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finniestoncrane · 9 months

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said to my counsellor that i wasnt built for friendship because everyone always eventually just. stops speaking to me and she went “ok why do you think that is?” and then when i finished my dumb sad list she went “ok so maybe you aren’t good at friendship” and i. have never regretted spending £50 more in my life lol

#A RANT IN THE TAGS MY GOD I DIDNT EVEN REALISE I AM WRITING THIS WARNING RETROSPECTIVELY #£50 to feel like never trying to speak to anyone again or forge any connections THANKS RUTH #Ruth remember when I said that every friendship I’ve had I’ve never truly known if it’s a friendship or if it’s one sided #remember when I told you that my friend groups always had people who had a favourite and I was never the favourite #remember when I told you that several friend groups have disbanded but not really they actually just made new spaces without me?#remember that? remember my trauma? remember?#because I DO!!!#I was not born to have friends I don’t think #I can’t even make friends with other autistic people or other weird people or other queer people #I don’t even think I could make friends with a clone of myself #this is so guy wrenchingly isolating lol #like girl what do you want from me? keep everyone at arms length like I used to?#try not to let myself get attached to people in case they decide they don’t want to be close to me anymore?#please it is not great advice Ruth #THE WORAT PART is that I literally was like ‘I don’t message too much because I’m overbearing’#and she asked where the proof was #and all I had was the complete dissolving of any relationship where I tried or tried too hard #so now I’m left in this confusing space of do I message too much or not enough because I have no happy medium #and she knows SHE KNOWS I also have energy issues and executive dysfunction stuff going on #and I know she is just trying to help and get me to think about this stuff #but it was just not the time lmao #finnie shouts into the void

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dreamofbecoming · 9 months

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thinking about a stoncy dynamic that’s not romantic or sexual or necessarily even platonic, but it used to be all or some of those things, and now it’s like they don’t know each other really at all anymore unless there’s danger, and then they immediately fall into perfect step with each other without even noticing

they don’t talk and they kinda avoid each other socially after they tried out every configuration of the three of them and none of them worked, but the minute a threat appears suddenly they’re flanking each other without having to discuss it. they fall into battle formation without even a glance. they always know where the other two are in a melee, they don’t have to check. it’s instinctive- stay equidistant, fan out, protect the party. one of them loses their weapon and one of the others throws them another, and they catch it and keep fighting. neither one looks, neither one breaks stride. they move around each other on reflex, like magnets.

just battle-hardened kids who are awkward as hell kids but also seasoned warriors who know each other down to their bones, but only in a fight.

something something the only place you fit in my life anymore is with your back pressed to mine and your weapon raised

#it’s just such a delicious dynamic #i don’t know nancy or jonathan well enough to write this i don’t think but someone should #stoncy #jancy #stancy #stonathan #<- very specifically none of these lol but yk target audience etc etc #steve harrington #jonathan byers #nancy wheeler #i just think these three have a similar ‘see problem->solve problem’ attitude that the rest of the party doesn’t really #the others are planners and talkers and thinkers #stoncy are doers #eddie and robin are emotionally driven and i think they’re both too attached to steve for this kind of dynamic to fly #(at least in my perfect universe where st*ddie is real shut up) (don’t want to clog the tag sry)#like the ‘fighting side by side’ vibe we got from st*bin is very different from what we saw from stancy/stoncy #i just love the melancholy of ‘we only exist on the periphery of each others lives anymore but i can still read your mind in a fight’#it’s the stucky in me you know #ugh i’m not making sense i only got 3 hours of sleep but y’all get it #my writing

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cerealmonster15 · 3 months

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Stupid silly sketchbook doodles of beloved basketball club shhdfbfbgby it’s so important 2 me that they act like annoying brothers to each other and also that everyone in nrc acts like they’d rather be shot than develop a crush on one of their bitch classmates

#cereal tries to draw #twisted wonderland #ummmmm. i don’t wanna tag anymore I’m embarrased LOL I wasn’t gonna post it #I was just doodling for private funsies but like yknow how Ywannatalk about ideas with people #even just goofy little headcanons lol #but like u don’t wanna directly place ur thoughts and feelings in front of someone sometimes #bc then it’s DIRECT and STRESSFUL A #but u also don’t feel like it’s worth a Post For All To See #we r keeping it casual here on cerealmonster15 dot tumblr dot com #I just wanna bully my sons #ok literally tho can u read my handwriting. this is the natural state #of on paper and normal not written with intent for others to need to see lol #anyway I think of Ace liked deuce he’d be soooooo complainy about it. and in denial #but I think once he wasn’t in denial he’d be bitching constantly #and I think Jamil would also want to die if he started liking azul lol #Floyd would bully them both. he’s having a great time. god for him I guess #Ace: well hang on let me pause my agony to go baby bro mode and annoy Jamil real quick #get the heat off him (which he started by complaining loudly first)#Floyd: haha you two like dweebs #can u imagine the turmoil of third years developing feelings #they r all allergic. except rook I guess but he’s his own flavor of freak #lilia is dad he doesn’t count he already had his romance agony [REDACTED BOOK 7 SPOILERS]#first years also allergic EXCEPT applejuice. Epel and deuce together are like bro I love u.#second years are mostly allergic but also contain Kalim and silver #shoutout to the light magic users mwah #actually silver I don’t know. I don’t think he’d be resistant but I think he just wouldn’t realize what he’s feeling at first #he’d be so 🧍 about it I think #well bitch you (me) better figure it out since ur actively writing Kalim/silver!!! girl help #ok I need to go to bed I have a long weekend ahead of me #Jamil blows Ace up with his mind the end

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killuaisaprincess · 1 month

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Everyone always whines and cries how everyone ignores G//on

AND IF YOU DARE TO BRING UP KIS TRAMUA THEY ARE LIKE BUT WHAT ABOUT G

What about g KIS FANS ARE ANNOYING THEY SAY

Omg WHAT ABOUT G

MEANWHILE BACK WHEN I WAS ON A BLOCKING SPREE ALL I EVER SEE IS ANALYSIS POSTS ECT ABOUT G G AND HIM AND HIS TRAMUA AND THE BOTH TOGETHER MAYBE BUT KI ALONE MAYBE 1

SO I DO NOT EVEN WANNA HEAR IT

AND LET KI FANS CARE ABOUT KI

JUST LIKE U CARE ABOUT G

Stg these people wanna act like Ki’s life is so easy and CAA wasn’t hard on Ki CUZ WHAT ABOUT G

#personal #DONT CARE HATS OFF #KIDDIE GLOVES OFF #Damm if I could block every kg person and every G Stan in existence I would #CUZ GOD FORBID ANYONE WANNA TALK ABOUT KI #AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HOW MOST PEOPLE TALK ABOUT KI OR KI STANS #DONT LIKE EM EITHER BUT GOD FUCKING DAMM #THESE PEOPLE #vent #stg I am so cut off from fandom I don’t really see this dumb shit anymore #BUT I’m sadly still subjected from it from time to time #AND I CANNOT HOLD IT IN ANYMORE #there are no tags so it won’t be going in anyone’s tags and there are slashes so just let a girl vent #I hate this fandom so I ain’t #TRUST ME I avoid it #I’m a smart person I know better than to interact with shit I hate #I try so hard I forget it exists outside my two people #plus honestly I am too old to care #Idc if kg is popular I hate it and it isn’t canon #idc if people say u should love G and he’s sooooo underrated Ki will always be my fave #AND I WILL PUT KI IN DRESES AND I WILL MAKE HIM SHORT AND I WILL DO #EVERYTHING FANDOM DOESNT CUZ #who are they? I may have 2 followers and a dream but even if they all have 60k #they aren’t Beyoncé theyre just another human the end #Besides do I really care about people’s opinions with 60k tweets I don’t think so lol #and this is from me who is like OBSESSED #but even I know how to touch grass I may be to poor too #but I’ll play games and watch movies #KI WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER 1 #but I try and touch grass sometimes

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chibishortdeath · 7 months

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Strange question, but would you alright with responding to this with your separated username? Im dyslexic and have a very hard understanding what it says ^^"

Sure no problem!!! :D I’m kinda dyslexic too so I understand, I’m gonna put it in bold too cause that helps me sometimes if that’s alright d(^^ ).

Chibi Short Death

#text post #ask post #anon ask #hehehe I’m gonna explain my username in the tags #the chibi part comes from an older username I used to use for things #but it also comes from a silly chibi version of Bowser I used to draw when I was little #I made like a comic about it when I was in 5th grade it’s so cringe looking back at it but like in a positive way lol #the short part is there cause I am short XD #also short death used to be a nickname of mine #but I kinda don’t claim that part of it anymore cause the guy who gave it to me was a dick #I guess the chibi part also relates to me being small too lol #the death part also comes from two characters!#death from magical drop iii #and death from Castlevania :)#chibi death was also a former internet persona that was just me as a reaper #I have not used it in forever tbh #I’m thinking of making a different persona or something someday #idk it’s kinda just some words that have been related to me over the years thrown together that I got attached too X3 #I now get called chibi online tho which is cool I guess #I’m surprised no one had the username before me on all the platforms I’ve been on so far :O

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americanrecord · 1 month

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hey Kelsey!! I’m just catching up on the Californian motel series that u sent over and I’m currently reading the chapter “feel the void”

wow. what a heavy chapter,, i read the words ‘call izzy’ and SOBBED this is the last thing i was expecting but as always your writing is so beautiful and so respectful - hope your okay and cannot wait for when you release your book!

#submission #replying in tags because it’s a submission but —#that was such a terrible chapter to write lol! i scrolled through it briefly and i remember sitting in the kitchen of my college apartment #& i had the place to myself for the weekend so i cranked out this and the chapter before it #and i remember specifically with feel the void - i was like sweating while writing it #it was very intense! even for me! because it was a scene i would’ve been envisioning for like 3 years at that point #and the book was so drastically different from what i envisioned when i developed this plot (which was actually before i even wrote RQ) but #the scene was still something like what i’d always pictured even if it was so dark and nauseating #i did try my best to be careful and respectful and not graphic however!! i always felt like letting implications do the heavy lifting for #this sort of stuff was always the way to go #so glad you’re enjoying it & apologies in advance for the misery fest of king nothing #sorry that i left it on such a terrible note #i sometimes wish i could go back to it but i don’t think i could do it on good conscious anymore #or bc of how my writing has developed #also i’m doing well!! just busy and trying to push suicide blonde into something publishable <3 #thanks for your support !! 🩶#✉︎ — confessions.#save

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cha1cedony · 2 months

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I have to analyze a multimedia project (in the form of another multimedia project) for a class… Should I do the most embarrassing thing ever or

#I don’t think podcasts (with no accompanying visuals) count as multimedia?#but idek what I would want to analyze about DnDads anyway #yet another Grant Wilson character study? 😭😭 LMAO #and then I thought #HOMESTUCK #but no I don’t even care enough about Homestuck anymore to analyze anything about it #and THENNN I thought.#danganronpa #💀💀 goddd #I know EXACTLY what I would analyze too #<- the fuckin transmisogyny of Shinguuji’s whole character (and also other characters)#Shinguuji was my favorite character since I was like 14 LOL nobody gets him like I do fr 😤 /lh #anyway I could do a zine and put red lipstick all over it. awesome #ahem anyway. sorry I’ll never post about dr again (lie) (it’s my worst ever special interest forever) (but only like 5 of the characters)#(and I don’t even like it anymore I just really like criticizing it. it’s fun)#OKAY I’M. DONE. SORRY #😇😇 teehee #I need to stop saying teehee all the time #chalcy stuff #EDIT: just reread these tags… awful awful awful. hs and dr in one post in 2024. nightmare

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kuiinncedes · 4 months

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c:

#i went thru like my entire google drive folder for fic stuff #last night and read/skimmed all of it lmao 😭#there’s some unposted stuff that i kinda want to post except like idk LOL #like i probably wouldn’t do anything else w it so i could just post it for shits and giggles #i haven’t written anything in so long ;-;#i don’t love my writing tbh but it was fun c:#would be fun to do again #bro how was i so motivated to write during remote college freshman yr lol 🤪#literally got on campus and couldn’t write shit anymore lmao #not even in the summer #well actually i think i did write a little #but was struggling lmao and then gave up 🤩#anyway lol #i’m gonna look for some more jason g/race fanfic even tho i’ve like exhausted all the tags i wanted to look thru c:#i want more hoo tartarus AUs that involve jason falling #bc i’m insane #maybe i reread the j/asico one that is INCREDIBLE #anyway c:#jeanne talks #i’ve been on tumblr so fucking much today like i haven’t done anything lol 😭#my entire dash is hung/er games and p/jo lol it’s kinda fun #i like Barely don’t go there for both but i’m too unbothered to filter anything :P #i rly do just be talking idk what the point of this is lol

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navnae · 2 years

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Someone pointed out that Eddie had pliers in his mouth and Steve had a screwdriver in his.

Goodbye 🫠

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what-even-is-sleep · 1 year

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DAMMIT what’s the line between:

‘bad publicity is still publicity’ and posting screenshots abt the tumblr shop tab moving to our blog spots

VS

I don’t want to stay silent on this topic and I know that just one formal complaint won’t do much if we aren’t all angry at the Instagram/Tik-Tok-ification that’s happening rn

#tiktokification as in I’ve been seeing posts abt images not being easy to zoom into anymore??? + the ads take up the ENTIRE screen on mobile #tumblr #tumblr updates #mypost #tumblr shop #ughhhhhhh #enshittification #enshittification of socials or whatever #i want to know why tumblr is doing this but I also don’t #cause I don’t want to hear bs black-and-white arguments about ‘no media should make money ever’ and tumblr is not a small local Etsy gal #or whatever #they have to make money someway #smth smth ‘if ur not paying for the product u are the product’#but I also don’t want to know abt the deets bc that means tumblr has fucked up enough that I’m mad enough to do so and so looking at #the Truth About Marketing for tumblr or whatever is SO ANNOYING #UGHH TUMBLR #idk if any of this is coherent bc I have absolutely horrible short term memory and by the time I’m halfway thru writing a tag I can’t see #what my previous sentences were (I’m on mobile) and so I loose my train of thought lol #anyways I think the gist is: this fucking sucks. people are going to be annoyingly us-vs-them/black-n-white when arguing about this cause #arguing is easier than doing the research and discovering greyer areas #AND: we’ve gotten to the point of rage/un satisfaction with the steps this app is taking that a push towards researched-back arguments may b #the only way forward to have actual change… :|#like again this could end up mostly having been for publicity for the store cause ofc ppl will complain and post screenshots and then more #ppl will see like ‘ooh fun stickers guess I’ll get those!’ and Marketing Tumblr or whatever will know that ‘oh if we disrupt them in these #ways we will get more attention from this fickle consumer base’#idk if we’re even that fickle lol there’s a lot of self-praise on tumblr lately (b4 the shop moving) that probably has swayed marketing #folks to push this thing we don’t like cause they think we’ll get outraged or say it’s better than other sites and either way it’s publicity

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sadaveniren · 2 years

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Anons: lEaKs DaMaGe LoUiS’ cHaNcEs Of SuCcEsS

Me clearing off my credit cards while listening to a playlist with all the new songs on it so I can buy every single version of his new album and any special merch and the fucking rainbow AFH shirt that I know is coming and the inevitable LT2 tour I’m gonna want to go see a bunch of different times between NYC and Chicago: did you say something?

#Louies buy merch lol #the GP doesn’t know how to pirate anymore #listening on Spotify or TikTok or YouTube is easier for a casual fan #the only people who are listening to the leaks are fans who have every intention of buying the album anyway #and the few fans who DONT buy the songs/albums?#they probably weren’t going to anyway because they don’t have the means #but they’ll stream the fuck out of his stuff #if y’all are concerned about Louis making money maybe take it up with the profits he gets from Spotify or TikTok or YouTube or Apple Music #streaming did more to fuck with artists bottom lines than piracy ever did and I stand by that #these tags became a whole different rant but like #sometimes I think how much companies are fucking artists over on their profits #and the reliance on streaming by casual fans (myself included don’t think I’m unknowingly throwing stones in a glass house)#anyway it annoys me #corporations annoy me #people who have no say in the creation of someone’s art getting a slice of it just because is infuriating

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fowlblue · 11 months

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Well, also no, this is ‘The Fowl Twins’-era, so Artemis is in his mid-to-late 20s at this point, Minerva married and had a kid with an elf, also becoming a crime boss, after briefly dating Artemis (it didn’t work out), Beckett married a ghost, and Myles sort of has superpowers. The idea of a being considering Artemis and Holly as parental figures is just funny — the discussion is mainly drawn out of how technically she meets the definition of offspring, the idea that Artemis wouldn’t realise until afterward being incredibly in-character for him, even if not the focus of the main plot (that being more things like a random immortal man, an evil nun, and a regular little person impersonating a fantasy dwarf for years).

. . . Okay.

Artemis, regardless of whether this is Fowl Twins-era or not, was still a child when he met Holly and was such for the vast majority of his ‘screen time’. Holly has always been an adult, knew him through his child and teen years, and thus shouldn’t really be shipped with him, because it’s an adult with a child that they knew as a child for the majority of that time. Like a former adult babysitter trying to hook up with someone they babysat when they were little once they become 18. Like… despite it not being an A/H thing, are you defending A/H to me now? I’ve expressed countless times that I don’t like it either way and that’s not what this discussion is about.

(Anon, the way you are explaining this to me makes it out as if I’ve never read TFT or it’s sequels- I’m aware of where everyone else ended up, and have spoken about it before. Do you know like… anything about my blog?)

I don’t care if NANNI ‘technically meets the definition of offspring’- I reiterate, by that logic she’s not ‘Artemis and Holly’s child’, but the child of like… four people. Seriously, the emphasis on A/H specifically makes it look shippy. If that’s the case, then just admit it, or at least acknowledge how it looks. I don’t give a flying flip whether or not you ship it, but it looks that way to everyone else, regardless of initial intent.

At the root of this, breaking it down entirely, I don’t think an A/H ‘parenting’ dynamic is funny. It’s weird. Therefore, the joke, while slightly amusing once, is no longer funny, the sheer volume of asks regarding it is weird (especially towards artists), and the whole thing is just… odd. Really odd.

#just because this series is ridiculous doesn’t mean that it’s fans have to be- come on now.#i don’t know how long you keep on planning for this to go my friend like ive said what I said and I mean it lol. the joke isn’t funny and #- any scraps of amusement are dead and gone by now.#now you’re trying to justify A/H to me or something? dude I don’t care I don’t like it I think the ship is gross and weird. if that is an #- issue for you or anyone else like… pls leave. I’ve said multiple times I don’t want A/H shippers following me- that goes for people who #- are okay with it too… but something tells me you’re not a follower of mine at all.#asks #(for all my poor followers I’m gonna start tagging these ‘nanni chronicles’ so feel free to block that in case anymore come)#NANNI chronicles

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rhoddys · 1 year

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Catch me once again deleting Mary on a cross off my playlist so that I can shuffle it without worrying about my mom hearing the song 😭😭😭

There is no way I’m explaining it to my mom, it’s bad enough when I had to explain several of the songs I used when I cosplayed Willow 😭😭

#rod vibes #quick religious talk in tags #help me she already thinks I’m becoming atheist since I don’t go to church much anymore #<- plus I’m not desperate like her to go lol

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the-breloominati · 1 year

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