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buckymilf · 7 months
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you titled your ask "let it out" and thats what im gonna do <3
you are under no obligation to respond to this, of course, i dont want you to get into trouble bc of fandom drama regarding polls
also a disclaimer - i condemn all sort of typical-tumblr-anon-hate behaviour and i always had. i will never get behind *anyone* sending death threats to *anyone* under *no* circumstances.
that being said.
i keep scrolling through the tags and replies on the poll post. wasnt the point of it to celebrate fandom *history*? everything regarding stucky has already been said by other ppl - the impact this ship had - on the fandoms, fanfics. tumblr in 2014 was the stucky site. it trended on twitter in 2016 thus scaring the executives and forcing them to backtrack out of *any* scenes between steve and bucky bc they were so so scared of a gay fanon ship. the ship still has this impact, bc now mcu is pushing ste*gy while using stucky thropes and scenes.
if we are talking about celebrating fandoms history - we have a fanon ship going back over a decade and a one year old canon ship.
and this is the only thing im salty about. i watched [pirates show] and i loved it. i really did. but i dont see how a ship being canon makes it better than fanon, especially in this context.
(also i dont understand ppl saying that stuckies voted against pirates bc "we hate taika" and that we are racist? and all those mentions of stucky being a white ship - are we racist bc both characters are white?)
(on the other hand i missed most of the discourse under the poll post, so maybe this statement is justifiable, i have no idea)
(also, this one person saying that yeah, [pirate ship] is toxic, but what about bucky's war crimes, steves oposition to the accords and them leaving poor tony in syberia - we've been over this so many times... im just gonna leave that like that)
thank you for reading my rant, stay hydrated, dont post it if you dont want to <3
well... today was really something wasn't it?
some shippers are nasty no matter where they're from, some of them don't know how to lose, and some of them clearly don't know how to win, the whole discussion is pointless since it was just a poll, but people hold a fucking grudge somehow, and you're right, there's no point into comparing canon with fanon because that was never the case, stucky was never meant to be canon or something like that
and no! we are not racist for shipping stevebucky instead of *insert interracial ship here* because shipping is NOT activism and it will never be.
those people are just too young to behave properly and don't know how fandom and shipping properly works, so it's just sad and poor behavior of them, no one is hating taika or something like that, i literally didn't saw anyone from our fandom being racist or hating a real actor for a tumblr dead website tumblr poll lmao, some friends of mine on the other side, got real nasty anon asks from that other side,
but I won't blame a whole fandom for it and i have nothing against the show or the ship, the pairing itself seems nice to me and my most dear friends likes them and they're real nice people! unfortunately that's how internet works, some people are real bullies online over... not real people haha
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lasenbyphoenix · 3 months
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Shipper tag game
Tagged by @sunriseverse thank you!💜
What ship were you completely obsessed with when you were a teenager, but now you don’t care about anymore?
I didn't know the concept of shipping was a thing until I was 29 and stumbled onto fandom on tumblr, (didn't know about fandom either until then), so I'm trying to think of any couples I would have considered cute in anything I watched/read growing up... and I really dont know?? Joshua Jackson was a fave actor from back then and I can't even remember if I had an opinion on the Dawson/Joey vs Pacey/Joey debate on Dawson's Creek. I was always more interested in the story than the ships! (Can you tell I'm on the aroace side of life? Lol)
Which ship would you consider your first one?
Captain America is what lead me to finding fandom in the first place so Steve Rogers/Bucky Barnes is the first that comes to mind. But before that I was very into Dr Who, so I'd probably consider The Doctor/Rose Tyler the first fictional couple I had any emotional investment in.
Your first fanfic was about which couple?
My first shippy fanfic (written before I knew what "fanfic" was) was James Bond/William Brandt Skyfall/Mission Impossible Ghost Protocol crossover.
You know the scene in Skyfall when Silva has Bond tied to a chair and starts toying with his chest and teases him about this not being in his training and Bond replies "What makes you think this is my first time?"? And then in Ghost Protocol when Jeremy Renner's character pulls himself out of the vent at the last second and gripes "Next time I get to seduce the rich guy."? I joked to my best friend that "Now we know what James Bond's first time was." And that's how that idea was born.
I started writing it as a joke for my friend but never finished it, and if I find the notebook it was written into I might just revisit it because I still quite like the idea!
Do you remember the first couple you saw fanart of?
Not for certain, but possibly either Dean/Cas or Rose/Ten.
Have you ever gotten into ship discourse?
Like ship wars or 'problematic' kind of discourse? If I did it would have been in my Captain America days (Stucky vs Stony and Peggy vs Sharon being heated topics of memory), and even then I don't remember specific incidents - as a newbie to fandom I tended to lurk and watch instead of engaging. Now I'm very much Ship And Let Ship (and only bitch in private to your mates, not in public!)
Did you use to have any NOTP or have one currently?
There have been plenty of ships I've come across that weren't my thing, Stony for example, but I'm not going to invest enough energy into recalling any others. I'm not here to spread hate on something other people like.
Who were the couple in the last fanfic you read?
On tumblr? Li Lianhua/Di Feisheng (Mysterious Lotus Casebook)
On Ao3? Ming Lou/Ming Cheng (The Disguiser)
Currently, do you have any OTPs?
So many. Zhang Rishan/Ba Ye, Hei Xiazi/Xiao Hua, Steve/Bucky, Steve/Peggy, Data/Geordi, Stiles/Derek, Jiang Cheng/Nie Huaisang, Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, and likely more that havent come to mind yet
Is there any couple that, to this day, you are extremely mad about not getting together?
Haha no. I think I've always just accepted canon couples as "the thing that happened in the story", and now when I have my own ship preferences, then I accept that it's *my* headcanon and not necessarily anyone else's (especially not the writer's headcanon).
When Captain America Civil War came out I realised I'd gotten WAY over invested in what was or wasn't included in the movie (although I knew realistically they weren't going to make Stucky canon ) that I took a big step back afterwards and very much made a mental separation between "this is the story those writers want to tell" and "this is the story I like to imagine".
Is there any ship you used to dislike but now you think they are kind of interesting?
Dean/Cas maybe? It wasn't so much that I disliked them but that I didn't read them as a romantic relationship for most of the time I've known the ship existed (I'd always read Cas as ace). It's only been since the show ended that I think my idea of what makes a ship had widened to more than just "stereotypically romantic" which recalibrated how I saw them.
Do you have any ship that, in the past, would’ve been considered normal but now you would be cancelled over?
Incestuous (Thor/Loki, et al,)? Teacher/Student(I blame ABBA)? Torturer/Torture subject (Hydra Trash Party)?
What is your favorite crack ship?
I will certainly have come across crack ships that appealed to me, but honestly if the writer/artist sells it well enough then I stop thinking of them as crack ships and instead think of them as rare pairs.
What is the couple you read the most fanfics about?
Currently? HeiHua. Overall? Stucky.
What do most of your ships usually have in common?
Someone to be vulnerable around, someone who understands you better than anyone else, "you're not alone anymore"
What do you absolutely hate in a ship?
If I don't like a ship it's probably more to do with a singular character I don't like than the couple itself.
Tagging @gaiahenshin @fangdoubing @epicwalrus @tazzy-ace and anyone else who wants to!
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endof-vanity · 4 months
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✧ Get to know me ✧
thank you for the tag @zaegreus !!!
last song: tell me (what is love) by do kyungsoo and yoo youngjin ! i had my exo playlist shuffling on the train and this is excellent (since finishing the post i'm now on fall also by exo)
favorite color: black, its what i wear the most. also deep green, that's the colour of all my bedroom walls.
currently watching: i started evilive, im enjoying it but i'm not enamoured. i may try loki s2 to see if it's any good. my to-watch list is more extensive than i'd care to admit.
currently reading: for university, many many things from frankenstein to fifty shades of grey. for fun, an unholy array of fanfiction. you have reminded me to finish my books on the franklin expedition though !
last movie: Boston Strangler (2023), keira knightly true crime set in the 1960s. nothing special as a film but an interesting case, would recommend to keira knightly lesbians for sure.
first ship: god i couldnt say for certain, perhaps stucky. perhaps frerard. probably something from harry potter but i dont remember ever having a particular favourite.
three ships: woogyu, neo, yohan/gaon
current obsession: infinite, vixx, and exo in equal measure. not obsessed obsessed but close.
relationship status: single. what do you call a situationship that is so vague it's not even a situationship ? i'll report back after i see her again.
last thing i googled: semester dates for university (i did not find the answer)
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snarkythewoecrow · 6 months
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9 people you wanna get to know better
thank you @underwater-ninja-13 for the tag!
3 ships: buddie, stucky, dreamling, and i'm adding immortal husbands as an honorable mention because joe and nicky are everything
1st ship: okay, funny enough i was talking to my bestie about this last night (?) and it was back in my middle school years, when i went head over heels for duncan/methos, this was in the early 90s
Last song: florence and the machine--the dog days are over
Last movie: uh, i think it was king arthur: legend of the sword, the one with charlie hunnam, but i watch maybe a movie a year? probably much less
Currently reading: fanfic, but the most random shit, mostly for odd and rairpairings in old fandoms
Currently watching: nothing, i actually dont really watch tv
Currently consuming: jalapeno and ranch chips and drinking mint tea
Currently craving: nothing really
it's 3am and i can't think, so please feel free to jump in and do this if you like, mutuals or not, whatever, i'm still into knowing shit about you, so definitely tag me!
oh actually, i'm tagging @buckybeardreams
there is a clean copy under the cut for ease of use
9 people you wanna get to know better
3 ships:
1st ship:
Last song:
Last movie:
Currently reading:
Currently watching:
Currently consuming:
Currently craving:
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sky-kenobye · 7 months
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Get to know me tag game
Thanks @fangeek-girl-blog for the tag!
3 ships: If we're talking star wars: Obikin, Obianidala and Dinluke, but honestly there aren't many ships that I don't like at all. If we're talking ships in general: Stucky, Johnlock and Elizabeth/Darcy (but my main OTP is obikin)
first ever ship: I think Harry Potter/Ginny Weasley ?
last song: Voulez-Vous, by ABBA
last movie: Either The Devil Wears Prada or Luca, I can't remember
currently reading: who even knows, I'm in the middle of so many books that i might never finish. I think the last one I started is The Story Of Silence but it's been 3 months so I'm not sure I can still say I'm reading it. I read Science et Vie every month though (a french science magazine/periodical)
currently watching: do cutscenes in a video game count? If so: Jedi Fallen Order. If not, uuuh, nothing? I really reeeeaaally want to watch Ahsoka but still haven't started.
currently consuming: cheese on toast
currently craving: running hot water. My water heater is broken, I need to call my landlord ugghhh
tag 9 people you want to know better: I'm pretty sure all my mutuals have already tagged each other and i dont want to be annoying, so whoever wants to do it, I'm tagging you (@palfriendpatine66, I've stolen your anxiety cop-out)
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animaniacs16 · 10 months
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Welcome to my blog!
Hi! My name is Azzie (she/her) and I'm 21. I'm an artist and writer by hobby, but I'm majoring in music, specifically vocal performance.
During June of 2023, I went back and tagged all of my 10,000 posts and reblogs! Click here for a tag guide (WIP lol so no link yet), or read below for a less specific version. If you want to check out only my art, head to @azziesartblog! I've reblogged all my art there, but it's all posted here as well.
Let me know if anyone wants a list of major fandoms on this blog!
On this blog, for my art, look under #my art and for my posts, look under #my posts. Real creative, I know. However, I also have them under #a16art and #a16posts for easy access, especially when looking for a specific character or media. (Example: searching “a16posts Nekomaru” will give you only my non art posts that involve Nekomaru.)
Fandom posts are tagged with the fandom name, as well.as “funny (fandom name)” or “(fandom name) fanart”. Drawn memes are a specific subset of fandom posts that combine funny and fanart in specific ways, usually drawing specific memes. I rarely tag my own posts with “funny (fandom)” but there’s a few I do think are funny that I tagged
I have multiple AUs, mostly relating to Steven Universe. The most extensive is a Danganronpa Steven Universe AU, where I've drawn all the main game cast as Gems and created some fusions! It's under #danganronpa su au, or you can find the masterpost here.
Some fandom specific and misc things:
My MCU tag has a lot of Stucky, and I heavily dislike Steve’s ending in Endgame.
I use he/him for Chihiro Fujisaki, but you are welcome to tag my posts with different headcanons, and I will avoid gendering him on reblogs of your posts if you dislike those pronouns for him. Please don't start discourse.
My blog is entirely SFW, but there may occasionally be crude humor, which is tagged with "nsfw joke" or "nsfw text". Furthermore, any suggestive posts are tagged "nsfwish".
I am an anti, but I am much less militant about it than I was. I'm strongly anti harassment. I still greatly dislike proships, but I won't harrass you over it- I'll just block and/or filter the tags.
I've had this blog since April of 2017 and I may not agree with everything I've reblogged, even if I agreed with it back then. On some posts, (even ones I dont disagree with and just want to comment on) I've put "2023 update:" or something of the like to comment on the posts.
No DNI- the usual nasties aren't deterred by stuff like that- but know that I am a strong LGBT ally and stand against racism, homophobia, transphobia, ableism, and any type of bigotry. Black lives matter. Free Palestine.
Thank you for reading! Again, welcome to my blog!
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autism-archey · 1 year
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@hunter-sylvester tagged me in this, my very first tag game, so thanks hunter!! you are a pioneer of Metal Lords fan content, pls keep doing what you're doing!
3 Ships:
steddie, but listen, i don't Like season 4 of stranger things. i think the plot/writing was bad actually, but. i stuck around for steve, because damn they're good at writing characters and i loved his seasons 1-3 arc. steve & eddie have incredible chemistry that everyone else has already talked about but listen bro. what if they were t4t.
frerard, but listennn its for the DYNAMICS. i feel like frerard fics have like, mythologized this pairing into something distinct from those real people that are alive and exist. they've lifted the personas and adpoted them onto some really incredible works of fiction... there are archetypes and characteristics and relationship dynamics that i see over and over and over again, always distinctly non-normative and queer, and god dammit it gets me ever time.
i'm struggling to come up with a third... i think The Batman (2021) Selina and Bruce. actually yes this one definitely. god i fucking love those two. my heart like actually ached when she left at the end.
First Ship Ever:
This is going back a long time but I wanna say it was Stucky or Destiel that really had me first. which honestly i was right about that, those white guys have chemistry! i used to eat up post-winter soldier fics all the time and i always end up coming back to them. something about bucky on the run or holed up and scared as his memories struggle to come back, and then steve being the first person to be gentle with him. anyway
Last Song:
my god let me tell you. i listened to ethel cain for the first time today (Golden Age) and i immediately started like crying in the car and then i wrote more poetry than i have in maybe months? that was hours ago and i'm still neck deep in her discography =D
Last Movie:
Avatar: the way of water!!! Avatar is basically a new special interest for me and I'm learning sooo much about it. also this movie is Worth going to the fancy theater for.
Currently Reading:
Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins. i think this is the first time I'm rereading the hunger games, and I'm so glad i picked it up over christmastime bc 1) i got sucked into it and finished it in like a day and a half; and 2) what an incredible fictional depiction of revolution. like katniss' character arc, the emphasis on solidarity and community over and over and over again, every detail adds so much.
Vine Deloria Jr.'s The World We Used to Live In, which is packed with American Indian stories on spirituality and medicine men. i only just started it but i'm clinging onto his words like they're air. which, in the busted concrete version of the world now, they might as well be.
Currently Watching:
Dimension 20's Neverafter, which is premiering weekly rn (too slow! agonizing!!) and is just beginning, but already getting really fucking good. I keep my copy of Grimms' fairy tales in the bathroom now lol and the stories are crazy. The boy who could not fear had me at the edge of my toilet fr!!
Currently Consuming:
i mean where's the post that's like "autism costs families $60,000 a year" "all that weed im smoking"
Currently Craving:
my boyfriend come back :( when you're here you always put my head back on my shoulders the right way but it gets all messed up every time you leave
i dont think i have anyone to tag but mayve i'll edit & update with a tag later!
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wdapteo · 3 years
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its-tortle · 2 years
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Stucky and plants ?? :)
neither steve nor bucky are plant savants, really. they never had them growing up.
steve was allergic to too many of them; they could barely afford to keep themselves alive; and, anyway, houseplants weren't popularized as anything but an upper class status symbol until after the war. the closest bucky had come to houseplants was nearly knocking over a fancily potted fern in an above-his-pay-grade restaurant once.
so, needless to say, he's a bit skeptical when it's one of the things shuri suggests he take up after the cryo. it seems silly and pointless. plants don't do anything, so why would they help? but, when she offers the second time, he warily accepts, reckoning he'll take all the advice he can get (they can't be worse than the goats anyhow).
to his surprise, bucky takes to plant keeping rather quickly. the small fiddle leaf fig shuri gives him is pretty, and the bright green makes his living room look more alive. he likes feeling like there's something depending on him for survival, and even though he knows the plant isn't sentient, it almost feels like its keeping him company in the house. after a while, he realizes he's talking more to it than to himself when he cooks. it makes him smile every time he sees a new leaf sprouting from between two stems.
he even names it, one night, just because he feels like it. anastasia, he decides, though he can't remember where he knows the name from. the small, simple act triggers a whole wave of realizations in bucky, a warm understanding that he almost feels just human again. because what could be more human than a loved houseplant?
(x) he calls steve on the phone and tells him about it. it feels even more human to share his joy with his favorite person. steve starts crying because he's a sappy idiot and then they're laughing, and bucky almost feels like anastasia is sharing their joy from the other end of the room.
steve is even more wary than bucky is about plant care, but he does his best to keep anastasia healthy and thriving. by the time they're arranging the living room of their own brooklyn brownstone, the whole thing looks akin to a jungle. bucky wouldn't have it any other way.
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agentmmayy · 3 years
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rules: we’re snooping in your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs and then choose 10 victims.
tagged by: my star sister @152glasslippers 💫
sunflower- spiderman into the spider-verse- post malone, swae lee
why did you do that?- lady gaga
change- TSHA, gabrielle aplin
unconditional- picture this
make believe- the faim
breathe- lauv
friends- HURST
the christmas waltz- sleeping at last
outer space- joey gerlach 
aurora- justin nozuka 
and for @152glasslippers 11. 10th avenue by charli adams bc it’s been stuck in my head for DAYS and it’s the perfect combination of angst and longing and i think you’d enjoy <3
tagging: @preux-chevalier @nosiidam @yelenasromanoffs @justanalto @laowen @sailors-moon
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adayka · 5 years
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The last Drawing/Order for the “Tomb Raider Dark Angel Project” is for my dear Friend @voodoosgirl1 Thank you for your support 💙❄️
It’s a scene from her FanFiction
...❄️I Shall Be Healed❄️...
https://archiveofourown.org/works/13931664%20story%20link
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stuckylibrary · 2 years
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Group Ask 186
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Please reply to this post if you know one of the fics mentioned in this ask. Thank you so much in advance!
Anonymous 1 asked:
hey ive been looking for a fic for ages where bucky and steve are in an established relationship but the rest of the avengers dont know so they try and tell them that being gay is cool and that they should date. sam doesnt think that tony should do this but he does anyway and steve and bucky decide to tell sam cause they feel bad. i think it was multichap if that helps :)
Anonymous 2 asked:
Hello! Firstly, thank you, I've been scrolling through your blog & have found so many new fics that I love! I think my last asks got eaten by Tumblr but I've been trying to find a fic for weeks & am hoping you guys can help. It's shrunkyclunks w/college student Bucky. Bucky's writing a paper/thesis on a historical figure when he meets Steve in a cafe Becca works at. It's a BDSM fic w/dom Steve. I remember Bucky comforts Steve on a jet. Bucky ends up opening a museum for avengers at the end.
Anonymous 3 asked:
Hi, I'm looking for a fic w/married Bucky&Steve but the team doesn't realize it. 1st chapter is snippets of the team thinking that Bucky/Steve are really close for friends. I remember Nat/Clint having a dance-off with Bucky/Steve and marvelling at how into each other they are. Wanda going to Steve for help & Bucky's already there so they both talk to her. At the end the entire team gathers in front of Steve's room bc he has someone over and it turns out its Bucky. 2nd chapter is pure smut. Ty!!
Anonymous 4 asked:
hi! I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago. it's a slice of life kinda thing where they have a couple kids and I remember that at one point Steve gets mad at Bucky for not giving up smoking. I think it's multi chapter and the rating is explicit... than you!!
angry-aliens asked:
hi !! a while back i read a fic where bucky was sleeping in steve’s apartment when he wasn’t home and steve finds out
farraige25 asked:
I was hoping you could put this to the hive mind, cause I only remember one small detail of the fic, that Bucky has a perineum piercing of three bars like a ladder & Steve thinks that it’s kinda cute. It’s not in the piercing or punk library tags. I’m pretty sure it’s bottom & modern Bucky with Cap Steve and it’s explicit, but those are all maybes. The only definite is Bucky’s piercing. If anyone knows it off the top of their head, that would be amazing. Thank you!
Anonymous 5 asked:
Hey guys, there's a fic I've been trying to find but I only remember a specific snippet of it. It's Steve recalling how Bucky always got involved in fights he started except for one time where someone called him the K slur (Bucky's Jewish in this fic) and he borderline beats him within an inch of his life and tells him to "call me that again, motherfucker, call me that again" or something along those lines.
theheartofmaria asked:
Hello! I’m looking for a fic that I’m sure is set I modern times , stucky is established. Basically Bucky makes it a game to guess presents from Steve but it actually upsets Steve and he has a breakdown over it and stays with sam?? It might be temporary break up but can’t remember. Ithink it’s a 3 part series but I can’t find it, could you help please
delicatesleeper asked:
I've been thinking of this fic I read a long while ago; it was Alpha Bucky and Omega Steve and they mated before Bucky went to war. I remember Steve's mating mark was on his ribs and Bucky's was on his left bicep. I remember that when they met again after, Steve's bond mark would react to Bucky but Bucky's couldn't bc he lost his arm. I don't remember much but hopefully its enough for you guys, sorry. Thank you!
lolibeansie asked:
I was literally just the fic about Bucky being back and living with the avengers and Steve making all of those little love drawings for him to make him feel safe and welcome?? Wtf is that nammmeee😅
Anonymous 6 asked:
hi!! love u guys lots!! would you be able to find this fic where steve is jealous of bucky and tony's friendship bc he remembers that bucky and howard might've been in a relationship? i've looked through all the tags i could think of and didn't find any 😔😔 i know it's not "coming clean" by cleo4u2
Anonymous 7 asked:
Looking for a fic where Bucky responds to a Craigslist ad and ends up teaching self defense at a rec center. I remember he painted his nails and asked the kids he was teaching their pronouns. Thanks!
Anonymous 8 asked:
Hellooo I actually have two lost fics (sorry), and was hoping you guys (Stucky fic gods) could help me out (bc you’re darlings and so helpful). One was about a trip to a cinema gone wrong, post-serum Steve, and side Clintasha. Sam was there too, I think? Second was about Bucky thinking that his feelings for Steve were unrequited, they’re best mates, the was a photo album in there somewhere? Fourth of July boxers? and them finally getting together after Natasha and her coworkers fake arrest them.
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halphasxromanov · 2 years
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Tag people you want to know better
Thank you for tagging me @hedasromanoff
Three ships: Wandanat, Katelena and Stucky
Last song: Currently listening to ivy by Taylor Swift
Last movie: Knives Out
Currently watching: Rewatching Dickinson rn cause Im obsessed with this series
Currently consuming: A lot of Katelena incorrect quotes cause i want to :)
Currently craving: Tons of Turkish Delight because its midnight and im starving
Tagging: @misskatebishop @wandamaximoffbae @imdoingsortagay @catasha  U dont have to do it if u feel uncomfy 😃
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folklorefairyy · 3 years
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i- i’m genuinely in shock rn!!! i only really became active and a writer on this account from late last year and i would have never even thought that i would reach this following - this is a huge milestone for me and i’m so grateful i could cry
thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart, to anyone who has followed me, who has supported my work or interacted with me in anyway (anonymously or not). thank you to my mutuals and the wonderful friends i’ve made on here (you know who you are<3) i’m so grateful to connect with and to have befriended people who i can be unapologetically myself with and i just love you all
this is crazy and i just- i have no words, i’m just incredibly grateful for everyone even if il we’ve never spoken or you liked my fic or sent me an ask every little interaction means the world
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in honour of 1k i decided to do a little sleepover celebration with you all !!! this will probably span over the week so until next saturday maybe? i’ll update you guys! and so feel free to send in an ask for any of the things below!!
i’ve also created two little things as a thanks! a comfort poem you can assign to your favourite character and a list of fic recs
note- not all of my moots are on there and neither is all of my fave works because there’s just too many so pls check out all the moots i’ve tagged at the bottom (for sb but also appreciation) and check out their work because they’re all genuinely amazing!!!
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a poem for you - here is a poem that you can apply to your favourite character and get a little fluffy fix so if you’re ever feeling down or just want some comfort for a specific character you’ve always got this <3
fic recs! - a list of fics from some of my favourite writers, talented moots and some gems i happened to find <3
🍓fmk - ya’ll know the drill send in some characters and i’ll choose between them!
🧺mini drabbles - send in a character and a little soft thought or scenario and i’ll write a drabble on it!
🌱cast your mutuals - send in something like ‘cym as flowers’ or ‘cym as tfatws characters’ and i’ll cast my mutuals based on vibes alone!
🍄ships - send in a little description about yourself or a random fact and i’ll ship you with someone (specificy whether marvel or star wars)
🌻dating characters - send me a character and i’ll tell you whether i’d date them and why
🫖tfatws fics - send me a fic request for bucky barnes, sam wilson or joaquin torres based on the last 3 episodes of tfatws!
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goblinmatriarch · 2 years
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get to know you tag game
Rules: tag people that you would like to get to know better by playing the game!
Thanks for the tag @crazybutgood !
Three ships:
Drarry, obviously
Trent Crimm and Ted Lasso - also obviously
Stucky
First ship ever
HP was my first fandom, but I wasn't terribly shippy about it, so sprace probably, newsies 4evaaaaa
Last song
I'm currently listening to a 'david rose' playlist so "Pussy is god" by King Princess. Super proud of this answer 😂
Last film
I think it was.....Long Shot? You know, the classic romcom in which Charlize Theron makes a run at the presidency while dating Seth Rogen
Currently watching
The Untamed, because what I really need is another fandom consuming my every waking moment
Currently reading
I just checked Wild Seed out of the library, so that counts as reading it, right?
Currently consuming
Milky tea in a watermelon go-mug while I sit on a wooden train at the playground amongst my 5yo's toys. She is driving us to 'the hot dog place'
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Tagging: @purplehotmess @peachpety @thebooktopus @curlyy-hair-dont-care and anyone else who wants to play!
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xsarcasticwriterx · 3 years
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Wonderwall- part 4
Summary: The ultrasound and talk of things starts to raise some questions
Pairing: Tony stark x reader x bucky barnes/ with a tiny slice of stucky x reader (really tiny)
Warnings: Angst, talk of emotional/ physical abuse, lot of fucked up shit but not much else triggering i don't believe, Swearing,
Notes: This chapter is pretty fucked but uh it's got some fluff pfft (also ignore my random yeehawness coming out when i say y'all, k? thanks)
Wonderwall masterlist
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You awoke to the feeling of warmth all around you. Opening your eyes you saw bucky in front of you his arm over your waist you smile but you see another arm. you look over your shoulder seeing steve and you give a soft smile. guess he fell asleep. you see him move a little before his eyes flutter open. he looks at you and then around. you turn slowly trying not to awaken bucky. “hi” you whisper. steve removes his arm from you and rubs his face “hey” he whispers back. “guess i fell asleep here” he said with a small smile. His blonde hair was messy and his eyes were half asleep. “come on” you whisper and get out of bed.
Stever follows after and you two walk outside. you sit on the steps and inhale the cold air. It was really late, or early depends how you look at it. Steve sat next to you “figured we could talk more out here without waking up buck” you said. steve nodded “makes sense to me” he said looking you over. you were curled into a ball rubbing your arms for warmth. “here” he said taking off his long sleeve shirt handing it to you. you smiled “thanks” you put it on inhaling the smell of him which was like soap honestly. 
You closed your eyes putting your head on steve's shoulder “you ok there?” steve asked. you shrugged “i dont know i’m pregnant and not with my boyfriends kid and i slightly worry what's going to happen to them.” you say opening your eyes and looking down while messing with your fingers.”What do you mean?’ steve asked. you thought over what you wanted to say. what could you say? you had no clue if this kid would have powers because you technically were born this way? That your father injected your pregnant mom with serums to save her and you and it only broke your life forever and didn't even save your mother. “y/n?” steve asked. you lifted your head looking over steves face. he was concerned and confused. 
He wanted to make sure you were ok but he also needed to know what you meant. you opened your mouth but then the door opened. “there you are” bucky said. you turned your head and smiled “hi sweetheart.” you say standing up with a smile.Steve was still confused as hell. “you ok there steveo?” buck asked. steve blinked looking at where you were clinging to bucky's side as steve held you close. It was like a complete 180 from how you were 5 seconds ago. “always buckeroo” steve said with a smile. “go back to sleep doll ill be in, in a few”  buck said to you. you looked at steve then buck and nodded slowly.
“whats up?” bucky asked steve. “I dont know...she...bucky what do you know of her y'know past like before nick fury got her?” steve asked. bucky shifted his weight from foot to foot. He knew everything, he had found you one night having a panic attack. You told him everything in a panic and he understood what it was like. It was how you two became so close. “why?” bucky asked. “she said she worry for what's going to happen to the baby. I don't know if she means raising them but from the sound of it and how nervous she was i assume that wasn't it.” steve said still concerned. Bucky nodded he knew what you meant. He pulled steve in for a hug “thanks for tell me steve” he said pulling away “don't worry about it i got it handled” bucky said patting steves cheek and walking in. steve sighed and walked to his room. 
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You sat on the chair as the ultrasound transducer rubbed over your stomach “well it seems you are about a month pregnant. the baby is very healthy everything seems to be good so keep doing whatever your doing” she said putting up the wand “which of you is the father?” she asked and tony raised his hand. “but i'm the boyfriend” bucky said. the doctor nodded slowly “oh ok” she said “well uh you know just help her with the symptoms and everything but yall are good” she said with a smile. “uhm i do have one small question” she said. “there was something...strange i've never seen it before. It was like...an aura  around the baby” she said confused. you gulped looking up at the boys. they looked back at you. she wiped the gel off of you and with that y'all left in a rush
you slammed the car door and started to panic. once home you ran to your room “I’ll deal with it” bucky said. Tony grabbed bucky's wrist “you gotta tell me what's going on.” tony said. bucky nodded “I will, we will.” and with that bucky walked off after you.
He walked into the room seeing you sitting on the edge of the bed staring down at the floor. “I can't have a child turn out.....be me” you said messing with your hands. “Y/n.... you are not your father if this baby is like you it dosent mean you’ll be like him” bucky said sitting next to you. 
“I don't want my child to have powers i don't want them to be a god damn avenger spending everyday wondering if their going to die or wondering if this is the day they snap.” you said feeling your breathing get shaky and tears build up in your eyes. The last thing you wanted the last thing you needed was for your baby to have to be trained to control such powers. “tony asking?” you ask turning to bucky.
he nods “yea” he whispers. “My father forced me to be this way he saw it as saving me, saving my mother, in the end i came out with powers that i had no control over till i was 17 and didn't even know i had till i was 5 and still didn't have a mother.” you said wiping the tears from your face. 
“but you know your baby will, you now know how to control it and can teach them, it won't be the same you know not to do those things to your child” bucky said. you nodded bucky sighed and walked out the room.
At some point you fell asleep. Waking in the middle of the night you felt bucky holding you close. you turned kissing his cheek before sliding out of his grasp. you walked to the kitchen getting a glass of water before seeing a person sat out on the porch outside. 
You walk outside and sit next to him. “hey” tony said softly “how are you?” he asked. you nodded softly. “you probably have questions” you said looking at the porch floor. “I do but that's your story, your life, you'll tell me when you feel comfortable” tony said looking at you.
you gulped. you knew you owed it to him to tell him, after all you were having his child. “When my mom was pregnant, well it was like a ticking time bomb. Doctors said my life would be the end of hers. My father was not pleased with this development and decided him, as a scientist, could make a serum to stop that. He injected my mother with so many things and in the end i was born and she still died.” you started with sigh still looking at the floor “you don't have to” tony said. you shook your head “I want to” you replied. 
“when i was 5 my powers came to, couldn't control them soon as i touched my dad he'd do as i pleased. i asked for a teddy bear, threw a fit over it grabbed my dad's arm and all the sudden i got it. he was so confused as why he did that but nonetheless he couldn't stop. he started doing test on me, testing my blood, my saliva, my skin. saw the serum in my blood but not just in my blood in me all of me. then his goal was to make me as powerful as possible. He tried to make me be able to self heal. would cut me and shoot me. would torture me for days on end testing serum after serum on me. Was that way till fury took me in. They went to arrest him for abuse and neglect but he was gone lord knows where he is now. anyways it wasn't ever for sure if i was born this way not 100% but now...” you trailed off. tony looked you over seeing you holding in tears. he pulled you into a hug.
“It wasn't your fault.” tony said rubbing your arm. you pulled away shaking your head. tony grabbed your chin making you look at him “It was not your fault” he said more firmly. tears fell down your face. “thank you” you whispered. tony pulled you into another hug. 
he let go and stood up pulling you up. “you are an amazing and strong women you hear me? What he did to you is...I will kill him if i ever see him no correction not kill him but hurt him in ways he never imagined. what he did is not your fault.” he said and your turned away “y/n” he said and you turned back to him “your mothers death is not your fault.” he said. you nodded looking at the floor. “y/n look at me and say none of it is your fault” he said. you looked at him “i cant” you whispered. tony held your face in his hands “say it sweetheart” he said. “I cant” you said crying tears streaming down your face. “shhh its ok” he said hugging you.
You cried into his arms. he rubbed your back “some day you will” he said. you pulled away “i should...” you trailed off. he nodded “come on” he said putting his hand on the small of your back as you two walked in and to the hallway. “thank you” you said. tony gave a small smile “of course” he said and you looked around before walking back to your room.
Tony went to his room and layed in bed playing over the event of the night until he launched up from bed. He had come to one conclusion of himself. “shit” he mumbled. “i'm falling for her” he said falling back and rubbing his face groaning.
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