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tellherium · 10 months
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It was Never about You //
3 of 3: Poems From the First Evening I've Spent Alone in Over a Month
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demonic-mnemonic · 3 months
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Sometimes
"I would die for you"
Just means
"I am afraid"
And it's true, I am
Afraid
Of many things
But I am
Less afraid of
Death
Than what it means to
Live without you
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sanddollarpoems · 1 year
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And I wouldn't mind
Getting caught up
In your arms
Tangled
Like grass along the edges
Of a fast moving river
I wouldn't mind
Your fingers in my hair
Lips against my skin
Tongue on my neck
I could surrender to you
In a breath
In a heartbeat
Should you so want
To tame me
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rellscribbles · 4 days
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You're just a personification
Of what I longed for
Now I'm left to fend for myself
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iamalreadycoolest · 4 months
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i realised i would either have to murder or become god to ever make you proud so i killed you.
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iamnotatherapist · 2 years
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Narcissists move on very quickly, other than they cannot be alone, having fragile egos, needing constant validation, is because they need to prove the problem in the relationship was you not them. Look who wants me, look who’s texting me, the problem couldn’t possibly be me.
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coffeedreamsandwords · 4 months
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I look down upon your face
A face of a god
A face that, thousands of years ago,
Would have been carved into stone.
A face of beauty and perfection
Complete with soft, soulful eyes.
I look down upon your face
As you gaze up at mine,
Eyes filled with love.
You see me, completely bare.
And the face of a god looks up at me
And his lips part with the voice of honey
Saying "you're more gorgeous than anything"
Saying "you're my queen"
Saying "I've never seen anyone more beautiful"
In a moment of sin, a god worships me.
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cassidygrace89 · 7 months
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I worry
Like all of the prophecies before me,
I worry.
I worry upon any fixation that is now presented before me.
Death? What happens after?
Will I spend eternity in a cold dark room? Or will I suffer. Will I exist? Will I see everyone again? Or once life escapes my grip, will it all just… go away?
I worry.
I worry of the small moments I love escaping my fingers.
I think that if my clock worked right, maybe I wouldn’t worry so much.
I pick my face to pick away my worries, but they simply cannot be plucked.
I demand answers now, but answers choose not present themselves to me accordingly.
I worry that things simply do not roll off my back because I have too many rolls attached.
Oh holy fuck,
I worry.
-cass/ and my notes
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He was as magical as he was sad, that boy. I saw him, clinging to that bottle for dear life, and drinking from it, as if he could drown every burden and all his pain in the burning sensation of the liquid going down his throat and into his stomach, sending him into a blissful state of forgetfulness and numbness.
But I saw it. I saw it, deep into his eyes as he held my wrists and locked his eyes with mine. I saw the sadness and the loneliness he tried so hard to hide. And it was so heartbreaking. He was so young. No one that age should be allowed to feel such sorrow.
However, in that moment, in which he looked at me and time stopped, I realized that he was the spitting image of me when I was his age. Drunk, confused, lonely, and so, so lost. I felt such a strong urge to hold him in my arms and let him cry his pain away until he felt whole again.
He had to leave, though. And, although he left the house that day, he hasn't left my mind since. Something in those big, melancholic eyes told me that I've got to offer him what nobody offered me: a hand to reach out to and a shoulder to cry on. I've got to offer him company, even at the bottom of the pit. Keep him company, be it in heaven, be it in hell.
I have got to help him heal his wounds until they become scars, and then I've got to teach him to love them.
I've got to be, to that boy, what I wish I'd had the most. I've got to be the someone who he knows will always be there for him, no matter who he is or how broken he is.
The drunken boy, gripping that goddamn bottle, his knuckles white, told me all of that, just staring into my eyes. It was just for a moment, but it was enough for me to see. Enough for me to recognize him as someone who once had been me.
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deadly-danaid · 7 months
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"My dad always told me to be proper, spent every second getting it right. That way, if someone touched me, I could cleanly take out their eye"
-- Protect Yourself || Monica (Moka) Lynn
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living-dead-girl515 · 11 months
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Good God how long
Do we have to exist here
In this place where no one believes us
And everyone thinks we're insane
I've been trying to play it cool
And keep this special brand of crazy
Between just me and you
But fuck I can't help it
It slips out here and there
And for some God forsaken reason
It's just a grand invitation
For every past mistake
To get thrown in my face
Yes, the only good thing
About existing right here
Is that I get to exist here with you
My dear
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tellherium · 6 months
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my angel numbers have moved from 111 to 222 and I am doing my best to think more than ever
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annabeiie420 · 1 year
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i am drunk
and also want hard drugs
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sleepitawaydear · 27 days
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god i just want to be taken care of. to be loved. to be noticed. to be known. i don’t know what to do with all this want
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cinnamon-girlllll · 7 months
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i can’t drink wine without thinking about you
you don’t even like wine
maybe that’s why
i remember how you’d sigh when i’d drink it
you would gag and tease me about it
but you secretly loved that it was my drink of choice
you cooed when i held the stem of the glass delicately
and cackled when i gripped it with an iron fist
you’d sip your rum and coke
we’d stare at each other through a drunken haze
dopey smiles on our lips for all to see
in a crowded, dimly-lit restaurant
now i drink wine to try and forget those times
but the liquid in the glass shines like your eyes
and i’m back at the beginning
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rory-is-hiding · 8 months
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sometimes i like to pretend that it's summer, and im just waking up. my bed is hot, the fan on my roof is sitting still. a strange stupor of wakefulness washes into my room. the sun is coming up, its yellow just like i remember it. dust swirls through the stream. i have to go get ready for school. sometimes i like to pretend that it was a bad dream, and that im coming back to life. i wipe sleep from my eyes. i am okay, i comfort myself in my childhood bedroom. the memory falls from me, blurring at the edges. distilling away the pictures and leaving a thick residue behind, a feeling of regret. but im okay.
sometimes i like to pretend none of it was real.
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