#donr complain to me of all people

[callilouv]

overanalyzing everything i do would solve 99.99% of my problems methinks

#cw vent #DONR READ IF U DONT WANT MY SAD EMO STUFF PSLSPSPSL #ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ idle chit chat #gusy dont mind me ok im back with my overthinking nothing special<3 HELKJKH #im too hard on myself i think aha #hashtag people pleaser problems #i dont like how i aim to please people instead of focusing on what will be better for me #like this is more of an irl problem rather than online yk #for all of my life ive just been so so passive and lenient #i was so scared of my family expressing any negative feelings towards me that i basically became less like a human and more like a doll #i didnt speak that much . never really complained about anything . and took what i was given #and it has impacted me so fucking much #they werent kidding when stuff like this usually starts in your own home aha #but yeah man #i just feel like if i dont act a certain way or paint myself to be this certain kind of friend nobody would care for me #when will i ever be comfortable and happy as who i truly am i wonder? #idek if this makes sense tbh im just writing thought LMAO #but usually my thoughts contradict each other . but everything makes sense at the same time . so its kinda hard to type down without not mak #ing any sense LMAOO

[lilolilyr]

But if you write something you woulvr written anyways, then there won't be any more content because of the secret santa :( we need more andromaquynh!

Hi! This way, I'll focus on this story in more detail and the fic will probably be longer and better than it would've been otherwise :) so don't worry about that!

And really if someone writes exactly the story they already planned to write anyway, they're still valid entries for a secret santa as long as they haven't posted it anywhere else before!!!

#anon #the audacity #andromaquynh secret santa #andromaquynhsecretsanta #answered #ask the blogger #04.12.20 #dec'20 #x #f #xx #andromaquynh #agree that we need more content of course #but uhm #donr complain to me of all people #lmfao

[yeah-this-is-my-username]

Hi I feel lonely

#amogus imposter venting in the tags dont mind me haha #anyway. i see people having friends and a friend group and im like man. i coukd have have that. but i dont. instead im here bejng lonely #and isolating myself. and no ones stopping me from talking or reaching out its just like no youre not gonna talk to anyone wver actually #have fun i guess lol #but whatever im used to being lonely maybe not really but you live and move on i guess #i used to have an irl friend group and then i went to middle schoola dn then there was a fucking pandemis and then i loet all contact and #then i became lonely and now. im . here. #but its whatever yknow like i said you live youu learn and you move on it fine its whatever. haha. #tired of feeling like shit. really. cant have one good thing without there being 20 other bad things. #its hard being the optimistic one and the calm one and the one with the brightest future. im just complaining at this point and it feeling #like im whining and trying to be a vistim or whatever but its just exhausting. like hi when can i take a break!!!!?!?!?!?!?!? #i dont remeber half of what i wrote here i blacked out but ill post this for the funsies. so quirky. maybe silly. definitely quirky. #okay i hope no one read this but i put ut on the internet so at least someone did. if so. hi. hope ur well!!! donr listen to me im a downer #lol ok... bye

[crustaceanenjoyer]

I think I'm having a slump in terms of depression and uh having energy and motivation but the thing is there's also the part where I have a disability that means I get tired from stuff that wouldn't neccecarily affect people whom function different frm me uwu and its not a clear cut case of knowing when the good thing to do is to get out more and do stuff or knowing when I genuinely need to just sleep a lot and be alone so I donr have worse and worse meltdowns. what does it mean what does it all mean. We just don't know. The verdict is out on this one. I feel like a few weeks ago I had the whole sleep situation under control but im back to the old me of not falling asleep easily and having no energy during daytime. Although that part never went away but it's getting complained about which is understandable bc it kinda sucks that I have the energy to do fuck all whether its stuff i want to do or not. Just unfunctioning executively you know how it goes 😗😔