m sure there are some, but none immediately come to mind. I’m not that into movies.
Do you refuse to eat certain foods because of what they look like? Yes. I am VERY poor at getting past how a food looks.
What are you listening to? NSP’s cover of “Don’t Fear The Reaper.” It’s fuckin gorgeous.
How much homework do you have tonight? N/A
Are you wearing any bracelets? Yes; one that Sara got me as well as an ovarian cancer awareness one.
What's physically wrong with you right now? JINKIES I just feel really lethargic like always.
Do you take any medications daily? Ha ha thanks for actually reminding me I need to now.
When was the last time you moved to a new house? Two years ago, and now we’ll be moving to a much better place by the end of this month/early September, finally.
When it comes to relationships, are you the jealous type? Nah.
Which gift cards do you have in your wallet? Idk actually. It’s not like I use it a lot.
Can you remember the last time you felt ill? What was wrong with you? A few nights ago. I was extremely hot, dizzy, and pretty nauseated. I was fine, though.
If you wear make-up, do you take it with you, to reapply throughout the day? Does your make-up stay for a long time after you first apply it, or do you find that you need to reapply often? Are you wearing any make-up atm? I pretty much never wear makeup so have never really had a reason to reapply it. I’m definitely not wearing any now.
Does your kitchen have a theme? No.
Do you like ice cream sandwiches? GIRL yes.
Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Earbuds. They’re more comfortable imo but more importantly block out exterior noise very well.
Are you a fan of any independent films? ngl, I don’t know exactly what that is and I don’t feel like looking it up.
Could you possibly write a successful novel? I very genuinely think some of the RP stories I’ve taken part in are novel-worthy, yes. I wanted to make them books when I was younger, but now I no longer do mainly because there are areas that are just way too fucking dark that I don’t wanna put out there but play massive parts in the stories, so like…
Do you regularly watch the news? I never do. Facebook is my “news” source lmao.
Who was the last person you video-chatted with? I don’t remember for sure, maybe some doctor?
What do you want the theme of your wedding to be? I don’t really think about this, seeing as my mind has changed enough, and it also depends on what my partner wants, too.
Have you ever been caught passing a note in class? Noooo, I absolutely hated passing notes because I was genuinely a good student. I only did so very, very rarely if another friend started it.
Have you ever had dandruff? I have dandruff AND a dry scalp. It’s a wonderful mix.
Have you ever gone through a phase of crushing on EVERYONE? Definitely not.
Do you have any clothes with spikes/studs on them? I have a spiked choker, and I might still have gloves with studs?
Can you remember what you last clapped for? My mom’s birthday! :’)
Have you ever given a pet to someone else? Yes, with cats; we had to do that quite often when I was a kid because we had so many cats, none which we could afford to fix. Then we’ve done it with two dogs we just couldn’t handle. Oh yeah, I gave my iguana away too because he was too high maintenance for me, but also because he DESPERATELY needed a much bigger terrarium, which we couldn’t afford. I absolutely could not watch him in that tiny tank. I miss him a LOT, but he went to a wonderful home! The lady who adopted him sent me pictures upon pictures months after taking him in.
Do you know anyone named Walter? No.
What's your least favorite ice-cream flavor? Strawberry is fucking disgusting. And that’s coming from someone whose favorite fruit is strawberries.
What's your least favorite song by your favorite artist? I’m not sure. There’s a handful that just don’t grab my attention that I don’t even remember them.
What was the last good news you heard? I can FINALLY talk to my psychiatrist tomorrow.
Who’s your favorite singer of all time? Probably Freddie Mercury.
What airline do you fly most? Idk, I don’t really pay attention. I haven’t flown very often though anyway.
Do you have a dog that is destructive? I don’t have a dog.
What’s one TV series you’ve seen every episode of? Meerkat Manor is the most obvious, ha ha. Maaaaany times.
Assuming you have Facebook, who last left you a wallpost? Probably my friend Sammi.
Assuming you have hair, how are you wearing it today? It’s too short for me to “wear” it any particular way. It’s just… there lmao.
Assuming you're not homeless, what kind of living arrangements do you have? I live with my mom in a house she’s renting.
Have you or have you ever considered messing around with the same sex? I’m bisexual so you can guess I’m not opposed to it.
Are you particular about any brands of food you will or will not eat? Are there any restaurants you refuse to go to? Brands, no. I don’t eat Chick-fil-a because they’re run by fucking homophobic bigots that monetarily support conversion therapy and other anti-LGBT projects. I’m not giving you any fucking money.
What was the most current dream you can remember about? Do you generally dream every night, or hardly at all? It was actually last night, when I dreamed about accidentally running into Jason where I last knew he worked, and he was really hostile. If I don’t take my medicine, I always have nightmares when I sleep.
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