#ella rants

[ella-the-fella]

Oc for (yet another) thing I have in the works.

His name is Linus :3

I might not post as much incredibox stuff because I’m gonna post more about my own original things ETC Mallory and the curse of the candle and the Trylax infection (just bc I made a polo for it doesn’t mean it’s all incredibox. I just got silly)

Dw I’m still gonna post some incredibox stuff. I’m just gonna focus on meh own things.

#ella does silly willy things #ella rants #Oc: Linus #Evil man

[fandom-puff]

not to be a twat or anything but saying please and thank you literally costs nothing

#referring to some requesters #ella rants

[girlypopmikewheeler]

i can't fucking believe i have to retake a test i failed RIGHT ON THE 27TH

the universe hates me

#fuck you #stranger things 4 #ella rants

[ellapastoral]

I know a lot of people consider Tumblr dead..but please it’s my safe space fr fr 

#tumblr #tumblrpost #tumblrstuff #ella rants #Black Girls #black youtuber

[bipolareffigy]

Not me listening to something very explicit through my Air Pods. Not me forgetting I had connected my bluetooth to my conservative mom’s car. Not me wondering why my music has suddenly cut out from my Air Pods. NOT MY PHONE CONNECTING TO MY MOM’S CAR AS SHE PULLS IN THE DRIVEWAY AND BLASTING SOME GOOD OLD FASHIONED PROFANITY AT HER. 😬😬😬

#personal #ella rants

[heygreyyart]

quick viktor sketch!

#arcane #viktor #sketch #by me #greypanda #idk i wanted a modern look #of course he'd wear turtlenecks #in my mind he's listening to ella ranting and looking adorable

[userchappell]

two actors showing their love and appreciation of their characters as a ship whether it's canon or not, can be something very personal to me

#emily rudd #ryan simpkins #cindy x alice #dylan o'brien #shelley hennig #stalia #olivia scott welch #kiana madeira #sameena #joshua rush #luke mullen #tyrus #jjpope #rudy pankow #jonathan daviss #breyton #sophia bush #hilarie burton #ronance #maya hawke #natalia dyer #jackieshauna #ella purnell #sophie nélisse #jaiden rants

[teensytinyrina]

i don’t understand why i’m not skinny. i eat between 900-1200 cal a day without even trying. the days i eat over 1000 are binge days. i don’t even have think about restricting like this anymore so why the hell am i not skinny??

please send help i really don’t wanna fall back into eating like 400 cal a day that shit is addicting

#tw ana shit #tw ana diary #ana meal #ana shit #art #ana inspo #aaron x ella #an4r3xia #ana rant #anarec1a #anorex14 #ed safe space #tw ed diet #ed bllog #esports #tw ed rant #ed but not sheeran #ed di3t #ed disorder

[that-cheer-up-anon]

Finished my therapy session today! It honestly wasn't that bad. It's really just me ranting about my life.

Haven't seen them since March 2022 which is like hahaha oops.

They had to read back the notes they took from last session to me bc I forgot what happened back then. It feels so long ago compared to how much calmer my life is now.

Most of it was trying to remember what happened between then and now; explaining family dynamics, a bit of Mormon culture, vent about my current job/financial situation, and how that led up to my suicidal breakdown end of last year, which led up to me making this appointment.

Just realized now that I managed to bring up a bunch of past traumatic memories without feeling like I was back there. That's huge! Thank goodness for time and reflection.

They asked me how I felt towards my parents and it's just kinda... Whatever? Definitely not hostile. Like, if I think about it for a bit I'm mostly a little sad but kinda indifferent. I wish them well, I just don't know if I want to reintroduce the stress of having them in my life.

#Ella life #Ella thoughts #a lot of ranting about relationships in my family like their partners lol but it's not super impacting my life so it's good #and they also agreed about my work being scummy for forcing casuals to go part time bc it's cheaper #they said next time we'll come up w some coping skills

[ella-the-fella]

Ima say it-

I fuckin LOVE Incredibox forest and the remastered version...

I lof v5 (and v4 but mostly v5)

I lof himb..

I'm already coming up with a fuckin au for the whole mod

.....SEND HELP-

#ella does silly willy things #ella rants #Ella-the-fella rants

[fandom-puff]

I found like 5 of my fics posted on wattpad without my permission.

It’s a 66 chapter collection of one shots translated into Portuguese.

I didn’t give my permission for my work to be posted, and I’m sure many of the other writers did not either.

Don’t do this.

#wattpad #ella rants

[girlypopmikewheeler]

i wish i was fucking normal

#ella rants #dont reblog #delete later

[ellapastoral]

Tumblr>>> Twitter

#ellapastoral #ella pastoral #ella rants #tumblr #tumblrthings #twitter

[zirielladior]

WHY HAVE I BEEN GONE SO LONG SJKJS

ella's diary ୨୧

saturday || 12.2.2023

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

hi guys, i'm back (after a century) and i'm gonna tell you why i was gone along with another update 😭

it's an extremely chaotic fall break & 'while-i-was-gone' summary, my apologies if you find it difficult to read.

so as of recently, i have a crush on a boy at school 😭 and i haven't liked a boy at school since i was nearly ten years old. it's been a few years.

it's been so chaotic, and i've been trying to journal about my school time and my thoughts at home and it takes up so much time along with me trying to manifest because apparently "it works!" so why not give it a shot.

well i did, and it works. only a bit though, along with the fact that every time i braid my hair in pigtails something happens between me and (we'll call him macaroni.)

we had fall break, and usually i love it, even though i can't stand my family for more than five waking hours, but this year, i couldn't wait to get back to see my friends, finish up school work, and get away from my family, (and maybe 1% cz i missed seeing macaroni at schl..?)

i've been so obvious lately, going to games he has and stuff and i'm pretty sure his friends know even if he doesn't i've seen him follow me into the library and walk by some of my classes so idk what to think (i need help 💀)

my friends keep telling me, not to stop every time i see him and when i see him (during lunch) i literally pause in my tracks and stare before i realize i'm probably being weird asf and then i turn around and my friends start getting excited with their usual dose of shits and giggles trying to see where i saw him (its like i have an entire process when i see him it's so pathetic 😭)

i'm terrifed and have to be sure that he knows, i probably like him. i mean we don't talk at all except for a few comments he made on my computer and me talking about his water bottle (it's stupid) and when he had detention i was getting grades for my test from my teacher and i should've picked a different time to ask but my teacher had told me to come in during break. (SO I DID 💀)

not only this, but me and my friends go to his games because on my friends likes someone on the team, and the other goes anyway for fun. so i started going with them, except my father grounded me because i took my computer to school and i'm not able to go anymore.

i feel kind of saved, because now i don't have to face the fear of being around him. and my friends they're constantly feeding me these delusions and what-if's which only excite me until i realize perhaps it isn't true. because nobody except for maybe 5 people i know have ever had a crush on me, not absolute strangers who i like and might like me back nobody as EVER "liked me back."

then again, i'm pretty sure his friends know bcz me and my 2 friends were walking out of the library and his friends left him where we were and started laughing when he found out we were right there and he ran back to his friends like he was embarrassed or something.

my friends ofc, keep telling me stuff like "oh after the game him and his mom both looked at you, so its possible he likes you and totally told his mom." but it's kinda believable because during the game his mom looked at me like twice and smiled at me. and he looks at me at school literally whenever we pass him when we're walking or something.

anyway, enough about my absolute panicking SCHOOOOOOLLL

i finally have straight a's guys !!

and i'm going to a melmar trilogy tour concert in may next yr, with my friends <3

also, i've been gone because my parents have been seriously wonky with their "after 9" or "after 10" rules on my devices and during the day i'm either reading or studying, but my winter break is in two weeks, and i WILL NOT DISAPPOINT my little lovelies reading this 💗 ty guys sm if you made it this far you guys are my real ones and you know it (🎄 if you made it to the end)

ALSO PLS WATCH DASH & LILY I WATCH IT EVERY YEAR SINCE 2020 WHEN IT CAME OUT AND YOU NEED TO WATCH IT - THERE AREN'T ENOUGHT PEOPLE IN THE FANDOM ITS AN AMAZING XMAS SHOW PLSSS

anyway

₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ﾟ.

love always, ella ୨୧

#ella's diary #downtown girl #girlblogging #aesthetic #lana del rey #pinterest girl #pinterest #coquette #downtowngirl #crush help #what do i do #need advice #rant #im so tired #i just want to sleep #stressed #winter aesthetic #melanie martinez #trilogy tour #school life #update #blog update #christmas aesthetic #dash & lily #dash and lily #christmas shows #christmas movies

[queenofglassbeliever]

Why is S7 timeline so damn confusing?? Nearly 5 years later and I'm still on this.

How old would you say Ella is here? 15 or so? Okay agreed. A year later, when Anastasia (14) dies, she's 16. Anastasia gets put under that preservation spell and Rapunzel traps Gothel in the tower.

Alright, I'm with you so far. Some time later, Gothel tricks Hook into siring her kid. That kid, Alice, then spends 17 years in the tower before subconsciously conjuring a friendly giant that freed her.

Then Alice spends an unknown amount of time in Wonderland and other places before she crosses paths with Henry. Who has recently met Ella, whose an adult now.

So if Ella was 16 before Alice was born and it's been at least 17 years, does that make Ella around 33 in "Hyperion Heights" flashbacks? OK cool. I would assume Henry is around her age. Casting call describes him as being in his lat 20s to early 30s.

But wait. The description fits his cursed self not the very still optimistic Henry that Ella meets. Is cursed Henry in his mid 30s? And he's got a 10 year old daughter. Had to have been around mid 20s when she was born. And was early to mid 20s when he met Ella. And unless he's into older women, which is cool, then I'm going with the assumption that Ella was also around her early 20s when they met.

Then there's Drizella, who's a few years younger than Ella. And she appears to be around Alice age during the time of the "Hyperion Heights" flashbacks. Late teens - early 20s.

So Alice has been out of the tower for a few years. Good for her. Anyway, feels like Alice is the wrench in the gears here. She was trapped in a magical tower. Maybe 17 years only passed in the tower and only a few years in passed in the rest of the Magical Forest. Then there's Hook who definitely did not look like he only aged a few years.

But he was also a drunkard, so maybe the accessive drinking fucked up his appearance. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#ouat #once upon a time #ouat s7 #glass believer #henry mills #ella mills #lucy mills #alice jones #drizella tremaine #wish realm hook #wish hook #wish killian jones #wish captain hook #mother gothel #this is straight up just a rant

[mlobsters]

supernatural s3e3 bad day at black rock

points were made

#supernatural #spn 3x03 #bela talbot #i was in here looking for night exterior motel shots of them because i'm searching on the wiki for “motel ext. - night” #because i will spend hours researching a dumb little fanart painting trying to find the right references when i need to be ~creative~ #in all honesty i really didn't like this episode because it pushed hard into that broad awkward embarrassing comedy #which makes my insides shrivel up and ache (derogatory) #anyway i stopped to watch this scene because i was trying to remember if sam getting shot in the shoulder carries into another episode #deja vu of me ranting about partially dislocating my shoulder fucking it up for months let alone a bullet #maybe that was when ... dean? got shot? stabbed? something? in the shoulder in the episode with ella from lucifer the tv show