#doesn't sit completely right with me

[sysig]

Chewtoy (Patreon)

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #Gaster #Papyrus #Sans #Squeeze him - he makes a squeaky toy noise #Everyone needs to bite Gaster! He doesn't yield like flesh so it probably doesn't even hurt right? Yeahhhh he'll be fiiiine #There is something very funny to me about him just sitting there and taking it tho lol - feeds into his martyr play ♪ #As if I don't already have a favourite martyr hmmm don't worry about it lol #What was he even doing why is he just letting 2-P bite him lol #Socialization? That's not a good thing to just let him do! He's still got a young mind! Boundaries are important #He does offer a way out - hehe ♫ - but he doesn't enforce it! You're setting them up for failure #Hehehehe #The bone gift was fun to doodle hehe ♪ He leaves it with him and it goes completely untouched while his arm is covered in teeth-marks pfft #Even with Papyrus a bit more unruly I still like to imagine he acts mean in largely harmless ways haha #Like yeah he's being naughty and biting when he knows better and offered other options - Gaster. Gentle enforcement - but he's not Hurting #He's not using his entire bite force - probably lol or he's just got weak little baby bites (though those can be quite painful!) #Sans on the other hand would absolutely go 100% full power - and still only do 1HP lol what an unfortunate design quirk for him #If only he had a jaw he could open! He'd bite the heck outta Gaster! Alas #I do like to imagine Fellplates!Sans has just fast-tracked to classic's conclusion of ''You suck and I hate you. Die'' about Gaster lol #Even the possibility of not being mean to him is so alien! What do you /mean/ not hurt you?? Do you know who you're talking to?? #He'll find another way to mess with him in good time haha

[edwardshundredyearoldspunk]

the only way to watch tv shows the way they were meant to be watched is through DVDs isn't it? I keep hearing of tv shows that netflix has made major editing/aspect ratio/music changes, once again cementing netflix as my archnemesis. yes I'm pedantic, it's my only talent

#I remember trying to watch tos on netflix once and #well first of all they had the og unaired pilot listed as the first episode which #kirk isn't even in that episode imagine how confusing that is for general audiences #it just heightens the barrier of entry because you would watch the first episode and then the second is kind of a completely different cast? #and then they also changed the aspect ratio from 4:3 to 16:9 #which is just? inconvievable to me??? #you basically end up with a bunch of shit cropped out #and I've heard of other shows where netflix didn't bother getting the rights to the music #so they just replaced the songs?? #as if the songs are just interchangeable and the creators don't put crazy amounts of thought into the song choices?? #and watching the (initial release) dvds is probably the only way you can guarantee you are getting the viewing experience as intended #(besides watching as they air obviously) #because streaming makes it so easy for shows to be altered without the viewer having any idea #and i guess that just doesn't sit right with me #so anyways i guess if you are able to then buy dvds of your favorite shows and movies because there's no guarantee they'll be there #and if they are there's no guarantee they'll be the version the creators intended for you to watch

[niteshade925]

I can see how the regional phenomena in totk is basically totk's version of a modern 4 horsemen of the apocalypse: pollution (the sludge), addiction (marbled rock roast), climate change (the extreme blizzard; admittedly this one is a bit of a stretch), and pestilence/infectious disease (the giant mosquito boss and the undead gibdo). Which, hey, references to real life issues, great, but what I didn't like so much was how you can just solve puzzles and fight bosses--basically have a handful of big name heroes running around doing tasks--and the water will magically clear up, the addicts will magically become normal people again, the extreme storms will magically dissipate, and the pestilence will magically disappear. Real life does not work that way. I know, I know, it's a game why you taking it so seriously blah blah, but I'm just saying, we have to remember that for any of these problems to be solved, it takes a lot of effort and cooperation from a lot of people to accomplish, and that's definitely an understatement.

#totk spoilers #:P #i haven't played many other zelda games so i can't say #but botw and totk are basically the Great Man Theory #aka 'we only need a few big heroes to save the day and nobody else's input is worth much' #maybe I'm too nitpicky or maybe I'm too old to suspend my disbelief entirely #something about that just doesn't quite sit right with me :P #doesn't mean the game is bad but just my thoughts #and let me add that genshin is also kind of a Great Man Theory sort of game on the surface #but in genshin the story itself actually does challenge that idea in many different places #whereas in botw and totk nothing about that logic is even questioned #you are expected to just accept that 'oh the hero defeated the bad guys and now the problems magically went away' #and since we are talking about real life issues this approach is honestly incredibly lazy #basically the same as 'if everyone can drive less (aka be a hero!) then we can reduce emissions and save the environment!' #while completely ignoring how driving is basically essential to life in the greatest country on earth (tm) #bc of urban planning lack of effective public transportation systems and lobbyists #it's a systemic problem and it's not going to be solved by being heroes or eating the rich #in conclusion: if you want to put real life issues in your game please don't be lazy with it #and if you want the traditional hero vs big bad thing then please stay away from real life issues #this is part of the reason why botw is better than totk

[ultravioart]

????

So I'm trying to write out some ideas for Dominion au scenes and I guess I'm questioning what kind of humor fits Dominator? She's definitely comically evil + mean spirited so there is dark humor galore (Plus with kid cosmic using death as a punchline, lmafo it makes for some dark opportunity),

but if.... sighes, If the writers really were trying to go for the "she doesn't belong in the show" anime-op-badass "sexy bully"(<<<gags I hate this approach i hate sexy bully) archetype, I have to wonder if she's conscious of herself in situations or not. In Q&A they say she loves riot grrl but she's also fine with using a guy persona to "mess with people"?? Mess with them how? Make them double take and awkwardly scramble to treat her differently? Or make them not judge her as a (gender) but as a badass foe first and foremost regardless, and being a woman is just the cherry on top? I have to wonder if her love for the riot grrl genre includes the fundamental girl empowerment (proud to be a girl), or the "don't judge me just because I am a girl! I belong here too!" aspect. Is her perspective that she is proud to be a badass woman, or does she feel she's a badass who happens to be woman therefore women must be great? She seems to use whatever tools she has at her disposal, but also has a comedic self care routine of fluffy towels and pink guest bathrooms. So she's all out evil villain, but also has sensitivities and seemingly personal boundaries with "me-time" which doesn't read entirely as the all out off the wall destroyer, but a quirky lethal evil conqueror. It matters because like, would she be a "sexy" bully that has personal boundaries over her body, or is it all in, make the others squirm and yelp? Is she vulgar and unhinged? or does she have some kind of pride that would prevent her from "degrading" her self in her view by flirting with people she sees as losers? We have characters that have a sense of pride or a sense of boundary, which can make for good kind spirited humor too, but if Dominator really doesn't belong, it's hard to discern just how far her actions would go. basically it's one of the two: A) she embodies the "intensely evil little girl" all grown up into a fearsome villainess, playing godzilla with living toys. This is within the same vein to Hater's "spoiled brat emo prince" all grown up into a manchild rockstar tyrant personality. This means she would have some personal boundaries and sense of pride, meaning she would toy with others (flirting, teasing) but not be intensely vulgar. Fits the setting of WoY pretty well, though? Is... being pretty and mean enough to be a sexy bully archetype? Ugh Man, I hate this trope lmao. It feels gross. B) She embodies the "evil no matter what" and just happens to be a woman. she relishes in bullying others and making them squirm, wanting to destroy everything in her path. She's super unhinged and even self-destructive if not careful. No sense of sympathy for others, she just. wants. to. destroy. those puny little faces. (Cute aggression over 9,000!) And it's bleak! Yeah! ...and, lonely. Woops. This means she would be very vulgar, and not care what people think about her or her body because of course she's already perfect, she's HER. This to me reads as more so the sexy bully archetype, but ignores some semblance of her softer sides like her "...friend?" moments with Sylvia or her funny reactions to things like "what? Ew--no." which imply personal boundaries. I'm writing a whole damn essay about this because I don't want to make her too vulgar if it's ooc. But... it's seriously hard to understand what the hell the writers even meant by "sexy bully" because is that just a hot mean girl? Or a get under your skin and twist the knife just "to break your heart and watch you cry" kinda thing??? HOW FAR DOES IT GO, idk idk. Frankly I wish canon Dominator was not fanservice sultry and only sporadically "maniac pixie nightmare girl" like the VA's videos implied, because that stuff was hysterically fitting for WoY. Unhinged and unfitting of the WoY universe, but in a light goofy turning instantly heavy and dark humored way.

#dominion au #woy #this is not pg due to the weird archetype mentioned #at the same time it's funny to play with expectations so like? is dominator dedicated to the bit??? #would she do completely unhinged things just for a laugh or is there a limit to the meaness? #i can definitely see dom rubbing it in hater's face that peepers is her minion now #but how far would she go to mess with hater? #she's on a vengeance streak so would she dig the knife deep as possible or would she think it beneath her to stick to a bit just to torture #lord hater? Idk this is hard to figure out lmao #i don't want to make a woy character too vulgar if its too ooc #bc even wander making those jokes in the big day did not sit right with me #felt awkward and more like writters placing the joke than wander being in on it #bc wander is pretty smart so his awkward phrasing is on purpose and good humor #but when it gets MUCH too suggestive its just. odd. doesn't feel like it fits his character. #it feels ooc and out of place for woy #but dominator is supposed to be “out of place” for woy so???? augh lmao #help........... sobs

[nicojoe]

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#1) it's not the fact that it's about the crusades it's the huge red flag that apparently flashbacks are the first thing on the #chopping block when netflix wants to tighten the budget while major action sequences go untouched #(think about how Netflix has prioritized its original films since RED NOTICE and since their stock started tumbling...) #(as I type this the action-bloated THE GRAY MAN is barely over 56% on RT) #2) character development/relationship dynamics is what made TOG stand out in a sea of sludge and flashbacks are a major #source of character-development particularly when dealing with beings who are CENTURIES old (show me... don't tell me) #3) nicky and joe are obviously not the main characters but they are very much part of the main group and their mere existence #(particularly joe's) often feels revolutionary in this shitty industry; every other old immortal getting a character-building flashback #except them doesn't sit right... i don't care about battlefields i just want a moment of them connecting/their relationship evolving #and after TTT i'm a bit wary of how often Yusuf's *history* as a queer MENA muslim immortal has been overlooked #(why wouldn't you want more flashbacks if they're used efficiently and show the sheer amount of time this group has spent together?) #(why even make a movie about immortal characters if you're not going to delve into the dizzying span of their respective lives even a bit?) #(it's not about the crusades being in the movie or not - it's that this suggests that netflix has de-prioritized flashbacks *in general*) #personal #will probably delete later #(i don't want my complete lack of faith in netflix to bring y'all down lol)

[astarriscus]

hi i might start writing for milgram sometime but also idk. milgram is really complex and complicated eeee </3 doesn't feel right to. write for something like milgram in a romantic sense. personally speaking!

#✩⤻; rambles ! #hi do any of you here like milgram. got into recently and i've been incredibly obsessed ever since #guess who i like! fuuta? how did you guess? oh... akito pfp. (/j) #okay fr tho :] y'all better check out milgram and fuuta's new song! mv! cover! hell yeah! #might start writing for it if there is Demand #but yeah it doesn't sit right with me personally to write for milgram if i'm being completely honest...... #x reader i mean. but tbh i'd be willing to read it but it still makes me a tiny bit iffy. #probably like... hm. character x character or just character. i'd be willing to do that i think

[gideonisms]

thought about working a job again 20 dead 40 injured

#thought about existing in the world again 20 dead etc #would love to get to the point where thinking about having to live my life instead of sitting in my apartment doesn't make me cry! #eventually my savings from 2 years of the soul killing job + living with my aunt will run out #not like. right now or even within the next few months bc. i worked so hard to save all of that bc i knew i was about to crash again #but eventually #like. when i got that job i did have to come home and cry a lot until i adjusted and then i only cried sometimes #it got to where i would have my 2-3 predictable breakdowns a month pause everything to have the breakdown #call in or skip class or whatever #and then recover faster #but the fact is i was still having like screaming in my car breakdowns a couple times a month #i was just like waiting for a private location #if i think about continuing to do that forever i really want to throw up #you can never explain why sometimes you have to isolate yourself completely for a bit either! #what are you even supposed to say #i got really good at being like oh i'm just tired from work need a nap! #but then people could tell i wasn't doing anything but going to work and coming home and getting in bed #idk how i passed those classes #i mean i didn't pass all of them #most #it's just like life is so stressful and you can't even explain why and people's advice is stop getting overwhelmed #i would also like to stop!! #or they'll be like just find a less stressful job! where?? i've tried

[xiyade]

a lot of so-called chivalry is just sugarcoated control

#I'm being a gentleman by always driving you around and the fact that I always come to take you back at 7pm is just me being a good bf #definitely not because I want to control where you are and with who #this post is inspired by my best friend's bf annoying me #funny thing is she is planning to travel to Europe with me like bestie that fucker won't let you spend more than 4 hours with me #he won't let you travel to another country #what is with girls loosing their goddamn brains when they start dating #am I being a hater? probably but I'm also right #anyways the knowledge that in near future I'm going to be completely left behind doesn't sit well with me #a girlboss defeated by her own inability to like people easily

[pen-papers]

💬

It’s funny when I look at all these sketches,videos,and speed-paints I’ve done over the years, that I still actually doubt that I did them in someway. Even though that’s exactly why I record and save so much of my progress in wips and sketches! There are many times I actually have to stop and remind myself that I actually have been putting in the work and effort to make this stuff that I like.

because I know my mind well enough, that waaay in the back, there’s this little voice saying “but did you really do that?”

and it will suddenly make me reevaluate everything i’ve done up till now.

it’s agonizing in a really odd way.

#i know the term in imposter syndrome #but my brain remembers that post saying are you even good enough to HAVE imposter syndrome? #then i'll just be like oh crap ....maybe your right... #and it's not even the idea of being good enough for something / i just like making art #but i think I've been taught to divorce myself from my art so quickly overtime /that it doesn't feel like it's mine anymore? #even when I sit there and make it right there in front of myself? Stressing and worrying about the slightest details? #a mind is a troublesome thing #💬 #This post came up because I woke up in a cold sweat last night thinking about all my work #and the fear was that someone would show up after all these years to say that my work wasn't really mine and that I faked it #and the killer part is that my mind without hesitation was like "oh shit...what if they are right / what if i've been faking all this stuff? #What if they find something that completely shows me up to be a fake #then the rational part of me tries to reason / that there isn't anything to fake- i'm just making art to have fun and enjoy making it / #Its part of the reason i said all those years ago- that I only post the videos in the end for myself to watch / for me/ #so that there isn't the element of trying to amaze and woo others #(it's actually helped me enjoy my work a lot more since i implemented that years ago honestly) #I don't know what this type of irrational fear is / #to me it's on the same level of being somewhere and seeing a no weapons allowed sign - #and suddenly thinking some kind of gun will magically appear on my person that I've never touched or looked at before #its befuddling #well anyways i hope ya'lls saturday is going well- i have to clean up and ive been procrastinating it terribly

[kiwichaeng]

I think a big reason as to why I'm so pissed off about the Steven situation is that because that is something very real

A lot of Dynasty problems are unrelatable rich white people problems. But what happened to Steven? That's something that does happen and the perpetrator, the abuser gets away with it too often. It's the victim left there to ponder their entire existence which is something we see. The abuser gets off scot free and doesn't look back.

I keep on thinking back to that Paris episode and just...what if Sam and Fallon hadn't shown up? What if that scene with the noose gone differently? Then what? What if they hadn't been there when they were

Adam has gotten away with all the pain he's caused and it's getting too much for me to continue watching it happen. He kills people? Oh no worries everyone makes mistakes! Sets his mother on fire? Don't worry it's all good! Gaslights Steven to the point where he's in a mental hospital? Oh no one even knows or seems to care about that

So yeah, I'm pissed off. You wanted to write him off? Fine but give him a better ending. Fuck all of you I'm done

#i have everything by my side now #he's just...missing and it doesn't sit right with me #you're telling me no one NO ONE thinks of him? that fallon didn't want him there on her wedding to the love of her life? that blake can say #shit like and completely forget about his son? #that he doesn't cross Sam's mind? #guess what motherfuckers! the storyline makes no fucking sense because of how messily you idiots ended his story #ALEXIS DOESN'T THINK OF HIM?? ALEXIS??? he was clearly the favoured one over fallon (for her) and now she's forgotten it all now that her #other son is back? that she can get sad thinking about a random daughter she had and gave away but not think of her son? #yeah fucked up #it's all so fucked up #writing a character off is one thing. pulling whatever bullshit this is? yeah no im done #of course I will be finishing the show though. fallon and sam are too hot not to #evie's random shit #dynasty #steven carrington

[fabulouslygaybean]

apparently someone in my fucking gsa is a racist cunt who keeps creeping on my little sister. this is the final straw i think

#im gonna talk to the teacher who supervises our group for advice bc the creep talks to her constantly #but if nothing comes out of that im gonna fucking go after her myself. she has no fucking right to do the shit she does. #if im the only one who's gonna call her out then so be it #nobody wants to call her out bc she's neurodivergent and everyone wants to use that as an excuse for her dogshit behavior #nobody fucking cares!! im neurodivergent too and im still completely capable of not creeping on a 15yr old!!! what the fuck!!! #also it's bc she's a trans girl so i guess she's incapable of bad shit in their eyes?? news flash!! she's not fucking immune!!! #she can be JUST as much of a creep as cis people!! my trans ass will beat her trans ass into the ground if she doesn't stop this shit!!! #sorry. im so fucking angry. ive been angry all day bc some bitch tried to beat me up earlier and his friends started going after me too - #- so ive got a target on my back and then i hear about THIS bullshit and now i need to fucking hit something or im going to die #i have nothing to hit though and pacing isn't helping. so im going to force myself to sit down and watch something stupid and eat junk - #- food until im distracted enough to not feel like my nerves are on fire. then ill spend the rest of my night high off my ass so ill be - #- able to sleep without feeling like i need to fight someone.

[marvelgirltm]

not me watching 'x-men the last stand' & then i plan on re-reading some comics ...fucking joss whedon but i love astonishing xmen...

#* yes. good. mmm. #( burn out brighter ) ooc/betty talk. #* ngl i h8 last stand but it's nostaglic as fuck for me. and then i realize earth 616 is very different which is why i consider most of my #-- children to be ocs. -- also we do not support raven suddenly being the 'hero' of the series btw. -- she's a villain. always has been. - #-- esp. in the comics. #* like what 'first class' tried to do w/mystique and somehow attempting to change her backstory to make her a hero it doesn't sit right ok #-- yes good. venting complete. lol

[wingsyliveblogs]

Of course, while King’s definitely making plenty of concerning decisions today, he’s not the only one. It does look as if Eda transformed because she simply forgot to take her elixir, even though she was aware that the curse was acting up, which seems incredibly careless even for her. And I suspect that Luz knows deep down that Eda wouldn’t approve of Luz taking her staff, otherwise she’d probably be more insistent on actually asking her. 

The awkward silence after this line really says it all.

me neither, buddy

#wingsy liveblogs #wingsy watches owl house #owls ep 10 #I understand WHY King is doing this to an extent #he wanted Eda to help him out before but she wouldn't and she was just making fun of him instead #so he's choosing to take the opportunity to enlist her aid the moment he sees it's there #but something about the fact that she's not in control of her own actions at ALL at the moment... #and his complete lack of concern about that - not to mention the fact that he's taking advantage of it #it just doesn't sit right with me #plus he's putting a lot of people including Eda herself in a lot of unnecessary danger #Eda was mad at him just for stealing her elixir without understanding what it was... how's she going to react when she finds out about THIS?

[v-iv-rusty]

well. I feel slightly better now at least

#misc.txt #ocd+anxiety+chronic stress fucking sucks btw #gonna rant about it a bit #was literally in the middle of an Episode(tm) when I made the last post #currently watching that yt channel with the guy that makes fucked up sausages and somehow that's helping me take my mind off it #it's like. a little issue or question will pop up in the back of my mind #(for no real reason. or if something external triggers it) #and I try to ignore it but it gradually gets louder and louder #until I give in and start thinking about it constantly and it just gets um. completely consuming? #I will sit there and ruminate and google things for HOURS on end constantly feeling like I'm about to explode the whole time #just looking for answers my shit idiot brain will never be satisfied with #like #idk how you can mindlessly ruminate but that's what I do. just the same anxious thoughts over and over and that's all I can think abt #it doesn't go anywhere it's just thinking in circles #and then I'll get like. moments of clarity? where I realize 'wait I don't need to worry about this wtf' #but it's only for a second #(because things that make me feel better must be lies right? /s) #when it's really bad I lose my appetite and forget to eat/drink/do anything which makes me feel 10x worse obviously #and the fact that I feel physically bad doesn't register as hunger for some reason? I end up taking it as 'SEE the anxiety is right' #this probably doesn't make much sense without full context but whatever. anyway #talked to someone and I feel a lot better. trying hard to ignore the 'issue' and tell myself not to worry abt it but it's really hard to do #hopefully I don't have literal nightmares about the obsessions tonight because that's uh. a thing that's been happening lately

[lowkeyremi]

Arranged Marriage hcs with Toji (fem reader)

AU where Toji has cursed energy and was picked by the zenin clan. (he still hates them lol) also he doesn't meet mamagumi so megu is your biological son in this au :3

note: just some quick hcs cuz i couldn't get this thought out of my head. I've seen a bunch of arranged marriage satoru related things but I thought I'd switch it up. mentions of pregnancy

Arrangedhusband!Toji hates his family and refuses to get married just to fuck them over. (they want an heir)

Arrangedhusband!Toji who goes on a complete rampage when the news about his soon to be marriage finally reaches him through hushed whispers of some maids.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who immediately goes to see Naobito, former head of the Zenin Clan to ask what the fuck is going on.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who is enraged when he hears "you were given the opportunity to settle down yourself, but you didn't so we took matters into our own hands."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who requests to not have a wedding, he'll just sign the damn papers and get it over with.

Arrangedhusband!Toji doesn't visit you for at least a week upon your arrival. He's still pissed.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who finally decides to go visit you, he knocks on your door. You were given your own room to adjust to everything even though Naobito wanted you to be with Toji.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who's shocked when Mai opens the door and he sees you getting your hair done by Maki. The twins decorated your hair with a bunch of different flowers. (they're like maybe 10 in this)

Arrangedhusband!Toji who just stares at you. He doesn't say a word because he doesn't really know what to say. He didn't even know what you looked like until right now.

Arrangedhusband!Toji snaps out of his trance when you break the silence. "Good morning, Toji. It's nice to finally meet you." He catches on to your attitude at the end of your sentence and he doesn't even realize his lip quirking upward. Here he was thinking you'd be some damsel in distress, but it turns out you're pretty confident.

Arrangedhusband!Toji responds with "Uh, hey.." Is that the best he could come up with? You've left him at a loss for words.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who tries to get his shit together and deepens his voice to try and intimidate you a little. "Mornin', [name]. I'll send some maids over this way later. You are to accompany me for dinner tonight."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who hides a growing smile when you say, "Taking me on a first date after getting married? I'm pretty sure it's supposed to be the other way around."

Arrangedhusband!Toji sits at the table waiting for your arrival. After seeing you he wanted to spend some alone time getting to know you, but his mother insisted on throwing a proper welcome dinner with the whole family.

Arrangedhusband!Toji requested that you sit right next to him. When you arrive someone ushers you to your seat. He whispers quietly enough for only you to hear, "being late to a family dinner isn't a good look for ya, pretty."

"well, excuse me for getting lost like three times." you say with a roll of your eyes. Naobito clears his throat, and Toji sighs.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who mumbles "thank you for the food." so everyone could start eating. He gets a little defensive when Naobito bombards you with questions, "I hope you are settling in well, but I'll get straight to business. When do you think you'll be ready to bear a child?"

Arrangedhusband!Toji who gets ready to speak up for you but you quickly cut him off, "Not anytime soon, sir. No offense. I just met your nephew today. I did not come here to be bred like some dog. I came here to settle the dispute between our families." Everyone is shocked by your words. You just told off the former head of the clan..

Arrangedhusband!Toji is proud of you. "I agree with her." Naobito gives him a sour look before responding, "Toji, you need to get a better hold on your woman. She should have some manners."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who gets up from the table and hauls you over his shoulder. It's embarrassing to say the least but neither of you speak a word until you're far enough away.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who sets you down, a smirk prominent on his face, "That was so bad ass. No one's ever spoke to him that way."

"Really? Not even you? That's surprising, you seem like the rebellious type."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who really starts to grow on you. He follows you everywhere and he learns something new about you every day, as do you too. He never restricts your freedom and supports many of your actions.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who will even spar with you sometimes when you're looking to improve.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who feels his heart swell a little bit when you kiss him. He's never felt anything like this before, and he doesn't want to admit that he'll get used to it.

Arrangedhusband!Toji invites you to finally move into his own bedroom, since "we've been married for a few months now."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who likes seeing your stuff alongside his in his room.

Arrangedhusband!Toji feels happier than he has in years. All his family wanted to do was train him to perfection and treat 'worthless' women like shit. He didn't want any of that though. So he sees you as a blessing in disguise.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who itches to give you a baby after seeing how you are around his twin cousins. You're gentle, but you never forget to scold them when they get into trouble.

Arrangedhusband!Toji after your second year anniversary brings up the idea to you, "Not for the selfish reasons my uncle wants. Just for us. We could even live somewhere else." You two are sitting in your shared bedroom. His eyes tell no lies, "What do you mean by live somewhere else? I don't think it matters how far we go, baby. If Naobito catches wind of a potential Zenin heir he'll track us down."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who assures you he could take care of this situation, if you wanted to have a baby. He doesn't want his future child/children to have to go through the same abuse he went through.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who doesn't know that you're already a month or two pregnant.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who has one of his "friends" come get you to take you to your new home. "Toji, you should come with me. I don't think this is a good idea."

"I'll see you in a day or two. I love you, baby. Gojo, no funny business or I'll fuck you up." He threatens.

"Are you doubting me, my dear friend? I wouldn't let anything happen to your precious wife." Toji flip him off. You watch as his figure gets smaller and smaller until you can't see him anymore. (they're frenemies in this au)

Arrangedhusband!Toji who immobilizes his uncle, which takes great effort. He doesn't come out fully unscathed. He's okay, though. He's doing it for his and your future.

Arrangedhusband!Toji who utters something to Naobito before leaving the Zenin clan, "I don't ever want to see your face again, you old geezer. Don't ever come looking for me or my wife, because the next time we meet, I'll kill you."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who knocks on the door of your new apartment and is relieved to see that you're just how he left you.

You gasp at his beat up stature and you sit him down to clean him up.

"They'll never bother us again." He mutters and he sees you smile a little bit.

"I'll miss the twins," you say with a little sigh. He moves his big hand to cup your face as you are trying to wipe the blood off of his, "You've taught them plenty. I'm sure they'll follow our path and make it out of the clan sooner or later."

Arrangedhusband!Toji who is thrilled when you tell him you're pregnant.

Arrangedhusband!Toji goes to extreme lengths to protect you and you have to remind him you can still accomplish things on your own.

Arrangedhusband!Toji Husband!Toji who has both your last names changed to Fushiguro to help hide his identity. You actually debated with him about this.

"Toji, you literally just chose the first name you saw on a site of Japanese last names. We need to put thought into it."

"Oh come on baby, you gotta admit Toji Fushiguro sounds better than Toji Zenin." He never fails to find a lazy way out of things.

Husband!Toji who lets a single tear fall from his eye when he sees you cradling your little boy.

"He looks just like you." You grumble playfully and his lips quirk up into a smirk, "Eh what can I say? He got the good genes."

You fight the urge to hit him with a pillow.

Husband!Toji tells the nurse the name you two agreed on for your son, "Megumi Fushiguro."

Husband!Toji who always gets scolded by you for using bad words around your son.

"Fuck!" Megumi yells when he colors outside of the line. Your head whips around so fast and Toji looks away.

"Gumi! Don't say that. That is a very bad word." You tell him. He tilts his head to the side, "Well Dad says them."

"Does he now? I'm pretty sure Dad knows he shouldn't say those words." After a minute Toji thinks he's in the clear so he turns his head back to see you glaring at him.

"I won't do it again." He hears you mumble 'liar.'

Husband!Toji who's mad that despite his looks, his son is a complete mama's boy. "Hey kid, wanna head to the park for a little 'while?"

"Can mama come?" Your husband grunts.

"Nah, it'll just be me and you. Father and son." He says with a grin hoping to bait him.

Megumi goes back to his video he's watching. With an uninterested tone he responds, "Oh, then I don't wanna go."

He rolls his eyes and walks away, "Well whatever."

Husband!Toji who decided he wants a do over, and gives you the proper wedding you deserve.

Husband!Toji who loves you and his son very much. He couldn't have asked for anything better than this. You are his blessing.

tagging @blkkizzat bc this is her man LMAO

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Briefly talked with my fam last night about my datemate and mine's moving plans (we decided we're going to try and get in the apartment we were originally accepted for again, when another unit becomes available). We told them they need to be prepared in July, when my sis is supposed to get a raise. As soon as we're able to reapply, and they can afford to hold a lease without my help, we're leaving.

But recently my sister's job has threatened to cut her hours, because her company realized she barely does any work as our mom's healthcare aid, as mom can mostly take care of herself. She's been trying to aapeal the company's decision. She said while awaiting a trial for it, they won't cut her hours, and she's going to get a raise in July supposedly because the government is raising the pay rate for healthcare workers then

Now my sister is saying that her hours are going to get cut regardless, so they need me to stay with them, because they can't afford living in their apartment if I go. Despite the fact that she's perfectly capable of getting a new or second job. Then thety told me to look for an apartment owned by a different company than the place we're living at. That way I can keep my name on their lease. But my datemate and I have concluded all the other places are either too ratty for the price, out of our budget/we won't be eligible to get in (we need to make 3 times the rent combined), or they're too far from shopping areas for us to go to easily. The apartment complex we've chosen as our go to is literally perfect for us. But my fam tried convincing me otherwise

Then my mom chimes "wait if they move out, even if we get a third lease signer, we might not be able to afford rent with your hours cut [sister's name]!"

Without even considering my sister can just get herself another fucking job. Its always gotta fall on me.

#my datemate's ready to leave because he can't stand living with my family (completely understandable) #I think he'd just go back home to his abusive family tho. not break up #but still that would really suck cause he'd be all the way in jersey again #it would put more strain on our relationship #especially because we're ready to take the next step and move into a place just the two of us #to go from that to being in a LDR again would be painful #plus who does my family think they are trying to control what I do #without ever considering what they should do #the right thing I mean #manipulating me into doing what they want has always been their go-to for their self preservation #everyone I've talked to is roght #They're adults and can figure things out for themselves #Im almost 25 ffs. I should be able to go off and live my life #it's not like Im some bratty teenager who doesn't know what Im doing #I know how to pay bills. do laundry. make appointments. cook. clean. etc etc #and whatever I don't know I can look up or get help for #my sister can't even be bothered to consider working a job that doesn't let her sit on her ass all day #quite literally #she sits and watches tv all day and smoke weed and cigarettes interchangeably every hour without exaggeration #she rarely cooks anymore and assumes my datemate and I are going to order her and mom food without helping to pay for it #she cleans maybe once a month or if company is coming #she only leaves the house once a week to food shop and to get cigarettes and weed #but she isn't disabled ir anything. she can move just fine #she just doesn't want to work ''work smarter not harder'' sge says #meaning if you can get a job uou can sit and do nothing on then do it. and she fucking does #well now she's gonna have to get a real job. wait tables or work retail or get new clients where she already works. idgaf #she's gonna have to figure it out. its not my responsibility to make sure her and mom don't go homeless #mom can get into an independent living facility thru medicare. mybsis would have to be on her own. mom won't let that happen #so whatever. let them choose their own fate. Im leaving #sam's rants about life