#either in my bed or at my computer

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Late Night Talking

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#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #wei wuxian #lan wangji #This scene had massive 'we are the only two people still up at the sleepover' energy #thought let me set the record straight; wwx doesn't open up in the scene. He fully deflects #Nor does LWJ play with ants B*( #I wanted to merge the two scenes a bit that's all #My OG script was a bit funnier but it broke continuity so rip (i.e: wwx outright stated 'remember when YOU...' in reference to the ants) #also rip to lwj saying 'hey U up?' like he's texting his crush. I hope the spirit is still there #We all know lwj sticks to his 9pm bedtime no matter what #and wouldn't be traditionally texting on a cellphone #He wakes up at 4:30 am to go for a run #gets home at 5:30 to use the lan household computer to go on his shared google doc with wwx and comments 'are you still awake?' #cause lets me real. wwx might also keep a steady sleep schedule but at least he *can* pull an all-nighter #Can you imagine lwj at a sleepover? I admit to being the kid who went to bed and woke up 3-4 hours before the others #you either get fed up and wake someone else up for enrichment - or plan ahead to bring a book - or Walk Home #I fully missed out on all that deep heart to heart stuff. I usually was the one to go 'guysssss we are gonna get in troubleeee go to sleep' #wait this is too much sleepover talk I need to talk about wwx in the last panel. It's a mix of panic and pride. #He's just at the beginning of realizing this guy has changed a lot in 13 years #gonna be a while before more comic pages get posted but they're ready to go in the queue! #(I'm still posting other stuff daily though!)

[crybaby-bkg]

writing a slow burn enemies to lovers fic is. a lot harder. than I had expected.

#it’s why it took me so long to start akdhfkfjf #I’m just not used to writing slow burn!!!! #or enemies to lovers!!! lol #especially since enemies to lovers toes a very thin line #of this being too fast and all at once after a brief makeup #OR they’re too mean in the beginning and it’s like why do u have any attraction to that person at all. #so I’m trying to find the line of hesitant friendship somewhere along the line of that!!!! #even tho I’m only on chap three right now AKDHDKFJFJF #IM SO USED TO RUSHING THIS FEELS SO WEIRD!!!!!! #I’m ready for them to fugg #bc fugg is all I know I fear #but it’s coming along very well and I’m enjoying the writing process so much!!! #only downside is my wrist and back hurting #but trust and believe I’ll be back writing tomorrow ☝🏼 #I’m enjoying this so much it’s so cathartic #I think I’m gonna write about five chapters first before I publish it and then write the rest as I go #I just know I can fall behind bc of school and depression but I’m really liking this so far!!! #also think I might upload on Monday’s or Thursdays??? idk #bc I do school tues/wed and I don’t typically get on my computer on sundays #and I usually go to bed either really late or really early Fridays LOL idk #I’m rambling soooo much I’m just so excited about this!!! OH and j made a banner and I love that too!!!! #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[grymmdark]

eaaughhhhh siblings are so hard to have sometimes.....

#grymms spectacular fucking posts #my sister is an incredibly frustrating person to live with #she spends all day either at her computer playing games or in her bed #she has back and knee pain that makes it so she cant bend over plus general chronic pain so she doesn't do a whole lotta chores. which i get #but she also complains about our parents not doing enough to take care of the house. like they both have fulltime jobs and have to take care #of 2 disabled kids. it's not fair to expect that they can also regularly do chores ontop of that #and if she spent her time putting in a bit more of her fair share of housework then I'd be a bitmore understanding but she doesn't do that #much. like i have chronic pain and i go to school 5 days a week and i do more chores than her #and she's an incredibly stubborn and emotional person who will flip out at anything and so i feel like im walking in eggshells talking to he #r #one time i was upset and said that if our parents went to jail for me skipping school I'd just dumpstedive for food and she said she didnt #wanna do that and i said she didnt have to. and she took me saying that as saying i wanted her to starve and didnt talk to me for a month #like if i cant even say something small and stupid when im upset and she's the one whose egging me on by saying stuff while im upset then #what can i even say around her aughhhh #anyways i know that shit like this is why i have a therapist but there's genuinely nothing i can do about this because she is the problem #and she's the one who isn't doing anything and aughhhhhh she makes my life so much harder just by being around #and i love her i want her to get better and move out for her own good but it's so hard to love someone who is nothing but a burden who #refuses to be responsible

[earmo-imni]

Man I wish I knew how to make AMVs. And had like. The tools necessary to do so. I’ve been listening to Black Veil Brides’ album The Phantom Tomorrow and there’s at least two three four songs that I started imagining Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood AMVs to and they could actually be really good…if I had the skills and resources necessary to make them. Also the patience. And motivation. And time.

#i’m sure i could learn…i’d either have to find a safe place to download the anime or buy a dvd player that hooks up to my computer and #figure out how to get the clips i need… #i can actually see myself doing this now. like im kinda thinking through it and it’s not as insurmountable as i thought #ive used imovie before i can find a similar program for my laptop #and i know how to download a song via youtube… #oh man i could actually do this! #if i do end up making them i will post them on here #now im kind of excited but also it’s two in the morning and i gotta go to bed 😅 #marijn talks #fma #fma brotherhood #black veil brides

[nomaishuttle]

ohhh fml i was like maybe i cn stya up a bit late after all its weekend tomorrow. no it fucking isnt today was thursday i have work tmrw everything is evil always

#gonna get ready 4 bed ig.. i wanna try n wake up at ermm 545 bc ive been sleeping in far too much and ive barely been brushing my teeth in #the mornings ive mostly just been doing mouthwash #aughhh idk why my body is being so dire today my thighs r doing the incredibly weak and fatigued thing again. i feel like that tweet thats #like im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idc abt that rn but its i probably have some undiagnosed physical disorders but i live in a #garage so idc abt that rn #idk. its been going on for a couple years but its been getting worse to the point i can barely move my legs when it happens #that and then my limbs have been falling asleep very quickly even when theres nothing thyat would like. im not laying on them or anything #ill just be walking or something arms at my sides and one or both will get rly bad pins and needles #and it rly sucks and is weird. but again i live in a fucking garage so it is fr the least of my worries #like rn at my computer typing my arm isnt resting on anything or having any pressure put on it and my hand is falling asleep. UGH #it has been happening a ton with my hands i get this weirxd sensation in my wrist/palm zone that like. idk #its weird and i should prolly get it checked out but i dont have a dr rn and like. worst case scenario i chop my arms off and either surviv #and have a good story or i die and dont have to go to work anymore. so

[darksouls2yuri]

i really like hate myself for sleeping in constantly but im so fucking tired all the time that i cant stay awake more than an hour after i get up in the morning

#txt #my wife is like. well maybe you should try doing stuff in the morning #well so i usually do stay up for abt an hour either on the computer trying to start schoolwork or drawing. #the issue is like after that initial hour i get hit with this wave of sleepiness and fatigue so i crawl into bed and go to sleep until 11

[transgender-louie]

uhhh silly silly lighting + background test with blorbo and nothing else i promise normally i don't really like stuff that takes more than 2 seconds to make but, idk i guess i just really wanted to make this (btw it looks trash and ik i'm gonna hate it in like a week oops) might do more background tests with this new brush idk, i had fun so ig that's all that matters ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#pikmin #louie pikmin #sizing is so hard 😭😭😭 :smacks bed: #if i make anything too small i can't add detail #so either i need a 1 millon x 1 million canvas that'll lag my computer up really hard #or i just make them. large #no proportions allowed. you already look awfully uncanny so nobody cares

[owlheartt]

Gotta go to bed but I love typing on my computer. I don't even have anything to say I just love hitting these buttons

#I mean technically I could work on one of my fics that have been collecting dust??? but then I might never close this laptop #I love typing on computers #type type type type I can type so well #look at me go!!! I'm hitting these keys so well and smoothly. my fingers leap from key to key in starstruck grace #you wish you could type as smoothly as me. I am the epitome of typing on laptops. #I just enjoy this. I should either work on a fic or get ready for bed #OK BESTIE BED IT IS #now just. turn off the laptop.

[cetoddle]

computer show me results for how to not sleep so late every day

#computer !! help ! #i think i’m gonna try staying up tonight #like. #usually i go to bed around 4-5 am #not ideal. i know. #so i think instead of going to bed i’m just gonna #stay up #all day #and then tmrw night i should be sleepy enough #to try and go to bed earlier and then by extension wake up earlier #basically my goal is to stay awake for over 24 hrs again #this will either go fine or very very bad #we will see #snow.txt

[unbloomingmoonflower]

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#another random vent-ish in tags #ever feel like your meds are working and not working? #bc i'm feeling that #and i need to find a new doctor to get a second opinion bc i feel so askew with my bipolar diagnosis now #i just accepted it at first bc “hey it explains what's wrong with me” #but i've been feeling like the diagnosis might be off and i don't know why #plus i need more of my meds #i don't want to repeat being off my meds for three months and losing my absolute shit that ended up costing me a lot #idk maybe i just need a stronger dose of my medication??? #either way i just wanna put this worry to bed #(unrelated but i know i gotta do the screenshot asks but my computer mouse died like my ipad so i have to replace that one #bc i dislike using my trackpad)

[milo-is-rambling]

Chronic pain really got me going to bed before it’s even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)

#my back and shoulder are killing me and I’ve done nothing but smoke weed and stretch and I just hurt so bad #so I’m gonna go to bed and hopefully feel better tomorrow #I work at nine again tomorrow so if anything hopefully going to bed early helps that #I’m excited to sleep hopefully a lot and hopefully really well bc 1) weed. 2) took sleepy cough meds to try and mooch extra pain reliever #out of meds in my cabinet. 3) took a back and muscle pain Aleve (even tho I hate taking pills and it took me like three whole min to get it #down my fucking throat. 4) tired from actually using my brain and anxiety from work tired #5) period tired and chronic pain tired #like guys my brain and my body are both exhausted and the idea of getting up tomorrow and doing any of it again makes me miserable and I did #nothing but sit at a computer for three and a half hours that’s itttttt #like doing two week road-trip then non stop either emotional or physical shit every day until my first day at work #like I’m already setting myself up for this to be the summer of the grind #gonna make a bunch of money (and spend too much and blame it on the summer time and needing a little treat every time I venture out into the #heat or work a day or do anything at all) and then save a bunch all fall winter spring and once it gets colder and I feel like I can handle #my job more I want to focus on how to make moving out happen. like I need to figure out if maybe there’s somewhere I want to live that has #an Office Depot I could transfer to cause office depots are everywhere and maybe that’s an added way for me to figure out where I want to #move #hmmm okay I’m gonna lay in bed on google maps looking at Office Depot locations in New England and I’m just gonna daydream and try to fall #asleep and I’ll look at / add to my Pinterest board of house and apartment inspo #going to think about the future because I want to live !!!! #anyways yeah this is the summer of being miserable and spending all my money on bullshit and daydreaming and disappointing my mother #and also the summer of my weed tolerance doubling forever until I’m back to smoking constantly to the point where I’m making myself sick and #then I’ll get sick of smoking weed for a bit and that’ll lead me into saving money again #or force me into a tolerance break where I stop buying weed #either way I’m going to smoke all summer it’s gonna be weed and sweat and fresh fruit and laying in my room during all of my days off and it #it’s gonna suck and I’m gonna be thinking about my dad the whole time and it’ll be depressing and isolating and lonely and I’ll come out of #the summer recentered and motivated towards big goals again like I always am #and then I’ll crash and burn next spring as always. cycles continue forever thank u seasonal depression. #I want to grow up and mature in the ways I deal with myself my health and advocating for my mental health I feel like I need to grow up a #bit so I hope I do that and it feels good. I hope I make friends and I can daydream about the future every night and my room will smell like #weed and incense and sweat and love and tears and it will be incredible

[scyaxe]

i want an aesthetic bedroom when i move out, and i've already started vaguely planning, but i don't think anything i currently own would match my vision. and i can't get rid of most of it bc i really like it and/or use it

#namely my posters/banners/tapestries #and my computer and skateboards and skate decks #and also the way i dress half the time would clash with the aesthetic i want #tbh i've mostly considered the walls thus far but #i want to put like an accent on one wall of like rainbow strips straight up and down #pretty saturated but not neon think the polaroid stripes #and not like spanning the whole wall maybe 3 feet-ish? #and then the wall behind my bed i want to paint black and put a bunch of glow in the dark stars or even just paint stars or maybe both #or maybe glow in the dark paint? #i'd probably do paintable peel and stick wallpaper since i'd be renting #i also have grand ideas for my kitchen and bathroom but if i get a room mate idk if theyd go for it #basically i want a bright colored but not tacky kitchen in either monochromatic yellow monochromatic blue or the primary colors #for the kitchen #oh or i was thinking a garfield themed kitchen #but i could do a garfield themed living room #the bathrooms a bit simpler and a bit corny #i want to put up a bunch of religious stuff so that every crap you take is a holy crap #in the end commonspace design should always be compromise or cooperation #i know one of my friends mentioned possibly rooming together so i could ask what they think #i'm also sure they'll see this bc they are regularly one of the only people to interact with my posts #so if you do see this jay let me know so i dont have to type this all out again ADKGLSHFKA

[tvrningout-archived]

here’s a lil inbox call 💜

#i fell asleep at my computer so i’m settling in for bed but!! #i’d like to send out a meme or two since i won’t be on much tomorrow either bc my family is still visiting #specify muse if you have a preference or leave it up to fate! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[17yearcicada]

ugh smart thing 2 do would be to go to bed but i’m writing something rn...

#and i can't work on it at school because the keyboard on my school computer is busted in like twelve ways #i took it into a computer repair place and they said they can fix it!! but they have to order a new keyboard and that'll take #another day at least so :/. #if i really have to i can borrow a school chromebook i guess. idk #either way. going to try to go to bed. i still have to make my lunch and everything... whatevers #goodnight! hopefully! #.txt

[helios1]

but, at the end of the day, we should all play at least one wasteland game. just once.

#my posts #going to bed now consider playing fallout and wasteland if you haven't played either #i just really really like old computer games #especially ones with this kind of setting

[rumiraclemi]

just sat here and realized jrwi has Literally taken over my life. i am not even slightly joking.

#i went to bed and woke up early this morning to catch pd #dug through my clothes putting aside my chip outfit #*and pd poster still in its tube it came in #found and put on my riptide sweatshirt #came downstairs and turned on my computer with the chip flame swords/apotheosis thumbnails for desktop bgs #then pretty much immediately sat down for the pd ep and it's rolled right after #liveblogging the whole thing then doing the exact same with riptide a little bit later #got notifications on my phone with my lockscreen being the pd boys posters on shuffle #also slightly less related but directly because of it #on either end of my desk are my lil pouch of dice and a dnd book just sitting there #like. just kinda had the realization. that's kind of a Lot.