#e. i'm still recovering!!! supposedly!!! from my last breakup a month ago!!!

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#if anyone wants to know why im v against falling in love w my best friend #a. i dont think we're compatiable career wise #b. i don't think we're compatiable lifestyle wise #c. i don't think we're compatiable goal wise #d. my relationship track record has all been 'oh shit oh god snafu' and she knows this #e. i'm still recovering!!! supposedly!!! from my last breakup a month ago!!! #f. i will 100% see it as a physical relationship only and thats really bad for her bc i think she needs someone to support her career wise!! #g. i am very very frightened for what might come of it next if we were to get into a ship #h. i dont want to lose my friend???? i already lost my closeness w my ex and he is wonderful but i am gay #i. WE HAVE TWO TO THREE OTHER FRIENDS WHO WILL POTENTIALLY BE AFFECTED DIRECTLY BY THIS #j. pretty sure my friend likes someone else and i dont blame them they sound so cool and i am also inspired by them