#don’t forget that your experience is nuanced and has value outside of whoever you fancy!

[helahades]

hey 👉👈 idk if you remember me bc i've been MIA for months now. but shit happened: i tested positive for the rona, had to isolate myself (which SUCKED) but spending all that time alone made me realize i just might be gay bc there was a girl who sent over, like letters and pressed flowers and puzzles and stuff to people in isolation wards and we started texting and i dreamed about taking her to a sunflower field on a date. so, i came out to myself! it's scary but it's good. how've you been? 🌵🌵

hi baby oh my goodness let me just say that im so happy you’re here and okay and I love you

im so glad that your isolation time was focused on healing and hopefulness and like...huge discovery!🥺🥺🥺that is so sweet of her and you totally deserve a sunflower date with someone who treasures you

take your time and don’t rush yourself honey like,,,that is such a big realization. I know tumblr is full of like established gays^tm and it might feel a bit overwhelming both here and irl but you can always keep chatting with me about it 💕

#bro #It’s so crazy to find you’re attracted to women there’s so much that goes into it #I had a period of external religious shame and some other things that made it hard so I hope you know that it’s normal to doubt and be #unsure of what you feel #im not sure quite how to explain it but all of the internet gay culture Can almost make it feel like there’s a right way to be gay / queer #/ etc... but there isn’t! there is no secret we are all pining messes of gay #sksksks I love you honey I’m so glad you’re okay pls let me know more about how you’re doing health wise and keep me updated #don’t forget that your experience is nuanced and has value outside of whoever you fancy! #ive fallen hard for women and felt like an unworthy gay bc it didn’t work out but you are valid through any external pressure or rejection #yknow? #sorry im just so tired but I’m so proud of you for taking care of yourself and making it through and making all these big leaps #I missed you truly I’m so glad you’re back #🌵 anon #the fact that you trusted me with this 🥺! #I hope it works out with sunflower girl AAAAAAAA #IM Such a fucking hopeful romantic spaz you came to the right inbox babe #im typing these tags forgetting the one I just typed #did I mention I love you yet? #bc you’re precious and this is great I’m just so happy #But are you okay though ? all healed? #ily #anony mouse #ask tag #im PROUD of you