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blowmygutsout · 8 days

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Sometimes I feel like this disorder's the only thing I got.

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skinnidollx · 3 months

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My Ed rules:

1. 10,000 steps

2. Stay hydrated

3. No junk food

4. Keep a journal to record what you eat

5. Keep yourself busy cleaning ex.

6. No alcohol

7. do at least one fast a week

8. Portion control

9. Have a calorie limit

10. Weigh ins every week

My sw: 160lbs

My cw: 138lbs

My goal: to the bone 1:25:25

#i’m just a girl #tumblr 2014 #bpd feels #to the bone #ed relapse #ed rambles #ed rules #steps #stay hydrated #tw ana diary #ana trigger #portion control #grunge tumblr

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ivegotliestotellyourchildren · 7 months

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yesterday someone who's a regular at work asked me if i've been working out so that means i've lost visible weight !!!!! im so ickdbckskxjsjsiwhdksoeidjdjejdjdjd

#ed not ed sheeran #an0r3c1a #ed but not ed sheeran #💡as a 🪶#ed disorder #a4a #disordered eating thoughts #ed di3t #th1nsp1ration #4norexi4 #ed rambles #ana rambles #🕯️as a 🪶#🦋goals #🦋diet #🦋tw #🦋rant #🦋spo

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puelweajp · 1 month

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I feel like even if I do manage to lose the weight I’ll never be beautiful. I’ll always remain unlovable and soulless.

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alchemocha · 1 year

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Tbh I just think Roy’s character arc in 03 and the way he gives up his goal of being Fuhrer in CoS is really intriguing. We not only see him face personal struggles, but struggles in the absence of Ed. And the way 03 handles the corrupt military….. uuuugh it’s just so much more thought provoking and I truly love CoS Roy so so much

#fma03 #fullmetal alchemist #fma #roy mustang #conqueror of shamballa #holds him tender I just think he’s neat #CoS #Ed rambles

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anonymousedward · 9 months

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I'm a long-time fan of your fics and I finally decided to try writing some myself! So I want to ask, have you ever written or do you plan to write a post about how to write good smut? I tried looking at fics I like and trying to figure out what makes them stand out, but I'm not very good at analyzing things. Any advice or recs will be very welcome!

I haven't written a post about it, but I'd be happy to offer some tips!

The most important thing is that the sexiest part of smut is the buildup. There are fade to black fics that I've found hotter than PWPs because of the narrative tension they put into a single look, or the positively obscene (in a good way) description of a kiss.

So how do you accomplish that build up? The key is in the immersion. Set the scene - where are they? What are they thinking? How are they positioned? You don't need to add everything, but make sure to keep these things in mind for consistency (as well as peppering in occasional detail).

If you ever get stuck, i recommend going back to the five senses.

Sight: what does their lover look like? (Facial expressions, pose, etc) Is the room dark or well-lit? (How do the shadows play on their face? How much is left to their imagination?)

Smell: what does their partner smell like? What does the room smell like? Why? (Musty from unused sheets? Pine from the neighboring forest? A subtle but tantalizing cologne?)

Touch: don't just focus on the obvious sexy bits. How do the bedsheets feel? Are their lips chapped? Do they feel scarring or stretchmarks beneath their fingers? Do they feel the hot breath of a lover's panting or the pleasant breeze of a ceiling fan?

Hearing: getting dialogue right is hard - for that, i recommend going back to the source material. What kind of words do your characters use? Do they have verbal tics? What words should you use to describe the sounds they make? Would your character really giggle, or are they more likely to snort in amusement? Would they actually call their partner babygirl or have you read a few too many memes? Not to mention sighs, whimpers, moans, grunts, etc.

Taste: if you say Character A kisses Character B passionately, that's one thing. If you say "Character A's kisses tasted like cantaloupe warmed by the summer sun" that's entirely another.

Focus on those senses interspersed with actions. The flavoring is what keeps smut from falling into "insert tab A into slot B territory. Focus on being in-character over being "sexy" - after all, you wouldn't be writing this if the character themself wasn't already appealing, right? The sexiness will find its way in.

Read a lot of smut, find what styles appeal to you, and then try to emulate it in your work.

The hardest part is being brave enough to try. I believe in you, anon!

#writing #writing advice #ED rambles #ED writes

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blowmygutsout · 10 days

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Even my own body doesn't want me to eat like a normal person 🤪

The thing is that I've been in a week-long trip with my classmates.

You can imagine how much I ate during that trip (spoiler: almost nothing). My friends didn't suspect anything bcs they already know I never have breakfast and in lunch and dinner most of my plate was full of lettuce so yayy. And we burned like 800 cals minimum per day so I was so excited.

So today I decided to eat some more for once to speed up my metabolism and also bcs I feel very dizzy, sleepy and sick.

And guess what? I feel fucking horrible, like physically. I've eaten 1100 calories max and I feel super bad. My body wants to throw up, I repeat: MY BODY, NOT ME, WANTS TO THROW UP.

Wtf is wrong w me?? Have I messed my stomach so bad??

Even my body doesn't want me to eat normally yayy!!

Back to restriction I guess 💞⭐️!!

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skinnidollx · 8 days

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#to the bone #tw mia #ed relapse #ana y mia #ed rambles #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ed vent #ed disorder

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eds-ramblings · 3 months

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Fun Ed fact I’m in a music video for all of 2 seconds.

#ed rambles

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ivegotliestotellyourchildren · 7 months

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the way every gas that leaves my body reeks of rotten eggs and death is so aesthetic anacore 😍😍😍

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sleepybruisedghost · 5 days

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wish i was the nicotine ed type but sadly i will always be the w33d ed type (i’m convincing myself it speeds up my metabolism)

#tw ed but not sheeran #ed rambles #⭐️rving

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