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#edit 2: also noah fence it's so funny when my therapist is like 'should we make a safety plan?' like
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holy hell i made the past hour and a half absolutely unbearable for myself lol i’m very angry but not at myself
#i feel very nauseous and i'm going to bed
#a little slip. tomorrow will be better.
#edit: i need a fucking hug and hot apple cider
#i need a hug i need a hug i need a HUG i need someone to hug me
#and acknowledge how hard im trying and tell me its gonna be okay brcause its so hard to believe
#idk i keep getting better! and going yes! i can do this! it'll be good if i can push thru!
#and then i lapse into this and it's like
#it'd be so EASY tho to just not be here
#i can't do that to my mom tho she's already dealing w so much
#god. buries my head in my hands. i wanna cry in someone's arms.
#i wanna feel important but i shouldnt
#edit 2: also noah fence it's so funny when my therapist is like 'should we make a safety plan?' like
#as if i'd actually follow thru w that lol
#no! ik how anxiety inducing it is to wake up to goodbye messages or knowing that someone is close like im not
#gonna be texting ppl for help or whatever when im at thay point thats not fair to them
#just.
#ok ot's gettin dark in these tags huh💀💀
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