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#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #sketchbook tour #trauma art #vent art #art from poetry #poetry #shitty valentines poetry to be specific #though proudly more inspired by a line from my lyric poetry prof #rather than a woeful crush #dont get me wrong there is still woeful crushing #but this is generalized out #annotated poetry

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Undressing sometimes holds more vulnerability than nudity itself

"spill your guts"

mixed media on 9x12 stretched canvas

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #sketchbook tour #vent art #artistsoninstagram #trauma art #ok to rb #relationships #intimacy

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fish emotions (neither better nor worse just incomprehensible to humanity)

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The world is full of bad things, but also funny birds so really I think we're breaking even

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #sketchbook tour #birds as mental illness but less funny this time around #trauma art

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Part of growing up is buying your own bandaids -

get the crayon ones.

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #sketchbook tour #trauma art #childhood #growing up #growth #artists on instagram #vent art #hi im free from aps now #so i csn post again #this wasn't for ap its just my first free piece since September

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Please don't do coke in the bathroom

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #sketchbook tour #bathroom aesthetic #pigeon. #this is about the way my friends and i started personifying neurotypes/symptoms #as birds #because it is a very silly goofy trait to always be able to know what cardinal direction you're facing #like pigeons knowing north with the magnetic particles in their brain

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Fish emotions; revisited

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #sketchbook tour #vent art #yes im only remembering to post here after the fish sketchbook page got notes #it be like that sometimes. #i will also add the accompanying poem with my side blog #trauma art #fish emotions go crazy bro.

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Are the washers supposed to do that?

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1. "Last Words of a Shooting Star", Mitski

2. -

3. "Wooden Floorboards", Hotel Books

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #vent art #sketchbook tour #artistsoninstagram #ok to rb #too close memories of cleaning up my things and affairs cause i planned to be dead within a month #if anyone has any other paralells to people going through your things after youre dead #add them please! #im not that sad anymore i swear #its still just an interesting idea #mitski #hotel books #parallels #web weaving

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Every day, I heal a bit more.

I will make myself into something whole, beautiful,

and entirely my own.

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IF WHAT THEY DID WAS RIGHT YOU WOULDNT HAVE TO JUSTIFY IT

sometimes it takes someone spelling it out for you to realize.

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #vent art #ok to rb #artists on ig #artists on instagram #madison still hasnt settled on her parents as Bad and possibly deserving of no contact #tbh i havent always either but i feel like i cant say anything because it would undermine my argument #and everyone would see them as good and refuse to help when its really needed because theyre Good Parents who cants possibly fuck up #im so tired. #i wish things were better for her #she said something about how if/when she gets her own place id be welcome and shed give me a space to get away #goD I wish i could be that for her!!! none of what is happening or has happened is ok and she deserves someone to look out for her #and i try i try i try #but theres some stuff i cant cause im still stuck going through the same and worse!! #i wish i could fix things for her i wish i didnt need things fixed for me i wish i could fix everything. #traumacore #childhood trauma #trauma art #nostalgicore #sketchbook tour #artistsoninstagram

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We also sometimes live through situations we thought would be impossible.

But, all things equal, both tardigrades and us just want a nice place to live, plenty of yummy food,

and whenever possible, to not be exposed to the vacuum of space.

[https://youtu.be/kux1j1ccsgg]

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A messy and meaningless portrait to (hopefully) get back in the swing of things

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HURT ME IN A WAY I UNDERSTAND

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #vent art #artists on ig #artists on instagram #ok to rb #sketchbook tour #artistsoninstagram #childhood trauma #trauma art #richard siken #poetry #wishbone by richard siken #this is about a friend but its come up other times as well #it hurts more when things are good some of the time #collage #art journal

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I've always hated summer time.

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #artists on ig #artists on instagram #vent art #sketchbook tour #artistsoninstagram #ok to rb #childhood trauma #trauma art #body horror #sorta- its mostly just fleshy slime

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Someday, you'll have nothing left to give.

All squeezed dry like a juice pouch in midsummer.

Can you really keep taking care of others when you can't take care of yourself?

#elliots.art.png #artists on tumblr #vent art #ok to rb #artists on ig #artists on instagram #sketchbook tour #artistsoninstagram #childhood trauma #trauma art #traumacore #ventcore #so maybe all of my art can technically be called vent art... whataboutit #i sketched this long enough ago the feelings attatched are mild #was waiting on posca pens #posca pens #posca markers #traditional art #i will tag wh.re as much as need be #codependency