#don't worry I'm fine

[vt-scribbles]

What does your fictional happy place look like?

One of mine is a twilit-island floating far above a metropolis. The setting glow of the day glistens off of hovering cubes and spheres of water that I can dive in and out of as freely as a bird. Not an inch of the island is barren, a furry coat of moss and velvety grass makes your steps silent and soft. The grass is cool to the touch with a deep warmth beneath the surface. If you lay upon it, it saps every bit of stress from your body, and all you become aware of is the gently blowing wind, and the far-off sounds of a city.

How about yours?

#VT text #Whimsy posting #I had a bit of an 'awakening' today and I'm done being disillusioned and detached from shit #If the internet is not going to provide people with whimsy and moments of awareness where they can daydream freely #then I will try to make up for it. #Don't worry I'm fine #this is not a bad thing #I've just got a lot of feelings bursting out of my head and chest right now #anyways #what does your happy place look like?

[sailforvalinor]

I'm really testing the durability of my waterproof mascara this week and tbh the only thing getting me to the weekend is coffee, the FMA manga, and the promise of Tortured Poets Department

#don't worry I'm fine #it's just the last three weeks of the semester and I'm very busy and also sick #i highly anticipate having more playlist fodder

[ilikepjo24]

Being able to fall down the stairs, slightly get hit by a car, have my finger cut off, fall off a first story balcony and still manage to successfully convince myself that the pain is not even that bad, even when bones have been broken, just walk it off you big baby, is either my greatest feat or my most toxic trait.

#about me #don't worry I'm fine #the pain is not even that bad actually

[ethicaltreatmentofcowplants]

I have an unusual collection of housemates this save.

#my sims #simself #don't worry i'm fine #i'm a spellcaster so #as long as i keep on casting grand delicioso i'm safe #probably #but yeah added to vlad's household for the lolz #so vlad on the other hand... #sorry stans #greg lunvik #vladislaus straud

[madest-art]

I finally finished the art :D

the result of this art: I am tired, during this time I failed before the introduction of tumblr into my life, and I will also have to pass exams in the next year and I would like to go to distance learning since I was sick of buling for all my school years, I just want to sit at home and do my favorite drawing and study in my but instead of going to an educational institution and being bullied again, that was enough for me. . . and it will make me feel bad again morally

#art #madcom #madcom oc #madness combat #oc #digital art #madness project nexus #sai2art #lol #my art #Don't worry I'm fine

[thecrazyworldbuilder]

Magic is the blood of the soul. Some people have magical iron deficiency, others have magic leukemia. There are different kinds of magic, different types.

Tears are the blood of the soul. When a soul bleeds, the person cries.

Tears are magic. Shed in sorrow, shed in pain, shed in grief, anger, hatred, sadness, fear, or in love, happiness, surprise, acceptation, hope.

Magic can be liquid. It falls to the ground, giving birth to flowers with unique properties. Bladepetal that gives strength and soothes pain grows from tears of warriors. Mementoia grows from the tears of mothers grieving their children. Aladus grows from tears of disbelief of being loved.

Magic can be solid. Dried tears turned to salt, they can make metal glossy and channeling pure emotion, unlocking abilities when attuned to the right feeling.

Magic can be gas. We can smell the world the way it was when we cried and remember things we have forgotten. Evaporated tears are in the air everywhere, carrying memories in them, and not everyone can feel the scent, not everyone can look into the past of others.

You can bleed your soul to death by crying so much it dies.

Magic is the blood of the soul. Blood of the soul is tears. Tears are magic.

And I haven't cried in a long, long time. And everyday, I wonder if my soul is dead.

#don't worry i'm fine #just turning a poetic idea into a worldbuilding in-universe monologue explanation #it's one HELL of a magic mechanic is it #fantasy #fantasy world #fantasy setting #fantasy worldbuilding #fantasy idea #fantasy world idea #worldbuilding prompt #worldbuilding idea #worldbuilding #worldbuilding fantasy #worldbuilding ideas #worldbulding magic #magic system #magic system worldbuilding #worldbuilding magic system #world creation

[tinfairies]

Aegon is me

I am Aegon

I too turn to sex because I don't think I'm going to get gentle or loving touches otherwise.

I don't think anyone would want me for anything aside from my body so I wear my hypersexuality like armor and use lewd jokes as a sword.

I'm so used to drunk and drugged up sex that I don't even know what love making is. I've only ever been raped and used.

Cis men scare the shit out of me.

#tin talks #Vent #Don't worry I'm fine #Legit just had a realization and needed to put it somewhere

[tensecretsandakiss]

isn't it funny how my self esteem is so terrible that I have a full on fear of people thinking or knowing that I find them attractive because I'm worried they'll be offended or upset

#haha #so funny #elda rambles #don't worry I'm fine

[agendratum]

everyday i wake up and think, “wow, have the burning anxiety in my chest finally loosen up a little?” and everyday an hour later i realise that no, i was just a bit too sleepy to feel it that early, it’s still right there, in my chest

#don't worry i'm fine #honestly in the last 3 years starting a year with a burning anxiety basically became a tradition #it's just annoying like what is anxiety even achieving? #making me more worried than i already am? dude i can that on my own #i can do* #shut the fuck up anxiety no one asked you #... i should try making memes #chattering

[ohnoitsthebat]

I fucked up. Big time.

Can life stop fucking me repeatedly? And if it can't, damn, can it at least use some lube first?

#don't worry i'm fine #nobody is hurt #but i did make a very big very punishable mistake #and now i can't stop ruminating #i took responsibility #i acknowledged and apologized #but whoo boy #this was a doozy #im just venting #bat.txt #personal

[himi-wiz]

If I have a nickel for how many pathetically toxic, practically irredeemable unless it's an au adult men I ended up enjoying, I'll have 3 nickels.

It's not a lot but it sure as hell weird. Also all three are involved in the stem field in some way who are determined to stick to their committed evil paths even if it sucks for them and two of them are retired military personnel that are pretty shitty dads or dad-figures in their 40s.

Guessing game:

First is a sorry excuse of a doctor running a Mafia whose greatest joy seems to be shipping his apprentices, acting delusional enough so people would underestimate him but also he likes being delusional anyways, game theory and bugging his ex-husband. Way too obsessed with finding optimal solution, please stop logick for once and have a heart, you managed that in a canonical au before why are you doing this.

Second is a conman who helped the current government overthrow the system by creating the setting's famed mind control musical device, may have helped created a bunch of pink clone children and is happily avoiding child support (for both his bio and clone ones) and spends his life on various schemes cheating people out of money. At least he's got drip and a very good voice. 100/10 will get cheated and wouldn't even realise it.

Third one is a sad mop of a failing med student pressured by his parents who gets obsessed with hunting down his current target because of jealousy when this walking inferiority complex can't cope with his daddy/mommy issues. Talking about why he is heinous is a serious spoiler but when your best friend is a little girl who understands you because you both have antisocial tendencies is not a good sign.

#himi actually says something wow #random #spoilers for fandoms below #bsd #hypmic #tasokare hotel #like.... look i recognise that these things can be harmful but i deserve some fun too #don't worry i'm fine #i think #problematic characters

[suddenly-sara]

I'm just fundamentally unhappy with ... everything right now. I'm having so much trouble making my brain produce enough happy-chems about anything I love.

And of course, my dirtbag brain that loves suggesting I make my grand exit is just repeating to me that now's the fucking time. So I gotta listen to that shit now too.

#tw : Suicidal Ideation #depression #I'm just so tired #Don't worry I'm fine #it's just ideation I'm not planning anything #but that doesn't stop my brain from suggesting it as a solution to literally everything #Extreme version of “If it sucks hit da bricks” #brain just wants me to hit the bricks EXTRA HARD

[kipowolfton]

I just opened ibisPaint to rediscover my eepy time artwork and holy shit I think I might've had a meltdown at 2 AM last night 😭😭😭💀😭💀😭

I grabbed a stylus and went 'fuck it' 😭

my depression comes out in the form of scribbles stars canines and also Jared I guess💀😭💀💀💀😭💀😭

#Don't worry I'm fine #this is why I need music #Music gives my brain a tone or a guideline of how to draw #My headphone Jack is broken so I don't have music #No music = no emotion = no ideas= no motivation = random bullshit go #Also I think I've said this before but what I draw and how I draw it and when and if I draw it is 100% based on my mood #in my defense #I was left unsupervised with my own brain #And well #my brain hates me

[thisismehappy]

Btw, I learned a lesson today with my psychiatrist which is that if your psychiatrist asks how your trauma symptoms are doing apparently "I don't know because I haven't left the house in a month" is the wrong answer 💀💀💀

#haha this was not supposed to post??? #it was supposed to be a little headcanon nonsense #please hold #accidentally posting embarrassing things from the draft folder 💀 #could have been worse #leaving up for comedic value #don't worry i'm fine #this was months ago anyway

[astro-b-o-y-d]

Got a drink and didn't realize it had vodka in it until it was halfway gone, lmao whoops

#Hayley Speaks #Alcohol // #Don't worry I'm fine #Just warm and a little sillyyyy

[cookieandbread]

I want to make a Ninjago royalty AU where each Elemental Master has a kingdom (except Fire & Water they're together) where everyone is supposed to be straight but they're all very gay. Like Zane is supposed to marry Pixal but has a big crush on Cole, Jay is supposed to marry Nya but he wants to marry her bro, and Nya is the lesbian who can't choose so polycouple with Skylor and Pixal. And Lloyd is just standing there in the middle of all the drama like "my parents don't care about me so im not forced to marry anyone and I'm aroace but I guess I'll have to help all of u not being romantically dumb"

But I also want to make a zombie apocalypse AU where everyone die (don't worry everyone is still very gay)

But I have no motivation

Edit : I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna do both of those fics and you're gonna hate me for the second one. My AO3 account is BreadFrench250 (I was hungry and uninspired) and I’ll try to link the fanfics as soon as I they are posted

Edit 2 : link for royalty AU posted

#don't worry i'm fine #(no im not) #lego ninjago #ninjago #zane julien #cole brookstone #jay walker #kai smith #nya smith #pixal borg #skylor chen #glaciershipping #plasma #stolendata #phoenix #samourai #wtf are these ship names #what is the name for #Nya x Skylor x Pixal