finding out that most other people have an internal monologue fucked me up so bad i swear. what do you MEAN you have a little voice talking inside your head the whole time? does that not drive you nuts???
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one week till the Final Horizon!! heres some Rocks i drew last winter
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Since the previous poll ended in a three way tie, let's give it another shot! Reblog for a worse and more fucked up sample size <3
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okay but would your muse go to AA / NA with daisy to support her ?
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playing horror games while scared high. wish me luck every1 🫡
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"Never change, mija. You're great the way you are." She's still giggling over the weeds. Best part of her day.
☠🌏– ''¿G- Gracias...?"
She's so confused. But also flattered. Seriously, what's with her namesake being so doting to her all of a sudden? Not like she complained but... it did make her feel unusually bashful.
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what is one of your muse's biggest Needs right now (to feel anything, to cope, to feel loved, to eat) and what are some of the creative tradeoffs they're making to be able to acces those things? (drugs, provoking fights, safe/unsafe sex with strangers, theft, dating people only to be bought meals, codependent relationships)
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BOLD all that applies to your muse!
REPOST, DON'T REBLOG
Eyes: Blue | Green | Brown | Hazel | Grey | Other
Hair: Blonde | Brown | Black | Red | Ginger | Grey/White | Multi-color | Other
Body Type: Skinny | Slender | Slim | Built | Curvy | Athletic | Muscular
Skin: Pale | Light | Fair | Freckled | Tan | Olive | Medium | Dark | Discolored
Gender: Male | Female | Trans | Cis | No Gender | Other
Sexuality: Heterosexual | Homosexual | Bisexual | Pansexual | Asexual | Demisexual | Other
Species: Human | Undead/Vampire | Shapeshifter (Weres) | Demon | Angel | Witch/Wizard/Sorcerer | Incubus/Succubus | Other
Education: High School | College | University | Higher Education | It's complicated
Living Situation: Lives alone | Lives with parents/guardian | Lives with significant other | Lives with a friend | Drifter | Homeless
Parents/Guardian: Mom | Dad | Adoptive | Foster | Grandparents | Family friend | Master
Relationship: Single | Crushing | Dating | Engaged | Married | Separated | It’s complicated | verse pending | chief i miss u sm
I’ve been: In Love | Hurt | Sick | Abused
I have a(n): Learning Disorder | Personality Disorder | Mental Disorder | Anxiety Disorder | Eating Disorder | Substance-related Disorder
Things I’ve done before: Drank alcohol | Smoked | Done drugs | Stolen | Self harmed | Starved myself | Had sex | Had a threesome | Gotten into a fist fight | Gone to the hospital | Gone to jail | Used a fake ID | Gone to a rave | Killed someone
Positive Traits: Affectionate | Adventurous | Athletic | Brave | Careful | Charming | Confident | Creative | Determined | Fearless | Generous | Honest | Humorous | Intelligent | Loyal | Modest | Patient | Selfless
Negative Traits: Aggressive | Bossy | Cynical | Envious | Fearful | Greedy | Gullible | Jealous | Impatient | Impulsive | Insecure | Irresponsible | Possessive | Sarcastic | Self-conscious | Selfish | Unstable
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So I was talking about this with friends in disco but the fanon of Dabi being blasted out of his mind on drugs 24/7 is one I hate sm, because like, yeah, there is something very wrong with him but its more in the spooky / undead vein than anything else and I would think that is so obvious.
Like I guess that fanon got popular before all the background "reveals" for him but at the same time Nomu always existed as a thing. ( Undead/reanimated human corpses ) so it kinda baffles me how the fandom took a look at Dabi and just said "its hard drugs" keeping in mind he's literally inspired by stuff like the revenant zombie and frankenstein's monster.
Like anyway, fanon sucks in general but my point is I'm sexy and big brained so I choose to go a bit harder on those horror inpsos because of course I do, but since canon fully supports me on it I gotta also point out as bizarre as it is, it would even appear that parts of dabi's body have fallen off in the past.
I mean for one we can see its pretty obvious Dabi's entire face could come apart if not for the staples in his cheeks and chin but theres also the fact that Hori did an art piece where we can see Dabi's tongue is stapled on as well. That seems to indicate it could have fallen off at one point. Literally theres no other reason for the tongue staples otherwise.
There's a similar implication with one of his arms, its stabled right around. And like I said, we saw with Dabi's face the staples aren't there for the aesthetic, they're actually holding him together. And like, yes, we know when Dabi burned he lost pretty much all of his lower jaw and obviously his tongue would have been part of the area that was damaged/completely burned away, but we're still aware that when Dabi initially awoke after being "reconstructed" by Garaki, his grafts weren't as pronounced ( They were normal and seemingly "healed" ) and he didn't have/need staples to hold himself together.
So yeah, this means even if his tongue was replaced/reattached, there came a point where it either fell off or stated to, hence he had to staple it on. Like I've kinda mentioned before Dabi's scars/burns are def going through a type of dehiscence, meaning his grafts/scars are discolored and separating from the parts of his skin that are not serving as constant ignition points for his quirk. This gives Dabi a "rotting" appearance, again, like a zombie.
On top of this, its canon info that Dabi just smells like burning skin and death. Like thats his essence. Mirko specifically makes comments about it which are present in Hawks report so. Yeah. Endless points for the zombie aesthetic and due to the fact we also know Dabi is somehow able to "stay alive" after suffering burns and injuries that would easily kill ANY normal person with NO other reason for why it hasn't killed him, I'm pretty chill going ahead and saying Dabi is some type of undead already. Like some type of "accidental" proto-Nomu. I don't particularly care if thats a specifically canon thing but I think thats the suggestion and none the less it truly makes NO sense otherwise so it will pretty much be canon to this portrayal.
Like its also been outright stated he is supposed to be dead. Canon claims the only reason Dabi is alive ( And I use "alive" very dubiously, for all these reasons ) is because of his hatred/anger. Which again this is the exact concept behind folklore's revenant zombies. They're human bodies who are dead but also alive/function as if they're alive or rather are heavily between dead and alive so they "function" as if they're "living" but also sometimes have "hints" of their true nature of being a pesky type of undead, like not fucking dying from injuries that should kill them or having bodies that are lowkey "rotting" like the more "popular" zombie type.
Similarly, Dabi also seems to heavily draw reference to the onryo of Japanese myth, which is also a vengeful undead or spirit and very similar to a revenant zombie. Onryo are also usually depicted in white gowns/kimonos and, well, Dabi's final battle outfit is strikingly reminiscent of this.
The other big difference between revenant zombies and the zombies we're used to in pop-culture nowadays is revenant zombies don't usually loose any human intelligence, memory or personality and/or they don't typically lust for human flesh/brains. Though, given most of them "stay alive" or "come back" due to an insane grudge/hatred of someone/thing that wrong them they are often extremely bloodthirsty and revenge driven which continues to fit Dabi to a T, so yeah, thanks for coming to my latest useless ted talk !
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Young Zoe Baker, Taken Caroling: Rockin' around the Christmas tree, let the Christmas spirit ring ♫
Young Lucas Baker, Also There Against His Will: Later we'll have some fuckin' pie, and we'll do some heroin ♫
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C'mon F, Bill is just trying to be himself </3
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(Context: "are you drunk/on drugs" is something neurodivergent people often get asked when we don't act "neurotypical enough" and/or when we don't mask. Bill's never masked a day in his life)
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tbh people are just too comfortable recommending drugs to strangers over the internet, especially when they aren't even being asked for a solution. I know it seems harmless enough and they're not saying this directly at me exactly, but it's really irritating to have people act like they have the universal answer (weed) to a problem with a wide variety of causes (CFS).
Why are you telling strangers to do drugs? Why are you doing that? Stop it.
Requisite disclaimer yes i know weed is a relatively harmless and widely used drug. It's still a drug and you're still telling strangers to do drugs.
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hm. lowkey feeling like torturing my babes. put jess in some small room. push jami into a pool. have harley run into megan. have savannah leave the city. have daisy going through withdrawal or an od.
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it's not even 3pm and i already want to get high
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☠🌏– ''Overgrown grass's pretty comfy to lay on! N' I like seein' the weeds growing on the cracks in the pavement."
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