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#dont mind me sobbing here
threestripeslider · 1 year
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Tired: Rise!Splinter is a neglectful and awful father who doesn’t care about his kids >:(
Wired: Rise!Splinter’s negligence comes from a place of deep trauma that he’s carried with him his whole life – losing his mother, having been betrayed by the love of is life, being imprisoned and forced to fight for his life, used as an experiment and subsequently being mutated and losing his whole identity as a person – and while it certainly doesn’t excuse his behavior, there is no doubt that this man loves his sons fiercely despite his own shortcomings and perhaps it is exactly that love and care that causes him to keep his children at arms length in hopes to spare them his family’s cursed legacy that grooms them into martyrs and are thus destined to die young, a sacrifice for the greater good that Splinter is never willing to make even if it means forfeiting the world to the Shredder. Splinter’s journey of fatherhood began by being completely unprepared as a fresh young single father of four young children that depend on him to survive and there is no surprise he’s hit almost every bump there possibly is when raising a child but never in his life has Splinter ever blamed or resented his children in any way – he is not perfect and he’s aware and he tries to do better all because he loves his kids this fucking much bc despite all the shit he’s been through, those kids made him realize that he can try again. to dismiss him as an awful father is a gross mischaracterization of a deeply traumatized man of color who evidently tried his fucking hardest not to pass on the hurt onto his own children while grappling with his own demons and the crushing destiny of his family’s blood line that took away his mother.
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spearxwind · 8 months
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Heya! I imagine your notifications tab must be flooded, so I have personally come to deliver this sort of low-poly 3D model I made of Talas-
It was very relaxing to make and it turned out to be one of the best models I made so far!
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I attempted to rig him as well but that sadly didn't turn out to work because the fin got all wacky at some places aaand textures went poof ((I detected the issue but it's too complicated to fix)). Otherwise it wasn't so bad!
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So I hope you'll like it! Your characters are so awesome and your art inspires me a lot!!
I wish you a wonderful rest of the day :3
AWW THIS IS SO COOL HELLO!!!!! THE ABSOLUTE SWAG I AM BLOWN AWAY OMG I WANT TO SEE MY LITTLE BOY (HERE HE COMES)
I love the low poly look to him too its one of my fave aesthetics ever, you did him so good!!! super super thankful oh my gosh
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anony-mouse-writer · 3 months
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Okay, but can we talk about how this season had the MOST solid teams? For a season that started episode 1 with barely any concrete alliances, by the end of the season, almost every team was in ride-or-die mode to an extent that we usually only see from one or two factions at most in other seasons.
cletho enjoyers have been having a field day over here with cleo and etho’s run at painting the town and grian was the only one who listened to etho when he said that they were outnumberedd and outgunned and sacrificed himself with the intent to get gem into manageable territory for everyone else.
the mounders went into the last battle together and joel and bdubs died in the same fight, barely blocks from each other. pearl, who’d spent the entire last episode telling the boys not to die on her and offering they kill her when she got low, was the last survivor and was Very Not Okay with it.
the heart foundation was a bit funny, cuz bigb was always one foot out the door, so his ‘do you have an alliance/ ehhhh’ while they lived was fairly on brand, but tango betrayed scar and walked knowingly into his death with him because he wouldn’t betray skizz.
gem and the scotts were, of course, ride or die from day one. even with scott doing his social gaming and gem’s apocalypse, scott and impulse both gave her their yellow lives and scott gave her his red as well.
and even, in the end, scar, who’d gotten genuine offers of alliance from 3/4 of the factions and denied them all for one reason or another, still ended up teaming with pearl at the end and managed a heartbreaking final fight.
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get-back-homeward · 5 months
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Now and Then Day
This sideblog began after watching Get Back nagged and nagged at me until finally I started to look closer at context relative to the Beatles discography and suddenly started experiencing these WAIT WHAT moments every day as what I thought I knew got turned inside out. The appeal was in looking at something you knew like the back of your hand from another direction and seeing/hearing something new you hadn’t seen/heard before. But I had no idea we’d get another song to add to the mix in 2023.
I knew Now and Then day would be an experience. I thought I’d have to wait the whole day before listening. But I got lucky and found a few minutes to listen to Now and Then when it was first released this morning. And inexplicably clicked to hear the remastered Love Me Do instead. I cannot explain my brain.
I then tried to start Now and Then and noped out before 15 seconds in. Too overwhelming. Not the right time. I was too rushed and needed more space to mentally prepare for it.
I caught NPR covering the Now and Then release today on my drive home. They had a Lennon biographer (I didn’t catch the name) reviewing the song. He said the song recalls John’s more delicate tunes like Beautiful Boys (sic) and mentioned John started the song in 1970.
Say what?!
Here I was late last night trying to nail down a better date for John’s demo than “late 70s”. Meanwhile, biographers are just here on national public radio pushing lies. Did he have ChatGPT write his comments?
Oh yeah, they also said it was created with AI no qualifier.🤦‍♀️
They played a few snippets of the song including one new piece not in the doc but refrained from playing it in full. It was mostly wrong Beatles facts all segment.
Trying the song a second time hours later, I got through it in one piece but was feeling abit 🥴 about it as a song itself. Having just listened to the original demo was probably a mistake, and I could hear all the seams and feeling the Frankenstein song effect.
Third attempt sounded more together, with the seams not quite as noticeable. I was prepared for the changes, the layering bits from other songs, and noted highlights of the instrumentals: the strings, George’s guitar bits, and Ringo’s flourishes. I love Paul coming through on the future tense certainty of “I will love you” (is that I Will?). Ringo’s shimmering effect choice (is it tams?) is such an entrancing closer. Giles’ score and Beatles recycled bits do mend the seams well once I stop thinking about them too much.
On fourth listen, my biggest notes are questioning why Paul’s harmony with John isn’t more distinct. He shows a lot of restraint here but maybe too much? Did Get Back get to him in other ways than the most obvious? Is he just self-conscious about his own voice? Or is it the limitation of the tech when it comes to harmony mixing?
The strings were what I was most worried about, but their entrance at the 1:15 mark really kicks it up a notch to transition into the singalong. Other standouts are 1:40 with George’s flourish and 2:29 peak with the guitar solo.
Lyrically, it’s the conditional and if I make it through it’s all because of you that haunts in layers of meaning both grim and cathartic that reverberate through time and space.
If John makes it through emotionally to 1980 and has a comeback? Congrats, bud you did it. But he’s stopped physically through no fault of his own. There’s the obvious mourning of that lost potential even 40 years later.
If this song this voice this message of John’s makes it through to 2023 and reaches the public? Well, success there, Paul’s tenacity saw it through with help from many friends. John’s voice and song lives on through Paul’s wish to conjure him by his side. On the Day of the Dead no less. I was reminded of the concept of tulpas today and was knocked back on my heels by the thought.
If John as an artist and Beatles as a band make it through so fans are still listening in 2023? This doubles as a bit of a fan love letter, and thank you for 60 years. Released on the day Beatlemania first appeared in black and white.
But then there’s also a reflector on this. Some original Beatles fans have aged with Paul and Ringo and others have not and aren’t here to share this like John and George. There’s grief and mourning from those still here about those lost, and the song acts as a catharsis. A kind of thank you to the band for being there for fans in good times and bad. The symbiosis of fame between a band and its fans across the decades.
It’s a lot.
I spent some time looking at the youtube comments on the song. Some original fans but many second and even third generation fans. And quite a few stories about a loved one who loved the band and recently passed away like this one:
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And this:
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But also in there are stories of catharsis and healing.
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And many memories of the joy that Beatles music has brought to people’s lives. We all have these stories of how their songs weave into our own life. But it’s the joy that I keep coming back to as the secret sauce to the band’s earliest days. I often think of those early songs more in terms of feeling then anything, and it starts with the first single.
I love the Love Me Do remastering. That harmonica sounds so crisp. The bluegrassy harmonies have never sounded better. The ones on ple-ee-ee-ease still give me chills. Ringo’s drums moved forward in the mix to appreciate that driving beat just a bit more. I can hear the bass too. I can’t wait to hear what the other early Red album tracks sound like.
But next to Now and Then, I’m also looking at the lyrics like I never did before. Why give it another glance? Written by a 16 year old kid, it always sounded a bit juvenile and simple. But suddenly next to Now and Then, there’s a weight to it I never heard before.
Love, love me do
You know I love you
I’ll always be true
So please, love me do
It sounds like a promise. Now and Then is fulfillment of that always. It’s no longer just the whim of a kid. But rather the beginning of 7 decade devotional: To John, to the band, to fans, and reflected back again. The love is reciprocal from all sides.
How’s that for a WAIT WHAT moment? Paul turning the least likely song inside out and backwards. And he didn’t even add a lyrical middle eight.
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shiemori-writes · 1 year
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Thinking. Thinking abt riddle. Thinking abt how if he permanently has white hair onwards its a sign of change, growth, one less resemblence to his mother the woman who put him through so much pain.
Thinking about how he can finally be his own person, and not be defined by any of her rules, thinking about how he'd be devastated to lose his iconic red hair but slowly love it upon realizing its so freeing. That its a symbol of him being different, that he isnt his mother. And he never will be. He is his own person, and he is safe now.
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woosansang · 1 year
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"pretty" - kang yeosang, london 2022 (cr. @\My_Aurora1024)
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made-in-rivendell · 10 days
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Watched a few phayatharn fmv's and now im once again missing them so much it almost hurts.
I mean since the very first episodes I just knew that this story would become one of those that will stay with me for a long time.
Now I think it's safe to say that phayatharn will join those ships that are among my all time favourites, the ones that I will come back to over and over again.
sooo....not so patiently waiting for the special and also should probably finish that fanart that i started a month ago 😅
⬇ also this is me with phayatharn, clinging to them like a limpet...
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mikeysgerard · 10 months
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Listening to Where We Are in 2023 is like.... it sounds like home you know? Like they never left. I miss them so, so so much
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dillydallydove · 11 months
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Hey, just wanted to let you know that you are incredibly awesome and wonderful and your art makes me so happy every time and your little stories and plot lines are so special and it brings a huge smile to my face every time I see your art suggested to me because I'm instantly like "!!!! That's Dove! Good job, algorithm, I love her :)"
Have a good day!
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artistvicky · 5 months
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Your tags continue to slay me xDD ty so much! Also pls dont worry or fret about the art trade !! Draw whenever you have time and spark to draw! :D
Every word in my tags is true LOL i literally cried and stuff it's so BEAUTIFUL. So after i've had my coffee to get the caffeine rush clicking i actually got to drawing ary today because staring at your sera for like an hour actually got me to do something (and maybe possibly claude if i don't forget to put him in because my memory is screwed) and anyways i believe i'll finish her up tomorrow (i still have to make a background... why do backgrounds have to be a thing? i'm taking god to court over this)
This is like a really early wip (im much further in progress atm) but i wanted to do a lil teaser bc after that beautiful beautiful piece i feel like i should at least post something anyways.. i know i don't have to and it's fine but stil!!
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roughentumble · 2 years
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oh my god oh my god fic concept:
jaskier starts getting kind of depressed, because he's loved so many people over the years, but feels they havent really loved him back to the same degree. his friends are all getting married, and he doesnt really have... a person. someone who's just his. someone willing to give themselves to him, and willing to take him as he is and all that. he confesses all this to geralt one late night, and geralt replies "...i would marry you."
he looks over in surprise. "like a-- a pact? if im not married by the time im 45, you'll marry me to keep me from being lonely?" he asks, and geralt tells him sure, he'd do that. at first jaskier thinks he's joking, or isnt saying it seriously, just rolls his eyes. but as he asks more questions-- "would you have a ceremony," "would you kiss me at the alter," "would you travel with me even more than we already do, come to my competitions, would we- aside from kissing and sex- live as man and husband"-- he starts to realize geralt really, truly means it. and ultimately what jaskier was feeling was loneliness, that no one wanted him. and here geralt was, his best friend, so willing to be his partner in all ways and give part of himself to jaskier, and take jaskier as he is.
he cries, but theyre good tears, and geralt holds him. "then i'll take you up on that offer, witcher-mine." he says, half crying and half laughing, and geralt tells him it's a deal.
45 comes and goes and jaskier has no prospects. they get married in the summer.
it's surreal, marrying his best friend, but it's a beautiful ceremony, and he gets to eat cake and dance and drink, and it's exactly how he always pictured it, and geralt actually smiles, so he counts the day as a win.
years pass, and geralt's made good on his promise. he's a good husband. even if theyre platonic, theyre partners in all things, and jaskier finds he loves married life. he loves the life theyve made together. and, with dawning horror, he realizes he's fallen in love with his friend.
he agonizes over it. those werent the terms of their agreement, after all, and it feels like a terrible secret to keep-- enjoying all their usual intimacy in a new, private way. he's flustered around geralt like he never has been before, and he's sure it must be the most obvious thing in the world.
they've been beyond big secrets for so long that he's no good at hiding it, and it feels so wrong, that eventually he caves and confesses everything, even though he's so afraid of ruining their life together. he's in tears as he confesses. but geralt doesnt run, or curse him, or anything else he'd feared.
geralt kneels before him and takes jaskier's hands in his. reaches up to gently wipe away his tears. and tells him, joyful, breathless, that he'd been in love with jaskier since just a few months after posada
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stolensilmarils · 2 years
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(posted on the official douyin account @/ 今天的她也是如此可爱 x )
SHE IS STILL CUTE TODAY LIVE ACTION HERE WE GOOOOO!!!!
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beholding-moth · 5 months
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anon whoever you are i hope you see this and know that i have been turned into a pile of tears <3
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transgender-catboy · 6 months
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I love my friends
#i think im just going to talk in the tags for a moment. got a lot on my mind#for starters. the fnaf movie comes out soon. really looking forward to that. think its gonna be awesome and amazing and I'm super excited!!!#secondly. waiting on funds so i can buy that mask i saw the other day and some Halloween candy from Walmart#i . want to do little goodie bags for the kids in my building. but im too scared to go up to their parents and ask candy preference and#allergy concerns. so. idk. maybe I'll just save it. I think it's a cute concept but it makes me feel like my mother.#she loved to do little gift things for people. but it was always people that didn't like her. i don't want to be that way#i know my value. i know my time and energy means something. i don't want to waste it on people who don't give a shit. ya know?#not saying the kids are those kinds of people. not what i mean. but just as an overall thing. i don't like being like her.#...yeah. i dunno. you get raised by one person your whole life. you pick up some of their characteristics#i can't sob without sounding like her. safe to say i am a little emotionally constipated. so i seek other means to relieve that feeling.#like yesterday when i threw up. i played it off like that was a blunder on my body. but i know what i did.#hey. at least it's not the other method. right?. .. yeah. okay. i know. not great either#but it hurts. and I'm so fucking sick and tired of crying over her. genuinely. it's exhausting crying all the time#but that's the only way I can get those emotions out#I've tried to do the counseling thing. but other things made that impossible. then i moved.#and i tried the grief thing but instead i just got a talking buddy? he helps me get out of the house yeah.#but we dont talk about her#... i dunno. I'm just here.#guess i waited long enough. now you get a mini secret. every time i make an i love my friends post. I'm reminding myself why I'm still going#I'm usually sitting around somewhere in my apartment (desk couch bed) crying. alone. thinking about you guys.#so uh. thank you.#i love you guys so much. and i don't know where I'd be without you#probably dead.#💖#vent
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namchyoon · 2 years
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they're the dynamic museum duo 😭
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enigmatic-bumble · 11 months
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When you finish reading a novel and it's like
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#tashi bumbles#you dont understand how badly i want to scream because of this novel#love the storytelling and the dynamic between the mc and ml and the world building#well considering its quick transmigration and 5 separate worlds + the og world like the basics were down and wasnt to hard to understand#anyway the reason im currently about to roll around the floor like im in extreme pain is because of the last world and og world#mind you that theyre all happy endings including og world but ahem here we go#fUCK DID IT HAVE TO END THAT WAY IN THE 5TH ONE LIKE IT HAD ME WEEPING AND SOBBING AND DEHYDRATED#I HAD TO PUT DOWN MY PHONE AND TAKE A BREAK WITH HOW HARD I CRIED FUCK YOU#oh wait yeah 5th world was more bittersweet than any of the others in my opinion btw#not to say the other ones were worse but like the 5th was more emotionally charged and heartbreaking#and then the og world like brings attention to a detail that you wont notice until you finish it because its the last line of the novel#and then its like yOU DANGLED THAT INFO IN FRONT OF ME SINCE THE BEGINNING??? YOU DARED???? AND YOU ENDED IT WITH THAT???#i dont normally read the world hopping ones because it can get confusing to me about the details and characters but this was worth it#even if the ml was always a jerk and ass in the beginning of all of them and kinda stays that way but more of a simpy yandere way to the mc#made more sense in my head#the translations were pretty good for it too like my brain didn't suffer lile it usually does from mtls#you dont know true brain exercises until you try reading from the mtlnovel site regularly#back to the point i can say the novel was 4.5/5 and not a full 5 because fuck you it made me cry#would i read it again??? not unless im emotionally prepared so maybe i will one day 💖
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