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chaosandwolves · 1 year

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Your breath in my heart

6x12 coda, 1,6 k words, read on AO3

Based on this post and this little insane acting choice Ryan made

Eddie watches Buck as he's sleeping on the couch

Honestly, Eddie isn't even that surprised about Buck showing up at his doorsteps. He told Maddie when she tried to figure out when Eddie could take up a shift during the project "Buck recovery 2.0". He said that Buck will clock what's going on within the first day and he told her that he wouldn't be joining in and rather let Buck decide who he wants to see and when.

It's not like he isn't worried. On the contrary. He'd prefer to have Buck within a few feet of him at all times so that he just had to reach out to be able to feel Buck's pulse thrumming under his fingertips.

But he also knows what it's like. Well, actually he doesn't. Because unlike Eddie, Buck really died. Buck was gone for several agonizing minutes.

So no, he doesn't know what it's like to die. But he does know how it feels like to think that you're dying; to be convinced that the next breath you take will be your last. And he knows how it feels to meet death face to face, to feel its cold hands reaching for you and to feel them brush over your skin. He knows what things like that do to a person. And as much as he wants to be near him and make sure that he's ok and has everything he needs Eddie is well aware that Buck will need space. He'll need room to think and feel and figure out how to move on.

Because distraction and talking and therapy, all things Buck has plenty of right now, only bring you so far. After that it's work; work you'll have to do yourself and within yourself.

Maybe Buck needs to let himself break and Eddie will make sure that Buck knows it would be ok to do so. He'd give him the literal room for that in a heartbeat if he decided he wanted to beat up some furniture. But Buck isn't like Eddie. Buck turns on himself and not on other people or things. Still, Eddie would offer him a room where he could think and process and cry in as much as he wanted to. There is always room in Eddie's life to give to Buck, figuratively and literally; always.

So yeah, he didn't take part in the whole babysitting thing and trusted Buck enough to know when it got too much for him and do something about it. Eddie didn't think Buck would straight up flee to his house but he's really not surprised that he did.

He's also not surprised when he watches him flop down on the couch and make himself comfortable there with a few well practiced adjustments. It's far from the first time he's done that. And the couch that Margaret had picked out? Eddie's seen it, when he picked up Chris who had insisted on staying at Buck's for the afternoon so they could finish watching the documentary they'd started before that horrible night. Chris giggled and pointed over to it and gleefully announced, "Buck has a couch dad!" Eddie only raised his eyebrow and looked at Buck who was sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck, "My mom picked it out." It almost sounded like an excuse. So Eddie had walked over to look at it and…. Yeah that couch was not only way too small but also so not Buck's taste. It was way too…. neat? And didn't have any of the big soft cushions Buck loved to snuggle into. No wonder he looked so relieved to be able to sink into the softness of Eddie's couch.

What does surprise him though is seeing Buck fast asleep only a few moments later when Eddie walks back into the room.

Eddie just shrugs, clinks the bottles together and takes a sip of the beer. Then, instead of going back to the kitchen to leave Buck sleeping in peace, he finds himself leaning against the frame of the archway. And then he just stands there, sipping on his beer and looking at Buck. He watches as Buck's chest rises and falls in a steady but natural rhythm, all on its own and finds himself not willing to move; at least for a few more moments.

There is a deep sense of content settling in his own chest which is surrounded by relief and a feeling of certainty. Relief that Buck is sleeping because he's exhausted and not because of an induced coma. And the certainty that he will wake up again; that he will look at Eddie with these bright eyes and that his face will light up with genuine affection the next time he sees Christopher. So, Eddie keeps watching Buck sleeping on his couch.

It's funny, really, that he also didn't take his eyes off Buck in that moment when Eddie had thought he, himself, was living his last moments, lying on a street somewhere in LA in the middle of the day in a pool of his own blood.

Then Buck had lived his own last moments, had come back from the dead and still hadn't been safe. And Eddie? This time, with the roles reversed, Eddie hadn't been able to look at Buck while he might've very well breathed his last breath at any moment while being stuck in a coma. And that's really not fair on Buck.

Eddie had felt so many things the one time he had glimpsed at Buck from outside the room. And the mix of all his thoughts and emotions hadn't made any sense to him. He just knew that he didn't want this to be the last image he had of Buck in case he didn't make it back to them.

And he had that irrational fear that if he'd look at Buck and talk to him, Buck might stop fighting, might take it as a permission to leave him. He doesn't know why he thought that. He knows Buck doesn't just give up. Or else he wouldn't be Buck.

But he just couldn't do it. Couldn't look at him hooked up to several different machines working on keeping him alive. Eddie was too afraid Buck wouldn't wake up. He didn't trust himself not to fall apart looking at him while not knowing if he'd ever see that shining blue of his eyes again; if that brilliant smile would ever light his face up again. He would've broken had he witnessed Buck's last breath like this. And yet he would never have forgiven himself for not being there in his last moments.

But Buck came back to him, to them.

Buck came back and as if by a miracle he seemed to be in perfect physical health.

Now there Buck is, breathing on his own and finally resting. Albeit looking overall exhausted, he looks so peaceful in his sleep, it makes Eddie's heart ache.

Eddie knows that Buck will be ok; that he'll get through this. But he sure as hell is not envying him. Working through these kinds of things can be daunting and frustrating and very exhausting. Buck is strong though. And Buck is surrounded by people who love him and who are willing to help. Eddie won't push him but he will also not allow Buck to run away from it. Because that's something Eddie knows all too well and it doesn't end well.

He'll do what he does best and hold Buck accountable and call him out on his bullshit when it's needed. Eddie will give Buck the room he needs and have his back and be at his side through all of it because that's what they do.

He knows that one day though he'll have to tell Buck; Eddie will have to talk about just why he can't take his eyes off Buck, why he couldn't look at him and watch him not being able to breathe on his own; why he almost crumbled in front of Chris and why he had to keep some distance after Buck woke up.

He's not sure he'll be able to properly phrase any of it because he can't even say the words out loud in his own mind. But they will talk about this. When Buck is better, when he doesn't need all his energy focused on healing.

When they talk in the kitchen an hour later and Eddie brings Buck to tell him how he's really doing, there is this moment where his breath catches in his throat after saying the words, "You died, Buck." For a heartbeat the horrors of that night and the following days come crashing down on him and he has to grip the jar in his hands a bit tighter. He knows, however, that it's not the time to give into these emotions, not when this is about Buck and supporting him and making sure that he'll understand that it will be difficult but that he can't do the same thing Eddie had done for so long and run away from it. So he reigns himself back in and keeps talking.

He tries his best to be a safe a steady presence in the kitchen, an anchor point for Buck. He lets Buck choose the pace of their conversation. And even though he can see the tears in Buck's eyes, can feel him struggling, he's happy to be there with him and to be able to provide that space for Buck where he can start his journey on the hard road of healing.

Later when Buck leaves, Eddie tells him, "You know there's always room for you here. You're welcome to sleep on my couch any time." Then he winks and says with a grin tugging on his lips, "You can move in and live on it, for all I care."

#Buddie #Buddie fic #evan buckley #eddie diaz #Fanfic #6x12 coda #911 on fox #That post hit me like a train and I immediately started writing #Like... As if Edmundo Diaz didn't watch Buck sleeping with his heart eyes #and finally being able to breathe a lil easier cause Buck is there and alive and breathing and he'll wake up #These two #That scene was incredible #Finally we got #The Buddie talk #Chaos writes #Chaos' fics #Chaos' Buddie fics

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buddiefix · 2 months

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Fake Dating/Didn't Know They Were Dating Fic's (Part 1)

The following are some buddie fanfiction involving fake dating, or the characters realizing they've been partners all along.

What If I Fall In Love Backwards? by RedRidingStiles

9-1-1 (TV)

"I feel like we should go save him," Chimney said as he and Hen loaded their drunk and injured patient into the back of the ambulance (day drinking and balconies do not mix), nodding his head towards the small swarm of college girls surrounding a highly uncomfortable Buck. "And by we I mean you, Eddie." "Yeah I got this," Eddie reassured, cupping one hand around his mouth before shouting, "Hey Buckley!" "What's up, Hot Stuff?" Buck called back, his eyes holding crystal blue relief as they met Eddie's across the lawn. Eddie tried to bite back his amused smile but didn't succeed when his next words had Buck grinning like a complete fool. "You. Me. Tonight. Wear something pretty." "Edmundo Diaz, are you trying to ask me out on a date?"

—or—

five Times Buck and Eddie saved each other by pretending to be together and the one time Christopher helps

Language: English Words: 9,879 Chapters: 1/1

baby, say you'll always keep me by hattalove

9-1-1 (TV)

“Yeah,” Eddie says, and the darkness behind his eyelids takes on a white edge. “Be good. Nice to be married,” he yanks on Buck’s t-shirt, “best friend.” Finally, Buck takes a breath that sounds off somehow, but he laughs too, and that sounds normal, Eddie thinks. A normal laugh. “Sure, Eds,” he says, and there’s his hand in Eddie’s hair again, a puff of breath on the crown of Eddie’s head like Buck leaned in to press a kiss there and then stopped, but why would he stop—“I’ll marry you if you remind me tomorrow.”

—or—

The one in which joking about being married to your best friend is all fun and games, right up until you realize that you're not laughing.

Language: English Words: 8,251 Chapters: 1/1

I Hate Accidents (Except When We Went From Friends to This) by morganofthefairies

9-1-1 (TV)

“You should just move in,” Eddie said one night. They were already laying in bed, Buck’s face half-buried in his pillow. “Where would I sleep, Eddie,” Buck deadpanned, sleep heavy in his voice. “Here,” Eddie said, not entirely sure how Buck missed that part. “The same place you’ve been sleeping.” Bobby raised an eyebrow when Buck updated his address on all of the necessary paperwork, but Eddie wasn’t entirely sure what the big deal was.

—or—

The story of how Buck and Eddie went about their relationship in entirely the wrong order.

Language: English Words: 7,206 Chapters: 1/1

we could follow the sparks, i’ll drive by markofalover

9-1-1 (TV)

“Oh! You must be Mr. Diaz!” someone says from behind him, and Buck spins around clumsily, all long legs, to find a woman with a Miss Perez tag stuck to her blouse. She’s smiling politely, white teeth against red lips, and it takes just a second too long to process what she says.

—or—

everyone thinks Buck is the other Mr. Diaz.

Language: English Words: 6,539 Chapters: 1/1

i'd never let you fall and break your heart by autistic_nightfury

9-1-1 (TV)

Four times Buck and Eddie pretended to be in a relationship so people wouldn't bother them, and the one time they actually were together.

Language: English Words: 5,808 Chapters: 1/1

Say Cheese by S_lycopersicum

9-1-1 (TV)

"Um... anything left to get?" "Snacks for that girl who has diabetes. Amy, Audrey, uh..." "Abby." "Pfff... I'd remember if she was called Abby," Buck half-heard Eddie say, but his focus was on the other end of the grocery store aisle, where at 11pm at night his ex-girlfriend Abby Clark was carefully assessing two different brands of provolone.

Language: English Words: 4,927 Chapters: 1/1

of bake sales and overdue realizations by brewrosemilk

9-1-1 (TV)

Eddie doesn’t notice it until it becomes a thing that happens even when it’s just him and Buck, without Chris anywhere near them - but even then, he doesn’t find it strange, or give it much thought. Buck is the one who starts ending their phone calls with a quick ‘love you’ but it doesn't take long before Eddie does the same, often beating him to it. It’s never a big deal - most of the time it’s something along the lines of;

‘Hey, can you grab some milk on your way over? We’re out.’ ‘Yeah, yeah, I got it.’ ‘Great, love you.’ ‘Love you.’

Before long, they’re even doing it in texts.

Language: English Words: 4,823 Chapters: 1/1

the secrets we keep (the ones that spill out) by sparegarbage

9-1-1 (TV)

The 118 is a close-knit family. It’s not surprising given how much time they spend together: endless hours at the firehouse, barbecues on the weekends, the occasional night at the bar. They’re a family, yes... but Buck and Eddie don’t have to tell them everything. They’re allowed their secrets, really, and it’s not… weird. Really, it’s not. It’s just that sometimes the 118 asks too many questions, and sometimes there’s just no good (or clear or logical) way to explain. Exhibit A: How Buck ended up in Eddie’s bed during a sleepover (and how he’s been sleeping there most nights since).

—Or—

Buck and Eddie comfort each other with cuddles, hugs, and kisses (platonically—or so they think).

Language: English Words: 4,624 Chapters: 1/1

With(out) A First Date by firstdegreefangirl

9-1-1 (TV)

Buck and Eddie become boyfriends. Six months later, they start dating.

Language: English Words: 10,282 Chapters: 13/13

it's always been you by coupe_de_foudre

9-1-1 (TV)

“What do I normally get from there?” Eddie asks him, chin settled back onto his shoulder. “The kung pao chicken.” he answers almost instantaneously, having all of Eddie’s usual take-out orders memorised by now. It comes in handy for when they need to get food in quick whilst navigating work and Christopher. It’s not weird. He, unfortunately, misses the odd look that Maddie sends him. As well as the way that Hen hides a snicker behind a cough.

Language: English Words: 8,700 Chapters: 6/6

(Friendly reminder I do not own any of the works listed in this post, and all can be located on archiveofoureown.org)

#9-1-1 #9-1-1 buddie #9-1-1 fanfiction #9-1-1 fandom #9-1-1 fic #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #118 #118 firefam #buddie #buck x eddie

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diazsdimples · 24 days

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WIP Wednesday

Tagged by @theotherbuckley @steadfastsaturnsrings and @puppyboybuckley (who published the final chapter of the Mudslide Fic, PLEASE go read it!)

I wasn’t gonna do this today cause I had the shift from hell and didn’t manage to write anything yesterday between birthday things but I managed to cobble this together after my shift! Frostpunk AU weirdly came back to me so please enjoy this small snippet!

Much to Buck’s relief, both Edmundo and Christopher are still alive when they make it back to the city, in record time as Bobby will have him believe. Rappelling down the cliff with two semi-conscious, reasonably unstable patients is more difficult than they’d initially anticipated, so in a rush of fear as he watches Bobby struggle with Christopher, Buck offers to bring the boy down himself.

Much like they did the day Buck carried Christopher to the cabin, they strap the child to Buck’s chest, using a small harness stored in the med kit on a “just in case” basis. Christophers head clunks repetitively against Buck’s chest as he pushes them off the cliff, slowly letting the rope out with each jump. He wishes that it wasn’t a two-hand job, that he could cradle Christopher’s head with one hand and keep the rope moving with the other.

Above him, Bobby abseils down with Edmundo dangling to the side of him in a basket. They’d done one last temperature check on the two of them before descending into the heavy, cold mist that lay over the city, and Edmundo’s had been the lowest they’d seen it since the rescue. The way Eli’s face had paled and he’d instantly tugged Bobby aside, talking with him in low, hushed tones was enough to tell Buck about the state of his health.

It made a cold, thrill of fear rush down Buck’s spine, settling in the pit of his stomach as a constant reminder of how precarious Edmundo and Christopher’s situation was, as he carried the small boy to safety.

The moment Buck and Christopher touched the ground, they were pounced on by a team of medics, headed by Hen.

“What’s the story, Buck?” Hen asked as she hurried to help peel off Buck’s outer layers and unclip him from the harness.

“Found this guy and his dad half frozen yesterday. He’s probably 7 or 8 years old and got moderate to severe hypothermia. Eli’s been monitoring him and he’s stable but barely conscious. Probably malnourished and seriously dehydrated,” Buck pants as he lowers Christopher onto the stretcher Hen has prepared. The kid’s light brown curls fall over his face, curling against his eyelids and Buck reaches out a tender hand to brush them back before he can stop himself.

If Hen notices, she chooses not to mention the look in his eyes as he does this.

“Alright, we’re going to take him to the med tent now. What about his dad?” Hen asks as two medics swiftly hoist Christopher’s stretcher into the air and run off in the direction of the nearest med tent.

Buck watches, half in a daze as Edmundo is lowered to the ground. His lips are pale and chapped, and his face looks lifeless and devoid of colour as his head lols to the side. A sick feeling creeps through Buck’s body as he thinks of how close they came to not making it back. How close Christopher came to losing his father.

“This is Edmundo Diaz, severe hypothermia, dehydration and malnourishment. He’s had issues with his oxygen and heart rate consistently through the journey home. Hen, he’ll need around the clock care, someone to stay with him, to keep an eye on him,” Buck says, hearing the urgency in his voice as he speaks. He doesn’t know what compels him, other than a sense that Edmundo is the other half of a magnet that’s drawing him ever closer, but Buck continues talking. “You guys can’t spare another medic but I-I don’t mind sitting with him. I’m good at taking his vitals a-and I could keep an eye on the kid.”

Hen eyes him, as if trying to read what his true motivation is. “Go,” she finally says, inclining her head towards the tent. Buck doesn’t need to be told twice.

No pressure tagging @hippolotamus @spotsandsocks @evanbegins @smilingbuckley @thekristen999 @elvensorceress @rainbow-nerdss @wikiangela @daffi-990 @watchyourbuck @disasterbuckdiaz @bucksbackwardcap @fortheloveofbuddie @aroeddiediaz @jesuisici33 @buckbuckgoose @exhuastedpigeon @cal-daisies-and-briars @wildlife4life @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @nmcggg @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @kitteneddiediaz @epicbuddieficrecs @spagheddiediaz @loserdiaz

#james writes #frostpunk au #tired words that probably don’t make sense #hoping this pulls me out of my writing funk #buddie #eddie diaz #911 abc #evan buckley #911 buddie #911verse #911 fanfic #911 #eddie x buck

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loveyourownsmiilee · 1 year

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Talking Buddie Language: Ep 6.14

I’m gonna start off by saying I really enjoyed tonight’s episode even though we didn’t get much Buddie scenes together. We have been so well fed this half of the season so I knew it was coming soon. However, I really do think we got a wonderful Eddie centric episode that is possible to set up his next character arc. And most of that arc, in my opinion, will be coming to terms with who he is as a person and figuring out who he wants as a romantic partner. I think he’s afraid to let himself think of that partner because of the deep rooted fear he has of being left alone. I got to say, there’s a lot more gifs than actual analysis this time around but they’re all important to the meta. So I hope you all enjoy 💜

Meddling Tia Pepa

I was really looking forward to Tia Pepa’s return but because my foolish, naive heart thought she knew about the Buddie of it all. Boy was I wrong because she was back with one goal in mind and that was to set up Eddie on a blind date. She literally called him over under the false pretenses of needing his help, thus blindsiding him with a girl she wanted to set him up with. I will say, I have missed the Diaz family and it was nice to see her back.

The moment Eddie turns around and sees the girl, Vanessa, he immediately freaks out. That entire scene at Tia Pepa’s house was very queercoded and I’ll get into my reasoning as to why.

E: What did you do Tia?

P: What has to be done.

E: You tricked me…into a blind date?

He is actively freaking out the moment he sees her and you can tell by the way he scratches his head. He turns around and wants do make a run for it. When he questions Pepa, his eyes are wide and he is in complete disbelief because he didn’t think she would do something like this. What man would act like this upon walking in and seeing a beautiful girl who is someone they could very well date? Oh yes a queer one.

Pepa isn’t having any of Eddie’s questioning and counter questions him into confessing what else he has planned for the day, only to prove her point.

P: What were you doing right before I called?

E: I was… at home. Christopher spent the night at a friends house. I-I didn’t have time to figure my day out. It’s Saturday!

The way he immediately avoids any and all eye contact, and looks to the side indicates he is trying to come up with some explanation that is very clearly a lie. He hesitates, and has to gather his thoughts to come up with a plausible answer, and that is what gives it away that he’s lying. Pepa also catches on to the fact that he lied to her. Now we can all speculate all we want but something tells me he wasn’t just at home doing nothing. We know, especially in recent episodes, that any time he’s not with his son, he is often found hanging out with Buck. So I found it really weird how he had to actually lie to his aunt about his whereabouts.

P: Aye Edmundo, it breaks my heart to see you alone. It’s been too long. You need to do something or you’re gonna be alone forever.

E: Tia, I can’t marry someone just cause you say so.

Literally who the hell is talking about marriage here?!? It’s so interesting to see the way Eddie’s mind works when it comes to relationships and dating. This almost confirms that he’s never really dated anyone just to date them. You can kind of infer from this moment that he probably had to marry Shannon because of outside forces and they didn’t really get to date. And he was most likely with Ana because he believed, once again due to outside forces *Bobby*, that he needed to marry the perfect woman on paper. Because she would’ve been a wonderful mother to Christopher and his son loved her. It seems as though Eddie has not dated somebody who he himself wanted to date. And he sure as hell didn’t date anyone without the impression of it becoming a legitimately serious thing. So I think this opens the door for him to really question what dating means to him and who he wants to choose as the person he does date. It also indicates that he is looking to marry someone eventually. And some thing about this scene just made me think that he has possibly considered getting married again and possibly even gone as far as to say he might know who he wants to marry, but doesn’t think it’s an actuality. These are just some thoughts I had after watching this whole scene with his Tia. There’s definitely something under the surface for sure, and I think this episode is slowly hinting at it.

The 118 Have Opinions About Eddie’s Blind Date

I love when we get to see the firefam discussing literally anything about their personal lives. It really just drives home the idea that they’re an actual family and that they all found each other and built this family together.

C: So how'd you leave it?

E: We were gonna text each other to meet up.

B: I mean you could always conveniently forget to text her.

C: He's not gonna ghost her Buck.

E: Yeah, she already texted me.

I really love how last episode we got to see Eddie acting jealous over Buck mentioning all the women he has slept with. I have mentioned it many times on my blog how Eddie is very overtly obvious when he is jealous. Buck, on the other hand, is subtle with his jealousy. This entire time they're talking about Vanessa, the only thing he contributes is suggesting Eddie ghosts her. I mean is that how a best friend would act if they were genuinely supportive of their best friend dating again? Even the way he sits down and looks all petty at Eddie indicates pure jealousy over this topic of conversation.

E: Now I gotta figure out how to let her down easy.

B: Ooh, you're not good at that.

E: No, I'm not.

One thing I love about this specific moment is that even in the episodes where we do not get a lot of Buddie moments, they will throw in something that makes us remember just how close these two are with each other. This was a direct callback to Eddie breaking up with Ana by telling her to just go home. There is no way Eddie didn't end up confiding in Buck, his literal go to confidant, about that whole mess. So Buck mentioning that little fact just drives home the fact that these two are very close and tell each other almost everything. Which then begs the question, why isn't Eddie just discussing this with only Buck. Makes one question the real reasoning behind the fact that we never see them talking about their possible romantic partners unless it is to get advice when it is falling apart.

(Gifs by @matan4il)

E: Well she seems nice. She already picked the place.

B: Ah.

E: I just hate being forced to a date. Feels like I have to perform.

Once again, the fact that the frame focuses on Buck, with his arms crossed, closed off and keeping him safe and away from being hurt in this instance, to simply nodding his head in a very jealous way is definitely something. He is the only one who seems to be that interested in Eddie's plans with Vanessa and it goes to show once more that he is not really being as supportive as he could be. These men both do this all the time when there is another woman involved. He is definitely not happy about Eddie going on this date and I don't blame him considering he was dressing up nicely just one episode ago to go out with Eddie.

I also really love Buck's reaction when Eddie says that he feels like he has to perform. He is confused but he smirks because he can't believe Eddie just said something like that in front of everyone. He basically laid all his cards out in front of him. What he said, about having to perform is also very queercoded, because it indicates him having to put on a facade to be able to date a woman, when he doesn't really want to. Almost as if he really isn't all that straight and knows he has to force himself to be in the right mindset to make everyone else around him happy. Buck seems to be questioning what Eddie could possibly mean and you see that with the downturn of his lips here.

Then Hen, or as Chimney so lovingly says, Tia number 3, comes in and questions Eddie. The camera also panned to her when Eddie said the bit about having to perform and I find it interesting that her reaction was very "I know what you are."

H: Or maybe you're anxious about said performance.

E: Anxious? Who's anxious?

H: It's ok to feel nervous. Vanessa's probably at work right now, panicking too.

E: I do not panic.

No, no, of course you don't Edmundo. You also totally didn't end up in the hospital because of a panic attack at the idea of being married to a woman. He is so silly and I really want to bring back mirroring because he is mirroring Buck here. We all know Buck always talks with his mouth full and I don't believe we have seen Eddie talking with his mouth full before. Either way, when you hang out with someone too much, you start adapting all their habits and mannerisms, the good, the bad and the ugly. Here he has definitely adapted Buck's bad habit of speaking with his mouth full and it really makes me giggle because it's such a small thing but it shows how similar these two have become.

This entire scene also was very Eddie being somewhat repressed and in denial about it. Him telling Hen he does not panic, when we all know he had panicked with Ana is definitely important and I believe it's going to play a key factor in his upcoming character arc.

The Fake Date

Ok I got to say how it was such a deliberate choice in having this date come after the poker game from last week because the differences are insane to me. Not only did Eddie channel Buck from the poker game with his outfit, but he didn't put the same level of effort in this date with Vanessa as he did when he went out with Buck. He's just wearing a simple suit and he doesn't really seem to be into the date from the beginning. Whereas last week, we had him in that plaid blue suit, with the turtleneck and his fancy gold watch. He also could not stop looking at Buck, whereas he barely even looked at Vanessa in the beginning of their date.

Not only that, but he literally was there to let her down easy, which he started to explain when he said, "Full disclosure," but was cut off before we can find out the reason why.

Some key takeaways from this date that really convinced me that it was not special and nothing important for the future were the following:

— He was being friendly with her, as he is with every other female friend we have seen him interacting with.

— He was understanding when she explained to him about her ex-fiance and how she is definitely not ready for anything serious

— His little "I do" moment was very much like that moment in 4.05 when he told Buck, "I know you did." The same softness sure, but this lacked the fondness and love his eyes hold anytime he's talking to Buck.

— He took out his phone to take notes. Literally what successful date includes note taking?

— He didn't seem mesmerized by her at all. He didn't have that twinkle in his eyes when looking at her. She was fun and sassy and he smiled at her, but it was nothing that would rival his special Buck smile.

— When she leaves, the biggest thing is that he does not turn his head to look after her. If he had truly been interested (or straight) he would have watched her walk away. BUT he did not. Instead, he kind of smiled and shook his head in disbelief that she bested him before he could. He also let out a breath of relief, because the man really did not want to be on that date. He didn't seem upset or heartbroken in any way. The only look I can describe this as would be possible bafflement at how his night went down considering he came in with one thing on his mind and that was taken from him when she ended it on her own.

Eddie's Date Review? No Sorry Performance Review

I found it hilarious how Eddie was really thinking about how Vanessa pulled a fast one on him.

E: Sorry uh, it's a lot to process.

BN: Didn't expect the brush off huh?

I don't know why but this moment reminds me so much fo the moment between Buck and Eddie in 5.02 in the bunk area when they're discussing Ana. The way Eddie avoids looking at Buck and tells him "Just feels like a lot man."

E: Not gonna lie, it's probably the worst one yet.

BN: Wait, you didn't even want this date.

E: Yeah so it shouldn't be bothering me right?

Well the reason this is bothering Eddie very much is because he is the guy who likes to have his control. The things that he cannot control are the things that end up bothering him the most. So here he isn't really thinking of a missed opportunity. No he is thinking about how he had a plan to go in there and tell Vanessa that she is a nice girl but he was not ready for a date. He probably had something else he wanted to say but that opportunity was taken from him when she didn't let him finish what he had to say. So of course this is on his mind and of course it will be bothering him for a while. Because Eddie Diaz likes his tight grasp on things he can control and when that's taken from him, he starts to spiral.

E: Maybe Hen's right. Maybe, maybe I'm anxious about not performing.

Again, this man is thinking about the fact that he has to perform. He cannot date a woman and be himself because he does not want to date women. This reminds me of that moment between Buck and him in 5.11, where Buck tells him, "You don't have to pretend with me." That's is isn't it? When Eddie is with Buck, there is no need to put on an act or have anxiety over it. He simply exists and is who he always has been. There is no need for a performance or to pretend to be someone he is not because Buck knows him and he accepts and loves him for who Eddie is entirely. And that is what they are showcasing here. How Eddie may need to perform with women, but when he is with his right partner, he can be who he is and know that he will love him anyway.

I love how Bobby gives Eddie the kiss of death AGAIN. Any time this man gives anyone relationship advice, they are immediately doomed. We saw it with Eddie and Ana in s4. So this only sets the curse for whatever other dates Eddie may eventually go on and that makes me laugh.

BN: Maybe it's time to find the right work/life balance.

E: Feel like I have that. Me, Christopher, we're a good team.

BN: You're a great father. But there's more to life that I think even Christopher would agree. The sooner you realize that, the sooner you get back out there.

This is the second time they allude to the fact that Eddie is alone in raising Christopher. First Pepa said it in the beginning of the episode. Now Eddie mentions how it is just him and Chris. The weird thing with this is that we had 3 episodes before this that showed how intertwined the Diaz boys are with Buck. They showed what a family unit they three are and how Buck can be viewed as a wonderful partner and coparent to Eddie. Christopher begging Buck to come back home when he was in a coma was like any child begging their parent to come back to them. Eddie crying like the grieving widow he was did not indicate him being alone in this world. Not only that but just the episode before this they gave us heavy family feels with Buck and Eddie helping Chris with his homework and then Buck baking cookies for Christopher's class. So this begs the question, why the incessant need to mention that Eddie is alone when we all can see that he is not.

A part of me believes that maybe it's possible that outside to the Buckley Diaz trio, not a lot of people are aware of how close they are to each other. I made a post about how it's very possible people do not even know about Eddie's will because of what it can very well symbolize. Maybe Eddie does not want people to know how important Buck is to him because then he has to answer questions about that. Questions that he may not be fully prepared to respond to. Maybe this is his way of keeping his heart safe by not acknowledging the importance of Buck in his life just yet.

E: I feel like I haven't had a chance to really uh, collect my thoughts. So let me go out there and do some collections.

It's funny how he mentions this to Bobby before he heads out because from every thing we have seen up to this point, it is Eddie not really thinking about certain things in his life. He has not really collected his thoughts and come to the conclusion as to why he is so content with how his life currently is and why he does not need to date anyone. I think this foreshadows Eddie really taking some time throughout the next few episodes to reflect on his current life and think about things and choices he's made. I hope we get to see some of those thoughts and the conclusions they bring forth.

Buck, The Nepo Prince of The 118

I love love loved the cute little father/son performance review moment we got. I got to say, it definitely felt weird to see Buck have such little lines but I was also glad for it considering so many of the recent episodes were all Buck centric.

B: My PT scores are not right there. They're low and you marked me outstanding.

BN: Yes, considering...

B: Considering what, that I uh had an accident on the job, but I recovered.

BN: Buck, you died.

B: Yeah, so what, you're just gonna take it easy on me forever?

BN: Buck, I don't think that's entirely inappropriate.

The fact that we have had someone tell Buck he has died every single episode since he work up is very interesting and a little morbid. It is clear as day that man has not fully recovered or made his peace with the fact that he died. He keeps making light of it and avoiding talking about his feelings about it. The only time we saw him be somewhat truthful was with Eddie in his kitchen in 6.12. And given what we know about the next episode and him being intrigued by a death doula, I can see why they keep mentioning it to him. They are setting up the storyline to turn into him getting some actual help about his death and eventually making his peace with it.

Tia Pepa Comes Clean

I love how Eddie could not even fully remember the lie they came up with about the fake date. He immediately slips up and Tia Pepa catches onto his lie before he even has a chance to go any further. He told her that the date went "great" and that they decided to stay friends.

E: She was...very nice.

P: You're never gonna see her again.

E: I'm sorry Tia. I'm not ready.

Once again this goes to prove that any time Eddie has dated someone, it has been at the persistence of someone else. He only went along with it to appease his aunt and even then, he did it knowing his heart was not in it. He needs to learn to make these choices for himself and only himself. If something is not broke, there is no need to fix it. If Eddie is not ready to date and he is completely content with how he is living his life, it is not up to his Tia or anyone else to meddle into it and tell him how he should be living it. This scene once more further shows how queercoded Eddie is because there is something he is just, unable to say out loud to her in this moment.

When Pepa comes clean about her first marriage and how it took her 6 years to get over it, Eddie is visibly upset and can't believe this was kept from him. Now, why would he be upset at some family secret that’s been kept from him? Well given his reaction, I’d say it was important to his own history, which is why he was taken aback by the news. Eddie was also married and he seems to come from a very clean cut traditional family where divorce is not an option. So considering Shannon not only left him, but came back only to ask him for a divorce, really affected him for a long time. He felt like a failure and was mad at a dead person for a while there. Now, finding out that Pepa was also divorced and then found the love of her life, it connects him to her even more. There’s another Diaz who had a failed marriage but was still able to move on and find their right partner in the end. It almost gives Eddie hope and you can see that with the final moment he shares with his Tia.

P: I was getting set in my ways, and the longer you are alone, the easier it is. I don’t want that for you.

E: Me either.

Eddie has tears in his eyes and he really understands where his Tia is coming from. He knows she means well and he resonates with her. But this also leaves the door open as to yes, maybe he is open to finding the right partner, but how he plans on achieving that is where things get tricky. I really do feel like it’s possible that they are going to further develop. His character arc into him dating some people, and realizing why things are not working out with each person. Because deep inside, he has to know that he has already found that person. I just feel like he is very afraid to allow himself to feel the things that he does, and to want the person he does. But I think this episode really opens the door for him realizing he’s ready and he needs to go on this journey to find his perfect partner (we all know he’s found him. Now only he needs to figure it out himself.)

Ravi Comes Home

The reason I want to mention Ravi is because he said something that really made me think of Buck and Eddie. When he was telling Chimney about what happened with the accident, he says something about how, “But what haunts me isn’t the one that I lost. It’s the one I saved.”

Now why the hell would this remind me of Buddie? Well let’s take a look at Eddie and his partners shall we. When Shannon, his wife and mother of his child was in an accident, he could not save her. He had to sit there and watch her die. And that did affect him for a long time, and he was traumatized by it.

But then his work partner and other coparent was struck by lightning and literally died for 3 minutes and 17 seconds. Now who was the one that got his heart beating again?? Eddie. Eddie was able to save Buck. But he stood there for days and mourned because he didn’t want to live a life without Buck. He couldn’t look at him, he was crying and dressed like an actual widow. Not just that, he clearly has unresolved feelings about that whole thing because we saw him mention it to Buck in 6.12 about how he died and he’s allowed to have feelings about that. And he was quick to correct Chief Williams when she mistakenly mentioned how Buck was dead for 3 minutes. Eddie knows how long, down to the second he was dead for because in those 3 minutes and 17 seconds, he had to live his worst fear. And I feel like the fact that he did end up saving Buck haunts him every day.

It was so nice to see Ravi back with the team. Eddie and Buck hugging him like he’s their little brother was so wholesome. Buck lifting Ravi up while Eddie looked on with a big smile on his face was what we all needed. The final glimpse of Buck and Eddie in the background all blurry was wonderful. They’re clearly close as ever, considering they once again, do not know what personal space is. I also love the fact that you can see Buck in his blurry form, leaning his head on Eddie’s shoulder.

(Gif by @whosoldherout)

I personally can’t wait to see where their storylines go from here. I’m being optimistic and still think it’s really inevitable that they don’t get together romantically. I’m excited for this ride and can’t wait to see what the read is the season brings us.

Once again, thank you to @aa-lionheart for all the lovely gifs. I adore you tremendously. And thank you to each and every one of you who reads this through. I appreciate you all more than you’ll ever know 💜

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wildlife4life · 3 months

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Seven (+) Sentence Sunday

Tagged by the super amazing @daffi-990 @lover-of-mine @try-set-me-on-fire @fortheloveofbuddie @wikiangela @spotsandsocks @jesuisici33 and @diazsdimples. Thank you all so much and I am super excited for your upcoming works!

Another tag day, another snippet of NFL Buck. Back to Eddie's perspective! This time, we are delving into this au's version of his and Shannon's background and relationship. WOOO! (Every previous NFL Buck post can be found here) Enjoy!

Buck gave Eddie a very befuddled look, "Um, if this is your way of breaking up with me, I think you skipped a few major steps here." Eddie rolled his eyes, "Make sure the equipment manager gives you an extra thick helmet Buckley. All those previous head injuries are catching up to you." His boyfriend gave a half hearted glare, but didn't make a comment, allowing Eddie to explain. "They're for Shannon." "Ohhhh." Evan finally caught on and Eddie can't help but roll his eyes again. "I keep forgetting your un-repressed ass is still married to a woman." The jerk had the audacity to crack jokes and give Eddie a cocky grin. "And that makes you my mistress." Eddie fired back. "Meh." His boyfriend shrugged uncaring. Which is fair because he's the mistress who beat the odds and convinced the husband to leave his wife. Though did it count if the wife left first? Eddie shook his head, pushing aside that thought, knowing it would lead down an emotionally twisted path he didn't want to get into at the moment. Picking up the divorce papers, Eddie returned them to the manilla envelope labeled with only Shannon's name. "Look, with the move to Houston I am obligated to inform Christopher's mother of his whereabouts. I did the same when we moved to Austin, though back then I was hoping that by telling her we were out from under my parents roof, she would return." Buck grimaced, "Considering you showed up for our not-a-date, date, that didn't happen." Eddie nods, unable to meet the younger man's saddened gaze. The hurt and anger towards his soon to be ex-wife, was all twisted up with a healthy dose of guilt and the love he would always have for her. It felt unfair to Evan to still love her. His feelings towards Shannon used to be less complicated. Before Eddie bent under his parents expectations, she was one of his closets friends. Much like Buck, she was easy to talk to, made him laugh, and didn't pressured him to be anything more than himself. Eddie never did express his disinterest in girls to her or how his eyes tended to linger a little too long on some the guys on the football team (he has a type, repressed or not). The subject of girls and dating didn't come up, until his dad made an off hand comment about his son not bringing any dates home to meet. Eddie panicked. And when Eddie panicked, he came up with some awful ideas. Kissing Shannon after his baseball game because he knew she had feelings for him beyond friendship, was one his worst. Back then, Eddie hoped that treating Shannon as more than friend would lead to feelings of actual attraction and romantic love. It didn't. Further expectations, additional pressure lead to more panic and stupid decisions. Then one day during his senior year, Eddie found himself with a positive pregnancy test in hand and Shannon begging him for a solution. He was down on one knee with a ring his mother shoved into his hands two days later (Eventually Eddie would learn the silver band with a small lone diamond was a promise ring from Adriana's cheating ex.) Shannon said yes, Eddie's Uncle Paco ordained their wedding at the local rec center, and Christopher Edmundo Diaz was born May 8th, 2008, just after Shannon took her last final (her water broke as she handed in her math test). When Eddie held his son, he instantly knew, his entire heart belonged to this tiny little boy, but right on the heels of that love came the cold dredges of panic. On May 9th, 2008 Eddie acted upon yet another awful idea and signed up for the Army. Neither he nor Shannon made it to their high school graduation. Instead the first tear in their relationship was being formed with angry shouts, heartbroken sobs, and a hastily packed duffle tossed into an old truck.

I will admit, I am not the biggest Shannon fan, but I am not a Shannon basher either. Her and Eddie both made mistakes, and that will be shown in this au, as Shannon was a big part of Eddie's journey and the mother of his child. Hope you all enjoyed!

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fortheloveofbuddie · 2 months

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Inspiration Saturday ✨

Y’all I just landed myself a new job and I’m so excited yet so nervous about it. And I wrote a scene for the second chance fic, so today is a good day 🥳

Find the idea here 💘

(Snippet and tags below cut)

With a deep sigh, Eddie gets up and joins the rest of the 136, still not sure how to act around them. Because it lingers in his mind that this is just temporary, this is just until he and Buck can work things out. Being separated from the love of his life, from his team, from his family, it’s all just temporary. It has to be.

The routine of polishing the engine is engrained in him, circular motions hypnotizing him as the white numbers plastered on the side reminds him that he isn’t where he belongs.

A civilian walks into the station, dressed in black jeans and a grey hoodie, clearly searching for someone or something. His movements are slow yet determined as he walks up to the nearest firefighter who points him in Eddie’s direction, frowning at the man.

“Edmundo Diaz?” The dark haired stranger questions as he steps close to Eddie, a little too close for comfort and Eddie immediately leans away, military instincts kicking in because he doesn’t know the man or his intentions. It could be a reporter but he also doesn’t trust those in any way, shape or form.

“You found him” Eddie barely even turns his head to look at the stranger, eyes focused on a stubborn piece of dirt stuck on the engine. When the man doesn’t say anything after that, Eddie drops his hands to his sides, a bit defeated and turns to look at the man whose eyes feel like they’re digging into Eddie’s skin.

“You’ve been served” are the only words out of the strangers mouth as he hands Eddie a stack of papers, turning on his heel before Eddie has a chance to respond, almost forced to drop the cloth in his hand.

“I-… What?” Eddie frowns at the papers and the people around him let express their sympathy by letting out an almost collective grumble.

Eddie looks at the first page and his eyes are immediately drawn to the bold and capitalized letters that appear at the top of the paper:

DIVORCE AGREEMENT

His hands begin to tremble as he scans he page again and again, hoping that the contents might magically disappear or change. Disbelief starts to give way for a wave of raw emotion - anger, hurt and betrayal welling up inside of his chest. The realization that Buck has initiated divorce proceedings without even talking to him about it, hit him like a psychical blow and shatters the last bit of hope that he’d been clinging onto.

Soon, his chest starts to tighten with a mixture of rage and despair as he struggles to comprehend the implications of this moment. Tears threaten to fall as he stares at the papers, blurring the lines where his and Buck’s names are clearly written. He wants to crumble every single page, he wants to act like he has never seen them before but the heaviness filling his mind makes it impossible, locking him in place for a moment.

Eddie creates some distance between himself and the crew but Lena follows closely on his heels, not willing to let him out of her sight. He can’t stop her from reading over his shoulder, his arms feeling like they were made of a ton of bricks as he carefully holds the fragile papers in his hands.

“Shit, man. I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were getting divorced” Lena frowns, patting Eddie’s shoulder and gives it a firm squeeze, feeling his body trembling as she does. The rustling of papers in his hand fade in with the busy sounds of the firehouse, allowing him to hide what he’s feeling. Expect he doesn’t do a very good job because Lena continues talking.

“And neither did you, it seems” She says but her voice is far away, Eddie’s ears ringing at the heavy thumping of his heart against his ribs.

A whirlwind of thoughts and emotions sweep through Eddie, leaving him soaked in disbelief and disappointment. He clenches his jaw, his knuckles turning white as he tries to contain the storm brewing inside of him.

But beneath the anger and the hurt, a seed of doubt takes root. An abundance of unanswered questions and unresolved feelings start to emerge from the corners of his mind, refusing to be ignored.

A few deep breaths later, Eddie realize that Lena is still talking to him or at least he thinks so because her lips are moving and she’s making what looks like big angry gestures. “No, I didn’t know that we were getting divorced. I didn’t know that we had given up on fighting” Eddie mumbles, mostly to himself, wanting to curse at the world but refraining from doing so because he already feels out of place.

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Clever boy - Eddie Diaz smut

Summary: after weeks of tricking you into thinking he’s a bottom, Eddie pulls the ultimate switch engaging in a very sexy game of sex.

Warnings: mommy kink, daddy kink, bottom! Eddie, top! Eddie

Eddie was a smart man, clever in fact, He had been seeing y/n for weeks, and it's been the most fun he's had. After having a long talk with his best friend about his quickly drying up sex life, he went out and found someone to spice it up, and that's exactly what you did.

For weeks, he had put up with being submissive with you, letting you think you had full control of his body, but that was the fun part, he was gonna flip your entire world around tonight. You had both talked about it previously, what would happen if he ever decided he was taking control, you had no issue, telling him it was at his own pace, but you'll miss his submissive side.

As you walked into your boyfriend's apartment, you couldn't help but to feel like you were being watched. Shuttering as you walked down the hall you sighed "Eddie! This isn't funny! Your text said it was an emergency!" You shouted "I swear you're gonna regret this, Edmundo" You sneered, looking into his bedroom, and yet, nobody. As you went to turn around to search the living room again, you were met with a torso dressed in a nice blue suit, you could tell just by the fabric it was expensive. You gasped taking a step back to run, but a hand grabbed you tightly, pulling you flush against his chest, looking up you were met with Eddie's coy smirk. "Relax. I've got you, princesa" He whispered "I think we need to have a little chat" He whispered, almost like you were in trouble. "Edmundo, I left work for this, you're so gonna re-" He cut you off with a harsh glare "Hush" He demanded walking you backwards to a chair in the corner of his bedroom. You let out a breath of air as you felt yourself fall into the seat, looking up at Eddie, fully taking in how hot he was.

"I've let you prance around, letting you think your in charge..but papi's getting a little bored of it" Eddie whispered, leaning down grabbing the armrests, meeting you at eye level. "Eddie" You warned, resting your hands on his about to stand up, but he quickly rotated his wrists, trapping your hands "Not uh, stay." He demanded, his tone deep, almost unrecognizable. "What're you doing?" You asked, slowly growing more irritated as he spoke "I like to play with my food, y/n" He whispered in your ear before biting your neck gently "But this is my game, and it's time, we're both on the same page" He continued, kneeling on the ground slowly, not breaking eye contact with you "Don't get me wrong princesa, I love watching you tell me what to do, its adorable, but now I need you" He grunted pulling off your leggings with ease, running his hands up and down your thighs slowly.

"Yes sir" You said jokingly, rolling your eyes, Eddie was quick to grab your jaw roughly "Keep up the attitude, brat. Now. Again without the bitchiness" He spat, you shifted in your seat, now feeling extremely nervous under his gaze. "Yes sir" Your voice was barely above a whisper, you could feel his deep breaths against your inner thigh, looking down you moaned under your breath, Eddie's head was placed perfectly between your thighs, his eyes never taking their gaze off of your face. "buena nina" Eddie praised, you gulped, watching his hand creep up your thigh towards your underwear. "E-Eddie" You whined, he grunted, swatting your ass swiftly "Sir?.." You questioned, he responded by raising his gaze back to you, you were trying desperately to find the words "Speak, mami" He whispered, kissing your inner thigh softly, god damnit this man is gonna kill you. You licked your lips, your mouth suddenly dry, your heart was racing with excitement. Eddie gently took your wrist into his palm, pressing his fingertips against your artery to find your pulse "Hey, you're okay, princesa, relax" He whispered kissing your palm gently "I've got you" Eddie added on before pulling you up and towards the bed "I want you, sir" You finally mustered out, the smirk on his face returned, and so did the dark look in his eyes.

"All you had to do was ask, mami" Eddie whispered before pulling off his shirt, you grunted grabbing his belt undoing it yourself, you could see how hard Eddie was breathing once his shirt was off. Before Eddie could do anything else he rolled onto his side "W-Wha..-" You whimpered, Eddie chuckled "I wanna see you be mami again" He smirked, he knew exactly what he was doing, and my lord was Buck right, this is totally spicing things up. "Very funny" You said, trying to keep your voice level, but failing miserably. It was almost crazy how Eddie managed to switch, his gaze changing to look at you with full submission and admiration. "Please, mami, please" He begged, letting his head fall into the pillows, you took in a shaky breath, the knot in your stomach was so tight you felt like you could puke. "More" You demanded quietly, ghosting your hand over his cock that was pressed against his slacks so much you could start to see outlines. "I can't hear you, mami! please touch me anywhere" He begged, his back arching as he tried to grind against your hand, you felt a wave of confidence rush over you, pressing your hand down, watching as he bit his lip fighting back a moan "Yes! fuck!" He grunted as you straddled him, leaning down ghosting your lips over his, right as you felt like you started to get control, Eddie quickly flipped you over "My turn, mami" He whispered in your ear, pinning your hands above your head, you leaned further back on the bed, your underwear was soaked, you could feel it between your legs as you squeezed your legs together "Naughty girl" He whispered using his other hand to open your legs, using his leg to keep them open "I'm s-sorry, you're just so fucking hot, and not doing anything" You whined, grinding against nothing trying to find any type of friction. Eddie smirked pressing his thigh against your pussy, making you gasp, digging your nails into the side of his hand.

"What, princesa? What do you want from me?" He teased, tracing his fingertips over your clit, even with a thong on, you could still feel everything. "Fuck me, Eddie, please" You begged, Eddie was about to cum right there, since you two had gotten together he had never heard you beg, especially not for him. "Fuck..." He whispered, you watched as Eddie looked down towards his slacks then slowly working his gaze up your body. "Please, sir, please fuck me, Eddie, I need you, please" You whined, arching your back desperate to feel his skin against yours. Your boyfriend dropped his hold on your hands, ripping his own slacks off as he kissed you deeply, you kissed back happily. You felt his tongue slowly find it's way into your mouth, his hands busy with other things, you gasped as you felt him push into you slowly.

"Such a slut for me" You heard him grunt, you bit your lip watching him lean up, running a hand through his hair as he bottomed out inside of you, taking your opportunity you ran your nails down his chest, leaving faint red lines. He grunted thrusting his hips taking you by surprise "Oh my god" You panted trying to lean up to kiss him, but Eddie pressed a hand onto your chest forcing you back onto the bed. He took your hips in his hands flipping you both again "We're gonna play a game, got that, princesa?" He asked, you met his gaze finally as he lifted your chin with his finger "Yes sir.." You whispered, biting your lip, desperate for him to do anything, you felt like you were going to die if you didn't cum soon.

"We're gonna switch..to see who cums faster" He whispered "Just to see who's a better dominate" He added on, you nodded faintly, Eddie looking towards you, grasping any sense of reality you had, you started grinding your hips against his. You could feel his legs tense, his fists grabbing at the sheets "What, baby? Is this too much?.." You teased, running your hands up and down his chest "N-No no please don't stop, don't stop" He whined, you grabbed the base of his neck, making eye contact with him "Don't worry, mami will make it feel better" You teased further, as you started moving your hips faster, Eddie moaned loudly, bucking his hips up meeting your grinds. You stopped immediately, squeezing his neck just enough to cause his cock to twitch inside of you “did you ask to fuck me?” You growled, Eddie smirked flipping you, reversing the roles as he know held your neck “I don’t need permission to fuck mi amor whenever my cock is buried inside of her” he growled, bucking his hips harshly, you whined covering your mouth much to Eddie’s disliking “did I say be quiet? Papi wants to hear you” he whispered biting your collarbone lightly as he slammed his cock further inside of you “Eddie!” You screamed out arching your back “buena nina” he growled not slowing his pace “fuck Eddie!-“ you moaned “say it.” Eddie demanded squeezing your neck roughly “f-fuck! Only you can fuck me like this!” You moaned, feeling yourself near that edge before Eddie flipped you again. My lord you wanted to smack him, why couldn’t he just let you cum?

“You fucking brat” you growled “I was so fucking close” you added on grinding against him, watching him lick his lips as an idea sprung into your head. Pulling yourself off of him, his face fell in pure sorrow “w-what? Baby p-please!” He begged thinking you were ending the game, maybe he went to far, he never should’ve done this, as his chest started to tighten he felt your hand cup his cheek. “You’re okay..you’re gonna help mami” you whispered grabbing his hair, repositioning his hand, almost as soon as it came out of your mouth, Eddie visibly calmed down with his anxiety, holding your thighs to hold you steady. “Ready?..” you whispered “you don’t stop till I say.” You said before grabbing his chin “only outside. I’m not losing” you challenged, Eddie whined loudly, leaning his head up before you pulled his hair pushing it back down on the bed. “Stop it” you growled smacking his cheek gently before lowering yourself onto his mouth. His tongue attacked you like he was starving, licking up any wetness that had made its way out of your pussy, you could feel his tongue going over your clit as you grinded against it.

“Just like that baby!” You moaned arching your back, you could feel his nails digging into your skin before feeling his tongue push inside of you, you immediately curled in pleasure, tightening your grip on his hair as he flicked his tongue inside of you. “Ooh” you moaned loudly as you attempted to lift your hips off of his face but he held you down, as his eyes flipped towards your gaze you could see the darkness cloud back in and immediately you knew you were fucked, literally.

His tongue moved a lot faster, at a speed that even shocked you as his head bobbed slightly as he continued to eat you out “oh fuck! Fuck papi! Fuck!” You whined your voice going higher as you grinded against his face, his grip tightened on your legs, flipping you onto your back as he threw your legs over his shoulders. You whined trying to pull yourself off of him, his speed being way too much combined with your sensitivity “I-i can’t-“ you whimpered, Eddie pulled his mouth away from you, a dangerous glare on his face “you can take it. You’re my buena nina, you can take it. I wanna taste you, I want to see my slut make a complete mess” he growled before pulling your hips back down to continue his abuse on your pussy.

“Eddie!” You cried out, feeling his tongue flatten against your clit, along with three fingers pushing their way inside of you “fuck papi!” You cried out digging your nails into his shoulders “my little fucking slut” he spat curling his fingers, you whined, Eddie grunted pulling his fingers out before replacing it with his tongue again, taking your breath away.

“Cum for me princesa” he whispered, you clenched your teeth shaking your head “no?..we’ll see about that” he whispered against your thigh. “Papi got a present” he smirked reaching up towards his night stand pulling out a small pink device. Pressing a button the small object buzzed to life making you whine loudly, your legs visibly shaking with anticipation. “You want this, slut?” He asked, leaning in front of your pussy making you whimper nodding your head rapidly “want you to make me cum, please papi” you whimpered spreading your legs wider, almost like an invitation.

You almost screamed as he pressed the vibrator on your clit full power, shoving his tongue back inside of you, returning to his job of eating your pussy out. You bucked your hips quickly against Eddie’s face, almost ripping a hole in the sheets from how tight you were squeezing them. You could see Eddie grinding his hips into the mattress, that was almost enough to make you cum. You gasped, the knot in your stomach exploding out of nowhere against Eddie’s mouth, his tongue licking everything your body offered. You slowly pushed him onto his back, leaning forward to slip him into your mouth, letting his cock slip down your throat as you swallowed around him.

Eddie smirked moving your leg to the other side of his head pushing the vibrator inside of your pussy turning it on. The sensation took you by surprise, making you choke slightly around him, he groaned bucking his hip, using his other hand to guide your head pushing your head down repeatedly, making sure you didn’t gag too much. “Fuck yea baby, just like that. Take my cock, you’re so fucking good at it” he growled moving the vibrator in and out of you, you could feel the knot quickly forming again as you pressed back against it, swallowing around him again.

Eddie growled bucking his hips up, bottoming out down your throat, you swallowed around him making him tense, trying to shove his cock deeper inside of your throat if possible, he pushed the vibrator as deep as it would go inside of you. You moaned around him feeling his cum shoot down your throat, the feeling itself made you cum again, this time squirting on the toy and a little on his hand and mouth. “Fuck yes. Every night. From now on” you panted slowly falling onto your back next to him “deal” he panted

#eddie diaz x reader #eddie diaz smut #eddie diaz #911 abc #911 show #911 smut

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I love you a latte

M | Coffee shop/Café AU | 9,391 words

New to Los Angeles, Eddie meets a cute barista at a coffee shop recommended to him by Chimney. Even though he embarrasses himself by being flustered by Buck, he keeps coming back and starts a friendship with him. -- Once Eddie paid, he stays there for a moment. He doesn't want to leave yet, but he has to. Christopher needs to be picked up soon and he also really needs a nap. "Thanks, Buck." Buck’s eyes widen a little, "How do you…" This time it's Eddie’s turn to grin, "Your name tag." Buck glances down. "Oh. Right. Yes. Uh, you're welcome…. Eddie. You're Eddie." "You remember my name?" Eddie asks, surprised. Buck’s smile turns flirty, "I always remember the pretty ones." "Buck, stop flirting with the customers!" A woman yells out from the kitchen. Both their cheeks turn red, but Buck still grins and even winks at him. Eddie opens his mouth to say something, but he's speechless. "Uh… see you around?" "I hope so," Buck answers.

I loved writing this AU so much. I had so much fun. I think this is my first coffee shop or café AU I've written. Might write another one it the future because of how fun it was. I'm also very proud of how it turned out.

God forbid you leave me like all the rest did

T | Presumed Dead | 33,081 words | 10/10 chapters

“Buck!” He looks up. His tears are blurring his sight, but he recognizes the figure standing in his doorway. “No,” Buck says to him. He shakes his head. “No.” “Buck,” Bobby’s voice is soft. “No!” Buck’s voice raises. “He’s not dead!” Bobby walks closer. In that stupid funeral firefighter suit people wear when telling family members about their fallen heroes, not unlike the military. “He’s not dead!” Buck screams. “Go away, he’s not dead! He’s not dead!” Bobby reaches out to him, and Buck fights against his hold, pushing the older man away. “No! Don’t touch me! He’s not dead! He can’t be dead! Eddie is not dead!” -- Buck's life changes when he loses Eddie on a call and his body is never found. A funeral and a career switch later, Buck has to figure out how to live without the love of his life. He has to stay strong though because he needs to take care of Christopher.

I am a sucker for presumed dead fics. It's not the first one I wrote and it definitely won't be the last. They're so fun to write and deliciously angsty to read.

Worth staying for

E | Nurse Buck AU | 40,128 words | 6/6 chapters

But, when he reads the name ‘Eddie Diaz’ on a file a few weeks later, he does recognize it. He doesn’t know why until he opens the curtain and those same brown eyes look up at him. Once again with something against his arm, this time a towel. An elderly woman is sitting next to him. “Mr. Diaz, I’d say it’s nice to see you again, but I’m an ER nurse, so I would be lying,” Buck smiles at him, “Same thing as last time?” Eddie sighs, “Yeah.” “Last time?” The woman asks, looking at Eddie, “Edmundo, you really need to stay out of the kitchen.” -- Years after the truck bombing, Buck has settled into his new job as a nurse. Then he meets Eddie Diaz, a single-parent firefighter who keeps ending up in the hospital. Eddie also happens to work with Buck's old team. Buck's friends and family encourage him to go for it, but he has been burned before. Would it be worth it, the possibility of having his heart broken again? He's not sure. But the universe seems to have some different plans for them.

I didn't even realize that I wrote it this year. I felt like this was older because the idea had been in my mind for so long. And I LOVED writing this so much. Nurse Buck might be one of my all time favorite things I've written and I am so happy with the love it got.

'Cause we belong together now

M | Marriage or convenience, girl dads Budde | 68,866 words | 14/14 chapters

“Buck, are you saying that...” Oh, he picked up on it. Buck sighs, “If it's okay with you, I'd like to take your name as well. I... I've thought a lot about changing my name over the years, you know? And, well, I guess this is an opportunity. And I'll have the same name as my family.” “Of course, that's okay with me, Evan,” Eddie turns, which causes his knee to press into Buck's thigh. He reaches over and grabs one of Buck's hands. Buck finally risks looking at him again. Eddie's eyes are wet and he blinks a few times as if blinking away his tears. Buck feels a little strange that Eddie got emotional because Buck wants to take his name. “You know I love you, right?” Eddie says, Eddie winces and adds, “You're my best friend.” Buck's not sure why his chest feels so weird. Tight. “I love you too, Eds. There's no one I'd rather fake marry than you.” Eddie laughs, “Back at you.” (Or: on a call, Buck and Eddie meet an adorable little girl that they fall in love with and want to adopt. The only problem? They're not together romantically...)

This is my Roman Empire. Holy shit. I still can't believe I managed to write this. All time favorite fic I wrote. Damn. I'm so freaking proud of it.

In the moonlight you look just like an angel in disguise

M | Going on a trip together | 35,743 words | 6/6 chapters

“Yeah,” Eddie also sighs, “I’m not worried about that, just...” “You’re worried about you?” Buck fills in the gaps once he realizes Eddie doesn’t know how to explain his feelings. Eddie nods, “Yeah. How will I survive those three weeks? The house gets so quiet without him, it just doesn’t feel the same. It’s... It feels wrong.” Buck hums again, drumming his fingers on the table as he thinks, “I think I might have a solution.” “What? Be supervisors at camp? Christopher wouldn’t forgive me, I know he loves us, but he’d be very embarrassed to have his dads- to have his dad there.” Buck’s eyes twinkle a little at the slip, but he doesn’t say anything about it. He shakes his head, “No. But, Bobby told me he has an old vacation home that used to belong to his family. He hasn’t been there in years.” Eddie frowns, “You want to ask our captain if we can borrow his vacation home that he hasn’t been to since his wife died?” Now Buck is the one rolling his eyes, “No, smartass. He gave me the keys, said I could use it whenever I wanted.” -- While Christopher is at camp, Buck and Eddie go on a vacation of their own to a small cabin in the woods... It goes as well as you'd expect.

I know I say this about every fic in this list but this was so fun to write! It got me in the summer mood and I still think of this fondly :)

Let me fix it for you

M | 5+1 times | 10,355 words

5 times Eddie fixes or builds something for Buck + 1 time Buck thanks him for it (... sort of) -- “You look like you need a good breakfast,” Bobby says at the sight of Buck, handing him a plate highly stacked with waffles. “You can shave here if you want to.” “And risk being halfway when we get called in?” Buck snorts, “Nah, I’ll shave when Eddie fixes my sink.” “Oh, didn’t know you were a free handyman on the side,” Hen says, stretching to look at Eddie, “You know, we’ve been looking for someone to fix our backyard fence." Eddie, with his mouth full of waffles, shakes his head, “Family only.”

I just love Buck being horny for Eddie doing domestic things. And I love Eddie doing domestic things for Buck in general.

When the world ender comes, baby run for your life

M | Another tsunami | 17,588 words

Another tsunami hits Los Angeles, this time the entire team is caught in it and gets separated, desperate to find their way back to each other. Buck had warned them something felt off... they should have listened. -- "It's quiet," Buck says to him as they walk towards the neighboring building. "Quiet?" Eddie asks him with a laugh. He points at the queue of honking cars lining up behind the firetruck as one part of the road is blocked. There is also still the sound of people talking, or more likely yelling. An airplane flies above them. "It's not very quiet." "I don't mean the humans," Buck answers, looking around. "The animals. The birds have left, normally this area has a ton of squirrels. I don't see any stray cats." Eddie sighs, "So, what, you think Armageddon is about to happen?" "I'm just saying, it's weird," Buck defends himself, "I feel like something's going to happen. I just don't know what." "I'm sure it's nothing," Eddie reassures him and pats his shoulder, "Before you know it we are eating dinner tonight with Christopher. He's been begging for the recipe you found."

I worked so hard on this for months, I was glad I could finally post it. I'm sad this didn't really get as much attention as some of my other fics, but I get that it's different than other things I've written. I'm still proud of myself for finishing writing this fic.

My father's son

T | Different first meeting AU, Buck is Bobby's biological son | 27,314 words | 4/4 chapters

Whumptober day 9: mistaken identity / 2023 prompt: kidnapped After a DNA test, that he took as a joke, Buck's entire life is pulled upside down. Traveling to Los Angeles with the thought of helping a man find his missing son, whose results Buck accidentally got, it turns out that there was no mix-up at all. Buck is that missing son, kidnapped just after birth. For twenty-six years, Buck has been living a lie. He tries to get used to his new life, his new family. He starts a new job. But there's another problem... he's falling for one of the firefighters under his father's command. And the people who raised him, the Buckleys, refuse to confess the full truth.

You might already know that Buck & Bobby are my weakness. This idea had been living in my mind for so long and I finally got to write and publish it!

Since I met you I just can't forget you

M | Veterinarian Buck AU | 10,667 words

When Eddie adopts a cat he rescued on a call, he doesn't expect to develop a major crush on the cute veterinarian. -- "Aren't you gorgeous?" Buck answers. Eddie blushes deeply and turns to look at Buck but- oh. Of course. Buck is talking to the cat. He should've guessed that. Buck opens the carrier and Mrs. Whiskers curiously walks out, sniffing his hand before letting out a 'prr' like sound. Not purring, but talkative. "Hi there, my name is Buck and I'm your doctor, I'm gonna take good care of you, okay?" Buck says to her and pets her gently. He turns to look at Eddie, "I've been a vet for 6 years and this is the most beautiful cat I have ever seen." Eddie bites his lip to stop the proud smile from taking over his face. (AKA: the veterinarian Buck/cat owner Eddie AU)

So this year I figured out that I LOVE writing AU's. I hope to write more in December and then in 2024! This was so adorable and fun to write!!

Under the neon lights, I think we might get married in Vegas

M | waking up married in Vegas | 5,539 words

The arm around him tightens, making him freeze. There's a groan that's somehow similar, but he must confuse this person with someone else. The figure turns around to lie on their back. Buck slowly turns his head to the other side of the pillow to look at them and- Oh shit. Oh shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit. It's Eddie. Eddie fucking Diaz is laying in his hotel bed, sheets covering his lower half, the upper half? Naked. Fuck, fuck, fuck. (Or: Buck wakes up married to Eddie in Las Vegas. Neither of them remember how they got here.)

I am a SUCKER for fics like this so I was really happy to write one of my own. I'm very proud of the outcome!

#911 #ao3 #buddie #evan buckley #911 fanfic #eddie diaz #buddie fanfiction #fanfiction #writing

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Fuck it Friday!

tagged by @disasterbuckdiaz @wikiangela @theotherbuckley @hippolotamus @wildlife4life & @fortheloveofbuddie thank you sm!! I haven’t been able to read all your works yet but i promise I will💗✨

oki so all I’ve written is the Prince AU, it’s the owner of my heart rn I literally love it sm ajsjsjsj so here’s a piece!🏃🏽‍♀️

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An unidentifiable sound made him turn again, but this time he couldn’t help the way his breath hitched. From a safe distance, a pair of blue eyes observed him, under an intense visage. Prince Evan blatantly ignored the King’s words and offerings, instead choosing to focus on him. He frowned, holding the stare, anger seeping through his bones.

“Edmundo” called his mother, breaking the spell with her impatient tone.

“He is dismissing father!” he hissed, short of pointing at the royals.

Helena grabbed a handful of her dress, gracefully moving closer to her son. She smiled politely to the dozens watching, then whispered under her breath. “I beseech of you to compose yourself. If the Prince lacks manners, it will reflect poorly on his kingdom. Do not make it your mission to take ours down with it.”

The prince inhaled deeply, averting his eyes. By the way servants were coming in and out of the castle, it was evident the gift exchange had begun. Among tapestries, textiles and jewels, any untrained visitor would get lost.

He suddenly felt his mother’s fingers tap on his leg, attracting his attention. Walking with dire resignation, Prince and Princess approached, their arms interlocked. Madelaine’s hands looked soft and delicate in comparison to her brother’s. Her entire demeanor was gentler, especially as they paced next to each other.

He continued to feel severely underdressed.

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I'm Going to Marry You

For @fluffbruary Day 2: engagement | scent | jam Fandom: 9-1-1 Pairing: Buck x Eddie, break up off screen Eddie x Ana Rating: Mature (mostly for Eddie's dirty talk) Summary: A sheepish look appeared on Eddie’s face that quickly turned into a determined one, “Well it turns out doped out on strong pain medicine has no filter and I told her that I planned on marrying you and planned on asking as soon as I saw you.” Eddie shrugged his good shoulder, “She thought she was the one I should be marrying and I told her straight that the only person I will ever marry is you.”

It took Buck a moment for his mind to reboot, “Did you just ask me to marry you?”

“Pretty much yes.” You can also read it on AO3

It had been coming. Long overdue if you ask the 118th and all of their families. Especially if you asked Christopher who had the front-row seat to all of the pining. If his Abuela and Bobby slipped him extra desserts no one said anything the poor boy earned them.

Now it might have helped if Eddie had been single at the time and not just woken up from being shot but these boys never do anything in order.

Buck could feel his heart racing in his chest as he ran down the hallway of the hospital to where Eddie's room. He was thankful for the door to be open as he tugged off his mask he vaguely recognized the lack of Ana but put it off to as to her giving them a moment but none of that mattered as Eddie was awake and smiling at him.

“Eddie.” There was no missing the joy in Buck’s voice as he felt his eyes welling up with tears.

Holding out his good hand Buck wasted no time in taking Eddie’s hand in his. “I’m so glad you are okay.”

Smiling Eddie squeezed their joint hands, “I was worried that you got hurt. I’m glad that you are okay as well.”

The two smiled at one another before Buck remembered a special little boy who had been wanting to talk to his dad. “Christopher has been waiting to talk to you.”

He didn’t think it was possible but somehow Eddie’s smile grew brighter. “I have missed him. Just as much as I missed you.”

Buck vowed that he wouldn’t cry then and there.

+******+

It took till Eddie’s release date that Buck realized that he hadn’t seen Ana. That she hadn’t been around at all and no one else mentioned her.

“Is Ana okay?” Buck might not be her biggest fan, but he didn’t like how she tried to twist Eddie into Edmundo, someone completely different from who he was because in Buck’s opinion, Eddie was amazing or how she tried to put limits on Christopher.

A sheepish look appeared on Eddie’s face that quickly turned into a determined one, “Well it turns out doped out on strong pain medicine has no filter and I told her that I planned on marrying you and planned on asking as soon as I saw you.” Eddie shrugged his good shoulder, “She thought she was the one I should be marrying and I told her straight that the only person I will ever marry is you.”

It took Buck a moment for his mind to reboot, “Did you just ask me to marry you?”

“Pretty much yes.”

Again Buck could only stare at Eddie who looked so hopeful and full of love that Buck could hardly believe that this was happening, “I expect one hell of a ring Diaz. And I am taking your last name.”

Eddie’s eyes darkened, “I can’t wait to see you wearing my name, letting everyone know that you are mine.”

Buck felt his cheeks heated at the look in Eddie's eyes. “Is that why when I stay overnight you offer me one of your shirts?”

“Damn right, it is. I love seeing you wearing my name on your ass.” Eddie licked his lips as he gazed hungrily at Buck.

“Down big boy no jumping me until you are healed and healthy.” Eddie's pout was killer and Buck closed the distance between them and kissed Eddie softly. “When you are healed then you can have your way with me,” Buck promised.

Eddie’s grin was purely wicked, “I will mark you and you will be walking for days with a limp. I will take my time with you and have you a begging and pleading mess before I sink my cock in you and fuck you into our bed.”

A whimper escaped Buck at Eddie's dirty talk. If Eddie was better he would be crawling into his lap and riding him like he had dreamed of doing for years. “No more dirty talk until you are better.”

Eddie nipped at Buck's lower lip, “I can't promise anything. I have been waiting for this for a very long time. And you are very sexy and all mine.”

Buck kissed Eddie a second time he could hardly believe he could do this. “Let's go home Christopher is waiting for us.”

+*****+

Christopher hardly left his dad's side and he could read his dad and his Bucky he was the first to figure out.

“Dad, did you ask my Bucky to marry him?” Christopher was vibrating in his seat.

Eddie and Buck exchanged a look, “Yes, I did. Is that okay with you?”

Christopher's face broke out in a wide smile. “This is the best news ever! My Dad and Bucky are getting married!”

All eyes flew to the newly engaged couple.

“Is that so?” Athena drew out.

Taking Eddie’s hand in his Buck beamed at their family. “It is. We are getting married as soon as Eddie’s shoulder is healed.”

Abuela clapped her hands together. “This is wonderful news. You two are soulmates. Bobby, we must break out the wedding binders.”

“Yes!” May pumped her fist in the air as Henry and Danny danced around her celebrating even though Christopher looked happier. “Pay up. We called it.”

Chaos descended and Buck and Eddie could only smile.

+*****+

Later that night with Christopher tucked safely in bed Buck turned his attention to Eddie making sure that he was comfortable.

Eddie watched Buck fondly as he tucked another pillow around his hurt arm. Reaching out he grabbed Buck's hand with his good arm. “Come to bed. I need to cuddle you.” Eddie could feel the pain medicine pulling him under.

“Bossy, bossy. I am not surprised you are bossy in bed.” Buck teased as he climbed into bed.

“You know it. And I can't wait to be able to boss you around in bed. I know you will be a good boy for me.” Eddie's grin was dopey.

“No teasing you future husband.” Buck admonished as he got comfortable. Carefully resting on Eddie’s good side when he let out a little whimper at the lack of touch. “I know I haven't said it yet but I love you Eddie and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.”

“I love you too Evan. The only person I love more is Christopher. I can't wait to be your husband and to be able to call you my husband.”

+*****+

One week after Eddie was cleared by his doctors the long-awaited Buckley-Diaz wedding happened.

Bobby beamed like a proud father as he and Athena walked Buck down the aisle where Maddie stood as Buck's best woman.

Jee happily tossed flowers as she showed off her flower girl dress. Chimney received a face full of flowers as he guided her to her seat.

Christopher had duo roles as giving his dad away and being his best man.

Karen surprised everyone that she would be the one to marry Buck and Eddie.

“Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to celebrate a very long-awaited marriage. Evan and Eddie are soulmates there is no doubt in the minds of anyone gathered here. Now while we wished they had gotten their acts together sooner in the end they have found their way and today before all of us pledge their love to one another. And subject us to even more heart-eyes.” Karen grinned as everyone laughed. “I am grateful that I get the honour of joining these two in marriage.”

Eddie and Buck only had eyes for one another, their hands linked as they began their new journey as husband and husband.

Yes, both Christopher and Maddie had to nudge the two of them when they had to say their vows and their I do's.

“I now pronounce you husband and husband you may kiss one another just remember to keep it clean,” Karen warned.

Their first kiss as husbands was magical just as their first. Buck melted into Eddie’s arms as his husband gave him a toe-curling kiss.

“This is just a taste of what is to come, Mr Diaz,” Eddie promised.

Buck couldn't wait.

+*****+

On their first day back Buck was walking with a bit of a limp and his neck looked like a vampire feasted on him while Eddie looked like the cat that got all the cream. No one thankful said anything but there was some teasing.

“Happy to be back Mr Diaz?” Buck asked Eddie.

“Well it's not wrapped up in you in our bed but it's good Mr Daiz.” Eddie grinned as Buck blushed. He couldn’t wait to see Buck in his new gear and wondered if they would be able to sneak some home, he really liked seeing Buck wearing his name. Staring at Buck's perky ass he wondered if he would be able to talk Buck into getting his name tattooed there.

#fluffbruary #buddie #sherri writes #my fics

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The best revenge is a life well lived

Character: Edmundo ‘Eddie’ Diaz x male reader, Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley, Frederico (OC) x male reader

Universe: 9-1-1

Warnings: None

„My god, you have surpassed yourself once again!“, Bobby, rather happily told you as he greedily stuffed his face full of the food you had brought with you.

„You know only the best for lifesavers and the people who keep me grounded here.“ Smiling softly at the older man. It got him to the point, where he had put down his fork, just to look back at you. But you could see the fight in his eyes, between giving you a tight hug or the food in front of him. „Don’t worry, eat. I won’t run away.“

He did not need another word, to indulge again in the magic of your food. If there would’ve been more space at the table, you had sat with them. You also could’ve sat on Eddie’s lap, but you did not feel comfortable enough in your relationship. Just together for six months, was not enough in your opinion to do this. Even though that you got already busted multiple times, making out like some teenagers.

In the end it was a gift, that you were still standing, as a loud knock could be heard. „Don’t worry guys, I look who it is!“, you told them with a bright smile and a sudden jump in your steps. Just happy to help them in any way. The last week was brutal for them. For the first time, they lost a person in a fire and everyone blamed themselves.

These things were the least you could do to help lift their spirits.

As you opened the door, where this person had loud so knocked on you saw a woman. Rather expensive clothes, obviously someone who took great care of themselves and seemed to have too much money laying around.

„Hello, my name is Shannon Diaz, I believe my husband is working here?“ The woman presented herself in a confident but quiet voice.

You, on the other hand, lost every color in your face. In the fracture of a second, you had lost all will to live, as you only heard her name. „You are Eddie’s wife?“ The question asked, almost sounded like a death certificate. Looking, like the grim reaper would get to you any moment. But the woman was oblivious to that.

With a smile, she responded, rather happily, „Who he is still talking about me? I hope only good things!“

„It's a matter of perspective, I'm afraid“ You did not even realize what you had said, until a moment after the fact, as you saw her smile falter. „I will get him, please wait here for a moment.“ Trying to be as friendly as you could.

Walking back upstairs with a heart as heavy as yours was almost impossible. Your entire world was crumbling around you.

„Eddie?“, you asked with a voice, slowly breaking as you saw the man looking up from his plate. Immediately he jumped up, seeing you as white as if you had seen a ghost.

„What happened, is everything okay?“, he asked concerned, trying to reach you, but you blocked him off. Which just made matters worse.

„Your wife is waiting outside.“ The concern in him subsided instantly, fear and uncertainty replaced it.

„Are you sure, Shannon is here?“ His voice sounded way more hopeful than you ever wanted it to, at saying his wife’s name or hearing that she is there. You were only able to nod your head. But he already could not see it. Too quickly, he wandered downstairs, leaving you heartbroken standing there, holding yourself at the railing.

From where you had to witness their entire encounter, from the short hug, her teary eyes, and Eddie, how he consoled her, even after everything she had done.

Their conversation was just about ten minutes of agony for you. Standing there, unable to move or look away. Even though you did not want to oppose on them. Just after Eddie had closed the door, he stood in front of it for a moment, before directly looking into your eyes. Again you wanted to look away, but now it was even worse than before. Heart hurting so badly, that you thought that you would die any moment now. The entire time, the rest of the squad sat at the table, unable to say or do anything on their own.

Not even when they finally saw Eddie again. That was until he asked for a moment in peace with you. They scrambled so fast, that you could’ve thought that they were never there, to begin with. All except for Bucky, who shot you a longing glance, asking you to call for him, if anything happens.

„What did your wife want?“, you asked him directly after Bucky had left you two alone.

„She asked me out for dinner.“

„Do you think she wants to be back together with you?“ A question you did not really want an answer to, but you would receive one, either way, you were sure of this.

„I think so. She is remorseful for what she had done to me and Christopher. Maybe she is finally ready to be a mother and wife. But I don’t know if she deserves another chance.“

You could’ve said anything to Eddie at this moment. Telling him how much you are in love with him. That he would do a poor choice to get this woman back into his life. But you didn’t. „If you think, that it would be the best choice to meet with her and maybe give her another choice, that would be fine.“

Even though you wanted to hold his cheek in your hand or kiss him to make it all go away, all this pain of choices on his face, you couldn’t.

„I think I will meet and hear her out. It’s the least I can do.“

Then and there you knew that your blooming relationship was doomed. With a last sad smile, you excused yourself. Directly walking out of the station, without talking to anyone.

They had questioned Eddie about your sudden leave, but he did not say anything.

For days, Bucky had harassed you, trying to find out what happened. Until he one day just stood in front of your door, with a six-pack and a rather large chocolate cake.

And then came the one thing you did not want to hear, „Eddie and Shannon try again.“ You did not know what happened after that. Only as you came back to yourself, you laid on your couch, Bucky, walking nervously up and down your apartment.

„What happened?“, you asked rather quietly, still with a thumping pain inside your head, as if you had drunk too much.

Instantly, Bucky kneeled beside you, keeping you laying down. „You lost consciousness after I told you the news I had. Hit your head pretty hard there. I feared that you had hurt you badly, but everything seemed in working order so, I just laid you here. Waiting if you would wake up or if I had to call an ambulance.“

It took you a moment to remember but as you did, tears were rolling down your face uncontrollably.

Bucky watched over you the entire evening and night. The longest you ever had. Your body just could not get any rest, too deep were your thoughts on your broken heart.

For weeks, you had to see, Eddie and his wife walking around the city, seemingly being everywhere where you went.

It got so bad that five weeks after they got back together, you decided to move back home. You let Bucky know a week after the fact. All your things are already back home. As you send him a picture and messages, of where you are and if he wants to, he could visit you. Even after making all the arrangements, you would not come back.

To say that Bucky was pissed off that you did not see any other option, but to leave the entire country, he told the others, except for Eddie.

The man not knowing what had happened, wondered, why everyone at work became frosty to him. Not talking to him at all, or helping if he asked for it. They only did what they were supposed to if they were on a mission.

One week, they could keep their anger inside of them, for a whole week. Until Eddie did the most horrendous error he could’ve made. „Where is (Y/N)? I haven’t seen him in a while.“

„Are you fucking serious?“ Bucky almost exploded as he heard Eddie talking about his best friend as if he was no one.

The other male was taken aback, by the aggression Bucky had shown immediately. „You broke his heart and no whining that he isn’t around anymore? Are you fucking serious?“

He got close to the other man’s space, almost nose to nose. Showing him that he was ready to fight him if necessary. „If you are so invested in his life, maybe you should’ve chosen him, over your wife, who had left you and your son for years. No instead you chose her over a perfect guy like (Y/N).“

„Are you jealous that he had chosen me over you?“, he attacked back. Not knowing about your shared history with Buck. „No, I know that I’m his type, but we decided that it would be better to stay friends because he deserved a better man. He waited for years until he finally found you. Everything he always wanted in a man. You were his firsts and still broke his heart, because of an undeserving woman, only because you have a child with her! I hope you are happy. None of us will most likely see him anymore, because of you!“

„What is going on in here?“, Bobby suddenly asked, as he came into the kitchen, where Bucky tipped Eddie a new one.

Without another look on his friend's face, Bucky took a paper out of his backpack. „My transfer papers, I can’t work with Eddie anymore.“ He instead turned to Bobby, anger, and disgust visible on both of their faces. Not long after, the rest of the station did the same. Only for Bobby going all of them back.

„Don’t worry, guys. You will not transfer anywhere.“ The older man could see Bucky almost explode then and there, but he put a hand on his shoulder. „I already put in a request for Eddie to transfer. From tomorrow on he will not work here anymore.“

As Eddie came back that day from work, he saw his wife playing with their son. „Was everything good at work today?“, she asked rather excitedly. Wanting to thank all of her husband's great coworkers he had told her so much about.

„I got transferred to another station. From tomorrow on will work somewhere else.“ He told his wife without a sign on his face, of any feelings. Also his inner were very different.

The next day, Shannon walked over to her husband's old workplace. Knocking impatiently at the door. Bucky was the lucky one to open. He rolled his eyes, before even speaking. „Does a building burns down? Or is there another emergency?“

„No, but-“ Before she could even finish her words, Bucky slammed the door in her face. She had no idea, that she burnt down not only a bridge but an entire building, that was slowly getting built up. Eddie never told her about him and you and never would.

But three years later, there was a sudden knock on the door of the station. Bucky lazily opened it, just to reveal you. His eyes widened and a girly-like scream left his throat as he pulled you into him, lifting you up the floor. „Oh my god, you are back!“, he screamed loudly, for everyone to hear. They scrambled to look and were even faster at your side, hugging you in a ball, because Bucky was not willing to let you go.

„Bucky, I can’t breathe!“ Out of a sudden, he let you go, almost letting you fall to the ground. „Thank you.“ His cheeks flamed up in embarrassment as you thanked him.

„Mi Amor?“, a male voice asked for you. It took the people inside a while until they could find the source, even though the man could not be overlooked.

„Family, that is Frederico, my husband of three years.“ To say they were shocked would be an understatement. „And this is our son, Sebastian Evan.“

„Evan?“, Bucky asked with teary eyes. „Yes, Sebastian after one of my husband's friends, and Evan after my best friend. You know that idiotic brute, that almost always got his ass handed to them in school if his best friend did not come to his aid?“ You jokingly bantered with Bucky. But he was too far away to really notice it.

You slowly took your son out of your husband's arms, walking over to Bucky. „Do you want to hold your godson?“ His eyes only widened further as he heard that. Tearing up with the little bundle of you in his arms. „Big Evan, meet little Evan.“

Soon after, your son opened his eyes, smiling up at Bucky, holding his grabby hands to him. „Do I need to be jealous, mi amor?“, your husband asked lowly into your ear.

„Don’t be ridiculous. Little Evan just sees in Bucky what I saw all those years in him, a great guy. And if you should die, I would most likely marry him, so no need to worry.“ For a moment you could see your husband stare at you in blank terror. Until he saw the mischievous glint in your eyes. You loved to rail him up.

„So you finally found your prince charming, son?“ Now it was on Bobby to finally become a part of the entire conversation. A slight red blush crossed your cheeks.

„Yes, actually literally.“ Immediately you could see there confused looks they gave you. „Frederico is really a prince. We met at a gala, where I went with my father. And afterward, I harassed him so much to go on a date with me, that he at some point relented. I pulled him off of his feet at the date, just as much as he did with me and we married two years later. Three months ago, we finally got our son.“

„Just let Eddie hear of this, he will explode in jealousy.“

„He already knows actually, we met him two days ago, as we moved into our new home. We went into the city, with little Evan here. As I split up from my husband and son, I met him and he told me that his wife had died and he realized what great of a mistake it was to let me go and all that good stuff. But as Frederico came and kissed my head, I could see his life draining out of him.“

Bobby could only chuckle at that one. „He got what he deserved.“

That was the point, where you saw a new guy, maybe early twenties. You went straight to him, introduced yourself, and asked him with the rest of the team to get to your house in the evening for a proper meal. To come home again, was the best idea you ever had.

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#Eddie Diaz x male reader #Eddie Diaz imagine #Eddie Diaz #Evan Buckley #9-1-1 x male reader #9-1-1 imagine #9-1-1 #x male reader #male reader #male reader imagine #x male reader imagine #Edmundo Diaz x male reader #Edmundo Diaz imagiine #Edmundo Diaz

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chaosandwolves · 1 year

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The way he's trying to play it cool at first and just do a lil smirk but this man is so stupidly in love that he can't help himself but break into the widest smile when he looks at Buck here

#I'm losing my mind #The amount of heart-eyes in this ep #Buddie #Eddie diaz #6x13 #Edmundo Diaz #You couldn't be any louder #911 spoilers

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babygirl-diaz · 1 year

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Paper Rings

Eddie and Buck help Christopher create a school project when they all get distracted and start making random things with paper and putting them together. Christopher makes himself a crown, while Eddie makes two bracelets and puts one on Christopher's wrist and the other on Buck's, and Buck makes a paper ring much to Eddie's surprise.

"Who's that for?" Eddie asks curiously.

Buck smirks as he presents the ring to him. "Eddie Diaz, will you do me the honor of marrying me?"

Eddie raises an eyebrow at him. “Shouldn’t you take me out on a date first?”

"Nah, I feel like we've been through all that. This is the next obvious step."

Eddie knows Buck is kidding, but it makes his heart flutter, anyway.

"Just say yes, Dad," Christopher urges him.

Eddie rolls his eyes and plays along, giving Buck his left hand. Buck pops the ring onto his finger and tilts his head to the side, smiling at him. Eddie feels himself melt a little and he looks at the silly little ring on his finger and smiles.

“You should get married now,” Christopher tells them. “I’ll marry you.”

Both Eddie and Buck laugh and Eddie ruffles his son’s hair, who frowns at him and pushes his hand away. “Dad!” He complains.

“Sorry, sorry,” Eddie replies sounding anything but.

“I agree with Chris, we should get married right now,” Buck tells them. “If getting hit by lightning and dying for 3 minutes and 17 seconds has taught me anything, it's that you gotta do what you gotta do right now."

The smile falls from Eddie’s face. He doesn’t like being reminded of Buck’s death.

“Yes, Buck’s right,” Christopher agrees with Buck. “Please Dad, it will be fun.”

“Okay,” Eddie sighs giving in. “I’ll play along.”

Both Buck and Christopher cheer and high-five each other.

"We just need a few things." Christopher gets up and goes to his room. “Dad!” He calls out.

Eddie gets up and goes to him when he finds all of Christopher’s toys spread across the bed. “What are you doing?”

“We need guests. Can’t have a wedding without guests,” Christopher explains like it’s the most obvious thing in the world.

Eddie laughs and shakes his head, picking up the toys from the bed and following Christopher out.

With directions from Christopher, Buck and Eddie set up the toys on the dining table.

“What are we doing?” Eddie asks Buck.

“Getting married by an 11-year-old with his toys as guests?” Buck replies.

“You need ties, Dad!” Christopher tells Eddie.

Eddie doesn’t argue and goes to his room, getting two black ties. One for himself and another for Buck. When he comes back, he throws one at Buck. They put on the ties and put paper crowns on their heads at Christopher’s insistence and stand in front of the kid.

"Dear friends," Christopher starts. "We're here today to marry these two men. One is my dad and the other is some guy," Christopher teases Buck who pouts at him. "I'm kidding. He's my best friend." he continues to tell the "guests." "Do you have the rings?"

Eddie takes off his paper ring and gives it to Buck. Buck then gives him a new paper ring. 'When did you make this?" Eddie asks surprised.

"I am very efficient," Buck replies and winks at him.

"No flirting," Christopher chastises them. "Repeat after me... I, Evan Buckley."

"I, Evan Buckley," Buck replies

"Take you, Edmundo Diaz."

"To love forever and ever and beyond," Christopher says seriously.

"To love forever and ever and beyond,” Buck repeats with conviction in his voice as he puts the ring on Eddie's finger. "I also promise to take care of you, both of you, and protect both of you for as long as I live."

Buck’s addition takes Eddie aback because he was not expecting things to get serious. This was just them being childish.

“Dad, your turn," Christopher tells him. "Say, I Edmundo Diaz, take you, Evan Buckley."

"I Edmundo Diaz take you, Evan Buckley." Eddie smiles at Buck as he says those words.

“To love forever and ever and beyond,” Christopher concluded

“To love forever and beyond-“

“It’s forever and ever and beyond, Dad,” Christopher tells him exasperatedly.

“Okay, okay, to love forever and ever and beyond,” Eddie says chuckling a little. “I also promise to always support you and be a shoulder for you to lean on,” he adds, getting ahead of himself.

“You already do that, Eddie,” Buck reminds Eddie as he puts the paper ring on Buck’s finger.

Eddie feels his cheeks warm up at the comment.

“You may now kiss each other,” Christopher tells them.

Eddie and Buck look at each other before looking away embarrassed. Eddie was not prepared for this part.

“Can’t we just hug or something?” Eddie asks.

“You have to kiss. It’s the law,” Christopher replies.

“Pretty sure that’s not tr-” Before Eddie can finish his sentence, Buck leans in and kisses him.

Buck wraps his arms around Eddie’s waist and pulls him closer, deepening the kiss. They kiss for what seems like hours before Christopher says, “Dad! Buck!”

Eddie and Buck laugh and pull apart. “So I guess we’re married now,’ says Buck, not letting go of Eddie.

“You still owe me a date, though,” Eddie tells him and pecks him on the lips again.

#Buddie #Eddie Diaz #Evan Buckley #Christopher Diaz #911 on fox #fanfic #drabble #aashnas drabble

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diazsdimples · 2 months

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WIP Wednesday

Thank you to everyone who tagged me for Sunday and Tuesday, I've been really struggling with writing lately and it's been extremely disheartening but this morning I had A Singular Bean for Frostpunk AU and milked it for all it's worth! This snippet comes immediately after the Buck and Eddie POVs of being found in the cold. Please enjoy!

He suddenly feels responsible for their wellbeing, and maybe that’s why he refuses to leave the kid’s – Christopher’s – side until the rest of the team arrives, Eli carrying the heavy med kit on his back. “I’ll get the man, Eli check the kid,” Bobby instructs, sinking to his knees beside Buck. “What’s the story with them, Buck?” “I got here just a couple minutes before the guy passed out. Didn’t say his name but his kid is called Christopher. He looked super weak, a-and they’re both freezing.” Bobby and Eli share a look over Buck’s shoulder and Eli gets to work on Christopher, checking his vital signs and most importantly, his temperature. Bobby repeats the same process on the father, while Tommy and Sal rifle through the backpack on the sled, checking for any useful information on where they’d come from. “Found the guy’s papers, Cap,” says Sal, walking towards Bobby with a flimsy leaflet in his hand. “Say’s the guy’s called Edmundo Diaz, from Sector 126. He’s ex-military but his most recent job was in a sawmill, he might be useful.” “We don’t save people based on use, Sal,” Bobby responds, his eyes not leaving Edmundo as he speaks. “He’s damn cold, temp sitting around 90 and his heart rate and respiratory rate are a little more elevated than I’d like. Eli, how’s the kid?” “Looking fairly rough, Bobby, we’re going to have to hustle to get them back in time. His temp is at 91 so he’ll be looking at pretty severe hypothermia if we don’t warm him up soon.” Bobby sucks air through his teeth, clearly thinking hard. “We’re a good 16 hours out from the city, 17 or 18 with these two and their gear. Think they’ve got it in them to make it that long?” Eli makes a face. “I really don’t know, Cap. The kid, maybe, but the guy’s temp is a little too low for my liking. Maybe if we warmed them up a little, they’d have a better chance. Did Maddie say anything about being able get the snowmobile team out here?” Buck perks up at the mention of the snowmobiles. The team was sent out a day before Buck’s team was, off on a search for supplies a few hundred miles away but were always on call in case a rescue was needed. Getting them to help would cut their travel time almost in half, giving Christopher and Edmundo the precious hours needed to save their lives. “I- I could ride one back with the kid, if they didn’t want to spare a man, Bobby?” he asks hopefully. Sal snorts from his position by the sled. Buck’s love for the snowmobiles is no secret and Bobby’s spent many a mission patiently explaining why it wouldn’t be safe or necessary and otherwise spoiling Buck’s fun. However, this situation calls for haste and Buck is nothing if not an – ah – efficient driver. Bobby looks thoughtful, before standing up and brushing the snow off his pants. “I’ll give dispatch a call and see if she can reroute them to us,” he says, continuing quickly as he watches Buck light up, “but I will be driving. You need to look after the kid, okay?” Buck deflates a little, but something in him stirs as he turns to look at the little figure in the snow next to him. He’s so young, probably no older than 7, and Buck’s heart breaks for him. He’s too young to be experiencing the hardships of the Winter, too innocent to have to watch his father weaken as they journey to a safer home. It’s like a small fire has been kindled in the pit of Buck’s belly as he shuffles closer to the boy and snakes an arm under his neck and the other under his legs, pulling his tiny frame up so he’s in Buck’s lap. Buck is going to protect this boy with his life.

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