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cindylcuwho · 1 month

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¡ purely nonsense , prologue ♥︎ !

“ ⭒.‧ i don’t even know , im talking nonsense ‧. ⭒ “

01 — 02 — more to come 🥥

* ⋆ . · ⋆ y/n laid on her stomach, her left thumb mindlessly scrolled through tiktoks, occasionally doubling tapping to heart entertaining videos.

after seeing the fifth edit of herself, which used similar clips to the ones before, she closed tiktok and opened twitter in hopes of better entertainment.

always wanting to be in touch with her fans, she regularly viewed her mentions and right now was no different. many fans were tagging her in late album reviews, random photos and mindless tweets, the occasional hate tag, and some begging for a collab with varies of different artists.

one mentions caught her eye. well, multiple, actually. the first three began the in similar ways, “ @ y/nsmusical omg ?!! “ . she refreshed the page, thinking that twitter was just glitching and showing the same tweet over and over. though the mention didn’t go away, in fact more popped up.

she clicked on the top one and it led her to a 45 second clip of three random strangers that shared the same face.

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“growing up, i had the fattest crush on marge from the simpsons” the guy wearing a sky blue hoodie with ‘fresh love’ printed on the front joked.

the camera switched, showing off the blonde version of the guy before, except he was wearing a plain white shirt. “can we be honest? homer would be a huge sma—“

the other two began bursting out laughing, not letting him finish the sentence. the blonde giggled along with them, “what, i thought dad bods were in right now?”

“nick, no!” one of them cried out, still laughing. “as if any of your celebrity crushes are any better?!” ‘nick’ defended.

the one wearing a backwards pink trucker hat moved his mic closer, staring nick dead in the eyes. “are you calling mine –who is a grammy nominee and an it girl since childhood– as bad as a yellow cartoon?!“

“yours hasn’t changed since you were eleven, chris! its time to move on, buddy!” blue hoodie guy snorted out. he looked at the camera with a shrug, “he’s been obsessed with y/n carpenter since.. i wanna say a little before girl meets world and that ended, what? 2017?”

chris jumped up and down his seat, “why’re we name dropping?? matt, stopp!” he exclaimed. “damn, not even gonna deny the allegations, christopher?”

chris looked down at the table, a rosy blush creeped on his cheeks as he thought of the words.

“there’s nothing to deny.. y/ns influence is probably the reason i’m the man that i am, and you know what? she’s still doing great things and thriving.”

nick gasped, “oh!,” he tapped on the table, reminded of something, “she’s supposed to be releasing an album hella soon– are you gonna be streaming?”

chris smirked, “of course, anything to support my girl.” nick and matt let out an ‘ooo’ at their younger brothers sudden boldness.

“your girl?” matt scoffed, challenging his brothers attitude. chris nodded, arms crossed. “y/n doesn’t know you exist, kid.” he reminded.

“she will, and then we’ll get married and i’ll star in the reboot season of girl meets world. that’s been the dream.” chris listed off his plans. “marriage before the first date is crazy,” nick stated.

the three began changing the subject, which was when the clip ended.

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y/n exited the video tab, a small smile rested on her face. she knew there was definitely fans that stuck around from her younger acting years, fans that were other influencers, and definitely fans that believed they could steal her heart, but the cockiness from this ‘chris’ guy was undeniably kind of attractive.

‘who is he?’ she wondered. though intrigued, y/n was too lazy to go on another deep google search about someone so she stuck to what would have the best and quickest response.

tweeting out to her fans.

her thumbs tapped for a minute, before hitting ‘tweet’, knowing there was no turning back.

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within seconds people were already responding with numerous answers.

↳ @ y/nsemails : OH MY GOD WHAT

↳ @ nessabarrett : your future husband apparently ⁉️ ↻ @ynsmusical : damnit thought i had a chance to relate to ylm

↳ @ sturnstar : which one of yall snitched 😭

↳ @ beybayboo : search sturniolo triplets on youtube !! ↻ @ynsmusical : finally a real answer 😻😻

↳ randomuzer : oooo chris is in trouble 😮‍💨

↳ user123 : pls don’t lower your standards to some youtuber 🤢🤢 ↻ @ chrissbaby : calm down she was just asking who he was ..

↳ @ lilnasx : industry baby reference 😌 ↻ @ y/nsmusical : ofccc ur always on repeat ❣️

↳ @ grlm33tswrld : WAIT OMG WE NEED A SHIP NAME ↻ @ lo0kingaty/n : no we do not !!

↳ @ billieeilish : did we just find whose house your sock is at ?? ↻ @ y/nmusical : shh you’re leaking my music thats illegal 😞😞

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sturniolo triplets. well yeah it made sense they were, they had the same face how did that not click?

youtube was immediately opened, the display showing off their channel that already had a pretty decent amount of subscribers.

somehow, innocently wanting to know who this random guy is turned into binge watching his and his triplet brothers youtube videos.

y/n wouldn’t deny, they were definitely funny– and quite loud. chris’s energy in the 20 minute long videos matched hers, partially confirming that her influence truly did influence the man he is today.

she was laughing at whatever nonsense chris was saying, nick and matt obviously did not care with the expressions on their face. the moment got cut short when her phone began to ring, her good friend billie calling.

“hey!” she spoke. “hey, would you mind coming to the studio real quick? it’s for the album.”

y/n sat up on the edge of her bed, praying nothing was wrong with it. it was supposed to come out within the following month. what if all the files were deleted? or even worse, what if songs were leaked.

“i thought today was my day off?” she rested her phone on her white nightstand, putting it speaker on so she can slip on a random pair of socks.

“it is- but don’t worry, we just need to record some extra vocals, nothing too big and we’ll be out of there within 20.” billie reassured.

she nodded, already walking out to her car. billie had already hung up, letting y/n hook the bluetooth from her phone up to her car to play music.

her right hand rested on the stick shift, her left currently swiping through apps. she was about to swipe up on instagram, but something told her not to.

she had to be in the studio within ten minutes, this would only take a couple of seconds, right? typing in the search bar, his account was the first to pop up.

y/n debated with herself in her head. there’s no real point in doing this, this puts him in a 50/50 spotlight and could cause rumors on top of rumors.

rolling her eyes and ignoring the doubtful thoughts, she pressed the button and exited the app, going back to spotify to play her favorite playlist as she drove.

‘ y/nsmusical began following christophersturniolo ‘

— ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ dedicated to , and idea created by @freshloveee :)

— ꒰ 💭 ꒱ was so excited to write this- sorry that the ending kind of drags on, i didn’t know how to end it lmaoo! how we feelin’ though ? (comment if you wanna be added to a taglist- i might do one for this)

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datcloudboi · 4 months

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List of Video Games Turning 10 Years Old in 2024

Alien: Isolation

Assassin's Creed: Rogue (the one where you play as an Assassin turned Templar.)

Assassin's Creed: Unity (the one set during the French Revolution.)

Atelier Escha & Logy: Alchemists of the Dusk Sky

Azure Striker Gunvolt

The Banner Saga

Bayonetta 2

The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth

BioShock Infinite: Burial at Sea (the DLC where you go back to Rapture)

A Bird Story (a sort of spin-off of "To the Moon")

BlazBlue: Chrono Phantasma

Borderlands: The Pre-Sequel! (is this a sequel to 1 or a prequel to 1? I forgor)

Bravely Default (in North America)

Broken Sword 5: The Serpent's Curse

Call of Duty: Advanced Warfare (the one with K*vin Sp*cey)

Captain Toad: Treasure Tracker

Castlevania: Lords of Shadow 2 (to date, the last new Castlevania game to release)

Child of Light

The Crew (going offline at the end of March)

D4: Dark Dreams Don't Die (a wonderfully strange game from the guy that made Deadly Premonition)

Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc (in North America)

Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair (in North America)

Dark Souls II

Deception IV: Blood Ties

Demon Gaze

Diablo III: Reaper of Souls

Disney Infinity 2.0

Divinity: Original Sin (from the team that would go on to make Baldur's Gate 3)

Donkey Kong Country: Tropical Freeze

Dragon Age: Inquisition (the winner of GOTY at the very first TGAs)

Drakengard 3

Earth Defense Force 2025 (EDF! EDF! EDF!)

The Evil Within (from the creative director of Resident Evil)

Fable Anniversary

Fairy Fencer F

Far Cry 4

Freedom Planet

Guilty Gear Xrd Sign

Hyrule Warriors

Inazuma Eleven (in North America. And digital only.)

Infamous: Second Son (as well as its expansion, First Light)

Kirby: Triple Deluxe

The Last of Us Remastered (just one year after the original version came out...)

The Legend of Korra (the game from PlatinumGames that you can't buy anymore)

Lego Batman 3: Beyond Gotham

Lego The Hobbit

The Lego Movie Videogame

Lethal League (from the team that would go on to make Bomb Rush Cyberfunk)

Lightning Returns: Final Fantasy XIII (the third and final chapter of the Final Fantasy XIII trilogy)

Lisa: The Painful (yes, really)

LittleBigPlanet 3

Lords of the Fallen (not to be confused with Lords of the Fallen, which came out in 2023)

Mario Golf: World Tour

Mario Kart 8 (the original version)

Metal Gear Solid: Ground Zeroes (the prologue to Metal Gear Solid V: The Phantom Pain, which came out 18 months later)

Middle-Earth: Shadow of Mordor

Might & Magic X: Legacy

Murdered: Soul Suspect (it's like Ghost Trick: Phantom Detective, but not as good)

Natural Doctrine

Oddworld: New 'n' Tasty! (a from the ground up remake of the first Oddworld game from 1997)

Pac-Man and the Ghostly Adventures 2 (yes, it got a sequel. I don't know how or why.)

Persona 4 Arena Ultimax

Persona Q: Shadow of the Labyrinth

Pokemon Omega Ruby & Pokemon Alpha Sapphire

Professor Layton and the Azran Legacy (the last time that Professor Layton himself was the protagonist. At least, until the New World of Steam comes out)

Professor Layton vs. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney

Pushmo World

Risen 3: Titan Lords

Sacred 3

Samurai Warriors 4

Shadowrun: Dragonfall

Shantae and the Pirate's Curse (the 3rd one)

Sherlock Holmes: Crimes and Punishments

Shovel Knight (yes, really)

Skylanders: Trap Team (the 4th one)

Sniper Elite III

Sonic Boom: Rise of Lyric

Sonic Boom: Shattered Crystal

South Park: The Stick of Truth

Steins;Gate (in North America)

Strider (the one from Double Helix)

Sunset Overdrive

Super Smash Bros. for Wii U and Nintendo 3DS (or Smash 4 for short)

Tales of Xillia 2

Tales of Hearts R

The Talos Principle

Theatrhythm Final Fantasy: Curtain Call

Thief (the reboot)

This War of Mine

Toukiden: The Age of Demons

Transformers: Rise of the Dark Spark (this game merged the storyline of the War for/Fall of Cybertron games with the storyline of the Michael Bay movies. I’m not joking)

Transistor

Valiant Hearts: The Great War

The Vanishing of Ethan Carter

The Walking Dead: Season Two

Wasteland 2

Watch Dogs

The Witch and the Hundred Knight

The Wolf Among Us (sequel this year!)

Wolfenstein: The New Order

Yaiba: Ninja Gaiden Z

Yoshi's New Island

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heart-sized · 8 months

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chapter one, flowers for you, s. snape

★⺌◞ : severus snape x f! professor reader

cw : slight age gap, mention of possessiveness and jealousy, none else that i know of

a/n ; lmao i remember writing this long assed fic last year might as well post it + au where there is no voldy & lily potter is alive

other chapters : prologue

masterlist // taglist

“you seriously cannot expect me to go to hogwarts!” you fling your hands in the air, staring in disbelief at your parents who very much expect you to do the same.

“i cannot see why you've so much problem going there,” your mother argues, “it was your dad's, mine, your sister's alma mater.”

but not mine. you want to say.

“i have my whole life here, ma,” you rub your forehead and look at your dad, “i have a good job here, a stable job. what chances are there that i will get the same stability at hogwarts?”

“you're not a nobody!” your mother and former gryffindor urges, “surely you don't possess the wizardry gene, but your father was a professor there. your sister and i were star quidditch players. there's no chance they'll not provide you the same stability.”

ouch. that was rude. it is not as if you yourself have removed the wizardry gene from your dna. tears threaten to bubble out from your eyes.

“darling, shh,” your dad intervened, “talk to her softly. why are you yelling at her? y/n, dear, listen to me. the only reason why i am asking you to start hogwarts as a professor is because everyone keeps on wondering why i have secluded my middle child from that world.”

not secluded, dad. you were never a part of that world.

“and also,” he points towards your eleven years old brother who is busy playing his video game, “your brother is starting hogwarts soon. it will give me a sense of surety that his sister will be there to protect him. do it for our sake, please?”

it is hard for you to say no to your dad. even he knows that. so even though every part of your body wants to refuse, you let out a small nod and the beaming smile on your dad's face makes you feel a little better.

“thank you, my child.” he pats your head lightly.

you, the middle child, the only muggle child in your family, make your way towards your room, softly stopping to stare at the family pictures. your father, kiann l/n is a proud gryffindor, who later became the professor of defense against dark arts in hogwarts, retiring only when you didn't get your appointment letter from the school of witchcraft and wizardry. your mother, sierra l/n, was also a gryffindor and a star quidditch player, a few years junior to your father. they had married a few years after he had graduated. and your sister? sara l/n was a ravenclaw, a genius student and a star quidditch player. you remember how the dining table talk would be full of her achievements back in her hogwarts days. and your brother, the youngest one in the family, kyrus l/n, just received his appointment letter a few days ago.

in short, you are the only one to disappoint your family. the muggle disappointment.

in fact, you don't hate your dad for asking you to fill up as the new hogwarts professor. the wizardry world is in fact curious about you. but what they don't know is that you are no one special. just a normal human girl whose life would have been dozens of times better if only the wizardry world doesn't exist.

according to your parents, you would leave for hogwarts the next day with your brother. so you make up your mind to pack your bags at night while at the present moment, you decide to visit your friends.

oh and what excuse could you even give them for your prolonged absence? oh, forgive me you all but i cannot meet you again because i have to teach in a wizardry cult of school in a wizardry world because everyone in my family is a wizard except for me? no thanks.

you find your mother cooking in the kitchen and decide to ignore her and make your way towards the door.

“y/n?”

oops. you turn to see your mother. “i am sorry, my child,” her eyes are soft, as if she had cried, “i didn't mean to be so hard on you.”

“i know, ma,” you attempt to smile, “you didn't mean to be hard on me. you just reminded me of how different i am from the rest of you.”

“what?” to say your best friend is shocked would be an understatement. her eyes are wide open as she stares at you. “we cannot meet for a few months? a few months? what kind of cult are you joining?”

you laugh and take your sweet moment sipping on your lemon juice while your best friend waits impatiently. “it's not a cult, sophie. it's my parents' alma mater and it is a super strict, boring kind of boarding school.”

“i will miss you!” the redhead pouts. “did you tell dylan about it?”

you pause. dylan was your coworker in the company that you worked at and you had gone on a few dates together. but it was not anything serious. “no, i haven't. honestly i don't want it to be known by anyone except for you and obviously, micah. hey, where is micah even, by the way?”

“i don't know?” sophie furrows her eyebrows and looks around. “he had said that he'd be here on time.”

“trust him to be late even today,” you scoff.

“two roses,” a hand holding two roses comes in your view, “for the two most beautiful ladies in the world.”

“micah!” both sophie and you speak simultaneously and the said guy sits down beside sophie with a smirk.

“so i have heard that you're joining a cult, y/n?” he asks, sipping on sophie's chai without her permission. “what extent are you going to go just to please your parents?”

“it's not a cult, micah!” you roll your eyes, “and i am not doing it to please my parents.” liar. “i'm doing it because it's expected of me to do.”

“same thing.”

“can we not argue today?” sophie butts in, her eyes pleading. “it's y/n's last day with us, at least, for a few months. let's make it a memorable one. what do you guys say?”

and boy is it memorable. you enjoy each and every part of it, from playing at the swings to sliding from the slider and to the movies. for you knew that the next few months are going to be hard for you. very hard.

“just so you know, i love you guys a lot,” you even sob a bit. the public declaration of love is something so not you, but you feel like a little scared kid who knows that you are going to be away from the people you loved for a long time. and when they hug you back, you realis that you haven't cherished your friendships the way you should have. even micah's.

and when you lie down in bed that night to sleep, you ponder over micah's words. was he not right? what more extent would you go just to please her parents? just to not be a disappointment anymore?

the next day is spent in a jiffy and the next thing you know, you are standing at the 9½ station, holding your brother's hand. your dad is there to see you off and as he kissed your foreheads, you sigh. it is worth it. everything is worth it just to see him happy. even going to some stupid school of witchcraft and wizardry and teaching those stupid students. you can do that all just to see that smile on your dad's face.

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lurafita · 2 months

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Bodyguards Malec

This one is a little out there, but imagine:

Mundane AU, both Magnus and Alec are personal security of royal heirs.

Magnus is the bodyguard of Princess Clarissa (or Prince Simon, if you wanna make it Jimon or Sizzy), and Alec is the bodyguard of Prince Jace (or Izzy, if you want to make it Sizzy or Izzy/Clary - what's their shipname btw?... Oh right! Clizzy.)

Anyway, Magnus and Alec meet a lot during events where their charges have to attend.

"So how many grey hairs has yours caused you lately?"

"Sneaked out in the middle of the night three days ago, to get into some new club in a notoriously dangerous neighborhood. I had to disarm and incapacitate about eleven wannabe gangsters to drag his/her ass back home."

"Then this might be your win, this time. Mine only stole her/his parent's mercedes to practice the three-point-turn before the drivers liscence exam next week. I had to jump in through the open window on the passenger side to take control of the wheel before he/she crashed into the iron gate."

"I locked up the car keys years ago. Then the little shit learned to hotwire a car from a youtube video… "

"Well, at least they seem to be getting along, so far. Let's hope it stays that way and there won't be an incident like two years ago."

"Don't remind me, I still have nightmares…. So, uhm, seeing as our two charges are supposed to be together on this whole press tour thing… How about dinner tomorrow?"

"I would like that. I will arrange the time off with the rest of my team."

"Same. Pick you up at seven?"

"It's a date."

#magnus bane #alec lightwood #malec #shadowhunters tv #jace herondale #clary fairchild #izzy lightwood #simon lewis #malec prompt #bodyguard!Alec #bodyguard!Magnus #come one how often do we have bodyguards in love?#It's always bodyguard and client #this time it would be two bodyguards!#falling in love while wrangling their charges #who might also fall in love

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brianamorganbooks · 1 year

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Writeblr Introduction

Hello there! I've had an influx of followers recently, so it's time to introduce myself.

I'm Briana Morgan (she/her), a horror author, playwright, and game writer. If you're into the following, you'll like my work:

Body horror

Twisted games

Vampires

Killer mermaids

Ghosts

Demons

Monsters

The dark side of human nature

Psychological thrillers

I'm also queer and disabled, so representation is incredibly important to be. I try to imbue my work with authentic rep as much as possible.

On this blog, I talk about writing, books (mine and other people's), video games, and spooky shit. It's a little bit of everything. We have fun here.

This is a list of all my published works thus far, with links to purchase them:

The Reyes Incident

A Tricker-Treater Christmas: A Holiday Horror Story

Mouth Full of Ashes

The Tricker-Treater and Other Stories

"Eleven" (newsletter opt-in)

Unboxed: A Play

The Writer's Guide to Slaying Social

Livingston Girls

Reflections

Touch: A One-Act Play

Blood and Water

Phew! I also have a book called Tiger Cult coming out in the fall of next year:

Hmm... what else?

Oh! Social media. I'm trying to use Tumblr more often with Twitter imploding and all. Here's everywhere else you can find me:

Twitter

Instagram

TikTok

Website

I'm looking forward to making new friends here and learning more about everyone's works! Please feel free to stop by and say hi or drop a question in my ask box.

Thank you for reading! <3

#writeblr #writeblr intro #writeblr introduction #my books #my writing #PHEW I DID IT #I FINALLY DID IT #HELLO FELLOW WRITEBLRS #!!!

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thequilandpaperwriter · 6 months

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A video released more than eleven years ago (I believe the video was released in 2008) of then Prince Felipe and his Wife spending quality time with their children. Always been a favorite of mine. Felipe holding Sofia and showing her the baby books while Leonor turns the pages of the books. Adorable.

#european royals #spanish royal family #princess leonor #spanish royalty #king felipe #king felipe of spain #king felipe vi #royal family #queen letizia

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12-seconds-to-live · 1 year

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Pierre Gasly’s Farewell

“Are you sure about this?” I asked to Kika and Pierre’s parents, almost shaking, feeling hopeless ‘cause I’ve been crying no stop till yesterday morning, since he’s gone.

“He would like that, even if he was with me, you were his favourite person, even more tan Charles. Everybody notice that” said Kika. I looked at her. She was as me, broken. Pierre’s dad noded in the back of my motorhome.

“He was waiting for the song, he told me that it was going to be a surprise?”

“Yeah, it’s just…the song is ok but in the end I put my favourite memory with him” I put my hands on my fase avoiding to cry again “I’m so grateful that he helped me all the road to be here with him in F1 so in the video there’s the moment that I feel all right to share with the fans”.

“He is happy, don’t doubt it” Pierre’s mom hug me. It didn’t feel ok but I was going to sing it. Don’t get me wrong, as being the only child of my parents and be away from home, Pierre feel like I was his little sister and he always been for me and for the 2023 season, his seat in Alpha Tauri is mine, thanks to him, for help me and be give me his shoulder every time I feel like I wanted to give up.

I took Kika’s hand and exited my motorhome. His helmet was in the middle of the pitlane, the other 18 drivers were there and above us there’s a screen when everybody was going to watch the video. “He’s going to be looking for us from heaven and thank you” said Kika

“I don’t wanna cry anymore” I whisper. I walked in front of his helmet, I looked at Charles, Yuki, Max, they were looking to the floor, unable to see his helmet. Lewis was beside me and took my hand.

“You always were so closed and with you here, his spirit is going to keep in you. You’re going to feel sad because he’s not present, you’re not going to hear his voice but remember all the good memories, his words to you before every race” I could feel my eyes watery again “He’s proud of you y/n, never forget that”

“Thank you Lewis”

“Can I introduced you? Take a breath before the song” I smiled to him

“Yeah, that would be lovely, thanks” He smiled and get closed to the microphone

“May I get your attention, please? Yesterday an important member of our family passed away. We know how risky this sport is but at the same time we know what we do and the reasons that put us in a certain situations that sometimes we can’t avoid and as many of us in our carrees, we ge tinto the wall or well, the wrost. Pierre’s still one of us and his best friend is going to show us what was to be his gift”

I get in front of the microphone, I feel nervous and the boys hugs between each other waiting for me “This is for my best friend and I hoped that wherever he is right now he could see how grateful I am and how much I’m gonna miss him and… now he’s gonna be with Anthoine who I missed too. Hope you liked the song”

“Will you forgive me for what I've missed?

It's been two years now

You're already ten

Almost eleven

Are your eyes sky blue or navy blue?

I don't know what you like

Whether you prefer races

Spaceships or sailing ships

If you live calmly or live with war

If you're falling in love or still fighting

If you feel warmth, you feel it on the inside

It's because there's an angel

Burning in your chest

If in your heart, you're no longer cold

It's because there's an angel, the one that I sent you”

“You're always quiet like the grown-ups

I'm gonna tell you without ornaments or flowers

And I have to be where I don't want to be

This isn't "El Mal Querer", it's bad desire

I'm somewhere I wouldn't take you

No one's at peace here between stars and needles

Marble stars cut into the floors

Foilies all over the streets where models stroll

You might also like”

“Tracks on the arms

Points on the stars

I don't wanna bring you

So you'll never come

Points on the stars

Tracks on the arms

They hold tight when it's cold

The same way I hug you”

As the instrumental break came the outro of the song and the video appears on the screen. It was a recording of a very smiley Pierre with a blue sweater. The video he send the day that my seat in F1 was announced.

[Outro]

“Good morning, kiddo

I can’t believed that everybody is so happy for you, celebrating and you’re sleeping, it’s 11 a.m

I like that... another liked by Pierre Gasly has been taking place on every instagram post where I saw your silly face

I’m so proud and not only because I’m the friend you would ever have but you know, I’m gonna try to keep the seat warm for you, the one who can’t tolerate cold weather but has an apartment in London, cute

As a friend, I’m proud of you and as a brother I can’t believe that you and I are going to be Racing together and enjoying all the circuits

Always remember to keep humble and keep on your head that you and your family goes in the first place

And if one day you feel that you have everything and your career as a driver has been so successfull, you can come to me and yeah, watch how near the sky is at that point

But now, this is just the beggining

When I look at it I think “What a complicated world is the one y/n and I have gotten into” it’s deffinitely worth it

See you in Austin, F2 champ and soon F1 champ

But well, if you’re happy, I’m happy as well

Love you”

The video ends showing his smile and with that everybody is clapping to celebrate his life, how loved he is and still be. I walked to his helmet and hug it. I’m not going to run into him again but in my head his memory is going to keep alive, my greatest lost friend, I marked his goodbye with this last song I wrote.

“I’m not letting you go Pierre so see you in another lifetime, I missed you already”

#Formula 1 #formula one x reader #f1 x reader #reader x formula one #Pierre Gasly #pierre gasly x reader #pierre gasly x oc #pierre gasly x you #pierre gasly x y/n #f1 x you #f1xfemaledriver #f1 2023 #f1 x y/n

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we-survive-endlessly · 4 months

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Here's A Little Get-To-Know-You Tag Game!

Tagged by: @toxicrevolver 💚

Name(s): Rae

Pronouns: She/They

Star Sign: Cancer

# Of Siblings & Fun Facts About Them (if you have any): I have three younger siblings. All of our birth names (and our parents names) start with the letter D. I’m eleven years older than my youngest sibling.

# Of Pets: My house currently has two dogs and three cats (1 dog and 1 cat are mine) which is actually the least number of pets we’ve had in a very long time.

Fandoms: Too many! My biggest right now though are Kpop and Baldur’s Gate

Favorite Color: Any shade of blue-green

Favorite Song: Such a hard question omg. Hmm right now for kpop it’s probably Oh Mymy : 7s by TWS

Favorite Author: I don’t read enough to have a favorite author anymore 😭

Hobbies: Digital art, video games, playing piano/guitar/ukulele, singing

Favorite Fic Type: I’m a big sucker for hurt/comfort with a happy ending. Like things suck but everything ends up okay? Sign me up.

Favorite Holiday: Halloween

Do You Have Any Partner(s)?: Lmao no 🙃

Fun facts about you/anything extra you wanna share!

Hmmm, I’ve had two surgeries on my spine, I have freckles including some on my lips that I just noticed recently, seeing the full moon in the night sky once made me cry, my sense of taste and smell never came back fully after having covid so sweet things especially subtly sweet things are really hard for me to taste (I ate an orange today and all I could taste was that it was vaguely sour), and my Duolingo streak for Korean is 962 days!

Tagging (no pressure): @m00nbinbin @thehuns-bubble-tea

@ladytaetae @dejundary @puppychacco @sunminshine and anyone else that wants to do it!

#obsidian🎶🖤#Rae’s recreation

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babiebom · 2 months

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Two songs I think would describe my relationship with each doctor (nuwho)

A/N: i clicked on a video expecting chaotic doctor who TikTok’s but instead got edits and now all I can think about is what song would play if someone made an edit of me and the doctor. These headcanons are very self indulgent lmao so maybe read at your own risk(nothing too scandalous lmao)

Tw: some cursing maybe, the genre is really sorta fluffy and angsty so idk what to put as a trigger warning idk.

Bc: at least 4 for each 1 for each song and 1 explanation for each of those songs

Doctor who Masterlist

Nine

Until I Found You-Stephen Sanchez and Em Beihold

Okay for this song it’s just if he had never met Rose and I was in her place. Because I do think that whoever he meets at this time(if he likes them) will change how he views everything like she did. Like he needed somebody in this point in time to show him how wonderful the universe could be again after he had lost everything. This song gives those vibes

Snowman- Sia

This is because he’s a sad sad angry man and like, I don’t want him to be sad. This entire song is just me and my sad bf I don’t want him to be sad but no matter what it’s him and me because who else is there?

Ten

Stay With Me- Miki Matsubara

If you read the English lyrics the song is Sadge and I think it fits what I think would be my vibe with him. He will never admit if he has feelings for me(prolly not lmao) and this is just him being like love and affection are different things and i have affection for you. And like just wanting to stay in the moment if not having to be upset because of feelings or anything, just want everything to be good so I can hold on to the good moments.

Heather- Conan Gray

Okay so I’m going with my own AU of me just being the companion of each doctor and like maybe stuff happening in between? I think at this point, the doctor wouldn’t really either admit if he does or doesn’t have feelings for me and ends up falling for someone else while we travel. Like maybe the Family of Blood happens or something in this universe and I get Martha-ed(she’s the loml and I’ll never forgive the show for doing her dirty) by him. This is just me being angsty.

Eleven

My Love Mine All Mine-Mitski

Literally just how i feel about him. I’m the only companion and the only one he ever sails off with, he’s mine all mine in a way. I love him, and even if the song is talking about requited love, mine is probably delulu and this is me being all head over heels prolly

Honey-Kehlani

Again a sappy song. Out of everyone else in the entire universe he somehow chose me to travel with him, because of him I finally found what I wanted to do with my life (be with him) cute cute cute but also delulu

Twelve

Shinuoga E-Wa -Fujii Kaze

If we’re going based off canon things, the doctor was kinda insecure about this new face(because it’s older? I’m going off of what lizard lady was talking about to Clara) and this is just me being like I really don’t care what you look like I’d rather die than be without you

A Thousand Years- Christina Perri

Like the last song this is literally me being like YOURE STILL ATTRACTIVE MY FEELINGS HAVENT CHANGED PLS :)

Thirteen

Take Me to Church- Hozier

I feel like out of these doctors that thirteen was more so of like…I’m keeping all of my personal information personal? Idk like the others knew more about the doctor than the fam knew? At least before their last season. So I feel like at this point she would be lying about a bunch of shit and I’d be like “okay :) I’ll believe everything you’re saying even though I know for a fact your bullshitting me rn”

Love Story- Indila

This is more so the second verse. Me being like “lmao I’m never leaving you” and her being like “I’m literally being an asshole and I forgot how to love” and me being like “idc I’ll literally fight for you. If you ignore me I’ll just offer you my life” kinda insane but also like an undying love sorta thing

Fourteen is the same as ten but less angsty :)

Fifteen

Best Friend-Doja Cat and Saweetie

Atp I think that our relationship probably would’ve evolved to a couple that has been together for a million years but instead of being tired of each other were more like best friends to the point where everyone thinks everything has always been platonic. Fifteen is a bad bitch I love him <3

I Will Always Love You- Whitney Houston

Because fifteen is still hella angsty. He’s acting like the therapy worked but it just helped him deal with everything probably. He needs to remember that no matter what I’ll always love him.

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bizarrequazar · 1 year

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2022 Candy Year In Review

As a way to cap off the year, I thought it would be nice to go over all the LLD candy from 2022! There were a ton of little ones (read: kadians, matching clothing, possible hickies, sunset photos, etc.), so this will just be focusing on the larger notable ones. They’re all dated and in chronological order, because I’m me.

Remember to take these with a grain of salt. Enjoy~

January 23rd → Gong Jun’s studio Weibo posted his 2021 year in review video, completely leaving out August despite him having had two livestreams, a song release, and a reality show air during that month.

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January 29th → Gong Jun posted a commercial for KFC to his Douyin where he rips dates off a calender that has 1 and 5 missing. (No one talks about this one but it’s one of my favourites. 🥺💕)

February 14th → Gong Jun posted a commercial to his Weibo at 11:29, then posted two photos of himself to Weibo at 13:14 (kadian for “forever”), then posted the same to his Instagram at 13:15, using the kadians to make the sequence “Gong Jun forever Zhang Zhehan”. The photos had been taken at Xiao Yu Hill in Qingdao at almost the exact location that Zhehan had taken photos at in 2018.

His Weibo post had the caption “Happy Valentine’s Day [11 husky emojis]”, the same caption he had used in 2021. Some people noted that “Zhang Zhehan” is eleven letters long, and interpreted the use of the same caption as a way of saying that nothing has changed.

March 5 → Gong Jun posted a vlog with Nancy Mulligan by Ed Sheeran as one of the BGM, a song about a couple eloping during the Northern Ireland conflict. Fans found that one of the top comments on the song on Netease is “When China allows homosexuals to get married, I will play this song at our wedding,” and the song has widely been adopted by the gay community for its message of marrying and growing old together despite societal rules.

April 26th → (Purely rumor, take with a full spoon of salt.) Gong Jun and Zhang Zhehan were supposedly seen together at the entrance to the Ritz Carlton Hotel in Beijing. Reportedly they saw someone take photos and Zhehan stepped forward to pay the person off, only for Gong Jun to stop him and say to the photographer, “Do whatever you want.” The following day was Zhehan’s lunar birthday.

May 6th → (Instagram cw) Guo Yunfei, the casting director and actor of Duan Pengju from Word of Honor, posted a photo of himself making the LLD handsign with the caption, “I hope the ‘waves’ (浪花, langhua) like it. I know what happened recently, but what can I say or do? … I hope everyone can be sincere and kind, have a safe future, and live up to your friendship.” This was the day after the Instagram was deactivated.

May 11th → Zhehan’s birthday. The post count on Gong Jun’s Weibo went up by two despite nothing new appearing, indicating that he had posted privately.

May 17th → (Again, purely rumor.) Gong Jun and Zhang Zhehan were supposedly seen together near Liangma Bridge in Beijing’s Chaoyang district. According to this one, Gong Jun asked the fans who photographed them to delete the photos and they willingly complied.

May 20th → Kangshifu released a mini-movie for 520 starring Gong Jun and an actress who looked strikingly like Zhang Zhehan, including a scene where she wore an outfit almost identical to one Zhehan wore during his 2021 birthday concert. The film included drawn illustrations of the two lead characters, one of which was found to have been directly traced from a photo of Zhehan from the Word of Honor concert. One of the lines included on the teasers leading up to the release was “I didn’t hide you away properly. It’s apparent in every drawing of mine.”

May 23rd → Gong Jun posted photos from a photoshoot for L’Officiel magazine to his Weibo—completely innocuous until people discovered that the caption, “✈✈✈～ ”, auto-translated to “对对～我爱你～ (Yes yes~ I love you~)” in the international app. This was later confirmed to have been an intentional Easter egg. Interpret it as you will~

June 9th → Gong Jun posted cooking photos from when he had been visiting his family during the previous month. It was noticed that there was one more set of chopsticks than there should have been if it was only his family. As well, it can be seen that Gong Jun was cooking the cilantro separately from the rest of the dish—Zhehan is known to not like cilantro. June 9th is May 11th on the lunar calendar.

(There were so many little things throughout May and June, you could tell Gong Jun was giving Xie and co. the middle finger. A thread I made of all the ones I’m aware of can be found [here].)

August 1st → (slight knives in this one) BEAST posted an article to their WeChat about their Qixi product line, in which they included the lines “Remembering that we couldn’t spend the previous Qixi together as we were at different places I even secretly childishly cried, and was angry at him. He promised that he’ll give me a surprise next Qixi.” and “Love is separated by the mountains and seas / The mountains and seas can be flattened”. The latter was written on a banner Zhehan had recieved from a fan during the Word of Honor concert; Qixi 2021 was August 14th.

September 5th → VogueFilm released an interview Gong Jun had done with them where he talked about his morning routine, wherein he said, “If you have a problem with your knees, don’t do running, cycling, etc. Even though they seem easy, if you don’t master the technique well, it will actually affect your knees” Photos of his food included a jianbing, which a few weeks earlier he had said his “ahyi” made for him, as well as eggs prepared in a way unique to Jiangxi.

October 14th to 20th → Gong Jun stopped having an umbrella shield him from photographers while going to work and took full advantage of it by wearing clothing associated with Zhehan for the next several days. Details can be found in my post for that week, look for the 🍬 emojis.

November 2nd → During a livestream for Hsu Fu Chi, Gong Jun mentioned multiple of his other endorsements and at one point walked off set to grab his LockNLock thermos, which he then drank from on camera for exactly five seconds while the host was made to wait. On the same day, his studio posted a douyin with the song 隆里电丝 by 盛宇DamnShine, which includes the lines “Some people will become your friends / or your zhiji / Some people will fight with you to the end / as long as you're happy (开心就好)”

November 17th → A photo from 2021 that Gong Jun’s studio posted as part of his time train series included a blurred out red and blue smear that was possibly a photo from the Word of Honor concert being used as his phone’s wallpaper.

November 28th → Gong Jun posted a photo of a handwritten note saying that he wouldn’t be doing a birthday livestream the following day. Something that was possibly his hexagon ring appears to have been deliberately placed behind a glass of water in the photo.

December 17th → Gong Jun posted travel photos from Yunnan, which included two photos of a figure from behind wearing a hoodie that completely covers his head. There is debate over whether this person was really Gong Jun, especially as the shoulders seem to match Zhang Zhehan’s stature.

What’s your own favourite candy from the year? If I didn’t include it here, please feel welcome to add it as a reply or reblog! 🍬🍬🍬

#Gong Jun #Zhang Zhehan #junzhe #my gj posts #my zzh posts #the stars and moon shine together

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blubushie · 3 months

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Warning for trauma shit. This is pure vent and contains (a lot of) mention of CSA.

Fucking hate getting a Google Drive folder from an investigator and he goes "hey can you ID if any of these are you so we can add them to the charges, each one is gonna be an additional count for possession" and I have to meticulously analyse an out-of-focus wall to see if I recognise the fucking wallpaper.

He sent me 19 images. 12 were titled "[trigger-word]boy[number]". All of those twelve were me as a preteen--with me cropped out of course, but I know those walls. There were two more I couldn't ID as me or not because the shade of wall was right but the image was so out-of-focus I couldn't tell if that was actually the wallpaper of the caravan I grew up in or not.

Y'know how fucking disturbing it is to find out someone you've never met before has a fucking picture of you that you can't remember ever being taken, but you know those eyes, and you know those buck teeth, and you know that jaw, and that scar over your eye you can barely see if the light catches it just right, and you know that's you? And not just that, but there's a total of 26 pieces of media of you as a kid that he had in his possession, 5 of which are explicit and one of those five is the full 2-hour and 27-minute video of the torture you endured at twelve fucking years old that still haunts you when you try to sleep at night.

These are pieces of my life--ten years old and smiling, eleven and laughing, my twelfth birthday and the cake Mum made, the day my parents brought me to the Kangaroo Sanctuary in Alice Springs, two of me playing baseball, one up at bat and the other mid-pitch, the first time I ever sat on a horse, I'm nine years old and missing my two right front teeth because I tripped into the sink when I got up late one night to piss and took them both out at the same time. Little snippets of my life and growing up through the years that're tainted because I know this man who I've never met knows far more about my life than I know about his.

64 counts for possession. 26 of which are me. Jesus fucking Christ.

Just when I think it's behind me, somehow it comes back to rear its ugly head. Like my past is haunting me with the knowledge I'll never be rid of it. We're always gonna find one more, and we'll chuck the book at him but then we'll find out he sent it to a dozen different other bastards we can't identify, and tracing it is hopeless. It's out there. It'll always be out there. There's no escaping it. There's no outrunning your past when it runs at 100mbps.

I'm going to walk into that courtroom, and he'll recognise me--same eyes, same split chin, grown into my teeth but the scars are still there--and I won't know him from Adam. He'll know what I look like stripped down to skin--not how I look now, but how I looked a decade ago, yeah.

He'll recognise me. I hope he never forgets my face. Hope he sees it when he rots in a fucking gaol cell for however long they put him away for. I hope it haunts his memory at night the way it's haunted mine all these years.

#blu a fuse

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pretttydemonwrites · 18 days

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Weeks 10 - 14 Update

Buckle in, we got a lot to get through.

WEEK TEN:

Writing Days: 6/7

Total Words Written: 1,547

WEEK ELEVEN:

Writing Days: 3/7

Total Words Written: 920

WEEK TWELVE:

Writing Days: 4/7

Total Words Written: 1,125

WEEK THIRTEEN:

Writing Days: 2/7

Total Words Written: 178

WEEK FOURTEEN:

Writing Days: 4/7

Total Words Written: 3,250

Summary thoughts below the cut!

It feels insane to me that even though I've been struggling quite a bit with mental health and stress, on top of having a sudden death in my family, that I still managed to write a decent amount. Week 13 was my weakest one to be sure but like, hey, the two days I wrote I still managed to write at least 50 words so, y'know, hell yeah.

I was able to rope myself into focusing on this again largely because my girlfriend has been watching college gymnastics this week, so she's been using the TV and I can't sit and rot and play video games all evening, so I was like, "well fuck I might as well do something else besides sit on my phone!"

Which is how I managed to write over a thousand words yesterday and today, which I have only done ONE other time this year. Whadda fuck...

Anyways, I haven't forgotten about this project and I'm not going to! Even if I don't update this blog super consistently I will still be tracking my progress on my own. I'm really proud of myself and all the progress I've made so far. Just reminding myself why I love writing in the first place and getting back into the habit of it has done wonders for like, just stimulating my brain in general.

Soooo yeah, anyways, thanks for reading! I promise at some point I'll post some actual writing on here as a reward for the few of you who read through these long ass rambles of mine.

#writing log

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the-casbah-way · 9 months

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an ex of mine once said i was ‘childish’ in the way i deal with grief and i guess he said it because i told him that ive never been able to wrap my head around the fact that when someone dies they’re just gone. they’re not absent because they’re somewhere else they’re just nowhere. like i still save cat videos that i think my friend would like so i can show her when i see her next even though she died like seven years ago. i still don’t let people throw out wrapping paper once they’ve opened their presents because my grandad always liked to keep it and reuse it but he’s been dead since i was like eleven. and it’s not like i do it for sentimental reasons i do it because there genuinely is part of me that believes they still exist somewhere and that maybe if i want it badly enough they’ll come back. like if they knew how much i missed them they would change their mind and turn round again. i still keep simba’s bowl outside just in case. i dunno. it really is that kind of thing where someone dies but the love is still there and there’s nowhere left to put it so you just hold onto it and hope they come back to pick it up again one day

#idk how to explain it #tw death #death #grief #ask to tag #i dont understand how people keep living after someone dies. i dont think ive stopped daydreaming since my grandad died #everything changed since then and ive never really been awake since. im just like in limbo im just waiting for him to come back #ive been holding on to a lot of things that maybe i should have given to other people but im still saving it for him #simba

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omegaremix · 10 days

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25 Vinyl Records That Influenced My Vinyl Collecting Habits.

‘Top ten’ lists - they were so commonplace on social media before the pandemic that half of the people you knew participated in them. Your friends involuntarily posted lists of their top ten favorite albums, songs, movies, sports moments, video games, books, or whatever came to mind. Then they’d nominate you to do the same if you even cared. All of a sudden they stopped and for a few months everyone did tournament brackets. These days no one does either. Now, tag a band and see if they acknowledge you exist, solve a simple math problem where everyone with a Facebook diploma in mathematics are out to prove you wrong, or answer some useless questions to find out what your new gang initiation name is by removing your first and last letter and any surviving vowels.

But I don’t care about childish entry-level entertainment that everyone will forget about five minutes later. I’d watch Fox News for that. Longtime Ω+ followers know our ‘top tens’ are much more than that: they are playlists, mixtapes, end-of-year finds, and best-of decade results. That’s what I’m into. I’m into what’s important and that’s identifying with people. It’s not a contest or a be-all-end-all game of right-or-wrong. It’s all fully subjective. Without personal results, how special or unique would these lists be?

The last survey I was nominated to do was from WUSB’s Mister Edison, the station’s only cylinder aficionado in its’ 45-year history: top ten vinyl records that influenced your collecting habits. I did volunteer to do it and I was halfway there, then somehow along the way I deleted it. Now, here it is. But, instead of a top ten, we’ll do a top twenty-five because I’m compulsive and 10 is not a square number. All records shown here regardless of size, speed, color, or print run are those that have changed not only my record-collecting habits but also have shaped my musical tastes to an extent.

The record that started it all? KMFDM’s “Power” 12”. It was the very first vinyl record I bought with my own money, just mere months after purchasing most of its discography in one shot at my local record store. I ordered it from the TVT / Wax Trax mail order - my very first mail-order to be exact - numbered to 3,000 copies as a single-sided etched vinyl record in a clear plastic silk-screened jacket. That also came with Underworld’s “Rowla”. Shizuo’s High On Emotion e.p. was my third. Found at what was Port Jefferson’s Music Den, that’s a record I had to have at first sight because I knew it was extremely rare. Glad I made the right call because I never saw it again. Even though I didn’t have a turntable, I bought them anyway thinking I could hold on to them until I finally got my hands on one. Turned out my ma’ and dad had one: a wooden box smaller than the records it played. It literally had no sound and was deemed almost unplayable, so a close “friend” of mine gave me his father’s 1972 Panasonic and a copy of Autechre’s We Are R Y 12”. I was now in business.

From there, another one-time pressing of theirs, the “Keynell” e.p., introduced me to the panic of now-or-never buying. Booth & Brown collectors know how insanely rare their limited edition e.p.’s are and also how they and Warp divided up their Cichlisuite and Envane e.p.’s in two parts. And that was nothing to when Aphex Twin released not one, not two, but eleven e.p.’s as the Analord series through his Rephlex label. Ten regular platters and two versions of Analord 10: either you got the Aphex logo picture disc or, if you were really lucky (we mean that in a literal sense), one that came with the Analord binder which is fetching impossible prices right now. Some of them even came with the mythical Analogue Bubblebath 5. We’re just happy to have purchased all eleven editions for regular price when they first came out. Amazingly in that same year, I did my first-ever label run and purchased $300.00 worth of vinyl and disc releases from DHR.

The first hardcore record I got my hands on - Kill Your Idols’ This Is Just The Beginning - was also the very first music purchase I made at any show. Three years after one of my close friends introduced me to Sick Of It All and hardcore / punk in general, This Is Just The Beginning flung the doors wide open for crushing similar-styled tough-guy finds. Most Long Island record stores sold them when they came in, and places like Hicksville and Centereach’s Utopia (when they did sell them) offered many easy one / two / three-dollar bargain bin purchases of many 7” records, 45’s, and 12” LPS. The Howards & Checkerboard Charlie split is one example of that and one of many local acts I possess. Jemini The Gifted One’s “Funk Soul Sensation” is the only hip-hop record on the list. Ten years ago I re-discovered golden-era hip-hop and realized there was a treasure trove of white-label and 12” singles I never heard of from that time. Those hip-hop / rap singles can be found on the cheap in the same manner as those discount hardcore records. I’ll be on a life-time hunt for them as at this point I don’t have enough of them.

It’s no surprise to see that more than half of this list is made up of Seventies’ jazz / fusion records. If not for Lonnie Liston Smith & The Cosmic Echoes Astral Traveling, I would not have the size of vinyl library I have now. One of our former hip-hop dee-jays at the station played “Expansions”, “Aspirations”, and “Colors Of The Rainbow” and those three cuts literally changed my life. It opened up an avenue for me to re-discover who I was and revisit a certain era of time I missed out on. From that point on, it was all about that era’s sounds, sampling, and personal favorites. John Tropea’s A Short Trip To Space, Les McCann’s Music Lets Me Be, and Roy Ayers’ A Tear To A Smile - those three records define my final years at Stony Brook. Phil Upchurch’s 1979 solo outing, Stuff’s self-titled debut, Emily Remler’s Firefly, Steve Khan’s The Blue Man, Ramsey Lewis’ Tequila Mockingbird, Eric Gale’s Multiplication, and Ronnie Laws’ Pressure Sensitive tie me in and keep me connected to those years.

Karla Bonoff’s Restless Nights and Urbie Green’s The Fox influenced my collection in an amusing way. I had no idea who both artists were until I pulled them out of the bins. What had me purchase them? I bought Restless Nights and The Fox solely based on the year of release (1979 and 1976 respectively). One listen of each and I knew I made two right calls.

Remember when we posted our entry about our close friend Syke who rescued a pile of old records from being thrown out to the curb? Of the 500+ he found, he gave us 50 and we still have most of them. We selected Pete Shelley’s “Telephone Operator” as a reminder of that free giveaway.

I could list both volumes of the original Dirty Dancing motion picture soundtrack which my ma’ had, her only surviving childhood vinyl record of Disney’s Cinderella, or The Pac-Man Album 12″ picture disc written by Patrick McBride and Dana Walden. But those three mentions aren’t influential; just early Atari-youth memories. My first-ever childhood memories I still remember (not photographed) are also vinyl-related: J. Geils Band’s “Centerfold” and The Cars’ “Shake It Up”; the latter which I have in my possession and are the markers of all classic rock records I own around that era. (Think Dire Straits and Donald Fagan’s The Nightfly to name a few.)

Another Atari-youth moment I remember is The Chambers Brothers’ A New Time, A New Day. My dad cut out the album sleeve and used it as a paper holder in our garage. That very record made me think of whatever few platters I remember him having before he sold his entire vinyl library and our library of Atari 2600 games…for a paltry $50.00. “He needed the money” he told me; which is always a pathetic man’s answer to everything. Had he’d seen how enthusiastic I was into music collecting, he would’ve handed his entire collection to me. Roberta Flack’s Quiet Fire, Kiss’ Rock & Roll Over, and The Rolling Stones Sticky Fingers and Their Satanic Majesties Request were the four in his collection he parted with and I have three of them, not including The Chambers Brothers release. He tried to make it up to me, however, by bringing home two separate piles of records he rescued from the curb. One heap was full of polka records which I donated to WUSB’s resident polka lady before she died the same year. The other heap? Since you didn’t ask: loads of classic hippie rock records, showtunes, and celebrity albums. Jim Nabors on wax? Stop before I deactivate this account.

Finally, Boulders’ Rock & Roll Will Never Die. Look it up and you’ll see it’s a near total obscurity only confined to hipster circles who know what’s up. A five-track Wharf Records release picked up for less than $3.00 is the one 12" that may as well get me into the Discogs purchasing game for all rare releases (not found in stores) I’ve been looking for in the past seven years. I’ve played many of them on Omega WUSBand soon after bought a substantial chunk of their discographies in one shot (three Happy Meals / Free Love LP’s and three Black Marble discs, for example). As a nice side effect, it’ll be the the same for cassettes as well such as Believer/Law’s Matters Of Life And Death and JS Aurelius’ Machines Water The Plants Now - if the seller’s price is right, that is.

Notice how we went from KMFDM to Boulders? You can’t get any more disparate in styles and worlds between the two. The first purchases, public library finds, donations, record fairs, mail orders, samples, jazz-fusion and soul, hardcore and hip-hop buy-outs, record-store victory tours, and many other moments I might have missed…that’s 25 years of buying vinyl records spanning many different collecting eras and genres for me. That’s only one format, and also not counting acquiring music by other means such as radio and downloads which also shaped my collection. The bingo board jumble you see is only a tiny pinch of my musical tastes and not the whole story of my listening habits that’s usually broadcast on Omega WUSB or always posted here on Ω+.

After making this list, I’m reminded that I’m the most diverse person I know. I’m proud that my low-lying threshold for accepting and liking sound and concept allowed me to make that diversity into a science and have that mind-blowing knowledge I have of it. I’m as consistent, thorough, and far-reaching as I possibly can while hitting as many targets as possible. Would there be more bingo boards like this? Only if I make sure of it.

Phil Upchurch: self-titled

Lonnie Liston Smith: Astral Traveling

Karla Bonoff: Restless Nights

Steve Khan: The Blue Man

Chambers Brothers: A New Time, A New Day

Emily Remler: Firefly

Boulders: Rock And Roll Will Never Die

KMFDM: “Power”

John Tropea: A Short Trip To Space

Les McCann: Music Let’s Me Be

Shizuo: High On Emotion

J. Geils Band: “Centerfold”

Aphex Twin: Analord 10 picture disc

Jemini The Gifted One: “Funk Soul Sensation”

Roy Ayers: A Tear To A Smile

Ramsey Lewis: Tequila Mockingbird

Pete Shelley: “Telephone Operator”

Autechre: “Keynell”

Kill Your Idols: This Is Just The Beginning

The Cars: Shake It Up

Ronnie Laws: Pressure Sensitive

Stuff: Stuff

Eric Gale: Multiplication

Urbie Green: The Fox

Checkerboard Charlie b/w The Howards split

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billthedrake · 2 years

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ORAL FIXATION (PART TWO)

(This is a story I wrote years ago and decided to rework and expand.)

The next Friday was an away game, and Dad didn't have the chance to suck me Saturday morning. I was feeling pretty horny. Jake was staying over at my place that Saturday evening, and while initially I didn't have an ulterior motive - it was just hanging out with my best friend - I did start to think that yeah, maybe Jake and I could stroke off together or something.

It was dinner time when I realized Dad was in a horny mood himself. He usually was cool as a cucumber around Mom, but that night he kept sneaking glances at me during dinner. I couldn't help but horn up at the table, which made me embarrassed, but I couldn't help it.

I half expected Dad to find a time to blow me, but I guess we couldn't get away for privacy, at least not safely.

Jake's mom dropped him off around 8, and we went up to my room to play video games. We played and shot the breeze for a while, but pretty quickly I realized that sex was on Jake's mind too.

"So, dude..." he started. "Too bad you got your dad at Carson's party." It was Jake's first time at Carson's key party, and we hadn't really had a chance to talk about the experience.

I shrugged. "It's cool. I've yet to find a guy who's as good as Dad is, actually." For some reason I blushed to say it.

Jake smirked and looked over. "Yeah, Walsh? How many have you had?"

"Three so far," I reflected back on previous parties. I'd had Mr. Ramirez once and Mr. Carson twice. I'd enjoyed both but Dad was hands-down better at sucking dick. "Dad's the best so far." I paused and gave a lewd grin. "Like toe-curling cum good."

"Fuck!" Jake hissed. "And I thought I was lucky getting Mr. Heller."

"How was he, bud?" I asked, intrigued. My mind occasionally drifted back to the intense look in Dave Heller's face as he eyed me up. There was something exciting and alluring about that kind of raw desire. But the blowjobs at home kept my mind off that lately.

Jake smiled. "Wild, man. The dude loves getting his mouth fucked."

"You mean...?" I asked. I knew a good bit about sex but was still pretty green when it came down to it.

My friend nodded. "Yeah, he told me to hold his head and just go for it. Dude likes it that way."

"Damn..." I hissed. Jake's dick was bigger than mine by an inch. "You're pretty big, too."

"That fucker took it. It was incredible. I've been trying to convince Dad to let me do it that way," Jake said.

My dick surged hard. It was already firm from the sex talk but imagining Mr. Gehring getting face fucked was a huge turn on. "Yeah? That's be so hot."

"You're just crushed out on my dad," Jake teased with a light punch to my muscular shoulder.

"Sorry, man," I said. "Your dad's hot as fuck. You gotta see that."

Jake gave a friendly smile. He just liked teasing me. "Oh yeah. Your dad, too." He lowered his voice in a conspiratorial tone and asked, "How often he go down on you, bud?"

"About three times a week," I smiled. "It'd probably be three times a day if we found the chance."

"Tell me about it," Jake said. "Dad and I have it up to once a day now. It's hot as fuck. Gotta be careful, though."

"Yeah," I said wistfully. I know had an intense desire to make it daily with Dad. "You know I envy Matt Carson sometimes... getting head as often as he wants." I felt guilty saying that. I loved my mom and didn't want her gone. But the horny, selfish part of me knew if she wasn't in the house, I'd be getting a lot more sex.

Jake grinned. "Probably not the only reason you're jealous of Carson. I've heard the dude's eleven inches."

"For real?" I asked.

Jake nodded. "I haven't measured it. But I wouldn't be surprised. I'd love to see Mr. Heller take that horse dick for sure," he laughed lewdly.

Just then we heard a knock at my door. I kind of pulled my video controller onto my lap to hide my boner, and noticed Jake did, too.

"Yeah?"

Dad poked his head in. He was wearing pyjamas but was bare chested, like he was getting ready for bed. I guess my father had a more normal build for a man his age, with a little padding around his middle, but he looked masculine and hot just then. "You fellas doing OK?" he asked.

Jake nodded. "Oh yeah. Mr. Walsh. Mike and I are just talking. We're not being too loud are we?" I had a pretty good idea Jake knew we weren't being too loud, but he was just doing the polite guest thing.

Dad shook his head. "No you guys are fine. Stay up as long as you like...." He kind of looked at me, then Jake with a quiet intensity, then added in a soft voice. "You know I thought I'd see if I could interest you in a blowjob before bed."

I wasn't surprised Dad asked, but this was a new thing. Him blowing another guy in front of me.

I heard my friend's voice beside me. "Not going to turn one of those down, Mr. Walsh," he said and as I turned toward him I saw him slide his shorts down over his semi-erect dick.

Dad's eyes widened and I saw a little smile form on his lips. Jake is bigger hung than me, and I didn't know for sure Dad liked his size, but I knew then he relished sucking a new cock in the little group that Mr. Carson ran.

His eyes had a quiet hunger as he looked to me. "What about you, Junior?"

"Oh yeah," I said, pushing my shorts down too. My dick was getting fully boned, just a few seconds behind Jake's erection.

Dad nodded and knelt down in front of Jake. "Guests first," he grinned, reaching out to run his fingers softly along Jake's hardon. My buddy grinned and kind of leaned back with expectation. With a complicit grin, he added, "Mrs. Walsh's sound asleep, so let's take our time."

And with that Dad leaned down and started licking Jake's dick.

Jake kind of grinned down, in a cocky look. I guess I'd never taken that attitude toward my father, but I could see why my friend did. Our dads blew us regularly, and it was easy to let that go to your head. I kind of scooted over so my leg was pressed next to Jake's. I was more muscular, but my friend had nice, toned legs with just a little bit of fur coming in.

Jake looked up at me with a smile. "Sorry to take shot gun, bro," he winked.

I laughed and watched as Dad started taking Jake's big dick into his mouth and actually go down on him.

"Oh fuck, dude...." my friend hissed, trying not to be too loud. "Suck my dick, Mr. Walsh..."

Dad responded to Jake's words with a deliberate movement of his head up and down. It was wild to see my professional, 45 year old father servicing Jake Gehring.

Jake hissed and spread his legs, then ran his hands along the back of Dad's neck in an encouraging gesture. As Dad went deeper on him, Jake grunted his appreciation.

"Mike, dude, you weren't lying... your dad's a pro."

I had a strange pride from the compliment. "I told you, man," I said.

I wasn't sure how Dad was going to react to us talking about him like that, but he seemed to work Jake more fervently. I watched my friend give into the pleasure, leaning his head back and shutting his eyes. He didn't push Dad down on his groin, but his hand was more firmly on Dad's head guiding him up and down.

Suddenly Jake's eyes popped open and he leaned back forward, looking down at Dad blowing him. "Oh, man... so good, Mr. Walsh.... yeah, just like that... you're gonna make me cum if you keep doing that.... yeah... oh God, oh Fuck, oh FUCK!"

Jake's face turned red and his body tensed, and I could actually hear the gulping sounds as my father drank my friend's cum.

"Oh fuck, dude..." he growled as Dad nursed the last dribbles from his pulsing dick.

I was feeling horny and impatient so I kind of pushed Jake to urge him to scoot over. My friend laughed and I saw Dad did, too, but I didn't care. I needed to get off right then.

Dad was still smirking as he took me into his mouth. Same technique, same skill as always, but having Jake there watching added another layer of hotness. Like, I was doubly aware that it was my own father giving me head.

My dad was extra worked up, too, and the extra suction was almost too much on my dick. Almost.

"Oh shit," I hissed, trying not to be loud. "Suck my dick, Dad. Show Jake how much you love blowing your own son." I blushed red saying that out loud, in front of Jake, but I loved how my friend and I now shared this experience.

I leaned back and watched Dad excitedly work my bone. I felt myself getting closer. "Come on, Dad, work that load out. Gonna be a big one tonight."

I could tell Jake was watching us, or maybe watching Dad in particular, and I knew he was surprised by how verbal I was.

"My dad's a hot fucking cocksucker," I now growled, riding the edge of orgasm. "I bet if I brought any of my buddies over you'd suck them too."

Every time I worried I was going too far with the sex talk Dad just put me at ease but getting visibly more worked up and doubling his efforts on my hardon.

But it was Jake's actions that tripped my wires. With a soft but urgent "Suck his dick, Mr. Walsh," my buddy placed his hand on the back of Dad's head and started pushing him deeper on to my bone.

I lost it, firing good and heavy into Dad's mouth, just as Jake's lips crashed against mine. It was a deep kiss, but quick, and when my friend pulled back he had a knowing smile on his face. Communicating that we both shared a lot, and we'd probably find out we shared more.

I think the rougher treatment kept Dad from focusing on his own orgasm while he sucked but he had a wild, turned on look on his face as he leaned up and started stroking feverishly.

"Oh fuck," he grunted and white hot seed flew all over me, dotting my shirt and crotch with his cum.

"Man, go for it, Mr. Walsh," Jeff exclaimed excitedly. I noticed he was still hard and was kind of massaging his dick as he watched.

Dad's chest heaved as he caught his breath. He looked at Jake and smiled. "I didn't think I could wait till I got you at one of Carson's parties, Jake. Hope your dad doesn't mind."

Jake shook his head. "I'm pretty sure he won't, Mr. Walsh. I shouldn't say who... but there's this teacher at school who sucks me off pretty regularly. Dad knows and is cool with it."

Dad nodded in acknowledgment then gave me a quick look. I knew what was on his mind. He was wondering if I got serviced by this teacher, or anyone else. I didn't say anything, but I knew Dad and I should talk about it, in case any opportunity ever came up.

"Well," he said, standing up and stuffing his spent cock back into the fly of his pyjamas. "That was amazing, boys. Thanks for that."

"You bet," I said, mimicking Jake's nonchalance. He'd already pulled his shorts on and picked up the control of the video game.

"Anytime Mr Walsh," he chuckled.

"All right, see you in the morning."

"Good night, Dad," I said.

*****

I did see Dad in the morning, but I felt his mouth first. He'd woken me up with head, and it took me a few seconds as I came to recognize where I was. My buddy Jeff was asleep next to me as Dad slowly, expertly sucked me off.

I gave him a silent pat on the side of his face after I came. My father was the best. He gave me a wink as he gave my cock one last kiss then scooted over and peeled back the sheet from Jeff's sleeping teen body. My buddy's hardon tented the shorts he'd slept in and I watched excitedly as Dad gingerly peeled them over and off his crotch.

Then my father leaned forward and proceeded to wake Jeff up in the same manner he'd just done me. It was wild to experience that as a spectator, seeing Jeff's young lithe body jerk in his sleep then his eyes open up.

"Oh hell... nice, Mr. Walsh," he said in his throaty morning voice before he slowly succumbed to Dad's skills and shot his own load.

"I thought I was just having a good dream," Jeff said as Dad pulled off him, swallowing the remnants of his cum.

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