I play this game with myself, I see how long I can go without eating. Diet Coke and lemon/lime water are the only things I consume. It’s not about being small anymore, it’s just the only thing I know how to do.
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an ed phase I recomend yo to skip: celery
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fat people are allowed to be fat even if they don’t starve themselves or push themselves physically past their limits btw
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a quick summary of episodes 4 and 5 (x)
✨here be memes✨
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here we go again. being free for nearly 2 years doesn't mean anything
and words can only help you so much. i understand and i get that what i'm doing is wrong. i know i need to accept myself no matter what form i take.
the thoughts in my head are fighting for control. i'm so small. i'm so weak. i don't want to be small or weak.
but don't i look so cute this way? don't i look like the angel in your picture book that the christian church read to you? don't i look like the virus trying to break into your firewall? don't i look like the soft and cozy streamer that you come home to every evening?
and it's so hard to fight either side of the argument. to be strong and big? or to be small and heavenly?
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…so anyway there’s definitely like, deleted footage or a still shot floating around somewhere of ed sneaking in another quick kiss in this moment, right????
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You are not defined by what happened to you
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