#don't mind me just sobbing

[onlyhereforangst]

close calls make you live harder.

#ncis #ellick #ncisedit #torres x bishop #nick torres #ellie bishop #20x03 #18x06 #s20 #s18 #don't mind me just sobbing #gif request

[awesomechocolatesauce]

I knew doing Astarion's quest was going to be rough, but jeez, the amount of spoilers I've stumbled upon didn't prepare me for the emotions I've felt by actually doing it.

And this line of dialogue, if you tell Astarion we can save the spawn we find in the dungeons...gods, the emotions.

Astarion: "If they are unleashed, they will cause incredible carnage. They will be ravenous. They must die. Better they serve a purpose."

Elayne: "In another life, you'd have led me to this crypt, and not that pretty clearing in the forest."

Astarion: "Gods...I can't say you're wrong. I can only say I'm so glad we didn't meet then. I don't even want to think what would have happened to you..."

Elayne: "Don't avoid it. Face it. You would have killed me."

Astarion: "I would have killed you..."

The disgust in his voice, the sadness in his eyes...he can't even deny it, because it's true. He absolutely would have killed her, and the very thought makes him sick.

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate iii #bg3 #astarion #astarion x tav #elayne the bard #bg3 astarion #the pale elf #don't mind me #just sobbing over a fictional character from a video game #I just wanted to save him! #THE PAIN #astarion x elayne #jessica's personal stuff #jessica plays video games #gamer jess #screenshots

[bts-trans]

230912 Weverse Translations

RM's Post ❇️

안녕하세요. 20대의 마지막 생일이네요. 생일이라는 게 제 직업적 특성 때문인지는 모르겠지만 늘 약간의 쑥스러움을 동반하네요. 스스로 별 것 아닌 날이라고 생각하지만.. 많은 분들이 진심으로 축하해주셔서 참 행복하고 복됩니다. 사랑은 누군가에게 이름이 생기는 것이란 생각을 종종 해요. 김남준이 '김남준'이 되기까지. 그저 하고많은 365일 중의 한 날이겠지만 스물아홉의 나 자신에게도 생일이 그저 스치는 날이 되지 않은 것은 모두 여러분 덕이에요. 최대한 솔직할 수 있는 사람이고 싶지만, 팬과 가수라는 무형과 유형 사이의 존재들은 과연 무엇을 넘어 무엇까지 될 수 있는 걸까요. 사랑이라는 친절한 유령 아래 모든 것이 용인될 수 있을까요? 드러냄이 약점이 되고, 솔직함이 상처가 되는 경험을 지금도 퍽 겪고 있지만 아직 잘 모르겠어요. 전에 갈수록 말하는 것이 어려워져서 슬프다는 말을 했었죠. 그 사실은 여전히 여전한 것 같아요. 그래도 저 많이 담담해졌어요. 평생 한 번 받아볼까 하는 진심들을 장대비처럼 받아보는 바람에, 염세와 허무를 멋지다고 여겨왔던 제가 기질적으로 낙천적인 사람이란 것도 깨달았어요. 이거 기적 아닌가요. 저 요즘은 '와이 낫'을 달고 살아요. 주변에나마 제가 받은 사랑으로 풀이된 낙천성들을 나누며 살고 있어요. 그리고 언젠가 나올 제 다음 곡들에도 꾹꾹 담고 있고요. 그래요. 한낱 제가 음악보다 더 아름다운 방식으로 솔직할 수 있을까요? 다 아는 사실이지만 가끔은 그것만으론 부족한 것 같아요. 그래서 제가 방탄소년단이 되었나 싶기도 합니다. 다양한 방식으로 해갈하고 싶어서. 프로그램이건, 인터뷰건, 춤이건, 뭐가 됐건.. 이 얼마나 복받은 생인가요. 그리고 이것들이 항상 제가 어디에 와있는지, 두 눈으로 똑바로 보고 사고하고 싶게 해요. 우연이 겹치면 필연이랬죠. 우연은 우연을 가장한 운명이라고도 하고. 제가 지금 당신께 이 편지를 드리는 것도 그런 거 같아요. 저는 어떤 버전의 저였어도 이 편지를 2023년 9월에 쓰고 있었을 것만 같은 기분. 매번 제 생일의 편지는 제가 지금 도달한 곳의, 각기 다른 사랑의 언어랍니다. 여러분 덕에 저 정말 잘 살고 있고요. 잘 살고 싶어요. 그냥 매번 제 최신 최선의 버전으로 사랑한다고 전하고 싶었어요. 한 분 한 분 다 안아드릴 수는 없겠지만 마음은 그 이상이랍니다. 제가 어떤 모습이어도 사랑해달라고는 하지 않을게요. 다만 받은 만큼 저도 한 번 애써보려고요. 20대의 마지막 생일도 이렇게 무탈히 지나갑니다. 어떤 하늘 아래 있어도 부디 건강하고 오래 행복합시다. 시간이 조금 지나고 또 만나요. 당신의 생일도 미리, 혹은 조금 늦었지만 진심으로 축하해요 ! 고맙습니다. -남준 https://weverse.io/bts/artist/3-132454914

Hello.

This is the last birthday of my twenties. I don't know whether it's because of the peculiarities of the profession I'm in, but birthdays are always accompanied by a slight feeling of embarrassment. For me, it’s just a day like any other but.. because so many people wish me so sincerely, I feel quite happy and fortunate.

I often think about how love is just a process of being named. Like Kim Namjoon becoming ‘Kim Namjoon’. Although this is only one day out of a numerous 365 days, my birthday doesn’t just pass by without notice, even for my 29-year-old self. This is all thanks to you.

I want to be someone who is as honest as possible, but in this relationship between fan and artist, existing somewhere between the tangible and intangible, just what can we go beyond and what can we become? Is everything acceptable under the generous phantom label of ‘love’? I continue to have so many experiences where disclosure becomes weakness and honesty leads to hurt, but I still don’t really know.

I’ve said in the past that as time goes on, it becomes harder to say things and that makes me sad. I think that continues to be true. But I do think I’m a lot more level-headed now. The sincere feelings I once used to worry I would never receive now pour onto me like heavy rain. As a result, I realised that I, who used to think that it was cool to be a pessimist and think that nothing matters, am actually quite an optimist by nature. Isn’t this a miracle? These days, I live by the words ‘why not’. This optimism can be explained as a product of the love I receive from the people around me, and I am spreading it around. I am also putting it into the songs that will come out some day.

Right, could there be a more beautiful way for me to be honest than through music? Everyone already knows this, but sometimes I feel like music alone is not enough. I wonder if that’s the reason why I became part of BTS. To want to quench that thirst through multiple different means. Whether it’s through programs, interviews, dances or whatever it may be.. what a blessed life this is. And these things always make me want to look clearly at where I've come and think deeply about the place I'm in.

They say if coincidences overlap, it must be inevitable. Coincidences are also fate in disguise. I think this letter I’m writing to you right now feels like that - like it would have been written in September of 2023, no matter what version of myself I might have been then. The birthday letters that I write each year are all places that I have arrived at in that moment, and are each a different language of love. Thanks to all of you, I’m living a really good life. I want to live a good life. All I have wanted each time is to just tell you I love you as the latest best version of myself. It's probably impossible for me to hug each and every one of you, but the feelings I have go beyond that. I won't ask you to love me in all of my different forms. However, since you do give me your love, I promise to do my best.

And so the last birthday of my twenties also smoothly sails by. No matter what skies you’re under, let’s please try to be healthy and be happy for a long time. Let’s meet again soon, after some time has passed.

I sincerely wish you a happy birthday as well, though it may be a bit late, or perhaps slightly in advance. Thank you.

-Namjoon

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Jungkook's Comment 💬 on RM's Post ❇️

JK: 형 아프지 마이소 비행기 뜨기 전에 생일 축하드려요 ㅎㅎ https://weverse.io/bts/artist/3-132454914

JK: Hyung, take care and wishing you a happy birthday before the flight takes off hehe

Trans cr; Annie

J-Hope's Comment 💬 on RM's Post ❇️

JH: 남주니 생일 추카해 😢🫡 사랑해❤️‍🔥 https://weverse.io/bts/artist/3-132454914?anchor=3-239635731

JH: Namjoonie happy birthday 😢🫡 I love you ❤️‍🔥

Trans cr; Faith

J-Hope's Comment 💬 on Jungkook's Post ❇️

JK: (See 230831 Weverse Translations) JH: 우리 정구기떠꾸기 늦었지만 생일 추카해😭😢🫡 너무 바빠서 이제서야 남긴다 라뷰❤️‍🔥 https://weverse.io/bts/artist/4-130921967?anchor=0-253660617

JH: Our Jungkookie-ddeogukie I'm late but happy birthday😭😢🫡 I was super busy so I'm wishing you just now. Love you❤️‍🔥

Trans cr; Eisha

#230912 #rm #namjoon #don't mind me just sitting here sobbing over his beautiful words 😭 #joonie best boy #happybdayRM #happyRMday #jungkook #jhope #hoseok #hobi #weverse #post #comment #bts #bangtan

[amedays]

"I want you to show me your world." "Sure, but Rafayel, can you smile for me please?" "Huh? I mean, sure, but.. Why?" "Because I love when my world smiles."

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace rafayel #what do i gotta do to recreate these with rafayel #i'm sobbing #if there's two things i wanna do the most #after meeting rafayel #it'd be these #goodbye #and the rest of things i wanna do #we'd have time for the rest of our lives #also these just give so much rafayel vibes to me #don't mind me #iris is just yapping to avoid work for a bit

[hairupintheair]

EXCUSE YOU 😭😭😭😭

#trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls the beat goes on #trolls tbgo #branch trolls #poppy trolls #bye bye bunker #guess who just finished the series #don't mind me sobbing over here in the corner #didn't think a silly kids cartoon would come for me so hard #their expressions are everything to me

[natp20]

mighty nein origins: mollymauk tealeaf // critical role, cr2 117: the tortoise and the dare // critical role, cr2 140: long may he reign

#critical role #cr2 #the mighty nein #mighty nein origins #the fallen angel and the circus man that returned sorely missed colour and joy into her life #don't mind me just sobbing about them in the corner #ugh the expressions in this comic are breaking my heaaaaaaart #he may have evolved into someone else but she is forever changed by the person that he used to be #and she will always honour the love shared between them #yasha nydoorin #cr comics

[lunarharp]

"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/" #i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want #but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care #i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now #i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit #i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do. #there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know #i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW. #i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends... #btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines #i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words #to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court #anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him #why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it? #they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out #way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone. #the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames? #something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey #I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now

[agentark]

whatever you do, don't imagine a young J Corvin waiting every day at the end of their drive, hoping today is the day the mail carrier finally brings a letter from their very best friend

#i'm personally about to start sobbing #how many letters do they try sending #how long does that sweet gentle soul wait - I actually don't want to know #little too close to home frankly lmao #grandpa i don't CARE that something evil lives in fernweh and wants to eat me or control me or whatever - that's my bestie!! #I just did James's route and this part hurt so much worse #fernweh saga #like J is SO scared to ask MC if they can write this time & they're trying to be SO supportive-- #--of the fact that the last time they tried MC was going through an incredibly difficult time in their life #but that doesn't mean it didn't hurt so badly #and like it's obviously not MC's fault bc they never even got the letters in the first place #but now I want to cry thinking about how my MC hugs James at the police station when they meet again and how he's probably like ??? #my MC missed him and James is like 'weird reaction for someone who couldn't be bothered to write back' #'and shattered my little fifteen year old heart into pieces' #i'm making wild assumptions about the inner workings of J's mind here but anyway #j corvin #all i'm saying is if my best friend was ripped out of my life and I tried writing them I would be religiously checking the mailbox #probably far longer than I should but still trying to hold out hope

[chanrizard]

i'm off to australia! i'm going home ~

#bystay #staysource #channiesnet #3rachasource #kpopco #skz #bang chan #usersun #kiwitracks #userlau #usertsu #adriblr #melontrack #cheekyuser #userbeepls #dreamytag #le mie creature #fun sized australian steak #don't mind me i'm just sobbing on the floor clutching my phone my boy went home 😭😭😭😭 #skz vlog

[forsooth-verily]

Curled up absolutely sobbing at, "I thought there was a world where I was too late, it's all okay if I was too early."

"IT'S ALL OKAY IF I WAS TOO EARLY"

#brb #an absolute wreck #brennan lee mulligan #you absolute madman #how dare you #RIGHT in my elder sister feels #it's all okay if I was early #it's all worth it #worlds beyond number #the wizard the witch and the wild one #episode 23 #don't mind me #just going to be sobbing deeply into my pillow until I pass out #about brianne #fully hitting every time skip trauma button I have #hero and the crown #robin mckinley #Luthe always loved children #*sobbing*

[icewindandboringhorror]

There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz #ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and #then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc. #Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific #cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or #etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as #you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on #accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have #as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence #of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate #versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a #neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest #ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling #and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for #documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like #sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I #can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If #I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my #ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ?? #Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be #accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor #focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it #were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan #that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is #some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my #kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means #i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m #in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in #one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability #& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER

[bts-trans]

230418 Jin’s Instagram Post

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#230418 #jin #seokjin #jhope #hoseok #hobi #2seoks #don't mind me I'm just sobbing #ot7 #stay safe and healthy hobi! #instagram #insta #post #photo #bts #bangtan

[mandadlorianstuff]

Din and Grogu settle comfortably in their Nevarro home. Every once in a while, Bo drops by for a visit. R5 always greets her when her ship lands, and Grogu always shows her a frog he has caught while playing in the pond out front. Din leans in the doorway.

I like what you've done with the place, she tells him coyly. He smiles behind the helmet.

It's good to see you, he says. Let's have a drink.

They sit at the table facing the large window and watch Grogu play while R5 whirs and beeps around him.

Din pulls the cork from the tall bottle of Coruscant wine and pours them each a glass. How are things on Mandalore? He asks.

Going well. Construction on the capital building has begun.

That's good.

She takes a sip from her glass. The wine tastes like cinnamon and sweet rain on grass.

Din.

He tips his helmet just enough to take a sip, then looks back at her.

I'm here because... She trails off, glancing down sheepishly.

His gloved hands tighten around his glass.

They sit in silence for a long while. Then he stands.

The suns are about to set, he says.

They walk outside, where Grogu is now napping on the front steps and R5 is recharging. Din motions for Bo to sit on the bench under a canopy, and joins her. Together, they watch the red suns descend on the horizon.

She does not need to say she wants to stay. He does not need to ask.

#wrote this in a sitting as i was sobbing over the finale #i am currently wine-drunk #don't mind me #just drabbles #mandad writes #the mandalorian #din djarin #the mandalorian spoilers #grogu #bo katan kryze #dinbo #fanfic

[buddhaamitabha]

Buddha & Apollo [Headcanon]

I might be tripping but I just think Buddha and Apollo would either hit it off really well or be at each others throats.

Since they're both very into the whole "be yourself no matter who's watching, always be your most authentic version" etc, yada yada

I can imagine Apollo thinking Buddha is gorgeous for a human, but that he's foolish for relinquishing worldly desires like vanity. While Buddha would think he'd be doable for a god, if he weren't so vain and pompous.

Bonus: I knew Buddha gave sunshine vibes for a reason! He reminds me of Apollo and vice versa 👀

#talking #just thinking to myself don't mind me #yanno I have no idea how to make these posts SOBS #shuumarsu no valkyrie #record of ragnarok

[userlaylivia]

bellarke not being being endgame after 6 years of beautiful buildup, growth and development and obviously leading to endgame until jroth did a complete 180 are the reason I have trust issues. because I was so sure they were endgame and I'll never make that mistake again with a couple!!

#don't mind me I'm just sobbing over my bbs #bellarke #bellamy x clarke #the 100

[xenocorner]

He'd practiced all morning in the mirror after getting this line from America.

"Estoy loca por tí y quiero que seas mi psiquiatra."

Now that was a surprise.

"Oh, you-" he has to hold in a laugh and cover his mouth, but the grin behind it is undeniable. And, perhaps a blush too.

"I-... You just said that you are crazy, female noun, about me, and that you want me to be your psychiatrist." He puts down his stylus and walks up to him, taking off his glove in the process. "I'm not entirely sure that's what you meant... But your pronunciation was pretty good! I'm impressed" he adds with a proud tilt of his head.

"If you are interested... I can work some Spanish lessons into my schedule just for you. Might work better than Duolingo, plus I can teach you the bad words to know when America makes fun of you." "How's that sound, Doc?"

#he's back- #stephen speaking spanish just- #SLAMS TABLE #orz #aND HIM ASKING AMERICA ABOUT IT THATS JUST #such a doctor dad thing to do lmao #and him practising too //sobs #don't mind me with my self indulgent shit #also thank you for the submission that was a nice surprise :']