10.18.23 Wednesday
12:01 am
My 42nd Birthday...
Still,have windblow....
Happy Birthday to me!!! Thank God, I'm still here on earth though someone put me on the crime's list... But God knows my heart... I feel bitter but still I will never give up...
I hope to get a bf who is almost perfect meaning sweet, sensitive and willing to be my super hero... The one that I think, I can TRUST! A black penis or a dread-locks guy...
I feel bitter and self-pity... I'm 42 already...
8:23 am
Thank God for my flatten 42nd birthday, for these flatten 16 years... Should I be happy? Yeah...Yeah... but I'm not satisfied coz I don't have achievement that is fulfilled, nothing now...
Hmm....Planning to do my abs again coz I want to be presentable and confident while trying and trying my best to get a bf... I'm not that happy now... But taking care of yourself means loving yourself and by loving yourself you can easily extend that love on someone...
I know I'm on a diet but it doesn't mean to starve. It is totally unfair in my part to starve on food and to crave on sex... Totally bullshit in my 42nd birthday... Bullshit for 16 years...
No plans... No celebration... No spaghetti... No ice creams and cake...
It is just a plain Pie2x nothing else... But Peachy is still hoping for a good story twist... I still wanna leave the hometown but I don't have money yet... People will hate me for planning to go to ilocos in my head and in my heart coz I hate being controlled... Unless I got dread-locks guy or the black penis probably will change my game plan.
I just wanna leave this place coz I never grow, I never glitter and not my ideal life with my 2 Uncles who are just flatten me... People here who didn't take me seriously... They didn't give me the right exposure or chance in life and some took away my red carpet or my flying carpet.
Hoping that will have a fair and nice story twist... I need a job and money...
Happy birthday to me and you don't expect anything... It'a been 16 years they just smashed me some other fakers relatives as well like my Beth ( My biological mother ).
I always wanna find my real group and friends...
11:39 am
How fake my relatives are...
No food these 2 fakers Uncle's are thinking for me to lift Uncle DD... Next Uncle Totie...
What did they do since 2007? I can't get progress... Where are my fucking friends? Did someone steal something from me???
1:56 pm
I feel bitterish... I still have windblow... No progress here and I wanna fucking leave this hometown but I don't have money....
My faker biological mother is here... But she is here just to greet me a happy birthday!
3:25 pm
This fake biological mother uplifting Burger, I want Burger be dead...
She is telling that Burger got a dog and Burger is upper...
Carol is here my half-sister the 3rd, on the latter part the 3rd adoptive... She brought my favorite pizza! The spinach...
3:46 pm
Thanks Maco and Allen and most specially to Carol ( my half-sister on my biological mother ).
I don't have fundings now so I asked even my friends on some toiletries....Thanks Carol!
5:01 pm
My 42nd birthday this is the first time again after 2 decades that I last sing this song "Dreaming of You"...
Someone killed me for 16 years...
https://wesingapp.com/user/609c9f84242f3789374b/song/y5llGQXy1PdgvXNa-DreamingOfYou?lang=en&ws_channel=copylink&from_page=1050
5:58 pm
This Uncle Jun is fake...He didn't know it is my birthday that's why Maco and Allen brought me a Pizza...
He asked me twice if it is really my birthday today... Grrr... I said it is my birthday!
11:07 pm
Part 3: Love on heights or Love In Heights or Love & Hieghts♡♡♡
When I saw this on youtube,I thought the girl is tall but when I checked them, the girl is really a shorty girl.
But these days, I feel bitter, I can't get a bf and I heard some people that they will pair me on a shorty man. Why,they keep on interfering on me!
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Dreaming of You by Velvetoscar ( @mizzwilde )
The Begrudging Starbucks AU.
The world is winter and steamed milk and creamy espresso shots. The world is a never ending queue. The world is a Starbucks logo and a pink-cheeked smile from Niall and a bored scowl from Zayn and the world is Louis watching his best mate, Liam, fall in love with their newest customer, Harry. Who may or may not be in love with Louis. The world is cruel.
Pictures I used:
For the paper book cover: x, x
Epub covers: One, Two, Three
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“I am the daughter of myself. I am born of my own dream. My dream sustains me.” - Rosario Costellanos * Art “Generations” by Mikai Sakura #dreamingofyou #ancestors #generations #artistshoutout #lifeanddeath #birth (at Catalina Foothills, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVF8hfQlWC8PAVqVTPB-GfJ-HmIxV8NOvPbS4o0/?utm_medium=tumblr
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(Amé este efecto bronceado con pestañas ❤️) Y mientras te espero aquí sentada, Mil pensamientos se atochan en mi alma, Será verdad?, es real?, porqué yo?, Solo esbocé una sonrisa y sentí profundamente… Porque me lo merezco. ❤️ @imsamjack #mujer #woman #latina #latinwomen #latinwoman #brunette #face #love #waitingforyou #waiting4you #waiting4u #waitingformytwinflame #picoftheday #dreaming #dreamingofyou #inlove #ilovemyself #happy #sohappy (at Chile) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSzfK4ynvSM/?utm_medium=tumblr
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