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melissa7102004 · 2 years
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evermorecatra · 5 months
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Me, 3 days ago: *sees a video about a person with adhd saying caffeine makes them anxious* oh that doesn't really happen to me. Weird, idk why
Me, today after drinking more caffeine than usual: *shaking and breathing fast, panicking internally about little things* Oh.
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Hey!
So I’ve been thinking about this idea with Lando and reader and since YOURE SOO GODLY GOOD AT THIS I thought that maybe it’ll fit your taste.
So reader and Lando were out and about, could be sth official like black tie or sth and had a quarrel that got pretty heated. They have to come back together so they were silent and when they finally reached home and started getting ready for bed Lando just chose to sleep on the couch.
Reader has been waiting for him despite the fight and when she noticed that he wants to sleep on the couch she’s like “I don’t want to be one of those couples, just come back”. They don’t have to resolve it immediately i don’t know… just do whatever you want here!
Can be fluff or smut, I leave it up to you! Hope it’s fine!!
Cheers xx
We Are Not Being That Cliche - LN
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Y/n can practically glimpses at her brain when she rolls her eyes hearing Lando's jealous rant which is only ruining their night more than he did when he initially told the guy who was talking to her to fuck off.
The man was literally talking about how much he loves F1 and she's almost certain he was trying to use her as a means to get a foot in with befriending Lando and other drivers. Not that it would've worked and if he called that flirting he really needed to work on his game.
"Lando, for the last time I was trying to be polite to someone who was clearly a fan. Which by the way, you completely obliterated my efforts by coming over, grabbing me like a possessive arsehole and telling him to fuck off if he was going to look at me with those eyes-which by the way, what the hell were you even talking about?" Y/n groans, not so much mad but just annoyed and frustrated with the man. "You are being a dick."
"Maybe if you didn't stand there and entertain it I would have to be an arsehole who steps in to step guys from flirting with you." Lando argues then huffing. "I'm your boyfriend, I'd be a piece of shit for a boyfriend if I just stood there watching some strange guy flirt with you."
"Oh yeah because the way you're acting right now isn't coming across as shitty." Y/n comments sarcastically rolling her eyes for what feelings like the millionth time. She might actually strain her eye if she keeps going.
“I’m being shitty? Excuse me for being upset that my girlfriend gave even the slightest bit of tolerance towards a man who was so obviously flirting with you.” Lando grumbles adjusting his grip on the steering wheel as he slows down and parks up. “I’d never do that to you and trust me, there’s plenty of women who try that I wouldn’t dare put time into.”
“Wow. You’re really going to do that?” Y/n questions as they glare at each other. “Fine, be like that. I’m so fucking over tonight anyway.”
She climbs out, slamming the door and storming off leaving Lando to move at a slower pace since he’s certainly not chasing her to apologise. He stands by what he said. So actually he even waits until she's out of sight before he gets out because honestly he's not going to argue all the way up to the apartment.
By the time he gets up to the apartment, she's locked herself in the bathroom with the shower running. He could be almost certain that she's showering for two reasons. One; because someone did spill a drink on her earlier in the night. Two; she wants to cry without him being a witness to it.
He's more annoyed at himself that he's put his own girlfriend in tears, that's really the last thing he wants.
"Baby, please open the door!" Lando exclaims with a heavy sigh.
"Go away, Lando!"
The thickness of her voice gives away his prediction of her crying in there is completely accurate but he's not about to shout that through the door.
Lando sighs dropping his head back before moving to grab some clothes, changing out his suit before he moves into the living room. He knows he's fucked up, better to let her cool off and just calm down for the night.
Y/n comes out the bathroom trying to focus on just getting into bed and sleeping as fast as possible.
However, one annoying thing about Lando is that he's done a very effective job at is making her always need him there to sleep well. Especially when she knows he's there to sleep alongside her. So while she tosses and turns trying to convince herself that she can and will fall asleep without him there.
Nothing is working.
When she checks her phone she groans seeing actually it's been 2 hours of trying to sleep and failing miserably. But something strikes her that is much more important.
Where the hell is Lando?
She heard movement around the apartment, so unless someone broke in then he is there. Somewhere.
After an internal feud she throws the covers off and stands up marching through the apartment till she spots him and frowns, her anger fizzling out as she sees him sitting on the seat, the sofa set up with a pillow and blanket as he looks at his phone.
"Lando?" Y/n murmurs making him look up still looking like he's a little annoyed. "Don't sleep out here...we're better than that. Please."
"I don't want to sleep in the same bed if you're mad at me."
"I...I am mad, but please. Come on, we are not being that cliche that you're going to sleep on the couch." Y/n sighs making him look at her. "I'm not apologising till you do though."
"...I am sorry. I shouldn't have acted like that." Lando admits as he stands up smiling a little since he is definitely feeling some sort of what that she's came out to get him. "I thought you were really going to let me stay out there."
"I didn't realise you were staying on the sofa till I couldn't get to sleep." Y/n murmurs while leading them to the bedroom while Lando grins moving to pick her up, spinning her till she's facing him before picking her up and pulling her legs up around his waist. "I didn't mean-"
"You can't sleep when I'm not there?" Lando questions making her look at him with an unimpressed expression for a moment.
"Don't get cocky about it."
Lando's expression shows that's already too late for that. He's already very much cocky about it and by the time she goes to open her mouth, she finds herself placed down and his weight lands gently on top of her making her grunt a little.
"Just go to sleep. It's been a long day and I really want this day to be over already." Lando mutters gently, trying to make sure he doesn't sound annoyed or still upset about the argument and even that caused it.
"If it counts for anything, I think you looked amazing in your suit...I was ready to rip it off of you." Y/n whispers with an undertone to her voice which earns his attention a bit as he looks up at her with slightly darkened eyes. "How about we make up in the morning?"
"I can definitely agree to that." Lando nods moving up to catch her in a very hot and heavy kiss then moving back down to lie with his head on her stomach to just sleep half on top of her.
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wildheartsalwaysburn · 4 months
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OP men taking care of their SO
Gn!Reader (I tried)
Characters: Trafalgar Law, Eustass Kid, Sanji, Bartolomeo, Corazon
CW: mentions of ED (starving, vomiting, overexercising), bad body image/body dysmorphia, cursing, SH, slight nsfw for Kid
Notes: I'm in a terrible mental state rn, kinda relapsing. OP hyperfixation fixes stuff so I decided to write some HC how they would act when noticing their SO is struggling with an ED.
Trafalgar Law
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he had a bad feeling about your eating habits a while ago
noticing you rush to the bathroom after every meal and "showering" excessively
but didn't mention cuz he knows to leave people alone (he's the same tbh)
it hit him during the monthly physical examination
he listens to your heartbeat and notice it being really low
"y/n, would you step on the scale?" he asks in a cold but also concerned tone
as he notices you getting anxious when standing in front of that thing, he sighs and puts a hand reassuring on your shoulder
"it's ok. I'm here. Just step on it, please." his voice still concerned but warm and soft
he looks at the low numbers in shock and takes you carefully from the scale before you can see the numbers
"y/n-ya. What's wrong?" he'll take your cold hands and sits right in front of you
if you break out in tears, he'll just sit there and hug you tightly, til you calm down by yourself
if you stay cold and stubborn, he'll get annoyed but also takes care of you
either way, you talk a lot and will make a rehab plan, he'll watch over you as much as he can
he won't miss a moment to show you how much he loves and cares for you
"you're the most beautiful soul I know, y/n-ya."
"I know it hurts, but I cannot lose someone I love dearly, again."
"We get through this, ok?"
all in all, he's a doctor and acts like one, but he'll support you whenever needed
Eustass Kid
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he notice during working out together
the last times you'd been skipping meals and even alcohol, working out without him even in the middle of the night
first he thought you'd simply want to get stronger than him and teases you daily
but on that day you've overdone yourself, your body can't take it anymore and you get dizzy and weak all of a sudden, letting the weights fall down with a thud
"y/n?! Fucking seriously?" he first yells at you (rule: never let weights fall down)
you sink on your knees, mumbling sth like you'd be fine
"Fine my ass!" he swears and lifts you up to carry you to his room
"what the hell are you thinking?!" he's clearly pissed
he'll put on his too big warm clothes and coat, still staring at you angrily
forces you to drink water and hot tea, he still stares at you
"so what the fuck is wrong with you, y/n?" angry, annoyed tone
when you start to cry, he's overwhelmed and feels bad not being able to help, so he just sits there and pets your head
when you glance back and pout/get angry you'll get into a fight and storms out throwing the door
just to come back and hug you tightly after finally understanding
his soft side comes out when you tell him you feel weak and ugly and fat
he laughs: "stupid girl/boy! you're the strongest pirate I know! and the sexiest! besides me"
if you don't or don't smile enough (which will be most likely the case), he'll just tower over you and wrap you up in his arms, roaming with his hands over your body and repeat how amazing you are
he'll get overprotective, remind you to eat enough through the day (sometimes forces you to)
He makes you different playlists to lift up your mood
also he'll seek help from Killer from time to time (but won't tell you)
Sanji
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He’ll notice when you stop joining to cook in the kitchen
Notices your rapid weight loss really quickly
Sits down next to you, lights up a ciggy and asks worried what’s wrong
Poor boy thinks it’s his fault
Eventually he’ll tear up and just hug you, telling you how much he loves you
“You can tell me everything, ma chère!”
You instantly felt understood and tell him
He’ll look at you in shock, not understanding how such a beautiful person can think of themselves like that
“But you are the most beautiful woman/man, I know, y/n-swan”
He cups your face and gazes into your eyes before kissing you softly
“We get through this, together. I promise.”
And he’ll make it true. He’s the most supportive boyfriend
Forehead kisses, reassuring soft hugs and touches, always keeping an eye on you
Spa Days, telling you every second how much he loves and adores you, would never force you but beg you to try his food at least
Makes the most delicious looking meals
Reads all about EDs so he won’t accidentally hurt you even more
Will hold you in his arms when you’re freezing or crying
Hides the scale
All in all the perfect man
Bartolomeo
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He’ll notice when following you to the bathroom after dinner
Already had a bad gut feeling about your bruised up and red hands
He holds them all the time so he knows their appearance by heart
“Y/n-chan? Are you ok? I’m here for you! Are you sick?”
Music plays from inside and the tab runs
When you came out after minutes, eyes swollen and red, hands wet and even redder than before you’ll earn a concerned look
“Don’t tell me you’re fine, y/n-chan.”
Weirdly sniffs and notices the smell of vomit
Eyes in shock and starts crying
“No no no no my dearest y/n-chan!! Please don’t tell me it’s true!”
Wraps his arms around you in a tight embrace, crying his eyes out
Overdramatic as fuck
Eventually taking your weak body to a quiet room, cleans your face and gives you something to drink
Will listen to each of your words really carefully to understand
Always pleasing you, always bring you water and tea, will not force but desperately beg to you eat something
Will accompany you to the bathroom any time, watching that you don’t hurt yourself anymore
Around you 24/7, will provoke and beat up everyone just trying to say something bad about you
Literally overprotective l, like a guard dog
Will try to lift your mood by telling stupid jokes and stories, tattle about Law and other “not cool non strawhats”, showing off his collection
Proud as hell every time he’ll make you laugh and forget that illness for a second
Corazon/ Rosinante Donquixote
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He’ll notice when picking you up as usual
“Y/n, you’re so tiny?!”
Shocked at first and lifts you even higher
Can’t believe you’re that light, you’ve always been to him, but now it’s different
Immediately throws you over his shoulder, covering you with his warm feather coat
“We’re going to a doctor, no back talk.”
His tone is stern but also warm and caring
Carries you to different doctors and hospitals, always holding your hand or thigh to show you he’s there
Will yell at anyone who says that can’t treat you
Throws literal tantrums at some doctors for being “incapable”
Will end up trying to fix and heal you himself
Showers you in love and care, eg bringing you water, tea, let’s you borrow his lighter to fidget with (even lend you his cigarettes if you smoke)
Will always smile at you and be more clumsy on purpose to make you laugh again
Will cook for you, whatever you want, burns it a few times by accident
Let’s you wear his clothes, when you feel bad about your body
Or wraps you up in them to get you warm
Will be extremely careful when touching, hugging or lifting you up
Afraid he’ll break you
Will inform himself about EDs to make the best of it
Never leaves your side, towering above or behind you, so no one can hurt you
Even lends you hit hat from time to time if he can’t be around for a moment, so you won’t feel alone
Gets sentimental when you sleep and he drinks, petting your head, sits right next to you talking about how beautiful and amazing you are
"I love you so much! You deserve everything in this world, my heart!"
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milkb0nny · 11 months
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REQUEST OPEN?? Here I come cutiepie I saw you've written for hsr so I assume you write for it if no please don't be afraid to ignore me
Blade X reader jealousy hcs(⁠*⁠^⁠3⁠^⁠)⁠/⁠~⁠♡
Don't forget to eat something darling <3
🤍 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒅𝒆'𝒔 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔
note: I’m very glad to take your request. I just started the second world in star rail and Blade is a fine man. I’ll eat and drink sth when I finished writing. Thank you very much!
characters: Blade
contents: Blade being jealous and possessive, gn! reader, fluff, hints of something smutty
warnings: mention of violence, sexual hints, not proofread
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🍃… 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔
▫️Usually he’s not very possessive about his belongings or rather he doesn’t care that much about it. People annoy him and surely get on his nerves but he never expressed jealousy outwards. Some may think he’s jealous of more powerful people which isn’t wrong. When he met you his whole life changed though.
▫️He’s possessive but not in a bad way. You’re the only one that achieved to crawl through his emotions, to reach his soft spots which nobody else ever discovered. Luckily he treasures you enough to care enough. In risky situations he’s there for your safety and he’ll care for every need. You’re his only peaceful place in this world. Of course he will be jealous. He wouldn’t know what to do without his world.
▫️Whenever you’re some meters away, talking to others he gets worried immediately. How will these people treat you? Normally he'd hang around trying to be inconspicuous. If a man ever intends to touch you, he will take action.
▫️Of course he won't be too violent in front of you. Blade didn't know how to handle you being too scared of him and he's actually very afraid you'll turn away one day. A very strong grab on the suspects wrist is a warning sign that usually lasts forever in this person's head.
▫️Blade isn't jealous when men or women glaze upon you, smile at you because he is well aware of your beauty and how wonderful you are. It rather makes him proud to be the only one who sees you at your most vulnerable state.
▫️Even though he's a prideful man when it comes to you, no one except maybe the closest people to you are able to touch you. Or... Rather allowed. He will tolerate your dearest friends and family but not any finger who is just a bystander. He always has his arm wrapped around your waist or has a hand on your shoulder. His grip is strong but protective. The weight of his hands and arms calm you down but you immediately notice when he turns nervous.
▫️If a situation comes up where you tell him to back off, hell scoff silently and walk away. That feels like a rejection and he'll disappear. You won't find him until the late evening when he sneaks into the bed. Blade is uncomfortable with others being so close - closer than him. He never told you but this man is hurting inside when you distance yourself for another person.
▫️It's guaranteed he'll never break that to you and maybe you won't ever find out. Be sure he's bothered when he lays down beside you, his back facing you. Even an apology might not soften him up. He'll act like he doesn't care, he definitely does though.
▫️You're glad he's jealous at times when uncomfortable encounters are prevented but sometimes you just want to get to know new people. He slowly has to learn you're not in a cage which is hard. He's been neglected or... Well, he's been the villain all the time. He doesn't get to know new people and if he does it's not very peaceful.
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🍃... 𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒐
You were in a bar since you felt a little disconnected to society lately. Blade didn't want to go there but tagged along since he knows what douchebags will be there. You were glad he was with you but you knew he was uncomfortable the first second you stepped into the pub. He sat down in a corner with you, grumming silently and having you on his side.
"Y/n, isn't that a friend of yours?" His long fingers pointed at a girl who was with a few men and some other girls. You nodded. You haven't seen her in months. In a hesitant manner you looked at him. As an apology for going over you kissed his cheek.
"Is it okay?"
"Sure." He didn't look at you. Blade fidgeted with a coin and looked at it. You knew he was a little hurt but you craved some cheerful people.
"Okay. I'll be back in ten minutes." You gave him another kiss on the cheek and walked up to your friends. His eyes looked up on an instant when he heard a hello from the other side. His dark demeanor watched the situation evolving. He noticed one of the guys was drunk.
While you enjoyed talking to your friend he watched you and all the new faces were refreshing. You were by far the most beautiful individual and his eyes were stuck on you. Suddenly the drunk man you never met before wanted to touch you; to be specific he wanted to wrap his arms around your waist.
In a flash your boyfriend stood behind him. You saw the hatred in his eyes, the desire to kill, the disgust of others. Blade grabbed his shoulder and shoved him meters away with only one swing. His red eyes glowed in a gloomy shine. "Never touch y/n without my permission." The words he spoke were cold. He was cold.
"We're going, y/n." He then said a little softer but still filled with rage. You swallowed and nodded. You were in shock this man wanted to grab you as his treasure and you were surprised by the fast reaction of your boyfriend. You were glad he was there.
"I'm sorry guys, we're leaving.." You said a little ashamed to the others but they apologized for the bad behavior their friend expressed. You played it off as your boyfriend behind you glared at them as a warning. Then you turned around taking Blade's hand and left.
"You were too harsh..."
"And you weren't on guard." He muffled and looked away but his grip got comfortably stronger. It was enough to tell you he loves you.
"Thank you..." You blushed a little, walking home in the light of the moon. It would be still a long night and both of you knew.
When you looked up at him you witnessed a soft red tone over the face of Blade.
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sduckyss · 12 days
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Hello! I've got a little request if you wouldn't mind doing it. Would you be willing to do the "Guard Dog/Master" trope with Ghost and Reader? Would love to see some possessive Ghost with him being all big and intimidating. Thanks and I hope this finds you well :)
TW: This might have spelling mistakes.
cw: Bl, degradation phrase, smut?, angst? Comment if I forgot sth.
Everybody knew ghost as your so called ‘Bodyguard’. Well he wasn’t quite literally your bodyguard, but acted like one. Possesive of you, overprotective of you, like you were his. Like he owned you. He would follow you around, making sure you were safe. Whenever somebody tried talking to you, he would scare them off by his frightening stare. Ofcourse it was frightening, he was a buff 6’3 soldier after all.
After a long, but successful Mission, the base decided to celebrate their success.
You found yourself in a pub with your boyfriend Ghost, and his teammates. Your choice of clothes made some of the men turn their head to you when you were walking, looking you up and down. That didn’t go unnoticed by Ghost. He gritted his teeth, sighing as he crossed his arms and kept following you, keeping a close eye on your surroundings. As much as he wanted to show everybody you were his, he didn’t want to make a scene infront of everyone.
You stopped in a corner, leaning up against the wall as Ghost stood next to you.
“Darling, would you like some drinks?”, he asked you, softly. Despite his calm and soft voice, you could tell the way those men were gawking at you pisses him off.
You nod your head hesitantly, leaning in closer and kissing his cheek gently to soothe his worries. The lieutenant sigh in response and the corner of his lips curved into a small smile, which is quickly covered by his stoic and blank expression under his balaclava. He nodded back at you and turned away, walking into the crowd of people to get you a drink, you losing sight of him.
There were quite some men gawking at you, but one was staring too openly. He didn’t seem to notice that you had a boyfriend. He probably noticed me after Simon left, you thought to yourself.
Leaning up against the wall, just chilling and looking around curiously until that man decides to approach you. The way he carries himself screams arrogant and ignorant. You tried not to make a grimace, and just put on a smile.
“Hey gorgeous, you here alone?” he asks charmingly. It would be charming for others, but not for you since you weren’t interested at all.
You smiled politely, looking up at him and you were about to answer when Ghost suddenly appeared behind him. “You got problems with my partner, seargant?” he asks the guy coldly, cocking an eyebrow at him.
In response to that, he doesn’t cower or back away. He just smirks “Seems like your little one is quite interested in me. Would look out if I were you, lieutenant.” he remarks, grinning.
Your eyes widen, your eyebrows raising up as you stare at the idiot in disbelief at his words. Your gaze returns to Ghost, who gives you a full on glare to keep your mouth shut. You sigh and lower your head in response.
“I’m pretty sure my ‘little one’ isn’t at all interested in you, sergeant.” Ghost sighs, looking back at the man coldly as he has his arms crossed infront of his chest.
The guy cocks an eyebrow at him, smirking and snickering. “You some sort of guard dog? The big ol’ lieutenant a guard dog, hahahaa!” He mocked.
Ghost gritted his teeth in response. God how badly he wanted to punch this guy in the face, but he won’t make a scene. It’s not worth it. “You have a minute to leave, sergeant. You know better.” he threatens.
It makes the man sigh in defeat, letting it go. It wasn’t worth it, was it? He walked away into the distance, leaving you and Ghost alone.
You kept your head lowered, voiding Ghosts intense gaze. You knew you were in trouble, but God, the way he glared at you made all your blood rush downwards.
Now you were standing there, your head lowered in submission with your cock twitching against your pants.
Ghost loomed over you, pinning you against the wall “look at me, dear.” he commanded, his voice rough despite his words being sweet. You hesitantly looked up at him through your lashes, breathing quite heavily.
“What were you thinking?” Ghost asked suddenly, raising an eyebrow at you. Your arousal didn’t go unnoticed by him, but he decided not to speak up about it.
“I- um..I-…” you stammer, your face flushed as you looked up at him with pleading puppy eyes. Pleading for only God knows what.
“Relax love, you’re not in trouble.” he sighs, cupping your cheek in his hand. “Not yet.” he added, his eyes narrowing.
“I wasn’t thinking..” you admit, breathing heavily and getting more aroused the longer he stares at you.
“God, one look is all it takes from me and you’re already panting like a damn dog.” Ghost looked at you intensely, taking your hand in his. “Why don’t we go back to our hotel room, my love?” he whispers softly into your ear. “I will remind you who you really belong to.” he added, seemingly still mad.
This was gonna be a long night.
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yup-thats-me · 2 years
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Lifeline || Johnny Depp x reader
Hurt/comfort with sth along the lines of “i don't have anyone anymore.“-“you have me.“ / “ you're really all i've got.“ / “you're not doing this alone.“ 🥺 (the whole trial atm just makes me want to hold and kiss him and tell him it's all gonna be okay so bad 😭) request by @ohladymoon
warning: none. Sad johnny and whiskey
summary: when Johnny is slowly loosing hope, you remind him you're there for him
a/n: this has kind of become a blurb rather than a fic. Sorry it's posted so late also i think this is written badly. Feedbacks will be really really really appreciated (:
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"Johnny? Babe where are you?"
You had left the house when your mom called you to give you some cookies she'd made, now after an hour the house felt dead. Cold as ice. No sign of Johnny, not a single light on. It made your heart beat a bit faster.
Advancing through the numerous rooms, you finally found Johnny. He was sitting on a chair in the balcony, looking over the dark sky, a whiskey bottle by the table and a glass in his hand.
He'd been drinking. You walked upto him and knelt down beside his chair. "Johnny?" You whispered.
He turned to you. His eyes buffy, like he'd been crying. Seeing his condition, you took the glass from his and set it aside. His hand held yours as yours as you pulled his head in your chest.
"Y/n. I'm exhausted." He muttered against your skin, his chest rising and falling rapidly.
Putting your head atop his , you ran your fingers through his hair, it would always calm him. It hurt to see him scattered. A man as strong as a mountain, being this vulnerable, it made you scared.
"It's okay, baby. I'm right here." He continued to sob in your chest.
The trials were the reason for the current state of your lover. Everyday, he have to go and face the devil herself. Everyday he's forced to relive the terrifying events that broke him. A year ago, you found Johnny when no one was there for him. You gave him hope of a new life. You gave him the comfort which he so deserves. You were his shoulder to cry on, his calm in the storm.
Johnny reminds himself each day how lucky he is to have you, to hold you, to worship you. You were his. He knew even if the world would be against him, you'd be by his side, holding his hand.
But that didn't mean he wasn't allowed to feel devastated. He was fired from the franchise. Directors wouldn't offer him projects. It wasn't for the money. No he have plenty. The thing is he loves his job. He loves to make his fans happy, to act and make people see from someone else's eyes, from a character's eyes but fate wasn't by his side.
"No Y/n. I don't have anyone anymore."
The sentence made your heart break in a million peices. You knew he was hurt, it hurt you too but he was forgetting you were still here. The things he goes through, you go through that too. Whenever a hater on the internet would call him an abuser, the hurt he'd go through, you'd be hurt as much, if not more.
You pulled away from him, wiping his tears with the back of your hand. He looked at you, his black orbs have lost the bright shine in them. "You're forgetting my love, you have me."
Your words gave him the thing he needed the most. Assurance. He needed someone to tell him he was not alone.
He smiled at you for the first time since the morning. "You're really all I've got."
You continued to comfort him as he talked his heart out through out the night and you were there for him.
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1000night · 2 years
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Period Comfort P.3
characters: Ari Levinson, Andy Barber, Jake Jensen, Ransom Drysdale
warnings: implied smut, fluffy, use pussy this world many times
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Ari Levinson
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If your pussy would hurt before you start bleeding, he would suggest that you cockwarming him. And he's serious.
More sex before the period. He'd fulfill your any fantasy or kinks, the more rough during the sex, the sweeter about the aftercare.
When your womb start bleeding, your only seat is on his lap, his hands would stroke your tummy, lower back, or inner thigh softly.
Kissing and nipping your neck and shoulder, saying those filthy and sweet things into your ear.
"Part your legs more wider, duvshanit(honey). I knew this sweet little cunt need and want my attention now. Daddy will give what his girls want. "
Andy Barber
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Calm and sweet daddy, stack the dessert you've craved so long for you. Stroke your back and lulled you until you sleep.
He actually has his own recipe to sooth your pain, it's from his parent.
The kiss-before-bed routine in period would add one more: Your clothed mound.
Petting your pussy gently, his ocean blue eyes darken, the temperature of his hands, his hot breathe and the electricity feelings when his lips press your pussy made you kneen and sighed comfortably.
He smiled proudly.
"Sleeping well, doll."
Jake Jensen
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This guy freak out when the first time your period came after you live together.
The first thing he said to you was "Did you drink enough hot water?"
"...You must be lucky because I love you, JJ."
Starting to teach him how to ask or say sth properly. And tell him what you need.
He volunteers to wash your hair when you're in period.
Masage your belly and lower back, he kissed them and whispering to them.
"Hey, I'll treat her and you as best as I can, don't be mean to her. Deal or not?"
Your laugh make him grin, another kiss on your point finger, his stares are full of protective and satisfaction.
"Deal."
Ransom Drysdale
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He know what it's going on, but his experiences told him that he better just leave you alone.
Let you insecure and cry all day long, you thought he's sick of you and want to break up.
But when he bring chocolate, hotwater bag and everything he thinks you need, came to your home. You leaned on the door frame and asked him what he want from you.
The deadly from your words thrilled him, he might shouldn't be here too early.
But he noticed your puffy eyes and he frowned. He gave you the things he brought and lowered his voice.
"Can I take a cup of tea? It's rainy outside."
You let him inside and sighed in relief when you opened the bags.
The silence was killed both you and him. So you decided to ask first.
"Ransom..."
His eyes shifted to you, you sucked a sharp breath and spilled out your insecure.
"If...if you think it's time for break up, you can say it now."
He narrowed his eyes, jaw clenched. His teeth gritted, "What? You want to break up, with me?"
Shook your head, your fingers crossed and pressed on your thighs, you swallowed the pain.
"No, but if you want to, I'd accept..."
"Don't you dare assume that I'd let you go, woman. I won't, and no one could take you away from me."
He stood up, grapped your arms and hugged you tightly. You could feel his hands are shaking, his breath shallow and hasty.
"...Did I do something wrong? Do you need more space alone? Or anything you want? Just tell me, sweetgirl. Just tell me."
"Why you didn't call me or answer my phone?" You hold his shirt behind his back. The tears dropped itself.
You can't sure he was sigh in relief or huff. But his warm embrace didn't loose any inch.
"When I was little, my mom would be nut when she's in her period. I learned to hide from her. I thought you need some places to release your...period moods."
He looked at your eyes, and the back of his right hand touched your cheek softly.
"You thought I'm tired of you and want to break up. Silly girl."
You couldn't answer him because he pressed his forehead against yours. His hands downed to hold your ass cheeks and lower back. The warm from him comfort you.
"The shining star is in front of me, only fool would abandon her to find a rock."
The End
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dangopango00 · 2 months
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When You’re Upset HCS
Legato x gn reader
A/N: Yes i am so upset shhhh but it gave me sm inspo ok enjoy can u tell im obsessed with him idk i think its pretty subtle.
CW: I put a lil comedic remarks bc i stopped being upset halfway through (distractions make me feel better)
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(Breaking it down into three parts: Does he know [sorry it was funny], what does he do, when ur back to normal)
Does he know?
- IMMEDIATELY. I mean if its just a minor annoyance and nothing serious then it would be hard for him to catch on bc hes not very attuned to others feelings nor is he used to noticing subtle changes
- He does try his best to be attuned to ur feelings though and if ur seriously upset then hed definitely notice
- What tips him off most is ur attitude
- Whether ur an introvert extrovert ambivert whateverrrrs you always have this kind of positivity about you (which is necessary to be around him healthily)
- However, ofc, this quality is lost when ur upset
- Youre around him and or talking to him much less and keeping to yourself more even if u arent upset with him specifically which hed immediately notice (hes a little clingy when it comes to spending time with you. That shit gets serious for him 🤞🤞)
What does he do?
- I think it depends on what you do tbh Id say hes pretty reactive
- If you were to rant to him abt whatever is upsetting you (even if its him) he’d just sit and listen
- He doesnt really know what to do so the best he can do is lend an ear and will only really chime in if he thought of a solution for the issue or to apologize if u told him he did sth wrong and he has no dispute abt it
- Might add in a few “Mmm”s or “Ah”s just so u know hes listening but dont be surprised when most of the time he just sits silently and stares right at u, ofc hes listening
- If you seem to get really upset during ur rant (like panic attack or super angry) hed do something simple to make you feel better like awkwardly patting ur head/back and tell you to stop. Talking (hes doing his best ok he just means to say take a break from ur rant and calm down a bit)
- Will also get u water or generally a drink during the above situation
- If you were to hide that you’re upset and try to be normal I think it would puzzle him as to why you’re acting like this when he can clearly tell you’re upset
- He’d first observe u for a while and wonder if maybe its a small matter so/or you didn’t want to get him involved
- Even if it IS small hed still be worried during the time you’re upset so hed just do subtle things for you to make your days smoother and avoid stressing you out further like getting food for you or running errands for you (does this anytime you’re upset no matter the circumstance but it increases like 10x in this specific scenario)
- If your condition doesn’t improve or if it suddenly improves without warning he’ll do his best to convey to you that u can rant if u need to
- “What is troubling you” or “What is your problem” something short like that is the best he can do for now but you can hear how worried he is in his slightly wavering voice as his curious gaze scans over you
- If you were to just shut down; go catatonic he would be worried most in this scenario because of the stark contrast in your usual personality
- Like the last scenario, hed observe u first but hed act quicker with this
- Hed almost immediately ask whats troubling you like millions thoughts are running through his mind:
What if someone had threatened you?
What if he did something and didn’t even notice it?
What if someone was already hurting you?
What if you hate him?
What if—
- Considering you were already catatonic you likely don’t tell him what’s upset you so much which he takes as a sign to stick by your side even closer so he can observe the situation himself
- Hed sit next to you while you lie motionless, rest his hand on your head and if you aren’t opposed he’d mess with your hair and massage your scalp a bit
- If he knows you’re touch averse like him he wouldn’t even get the idea to do this and would instead just sit beside you, hoping you answer his previous question
- If you aren’t, he gets this idea BECAUSE you seem to like touch and this is what he can offer without being overwhelmed or anything (idk how to explain it but like he often thinks about how you deserve someone who can fulfill your needs and in his mind touch is one of those but its just something he cant do currently and its a bit of a sore spot)
- General
- No matter what the scenario he is asking WHO upset you; he just wants to talk to them 😊 #loveandpee
- Will alwayssss engage in acts of service hoping it makes you feel even a little better. Hes peeling the orange just gws, please.
- Spends as much time as he can by your side; hes very worried and really wants to know whats up but he doesnt want to prod so much that it makes u clam up even more
- Overthinks wnv ur upset even if outwardly he hardly says or expresses anything at all
- Acts like ur personal spokesman guard dog butler bf when ur upset even if hes none of those (will speak for you and defend you if ur upset and someones trying to pick at u)
When you’re back to normal?
- Hes so normal (lie) Hed be so happy 😭😭
- All this time hes been worried sick about why you were upset and if it was so bad that youd been upset more than a day? Whewww he was sooo worried you might never go back to how you were because what if it was something that completely changed your worldview?
- If you didnt ever go back to normal then itd be like seeing the last of a campfire burn out on a cold unforgiving night. It would be such a shame bc ur positivity has been keeping him a bit more positive and just. You get him through the day although he never really noticed it himself— that is until you were the one who was upset and pessimistic
- Hes so sweetie pie he follows u around like a lost dog; its as if hes clinging to sunshine after dealing with the harsh winds of winter. He just needs to make sure that you’re completely okay and wants to soak up some of ur usual energy for himself in the meantime
- All this is going on in his head but lol outwardly hes just smirking and being weird again (affectionate)
A/N: it was extremely hard not to name the sections
Does he know?
What the Legato Doin?
WE ARE SO BACK
whew i have an atmosphere to keep
Edit: proofread and edited 😙✌️
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leclerced · 2 months
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Okay since my frustration is out the window I come bearing Maxoscar meeting their girl.
For me she knows from the beginning they’re vampires or has no clue about vampires apart from binging TVD. So maybe one time when Oscar is kind of new he maybe feeds on her friend and when she finds them she thinks he’s murdering the poor girl so she starts hitting him with her bag or sth and only after sees that he’s got fangs and her friend doesn’t look like she was being slaughtered or sth. So maybe she’s a little frick and starts asking him questions and is super interested in what it’s like to be a vampire. Then Max finds them and is like “oh fuck…Oscar what have u done and why is some human girl interrogating you in a dark alley?”
If she doesn’t know then I see Max and Oscar go to the store to buy groceries (in my head vampires still eat normal food not only drink blood cause it would be a sad life, not being able to eat). But Max knows only the basic since he was holed up in his mansion for however long. So the boys stand in the middle of the sweet’s alley and argue about sth and right this moment our girlie comes up to them and is like “umm not that I want to be nosy or sth but I recommend *this, this and this*”. Max would be mesmerised by her for some reason and awkwardly try talking to her but everything comes out wrong and Oscar is trying to save the situation but he’s the best in things like that either so they both are embarrassed af but she just thinks it’s cute and gives them her number.
okok ballerina anon sent another ask im gonna post after this one ! tell me which u guys like more they r all different
i like the idea of her going out with friends and catching oscar feeding on one of them!! she'd assume they're hooking up and she starts laughing, "oh my god you're so drunk you're hooking up in an alley? no, we are going home." and then oscar looks up and she sees fangs and blood. finding out vampires exist because one of them is sucking on her friend's neck in the alley way is definitely not the best way to be introduced to the supernatural underworld. so she's totally freaking out. max shows up while oscar tries to calm her down by telling him he wasn't going to kill her, and he immediately starts complaining about how oscar's a mess and he needs to stop feeding in public because this is the third time he's been caught in a month. they just bicker back and forth while she stands there in shock. idk how it would continue but the idea is funny
the grocery store thing is cute. i kinda love it. oscar's trying to explain what each of the packages of treats are, but keeps telling max he hasn't actually tried them. "i mean, its an oatmeal cookie sandwich with cream in the middle." "yeah but, is it good?" "i haven't tried it, but it looks good, doesn't it?" after oscar explains what he thinks zebra cakes are for a third time, she interrupts and tells them they should get the oatmeal cream pies, the honey buns, and that the cosmic brownies are a must have, too. max starts questioning her on them, asking what her favorite is and why? oscar apologizes for the questions and says she can finish shopping, but she thinks they're cute so she's like, "tell you what. i'll give you my number and after you try them you tell me your favorites and i'll tell you mine."
max doesn't have a phone, so he writes her number at the bottom of his grocery list and makes oscar take him out to buy a cell phone afterwards. i think he would call her instead of texting like oscar suggests, he wants to hear her voice. he really wanted to facetime her after the at&t employee told him about that feature but oscar quickly talked him down and made him wait a day before he let him call the number. with this idea, how and when does she find out they’re vampires?
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l8tof1 · 5 months
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I was cringing hard too LOL I was like “believe in. yourself” is a drink love calm down 😔 It’s a speech that would work well for a sport brand idk…for drinks it kinda lost me
yeah i see what u mean. ig this just happens when you’re trying to market something that has no actual connection to you* 😉 you kinda oversell and create this whole elaborate story to make it make sense. but it got us talking which is half the battle won in marketing?
*i don’t think he just slapped his name on a product and had literally zero involvement beyond that. i can see him being curious about the process and wanting to do sth that apparently hasn’t been done before (?) but at the end of the day it’s just another business venture and industry for him to experiment with.
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dearhargrove · 2 years
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𝖲𝗅𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗍𝗈𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋
𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶: Fighting insomnia was a daily thing for you by now, and so was trying to get Jimin back to bed.
𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔱: 630 (or so)
↠𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗺𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲, 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗮 𝗯𝘂𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂
𝔞/𝔫: thought I'd write something for the sweetest man ever <3 is gonna be short but I don't think this is sth supposed to be long heh. Maybe I'll do the other members with the same prompt. Yes. I know the title is VERY uncreative. don't judge.
𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮: @promptful
𝔪.𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 ✦ 𝔫𝔞𝔳𝔦𝔤𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫
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Sighing you give up trying to find some sleep today. You get up, carefully removing Jimin's arm from around your waist. He liked to hold you close while sleeping, claiming it helped him sleep better. You didn't complain, after all cuddling with him was one of the most comforting things.
You've always battled with insomnia - especially when you are stressed. Recently everything has been very stressful as your boss was one big asshole and passed most of his tasks to you instead of finding different employees for them.
Jimin whines in his sleep and moves around, turning on his back. Endeared, you push the hair from his forehead and let your hand brush through it a few times.
He frowns a little before settling, calming down again.
You put your slippers on and threw one of his sweaters on as it was quite cold in your apartment. Making your way to the kitchen you quietly close the door and warm up some milk, mixing it with honey. Usually this helped when you couldn't sleep or when your throat hurt.
Yawning, you stir the milk in the pot so it doesn't boil over. When it's done you pour it into one of your bigger mugs, mixing the honey in.
When you're done two arms wrap around your middle.
You flinch before relaxing into his arms. "One day you're going to give me a heart attack." he huffs in amusement and buries his face in your neck. "Couldn't sleep without you." he whines and you laugh, turning around and pulling him into your chest.
His eyes are still closed and his hair is a mess, shorts hanging low on his hips. Usually he sleeps without a shirt - he must've put one on when he got up minutes ago.
You know he's not entirely telling the truth though; it was true he couldn't sleep well with you missing but usually he would just wait in bed until you were back.
He knew about you having sleepless nights more recently so he made it his goal to get up when you did. It was stupid in your eyes - he needed the sleep way more than you did. After all, dancing for hours takes up more energy than dealing with an annoying boss.
"You need to stop getting up with me. My problems are mine, I don't want to be a burden on you. Meaning, I can handle this myself, love." He shakes his head and pulls you even closer stubbornly saying, "Don't need to. You don't sleep, I don't sleep."
Shaking your head you brush a hand through his hair, taming the mess a little.
"Well you staying up won't make me fall asleep but make me worried about you." he can't reason with that, knowing that you worry about him no matter what just more when he does stuff like this.
"Guess you gotta stop worrying." he grins slyly and reaches for the mug behind you, letting go of you.
He drinks some of it before handing it to you. "Let's get to bed~" he tiredly whines and pulls on your arm.
Setting the mug down you quickly wash out and set it down in the sink, taking his hand. "Let's go. You're not doing this again, though." he ignores you and just starts walking back to bed, you in tow.
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(Note that this is my OWN point if view on this topic and I'm not trying to start an argument on anything or start sth like the asses who started saying shit like: "XL is a groomer" and so on, I'm just trying to get my own POV out there.)
Can we just talk abt Shi Wudu for sec?
And not in a fun, fangirl/boy/enby obsessive way no no.
Like talk about this selfish controlling piece of shit for a second.
Shi Wudu's whole thing as we know it, is that he's the intimidating older brother of Shi Qingxuan who will protect him at all costs and kind of a really shitty water tyrant.
So the way I see it, is that even though he "loved" Shi Qingxuan (and no, I'm not using quotation marks because I think SWD doesn't love SQX, it's more complicated than that and I'll talk abt it later on) his main goal wasn't to /just/ protect SQX it was to CONTROL him.
For example, this type of behaviour where someone is trying to control someone else but is masquerading said behaviour as "caring" for the person presents itself in cases of shitty friends/relatives and mental health workers who instead of helping people who are struggling they put them in danger by:
Calling emergency numbers that are known to be abusive and/or involve the POLICE (which if you don't know, the police are shit at handling that stuff and SHOULDN'T be involved in it AT ALL)
Involuntary admission to a mental hospital/psychiatrist ward.
OR, threats of involuntary admission if the person doesn't "willingly" admit themselves in.
Those are definitely not all of the examples but enough of them to explain this common situation.
The main problem here is that people looking at similar situations from an outside perspective think it's "cute" that the person "cares" about the person that they're trying to control and going on saying "they'd better be safe than sorry" and "I'd wanna have someone help be safe in a similar situation" when they don't understand that the person is actually being quite abusive and manipulative.
Now, let's step away from SQX for a second and focus on how SWD treats other people.
One thing that I mentioned in the start is that he's basically the "Water Tyrant" which is a title he gained by basically making anyone who didn't pray for him have their ships sink which is obviously a horrible thing (SIDE NOTE: and guess what? When he does it, no one bats an eyes, when HX does it, society goes WOW (or they "boo" him I guess) ).
So we do know that he's definitely controlling and not a very good person, the only people he really gets along with are the two other members of the "Three Tumours" friend group they got going in which are Pei Ming and Ling Wen.
So basically, the other gods and even probably humans don't like him at all and think he's an ass (which is true, he is) and they see how much of a fucking tyrant he's being.
So how is it that they trust him not to try and hurt SQX?
Is it because they assume that since they're related by blood and grew up together that SWD couldn't have possibly ever been abusive? Do they not see how horrible of a person he is?
Like if you get any other shitty tyrant/dictator at least from another ficitonal show, let's say Kuvira.
Do you think she'd be a good mother or older sister? No, of course not.
We actually have proof that she wouldn't treat family well with how she just casted Bataar Jr. aside.
So it make sense, that a person who's by nature abusive and controlling, will also be harmful to their family and "loved ones".
Remember the scene from book five where SWD literally TIES up SQX to a bed and FORCES him to drink medicine against his will?
Or do you remember before that when SQX was losing his shit and SWD instead of trying to calm him down started dragging him against his will angrily to the carriage thingie or whatever the fuck they had that got them back to the heavens?
He didn't even realize how much of a disaster he caused and still claimed that he "won in the end".
You know why I think he said that?
Because it was never about protecting his little brother.
It was about controlling everyone and everything around him until he came on top as the "winner" who made others suffer at the expense of him only rising higher.
In conclusion, Shi Wudu is an abusive older brother and never truly cared about Shi Qingxuan. His "love" for his younger brother was not love, he just loved the idea of having someone to play the part of the "little helpless sibling" that he got to "protect".
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Hi everyone, I'm Cress Lee | 18 | she/her.
I love Greek Mythology, doing canvas with acrylic, reading, writing, organizing my bookshelf, cryptology, story telling, baking, Taylor Swift's music, Katty Perry's music, etc.
I enjoy the shows: STH, TOH, GF, The Big Bang Theory (it's a treasure, I love it), The Ghost & Molly Mcgee, etc.
My top favorite movies; " Cruella ", " Spirited ", " The Nutcracker & The Four Realms ", " The Greatest Showman ", and literally any Spiderman movie ever (except for " Venom ", the poster was scary enough, I didn’t need *cough*want*cough* to watch it *acts tough, but can't handle horror movies*).
I do not like: Radiosilence (It's the worst, I hate it with all my heart and soul. Nobody deserves radiosilence, it's torture), fanfictions that includes incest, little kids (I hate little kids, as well as kids who aren't little, they're just so annoying, I can’t stand it. I am so not parent material), the taste of caramel, lip-sticks (how do you people eat and drink with it on???), sunlight (and no, I'm not a vampire, I just don't like it, vitamin D is literally the only thing keeping me from an A+ blood test), and tumblr bots (they're the embodiment of evil) etc.
I'm not exactly new in tumblr but this account is only about a year old.
I love STH in any and every way but my favorite is, and will always be, Sonadow.
Which is what this tumblr blog's mostly about.
I also have an Ao3 account with the same name.
Most of my works are about " Sonic the Hedgehog All Media Types ".
Short, but as frequent as possible chapters are my motto.
Seriously, I'm terrible at writing long chapters.
I have a series called: " What It Means To Be A Family " .
It had two complete parts so far, but then I decided to re-write the series, all over again, FOR THE THIRD TIME!!!
So here we are;
Part 1: Becoming A Family Isn't Easy - Act 1 (Original Version) ( 7/7, Complete ) ( 18.873 words )
Part 2: Becoming A Family Isn't Easy - Act 2 (Original Version) ( 7/7, Complete ) ( 18.557 words )
Part 3: Becoming A Family Isn't Easy - Act 1 (Re-written) ( 6/? )
Please read the notes. PLEASE.
And also another one, called: " You Matter "
Part 1: Sonic's Purgatory ( 3/3 Complete ) ( 5584 words )
Part 2: It All Began On A Field Of Violets ( 13+1/13+1 Complete ) ( 13.947 words )
Part 3: Rotten Lemons ( 5/? )
Part 4: ( In Process )
Part 5: ( In Process )
And other than that, I have a tiny ( 2475 words, Rated Teen ) fanfiction ( STH, Sonic Prime ) named " I'll Listen ". It's a sickfic. ( Complete )
And also ( Rated Mature ) " Calming Down A Hurt Soul " too. (STH, Video Games & IDW Comics) ( 34/? chapters so far. ) It's basicly a Sonadow Hurt/Comfort fic that has recently taken a dark turn. ( On going )
And an even tinier ( 2200 words ) vent fic called, "On The Verge" ( Rated Teen ) ( STH ) ( Complete )
And, "Dark & Alone (but not for long)", a fic on Sonic Forces. My take on what happened during those six months. ( Rated Mature ) ( 26/? chapters )
And my latest vent fic, ( 1954 words ) "The Emotional Beast" on Sonic as a werehog. ( Rated Teen ) ( Complete )
I'd be delighted if you took a peek.
Well, that's all for now.
Thanks.
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theninthdoor · 1 year
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Hello, I don't know where to start but first of all thank you for all your tarot reading posts about Nct, they're very detailed and help me understand about them at some points. I'm curious, there's sth bother me recently I really want to ask: Can you do an energy/relationship between Mark & Chenle (Nct) recently? I notice Mark has been "slow down?" nowadays (I don't know the exact word to describe it lol, I mean he looks calmer, not too much chaotic). Now that I watch him on Dream contents he seems to be more quiet and silently watching Dreamies fighting/arguing/talking and this links to Chenle. I know Chenle is difficult, this minute he may seem sensitive, touchy, loud, childish, be getting carried away in his own business to prove his points, the next minute he's just sitting still and deep in thoughts, like there are 2 people in him. In the past whenever Chenle seemed to be surly, leader would laugh it off or go along with the situation, but recently he's just quietly observing the situation. As you said in your reading 2023 posts for Chenle, maturing is a bittersweet progress, and I think this maturing period has hit Mark while Chenle is still being clueless about the atmosphere/situations around him when he's trying hard to prove his points, and it make me worried that he might create an uncomfortable atmosphere for members. I think because Chenle is not living with members so there's an invisible border preventing him from reading the situation? I hope he can figure it out soon. I understand that Chenle looks more excited and happier after SM let Mark and Haechan turn back and promote as 7 again. I notice in the past (2019-2020) in some show contents where there were only 5 members, Chenle looked calmer, even more silent and seemed to be lost. Maybe drinking tea and doing meditation helped him calm down a little? About Mark, I think things have change after he had covid-19, it made him reflect his whole journey. Sorry for long explanation, and thank you so much if you can reply this question!
(to answer all 3 questions that were sent regarding this issue: hope this helps!)
cards: queen of wands, king of swords, queen of swords
Mark as the Nine of Swords || Chenle as the Three of Cups || the friendship as the Hanged Man & Three of Pentacles
Their friendship isn't moving neither forward nor backward right now. It's likely that they don't have a lot of time (or opportunities) to be together outside of schedules, and so they can't maintain the same level of closeness as they may have had before. Chenle is more high spiritied and playful, as he's focusing on the positives of life, while Mark seems to have a lot to worry about at the moment, which is, understandably, making him look less lively. Also, there are a lot of external influences here - could be the other members, staff or people from their personal lives. Those energies are very prominent, and take over most of the time they have together. No bad blood, tho, and neither are these people purposely trying to keep the apart. It's just that there are a lot of obstacles between them at the moment and they are both focusing on different things. It's hard for them to connect on a personal level right now; it's all more professional.
(Disclaimer: all readings are alleged and for entertainment purposes only.)
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cartoonsaint · 2 years
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been busy (but in decent health yay!) the past month so writing’s been slow; figured that for now i’d offer a lil sth i wrote about a year ago and never finished, mostly bc it required me to maintain too high a suspension of disbelief about how hot and/or how much effort mr gordos feetman would put into his appearance. the guy canonically uses head & shoulders. and he's proud about it. man wouldn't know a mousse from a moisturizer.
a lot of the beats and central tensions i had planned for this story have been folded into a different project i like more, so this little bit is all that remains. Not A Game AU, might actually be rated G (wow!), contains eating and some talk of weight and appearances. enjoy an oblivious gordon learning that many people think he’s hot, including at least one person at the dinner table. surely he’d use that information wisely and not be a big dumb smug bastard about it, right?
That night at dinner, Joshua sets aside his drink (root beer cut with seltzer, a treat he only gets when they eat with the NeoScience Team), a thoughtful look on his freckled face, and asks, “Daddy, why do all the other parents always wanna talk to you?”
“What?” Gordon says, chuckling. He nudges some of the mystery root vegetable he’s just cut up towards his son, who studiously avoids it to fork another bit of meat. Venison of some kind, he thinks? Tommy and Sunkist caught it today, they said. “The other parents don’t always wanna talk to me. I’m hardly ever even there, bud.”
Joshua frowns and opens his mouth to rebut, but Coomer advises, “We don’t talk with our mouths full at the table, Joshua!” Obediently, Joshua closes his mouth and begins to chew quickly, the better to ask his question sooner, but the rest of the table has already had its attention caught.
“Why would anyone ever want to talk to your father?” scoffs a voice in Sylfaen, though Gordon can hear that Bubby’s smirking around the straw of his protein shake. “He’s so boring. He can’t even set anything on fire.”
“Don-don’t say that!” Tommy interjects. Under the table he’s clearly offering a bite from his plate to Sunkist, who is in the form of a large hound today. The Perfect Dog does not beg, of course — though with Tommy’s big heart around, she doesn’t need to. “I, I’m sure Mr. Freeman could light, could set anything on fire if he really wanted to.”
“And since he doesn’t, he’s boring,” Bubby snarks back.
“Oh, are we setting things on fire?” Coomer asks brightly, pushing his chair back from the table as though to leap into action.
“No! We, we have to let Mr. Freeman do it!” Tommy protests, already half-standing.
“Why, so he can f— screw it up?”
“We’re not setting anything on fire,” Gordon says loudly before an argument (or a fire) can erupt. “Everyone sit down! Besides, Joshie, Bubby’s… well, kind of right. The other parents are just being friendly.”
“Of course I’m right,” Bubby mutters from across the table, but at least he settles some. The others retake their seats and for a moment it seems like they’ll be able to continue their nice, (relatively) calm dinner together without any more fuss.
But Joshua shakes his head furiously, swallowing at last. “Nuh-uh! When Daddy comes pick me up, all the other moms and dads always wanna talk to him. Benrey knows,” he adds stubbornly. “Benrey thinks it’s weird, too.”
As one, the table turns to Benrey.
Benrey, who is sitting on Josh’s other side cutting up his meat while Gordon cuts up his vegetables, doesn’t appear to notice. He reaches across Joshua’s plate to nudge the sweet potato (?) closer to him once more, sets his utensils down, and picks up his glass of Powerade. He’s mid-sip by the time he realizes he’s being stared at.
“Huh?” Benrey says.
Bubby mutters something under his breath that could be “slap him on the ass” for all Gordon can tell, but Coomer pipes up with, “Welcome back to the conversation, Benrey! We were just discussing whether or not the parents at Joshua’s elementary school go out of their way to talk to Gordon more than is typical. Since you work there, we figured you would know best!”
It’s still a mystery to Gordon how Benrey managed to land a job as a security guard at a children’s school in such a safe town, but at this point he knows better than to look a gift horse in the mouth (especially when that gift horse is Benrey). And anyway, Joshua and Benrey being in the same place kills several birds with one stone: Benrey’s out of Gordon’s hair, Gordon has the house to himself during the day, Joshua is under the constant protection of a non-human monster who is absolutely devoted to him, and if Gordon has a panic attack about living with a non-human monster who has access to his son, then he gets several hours alone to deal with it himself without anyone being the wiser.
It also means that Gordon rarely picks Joshua up from school. Benrey brings him home most days, except for when Gordon goes to collect them both so they can all go directly to a NeoScience Team Dinner together. So if there is a difference in the way the other parents treat Gordon, Benrey would know.
Despite himself, Gordon finds his attention on the other man, curious. What, if anything, has Benrey noticed?
“...Oh,” Benrey says slowly in response to Dr. Coomer. He sets his glass down slowly, as though his thoughts are elsewhere, and then he glances sideways at Josh so obviously that even Gordon notices.
“What are you—?” Gordon starts, but Bubby hushes him. Gordon glances around the table to find all eyes focused on his son and his roommate, whose own eyes are locked as they silently have what must be a ferocious, facial expression-based argument. Gordon huffs in frustration. “Come on, at least—”
Joshua interrupts him. “Benny, pleeeeease?”
At that Benrey throws his head back; his hands come up to tug at the strings of his chullo. “Ugh,” he groans, which transforms into a bout of sweet voice in bright blue and green with pink shot throughout.
“Watermelon slice by the pool: I love you, but you make me act a fool,” Tommy translates dutifully, but Gordon had already gotten the gist. He stares at Benrey as the guy slumps forward, face in hands. Joshua, apparently satisfied, picks up his fork and starts eating again.
“...Yeah,” Benrey finally says, voice as unreadable as always. “They all always wanna talk to him. Won’t leave him alone… sometimes me n’ Josh can’t even reach him.”
“Wait, really?” Gordon says, eyebrows shooting up. He’d noticed that the other parents did tend to clump together when waiting for their kids to come out, and they did always include him in conversations, but surely that was just them being friendly? “But they always — Isn’t that just… like, normal?”
Joshie actually giggles. Benrey, face still in his hands, shakes his head.
Gordon tugs on his bangs, uncertainty rising. “Really? But I don’t, I don’t even — why?”
“Muh, maybe it’s because you’re fun to talk to?” Tommy offers.
“O-oh. Well, I — thank you, Tommy,” Gordon says. “I mean, I guess I sort of am? Like, like I can talk about science all day, I guess, and — well, I am very funny. But I don’t, uh, don’t usually—”
“Perhaps it’s because you’re the main character, Gordon!” Coomer says boisterously.
“What? Dr. Coomer—”
“Oh my god,” Bubby mutters before raising his voice. “You’re all morons. It’s because he’s a DILF.”
Gordon sputters some high-pitched, disbelieving laughter that fails to resolve into words because, immediately, Benrey growls.
Gordon jumps. He recovers quickly, though — at least this is a distraction from that totally absurd conjecture that would likely end in his mockery — and puts his hands over Joshie’s ears, protective. “Benrey,” Gordon says warningly, but the guy doesn’t even look at him. He just goes silent, pulling his hat even lower and again covering the rest of his face with sharp-clawed hands.
“Oh, relax, I’m happily taken,” Bubby says waspishly, which has Gordon doubletaking as Joshua wiggles out of his hands. What? Since when? Who—?
“That would make sense, though,” Tommy says, thoughtful. “The, the DILF thing. Humans — uh, people do like to be close to attractive people, and, and talk to them, too. And Mr. Freeman is pretty hot.”
Gordon sputters, heat rising to his face. “W-wait, what??” Bubby spouting nonsense is one thing, but it hits different coming from the most put-together adult of their group.  “Tommy—”
“What’s a DILF?” Joshua asks loudly.
“Excellent question, Joshua! The term DILF is based on the slang acronym ‘MILF.’ It stands for ‘Daddy I’d Like to—’”
Sunkist barks sharply in time with Gordon’s quick, “Woah woah hey!”
“It means they think he’s attractive, and would like to, to maybe date him,” Tommy explains kindly. Joshua ohhhs and stabs his last bite of meat, watching the conversation continue ping-ponging around the table without Gordon’s control.
“Subjectively, you’re too tall and your teeth are too white. Objectively, euh… some people like that.”
“Your face is very symmetrical, Mr. Freeman, and the, the gray streak and scars are — they’re distinctive and appealing!”
“Gordon, you often wear t-shirts that show off your arms, and your work-out regimen is clearly paying off,” Dr. Coomer says matter-of-factly.
“W-well, I had to be able to carry the HEV suit, and then exercising helped with stress,” Gordon admits. “But it’s not like I’m losing weight—”
“But you, you carry it well, Mr. Freeman,” Tommy says earnestly. “You look healthy.”
“Your skin is, hm, pretty good, too,” Bubby adds stiffly. “Keeps all your blood in. And your hair is…” He slurps at his near-empty protein shake, the sound somehow judgmental. “...fine.”
“Those are high compliments from the perfect organism, Gordon!”
“Uh, thanks, I moisturize. And use conditioner. But — but that doesn’t make me — those things don’t make a person hot.”
“No, but the effort certainly helps!” Tommy chirps. “You don’t seem to notice, but when we go out people sometimes — people stare. Plus you’re a, a single dad who loves kids. From the outside, you’re kind of a, kind of the total package, Mr. Freeman.”
“...Wait, ‘from the outside’ — what’s that supposed to—?”
“How did you think you got so many followers on JustinTV so fast? It obviously wasn’t your sparkling wit.”
“He’s right, Gordon! Attractiveness likely accounts for a large portion of the viewers on your channel!”
“No, hey, my wit is plenty sparkling! And, and, my filming set-up is kind of crap and you know it. Viewers probably wouldn’t even notice if I was, was—” For some reason, Gordon looks past Joshua (who appears to be attentively cataloging the facial expressions of everyone at the table) towards Benrey — but the guy is holding his hat to his face and singing a series of muffled chords into it, the colors of his sweet voice muted by the fabric, and doesn’t appear to even notice. Why isn’t he—?
“It’s four against one. You’re hot, get over it,” Bubby says, swapping his shake for a glass of bug juice.
“You really haven’t noticed, Mr. Freeman? People even, they treat you differently, even. Don’t you remember the other day when you, when that clerk gave you a discount for no good reason?”
“Hm! Gordon’s obliviousness would explain why he never uses his good looks to his advantage,” Coomer says thoughtfully.
“Wait, you can use being pretty to get stuff?” Joshua asks quickly. “Can I be pretty??”
“Of, of course you can, Joshua,” Tommy says indulgently.
For Gordon, this dumb hotness hypothesis is all too quickly developing into an unexpectedly supportable thesis. But he still has the evidence of twenty-seven years of being himself and looking in the mirror; while physical attractiveness isn’t necessarily the kind of thing to which he pays that much attention, surely he wouldn’t have missed it if he were hot.
“Guys, none of this matters because the premise of this conversation doesn’t make any sense. I’m not — I look okay, but I’m just regular. I’m nothing special. And I’m a smart guy, I graduated from MIT, I think I’d know, or notice, if I was, was — hot, or whatever.”
The table goes silent, all eyes on Gordon, and he can practically see the ellipses floating around his friends’ heads. A flush starts to build, heating his face and chest. “I would! You —” he tsks, annoyed — “you know, sometimes you guys act like I’m completely oblivious, but I’m not.”
The hum of sweet voice suddenly cuts off. Gordon barely has time to blink before it’s replaced with a hoarse, incredulous cackle, the kind that he only rarely hears, even living with the guy. He jerks his head round to find Benrey staring directly at him, sharp teeth flashing as he sucks in a breath to laugh again.
“What??” Gordon demands, the heat of his embarrassment and confusion easily flipping towards anger.
...
“Must we… really. Discuss this at — hhh — the dinner. Table?” the G-Man finally interrupts, gliding from the open plan kitchen into the dining room and setting down a basket of oven-fresh rolls with an exasperated thump. For a moment the weird air breaks; Gordon seizes on it, never more grateful for the G-Man’s disarming presence.
“I agree with Mr. Coolatta,” Gordon says quickly. “Let’s just — here, Joshie, why don’t you finish up your plate? You’ve still got these, um. These… white carrots? Left to eat.”
“That. Is a turnip… Mr. Freeman,” the G-Man says, disapproval frosting the air between them.
On Joshie’s other side, Benrey carefully spears one of the turnips with a fork, bringing it to his nose to sniff. It must pass muster, because he puts it in his mouth, chewing slowly — and then makes a noise of interest and spears another.
Joshua, seeing this, immediately picks up his fork and goes for one of the turnips as well. Gordon blinks and looks with renewed interest at his own plate; maybe he ought to try one as well.
and... that's it, sorry! onto better things etc. hope u enjoyed this behind the scenes peek, & thanks for reading! :)
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