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#elriel mate bond
offtorivendell · 2 years
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Did Azriel feel the echo of a bond when he met Elain?
Elriel Month, Week 4: Choice, True Mates & Balance.
This is obviously stretching what is written, and is definitely a crack theory, but consider the following:
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ACOWAR
This has been analysed before, in terms of Elain's whispering cobalt dress and its parallels to Azriel's siphons and shadows, but what if that's not all?
Azriel, canonically, has "stone cold manners," so why would conversing with Feyre's sisters - human or not - be any sort of struggle for him, or make him so uncomfortable that he wanted to disappear entirely? Surely he has dealt with far more difficult people, and awkward situations, than two nervous humans who are inviting faeries into their home in order involve themselves with the Night Court's political machinations?
It doesn't make much sense to me, that this would be where he drew the line in terms of what he can bear, so what if - and again, I know this is a stretch - Azriel felt the echo of some sort of a bond with Elain when he first met her, though he didn't know what it meant at the time. He only knew that it was new.
What if Az (and Elain!) each had a "and there she/he was" moment, but neither understand the significance?*
* Elain not understanding what she felt would have been because she was a human (ie. what even is a "mate"?), and Azriel because he likely doesn't think he's worthy of a mate, so he wouldn't have considered it as a possibility, especially with a human. Feyre and Rhys could have been a fluke, for all we knew (until Nesta and Cassian), but at that time their bond wasn't known, anyway. Both the sisters' hearts were pounding in apparent fear, but what if that's not all it was?
We know from Rhys that faerie-human bonds are muffled, and he wasn't certain that Feyre was his mate until after she was Made. Could Az have experienced the same thing? He's been described as an "echo" of Rhys before, in terms of his power, but what if it's also in terms of being mated to an Archeron sister?
It's interesting to note that Cassian was grimacing, too, which could obviously be due to Nesta's blunt words, but again: they are mates, and were drawn to each other from the start. Could Cassian, who - like Azriel - has surely dealt with far "worse" than a human not being a welcoming host (his experiences wouldn't even be on the same page as Nesta with an attitude), have also felt something at this point?
In comparison, Rhys' only reaction was to raise his eyebrows.
I don't know. It could be nothing at all (I could be reading into it way too much), but it could also, potentially, be another parallel between Azriel and Cassian, and their reactions to Elain and Nesta: like when they both went a bit still at seeing them at breakfast, or when they both reacted before each sister was threatened and thrown into the Cauldron, or when they both wanted to touch and taste and smell them, or when they have both been protective, or when they both made sure their wings were displayed to full effect in front of each sister, or when they both went on "certain death" missions for them, or when neither could stay away...
@elriel-month
Also worth reading: this post, by @merymoonbeam, which ties in really well with this particular crack theory.
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lainalit · 9 days
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Azriel in his bonus chapter💀
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artists: lucien: mftfernandez | azriel: dominiquewesson
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ramoneida · 1 month
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A lot of people seem to be unaware that these two statements can very peacefully coexist:
A) Elain and Azriel share a romantic and sexual attraction and the people who ship them want them to CHOOSE each other regardless of a mating bond. That will be the crux of their story, choice over fate.
and
B) There are canon moments that could be interpreted as Azriel feeling something similar to "mate instincts" in regards to Elain, and combined with the fact that the elucien bond is kinda sus atm, it is NOT UNLIKELY that Elain and Azriel might discover/manifest a bond between them by the end of their story.
They are not mutually exclusive.
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Love is more powerful than the Cauldron.
Nesta pulled away, whispering, "I love you," and it was all Cassian needed before kissing her again, the force of it more powerful and enduring than the Cauldron itself.
It’s more powerful than the dread trove.
Nesta had seemed at its mercy, brought back to herself only by Ariel's list of whoever those people were-clearly people Nesta cared about. Through love, all is possible. Even getting free of death-masks.
I think it’s very likely Elain will find a love more powerful than a mating bond as well.
Some sliver of hope that had shattered today. That Graysen would still love her, still marry her and that love would trump even a mating bond.
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yaralulu · 11 days
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”We want a rejected mates trope !!” who the hell is we 🤨⁉️.I cannot think of something more depressing to read about than two mates rejecting their bond.Especially when one person still longs for the other and has already lost the person they thought was their mate in such a tragic and brutal way.Now their actual mate wants nothing to do with them to the point where they want to reject their mating bond? Fucking ouch.Just something about two people whose literal souls are tied to one another ending up with other people doesn’t really read as romantic to me.
I understand that sjm might want to explore the rejected mates trope but why does lucien have to be the guinea pig?? I cannot think of one character less deserving to go through this trope than lucien.Not just because of his history with jesminda but because he genuinely hasn’t had a moment of peace since the beginning of this series.He does not deserve to have his mate reject him on top of everything else he just doesn’t.I want elain to be happy but if that’s gonna cost my favorite character his happiness and possibly his sanity then i’m allowed to be a little annoyed.
If elain really does reject the bond with lucien I don’t wanna be here to read that scene and I definitely don’t want a lucien pov of that.Can you imagine the fucking anguish and heartbreak of a scene like that yeah no thank youuuu.
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kopfkino-o · 6 months
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So you’re telling me we were given “mates aren’t always right for one another” and “mating bonds can be rejected” and “what if the cauldron is wrong” just to get…
Mates actually always being right for one another. No mating bond ever rejected. And freewill not existing because, whoops sorry, the Cauldron actually does know best and there’s no choice in this world sorry!
NO THANK YOU, MA’AM! I SAID NO THANK YOU.
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nyxreads · 6 months
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So what do you think the next book will be about? We know it will be about Elain, but how do you see it going? What will be the main storylines? I am curious about what everyone is thinking.
Hello anon, sorry this kinda took me long to answer and honestly I am lazy and can't explain articulately what's in my mind but I'm gonna link you to some theories/analysis (based on canon) that I truly loved and agreed on about Elain and her upcoming book:
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The corrupt Cauldron and the mating bond
**HOFAS SPOILERS**
In HOFAS we learn that the Cauldron was corrupted by the Asteri and, oh boy, that has been major cannon fodder for Elriels (which, full transparency, I am one but I'm also not going to judge you for preferring another ship).
I've seen a lot of people on my side of the argument say that the Cauldron being corrupted either lays the groundwork for or proves that the mating bond between Elain and Lucien is fake.
But I disagree.
I think all that information does is confirm to us what Rhys said in ACOWAR about mating bonds being preordained guesswork that matches people who will make the strongest offspring. Makes sense since we learned that said strong offspring were meant to be food for the Asteri.
Personally, I do not believe that the mating bond between Elain and Lucien is fake. If it was, how would Azriel be able to smell it?
We know that the Cauldron loves Elain. My running theory is that in addition to making Elain a Seer, it wanted to "gift" her a mate, so it chose the person she would produce the strongest offspring with in the room.
Rhys and Cass? Taken.
Azriel? Dying.
Tamlin? Crazy.
Lucien? The best possible option.
But just because they would make strong babies doesn't mean they're compatible.
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roselensedeyes · 9 months
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my house of stone, your ivy grows
Hello everyone!
I thought I'd share with you some of my writings, but also as an archive in case ao3 stops working like a couple of weeks ago! You can read it on ao3 here.
This is the first elriel fanfiction I've ever written, criticism is welcomed but please be kind! You can read it under the cut. Enjoy!
Elain Archeron was listening passively to the discussion between her brother-in-law, and the Nigh Court High Lord, Rhysand, and their unexpected visitor.
Well, not entirely unexpected, she had seen her coming a few weeks prior. Perhaps strange was a better word to describe her. The girl, whose name was Bryce Quinlan, had landed a couple of weeks ago on her younger sister’s, Feyre, front lawn, fallen through a portal meant to take her to Hel. Instead, it’d brought her to Prythian.
Elain had seen it a few hours before, while she was baking bread in the Town House she had recently moved into. After the birth of her nephew, Nyx, she’d decided she needed to let them have their own personal space, allow them to grow their bond with their son.
Said nephew was now sitting on her knees, bouncing while looking around with wide, curious eyes. His small fist was in his mouth, and Elain gently took it away. His first teeth would come in soon, Madja had said, which meant he might feel the urge to chew on everything he’d come across. Elain tried to focus back on the conversation taking place before her. In the past days, the Inner Circle and Bryce had tried to put together the pieces of knowledge they possessed, to understand their worlds’ histories and lore. Of what the Asteri—the Daglan, as they were known in Prythian—had been doing throughout the millennia. Of the worlds they had conquered and destroyed, of those people they had used until they had exhausted their purpose. Of what they were planning on doing to Elain’s world again, this time leaving no chances of losing. Of what they were already doing to Bryce’s world, Midgard, and the torture they were putting her mate and brother and loved ones through. Elain suppressed the shudder that threatened to overtake her as she thought of the agony in Bryce’s voice when she explained what the Asteri were most likely doing to her brother and mate in their dungeon, of those flashes she had seen in her vision.
She had never mastered her seer powers, not yet at least.
At first, they reminded her of what was done to her, of those months of suffering and heartache following that fateful day when she was turned into Fae. And that day when her fiancé, the man she thought was her soulmate and who she was going to spend the rest of her life with. But the life she knew had ended the night she and her older sister Nesta were kidnapped, no matter how hard she fought against it. In those months in which she would not, could not leave her room, she pretended all was well, as it was supposed to be. But one look in the mirror, a those pointed ears that replaced her rounded ones, shattered those pretenses. And then the visions came, and that was when she knew nothing would ever be the same again, that she would never go back to being the same person she’d been for her entire life.
So with the help of her family and her two friends, Nuala and Cerridwen, she had tried to find some normalcy in her new life. She’d learned how to grow vegetables and fruit, now that the soil allowed the seeds to grow, she had the shadow twins teach her how to bake and cook, and she’d even found a job to pay back her sister and her husband for all that they had done for her over the years. Helping the elderly by tending their gardens filled her with such sense of fulfillment that she had never thought possible.
Yet, Elain had never tapped into her powers again. At times, images would pop into her mind, but she’d always ignored them, pushing them to the back of her mind. Those visions would bring forward too many things she’d rather not face. Elain knew it also pained her sister Nesta, not being able to help her. That those flashes she’d see would also be a reminder to her of her failure in not protecting her, even though Elain also knew there was nothing Nesta could have done to prevent the attack. To avoid what had happened to them both. They had been betrayed, by Feyre’s captor and his friend, Lucien. Who happened to be Elain’s mate too. Another thing she would rather not face yet.
So Elain had avoided her powers, of the truth they would whisper to her.
Yet when she was baking bread for her family weeks ago and the vision hit her, there was nothing she could have done to block out the images, the sounds of despair and agony that filled her ears. She had heard a woman—a female— with red hair sob as she hugged a male who murmured words of comfort to her, telling her he was going to find her, as another male, who looked eerily similar to Rhysand slipped something in her pockets. And then she saw that same female jump through a portal and land on a front lawn Elain knew well. Her breath had been knocked out of her lungs and she knew that what she had seen was too important to ignore.
Now, Bryce and Rhysand were discussing how to contact the former’s friends in Midgard. Bryce insisted that the information they came about was of great value, that her friends needed to be aware of it to be better prepared while she was stuck in this world. That she needed to tell them, to help them however she could.
Rhysand, on his part, argued that it was too risky to establish contact with the world where the parasites that were trying to conquer and enslave them again resided. That they needed more time to collect insights on how to defeat them before risking opening the gates between their worlds. Elain could understand both points of view.
“I’m telling you, I know a way to communicate with them that does not require opening the gates,” Bryce said in frustration.
The sole fact that Elain could now understand her was a feat on its own. Rhysand and Amren, his second-in-command, had conjured a sort of translation machine, allowing them to talk freely. Bryce used some terms they all didn’t understand, like gun or motorcycle, but they could still communicate and understand the other with little to no issue.
“If only I had brought the bloodsalt with me,” Bryce muttered under her breath. Rhysand stilled and exchanged a look with Amren.
“Bloodsalt?” He asked quietly, too quietly.
The female’s head whipped up. “You know what it is?” Her voice sounded so hopeful.
Elain’s heart squeezed a bit. For her sake, she sent a prayer to the Mother that it meant something positive.
“I’m not sure. The word does remind me of...” Rhys stopped talking, as if he was unsure on what to reveal to that strange, modern female standing before him. Although she had proved to not be deceiving them, it was still hard for them to trust her entirely. Especially for Rhysand, who had a mate, a son, and a Court to think about. “I don’t think it was ever used how you mean it.”
Bryce seemed to deflate a bit at that, but still took a deep breath before explaining how it was used on her planet.
“In Midgard there are… individuals who have been granted a great, yet terrible power. They’re called mystics, and they always work in a set of three. One female, one male, and one who is both. They can see the present—and other worlds.” She swallowed, as if talking about these creatures brought her great pain. “They’re usually born to poor families, and their parents sell them to another person, the Astronomer, he calls himself, and their lives are forfeited for the use of their abilities.” She shook her head, and Elain could feel the shift in the room, the horror everyone must be feeling. “They can travel to other worlds, understand and speak other languages. Thanks to a mind-reading machine, what they witness, what they say with other… people is transcribed and then analyzed by the Astronomer. Bloodsalt helps pinpoint their search.”
Silence had descended on the room. Elain’s blood had turned into ice in her veins. She shifted her focus on the babbling baby sitting on her knees, swiping a hand through his soft hair and pressing a kiss to his temple. She refused to look at anyone else.
“I believe in our world it’s called bloodbane. But nothing of the sorts has ever been attempted, not like how you described it. How does bloodsalt exactly help them?” Rhysand inquired.
Bryce shook her head once more. “I don’t know the logistics of it, not in detail, but what I do know is that the mystics live in a bathtub, filled with water and white salt. I once saw the Astronomer add the bloodsalt and they reached the intended location within seconds.”
Elain had to suppress another shudder.
She felt Rhysand’s gaze on her, and she knew before he even opened his mouth what he was going to say. “Are you sure this won’t open a gate into your world?”
Bryce nodded. “I’m positive. The mystics have been traveling through worlds without opening any gates for centuries.”
“And you’re sure this won’t help the Asteri gain entrance in Prythian.” Rhysand asked as a matter of fact, as though he already know the answer.
“I don’t see why it would.” Bryce replied honestly.
Elain took a deep breath. Rhysand’s next words sounded loud and clear, “Then I think we should attempt it.”
Elain’s gaze landed on her brother-in-law, though she did a quick sweep of the room. She set her shoulders and began to nod when two voices interrupted her. “Absolutely not!” one barked, while the other growled a simple “No.”
She knew who those voices belonged to. Her older sister Nesta, and Azriel, Rhysand’s brother and the male who had rejected her months ago. She ignored both of them, instead kept her eyes on her brother-in-law, who had always encouraged her in her acceptance of her new life and body. She knew he’d come to love her as a sister, which she supposed she was for him. Growing up, Elain had never felt as though she had someone in her corner, silently cheering for her. Yes, Feyre had provided food and shelter for her, and Nesta would fight to the death for her safety, and for that she would always be grateful to her sisters. Yet she had never felt she could be her true self, only the version that would be most convenient to her family. To not be in their way, while they were starving and cold and mocked by people they thought friends. So she’d learned to be what they wanted, needed her to be, and stuck with it until everything she had come to know had changed so radically that she was forced to become another version. This time, she’d chosen something was similar to her true self. She wondered if the day ever came where she was allowed to be completely who she wanted to be, disregarding others’ expectations of her.
“I will do it.” She had never sounded so clear. She was certain of the decision she’d made.
Shadows flickered to the corner on her left, where that deep voice came from. Where Azriel stood. She looked his way, and when she found his stare already on herself, she glanced away. She didn’t have the time for this, not now.
As if he could sense his aunt had agreed to something reckless, Nyx turned around in her laps and grabbed her cheeks, before bursting into tears. Elain hugged him to her, murmuring words of comfort and laying her cheek on his head. She rubbed his tiny back, mindful of his even tinier wings, but his cries turned into sobs. She looked towards Feyre, who got up from the other end of the sofa and took him, soothing her son. Feyre was a great mother, watching her with Nyx always sent a pang through her chest. It reminded her too much of her father, who had always doted on her.
“Are you sure?” Feyre asked her.
Elain looked her in the eyes and nodded, willing the anxiety away. Feyre seemed to asses her, and when she deemed her to be truthful she nodded and turned toward Nesta.
“It’s her choice,” was all she said.
Nesta snarled. “I will not stand by while she’s throwing herself into harm’s way”.
“We cannot forbid her from doing the things she wants to do. She’s her own person. She can make her own choices.” Feyre replied calmly.
“I’m here, you know.” Elain said quietly. Apparently not as quiet as she thought, as several heads turned her way. Elain hunched her shoulders.
“Is anyone going to explain to me what the Hel is going on?” Bryce asked.
“I’m a seer. I can see future events— but I can also see the present.”
Bryce looked stunned, rightly so. They’d agreed not to tell her that she had seen her coming, not until they knew for certain that she was not a threat.
“We’ll work on finding a transcriber, or conjuring one, and then we’ll get you started on it.” Amren nodded to her. Then, she turned to Azriel. “Boy, you will need to retrieve the bloodbane. You know where to find it.”
Azriel’s face was dark, almost hidden in the shadows that swarmed him. It was clear as day he was not happy with this decision. Elain couldn’t phantom why. He had no right to act as though her safety mattered so dearly to him, when he had no qualms with breaking her heart months ago.
So she turned her gaze away from him and got up. She inclined her head toward the High Lord of the Night Court and his second-in-command. “You know where to find me when the time is right.” With that, she breezed past them, plopping a kiss on Nyx’ soft hair, ignoring Nesta’s sounds of protest and the lone shadow following her.
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It took them a week to figure out how to create a transcriber without all the technology available in Midgard. Elain could still remember everyone’s reaction to the device Bryce had brought with herself, which she called smartphone. The males had drawn out their weapons, but the redhead had only rolled her eyes and showed them what it could do. It stored pictures, but it could also make calls and write to the digits stored in the phone, which belonged to friends and family members and anyone who you shared your own number with.
Her mind couldn’t wrap around it. Elain had always thought Velaris was the most magical, advanced place she’d ever been in, yet the single proof Bryce had brought with her made her wonder if such progress could be had in her world too.
Elain was sitting in the garden of the Town House, basking in the sun after a long day of tending to the flowers and vegetables. She felt something poke her shoulder, and she cracked an eye open to see a shadow in the process of curling itself around her arm. She smiled slightly, before raising her head and searching for its owner, for if the shadow was here, it meant Azriel had to be near.
Sure enough, he was leaning against the backdoor, silently watching her. She felt her cheeks grow warm and hated herself for it, for showing him that her feelings had not changed since that fateful Solstice night. She had no doubts he could hear her heartbeat picking up, or smell her nervousness.
He moved to her, his steps silent.
She swallowed, hard, but remained seated. Until he was standing directly in front of her and she had to crane her neck to look him in the face.
She made to stand, but he gripped her hand with the preternaturally speed of Faes and helped her up. Elain knew her blush had deepened. The last time they had touched they had almost kissed.
She forced the painful reminder away, and looked him in the eyes.
“Rhys has sent me to summon you. They’re ready,” Azriel’s voice was tight, telling her he had still not come around to this plan.
Her heart started beating faster for another reason this time, anxiety pouring over her like ice. She had volunteered for this, but she wasn’t foolish enough to pretend she wasn’t about to do the most dangerous thing she’d ever done in her life.
“I see,” she said, lamely. She shook her head and took a deep breath, and nodded. “Alright, I’m ready. Take me to him.”
Azriel scanned her face, searching for anything that told him she was rethinking the whole thing. But he wasn’t going to. Despite her unease, she was going through with it. The disappointed look on his face told her he’d read that on her face, too.
She had avoided her powers for so long, but she no longer could. It was now a matter of life or death, quite literally. Bryce’s friends needed to know what threat they were facing, but they needed to be told so they could help Elain’s family and world too. So many things had changed in her life so quickly, she was not ready for yet another change. She would not allow it. With that newfound conviction, she draped her arms around Azriel’s neck. He stilled, his shadows peeking from his shoulders. She smiled at them, right as Azriel scooped her up and began their flight to the House of Wind, where the Inner Circle and Bryce were waiting for them.
They arrived shortly after, and Elain’s breath caught as her eyes took in the large bathtub standing in front of her.
She had not taken that into account. How she would feel to submerge herself under the water, so similar to how she had been forced under it to turn her into Fae. Her baths since that day had been fast, and she had never gone underwater with her head.
Azriel stiffened at her side, his hand inching toward hers. As if he might offer her that kind of comfort. She almost caved in, but Amren’s curt voice made her forget about all that. “Come here, girl. Bryce will explain to you what will happen.”
Elain nodded, but her gaze remained fixed on that bathtub.
She took a step forward.
She almost turned around and fled.
No, she refused to let that fear win.
Her mind threatened to replay her those moments in which she was forever changed, but she forced them away.
She took a deep breath, and another, and another.
She could feel everyone’s eyes on her, but she ignored them and forced a foot in front of the other, then did the same again.
And again, and again, and again.
Until she had covered the distance to the bathtub.
Her head was roaring with panic, her hands shaking and clammy.
“I don’t know how well this will work. As I said, there’s usually a set of three. You’re only one,” Bryce cautioned. “You will need to wear this mask,” Bryce said, handing her a carefully crafted mask. “And go all the way under the water. I will add the bloodsalt— or bloodbane, however you want to call it. It should take you to my world.” Bryce said, her voice breaking.
“If we see you’re struggling or not being able to reach them, we’ll get you out,” Azriel said, his voice too soft. From the look on Rhys’ face, Elain knew it wasn’t part of the plan. Still, her traitorous heart squeezed at his words. She put on the mask, it not being too constrictive.
Elain looked at her family, their anxious but supportive gazes telling her she was making the right decision, and finally glanced at Azriel. He had a dark look on his face, his jaw clenched tight, but when their eyes made contact it softened. The corners of his mouth tipped up, his smile tight, yet the pressure on her chest lessened, as though a weight had been lifted from it.
She went into the bathtub still looking at him.
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At first, she couldn’t see anything.
She could hear the sound of the water, yet everything was as black as the bottom of the bathtub. She tried to relax her muscles, to trick her mind into thinking nothing was amiss. If Nesta had battled her fears, then so could she.
Slowly, Elain started seeing things better.
She was floating in a starry sky. So many stars and so many… worlds. She was seeing worlds!
Excitement threatened to burst over, but she did her best to contain it.
A strange sensation spilled over her skin, and she realized they must have put the bloodbane in the water.
Suddenly, she was being propelled forward, spinning so fast she became dizzy. She struggled against this invisible force, but just as it had begun, it stopped. She took a few moments to make sure the contents of her stomach wouldn’t spill over, and then opened her eyes that she did not remember closing.
Dark eyes were staring right into hers.
Elain suppressed a scream, her heart beating loudly.
She saw that those eyes belonged on gaunt, pale skin, framed by chestnut-brown hair. A female.
“Who-Who are you?” Elain asked, stumbling over her words.
“I’m a mystic,” the female simply said. Elain could have cried from joy. She could understand her, and the mystic could understand her.
Elain tried again. “What’s your name?”
The female blinked. “Who asks?”
Elain tried to assess the risks of revealing her name. But before she could come to a decision, the mystic spoke again. “You’ve never done this before, have you?”
Her voice didn’t sound mocking, only curious. Still, Elain blushed deeply. “I haven’t, no. I didn’t know I could do this. I’m only a seer, where I come from.”
When the mystic didn’t say anything, Elain said, “I need to send a warning to someone. To a certain Ithan Holstrom.” That was the name Bryce had given her.
The female seemed to freeze. Elain gasped. “You know him.”
The mystic assessed her, and then gave a tiny nod Elain might have missed if she hadn’t been looking for it.
“Tell him his friend, Bryce, has landed in the world I come from— we call it Prythian, but in your world it might have a different name.” She relayed all the necessary information in a succinct way, the female paling even more with each word she pronounced.
“Tell Bryce that he’s listening right now, that we’ll try whatever we can to help her from here.”
“Elain nodded. “I will.” She promised.
“Well, I better—” The mystic’s voice suddenly cut off, and her eyes started rolling in the back of her head, her body thrashing. Elain screamed then. Then a cruel, cold face came between them, a sinister smile painting it.
Elain’s breath was stolen from her lungs.
She needed to go back, back back.
She made to float away, but a freezing hand grabbed her wrist. It was squeezing her to the point of pain, and she tried to shake it off but his grip would not budge. Her thrashing became frantic, desperate to get away from this—this—
“Tell Bryce Quinlan that we’re coming for her. And that there’s nothing she can do to stop us,” said the deceivingly soft voice.
It was an Asteri. A Daglan.
Agitation overtook her and tried to break free from the grip of this parasite, but instead it squeezed harder, making it impossible for her to break free from it.
She started sobbing, and she tried to scream, but she couldn’t.
No matter how hard she tried, her lungs would not suck in any air.
She needed to get out, out, out of here—
She couldn’t breathe anymore, and black spots appeared in her line of vision.
She was crying as she started losing consciousness.
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Elain opened her eyes again as she was being lifted by strong arms.
Blinding light made them close again.
She could hear raised voices, though she couldn’t make out what they were saying.
She took in a big gasp of air, savoring every moment of it.
Her wet clothes clung to her, her hair matted against the sides of her face. Someone was passing a hand through it, freeing her face. The feel of the air against her skin was the most beautiful feeling she’d ever had.
Soft lips pressed to her temple, leaving kisses and soothing words against it.
She took another steadying breath and opened her eyes again.
This time, the light wasn’t nearly as painful, and she managed to keep them open.
The first thing she saw was Cassian, her sister Nesta’s mate. She had on a worried face, and let out a small sigh of relief at seeing her sister breathe and alert. Her reaction seemed to lessen her other sister’s, Feyre, panic too, whose shoulders slumped as she leaned against her mate, Rhysand.
She couldn’t see Amren or Bryce, but she knew for certain the male holding her was Azriel.
“I’m fine,” she let out, her voice breathy, yet Azriel didn’t let her go.
No, he held her tighter to him.
He murmured something again, and this time she could make out “you’re alright you’re alright you’re alright” as though the words were a prayer.
She laid a hand on his big arm, and he laid his head on hers.
Her heart gave a squeeze.
Elain realized then that he needed to know she was okay. That nothing had befallen her.
So she caressed his arm, and nuzzled his cheek.
He gave a sigh of contentment.
She smiled.
“I’m fine, Azriel.” She said again, and this time he seemed to hear her. Still, he didn’t move.
She tried to shift, to catch his eyes, but he wouldn’t let her move, his hands gripping her waist as though she might disappear if he let go of her.
So she repeated, again and again, those three words, until at last he seemed to come back to the present and she was able to turn in his arms.
Elain pressed a kiss to his left cheek, then another on the other, and then met his eyes. And held onto them to convey that she was thoroughly alright.
He nodded, and shifted his gaze on Rhysand.
But it wasn’t the latter who spoke.
“Holy shit, you’re mates,” was all Bryce said.
Elain’s eyes widened as they landed on the redhead, but something in her chest shifted, a sense of rightness settling over her for the first time, and she could swear she heard a voice sing in her ear, finally, things are right.
Nothing had ever made more sense to her than those words.
With a smile, Elain leaned back against the chest of her mate.
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acourtofthought · 6 months
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Maybe the idea that 3 brothers with 3 sisters isn't cliche. I've seen the argument that it's never been done before so how can it be cliche and that's valid.
Do you know why it's never been done before though?
Because that would be cheesy and ridiculous. It's like the too picture perfect setup at the start of the Barbie movie, where everyone is together all the time, morning, noon, and night and everyone is waving good morning because they live so very close to their BFFs.
Feyre, Nesta, and Elain all having the picture perfect setup where the three sisters are with the three brothers, where they all live in the same town, where they all work for the same "company", and where they all regularly dine together is just weird. That's keeping it in the family a bit too much.
Sure, maybe mates ending up together is "cliche" but there's a reason for that (also, can't all romance books technically be considered "cliche"?).
I've added just a few links to demonstrate the very large selection that exists (lists that are far from all inclusive).
Fated Mates is a smart choice for authors because the trope is loved and money talks.
And for anyone who says Elucien's are delusional for thinking Elain and Lucien will end up together, it's clear that SJM as a Fated Mates author did a good job of not making her story too predictable. She's put enough doubt into certain readers mind that an Elucien story would be exciting (not cliche) because some claim it's an impossibility.
Fated Mates authors don't seem to have shame in the moniker so I'm not sure what good it does to a certain sides of the fandom to insult them for a trope they've built their name on.
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lainalit · 13 days
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Sarah could do the funniest thing and make one of eluciens kids with one of gwynriels kids mates
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starsreminisce · 7 months
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In case you've forgotten, Feyre was killed when Rhysand sensed that she was his Mate.
Elain's bond would have snapped with Azriel regardless of his condition at the time.
Yet, it still snapped with Lucien instead, just as Rhysand's did when Feyre was reborn as a fae.
However, I can't help but consider the fact that Azriel prioritizing the protection of Mor over Elain was perhaps the clearest indicator that he was never truly meant to be Elain's mate from the start.
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Yes Elriel is so Healthy and full of passion when Azriel hasn't thought beyond his sexual fantasies ( he masturbated to headache powder 🤮 ) . You want Elain to be with a guy who thinks of her as only the third sister and doesn't even think about the consequences of Luciens Death On Elain ? Have you forgotten the part that Said mates would mad if their other half died ? And please don't start on the cauldron made them fake mates bullshit , the cauldron doesn't decide mates the Mother does 🙄
Thank you for your short rant and for being interested enough in my thoughts and opinion to warrant me with an Ask 😊
I don't really know which of my posts this directly pertains to, so I will just assume it's because I'm generally pro-Elriel. I do like Lucien as a character though, I just simply don't ship him with Elain.
Knowing myself, this will end up longer than intended since this did spark a bit of reflection for me, so I will try to stay as relevant and short as I possibly can 😅 So, to actually answer your Ask...
1. Ehm, it's not the headache powder he's masturbating to 😆 It's who gave it and what it might imply: that Elain sees him too, as well as the hope and possibilities of her liking him back after him being in love with someone else for 500 years who never returned his feelings. Hopefully, you've had the experience of fantasizing about a crush sometime? Sometimes feelings can be so consuming that one's fantasies simply strays to the explicit. We wouldn't have the ACOTAR books if it wasn't for those kind of fantasies. Also, in no way do I find Elriel "full of passion" since they haven't even got a chance to act on said passion - which is why Azriel chooses to please himself through thoughts of her instead of actually going down to a pleasure hall and a series of other women and the consequences of that... Which for you is more healthy? Are we going to ignore the times Nesta and Cassian masturbated to the thought of each other too? I don't even want to go down the path of what Nesta did in the start of her story (nor about her very particular "daydream" at that) because she thought she didn't deserve Cassian... Though I think it's what led to Nesta and Az having such a great understanding of each other too, btw 😊
2. I think Azriel knows of the consequences of what will happen (he should at least be old enough to know lol) which is why he's trying to avoid Elain and acting on his feelings for her. He knows what a mating bond implies. But he's questioning why he didn't get the third sister because he's clearly feeling a sort of pull towards that third sister specifically (not necessarily implying a bond here). He just hasn't planned for what will happen if Elain actually acts on/chooses him, because he doesn't think she will and because he doesn't think he deserves her. I don't think he'd ever kill Lucien just because; but what I think he asserts is that if it were to come to it, he would have the right to defend himself, Elain's choice, and be the one to walk away from it (remember Az vs Eris+Beron at the HL meeting and who overpowered who? + Feyre musing about Lucien in comparison to the Illyrians?) so it's not Lucien he's worried about. I'd think he'd even let Lucien win just to avoid whatever it might cause Elain and because he has enough self-loathing and insecurities for it. But I reeeeeally doubt it will come to that, since it doesn't feel like Lucien's too desperate or to keen on keeping the bond either. I mean, I can see him being upset, but he seems to feel equally "shackled" in the situation since he "can't even stand to be in the same room as her for more than two minutes" (ACOFAS ch. 18). From what Lucien's shown, he's been respectful enough about the distance between him and Elain, so I think, especially considering the connection of this plot to what his mother went through, he'd be respectful of what Elain chooses too - even if the hurt or bond might affect them both for the rest of their lives. I think he'd want true love for himself too, and not just a bond "that sometimes picks poorly[...] and is nothing more than some pre-ordained guesswork as to who will provide the strongest off-spring[...] not an indication of true, paired souls.". Also, they haven't even accepted the bond, so it's not really like Feysand level yet, and I'm not completely sure how that would affect one if the other were to die... I mean, Lucien hasn't even reacted or mentioned anything about what it felt like when Elain was taken... But someone else did 👀 I do hope that's explored in the next book somehow.
3. Ehhm... Well... Azriel questioned the Cauldron, not the Mother. Also to quote Rhys in ACOWAR Ch. 24: "Many mated pairs will try to make it work believing the Cauldron selected them for a reason". So it is the Cauldron being questioned here - and guess what CC3 confirmed 👀. I don't think Elain and Lucien are fake mates, but I'm open to the theories about it. I don't even want Elain and Azriel to be mates. I just like them together because their feelings have had a chance to grow more organically, so it feels more natural for Elain to choose him, and that Az will finally get chosen after all that he's been through (Mor + his family + the things he did for Elain etc.). To me, he's worthy. If she chooses Lucien, then I need a really good set-up for it - one that's even better than what Elriel already has imo. And most importantly, one without her losing her agency. I actually want Elain to choose to explore her bond with Lucien, just to see what it's like and what could be since it will create more angst 😆. I think she's slowly but steadily moving on from the Cauldron incident, enough to forgive him even though it wasn't directly his fault. But I don't think it too necessary, since I wouldn't want to be forced to interact, settle, or love someone I simply don't want to be with. I've personally been in that situation too many times. Love can surely grow, but it cannot be forced if it isn't there to begin with, whether or not you already have your heart set on someone else.
Lucien wants and deserves someone who (to quote himself from ACOWAR Ch. 24:) readily loves him "without question, without hesitation" and who will choose him back. Just like Jesminda did - despite the implications and consequences, and it was why he'd loved her. I want to see Lucien with someone who's a bit more like what he himself seem to prefer prior to the bond that "was thrown at him" - the kind of people he's consistently got along and chosen to be with. Elain is too polite and soft for him and he's known for liking people who snaps back, who teases and taunts him - like Feyre, who he got close to because she never balked from him nor from doing just that... And Vassa sounds similar to Jesminda in spirit (wild and free etc.) and he's actively choosing to live with her... Maybe Elain has some of those traits in her too, she seems to be growing some claws after all. But does she have to change herself just to fit into his type just because of their bond; or can she continue to stay in her essence with someone who already likes her for her even without a bond?
I do think Elain and Lucien can at least be friends and have a great understanding - they've both been dragged through everything after all (Elain with her sisters, Lucien with Tamlin, and both by the baddies obvi) and just tried to make the best out of everything despite both not being the most useful of people early in their stories, and both trying to rectify themselves. So they have that in common at least... And I think that's left room for the growth and healing that Sarah's pertained to and that they'll have to face and address in the upcoming book(s). So whether it is about Elain or Lucien, I believe it will be about Choice, and what they both equally want and deserve. Which I think is True Love - despite any bonds.
I feel like this has gotten absolutely too long, so I'll stop here 😵‍💫😅 I hope my answers suffices your questions 😊
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Chapter 20 - Lovers in the Daylight
A Court of Blooms and Blades (47539 words) by antipinkkitten Chapters: 20/50 Fandom: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, Crescent City Series - Sarah J. Maas, Throne of Glass Series - Sarah J. Maas Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Elain Archeron/Lucien Vanserra, Elain Archeron/Azriel, Feyre Archeron/Rhysand, Nesta Archeron/Cassian, Azriel/Gwyneth Berdara Characters: Elain Archeron, Lucien Vanserra, Azriel (A Court of Thorns and Roses), Rhysand (A Court of Thorns and Roses), Feyre Archeron, Gwyneth Berdara Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Love Triangle, Rejection, Eventual Smut, POV Multiple Summary: Taking place around and after the events of A Court of Silver Flames, into HOFAS and forward - Elain is coping with feelings of rejection, her own self-worth, her place in her family and world - all while dealing with those in her vicinity impacting her life and choices. This is a multiple POV fanfic, which is my take on what I think ACOTAR6 will be. This is my first fanfic in nearly 20 years, so let me know your thoughts!
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“I belong to no one, but my heart belongs to you.”
Elain wants a deep, true love with someone where she is seen, understood, heard, valued. She does not want to be owned. She wants a love who can hear her heart beating, who takes the time to really see her, not because they were forced together, but because that person chose to see her. Chose to listen. Deeply understands her. She values these things OVER fated or preordained soulmates. (Feyre even admits she won’t give Lucy any hope because she suspects Elain might still try to find a way to be with Grayson, despite the bond. Canonically, she will find a way to be with who she wants to be with, despite a bond. )
And, quite frankly, after a life of living in Nesta’s shadow, she deserves to stand on her own and make her own decisions. She deserves to be seen and understood.
Her story is going to revolve around choice, autonomy, hope, deep and tender love, and quiet strength. And I cannot wait for it.
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nikethestatue · 1 year
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An interesting observation: most Gwynriels are deeply obsessed with the mate bond.
There are endless headcanons about the bond--it snapped in Sangravah. It snapped and Gwyn felt it, but asked Rhys of all people to break into Azriel's head and not have him feel/know it, until she is 'ready'. The shadows feel the bond! The glowing image is the bond. Let's go through ALL the books and see if we can find wording that is similar, so we can all collectively yell 'look, it's a bond!'
Elriels, on the other hand, don't care about the bond. They don't look for 'mate bond' verbiage. While there are a ton of examples in the books about Azriel acting like a mate and displaying mate-like behaviours, it's not something that Elriels fixate on. Many actively do not WANT Elriel to be bonded. Many hope that if there is a bond, it's something meaningful, like carranam, and not just another bond.
Why?
Because without the bond, Gwynriel has no foundation at all. There is no meaning to a relationship like that. There is no common ground, no feelings, no attraction, no touches or shy glances, no sacrificial actions, nothing. But the bond 'sanctions' Gwynriel. Deep down, most know that there is in Gwynriel. That the whole ship is based on headcanons and TikToks. That there is no buildup of any kind in the book. That the entire bonus chapter revolves around Azriel and Elain and their desire for each other. That no matter how much time Azriel spent in training, every scene of his basically revolves around Elain. 
If there is a bond, Gwyn miraculously becomes 'ready'. The bond divinely sanctions a sexual relationship too, so there is n't the pesky matter of her not being ready to deal with her trauma and her recovery. 
If there is a bond, then there isn't the pesky Elain to deal with. Azriel miraculously falls out of love with her, and falls in love with Gwyn. Elain sort of ... disappears, and no one needs to deal with Azriel's feelings towards her, because of course the BOND!
Elriels though, think that the bond might be an unnecessary icing on the cake. Why? Because Elain and Azriel already love each other. They don't need a bond to confirm or affirm their relationship, their attraction, their yearning for each other. A bond isn't needed to show that despite her being mated to Lucien, Elain only wants Azriel. And Azriel only cares for Elain. Worries about her. He wants her for her. He needs her. He dreams of her. He desires only her.
Elain will marry for love and beauty. A love that trumps any bond.
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