#embracing my sexuality

[lastoneout]

Any pain I have from seeing youtubers I liked ruined is healed by seeing my favorite bisexual youtuber VerilyBitchie shouted out fr if you're bi(and even if you're not) you should watch their stuff it's fantastic!

#hbomberguy #I say if you're bi bcs seeing a bi person make content like that is SO validating and it helped me embrace my sexuality #in ways I never had been able to before

[holysaintscathedral]

To be honest, part of the reason I've been able to heal from my religious trauma is because of kink and being able to approach religious subjects through that outlet without getting deeply fucking triggered. The anti-kink/BDSM and sex negative crowds can die mad about it for all I care

#hierophilia #priest kink #religious trauma #sorry not sorry sexuality and embracing that can be healing and freeing for many #i know myself well enough and what my triggers are and kinky rp involving priests and religious themes is NOT one of them #pro kink

[miss-mossball]

Herz Fashion notes

#kingdom of herz #herz lore #princess rose #my ocs #what were my tags for herz? i dont know #sorry for the word vomit everywhere hope its legible =v=; #' x ' <( #i wanted to do more fashion faux....paws.... whats it called #but i am tired and maybe another time #obviously wearing trousers for a lady isnt acceptable #a skirt above the knees too #im wondering what is considered sexually deviant and perhaps seeing a lady's ears are bc theyre a sensitive area n theyre otherwise covered #by the french hood thing #which i just thought was sneat #rose knows shes sexualized so she embraces that but also wears her clothes lime armor #but also toes the line on being a proper princess so she stays agreeable to most

[thesunlikehoney]

my most offensive and controversial star wars opinion is that every single clone/jedi ship is the exact same degree of Problematic

#“but ahsoka is a teenager!” if you can ignore the codywan age gap you can ignore the rexsoka age gap i promise #“but anakin is evil!!” if you can ignore the commanding officer aspect you can ignore the evil sith aspect i promise #like #if you can suspend your disbelief long enough to positively engage with a scenario where a jedi #any jedi #gets into a romantic/sexual relationship with someone they hold massive amounts of power over #literal power over life and death #then i think #i think you can also suspend disbelief in some other areas #or at least extend some courtesy to people who chose to do so #my ability to suspend my disbelief is directly proportional to the quality of art and fic i am presented with #and yeah if a fictional relationship makes you uncomfortable to engage with then avoid it #but also. “this would be good and healthy in real life” and “this is fun to explore in fiction” are not. the same. #accept that your favorite ship is a little fucked up #or do one better #embrace that your favorite ship is a little fucked up

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

Me: wah wah I’m a lonely lesbian. Wah wah.

Me 2 seconds later: boobs and hairy pussy 👀👀👀👀👀👀

#I’m multifaceted #I can be sad over my sexuality and embrace it at the same time

[butchdykekondraki]

tumblr scp fandom be normal about dr rights challenge (FAIL) (FAIL) (FAIL) (FAIL) (FA

#[ren] #sorry i saw a bad take #ohh my fucking godddd. everyone be normal about women who embrace their sexuality NOW. #<- and be normal about women who are. just. like. generally kind. NOW.

[munamania]

i won’t apologize for being a hater. seeing comments on chappell roans posts about being too hypersexual and needing to dial it down (mmm dial what down. say it very explicitly to me. what is making you uncomfortable in your own very clear words) and directly contrasting it with renee rapp just made me not like that girl even more i’m sorry! maybe she should try not being an annoying blonde bi girl who only seems to hang out with other blonde bi girls making mediocre pop. whoops

#is my opinion on her subject to change sure maybe and if you like her by all means don’t let me being mean take that away from you #but that was just. the quiet part out loud. renee is accessible and still not so visibly overtly queer but enough to be like #Tehe girls are sooo pretty #and um cater to that sort of crowd. chappell you have to love and celebrate and embrace queerness wholeheartedly #it’s making me sooooo mad like chappells music is so representative of the fun flirty ways EYE like to express myself #and has made me feel comfortable in that literal sexuality part of my sexuality. and ur gonna sit here and put her down in favor of… #i can’t like i can’t i’m sorry i want to watch that show and you know how much i want to support women and queer women specifically #so yeah again i’d keep my mouth shut in the general public but that fucking brand of sapphic queer Will Not Say The Word Lesbian vibe of #person. i can’t stand you. #you are a traitor to dykes everywhere and you need to do a lot of work. not saying that’s all her fans but WHATEVER i’m not qualifying my #stupid complaining right now it’s my blog #abby talks #this is giving smith college problem and i accept that #and general blanket apology for comparing two queer things when u know there r so many more serious issues in the world #however i’m here to complain about whatever the hell is annoying me. so.

[navysealt4t]

one of the biggest critiques i have about the hunchback of notre dame musical is that after someday esmeralda and phoebus just aggressively make out . like. NO. WHY. WHY IS THAT NECESSARY ?

#i guess in the original they r more. passionate ? sexual? idk #but in the show i’m in they’re rlly soft and sweet and just embrace and cry together and it’s so emotional #it’s so important to me. the theater is so quiet i can see ppl cry in the front row #it’s amazing #ngl our phoebus is rlly different from the og. but i love him ok #hunchback is like the best musical i’ve seen done in my town :] #blue’s theatre

[aeide-thea]

oh right i forgot the real reason i stopped listening to broadway clips was that i've got this whole enormous miserable knot in my chest abt having been too socially anxious to do anything with my once-upon-a-time-very-gorgeous voice once i got spat out of the safe little nest of my high school, and like, most of the time i forget that knot even exists, but when i listen to the sort of music i used to be part of making (proper opera but also showtunes) it's like. this whole fast-forward feelings journey thru 'oh right that didn't actually go away, it's still right there in my throat, just calcified' to 'oh okay we tugged the loose end and it's unraveling and actually it was keeping contained a whole rush of tears like aeolus' bag of winds in the odyssey…'

#like i decline 2 actually cry abt it but. sure am on the verge of it lmao. thick sore throat and all #i always forget that when i'm actually happy i sing to myself. it's been a long time since i did that #i mean also a big problem with voice was like. the gender thing #conveniently being a mezzo is ALSO a gender thing which did more work for me than i realized but #was listening to a jeremy jordan medley ft. on the street where you live from my fair lady and had a sudden flashback #to the year i was like 'what if i sang that for our musical theater showcase' and my voice teacher was like. noooo not a Boy Song 4 Girl U! #but i used to sing that to myself all the time. also‚ hilariously‚ the girl that i marry from annie get yr gun #which is just like. literally i still thought i was a straight girl tho. the sheer level of doublethink this required. #what was happening in my brain. #(i mean obviously what was happening in my brain was that like. i knew the limits of acceptability) #(and so i couldn't know anything else abt myself.) #(like i've said this before but i do strongly wonder what else my brain isn't allowing me to know bc i still live with my dad) #(which is like. SO dumb bc honestly i'm not sure there's anything i could do that he'd kick me out/disown me over) #(certainly not anything sexuality or even gender related idt) #(but it's like. i know where the discomfort line is and emotionally i just. can't bear to exile myself out beyond it!) #(even if my doing so might eventually shift the line out to where it embraced me again!) #(sometimes learning yr own deep unacceptability in childhood 4 adhd reasons) #(and also 'yr mother is so depressed nothing you do will ever please her. have fun trying tho!!' reasons) #(makes you just. totally incapable of deliberately rendering yrself less acceptable as an adult even when it would be good for you) #(anyway like. thinking back to the K in old home videos who was like. confident that they were an engaging delight) #(and like. what a charming jeremy jordan of a performer they could have made.) #(if only my whole upbringing hadn't then happened to me and crushed all the unacceptable self-expression out of me.) #anyway. shh don't look at me it's fine! it's all fine. 🫥🫥🫥 #formative #feelingsblogging