#drop the disorder

[traumata-heart]

A Disorder For Everyone

#queue #world mental health day #mental health #medical model #psychiatry critical #drop the disorder

[mulika]

#Drop the disorder #Self compassion #Compassionate society

[twoheadedfather]

tiktok "leftists" when you ask them to be normal about people with cluster b or paraphilic disorders

#tw ableism #high emphasis on the paraphilic disorders but #once saw someone say that pwASPD were “scared” of people with autism because they could “suss them out” #i sat there. jaw dropped. what are you talking about #of course she didn't say “pwASPD” but... i'm not using the other word idgaf #sorry ik a lot of people make posts about this but god are they not lying #ableism #cluster b #aspd #npd #bpd #hpd #paraphilic disorder #leftists after they're asked to be leftist (IMPOSSIBLE CHALLENGE)

[heymacy]

IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags) #shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes) #i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized) #it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can. #we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

[nightmaretherabbit]

Meet The Artist [April 2024]

Nightmare The Rabbit

My names are Andrew /William / Henry (can't choose which one I like better)

My Pronouns Are: He/Him/His,They/Them/Theirs,Xe/Xem/Xyr, Bun/Bunny/Bunnies!

My birthday is March 15th

I'm a Mexican American (I'm half Mexican:)

I have Autism and Depression (Major Depressive Disorder)

I'm an amateur Musician and Artist. Winging it through this shit 👍

Five Nights at Freddy's Fanatic! I love that stupid bear game! I like other things than what I listed but yk.

Bunnyboy. I like bunnies,I relate to bunnies. Bunnies are rad 🤘

I'm Transmasc, Demisexual,Demiromantic, and Pansexual.

#my art #sona #my sona #nightmare the rabbit #fursona #meet the artist #reference sheet #actually autistic #autism spectrum #mdd #major depressive disorder #demisexual #demiromantic #pansexual #trans #transgender #transmasc #bunnies #fnaf #ntr music #ntr talks #my birthday #birthday #nightmare name drop real

[johnschneiderblog]

Seasonal Affective Disorder ... in chickens

The other day I heard a woman express great relief over the fact that her hens had started laying eggs again. She went on to explain that, as fall progresses, the seasonal loss of daylight puts them in a funk; they have trouble concentrating; their egg production drops dramatically.

This woman obviously knows her chickens. I found this on the Internet: "Studies have shown that chickens can exhibit behaviors associated with stress, such as feather-pecking and reduced egg production, in response to various environmental and social factors."

Evindently chickens recover from their late fall/early winter slump; they ultimately adapt to living in the lap of darkness and resume production. And avoid the roasting pot.

#John Schneider #chickens #Seasonal Affective Disorder #loss of daylight #drop in egg production

[the-npd-culture-is]

Questioning NPD culture is am i really a narcissist or just finding cheap execuses to my bad habits? Am i too nice to be a narcissist? Does my superiority comes from narcissism or i am just a really egocentrical person? Did i ever had a narc crash or narc high? Did my possible narcissism even affect my life or am attention seeking? Questions i'll never have the answer

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#fun fact anon. i just learned the terms narc high narc crash and narc supply like a week ago lmao #but on hindsight they do make sense with my experiences #just use the label as long as it fits pal #and if it ends up not fitting anymore you can drop it #no big deal #i did so with a few labels until was fully sure which fit me #gl anon #npd #npd culture #npd culture is #questioning npd culture is #narcissistic personality disorder #actually narcissistic #narcissism #narcissist #narcissistic #npd safe #actually npd #cluster b #cluster b safe #actually cluster b #cluster b personality disorder #anon #ask #asks

[malhare]

No matter how I play Dead Money I can never bring myself to disrespect God's autonomy, I feel a kinship with the nightkin for their severe mental health struggles and Dog/God's in particular hits super close to home. They've already suffered so much they don't deserve me fucking with them too

#Someday I'll elaborate on my thoughts but fnv in general handles it shockingly well #Saying the nightkin have schizophrenia instead of just calling them some random brand of crazy #Hell you can name drop dissociative identity disorder when talking to dog/god #malhare.txt

[cheeseburgersinparadise]

so every time I start exercising regularly again I start to get real fucked up about everything - I just ate pop tarts and donut sticks (leave me alone) bc I wanted them and it was FINE bc I worked out but it’s also not fine because I worked out, you know?? But I have to be ok with it or else it’s goodbye chzburger’s carefully built recovery. it’s so wild. brains are so wild!

#tw ed #tw diet #tw diet culture #tw exercise #tw eating disorder #tw disordered eating #I think I got them all #if anyone has advice please drop me a line bc this happens EVERY TIME which is why I can never be consistent enough #even tho I largely enjoy exercise and how it makes me feel

[lilaccatholic]

So! Much!! Weight talk!!! At!!!! Thanksgiving!!!!!!

#listen no one needs to know about my struggles with disordered eating so i didnt drop THAT bomb but BOY was all the weight talk getting ugh #why do you feel the need to talk about your daughter's weight loss and how far she has to go so much aunt d!!!!!!!! #lilac rambles

[crabussy]

whoever sent sunny that cruel ask I really really hope you realise how much that hurts. as if we don't fucking go through enough living life with a disorder as stigmatised as this. only a few people in my life know that I have OSDD because it faces so much stigma. they make fucking horror movies where the killer has my disorder. I don't understand how someone can feel so much malice towards a stranger that they will not only send them an ask basically implying that they Don't Exist and are Pretend, but also take a jab at their identity too?? why are you so unkind? there was nothing forcing you to go out of your way to make a strangers day worse by telling them that they don't fucking exist. systems and fictives have been recognised by psychologists for years. I am recognised as a system by TWO professionals, including a psychiatrist. They both acknowledge sunny's existence because they are professionals in the field of psychology who actually know what they're talking about. you are expressing so much confidence with your ignorance it makes me feel sick. I've turned anons are off on sunny's blog, he's distraught. you disgust me. I am so glad I will never know you.

#I did not go through YEARS of therapy to unlearn my terror of faking my disorder just for some horrible person on the internet #to treat my system this way. you are awful. #rant #ableism #just tagging for the purpose of people who have those filtered #god. I feel sick to my stomach that was so nasty #for reference this person sent an anon ask to sunny pretending to be a roleplayer and pretending to think that sunny was a roleplay blog. #it was glaringly obvious the passive aggressive tone was seeping out of every letter. it was really awful to read I felt my heart drop #and not only that but they made fun of her fucking pronouns???? #I'll probably delete this later but god it sickens me. we are just trying to Live #thats what I get for being disordered I guess

[deathdestiny]

Recommendation!!

Okay so I read this book and I recommend to do the same if you are radfem/gender critical/gender abolitionist. Basically it’s about Autism and gender identity. As autistic folk, while reading this book I felt that I’m not alone, I felt finally seen. It also focus on other disorders that autistics can have while still the main topic is gender identity and struggles to find yourself in gender obsessed society. I genuinely recommend to read it even autistic trans people as it can help with understanding yourself more. It’s sad to see other people having the same problem/s as you not so long ago. Wish you all better future and capability to understand yourself more

#radfem #radfem do interact #radfem safe #radblr #terfblr #autistic women #autistic experiences #gender critical #gender abolition #gender cult #transgender #autism spectrum disorder #autistic trans #radfems #radfems do interact #radfems please interact #radical feminism #lgb drop the t #terfs do touch #terf #trans cult

[wizardnuke]

i understand this is like. objectively a wild thing to bitch about when yr average woman wants to lose weight but it is really so fucking bizarre and disheartening to be asked "how are you so skinny how do you do it" by women who are really honestly beautiful and healthy and i am genuinely so jealous of their bodies' ability to maintain some semblance of body fat. i have to say "i wish i weighed more" and they look at me like i'm crazy and then i have to say "every time i manage to gain 5-10lbs i inexplicably get really sick and lose all the weight i gained and it's a vicious cycle of never really feeling healthy" and that's not the answer they want to hear and they still don't understand why i want to gain weight and like. hhhh. makes me sad. i love you you're so pretty and i am chronically ill

#eating disorder tw #just in casies #i was briefly at about 105 at some point in hs when i was really athletic and it was predominately muscle #i'm at around 87 rn? this is not a good thing? do u understand that ur body needs food and fat to survive? #do u know hooow exhausted i am on the daily because my body doesn't have any extra energy to burn #i'm just sick and this is how it presents dude. and ABSOLUTELY not to speak over how horrifically that fat people r treated by doctors but #for three years i told my doc i wasn't able to gain weight and am never hungry and she never stopped thinking im anorexic #took an ER visit a new doctor several more visits to find a med that helps with The Tummyaches and i'm still struggling #i was 97lbs and then i got just horrifically sick out of nowhere and im at 87 now. i dropped to 83 for a bit

[volcanocraft]

hoooolyly shit cluster b joel smallishbeans mentioned..... i love cluster b hcs (especially bpd) in general (coughcough projection) so i look around regularly and theres barely ANYTHING. all this to say if u find anything interesting then do post about it

Cluster B Joel is so REAL & TRUE!!! I personally headcanon Joel Smallishbeans in Hermitcraft + Life Series to have BPD, Empires Mezalean King Joel to have NPD, and God Joel to have HPD. Not to say they are interchangeable, but each character has those specific struggles.

The main takeaway from this is that C!Joel has a personality disorder for SURES!! I truly do think he is the BPD rep we need. He is such an intimate and fascinating headcanon, especially in the backdrop of his interactions and just general character.

What I really love is that Joel is able to have BPD (or another cluster B) and still make sense as a character without being demonized or reinforcing stigmas. He is very caring and can be callous, but he is also highly self-conscious at the same time. He can come off as conceited, but nobody takes it as an act of malice. When he does something mean purposefully, it reads as very impulsive or sensitive. Lots of reassurance on both the giving and receiving ends... He is just very human and has habits he can't control well (BPD), but he's not treated as a villain, and people love him all the same despite or for those "eccentricities." They don't end their relationship with him, and they don't think he's any less capable than other hermits because it's built on a solid, understood foundation, not face value. They also make fun of those quirks sometimes, but in an effort to point them out, not dehumanise them (I miss you empires...)

It sucks that BPD, NPD, etc. are such controversial headcanons to have or sensitive topics to bring up. and you can't bring up their internal conflict and experiences without someone chiming in about how unsympathetic their condition actually is. But thats why I fucking love the BPD Joel headcanon because he is a great example of what its actually like having this disorder: secure friendships with rocky interactions + a thriving environment (hermitcraft especially) + reactionary but not inherently antagonistic or malicious actions even if its self serving.

I don't think joel is written in the lens of bpd for any of these but: @transfemzedaph has some of my most favourite writing on him if you want some more content anon. Specially this post (mounders), this mezealan kingjoel/rendog fic, and smallishtay being unbearable!!! and then this fic by zedif-y is fucking awesome too (he is so fucking bpd coded here...) and @theminecraftbee (the GOAT) has a whole persona au on him, i dont know persona but the fics are really good anyways, especially this one and this one about martyn + secret life

Love to draw something for it. The only thing I've ever thought of is the permit office doubling as a pharmacy and Joel has to wait 2 business days for his SSRI refill because they only open on the weekends and grian wont make exceptions

#anon i fucking love you #this was so fun thank you for discussing with me #personality disorder joel is something that can be so special actually... #if anyone wants to drop more headcanons in the inbox i would be very up for it #now lets talk about systems osdd and plural hermits (zed + jimmy) #ask #talk tag

[heartofdaydreams]

Often I'll make posts related to MaDD and a little voice in my head goes "the systems are gonna love this one" and every time I am right. I love you systems who feel seen in my posts despite them not intentionally being about plurality <3

#its like having extended family #madd blogs are my immediate family #system blogs are my extended family #i love it when you drop by for visits #madd #did #osdd #dissoiative identity disorder #maladaptive daydreaming

[swagging-back-to]

you can also immediately tell if theyre a faker or an enabler bc they say anything along the lines of "I'd rather 100s of fakers use medical resoirces than even 1 actually diagnosed person not get help" or "fakeclaiming is actually way more harmful than spreading misinformation and taking up resources." this goes for any single disorder but esp Dissociative ones.

they convienently forget that those hundreds of fakers ARE MAKING IT SO HUNDREDS OF ACTUAL VICTIMS GO WITHOUT HELP.

theyre making it so that HUNDREDS OF VICTIMS REFUSE TO SEEK A DIAGNOSIS BECAUSE OF THE MOCKERY YOURE MAKING OF IT.

that they make it so that HUNDREDS OF VICTIMS face even more stigma over a disorder that EVEN MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS DO NOT BELIEVE EXISTS.

****you*** are the reason this stigma exists. ****you**** are the reason resources for dissociation is so horrible and hard to find. ****you**** are the reason medical professionals dont believe we exist.

because of your entilted woe is always me bullshit.

#did fakers #actually dissociative #faking disorders #did #osdd #osdd1a #rant #vent #im so fucking sick of it #every single post abput it on here is so disingenuine and ofc all the other fakers flock to defend its 'validity' #im so fucking tired. #i just want to be normal. #i just want to be able to give people a real reason for why i am the way i am but as soon as i say anything #along the lines of 'i have severe dissociative amnesia' they drop me faster than a dead fucking fly. #do you people u derstand how hard that is? #how actually fucking hard that is #how hard it is to not have any time in the day for myself because THERE IS NO TIME IN THE DAY FOR ME. #im comsciojs for a few minutes at a f #how hard it is to know something horrible happened but having no idea what it is #or who did it . #how hard it is to not have any single person to talk to about any of this besides myself? #i feel so fucking alone. #i dont want to die bc im so scared of what will happen to someone with so mamy fucked up parrs of their brain when they die #but i want to die. #i do not want to be around you people. #i do not want to be lumped in with you people. #i genuinely actually do hate you all #and you people will always be fucking vile to me #to the people who made fun of my diagnosis right after i told you and then tried to say you yourselves all had did; #iremember you every single fucking day and i wish so much harm on you. i hope your lives are as miserable now as they were when we were 14.