#dont reeeeeeeaaad

[cuddlycryptid]

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#dont reeeeeeeaaad #i just couldnt text my bestie about this again she already hates me lmao #anyways i just fUCKED up my arm royally whoo #i needed to get out of the loop of listening to bury a friend and sobbing and rocking #so. bury a friend and cutting and rocking ig. big improvement lol #oh well it stopped me #but anyways im transferring schools and have been isolating myself from my friends for weeks and they went out and did something really fun #and i didnt get an invite #so obvs time to fucking kill myself #no but thats the other thing like i cut but now im not gonna kill myself uk #like i briefly considered takingn rhe t to the subway but i have my chem exam monday so :/ i couldnt be institutionalized for that long #anyways. i love this song #im glad im making this post now just to get the leftover feels ouy #most of it came out the new gaps in my arm tho :P so im WAY more chill moe #*chill now lol #you should have seen me earlier #anyways im just gonna turn off my brain and get thru tonight. fuckin sucks lachlajska #i wish i could face the consequences of the situations i put myself into!!! #grace rambles #hakfjskd #and i threw out my razor earlier this year bc i couldnt trust myself so i just sawed into my arm with a pair of nail clippers #how lame is that XD #anyways there goes my streak. again