#el speaks

[papaemeritusthefifth]

Mansfield, MA | August 19, 2023

#the band ghost #my video #el speaks #ghost the band #cardinal copia #papa emeritus iv #nameless ghouls #i just realized that i never posted this!! #bring me back #please #honestly this was the best concert ive ever been to #their stage presence and performance is amazing

[dreamsingcld]

the “calling ben barnes and the darkling ‘shadow-daddy’” tradition lives on

#this cast <333 #he’s so real for that #freddy carter #shadow and bone #six of crows #s&b netflix #ben barnes #the darkling #el speaks

[caspar-theunfriendlyghost]

#ohhhhhh my god #obsessed w her #femme for butch #femme 4 butch #femme4butch #butchxfemme #butch femme #butchfemme #butch messages #el speaks #caspar theunfriendlyghost #caspar-theunfriendlyghost #butch

[darktypefan]

took him to get his IVs tested and he was VERY good and brave about having his blood drawn

#el speaks #pkmn irl #pokeblogging #pkmn rp #pokemon #pokemon irl #pokemon trainer #real pokemon #pkmn #scraggy #hes such a good little man! #he loooves eggs. #pokesnaps

[eruukat]

theyre like the holy trinity for babygirl lovers

#leon kennedy #re4 #ff vii #cloud strife #mgs #raiden mgs #i havent actually played re4 or the mgs franchise yet this is just a mental category in my mind #cloud and twilight princess link are also connected but beyond being blonde country boys idk how i could explain that one either #i have. also not played twilight princess #el speaks

[griddlegold]

YEEEEEEHAW THEY'RE HERE

(bought from @linktoo-doodles)

#my apartment building apparently just decided not to tell me i got a package Three Fucking Weeks Ago but !!!!!!! they're here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #el speaks

[sparkknightella]

NO ONE WAS GOING TO TELL ME BILLY BUTCHER IS THE HOT ONE IN LOTR????

karl urban i would do ANYTHING for you

#karl urban #el speaks #lotr #lord of the rings #genv #billy butcher #the boys

[yes-i-have-thoughts]

I had thoughts about Thatcher and now you all have to deal with them

My username isn’t yes-i-have-thoughts for no reason

(WARNING: SPOILERS FOR VOL. 4 AND LIKELY UNCENSORED MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SOURCE EVENTS REFERENCED. THATCHER AND RUTH FICTIVES/IRLS, READ WITH CAUTION.)

So everyone and their mothers are being neurodivergent fucks over Adam And power to them, honestly, but I have absolutely nothing to add to the conversation and am honestly afraid of unintentionally coming across as insensitive towards people with low/no empathy, so I don’t want to add anything in case I only cause damage.

But here’s the thing. From what I’ve seen, not a single person has said a damn word about Thatcher. Aside from commenting on the demon in his closet and the letter, I mean. Let’s change that.

So imagine being some guy in Mandela County who gets promoted to the lieutenant position in your police force. For one day, you’re on top of the world. Everyone’s happy for you, your best friend clearly is as well. Then the moment is over and you have to go back to work. And within maybe 24 hours your entire life goes down the tubes so fast you’ve got nothing to do but wander around your house and lie in bed.

Congratulations! You’re Thatcher Davis!

This bastard must have one Hell of a will to live (even if he doesn’t sound like it). He goes from riding high to in a metaphorical grave within 24-48 goddamn hours. And while yeah, he could be in better shape, he’s still. Alive. Which is more than I could say for probably literally anyone else in his position

And if he’s riddled with M.A.D that just makes this even MORE impressive because while he’s despondent and clearly doing the bare minimum of living he’s still here! Which is impressive, by M.A.D statistics standards.

This motherfucker just won’t go down. He’s got his own alternate and whatever the fuck is in the closet breathing down his neck and guilt eating him from the inside out and yet he’s clawing his way to another day over and over again. If that’s not strong will, I don’t know what is.

I’m not saying that people can’t call him a sopping wet cat anymore. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a soggier one. This poor bastard lives through every day with god-knows-what on his mind and now probably the only other person he talked to essentially cut ties with him. We have no idea if he’s in contact with his family, he still writes letters to Ruth years later-the guy’s mental state is an absolute wreck. And now with Dave gone, I’m honestly wondering if he’s only running off spite at this point. Like his very existence is the last “fuck you” to the alternates he can give.

I have little trouble believing he’s going to go down eventually. But I also have no trouble believing he’ll take at least one person down with him. The guy’s going to fight until his last breath, willingly or not.

However you view Thatcher Davis-as a pathetic man with stupid luck or a stubborn fucker with garbage luck but a will to live that just won’t fade-you’re most likely right.

#El Speaks #Thatcher Davis #TMC #the mandela catalogue #Autisming #Jonah's next just watch #I will go on even longer about him #Don't test me

[dreamsingcld]

“i need a loki who remains” HES SO ME

#loki #loki spoilers #el speaks

[caspar-theunfriendlyghost]

Yours truly

#it's me! #el speaks #caspar theunfriendlyghost #caspar-theunfriendlyghost #lesbian #wlw #femme #femme for butch #femme4butch #femme princess #butch bait #lingerie #femme uniform #me

[tardiswithadrivethrough]

The Doctor: The assembled hoards of Genghis Khan couldn't get through the TARDIS doors! And believe me, they've tried!

Donna: *spills one (1) cup of coffee onto the console*

The TARDIS:

#the tardis likes her coffee BLACK thank you very much #dw #el speaks #wild blue yonder

[darktypefan]

#el speaks #pkmn irl #pokeblogging #pkmn rp #pokemon irl #real pokemon #pokemon #pokemon trainer #pkmn #pokesnaps #luxray

[eruukat]

sobbing crying punching the ground over the way aerith and cloud are platonic soulmates. like. they hold hands while walking or chatting, theyre partners in crime, and elmyra honestly thinks theyre dating but theyre so close that it doesnt rly matter what other ppl think is going on. aerith is so full of life that its contagious and cloud cant help but become more lighthearted + teasing + kind around her. they watch eachothers backs, cloud gives her his thoughts before she acts and aerith inspires him to take action more often and loosen up a little.. they have the running bit that clouds her bodyguard even tho shes lived in the slums most of her life and can protect herself just fine.. idk theyre so sweet, their chemistry is insane

#ff vii #cloud strife #aerith gainsborough #clerith #<- tagging even tho this is a largely platonic post #el speaks #i care them sm.....

[griddlegold]

i wanna write tlt fic but my main issue is i don't know how to handle harrow & gideon in a non-life-threatening situation. like you expect me to just have those two chilling? you think they're capable of doing anything except running towards their own deaths to save the other like gay little hamsters

#10k that's just magnus and abigail gently sitting them down and teaching them coping mechanisms #el speaks #tlt #griddlehark

[sparkknightella]

okay so something i’m slightly confused about w/r/t the show’s choices (yes, i’m going to be comparing it to the books but not in a critical way)

in ep3, Alecto seemed to imply that she was the one to put Thalia in a critical enough state that Zeus turned her into a tree.

In the books, it’s described as like a horde of monsters, including the Furies, cyclopes, and several other kinds of monsters. We know that it ended up being a Cyclops based on Annabeth’s reaction to Tyson in SoM (also i think she just… says it outright)

Obviously, in the episode, Annabeth says that Alecto is “gloating about a job she failed to do”. First watch, i assumed this was because Thalia isn’t technically dead… Zeus “saved” her.

But maybe Annabeth was saying it because the Furies weren’t the ones to knock Thalia down, it was the Cyclopes.

It’s easy enough to explain away but idk it really felt like they were trying to imply the Furies were the ones to Get Thalia in ep3 ????

#el speaks #pjotv #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #annabeth chase #alecto #tyson pjo #percy jackson show #pjo series #pjo tv show