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You’re not as skinny as your outfits make you feel.
Starve.
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My goals (to keep me motivated):
To feel small in my boyfriend’s arms.
To not feel insecure in front of skinny people.
To be able to wear the style that I like and look good in it.
To be able to fit into the clothes I love again.
To have a thigh gap again.
To be able to wrap my fingers around my thighs and arms.
To make people worried about my health. It seems awful but otherwise it just seems like nobody knows how I actually feel.
To stop people from commenting on my ‘healthy’ weight after I gained more than 15 pounds.
To make myself proud of at least something.
To be the skinniest one in the room.
To stop my legs rubbing together… It’s the worst feeling.
To make my boyfriend see me as more vulnerable…
To be cold again, even at a normal temperature.
To make my stomach growl out of hunger because it indicates that I’m progressing.
To enjoy food again and not devour it like I used to these past couple of months.
To eat in small plastic bowls because I don’t need huge plates for my small portions.
To feel better again… I cannot stand being at a ‘normal weight’.
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why is it so hard for me to stop eating, I'm so sick of myself...losing 10kgs would change sm about my happiness already
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Ya’ll I’m going to tag this excessively because I just discovered something life changing.
the 0cal sweetener allulose for some people works as a hard core laxative, and I have had my fair share of over the counter laxatives, so when I say it works, I mean it works.
Tmi but, I literally had not shit for almost 2 weeks (low restriction, if u know u know) and then I had made these 30cal brownies with a lot of allulose and like magic ✨…💩
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ABC diet: week 2
I'm halfway thought the week and it is still going well. I have lost lots of weight and feel ok. Yesterday, I felt quite cheery. Today, however, is a different story. I feel a little down and frustrated and the lesson today is again about patience. I feel frustrated and angry because I want the day to be over so I can at least wake up tomorrow and have a hot cup of coffee. Drinking nothing but water today has left me feeling cold to the bone perhaps because it is not that worm out either. I think I will go to bed early and try to sleep.
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