I really believe that my entire family has NPD at this point. And, everyone needs therapy.
My brother borrowed my mom's car last night. This morning, our enabler mom and I went in the car to go get coffee.
I immediately noticed that the car stunk. It had a horrible smell.
I found red solo cups in the passenger seat, and mom found fast food bags in the back seat.
My brother had taken his daughters and his girlfriend to get hamburgers, but they left the half eaten food in the car all night. It started to rot and smell odorous.
I told my mom that it was not okay that he let the girls trash the car, and that they should never be drinking and driving.
Mom said it's not a big deal and we should just go get coffee.
I said, "Aren't you going to call him and tell him that it's wrong? Why don't you have him clean the car?"
She said that I'm weird for being upset and that it's none of my business because it's not my car.
Last time my brother borrowed the car, there was a bottle of vodka in the passenger seat.
He has had two DUIs, and has had his license revoked.
I don't even understand why she would want him to drive the car in the first place.
She kept telling me over and over to mind my own business, and that drinking and driving isn't a big deal because she threw the trash away.
I told her that she could have lost her car if he were to get pulled over, plus his teenaged daughters were in the car too! (He also lets his daughters drink and smoke weed. That's a whole other story.)
I admit that my anger took over and I lost it. I started yelling at my mom to listen to me, and to stop saying that it's okay for him to drink and drive, and leave garbage in the car.
She kept saying it's not a big deal. I started screaming at her. I just couldn't keep calm. I felt like she had no common sense or common decency to stand up for him.
I can't understand why no one in the family has to face any consequences. But, if I say I don't agree with something because it's morally or legally wrong, then I'm the bad person.
I've been crying and hyperventilating all day long because she just seems so lost. My entire family is lost. I don't even know what to do anymore.
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7:39 AM EST March 2, 2024:
Black Flag - "Drinking And Driving"
From the album In My Head
(October 1985)
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Fact or figment?
Faith in fiction.
Strung together by your diction
I clung to every syllable
Believed while I was still able
Under guise and being gullible
You have sowed while I have reaped.
The poisoned fruits of your seed
Birthed and blossomed from deceit
Nearly drowned in your shallow
I won’t watch you drink and wallow
The truth’s a bitter pill to swallow
But you’re a liar and a thief
Trapped inside your false beliefs
You have robbed us both of peace
Drowning out reality
Tried to sink us both in grief
While you drink yourself to sleep
Close your eyes to the shame
Of the harm in your wake
Of cheap shots that you take
Go ahead frame your truth
Sacrifice my trust in you
In the end what’s lost is
You.
Fact or figment?
lost faith in fiction.
Broken down by your addiction.
Fact or figment?
No faith in fiction
Fed and fueled by narcissism.
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me n my homie are not doing anything in that feild officer. no no i think thats actually the weed you put on me
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my dad came home drunk tonight. idk why but ever since that one night i always feel so unsafe and panic a little when he's drunk. he isn't angry or aggressive anymore but i still get scared. like he's gonna hurt us like he almost did that one night
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8:21 AM EDT March 29, 2024:
Black Flag - "Drinking And Driving"
From the album In My Head
(October 1985)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
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