long hair + a skinny waist would actually solve all my problems 🖤
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i love being sick.
not feeling hungry, losing sense of taste, not going to school, starving in peace.
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I don’t know, I like looking at myself in the mirror and saying:
“Look how pretty you are now compared to when you began! So beautiful!
But you can get even prettier. You just need to restrict more. A thigh gap would make you look so much better! And slimmer arms. You’re beautiful, but if you restrict more, you’ll be perfect!”
And that works for me. Meanspø ain’t my cup of tea some times I guess
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unorganized inspo I'm obsessed with at the moment
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babe wake up its dinner time
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People be like “I won’t eat until you eat something”
Ok then you wanna compete or what 💀let’s see who can last longer
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Mealspo from different days. 🖤
Apple - 95
Banana muffin - 250
Bagel with cream cheese - 300
Banana bread - 137
White rice with baked tofu and broccoli - 247
Baked potato with spinach - 217
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Think about it, this could be you if you start now and put that fucking food down. Wake the fuck up! This months choices is next months body. No “I’ll start tomorrow”, start now unless you wanna be a fat cunt for the summer.
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im going through old photos of myself from high school… holy shit i was so f4t what the fuck. who let me out in public like that?????????
i am my own f4tsp0 💀 thank god i don’t look like that anymore. i will NEVER be that big again omg.
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Trying to restrict and study for finals
Why dose exam season have to be right before summer
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🍔🪳TRIGGER WARNING🪰🌭
THERE ARE BUGS IN YOUR FOOD
🦠🍕🪳🍔🪰🌭🐜🍰🪱🌮🦠
🦠🍕🪳🍔🪰🌭🐜🍰🪱🌮🦠
At first grosspo didn't do much for me but now it's an obsession!! Anytime I'm craving something like if I'm wanting pasta I'll just google search pasta with maggots in it and imagine what the taste/texture would be like it immediately ruins my appetite. Also I'll just casually walk through the kitchen and whatever food I see I'm just like that fruit has bugs in it that cake has mold under the icing those eggs are rotten etc. it works like a charm
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any pro ana/diet movies? i already watched to the bone and skins ofc, are there any other ones to trigger yourself?
plz and thank u 🙏🏼😭
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feeling pain from being hungry is better than feeling pain from being full.
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The truth is yeah I will “recover”, I will gain weight and not be at risk of dying anymore. But I will never look at food the same way. Bc the truth is I don’t know who I’m without my ed. i don’t know how to eat food without counting the calories, I don’t know how to live without counting calories. And the sad thing is I don’t need to anymore I have them all memorised and I can’t look at a peace of food without adding the calories in my head. I will never truly recover
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