#dont let me go

[yoan-le-grall]

#gif #anime #retro anime #old anime #90s anime #90s #revolutionary girl utena #utena #stay #dont let me go #lofi #glitter

[backpackgoldfish]

Don’t Let Me Go - Part 3

Summary: After the death of her Father, Y/n finds solace in the arms of her father’s best friend... Aaron Hotchner.

Pairing: Dbf!Aaron Hotchner x fem!reader

Series warnings: death, murder, smut (I plan to write lots of smut😈) age gap (reader is 18 or older and Aaron is in his 40s I think)

Series masterlist

Sorry for the wait and also sorry for those of you who may looking for some spice at the end of this chapter I didn't realize I was working on the next chapter when I asked, so things will be heating up soon just not in this chapter... technically...

Also I I didn't really edit this cause I forgot about it so please excuse any mistakes

As the sun rises both Aaron and Y/n lie awake, physically separate but mentally in the same place. Neither one has stopped thinking about the kiss all night. The young girl hasn’t stopped touching where his lips were on hers since she entered her room, she never wants to forget the feeling. She knows what she did was wrong, but she couldn’t stop herself. He just looked so good in the darkness of the night, a darkness they could hide in from the rest of the world. In truth she isn’t sorry for what she did, kissing him felt amazing, and she’d do it again, but she’s sorry for how this might change their relationship. And now she’s scared to face him in the light of the morning.

The older man on the other hand, feels like this is all his fault. He wonders if he led her on in some way, somehow made her believe he was interested in her in anyway but platonically. Aaron tries to convince himself the reason he enjoyed the kiss was not because it was with Y/n but because he hasn’t been kissed in so long. He tells himself if he was in his right mind when it happened it wouldn’t have happened, and maybe it wouldn’t have, but it did. Now he must live with it.

At least he stopped it when he did. Just imagine if he hadn’t come to his senses and let that girl climb into his lap, that would have been so much worse. He wouldn’t have been able to stop then. And you can’t just sweep something like that under the rug, pretend it never happened, or convince yourself it was a momentary lapse in judgment, that you just lost control for a bit, no. no, if that had had happened he would be in a world of trouble and guilt.

As his thoughts wander towards the idea of if he let her climb into his lap, he finds himself wondering if she’d feel as good as he imagines, would he be able to let her go or would he grow addicted. He feels like she would be so easy to get addicted to. Does she taste as good as her lips do? No! Aaron, get ahold of yourself.

The older man decides to get up and get dressed hoping it’ll help clear his mind. But as he stands from the couch, he gets distracted by the sound of someone reaching the bottom of the stairs. He turns and meets Y/n’s gaze. Her eyes widen in slight panic, not fully ready to face him yet. But before she can stop her stop herself her sight drops to his bare chest, his shirt discarded in the middle of the night trying to get more comfortable, blaming heat for his insomnia. But then her eyes drop a little lower… She realizes what she just did at the same time Aaron does, and as a deep blush blooms over her face she abruptly turns and heads to the kitchen.

“Y/n we should talk.” Aaron speaks as he quickly put back on his shirt before following after her. Y/n opens the fridge and starts pulling out things to make breakfast.

“Do we have to?” She doesn’t look at him as she responds, focused on pulling out the eggs and setting them on the counter before closing the fridge door.

“Yes.” She turns and looks up at him, but she doesn’t know what to say. He steps closer to her until he stands right in front of her, she feels so small with him towering over her, and as he looks down it’s like he sees her for the first time. As the beautiful woman she’s become and not just his best friend’s daughter. “Last night…” Aaron starts but trails off as he searches her face for how she’s feeling.

“Please don’t… Please don’t try to profile me.” She whispers. “I’m sorry, Aaron. I didn’t mean to, and it won’t happen, okay?” her voice is shaky, and she fights the tears that want to form in her eyes.

Aaron doesn’t know what comes over him, maybe it’s the same thing that happened to Y/n just a few hours before, but somehow, he finds himself grabbing her face and pressing his lips to hers. Y/n moans quietly into the kiss, her hands fisting at his shirt, trying to get him closer. He presses her back against the edge of the counter making her gasp at the abruptness of the whole thing. Her lips are so soft, and her kisses are so delicate. The make him feel like a different man, they make him forget the harsh reality that is his life, make him forget all the terrible things he sees every day. He thinks maybe this is what he needs now, her sweetness, her light. he’s become so cold he needs her warmth. Their lips move so perfectly against each other.

So wrapped up in one another they almost don’t hear as the two little boys charge down the stairs, but the excited voices alert them of the approaching children. The break away from each other as quickly as they can. Y/n busies herself with the food on the counter while Aaron goes to the coffee maker on the other side of the kitchen.

The boys run to Y/n excited for breakfast, hoping to get her to make waffles and bacon. Both the boys are still in their pajamas just like Y/n and Aaron. And for a moment as Y/n looks at everyone, she pretends this is her life, making breakfast for her family, on her husband’s day off. She imagines they would spend the whole day in pajamas just being together, running around outside and playing games together, then at night they’d watch a movie and when the kids fall asleep her and Aaron would carry them up to bed and tuck them in before retiring to their own room, and maybe they’d try for another baby once they’re alone…

But her daydream breaks when she gets a reminder of reality in the form of her mother entering the kitchen, dressed and ready for the day, presumably to give off the appearance of being put together in the presence of company. Y/n wants to roll her eyes; you don’t have to be perfect every second of the goddamn day. Your husband just died maybe try to act like you care and stop using it as an excuse for attention. The young girl wants to scream at her mother but keeps her thoughts to herself, maintaining the perfect daughter role just like how her mother raised her.

“Morning mom.” Y/n greets with a smile. “Going somewhere?” she does her best to hold back her annoyance as she pulls out a bowl to start the batter. Y/n had agreed to Ben and Jack’s request without even realizing it, to caught up in her own imagination.

“No.” her mother laughs softly. “I always get dressed before coming down for breakfast, remember?” Diane gives her daughter the look again, and this time Y/n knows she can’t ignore it.

“You’re right, I guess I just never noticed, silly me.” The girl gives her best fake smile and her mother does the same back, the tension between the two fills the room with an awkwardness that is hard to ignore, poor Aaron just standing to the side has to listen to the two.

“Oh Aaron, let me do that.” Y/n notices the tone of her mother’s voice and stares at her in utter disbelief.

You have got to be fucking kidding me.

Y/n nearly crushes the whisk in her hand as she watches her mother put her hand on Aaron’s arm. Thankfully, Aaron steps out of the way as Diane finishes making coffee. But Y/n has to hide her little smirk as Aaron joins her to help make breakfast.

“What can I do?” Aaron asks with a little twinkle in his eye as he looks down at Y/n.

“Um, can you do the bacon?” she asks him so sweetly, with the same twinkle reflecting in her own eyes, he couldn’t say no if he wanted to. He nods as she hands him the picture of meat, their fingers linger for just a second as they touch in passing. She ducks her head as she smiles getting back to making waffles. She touches her lips for just a second, thinking something incredible is starting, while Aaron internally beats himself up and tells himself after today, he won’t see Y/n for a while.

Maybe it’s time to go back to work, he thinks. But as he glances at Y/n, seeing her smile at his son, asking if he wants to help her pour the batter into the waffle maker, he knows work won’t help.

He’s fucked.

#aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner smut #aaron hotchner x reader #criminal minds #dad's best friend #forbidden relationship #george foyet #george foyet x reader #hotch x reader #jack hotchner #dont let me go #dlmg

[allura-raine]

#purple aesthetic #violet aesthetic #my edit #dont let me forget #dont let me go #dont fade away #im here for you #love #lovecore #hand holding #grasping reality #purplecore #sparkles #sparklecore #glow aesthetic #glowcore #purple glow #true love #relationships #memoriee #soul connection #till the end of time #allura's aesthetics

[alley-fox]

Some sketches from last chapter because I really like Tokoyami's undercover mode

#fanart of my own fanfic I guess #he looks like a character from a game tbh #at least with the hood on #don't let me go; my wings are clipped #dont let me go #tokoyami fumikage #mha #bnha

[goth-boi666]

I wanna be adored❤️‍🩹

#red and black #gothboiclique #goth #sad boi club #sad boi shit #dark red #red theme #red #red aesthetic #stone roses #i wanna be adored #sad boi hours #sad boii #sad boi vibes #dont let me go

[nozirohhex]

mgk - dont let me go 🎹🖤

#my edits #mgk #machine gun kelly #est #lace up #colson baker #est for life #tickets to my downfall #mainstream sellout #hotel diablo #life in pink #music #band #bands #edit #edits #lyric #lyrics #lyric sign #lyric signs #lyric edits #lyric edit #dont let me go #piano

[desorden-en-letras]

"𝐍𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐦𝐚́𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐚́ 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐥 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫 𝐪𝐮𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐨𝐬".

𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐌𝐞 𝐆𝐨- 𝐂𝐀𝐒

-𝒔𝒏𝒉𝒏𝒌𝒌𝒎𝒏

#desorden en letras #snhnkkmn #abril 2023 #pub9 #escritos #frases #letras #letras de canciones #ciggaretes after sex #frases de canciones #pensamientos #amor #textos #sentimientos #citas en español #textos en español #dont let me go

[itsjustmeok]

Please...

... pretty please 🥺?

#henry cavill #just hold me #dont let me go #im exausted

[cherrydreamsxx]

୨୧ ✿

#flowers #cute #pink #prayer #pinterest #dont let me go #eedee tumblr #my friend ana #coffedoesnthelp

[illsadboy]

Machine Gun Kelly dopo l’esaurimento nervoso è tornato con una nuova canzone e come sempre non mi ha deluso 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

Mi hai dato una possibilità e ho fatto un casino, dammene un’altra sono scappato dai segreti che nascondevo da bambino e non li ho mai affrontati ho appena chiamato la mamma, le ho detto che la perdono per non essere stata lì quando ne avevo bisogno… Chi sono io quando la musica si ferma e il personaggio che interpreto è davvero distrutto e dannatamente perduto? Lo giuro, te l’ho detto più e più volte in tutte queste canzoni ma non sentono niente di quello che scrivo perché sono troppo occupati a cercare di cancellarmi. Vedresti che è difficile per me essere vulnerabile perché l’ho bloccato ho avuto problemi di fiducia, crescendo, nessuno era lì per sentire quello che pensavo il mio cuore era spezzato come le mie costole da bambino, quando io e mio padre litigavamo sì, mi sto curando con qualcosa che non riesco a pronunciare, ma è quello che mi ha dato il dottore paziente in riabilitazione, con carta e penna, questo psichiatra continua a valutare come posso apprezzare il fatto che la mia mano non era sulla sua pancia quando abbiamo perso il bambino? Non ho nessuno a cui rivolgermi perché nella mia vita sono morti tutti quelli che cercavano di crescermi cerco qualcuno che mi dica chi sono veramente, non lo so quando mi guardo allo specchio… La sensazione di morire da sola e di non lasciare nulla dietro è la mia più grande paura.

#machine gun kelly #mgk #dont let me go #citazioni #pezzi di vita #riflessioni #canzoni #testi canzoni #testi che ti entrano dentro #storie di vita #solitudine #pensieri #aforismi #tristezza #testi #frasi canzoni #🖤 #mamma #tossicodipendenza #dipendenze #citazioni canzoni #canzoni tristi #testi rap #alternativa #musica #storie #vita e morte #Spotify

[onewistotoro]

💙 💚

#shinee #onew #minho #dont let me go

[sunset-xx]

I hope you don't let yourself go

#inspiring quotes #quoteoftheday #dailypost #dailyquotes #osthoughts #positive thoughts #aesthetic #euphoria #reminder #daily reminder #quotesoflife #stay positive #strong #i forgive you #forget you #dont let it break your heart #dont let me forget #dont let me go #dont let yourself go #finding yourself #find me #everydaypractice #spiritualgrowth #spirituality #art #artwork #thoughts #life quotes

[cat-covens]

All those crying videos that are in my drafts and privates..there all tears for you..isn't that sad.

#cute #tumblr #love #sad poetry #original poetry #pls love me #poetry thoughts #reblog #tears #crying #i love you #want me #need me #private post? #emotional #dont let me go

[reddaysareforharry28]

Okay but what the actual fuck happened to 19-year-old Harry?

#harry styles #fratboy harry #unreleased songs #just a little bit of your heart #dont let me go #hunger #half the world away #what on earth

[abisexualperspective]

the intro to this song sounds so much like Harry Styles' Don't Let Me Go and it makes me sad all over again as if I'm listening to it for the first time.

#harry styles #dont let me go #cause of a scene #jake wesley rogers #music #lgbt #larry #my thoughts #Spotify

[tsunadede]

Day 1 Carcar City.

Looks fine but I'm not.

#dont let me go #cigarettes and sex #cebu tour