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moxdioxide · 3 days

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Tw: 3D, ⭐️ving

Okay fellas tomorrow starts my 2 day f@st for my week meal plan so wish me luck I'll try and keep you guys updated :P

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starvetillskinny · 1 year

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i need someone to text me daily meanspo seriously omg

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starlsblog · 6 months

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i can’t wait for the day i can use my own body in posts instead of these peoples

#ana trigger #ana dairy #ed not ed sheeran #eating disorer #disordered eating thoughts #aneroxic #ed bllog #i wish i was weightless #no eating #light as a feather #i need to lose this weight #skinnytumbler #skinnyspø #tw thinspi #need to be thinner #thinner is better #do not eat #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️rve

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pinkblemishesblog · 1 month

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y'all cannot fathom how much getting my old acc banned made me feel down

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snoppyuu · 3 months

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hai! ^__^

this blog is gonna be about my ana:3 its not gonna be my first fast and im actually struggling with anorexia for over a year, or around that, but i still dont see it as a bad thing actually! i wanna start liking the feeling of hunger or even loving it. i have a lovely gf and i love her sm. but lifes not fun when i have to eat all that gross things like food n all. i mean you feel like you have to eat to survive but that not true!:) you can still barely eat and eat only things that are aesthetic and you like em right? i wanna be the person that loves being hungry and my gw is 40 kg for now becasue now i weight about 45 beciase i actually did fast for around 2 days and then 1 but i was really struggling, now i wanna achieve like 4 days of not eating and maybe 3 of not sleeping? i know that sleep really helps you with loosing calories but i like feelin dizzy and i just wanna feel that way forever</3 its like being on drugs but for free

so basically im starting a fast today💓 around 4 days and i dont know if im gonna make it cause my highest score is like 2 days and half but im positive:3 when im dizzy and hungry my brains not really braining but now when im sane i feel even more depressed about everything.. and also! a new jirai dress from liz lisa is gonna be delievered to me soon! i wont wear it till i wont achieve a 4 day fast:3 so good luck for me

i dunno if im gonna post daily but i will try to💓and also this account is more like a dairy to me than an actuall social media, but i hope to get more ppl here

have a thin day!:3

#tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana trigger #edbutnotsheeran #eating disorer #disordered eating thoughts #skinnni #th!nsp0

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futurebird · 8 months

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Body Types and Personalities

One of the more unshakable ideas that used to drive my eating disordered thinking was the idea that different body types corresponded to different personalities. This is something that's all over mass media-- and often built into the assumptions that we make about each other.

The stereotypes dictated that to be fat was to be sensuous, loving, warm, bouncy, excitable, outgoing, flirtatious, full of life, caring and open. I've used "Hilda" as the distillation of this idea. It wasn't hard for me to think of or find an image that worked. It's not exactly a negative set of associations, but it's still a limiting framework.

To be thin? That was about being cool, calculating, precise, fastidious, reserved, serious, intellectual, calm, observant, cautious and modest. When I went looking for images for this one it was much harder. It turns out I hate how most women are photographed. It's very hard to find an image that isn't just a little sexy. Even this Armani pantsuit one isn't quite right. As a young person I related to the second set of descriptions more-- (And probably still do, although I don't really associate either exclusively with a particular body type anymore.) So, part of what kept my eating disorder going was the sense that I would be misread constantly-- people would think I was a vivacious bubbly sort of person and try to get close to me and that scared me. I thought if I looked more like the sort of person I felt that I was inside maybe this wouldn't happen. The truth is that anyone who knows me IRL would laugh their ass off at the idea of calling me "bubbly" or "outgoing" -- What I thought were instances of people misreading what sort of person I was and getting too close? It was just normal human interactions. Nearly all of my friends have eventually said "When I first got to know you, you seemed really intimidating." -- this has gotten to the point of bothering me a little. I don't want to be... scary. But, I think it's just how I come across since I spent so many years trying *not* to be a "bubbly happy fun" person. Explaining all of this. I'm struck by how odd it must sound. I don't know if this will even be relatable. I had when I started this, some notion of writing about how body types don't really determine these things, and how even in fiction it need not be Hilda or The Pantsuit Queen-- But, is it even a normal thing to worry about? I wonder why it was such a big deal to me all those years ago? Part of the answer might lie in how hard it is to find images that I really admire-- how outside of the popular and the useful this idealization might be. And if I tried to find images of black women? Forget it. I guess I'll just need to make my own.

#ed #eating disorer #recovery #anorexia #body type #cw body image

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d34dbutpr3tty · 2 years

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This has literally been my best relapse, ana's really nervousing rn

#anorexsick #eating disorer #ana shit #ftm 4n4 #trans 4n4 #ana trigger #4n4r3x1c #cw relapse #i wanna be sk1nny #i wanna be th1n #4n4 meme #4n4 thoughts #tw 4n4 #pro 4na #eating problems

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sicklyslug · 1 year

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doing my first 2 day fast in like almost 2 years, i'm on day 2 now and its good. its been so long that it feels strange to not even eat something small but i'm excited to get back into fasting once i manage to move out.

oh and i got my watch working !!

#ana trigger #disordered eating mention #disordered eating thoughts #anor3x14 #anorex14 #anor3×14 #eating disoder trigger warning #eating disorer #tw ana diary #disordered eating in tags #tw ana shit #tw ana related #tw disordered eating #ana stuff #tw eating issues #eating diary #fasting

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sk1nnyd3v1l · 1 year

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it feels SO GOOD to be back in control again, i swear to god i was going insane, i was in a binge restrict cycle for so fucking long can’t even believe it’s finally over. i love being in control again

#tw ed #tw ana diary #disordered eating thoughts #eating disoder trigger warning #ed but not sheeran #th1nspø #i just wanna be thin #thinspø #eating disorer #disordered eating in tags #i wanna be small #i want to be tiny #i wanna be bones #i wanna be thinner

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skinnydisaster14 · 1 year

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So I've been seeing a guy since earlier December and I got to see him the other day for the first time in like three weeks and we were cuddling in bed and he was running his hand over my back as he usually does and he suddenly says "you don't feel as boney as you usually do" 😭😭😭

I think I could say this definitely triggered my ed and relapse from recovery ✊😅

#ftm ed #ana trigger #4norex1a #trans ed #disordered eating thoughts #eating disorer #ed bllog #tw mia #tw ana relapse #tw ana diary #ftm ana #tran ana

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moxdioxide · 3 days

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Just a trans boy in the world with girl problems

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starvetillskinny · 1 year

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Hi guys! I’m going to log what i ate/drank today!

Breakfast- Sparkling Ice drink~ 5cals

Lunch~ Skip

Dinner~ Two large eggs (155 cals omg ik)

One tomato (22 cals)

Four bottles of water~ 2 liters. 0cals.

Total for the day~ (182)

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starlsblog · 7 months

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if you wanna look like this you need to try

#ana dairy #ana trigger #tw thinspi #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be skinnier #skinnyspø #bonespø #aneroxic #light as a feather #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #i wish i was weightless #no eating #eating disorer

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buuterfliknif3 · 1 year

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Wow. So like I told my boyfriend abt how my therapist thinks my ed is back and he said he doesn't think it is. VALIDATION THIS ISNT A RELAPSE PEOPLE...

Just currently disordered eating.

#ana trigger #tw ed diet #ed bllog #tw ana relapse #tw ana related #tw ana diary #ana stuff #tw edd #4norex1a #anarec1a #tw ana shit #eating disorer

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yours-truely1324 · 2 years

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Hi everyone!

I'm lily ^^ I've been lurking for a year now lmao I think it's time I post smth :^

I'm 15 yrs old, my pronouns are she/her ♡

Stats:

165 cm | sw: 67 kg • cw: 🐄 • gw: 50kg • ugw: 43-41 kg

I have ednos and a bunch of other mental illnesses as well

I'm also on edtwt (I know, I know) my user is bunnybie13 🐰

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baebygoat · 6 months

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currently at my worst moment rn, had to come back to this old acc to ask for help, any tips on how to lose 20lbs by december?😭😭 been omad for the past week and feel so stuck im afraid im not seeing results anymore.

#ed not ed sheeran #i wish i was weightless #4norexi4 #thinspø #tw ed diet #tw ana fast #i wanna lose weight #i need to lose so much weight #weight loss #eating disorer #ana dairy #no eating

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