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[lafemmedezemo]

ezra “my ally is the force” bridger you will always be famous

#ezra bridger #you don’t understand i’m obsessed with him #star wars #ahsoka spoilers #sw #ahsoka series #ahsoka #ella.txt #god this show makes me unwell #star wars rebels #1k

[somuchlikeme]

I love Jackie bc she represents the fear of trying, always trying and never being able to adapt when things get really hard or start to majorly change. Helplessly feeling yourself become useless, resented, a burden where you used to be a pillar. Giving up on yourself because everyone else is giving up on you. The idea of trying so hard to matter, to still matter, but in the end your absence from the story is the thing that really ends up mattering - the empty space you leave behind. Also she's hot and swagless

#im tired this might not make sense #yellowjackets #jackieshauna #shaunajackie #jackie yellowjackets #ella.txt

[sunowls]

I'm happy to see this website is getting more active by the day :')

#there's a part of me that misses tumblr #what it used to be at least #ella.txt

[mcdeeznutz]

My Final Words… To You

I loved you with everything in me. Everything I had, I gave it all to you and I let you take up all the room you needed, even though you were never mine, and I was never yours. You lived in my mind, you took over my thoughts, made my heart flutter so disgustingly. You did all that and yet you never even knew.

I never wanted it to come to this, really. In fact, I tried to force myself to believe that I was over you, that I didn’t love you anymore. Over the years, I was never angry with you, and so I didn’t want to end this time angry with you either, but it didn’t work. Nothing would work, actually, so this letter is my last resort

Before I wrote this, I asked myself what it was about you that drew me in so closely towards you? What kept me so tightly wrapped around your finger that it could cut off the circulation? Why did I keep hanging on after so many years? But I couldn’t find an answer. I didn’t know why, but no matter what I did, and how hard I tried, I couldn’t get you out of my head. I was stuck. The image of you wouldn’t budge. It was like I was trapped in a room with iron walls and the door had no handle. I couldn’t escape. The warning signs wouldn’t veer me off on a different path because it was like they were covered with the sweet thought of you.

But then, one random night, I realised how tired I was. I noticed how trapped I felt and I didn’t like it, so here I am, writing this to you, to try and finally get over you. This is what I feel like I need to do in order to be normal again… to feel free because I’m tired of this stupid, aching feeling I get when I think about you. I got tired of knowing the one I wanted didn’t want me back. I got tired of thinking about someone I knew who never thought about me. I didn’t like how you constantly haunted my dreams when I didn’t even know if you dreamed at all. What if you just slept at night? Do you know how boring that is? I was tired of being held back by someone who didn’t even know their hold on me, and I wanted it to stop. I wanted you to let me go so I can move on with my life. I didn’t want to be hyper-aware of every move I make when we're in the same room. I want to be free of these feelings because these feelings suck.

They suck and they’re making me mad.

I feel like I’m starting to regret them all because of how annoying this has been. I want to take every emotion I’ve felt so far because of you, and give them back, so you can experience everything I have because of you. I want you to try and be me, just for once, so you know what it feels like… just for a day. I want you to see me and crave the attention that you know you’ll never get from me. I want you to feel the pain I felt, and how your heart strained when you see me. I want you to long for my attention, to yearn for it, only to find out that I can’t stand you. That every time I see you I cringe with disgust. I want you to know what all of this feels like, because the fact of the matter is, you’re just a boy who thinks too highly of himself when that simply is not the case. You’re a womaniser and a douchebag at best. You’re a delusional love-bomber that needs to be put in his place.

My final words to you are as follows: Screw you.

(Hey! I think it worked!)

#love letter #ella.txt #hate letter #original #creative writing #closure #first love #unrequited love #unrequited feelings #crush #crushcrushcrush

[harringtonbabe]

ella. twenty-six. she/her/doll. steve harrington’s house wife

my nancy. my robin. 💌

sagittarius sun. infp. minors dni. please be nice. 🦋💙

mostly stranger things.

#pinned #ella.txt

[glimmer-swift]

Would anyone be interested in me talking about my OCs/stories I’m writing unrelated to existing media? There’s definitely some stuff I’m excited to share, but I want to gauge your guys’ interest too!!!

#ella.txt #oc #ocs #original characters

[tupsipop05]

Nunca te cambian por alguien mejor, te cambian por alguien que si puede salir.

#novios #diario #casi algo #cosas tristes #ella.txt #ni modo

[ellajanesworld]

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[lafemmedezemo]

aunt sabine

#it’s about the found family #jacen syndulla #sabine wren #ahsoka series #ahsoka spoilers #i’m not sure how i feel ab his live action design but i’ll take the win #ahsoka #ella.txt

[somuchlikeme]

Obsessed with how in the short term while they're still in the wilderness, Jackie's ghost is punishing, belittling, seductive and harsh. but in the adult timeline, after Shauna has been able to put (some, barely, but some) distance between herself and the rage and resentment, Jackie's ghost only ever shows as a warning, gentle but firm, a canary in the coalmine trying to tell Shauna to slow down, to breathe, not to go too fast or too deep or to be reckless.

Someone is going to get hurt. In other words, the Jackie that haunts Shauna at some point morphs away from a way for Shauna to pour salt into her own wounds and back into the Jackie that Shauna loved, the one that loved her. I'll never have another friend like you. We were kids, and it was awful.

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #shaunajackie #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #ella.txt

[sunowls]

I missed this from tumblr so much ;;w;;

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[ziggystarman]

no because there literally is a haze above my tv that changes everything i see

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[idioticcore]

might have some mammon smut coming soon!! keep an eye out <333

#ella.txt #<3333333

[glimmer-swift]

manic pixie dream girl haters don’t get it. meeting a woman just does that to you. it will change your life

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