#don't miss it lolol

[0ann3]

Quickly drawing some of my ocs and decided to draw Silver as well since it's been a whileee

#twisted wonderland #twst #twst silver #drawing #I missed drawing him and a lot of other characters #especially after getting sick after exams lolol #don't be me who slept at 11pm then woke up at 2am to study on phone or laptop #The headache after the whole thing wasn't worth it #and I had to be banned from using any device for few days since I gotta rest

[chloecherrysip]

I don't know where I'm from. My earliest memory is arriving. I was so lucky they found me! They took me in, raised me like one of their own, and when I was ready, they made me their princess.

#mario movie #mario movie spoilers #super mario bros #princess peach #super mario bros movie #super mario bros movie spoilers #cherrysip edits #mario movie was like ' let me just drop some wild new lore in here and then not come back to it in any way' lolol #DOES PEACH HAVE PARENTS BACK IN THE REGULAR WORLD THAT MOURN HER TO THIS VERY DAY???? #i don't know how feasible this would be but it feels like you could do some research to look up reports of missing children matching her #description over the last couple of decades and see if anything intriguing comes up :O #but i do love how this makes the relationship between peach and the toads so much more emotional and meaningful #they're not just her subjects. they saved her and gave her a loving home!!! they are her family and she would do anything for them!!! #they cared for her and now she cares for them even if it requires self-sacrifice #(another intriguing detail: the castle already exists here. did the toads have another monarch before this???) #(have they just been making unsuspecting humans wandering through the pipe royalty for hundreds of years????? HMM)

[zabiume]

i try not to think about zangetsu and ichigo too much because. well. they make me scream but honestly, i think about how ichigo doesn't know how to love without setting himself on fire, and that, at the heart of it, he's so afraid to lose anyone that he'd martyr himself for an absolute stranger without question (even if he tells rukia he's no superhero, he goes on to heal his enemies, explicitly tells them to dodge his attacks, looks at them with compassion for their causes – even if their goals clash with his own). ichigo does not know how to shut off the interconnectedness he feels between himself and another, which is insane because his love for others is always to his own detriment. as much as he loves people, he's also punishing himself (almost atoning for his own weakness that cost him his mother). to ichigo, there's a humiliation in being protected, but deep down....he desires it.

it's interesting that zangetsu says "tensa zangetsu is you" here, not just because of how it factors into ichigo's series-long struggle of accepting zangetsu (shiro) as a part of him, but also because of the dialogue that comes immediately after:

we just learned that zangetsu is ichigo, essentially, so zangetsu wanting to protect ichigo isn't just the self-healing quincy mechanism or the self-defensive hollow mechanism....it's ichigo wanting to protect himself. ichigo says his whole "i will protect everyone" shtick so often in the series that it's easy to overlook this, but i think ichigo himself knows this is not sustainable. it's a heavy burden to bear, but the whole time he's screaming, "i want it! i want to bear it!" (<- this will make up for the fact that i am fundamentally a weak and horrible person! look how strong i am!)

meanwhile, on the inside, he conjures up a power that, deep down, wants to protect him. i don't mean to say that ichigo is disingenuous when he says he wants to protect people, but i also think he wants to let people in and he isn't really sure how to do that without taking it to extremes. (notice how he tries to keep rukia, orihime and chad – some of his closest friends – out of the loop to protect them, so much so that he ignores their own takes on the matter and ends up unintentionally demanding that they "prove" themselves to him). he does this to his own sisters!

and all these characters tell him repeatedly what zangetsu tells him: they're here to help him, they want to share his burden, they want to fight alongside him in battle, they want him to lean on them and get their clothes dirty. it might be true that nobody loves his people more than ichigo does, but the opposite is also true: nobody loves anyone more than ichigo's allies love him.

for him to recognize and accept their love for him, and for him to accept his own desire to be vulnerable with those he shares a heart with, he first has to recognize zangetsu. his own soul. the blade IS me, with all its complications and darkness and insecurity, and the surge of that is so powerful it dries up an entire ocean!!!!

#the zangetsu-ichigoisms of it all...i wish i could be normal about them <3 #ichigo kurosaki #i miss the good old days when we used to go ages without seeing him and then he'd be back and i'd go :))) he :))) #much to the annoyance of my sister who hated him lol. could NEVER be me he's like a cousin to me #he's my [logan roy voice] number one boy #actually i don't miss it. i really hated it when we went so long without seeing him lolol it was one of the reasons i waited #for the entire tybw arc to drop before i actually read it

[nygleskas]

missed jermstone 2nd year anniversary (twas feb 21st) this is so so sad ....sorrey gideon i luv youuuuuu 💗💗💗💗 everyones obligated to look at him

#in my defense. this month has absolutely sucked for me i keep going thru The Horrors n time's not real #luckily not going thru any horrors rn but february's not over...there's still time for things to happen #ok anyways. not the point of this post. gideon <333 #miss him so much i need s4 out nOW #.txt #i need to make gifs of him but i'm tired ... #only like 5 ppl on earth watch thisshow. and they're my friends. i kinda want more ppl to watch it but also #i don't bc what if i open tumblr and see someone shipping w him i think i'd die and explode #i already had to deal w finding ppl all of a sudden shipping w greg after no one liking him for years. which upset me Greatly lolol i don't #want a repeat. gonna gatekeep jean n gideon bc they're my only boys who ppl haven't shipped with. let's keep it like that /lh /j #i'm just rambling now LOL oops #anyways anyways!!!. i like him. that's all that matters. i'm getting in my head now i'm gonna shush #gideon

[miraculous-showtime]

the way so many people are structuring their new cyberpunk set aus (specifically with cyber & idol) reminds me so much of an original story i haven't worked on in like a year lol but it's kinda making me wanna work on it again

#cyberpunk dead boy being all about condemning mindless content made to be consumed at face value by the masses #its making people go lol au where idol nenekasa or emukasa and rogue cyberpunk emurui or ruinene fighting against that industry #im not gonna explain the whole story but that was like the same basic idra #idea* #but there was more lore stuff and it included ''androids'' (puppets) #idk i don't need to be info dumping rn lolol #i miss my ocs but prsk obsession is taking up all my time <3 #not that im complaining cuz i love prsk #but i have made like maybe 5 oc drawings in the past couple of months #sigh such is the way of life #mirsho_txt

[elenadoeslife]

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#i wish i was confident enough to meet up with my friend irl. i miss having meet ups with a bestie. #i actually met her in secretary school almost a decade ago. but we only just reconnected and became friends after graduation - #like a couple of years ago #she's into tarot & crochet & F1 too. she's basically me lol. we send eachother memes all day and chat a lot too #i don't know what it is. we talked about meeting up several times before but i was still full on dealing with burn-out and anxiety #so i kept my distance because it was hard for me to focus on conversations and social activities took a lot out of me #i kinda wanna try again because i know we'll hit it off but i've gotten so reserved after all of the mental issues i've gone trough #like i don't trust my social capabilities irl lol #ugh. i mean she's even into my number one band. it isn't gonna get any better lolol #anyways. adult friendships are the bane of my existence and it shows #thanks for coming to my rant tags

[tradedsymmetry]

Where the Stars Fell is like:

"You WILL work to figure out what's going on sometimes."

"You will NOT be spoonfed details about every character interaction in this show"

"You WILL confront and challenge your own biases about people with disabilities of all kinds and what they're like."

And I love that about them.

#its late so i could maybe word this better some other time but i had to get it out #i just relistened to the first two episodes for the first time in awhile #and theres a spectrum in audio dramas from like... #'character is handed something and asks 'whats this?' and the question is explicitly answered and described' #to 'character is handed something and asks 'whats this?' and the reply is something like 'what the fuck do you think it is'' #and like... the last one is kinda wtsf #makes me feel dumb sometimes but in a good way. in a 'theres something im missing but that means theres something i prob need to find' way #like working on a puzzle kind of dumb #and then theres the thing where i imagined a character looking like the grandma from courage the cowardly dog... #and then found out shes like my age and had to deal with that and stare at myself in the mirror for an hour and think about what id done #i cant really say much more without spoilers i think but this show just feels so important and good #and i do not even really know enough about religion to fully Get It I don't think #i mostly relistened bc i just really love Ed's voice #i mean... newt's voice but i didn't want to try and fail at spelling their last name rn lolol #okay goodnight #where the stars fell

[sabctage]

ooc. in case anybody wants to ship with this mess, please know this is the song that's on my playlist for the rare event when he actually starts catching feelings back

#. hc #bang bang bang i never miss when i take my aim #i want it all i want it all #lolol #please don't like him it's a bad idea

[outtoshatter]

Apparently tumblr now MAKES you follow people before you can change your blog theme or icon. 💀 It's truly the worst design ever.

LAWD that's so awful. oh man i'm so annoyed by that for fuck's sake. on the spam/porn bot site?? really??? i'm probably gonna keep blocking blank blogs tbh, but i'll give it a couple days lol

#asks #whoops #well #not really i don't think anyone's missing too much lolol

[special-agent-spooky-mulder]

tag nine people you wanna get to know better :)

Hey @platyhelminth-gf thanks for tagging mee

favorite color: yellow, for happies

last song: fell on black days by soundgarden, rec'd by a friend

currently reading: there are like four books i'm not finishing right now... let's go with everyone on the moon is essential personnel by julian k jarboe

last movie: uhhhhh american utopia? (2020)

sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury but only bc my tummy is mean

currently working on: a novel-length mess of indiscriminate nature, a knitted quilt, various songs

I'm tagging @link-theultimatetimelord @kikml2 @wall2468 @rightintothepacific @spectralselkie @mailmanes @dangerouslydysphoric @m3rkury @retaliatesfirst

#this was fun but it took WAY too long i miss having a computer and Blogging™️ lol #no pressure if you don't wanna or your draft doesn't get saved and you just give up lolol

[fandom-hoarder]

No offense to twink jensen with the pretty face but--[silenced]

#there's just something missing with those noodle arms and flat chest i am so sorry #like my brain cannot compute this #but also the poses look like the photographer asked him out to a remote warehouse after hours for extra cash and i get squicky vibes👀 #the noodle look fit young jared idk why my brain cannot stand it with jensen lolol #don't unfollow me for this ur so sexy aha

[4trackcassette]

ok sorry for being a hater yesterday. I started reading some Ursula k le Guin essays and i have positive emotions again. i love her.

#sometimes I'm like I should engage Deeper with the things I read but then I'm like who likes a book report #I think about most books I read again and sometimes I don't think about them #The one I've thought about the Most Is this work book sacred ground about American battlefields lolol #Idk I think you could spend years on every single book and there's always more #I wrote this paper on Charles hirschkinds the feeling of history #And I keep thinking about it like #I took the easy option for writing the paper #And I think i was wrong to #I keep thinking back on the other question #Then again that question guided my next paper and so on and so forth #Oh my how do I miss school so badly already it's been almost exactly two months #I just don't THINK like that on my own #No matter how. Much I'm reading #Or even the stuff I write/present for work #Cuz it's all for the PUBLIX #what I really want to do at work is like. Talk about theories of the secular wrt to a battlefield defined by the NPS as sacred ground #and how that relates to the Def of sacred in like... Nagpra #and then like... also the relationship of this site to civil religion. And also representations of manifest destiny. #Etc.

[tko-draws]

boooo I shouldn't have to take math classes, let me draw my gay fish in peace >:v

#tumblr really wanted me to add tags #yes I'm talking about splatoon i don't think we're surprised by that anymore lolol #SPECIFICALLY #Ikkan n Warabi #fucking wild I'm bringing them back #(i missed them so)

[bunnie-bits]

woke up from a dream where my ex's dad was getting remarried but the mom was bullying me for some reason??

kinda feel like shit even though it wasn't real lol. bleh.

#uuuh at least i had some weird gravity defying umbrella on a rope that let me wind surf/float? #and i used it to see my grandma on a second floor somewhere. she said [getting up there] was done w real class lol #like okay? 😭 i haven't seen or talked to her in Years. i don't even think she's alive anymore tbh... #silver lining to an otherwise weird dream was getting to hang w my ex's younger sib. #they r funny and cool and enby too and i miss them tbh. #i don't have a 'family'.. i do have my half sister who i started talking to recently but we don't rly have time to talk or are that close #which is bc i don't usually have the spoons or it's just a busy day. idk i don't have a point. it's just 1am and I'm #half thinking of family i had and half just sitting on the fact that i don't have family and haven't ever rly had a fixed permanent family #complicated life 😐 I'd say the closest i get to being a part of a family is through relationships and getting to know theirs but then it #all goes poof as soon as y'all break up and lolol losing friends and family over a breakup hurts more than the breakup itself.. #okok done being vulnerable for the night I'm going back to bed.

[paunchsalazar]

I think you should make more posts high

omg lol.... i don't know about that

#you should not validate me lolol i would ramble on forever if someone was there to listen... #really stupid but sometimes i miss school just because there are always people to talk to... or even just listen to!! #anyway i don't know anything about any topic ever do not listen to me also xoxoxo thank you for reading my journal #i wish we could get high and sit and talk about whatever occurs to us!!

[maraczeks]

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#end of year review except this is probably the most Lived™️ year and i wanna whisper it #jan - got sc*mend hated myself but also i watched the newsroom and went to seattle w renata!!! #feb - turned 20 🤢 but i met the reid's this month that's all i remember spring sem was a blur #march - spring break i watched the newsroom again but i don't remember the experience also dc and cherry blossoms and prepping clue week aw #april - agong passed away i don't remember a lot else oh and started wr*ting because of that :( still remember watching chuck finale w laura #and tash that night :( mightve declared music major this month also i know i started working on the concerto #may also a blur at this point having met the reid's every week and jamie's hug when i gave her the snacks 🥺🥺 also maple and curo aw finals #etc being saur excited for ireland and bath omg but ten days in charlottesville and then IRELANDDD cliffs of moher my home #june bath program literally best housemates rereading austen and mhairi so good gojng to london and oxford genuinely so good i love travel a #and pubs and yeah just so many treasured memz #july getting covid 😭😭 terrible worst time of my life being alone in my parents house no actually like i realized i really hated myself lolol #aug wisdom teeth removed 😭😭 july/aug a blur seeing hs friends visitng angela's convent aw sunsets and then driving cross country with my par #parents bruh... cannot believe we did that and then ra training #sept also a blur lots of hanging in anna and ty's room not the most exciting classes idk that was so long ago but ohhh picnics and kayaking #w the reid's and then hurricane weekend and spending like the whole afternoon w them sweet sweet times #oct terrible busy packed taking my harp out every weekend ew but it got restrung ! weddings were also really fun but ya too busy then hallow #oh i forgot howloscream <3 and then i got sick and wmso halloween concert fun times #nov i barely remember the beginning like. nothing happened and then thanksgiving break ! lovely lovely sunken picnics and time alone and mor #family times w the reid's :') and omg the neighbors hosting us was literally one of the best times ever they're sooo sweet black friday shop #ping was so fun too then suddenly it's december ?????? the two weeks btwn tksgv did not exist but ahhh miss jellison's hug omfg best person #in the world i love her then wcc cofm advent joy week was so special then this past week kinda one of the worst weeks witnessing laura and h #er family lose her mom 😣😣😣😣 god #in conclusion : jaimie evie and miss jellison hugs :( cried practiced wrote the most this year omg i cant believe i forgot to mention bsf on #e of my strongholds and things keeping me upright i feel like this last semester was the closest i've been and most dependent even when i #didn't have the feeling like i was learning to constantly depend and praise Him it's incredible and i feel so so loved by my Father by the p #ppl He loves me through so. it's almost midnight on the east coast 2022 you were lived and loved. #dec 31 2022 #i also forgot joining small group and actually getting involved in acf truly one of the best parts of campus #best media the newsroom and 27 dresses !!!!