#don’t deserve to live

[basically-queenberyl]

Intentions don’t matter. It only matters how the person affected feels. Unless it’s me, then in that case I should just kill myself.

#personal #intentions don’t matter #genuine apologies don’t matter #attempted ethical reasoning doesn’t matter #love doesn’t matter #effort doesn’t matter #trying to fix the problem does nothing #people pleasing #don’t deserve to live #doesn’t matter if you made a mistake #want to hurt myself #I’m a bad person #I’m fucking stupid #want to jump down stairs

[ash-and-starlight]

modern au and esen’s honkers are haunting the instagram feed

#id in alt text #yea this was inspired by That watermelon smashing vid #if u don’t know what i’m talking about you’re living a more peaceful life than i am #at first I was like hm maybe this is a bit too ooc for ouyang #then I remembered the 'doEs GeNerAL Xu pLAY thE FLuTE???' and I was like nah ok it checks out #no filter & accidentally revealing how much of a gayass he is is how he rolls #also rip Ma she's just trying to hang out with her boygf and that hideous Pest that Wretched Thang that useless twink #just manifests wherever zhu is and ruins the mood #she deserves to hatecrime him as much as possible #also I don't think esen is 100% aware he's posting blatant thirst traps. his insta is mostly pics of his horses and his beautiful eagle #then one vid of him doing mounted archery that breaks the internet for 3 weeks #rinse and repeat #also yeah wang's special skill is starting shit in the comments section #he would absolutely thrive in the toxic waste that is social media fights #ty for reading this far. more unhinged takes at 5 #esen-temur #zhu yuanzhang #ma xiuying #general ouyang #the radiant emperor #she who became the sun #he who drowned the world #my art

[rotzaprachim]

all the people who’ve decided to spend the last week harassing diasporic Jews and unveiling mass antisemitism in a now socially appropriate way have done such hard work for the Zionism fandom.

#If you don’t want Jews to live in IS maybe you should not be actively hostile to them when they don’t live there???? #😧 #Idk not only did a kosher restaurant get vandalized where my friends lived but red paint was splayed down the door of #A school kids go to. #What are we supposed to take away from that???? #One of my friends got told Jewish women deserved to be sexually assaulted? What’s she supposed to take away from that????

[gruesome-beauty]

motion sickness - julien baker’s version @ the hollywood bowl (full video here)

#boygenius #julien baker #phoebe bridgers #embedding youtube won’t let me post it in hq for some reason so here’s a clip with the link to the full #whY IS EVERY PLATFORM MAKING IT HARD TO SHARE THIS #I DON’T WANT IT JUST LIVING IN MY CAMERA ROLL LOOK AT HER EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEE IT #if you open it up in the youtube app btw you can change quality to 2160p and that’s what this video deserves #bg 23

[sixoclockuty]

I'd love to see more Martlet and Clover interactions.

They deserve all the interactions with each other.

using this as an excuse to post this. we’re getting out of the underground with this one !!!!

they mean a lot to me ..

#undertale #undertale yellow #martlet uty #uty martlet #martlet #clover uty #uty clover #uty #art #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #i like to think martlet glides sometimes with clover on her back once they make it to the surface. #because yeah :) they deserve a bit of joy in their lives #they mean a lot to me. i don’t post about martlet nearly enough #i really love her. i really do #genuinely like she is so awesome and cool :) #clover and martlet live together in my heart. in my soul. in a post clover revived au. they live together #just like they planned :) #asks

[astrothii]

“somehow ventress returned” AND I’M NOT COMPLAINING LETS GO

#don’t get me wrong i loved dark disciple but i think ventress deserves a better end #if she’s not a clone or smth i hope she gets a good end this season #her and chuchi too bc ain’t no way palps is letting her live #star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch trailer

[paper-lilypie]

why does discord look like That

#when will the changes end I don’t deserve to live through another life altering historical event discord PLEASE

[undertheredhood]

at some point, jason and stephanie have tricked the entire batfamily into believing that they’ve swapped bodies, like in the freaky friday movie.

#batman #jason todd #stephanie brown #red hood #spoiler #batgirl #they were able to trick cass for a short while too because they planned this prank months in advance #but she figured it out and helped them continue their shenanigans #it’s only until bruce frantically calls zatanna that they finally come clean #batfamily #batfam #batfamily shenanigans #jason todd is a menace #stephanie brown is a menace #if there’s one thing they both live for it’s stressing bruce out #are you even a batkid if you don’t give bruce wayne gray hairs? #bruce does deserve to be stressed out considering everything #stephanie brown & ​jason todd friendship

[micahdoesmusic]

A little fnc edit,, as a treat….

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[art creds (the best evers): @lanladesu , @saturndigital , @kutakunagasblog , @skywerse , @wasyago]

[song: ‘My Love Mine All Mine’ by Mitski]

#I don’t know if people post edits here but ppssshhh it’s fiiine #gods they are the ever #the different fonts are supposed to be their handwriting or something I dunno #I’ll edit Jay next because she deserves the love too 🫶 #this song slaps oh my god #live laugh mitski #+ including my favourite artists ever #SORRY FOR TAGGING YOU ALLL #jrwi #jrwi riptide #fnc #fish and chips #fnc jrwi #mitski #edit #jrwi edit

[aboutiroh]

#atla polls #atla #avatar the last airbender #look #these quotes did not qualify because unlike the others i didn’t think of them off the top of my head #doesn’t make them less iconic #just means they don’t live in my head rent free #but i like to be a fair person #i think i already know which on you guys will choose #as someone suggested in the tags #I initially did not include it because ‘it is too powerful’ #but you’re right #you deserve to click on it #so here you go

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i genuinely do not have it in me to claw my way out from rock bottom right now. this can’t happen anymore, it can’t get worse than this. i can’t take it, i’m just not strong enough

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #life is truly kicking my ass is any way possible #i don’t know what i did to deserve this but i know it couldn’t have been that bad to deserve all of this #it’s like everything that could go wrong in my life has and it’s only the third month of the year.. i can’t live like this anymore

[ionlytalktodogs]

“You just don’t want to get better.”

I don’t want to do PT that makes my life a waking hell. I don’t want to cry myself to sleep with pain. I don’t want to have dangerous and risky surgery that has almost no chance of actually helping me. I don’t want to take medication that could make me seem able-bodied but would fucking destroy my fragile internal inner workings of hormones, the other medications I’m taking, familial allergies to certain medical substances, etc.

I want to use a wheelchair.

If that means I don’t want to get better, then yeah I don’t want to get better. Fuck being ‘healthy.’ I want to LIVE.

#I don’t care if I haven’t ‘tried everything’ yet #I don’t care #fuck you <3 #I deserve to be able to live. #I deserve to not be in pain. #I’m sorry my existence makes you uncomfortable but also I just don’t really care ngl #disabled #disability #mobility aid #wheelchair #wheelchair user #cripple punk #cripplepunk #chronic pain #physically disabled #ableism

[growingstrong30]

SPOILERS FOR THE SANDMAN COMICS

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I’m currently reading Season of Mists and are you really trying to tell me Dream of the Endless, knowing he could possibly die or worse, ONLY said goodbye to his sister, his subjects, Daniel and then HOB?!

Like a billion year old entity put his priorities straight and went to see just some guy?

And then I have believe THERE’S NOTHING GOING ON THERE??

#I already know how the comics end don’t remind me #Also knew about the toast but THIS knowledge wasn’t in my possession #Even if platonic Hob is just so important to Dream #I want to personally thank and scream at Neil Gaiman for creating them #I do not deserve so much pain but I also can’t live without them #dreamling #the sandman #hob gadling #dream of the endless #the sandman spoilers

[lifeofcynch]

“we should bring back bullying”

“maybe bullying isn’t so bad”

“this person needs to get bullied”

“people used to get bullied for this”

“we need bullying actually”

“bring back bullying bring back bullying”

#important post #discourse #anti bullying #if you say shit like this i hate you and i’m ripping you to pieces in my mind #i’m so disgusted seeing so many people of my generation wishing something as awful as bullying on people #stop excusing bullying!! i don’t care if someone is cringey or whatever #bullying takes lives. it ruins lives. it’s not funny #there is no excuse for it and no one deserves it!

[ahundredtimesover]

Is it just me but when someone comments or reblogs an old fic, do emotions rush in? Like suddenly you remember what you felt while writing that story? You remember what your characters felt? How it was like when you finally shared it to the world community? And then there’s just this immense pride and joy that you got to create something that means something to another person, that it made them laugh and smile and cry and believe in love and realize something about themselves?

Just being a little sentimental about it, how I got into this rabbit hole of reading fics 4 years ago and got the courage to write a year later and now I have a collection of my own stories that I love and appreciate, with characters that are a part of me, too. Write what you want to read, they said, and I did. And I’m not one to brag about myself but I did pretty good, and I’m proud of every single story I wrote and put out, and I’ll definitely be rereading them.

Here’s to every one of you who’s ever read a story. 💕

And here’s to every one of you who writes - only you know the amount of time and energy and love you put into your work and your characters. Only you know what it feels like putting your heart into a story that you created. You did good. Be your first fan. And know you’ve made someone’s day. It doesn’t make us any better than anyone else, though; we’re all here to connect and to feel and to escape somehow. But being vulnerable and sincere takes courage, so thank you 💕

#mimi rambles #just a little emotional right now with all the love and messages like #I just wanted to write stories I wanted to read but I get so much love in return that I don’t think I fully deserve but thank you #this is also an ode to all the authors whose works have given me so much joy but are no longer active #I hope you’re living your best lives !!

[shima-draws]

Banging my head against the wall I’m SO deep into the trope of Person A being like “I have to keep being useful and doing whatever I can to please Person B if Person B ever stops needing me I’ll literally die I’m so so scared that they’ll stop needing me” and Person B saying without any hesitation “I’ll never stop needing you”

#Coughs Sanlu #Shima speaks #It’s the no self-esteem person VS the person who loves them unconditionally trope. #It’s the ‘I’m going to doubt every second of this bc I just can’t believe they’d ever want someone like me’ VS #’I love this person so so so much and I’ll keep telling them that even after they start believing it’ #The ‘I’m so afraid to love you bc I know I don’t deserve you but I can’t give you up’ VS #’I can’t live I can’t breathe without you I need you by my side always’ #BASHES MY HEAD INTO A WALL AND BREAKS THE PLASTER #Sanlu.