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purgatory-of-assbutts · 9 months
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Regarding this post by @assiraphales saying that a separation between Aziraphale and Crowley would be beneficial for their development as individual entities in addition to being an “us”;
Exactly this! I mean, if you look at Prime's official character description for the two of them, you can see how skewed it is insofar as the dependence they have on what defines their indentites
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They've been side by side for so long they can't imagine life any other way.
Even though this is about both of them, we know how much more this resonates with Crowley, if only because he’s the one who is at least consciously acting on it (there’s a whole universe out there and we could have been an “us” just to pick the most obvious ones)
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Aziraphale, though, has never quite come to terms with how the world actually is and lives within the bubble of the world he has created
Where Crowley is idealistic but pragmatic, Aziraphale is (to a certain extent) naive, deluded, and in denial from sheltering himself away from the realities of, well, reality. He enjoys letting Crowley rescue him as much as Crowley enjoys playing rescuer, but this dynamic has snowballed into something else by the time we get to the end of Every Day. Granted, Aziraphale has millennia of religious and institutional trauma to work through, but so does Crowley. The thing is, their traumas manifest in different ways.
For Crowley, who was cast down for asking too many questions, does not tend to directly verbalize his wants. Instead, he hints and wheedles. Crowley, being a kindhearted demon—an idiosyncrasy in itself—does not accept compliments. In fact, he actively reacts from even a slight acknowledgement from Aziraphale (nice is a four letter word and do you know how much trouble a demon can get into?) (also if you haven’t seen it you should look at that one post by @edgarallennope on how being punished after 1827 was the reason why he asked for holy water in 1862). So, a) the talking and b) the being nice/being with an angel. Despite this, we see how hard Crowley tries to work through his confession at the end, only to be, as he sees it, thoroughly rejected, as he is every time he tries to move forward with Aziraphale (you go too fast for me and there is no our side, Crowley and nothing lasts forever).
Aziraphale, whose relationship with Heaven has a clear parallel with Nina and Lindsay, needs to learn to truly separate himself from Them and heal. Despite the ridicule and the ostracism he’s experienced, it’s nothing compared to Crowley’s Fall (not to compare traumas, of course) and as Crowley said, he understood what Aziraphale was asking from him far more than Aziraphale did in wanting him to return. Aziraphale remembers how much Crowley used to smile and how he’s done so less and less over time (not even just from angel → demon but during their time on earth) and probably attributes that to The Fall. He still has to unlearn the major heavenly conditioning doctrines and work against his bias against Hell.
Anyway. They need to learn to communicate. And they need to work together. It has been three days and I am unwell.
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wrestlezaynia · 4 months
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Nine people I'd like to get to know better.
I was tagged by @edgarallennope to answer a few questions. Thanks!
Last Song: I honestly can't recall, we were in the car with the Christmas station on to order a shake from Arby's just barely.
Favorite Color: Red.
Last Movie/TV Show: We were watching The Royal Rumble 1998.
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Spicy! 🌶️
Relationship Status: In a relationship.
Last thing I Googled: Kevin Owens and Sami Zayn forehead kiss. 🤭
Current Obsession: The same obsession I've had since 2017, Zowens.
Tag Nine People: @loki69zowens, @wrestlingdespairings, @reignsangel444, @solo-uno, @theemorose, @randyortonofficial, @colesterstrudel, @thewanderer-000 and @iguessilikewrestlingnow.
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When you see this, post 5 songs you actually listen to and tag 10 awesome people!
Thank you for the tag, @tothetrashwhereibelong !!!!!
Let's see:
1. Three oh nine by Fenne Lily
2. Obsession by Shayne Ward
3. Funky again by Custard (lmao thanks tiktok)
4. Ask me to stay by Olly Murs
5. Scaramouche boss theme, Genshin Impact (does this count?)
Tagging: @humanmosquito @edgarallennope @estravai @101octopodes @heligan um I can't think of anyone else. Sorry. Anyone that wants to do it consider yourself tagged shwywyah
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aki-chan2014 · 1 year
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10 songs / 10 people
Tagged by @good7luck !! Anyway, here are ten songs (out of many) that I have been listening to recently. Song name first, with hyperlink and then the artist :)
GUERILLA-cover by PSYREN for #SBCBR1
Suzume-cover by Raon
Falling Down-Jo Hyunah
Sansaara-suis from yorushika
Think of Me-4th Point & Nathan Wagner
Pulse of the Meteor-cover by the TDOV Chorus
No Celestial-cover by VANGUARD for #SBCBR1
Shinshoku-cover by Vivace for #CXCB-A3
Afterlife-Citizen Soldier
PTT (Paint the Town)-cover by Blue Satin for #SBCBR1
I am tagging @chococococya @buffintruder @increasing-entropy @hopeymchope @blue-glasses-dork @edgarallennope @trappedinhawthorn @summerday @101octopodes and @an-honest-fangirl
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aziraphales-library · 4 years
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i would really recommend ‘Crossed Wires’ by edgarallennope on ao3!! it was really beautifully written, and as an autistic queer person a lot of aziraphale’s experiences were so familiar!
Certainly, dear!
crossed wires by edgarallennope
“Aziraphale,” they asked seriously, “do you know what autism is?”
Aziraphale has always been a little odd, and a little different from the rest of Heaven. He'd never even considered there might be a word for it.
((Aziraphale is autistic and has to overcome 6000 years of internalised ableism and emotional abuse, but it's soft I swear!))
~Mod P
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romulusfuckingroy · 7 years
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Omg this is a dumb question but like is it canon that JDs mum committed suicide? Like did he say it and I just forgot (like I know she's dead)
yup it’s canon, she went into a building that his dad was gonna blow up 2 minutes before detonation and waved to JD from the window and he watched her explode
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lukestarkillerisgay · 7 years
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edgarallennope
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im mad abt civil war again lmao, i mean i highkey...
team iron man 4 life
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spittinwatches · 2 years
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my secret santa gift for @edgarallennope
twofs and good omens crossover for your soul
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infinitevariety · 4 years
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Too much too much too much too much too much
He distantly felt Crowley move to stand directly between him and the human, still taking care not to touch him, and Aziraphale could have cried with gratitude. Now that they were standing still, he could feel the sun beating down on him ferociously, and everything was so loud. It was getting harder to breathe.
crossed wires by @edgarallennope
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safe (food)
by edgarallennope
Bad days were normal. Hell, Crowley had bad days too, they just took a very different shape to Aziraphale’s ones. They had helped their partner through many, and would surely do so through many more, but this was Aziraphale’s third Bad Day in a row, and something was bothering different.
Aziraphale wasn’t eating.
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Aziraphale's sensory issues are making it impossible to eat during a rough period, but there might be some way for Crowley to help.
(you don't NEED to have read 'crossed wires' for this to make sense but it might be helpful!)
Words: 2165, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 2 of autistic aziraphale + genderfluid crowley
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens)
Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens)
Additional Tags: Autistic Aziraphale (Good Omens), Stimming, Chubby Aziraphale (Good Omens), its not a plot point he is just round and i love him, Genderfluid Crowley (Good Omens), Aziraphale Has Self-Esteem Issues (Good Omens), Eating Disorders, (not graphic at all i promise just disordered eating in relation to an autistic character), Nausea, Sickfic, kind of, Food, Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Past Abuse, Gabriel is a dick, Internalised ableism, Autism
source https://archiveofourown.org/works/25255579
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wrestlezaynia · 2 years
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In honor of my blog turning a year old, I've decided to make yet another follow forever. The past couple of years have undoubtedly been crazy, but coming on here and chatting with you fine people has helped significantly. Whether you've re-followed for the upteenth time or you're new to my blog, I want to say thank you and welcome to the dumpster fire that is wrestlezaynia! As always, the ones I've chosen to bold hold a special place in my heart.
@shanie-the-toyaddict, @coloursflyaway, @riveliciousx, @writinglionqueen, @thebestintheworld, @adampage, @colesterstrudel, @the-cowbi, @jazzy-tzw, @edgarallennope, @thewanderer-000, @retro-rezz-the-est, @thatnerdwriter, @baeszler, @cawcawmotherfker, @ijustcantfigureout, @wardlow.
@ziasaph, @amy-e-88, @spikedspiegel, @fridayschild713, @tayvol6, @cesaro, @ashleywwefan, @brookethegamer, @sqibblesscribbles, @aerynscrichton, @oathskepts, @mandrewsjr, @mmisery, @skyqueen3, @whitecanaryl, @ratedrcharsmia, @skits90s, @godkingkahn, @mistress-omega-majesty, @boshr68.
@jacksepticeyeistheboss, @so-said-stormy, @findawaytogetaway, @ilikekevinowens, @grandslamkingston, @judasbeast, @beckys2beits, @bon-ked, @honeylove1234, @nicos-chlorine, @crossfitbreezus, @adriennegabriella, @sliverrain101, @kevinsteen.
Please don’t take offense if you aren’t included, for some reason Dumblr is being a bitch and not allowing me to tag any more urls, but that doesn't mean you aren't appreciated and loved unconditionally.
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dreamsofspike-blog · 4 years
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Hey, y’all!! Check out this gorgeous, heartbreaking fic written for the Repossession Universe by this lovely and talented author!! <3 <3 <3 Gave me chills AND tears!! LOVE IT!!! <3 <3 <3 
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I was tagged by @tothetrashwhereibelong : thank you!!! ❤
Rules: Write the latest line from your WIP (or post where you last left off in your art), and tag as many people as there are words in the line. Make a new post, don't reblog!
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[ID: an unfinished digital drawing. Toolbars are visible on both sides of the image, which is part of a face that has been zoomed in on. Some of the face is covered by empty space. The person has blond hair and their one visible eye is closed. End ID]
Been a while since I've written something so this! Anyways I'm gonna tag @edgarallennope @thenatashapulleyuniverse @estravai. I'm realising that I'm not following a lot of people. Huh.
(Anyone who wants to do it feel free!)
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ao3feed-goodomens · 4 years
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beyond the walls
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2KWEom2
by edgarallennope
“I’ll see you… when this is over”
The heavy sigh at the other end of the phone tugged at Aziraphale’s heart, and the guilt began to set in.
“Right. I’m setting the alarm clock for July. Goodnight, angel.”
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Even after the apocalypse, after their hard-fought freedom, an angel and demon continue to dance around eachother. And with the world going through a spot of bother, the two of them are feeling especially vulnerable.
Occult (and Etherial) beings can't even spread the virus.
So why are they so far apart?
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A response to the lovely Good Omens: Lockdown special, and a birthday present to one of my favourite stories, and a vent fic to get out how I'm feeling about quarantining on my own (spoiler: not great!)
Words: 2202, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 4 of Good Omens ficlets
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Aziraphale (Good Omens), Crowley (Good Omens)
Relationships: Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens), Aziraphale & Crowley (Good Omens)
Additional Tags: COVID-19, Corona Virus - Freeform, Anxiety, References to Depression, Fluff and Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, No Smut, hello this is a vent fic because hey lockdown is fucking Hard, Ineffable Husbands (Good Omens), Ineffable Idiots (Good Omens), Love Confessions, Good Omens Lockdown
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2KWEom2
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solids-archive · 7 years
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10: Favorite color aesthetic?
hmm prolly neon pink or blue !
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romulusfuckingroy · 7 years
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For the actors thing 1, 6, 16? A fellow actor c:
1.) What do you stress eat during Tech Week?
oh god, my stage manager dianna keeps these really tasty lozenges backstage and i take handfuls when she isnt looking
6.) Funniest backstage story.
okay, so i recently starred in a production of the producers. one of the actors was a little person named tony, and in the second act he played FDR for a song and was in a wheelchair. but. he couldn’t reach the wheels to push himself.
so our choreographer who was also a dancer in that number was gonna push him out while flapping (tap dancing term) and then go offstage. and then, the other actor onstage would push him off after his part.
one night, the choreographer got half-offstage and tripped over a wire, proceeding to have the loudest fall i’ve ever heard that wasn’t for comedic effect.
but that’s not all.
we were all so distracted by the choreographer’s fall, that we forgot tony was being rolled offstage and couldnt stop himself. my mom screamed and stopped the chair when tonys head was like 2 inches from this overhanging piece of wood.
it sounds horrible but it was really funny, no one got hurt!
16.) Favorite play you’ve read?
this feels like a copout answer, but the diary of anne frank is just incredible.
ask me somethinggg!!!
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