Starboy: The Weekend "Made you whole year in a week too, yeah, main bitch outta your league too, ah. Side bitch out of your league too, ah."
This song always reminds me of my "hoe phase" and an old friend ****. I was, you know, going through some sh*t. I was single for the first time in my adult life. My only "friends" were my ex's "ride or die." Mind you, the reason I am currently single is because my fiancee had just gone to prison, and in the middle of that traumatizing experience, I found out he had been cheating on me with a heroin whore. Looking back on it, I was desperately looking for love in all the wrong places. I need validation. I needed to know I was enough for someone. Anyone. So I turned on that big toothy grin and that can-do, will-do attitude, and before I knew it, I had nine new notches on the bedpost. Matt was the first. My husband's "best friend was the only person he trusted with me. He messaged me one night and asked how I was holding up. We chatted for a while, and he pulled out this line. "Would you like to have some fun?" I panicked and screenshotted it, not thinking that it was Snapchat and he would know it was embarrassing. But one thing led to another, and soon we were best friends and fuck buddies. He gave me the attention and confidence I needed to get out of bed. He hyped me up and hooked me up with guys. I was one of the crew. It felt so good to feel wanted. I had my own little gang. The one day we were driving down the road and this song pops on, he looked over at me and goes "You are a stargirl" I thought it was so funny and cool. But damn, looking back on it, I was a fool. I was just another whore to him.
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🌬️शराब में ऐसा नशा है जो अनमोल मानव जीवन को बर्बाद कर देती है। सद्भगति में ऐसा नशा है जो मर्यादा में रहकर की जाए तो जीवन को आबाद कर देती है। फैसला आपको करना है।
🌬️शराब व अन्य विकारों में मानव जीवन को उलझाकर मानव को सद्भगति से दूर रखना काल की सुनियोजित चाल है।
I am going to be hitting shuffle on my Apple Music, then telling a story based on the song.
Rockstar-Post Malone: I've been fucking hoes and poppin pillies; man, I feel like a rockstar."
This song reminds me of my "gansta" days. You know when I'd stay up all night, shove Vicodin up my nose, and cook Popeyes chicken like nobody's business? I felt like I was on top of the world, but little did I know that during my "golden era", I was just struggling with addiction. I was deep in denial, deeper with the drugs. My memory is fried, and my brain cells are limited. Damn, was it a hell of a ride, though? The way drugs make you feel so incredible and invincible No wonder it is a crime. If everyone strutted around with fake confidence, this country would be in trouble. I would roll up to these drug dealers houses and not blink an eye. They were my friends, and I was sleeping with most of them. Probably their brothers as well. Their girlfriends loved me. I was the center of attention; now they were just using me. Of Course they were, but I got out eventually. And boy, do I enjoy a good story. For years of my life, I lived for the story; I wanted to be cool," and I loved to wow people. The more crazy and shocking the story, the better. I lived for his attention. Damn, was I a fool?