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yamagucji · 3 years
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HQ hc that live rent freen in my mind?! WHERE TO START 😂. Here, have a few "x reader" hc: Im feeling domestic so these will be most likely all soft
Iwaizumi and Ushijima love when you lightly scratch their backs when you cuddle.
Time skip Oikawa sings to you in spanish when you're cooking breakfast in the morning. He hugs you from behind and sings to you with his sleepy voice (even if he messes up a few words, mixes languages, his voice cracks with sleep and put of tune or you don't understand the language, he still does it and he sounds good)
Kuroo loves waking up first because he can see your bedhead in the morning and your sleepy face and he thinks its the most endearing thing ever. 2 messy haired babies is what ya'll are.
When sleeping, Bokuto will always have a hand tightly grasping part of your shirt because he feels lonely if you leave the bed first.
what’s a haikyuu hc that lives in your head rent free?
these are all so cute hmmmm :’) “two messy bed haired babies” im so— AH.
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gallickingun · 4 years
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Sleepover huh? Since someone asked you about Bakugo Imma skip him... sohow about fmk the wholesome boys Kirishima, Shoto and Tamaki 👀👀
omg please 😭 i’m so sorry boys 
fuck - shouto (the temp play pls) marry - kirishima (best boy, best marriage material, get to fuck forever) kill - tamaki (i’m sO SORRY BABY ILY IS WEAR)
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dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby replied to your photo “Good news, guys. This fic has an extra special guest writer...”
OMG! WHAT A BEAUTIFUL CAT! I must pet ����
Thank you, I’m very proud <3 
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bnhatrashcanons · 5 years
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Hello! I just found your blog during my midnight Tumblr browsing and I just wanted to say thank you for giving Sero some well deserved love!!! 💜💜 I'll keep checking your blog out 'till I force myself to sleep to go to class tomorrow 😂😂
kjsbhdabkadjdbj thank u so much i love u too ur the bestest thank u for ur support
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nepenthendline · 3 years
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Holding hands and kissing for the first time in public - Tendou and Aone
And on today’s episode of how many commas can chloe put in one sentence...
I’m doing ok thank you, I hope you’re taking care of yourself! 
Request for @dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby​ : Hi hon! I hope you're doing okay 💜Im feeling a bit soft for PDA so how about reader holding their hand and kissing them in public for the first time with Tendou and our underrated boi Aone? Or choose one if you dont wanna do more than 1 💜
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Tendou:
Even as friends, Tendou was always affectionate, in public or private; always hugging you, ruffling your hair or even picking you up and spinning you around if he was in a particularly good mood
So, it wasn’t long into your relationship when you experienced your first kisses and hand-holding
Although Tendou had no problem with PDA, if fact he reveled in it, but he knew you might not feel the same way. He didn’t want to push you into being affectionate with him too quickly, and let you take the reins on when you both decided to take your affection publicly
It was hard for him though, he often felt his hand drifting close to yours when you were out together, or how he would grab your hand when dragging you over to look at particular treats he spotted in shop windows
The two of you were out on a date, walking back from the cute cafe you had spent the last few hours, chatting and indulging yourselves
As you walked close to each other, you hand brushed against his every now and then, feeling the warmth and softness of his skin, and each touch left you craving more
While Tendou was distracted as he spoke, you, slowly, moved your fingers closer to his, linking them loosely around his as if to test his reaction
As you did, you felt him shudder and take a sharp breathe, breaking his speech
But, almost as quick as it happened, he shuffled his hand further into your grasp, his hand fully overtaking yours; the warmth almost burned your skin as he squeezed tightly
The comfort of his touch gave you some courage to look towards him and see his reaction, to which you saw his beaming smile and a slight pink in his cheeks that reflected the sunlight as he continued to speak
You admired him for a while, feeling the surge of adoration that ran through you
You stopped in your tracks, tugging him to a halt from your linked hands and called his name
Just as he looked towards you, you lifted your lips to his, pressing a gentle, light kiss there
For a second after you pulled away he was stunned into silence, before letting out a chuckle and dipping his head down to kiss you again, this time with a little more force
Pulling away, he rested his forehead on yours, grinning and wrapping his arms around you tightly
“You’re so cute. I hope you know that now you’ve started this, i’m never letting your hand leave mine”
Aone:
Aone had never been much of an affectionate type - not that he didn’t want to, he just had no reason for it with his friends
But since being with you, his mind often wandered to what it would be like to cuddle you close to his body, hold your smaller hands in his and feel the softness of your cheeks against his lips
He was way too nervous and unsure to do anything about it though, it was still so surreal to him that you even wanted to be around him, let alone be his partner and share those little moments
It was always so obvious when he was craving affection though; his cheeks would be pinched with red and his brow furrowed as he gazed at you, sometimes even leaning down so you could stroke his cheek or run your hand through his hair
It was a while before the two of you shared your first kiss, one that left him dazed for minutes, unable to speak or think about anything other than how much he wanted to do it again, and again
In public though, he tended to keep his distance from you
He knew he was a scary-looking guy to some, and he didn’t want to push you into anything either, so he thought it was best to leave some space between the two of you
Both of you were sitting on the train, on your way to the nearest town to spend the day together, which was already sending him into a whirlwind of emotion as he felt your warmth next to him
The train wasn’t too busy, only a few people littering the carriage with the sound of the tracks overpowering any conversation
Aone felt a tap on his knee that he knew came from you
Looking over, he saw the nervous smile you gave and how your eyes flickered down to the hand that had previously tapped him, noticing how it was now laying flat on his thigh, palm-side-up as if waiting for something
You let out a quiet giggle as you almost heard the cogs in his brain whirring to comprehend the situation, and, with your other hand, picked up his and placed it in yours that lay waiting, slotting your fingers between his
You watched as his eyes widened, and how his fingers flexed and relaxed, shifting around while trying to get used to the feeling
His cheeks were already burning with pink as he stared at your joined hands
As you continued to chuckle at his cuteness, you leaned forward and, swiftly, kissed him, feeling as his hand tensed and squeezed yours
His whole face was reddened now, and his jaw hung open ever so slightly, blinking in surprise
Your smile seemed to ease him though, as after a few moments, he lifted your joined hands to his lips, pressing a kiss on the back of your hands and brushing your skin with him thumb
From then, there was a smile that didn’t leave his face once for the entire day, as well as the tinge of pink that remained too
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red-riot-rat · 4 years
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I’ll leave a light on (CHAPTER TWO)
HI HI BABES! this is chapter two babes!!!
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Genre:ANGST
𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨: cursing, lots of mentions of death, HAWKS,
𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘴: THEY/THEM (GENDER NEUTRAL)
AN: LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINKKKK
{Previous}
CHAPTER TWO
{Next}
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Dabi watched as you skipped down the front stairs, putting your earbuds on and blasting your music. You made your way down to the market where you could get snacks and drinks, what you and him called ‘that good shit’. 
You had memorized what everyone wanted, and for the most part it never changed. Tomura would change his drink often, and Himiko switched between Strawberry Pocky and Cheeto Puffs occasionally. Dabi always got a Monster, every single time. It didn't matter which one he got but he drinks that shit like it's holy water. 
He didn't like any other brand, Tomura didn't even care what he happened to get, and Himiko was just happy to get little snacks from you.
They were just happy you were home safe again. 
They sent you off with some money, pure intention, and the trust you would come back safe.
Safe.
Not bleeding or falling apart in their hands.
Not dying in their arms.
Your music blasted and you could sing every word of the lyrics to beat. The heels of your shoes clicking to the beat, smiling to yourself your mind wandered.
Although you haven't seen him since, you missed walking here with Hawks. You used to explore the alleyways, finding shortcuts, stray cats, and playing around.
It was always peaceful with him, peace filled with laughter and smiles.
You would trust him with your life.
Guess you have too, huh?
You skipped slightly, as you waved to the flower shop employee and they smiled right back smiled at you. It was nice down here, there weren’t any heroes, just people living their life. Although many deemed it as the ‘scary’ part of town you liked it, you knew everyone who worked in the shops around here and they were all local too.
You had nothing to fear here.
Maybe it was the vulnerability, the fact he knew the place so well, he fucking explored it with you for gods sake. 
Maybe he just had an opportunity and took it. An opportunity for chaos.
Or maybe, he wasn’t randomly drawn to you. Maybe, he planned this all along.
He planned your death, the heartache that would surge through the members of the League.
The League that trusted him, even if it was is the slightest.
The League that assured you, you would never get hurt. 
Even in the most chaotic of times.
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“Tomura!” You shouted, your cracking voice ringing like an alarm in his brain. His head spun to you, seeing you pinned under a hero he didn't care to know,
He didn't care who it was.
They had you in their grip, and he was ready to set the world on fire.
You fought against them, your hands clawing at the arms wrapped around your throat. 
You struggled, grasping for anything as your eyes locked onto your attacker.
“Tomura!” you screamed again, your eyes jumping to his red orbs, he felt a shiver run down his spine.
Your eyes filled with tears, terror, and pain tipped him over the edge.
He moved faster than you’ve ever seen before, a cackle escaping his dry lips as he rested five fingers onto the face of a hero, or you guess..
An ex-hero.
The hero fell to pieces, Tomura’s smile grew wide as he watched himself cause chaos.
“Stick with me, that won't happen again.”
And it didn't. Dabi burned buildings down with no remorse,
And Shigaraki’s head was on a swivel for any sign of distress that came from you.
They never hesitated to protect you, even if it meant their life.
It was never meant to be yours.
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The blonde hero floated down to you, his feather shedding and falling everywhere possible.
“Hey kid, long time no see eh?” He smiled as he landed, and you glanced over your shoulder, smiling slightly in response.
You didn't mind him here, he was always fun.
He followed you around like a lost puppy making conversations, running around the store with you, cracking jokes.
Even as you left the market, smiles still stayed glued to your faces, as he poked you and ate a few snacks you had bought with him.
You were smiling, laughing, having a good time.
Nothing could ruin this, nothing at all.
Because it's all fun and games.
Maybe lifes a game, and all you are is a pawn.
A pawn the heroes use to one up on the League.
A pawn that fell into Keigo Takami’s hands.
“Listen kid, I need a favor.”
You turned slightly, an alarm blaring in your head. His tone of voice, the way his eyes stared so confidently into yours, gleaming with unknown intents scared you.
You wish it scared you more, and you would’ve ran.
You would've gotten out of there.
You would’ve survived. 
But your feet were planted to the ground like cement.
Even when he glances around the streets, searching. Searching for future enemies, future problems, anything that could’ve stopped him. 
Stop him from taking the breath out of your lungs.
Stop him from leaving you to die on the side walk.
But,
He didn't hesitate, he was quick and unforgiving. 
He acted like you weren't just a kid. A child.
A defenseless child, staring into the eyes of their impending death,
He held a red feather to your throat, backing you into a corner of the alleyway.
He didn't smile, but his eyes gave away his intent.
He’ll kill you no hesitation, no remorse.
Because he's a hero. Hero fucking scum.
“Did you fucking hear me? I need a favor.” His face stayed emotionless, his words echoing down the empty alley.
He lowered his feather to your side, and you had no protection.
You had nothing, no weapon, no urge to move, all you had was terror and fear striking you to your core.
All you had was a family that waited on your arrival back home.
You had lost everything, was it not enough?
Did you have to lose your life to the heroes?
Did you have to spill your own blood for them?
“Listen, no hard feelings yeah?” he finally smiled, his white teeth shining in the subtle light that creeped into the dark back alley.
“Keigo, no. No. You fucking can’t, they’ll kill you.” You stutter out, your sentences barely forming and your brain overwhelmed.
“You know they will!”
The feelings of betrayal and anger suck deep into your skin, finally setting as you realize your situation. 
You stood your ground, planting your feet firmly to the ground as he smirked to you, knowing that his actions would prevail.
The media would over look this if it ever got out, and anyone who ever stood against the Hero Commission would never see the fucking light of day again.
There wasn't any escaping it, no way out, no second chance.
You were at a loss, and you knew it. 
You were going to die and you knew it.
Your eyes began to blur as tears flowed down your cheeks, the ally you had will kill you, right here right now.
And he did.
Within an instant he swiped his feather, creating a nasty gnash across your side. Your screams of agony brought no attention from outside the alley, no one came to your side.
No one would.
The rest is a blur, word on a grave, a faint memory only you and that beloved hero would ever know.
A memory you hoped to give to the people waiting for you back home. The people you called family.
Who would be left shattered without you.
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Your voice rang through Tomura’s ears as he held your body close to him, standing in the heavy cold rain. He was ready.
Himiko Toga stood to his left, her knife in hand and shining when lighting struck. Her face was red, her eyes puffy, and the sleeves of her cardigan stained themselves with tears, snot and pain. She was ready.
Dabi stood to his right, smoke emitting from where his skin met disheveled scars. He grimaced at the sight of the mansion belonging to the red winged hero.He was ready.
They were ready.
Ready for chaos to ensue, death to prevail, and anger to overcome them.
They were ready to watch the pretty birds' wings, burn to ashes.
The three stared into the glowing eyes of the hero, as he stood on his balcony admiring the sight of a peaceful night.
A successful night.
A night he’ll jeep in the books, a trophy night.
It wouldn't take long for the winged hero to see the three figures. It wouldn't take long to know their intent.
The fact that Shigaraki Tomura held your dead body as close to him as possible gave it away. 
“Takami Keigo.” Himiko’s voice rang out, her glowing eyes meeting the heroes. Her faint smile bleeds with malice, anger and the need to see blood spilled.
It wasn't fair, it wasn't fair it was you.
You were just a kid, you were a child and he took your life away from you.
It wasn't fair your blood was spilled, it should've been anyone. Anyone else.
It should've been him.
“Are you ready?”
Lets play a game, Takami Keigo.
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tododorks · 4 years
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͙⁺˚*・༓☾ aizawa shouta + b
“be mine” – how would they go about asking out their crush?
✎ request by @dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby
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firstly, mans doesn’t even,,,okay– he knows he has a crush, he’s above denying his feelings. he just doesn’t act on them.
because a) you’re a coworker and b) his life is rather hectic and he’d rather not drag someone into it, only for it to end awfully.
he has a teaching job that takes up half his time, not to mention he’s a hero which takes up the other half. (when he sleeps and eats isn’t relevant.)
he’s had his fair share of crushes before and he treats it the same as the others. by that i mean he continues to treat you the same as he did before. he’s been through a failed relationship before, mostly because neither of them had much time. knowing how busy you yourself are, he’d just rather not start anything.
really i’m sorry for this if you didn’t expect it, but i feel like you’ll have to make the first few steps to becoming closer, otherwise he’ll keep you two at around the same level for a while.
it’s a process, but going slow and getting to know someone isn’t a bad thing.
once he does end up asking you out he’s really blunt. you’ll be grading papers, and he’ll be tapping his pen against a cup, wondering when he should ask.
“hey aizawa, do you need help with the papers? you’re sort of spacing out there”
he blinks for a second, yawns and goes back to his papers. you shrug it off, he could be so unpredictable at times.
“want to go out on a date?”
damn i mean hopefully you weren’t drinking anything because if you did, you choked on it. he patted your back and handed you a tissue, he’s lazy not a dick.
“with..you?”
“that’s why i asked”
panicked for a minute like “oh maybe i probably shouldn’t have asked them out” but then you said yes :) so ‘s all good!
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finnthebunneh · 3 years
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Hello! I've seen your art before and I finally made my way to find you here in Tumblr after reading the Naga Kuroo Au fic inspired by your art. So, can I just *scream* YOUR ART OMG! Im so in love with it!! Your Kurodai and Bokurodai just
*incoherent screaming* Its amazing. You're amazing. I love it; now I shall continue scrolling through your art and 🥺🥺
aaaaaaaa thank you so much it makes me very happy to hear that! the Naga au having its own fic was something i never imagined would happen but Cat loved it so much and gave it life, I can never thank her enough for this blessing!  (heheheh kurodai is gooood and bokurodai is my comfort ot3, they have such a fun dynamic!)
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gallickingun · 4 years
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"Talk shit, get hit" You tell em bb. Honestly, you're so strong for having to deal with this bullshit since november and still be here running your blog. You're amazing honestly. These anons want to feel important 🙄🙄, its so easy to block, hit unfollow etc... idk why it seems like such a monumental task compared to writing anon hate messages 😪😪 I will never understand 😭 there's no need to stir up dirt when things can be solver like that^^ or dm's to deal directly with the problem ����🏽‍♀️
luckily i haven’t had to put up with this blog shit since november, that was when me and my ex split for the first time. but! regardless, thank you! i’m not sure what the big deal is, either. if i don’t like someone or their content makes me feel uneasy, i block them and move on. i don’t send anonymous hate because it’s pointless lol. you are in charge of your own online experience, and if you don’t like someone, don’t follow them! it’s seriously so much easier than putting in effort to send anonymous hate. i don’t understand it. but thank you for being so sweet and understanding 🥺💕
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gallickingun · 4 years
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Yes yes hello! Just here to drop some appreciation 😌 recently Ive started to follow quite the number of writing blogs so everyday Im slowly reading up on their works. I gotta say, your way of writing has me hooked 🥺, its so fucking good yo'. You have me going from 😳 to 🥺 real quick with each work I read; its great 🧡. Ik writing is hard (I've tried before 😂) so just the fact that you take time to deliver these great works deserves applause 👏🏽👏🏽 Keep it up hon, you're doing amazing 😊
omg thank you so much! this is so kind of you!! i can’t wait to get back to writing full pieces soon, hopefully!! thank you for reading my stuff, and sending me this!! i hope you continue to enjoy 💕
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yamagucji · 3 years
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IM SORRY! You got my mind rolling and now I have brainrot... here are some mixed ones and now I shall leave 😂
Everytime Mattsun approaches you from behind he'll gently tilt your head back to kiss your forehead and then just drapes himself over you.
Tendou calls you his paradise, at first only did it when you were asleep until you heard him one day. Now he does it on a daily basis (I'm sure this has been used in fics but it makes me melt).
Goshiki has a lot of dog pictures in his camera roll.
Suga keeps embarrasing pictures in his cam roll of the team when they're sleeping (a lot of them tend to drool). Also he has some of you from when you fell asleep on him and those pics make him smile a lot.
When you walk around with Yamaguchi and he wants to stop to look at something he gently tugs on your clothes to make you stop walking before holding your hand. (He blushes and it makes his freckles looks extra adorable)
dont be sorry! im loving all these brainrot. honestly these all sound so canon ??😫 i bet goshiki shows his dog pics to tendou a lot and suddenly the whole team’s behind them looking too. and i’ve been kinda falling for mattsun AH this makes me swoon for him a little more.
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yamagucji · 3 years
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I- ummm...
😚💋
*hides*
so !! you like my theme ?😳
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nepenthendline · 3 years
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HAIKYUU GUYS AND THEIR HANDS PT. 2
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Bokuto, Akaashi, Kenma, Kuroo, Tendou, Ushijima, Osamu & Atsumu
A/N: putting my hand kink to good use, tumblr hates me ive tried posting this so many times and it wont let me, this isn't going to show up in tags but i don't care anymore
Tagging: @a-hai-kyuu @matsunshine​ @notkageyamasprincess​​​ @morosis-haze @dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby
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Bokuto:
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Akaashi:
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Kenma:
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Kuroo:
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Tendou:
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Ushijima:
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Osamu:
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Atsumu: (very self-indulgent)
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nepenthendline · 4 years
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“You’re so special to me” - Tendou
As part of the affirmations event
I’ll say it for him, but you’re special to me and ily
Event request for @dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby​: I am ready 🤭My comfort character Tendou + 'You're so special to me' 🥺.
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Tendou: 
Light began to fill your bedroom, spreading rays across the walls and slowly taking over your bed, warming up the duvet that covered you. Gentle, feather-light touches that danced over yours cheeks and arms brought you out of your sleepy state, welcoming you back to the world. Your eyes flickered open, steadying themselves to land on the messy head of red hair in front of you. He smiled widely, reaching his arm across your waist and pulling you to his chest.
“Good morning, cutie,” he spoke with way too much energy for this time of morning. You shuffled closer, getting comfortable in his bare, warm chest, placing your hand over it and feeling his steady heart beat.
“Hmm, g’morning,” you slurred quietly, receiving a chuckle from him. His fingers moved up, brushing the hair away from your face and kissing your forehead, then let out a content sigh.
“We should stay here all day, whaddya think?” He asked, pulling away enough to see your face. You looked up towards him, squinting a little as the bright light filled your sleepy eyes and nodded.
“Please. I don’t wanna move, you’re too warm.” Leaning up, you placed a returning kiss on his cheek, then let your head fall back on the pillow. 
You lay side-by-side, eyes level with each other as you both memorised each centimetre of the face in front of you. A dazed smile took over your lips, as you ran your fingers through his thick hair, massaging at his scalp as he hummed, almost purred, in delight. Trailing your hand further, you ran a finger over his soft cheekbones, then down towards his neck, feeling him shudder slightly.
“I love you,” you whispered, staring into his large eyes that had been fixated on you since they opened.
“I love you too,” his tone matched yours. He reached a hand up to take yours, entwining your fingers together and kissing the back of it. “You’re so special to me.”
Your smile grew. You felt so alive yet so calm in this moment with Tendou, the love of your life as you saw in the morning together, wrapped up in each others love. 
“You’re my everything, Satori,” you confessed, squeezing his hand tighter in yours as your heart fluttered. He leaned forward, pressing his lips to yours delicately, lingering as you both slowly parted, and gazed at each other once more.
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nepenthendline · 4 years
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Soulmates - Aone
This was a commission for @dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby​! My commissions are 30% off until 30th september 💕💕 Hope you enjoy!
(also I changed my banners oooo)
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Ever since you were born you had the two words on your wrist memorised: ‘it’s you’. Your key to finding your soulmate, your one true love who would be perfect for you in every way. Each day, even as a little child you had dreamed about that one day you’d hear those two familiar words, and how your heart would finally feel complete. Some of your friends had already found their fated soulmate; one when they were 7, one two years ago, and one just last week, but there were plenty others who were still looking for their other puzzle piece – you being one of them.  
You still had time, you had to keep reminding yourself. You were only a second year at Date Tech, and you still even had a whole year at the busy school to run into your soulmate, but it felt so frustrating to wait.  
To busy your time instead of worrying yourself silly over this, you had joined the volleyball team as a manager in your first year. At first, you didn’t know much about the sport at all, but you grew to love watching the ball fall on the opponent’s side, and hearing it bounce off the strong arms of the blockers. Over time, you built a great relationship with the team members, and they respected you. It was a little easier for you to talk to the second years though, as you had much more in common due to your shared classes.
That was except for one though: Aone. Well, it wasn’t exactly just you that struggled communicating with the boy. In the past two years, you’d noticed how he rarely ever spoke, to you or to others, and how he preferred to reply in grunts or nods. It wasn’t like you had never heard his voice; however, it was just never once directed at you.  
Even so, somehow you were so drawn to him. It was like a magnetic force that tugged on your heart every time you were near him. Every nerve in your body kept telling you to talk to him, to learn more about him; so, you did.  
It certainly helped that you were quite close to Futakuchi, who seemed well versed in the communicative ways of Aone. The three of you, all being second years, started walking home together after practice, meeting up for morning practice, leading into study sessions at each other’s houses to cram before your exams.  
While Aone never spoke, he certainly never lacked expression. During your time together you got to learn more about him: what he liked, what he didn’t like, the subjects he enjoyed and his talents, all by carefully watching him and learning the little signs of happiness or discomfort. Such as the way his eyes widen a little and his face softens when he sees a cute kitten cross the street on the way home, or how his brow furrows deeply when he can’t understand a homework question. It was so interesting, so charming.  
You felt so comfortable around him. You saw how kind he was, and how thoughtful he could be whenever he tried to help or comfort his friends. However, while you hung out together often, you never really knew where you stood. Were you friends? Acquaintances? Purely club-mates? He didn’t seem to avoid you by any means, but it was as he tried to keep a little distance between the two of you. You knew you were probably never going to get much talking from him, but even after a year of your company, he had never answered a question or shared his thoughts to you with words. Futakuchi had mentioned to you before about how he only spoke with those he was extremely comfortable with, so you supposed he didn’t think of you as dearly as you did for him.  
You didn’t mind the silence, but sometimes, it stung. It hurt knowing how your mind was filled with thoughts of him every day, and how you just wanted to be someone he could rely on, someone who could confide in when things got tough.  
Every time you caught yourself staring a little too long at him, or when you noticed you’d stayed up late thinking about him, you were ashamed of yourself. And every day your shame grew as you fell deeper and deeper for him. You hadn’t even met your soulmate and yet you’d already abandoned your perfect future together to adore this boy a little more. There were rumours of how people had developed relationships with those who weren’t their destined soulmate, but these people were often shunned on by society. The world had chosen the perfect person for you, and you’re only job was to love and care for them, yet you had failed already.
The guilt was eating away at you, slowly breaking you down. You loved a man that wasn’t your soulmate, and you didn’t know what to do to fix it. So, you stepped back. You tried to get your mind off Aone by keeping your distance. You’d run off before you could walk home together, or you’d find an excuse to miss your study nights. You spent more time with other friends and trying to meet new people in case you stumbled across your soulmate and the shock could take Aone from your heart. But, no matter how long you spent away from him, no matter how else you tried to fill your time and thoughts, you were always pulled to him.
Aone, on the other hand, was dealing with a different type of stress to you, but one that chained him up just as tightly. A year ago, he found his soulmate; a year since he had heard those exact words on his wrist said to him, and how he had found the one for him. In that moment, and every moment since, he had dealt with a flood of emotions. Happiness, fear, relief and doubt. The world told him that this person was the one for him, the one who would finally accept him, love him and every part of him. He already knew that he loved them; every moment around them made his heart soar. Soulmate or not, he had fallen for them, their beauty, their compassion and care. But why was he so scared? So scared that his fated life partner wouldn’t feel the same? He didn’t even know if it was possible, but every instance with others had led him to believe that he was unwanted, unapproachable and unattractive. They may not have been his soulmates, sure, but there was never an instance besides the volleyball team where he felt accepted, and he couldn’t face the possibility of his one and only chance of love, the only chance he ever wanted, to be lost.  
And his worst nightmare was coming true. It didn’t take long for him to notice the change. He saw you draw away from him, leaving him behind in the pursuit for another; probably someone better, more handsome or more sophisticated. He might have a soulmate, but no one could fall for him.
“Why don’t you just tell her?” Futakuchi asked, sitting next to him on the steps leading into the school gym and Aone watched you in the distance filling water bottles. Aone didn’t need to answer for Futakuchi to know the answer, not that he would have anyway.
“If you don’t speak to her, she’s never going to know you’re her soulmate,” Futakuchi watched as Aone’s face screwed together tighter, and how his head fell to look at his wrist. He lightly traced over the words he had heard a year ago from you, still remembering how it sounded. His friend sighed besides him, throwing an arm over his shoulders.  
“I know you’re scared, but she was made for you, and only for you. The universe knew that she would love you, and that you would love her. Besides, you’re already friends with her and we both know how lovely she is. Soulmates or not, she’d still find a way to know you and fall for you.” Aone turned to look at him, his eyes were swallowed with insecurity and fear, and he swallowed heard. “Just give it a chance, you won’t know until you do. If you wait too long you might lose her,” he saw the panic flash in his friend’s eyes at those words, could Aone really lose his only chance? Futakuchi lifted his arm off, smacking him on the back, “go sweep her off her feet, yeah? You’re a great guy, I’m sure you can romance her,” he teased with a wink, before heading back into the gym at the sound of their coach calling to start practice. Could he make you fall for him? He had no idea, but he had to at least try.  
Through practice, the only time you had spoken to him was to ask if he wanted a towel, and he was way past the point of missing your voice. He wanted to make things right, to make you his but he just didn’t know how. He wasn’t the best at dealing with people, nor did he ever know what to say, and speaking itself was a struggle for him.  
At the end of practice, you had headed off home as soon as you had finished clearing up, while the team members were still getting changed. You wanted to be by yourself for a little while, maybe go somewhere you could clear your head. You’d been so busy recently trying to distract yourself from the hole in your heart, but every attempted made it grow bigger.
It was dark on your way some expect for the dim glow of the streetlights that barely guided your way. Your legs were tired, but your mind felt worse. By the side of the road was a large park, one you used to play in as a child, and the bench that sat under a streetlight called you. You trudged over, dropping your bag to your side and slumping down on the seat. You pulled your legs up onto the bench, tucking them close to your chest and let your head fall back. Taking a deep breath, you closed your eyes and focused on the cold breeze as it swirled freely around you, yet you felt so stuck.  
Aone had left the school after he had changed and gave a swift nod as a goodbye to his teammates. He still wasn’t used to walking home alone without your chatter and warmth to keep him company. He didn’t like being out alone in the dark either, but he was always more concerned about your safety than his.  
As he walked under the dim lights, a figure at the corner of his eye caught his attention. Looking over, he saw what he could immediately recognise as you, sitting on the lonely bench, your head thrown back and your body tucked into itself. His heart skipped a beat, partly in adoration at the sight of you, and partly in worry.  
Footsteps moved across the road behind you, creeping louder and louder with each step, certainly coming towards you. You opened your eyes, and the shock of seeing Aone leaning over the bench to look you directly in the eyes sent shivers down your body.  
“You scared me,” you half-heartedly muttered, sitting up straighter than before. He stared at you for a couple moments, before rounding the bench and sitting by your side. You both sat silently, listening to the wind rustle through the trees.  
He turned to look at you as your gaze was ahead, watching the park in front. The light from above highlighted your features and reflected from your eyes, although that seemed to be the only light that came from them. He felt his hand subconsciously move across the bench towards you, but he quickly snatched it back before you could notice. He was scared, but you deserved to know rather than spend the rest of your life wandering around, hoping.
“It’s you,” he mumbled out, his voice deep and thick from its lack of use. He saw your eyes grow wide, and as the realisation set in, your head snapped towards him.
“Huh?” He didn’t know if you genuinely didn’t hear him, or if you just couldn’t believe this moment.
“It’s you,” he repeated, a little louder and a little more certain than before.  
Your jaw hung open a bit, trying to find a way to move. You looked away from him, then back to him again, then down at your wrist. Those same words you had just heard were staring back at you in permanent ink on your skin, glowing.  
All this time, and the one you had been looking for was right in front of you. The one you had been dreaming about and thinking of was yours. You started chuckling to yourself out of pure astonishment, what a fool you had been. All the intense feelings you felt for him, all the times you wanted to pull him close, every moment you spent watching him in devotion was for this exact reason; he was your soulmate, your one and only love.  
His face tensed at your reaction, half relieved that you didn’t seem disgusted, and half confused that you were so calm. You looked towards him with a lazily smile, and he saw that glint in your eyes that he grew so fond of.  
“I-I hope you can grow to accept me as your soulmate,” he spoke sincerely, fiddling with his fingers in his lap as his voice staggered out.  
“That’s what I’ve been wishing for, for the past year.”
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First Kiss - Asahi
fghjk this is so cute omg I love asahi 💕💕 I hope this is what you wanted?? this is so long (2.3k)
Request: @dont-mind-me-imjustpassingby​ Hi 👀 do I request through here? I don’t know 😭 anyways… could I mayhaps request 👉🏽👈🏽 Hinata sized 3rd year reader stealing Asahi’s first kiss because the mutual pinning was so damn obvious and reader couldn’t wait for a confession and just went for it. Then worries they read the signs wrong during class and when visiting the VBC (they read ‘em right)
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You and Asahi had been close friends since you started high school; you learned how kind and gentle he was, but he was also funny, smart and so easy to talk to. By your second year, the two of you were best friends, practically inseparable. You felt so comforted being around him, as he did around you, and you truly felt like you could be yourself. Later on in your second year, you realised you had developed feelings for him and, even if he possibly didn’t feel the same, you were glad he was the man that took your breath away. 
You’ve always felt comfortable hugging Asahi, something you always did when you first saw each other and before heading home after school, but recently things started to seem a little awkward. It didn’t feel like Asahi didn’t want to hug you, but as if it was making him nervous. When you would pull back, his eyes would meet yours as your face was still close to his chest, and he would suddenly look away while his cheeks burned. Maybe you were making him uncomfortable, or maybe his anxiety was getting worse?
That being said, whenever you were in class, he always seemed to want to be with you. If you had a task to do in pairs he would always rush to pick you first, or he would scoot his desk over just slightly to be closer to you. So did he want to be next to you or not? 
Through Asahi, you were also pretty close to Sugawara and Daichi, who loved to tease Asahi for his nerves. They knew so much about Asahi and seemed to be able to deal with him well when his anxiety flared up. Before Asahi made it to the gym after school, you pulled the two third years aside to pry about Asahi. 
“He’s been getting so much more nervous recently! Whenever I touch him he flinches a little or his face goes red, and when I see him typing in texts, he keeps typing something then deleting it. I thought he might want some space from me but then he’s always inviting me out to do stuff with him at the weekends so I don’t know what’s going on,” you ranted, frustration evident in your voice. 
Sugawara looked at Daichi, then back at you, putting his arm around your shoulders and leaning in close.
“Hmm? Seems like a crush to me,” he teases and watches your eyes go wide in shock
“Don’t start getting involved Suga, let him tell her when he’s ready,” Daichi says in a stern voice, pulling Sugawara off you. 
“Wait, what? He has a crush on me?” they’re both silent for a few moments just staring at you before Sugawara speaks,
“just watch him closely for a little while,” he gives you a wink before the rest of the team members enter and practice starts. You don’t get the chance to interact much with Asahi during practice, leaving you with nerves bubbling in your stomach as you watched him. The way his arms were so strong as he slammed down the ball, how his hair fell from his bun and framed his features, how the intense expression on concentration make him look so fierce and manly- oh shit he caught you staring. That one fearless look in his eyes quickly turned into red ears and shaking hands as they tucked the stray hairs behind his ear and looked away, running over to the other side of the gym to get his water. Maybe Sugawara was right?
You lived in the same direction as Asahi, so walking home together had been the norm for the last couple years. You and the team walked together for a little while, talking and laughing, before everyone parted to their own ways. It was just you and Asahi now, walking together in the dark, and he had become much quieter than before. Every now and then, his hand or shoulder would brush past yours, and then quickly move away as if to hope you didn’t notice, and his gaze was focused ahead of him so he didn’t meet your eyes on him. You didn’t speak to each other too much, but he did send you a goodnight text when he got home, accompanied by a heart emoji. 
You were in a rush the next morning to get ready for school since you missed your alarm, and ran out the house when you received Asahi’s message that he was waiting for you outside. 
“Sorry, sorry! I woke up late, I haven’t even done my hair yet and it’s looks ridiculous,” you tried combing through your hair with your fingers in order to attempt to make it look less messy. 
“That’s ok, don’t worry,” he paused and fiddled with the spare hair tie on his wrist for a moment, “w-wait, let me fix it for you,” he said in a quiet voice, before gathering up your hair in a shaky grip and braiding it. Even just the few seconds of his fingers through your hair made you want to close your eyes and fall asleep. When he finished, you turned around and thanked him, giving him a gentle smile and inspecting the braid, 
“You’re so good at this! How does it look?” you asked, tilting your head in various directions so he can see it fully. 
“You-it looks cute,” he stutters out, linking his fingers together as he fiddles with them. Your walk to school was just like your walk home, where the two to of you would make idle chatter as he seemed to get closer and closer by every yard.
You sat next to him in class, and during the teacher’s lecture, you looked over to Asahi to find him staring at you, chin rested in him palm as he rocked his pen back and forth between his fingers. You gave him a smile before looking down at your textbook. You could see him freaking out a little from the corner of your eye and held in a giggle. 
The next couple days went a similar way; you’d catch him looking at you with soft eyes, he would ask you for help on questions much more often then usual, he’d try and answer difficult questions in class then look at you to see if you were impressed, or he would let his hand linger on yours a little when you passed him a pen. Ok, Sugawara was definitely right, surely this mean’t he had a crush on you. 
You tried to hint to him that you also had feelings for him, such as giving him a wink when you’d catch him staring, putting your hand on his arm and leaving it there when you spoke to him or telling him his new hairstyle looked handsome, but he never seemed to try and get closer or give you a confession. Not that you really expected it from him anyway, he was an anxious, insecure guy and you knew it would break his confidence if he did confess and you said no. But you just wanted him to tell you, to know for sure that he liked you as much as you liked him. 
This was going on for too long without an answer, so you decided to step in. It wasn’t planned at all, but at least he would know how you felt. You got to your house from your usual walk together and decided this was the moment.
“See you later Y/N, don’t stay up too late, ok? You need to get enough rest,” he said, placing a hand on your back. 
“I know, I know, I’ll go to bed early I promise. Let me know when you get home,” you moved closer to give him his usual hug, holding him tighter and for a little longer than usual. You went to pull away, but his grip stayed firm around you, so you sunk back into his chest. A few minutes went past before you spoke up, 
“‘Sahi? I love your hugs but it’s cold out here and I need to head inside,” you giggled, pulling yourself from him.
“Oh, right, yes, sorry...I didn’t mean to do that,” his cheeks were burning again as he rubbed his neck with his hand and looked away. You chuckled to yourself as you watched him, then stepped closer and grabbed the collar of his jacket, pulling him down to match your height and kissing him. He was way too shocked to kiss you back, but his lips still felt soft and warm against yours. You lingered for a moment, before pulling back and walking towards your house, waving him goodbye as he stood frozen in his spot with his eyes and jaw wide open. 
You didn’t give him much time to react or reply before you were already inside your house, and covered your face with your hands, half in embarrassment and half in joy. You really kissed him. 
Although you were sure that he liked you back, you were so nervous to see him after that moment together. He hadn’t text you at all that evening like the usually did; could he be mad at you? No, surely not, not after all the signs he was giving you. You tried telling yourself that it would be ok, and you could fix things with him today, when the buzz from your phone pulled you out of your thoughts. It was Asahi texting you your daily reminder that he was outside waiting for you. You stared at the text, your heart pumping furiously at the realisation that you need to face him now. Gathering your stuff, you headed outside and greeted him with a meek hello. He didn’t look at you at all after you stepping out your house, keeping his distance from you as you two walked to school and stuttered over his words the few times he spoke to you. 
When you got to class, he pulled himself tightly together, keeping his head down or on the board in front while bouncing his leg continuously. He didn’t even pair with you when you had to talk to a partner about a book passage. You were panicking so bad; you’ve really ruined it now. You felt so stupid that you must have gotten his signals wrong and thought you had a chance with him. He must be so mad at you right now considering he won’t even speak to you. 
You just wanted to clear the air with him, even if he didn’t want to be your friend anymore you at least wanted to apologise and talk it out. As soon as the bell rang for you lunch break, you ran off, heading behind the school building to be alone and think through what to do. You, shakily, pulled out your phone and texted Asahi to come meet you. He didn’t reply, but a few minutes later, you saw him come round the corner and stand in front of you. 
“er..hi?” It sounded more like a question coming out of your mouth as you lifted yourself up from the wall you were leaning on, and shuffled from one foot to the other nervously. 
“Hey, what did you need?” he asked, hushed and looking away. You moved your hair from your face and looked down at your feet, 
“Um, I just wanted to apologise for yesterday. I shouldn’t have done that and I’m so sorry that I made you uncomfortable. I should have known you wouldn’t have wanted that. It was so stupid of me not to have asked you first and I understand if your mad and don’t want to speak to me again, but I’m really sorry.” You looked up at him to see his reaction. His mouth was open slightly, and his brow furrowed. 
“I-what? I’m not mad at you,” he said, holding his hands out in front of him defensively. 
“Huh? But you haven’t spoken to me since yesterday.”
He let out a heavy breath and looked to his side, 
“I was just...nervous. I, um, I liked what happened yesterday, I just didn’t know how to face you after that in case it was a mistake and I thought too much into it.” He tugged at the ends of his jumper sleeves as he spoke, his voice low and rough. 
“Wait, so you do like me?” He nodded and let out a shy smile as you beamed in relief. You lunged closer to him and lightly whacked him on the arm, “I thought you hated me! Do you know how stressed I was?” There wasn’t much threat behind your voice but he apologised multiple times. 
“I just didn’t know what I would have done if you came to me today and said you didn’t mean it,” he mumbled. 
“Of course I meant it! You’re so cool and sweet and kind, who wouldn’t want to kiss you?!” You ranted, more to yourself than him. His cheeks got red at your words, and stumbled across incoherent words. You threw yourself into his arms, hugging him tightly and burying your face into his chest. “Don’t worry me like that again, ok?” You pouted as he calmed down a little by your touch and chuckled. The two of you hugged for a little while, feeling settled in each others hold, before he started to tense up again and spoke,
“Um so... would you like to, maybe, go on a date with me? You don’t have to!”
“I would love to go on a date with you Asahi,” you pulled back and held his face between your hands, keeping him at your eye-line. “Hopefully I get another kiss on the date too.”
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