Chicago boy just went and liked a picture on my insta that’s over a year old.
I honestly think this is the best atl album yet
Apparently I’ve been living at my apartment just long enough, that now that I’m home I don’t tune out the 6:30am train anymore
I’m bored during quarantine, so here’s another hot take no one is gonna read.
I don’t give a shit about people wearing merch for bands they don’t actually listen to. As long as they’re not claiming to be a fan or part of the scene, I don’t see the issue. Plus band shirts are usually really comfy, and in some place (like where I live) really easy to find in thrift stores.
This “name five songs” bs is also usually targeted at young girls bc “they’re obviously wearing it for attention” when boys do it too, but aren’t interrogated.
Stop whining “I thought I was gonna make a friend, but no” bc you still can. Instead of being a dick & discouraging them from ever interacting w/ the scene, maybe just be nice & suggest some songs “bc the band on your shirt is really cool, you should check them out”. Now you’ve potentially sparked someone’s interest in the scene, & made that new friend you were pissing a fit about.
Why does every time a cute guy says something nice to me, I have a panic attack? WHY THE FUCK AM I LIKE THIS?!
Is it too much to ask to enjoy The Young Veins w/o Someone bringing up ryden every 2 seconds.
I really hate that I just keep proving my friends right about what my type is
Looks like it’s time to fuck with my appearance
RJ Paranatural does not canonically have a face
i don’t trust people that have the same lock & homescreen who does that
What god cursed me to a life of being allergic to guacamole
I love avocados but they hurt me so :,(
I want to be free
i KNOW no one cares but i keep having intense flashbacks to my childhood but there was literally nothing better to me than my cousin and i walking down to the dollar general and buying journals, gel pens, and gum and then making complex forts to write in our new diaries
I want to fall in love
I’m still sick, so I’ve stayed at home and have kept overthinking
and that idiom made me think about what love actually is because I think that is really like falling, I mean, you know somebody and then you just think about that person and blush and literally fall in that person, drown in them
as I said before I’m in my teens and I’ve never felt love in romantic way
but I seriously wanna fell in love with somebody, who would be good person, nobody special for society, but someone, that would be the greatest for me
okay, I dunno nothing about live and love, but I don’t wanna study history and geography, so I have a little too much time for thinking
*** please *** ** ** * **** and **** ** challenge
It might be because I’m old and jaded, but I’m feeling like love is transactional.
I feel like people only “love” you to the extent that you can provide something for them; people love you inasmuch as you serve the purpose they have for you, and I don’t mean that the way you think I do. I don’t mean “I’ll be nice to him if he buys me a _______”, I mean “he takes care of me so I love him.”
That’s a transaction.
People aren’t loved for who they are, they are loved for what they do. If they stop doing it, we stop loving.
I’m not even trying to say it shouldn’t be that way, I’m just working out this thought.
Even parents love their children conditionally: your kid grows up to be a loser who smokes weed and sleeps on the sofa all day, will you love him? He grows up to be gay, will you love him? What if he doesn’t believe in the religion you do? What if he doesn’t love you?
I guess that’s why older people “fall in love” less.