i don't know if i have a eating disorder - a novel.
so hear me out,
i am not sure of it because, i most of the time am pretty much okay with my weight. of course i like when i learn that i lost weight or when i realize that my thighs are thinner, but it's not something that i obsess myself with.
i don't obsess with weight, or food or calories or eating in public, eating to much or whatever, it's not something that take a big time in my head.
but then we have the beginning of the problem. everytime when I feel mad, or when am sad and or when i feel like i don't have control of my own mind, here's something i do: i fast myself. and i control it. and I will think about it, about when do i need to have my last meal, so i can't fast a minimum of 13 hours, but if i fast less than 15 i'll get myself upset. i will find myself fat and i will hate my body and i will find my thighs gross, i'll think i am gross, i will log into this blog and watch other skinny gils. This whole thing will go own for about 4 days, and then i will snap out it and go own with my life until the next time i feel powerless come.
so... does this mean i have a eating disorder? does it means am just a dumb bitch? or nor even a bitch and only dumb? or what this mean like at all? this is going on for a year now, i don't know what to do or what to think, googling didn't actually helped me.
so am i a joke? and a bad one? am i like... a fake?
help me guys.
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Checking the freshness of quail eggs
What a surprise moment!
Before cooking quail eggs, I’ve checked their freshness in the water. They are from the same package that I’ve bought two days ago but look what happened. An egg is apparently from an old batch.
Do you remember the way to check the freshness of eggs? If not, check it out here!
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