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feehippielove · 1 year

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Regardless of who doesn't want my unhinged ass:

🖤🤍I want me and I'm more than enough 🖤🤍

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crystalbaby12 · 8 months

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Fair warning that imma be an emotional little bitch today. That is all.

#imma be in my feelers #emotional day #gonna have a good cry or two or three...#lol #watch how you speak to me #just shhhh #wish he were still here so i could make him a cake and dinner #emotional bitch incoming

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leaveherwildliketheflowers · 2 years

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There were a lot of emotions today. I feel like I need to ackowledge them all, because though they are conflicting in some ways they are all equally important.

My baby is safe and healthy. We made it past the point of my last miscarriage, and are only 2 weeks from clearing the first trimester. That's a huge win.

Seeing my little one squirm around so much that my OB struggled to measure her is still making me beam. I am head over heels in love. I am still scared, but feeling much more hopeful and able to connect with the pregnancy a little more.

We all shed tears of joy seeing the baby today, even my OB. It was really a special moment.

While sitting in my OB's office I got the alert that Roe v. Wade was overturned. My heart sank. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm scared, not just for me and my reproductive health but for all of my friends and family and every woman in this country. Today was a huge step back for women's rights. The decision made by the Supreme Court today will result on significant trauma for women and families. It's unjust, immoral and sickening.

I unintentionally saw my weight today on my paperwork and wasn't massively triggered. It's at a really good spot and lower than I thought it would be, but I actually feel really indifferent to it. That's a huge win and a HUGE FU to my ED brain.

Today is the first day I have felt truly grounded in weeks. Maybe months even. I feel like I can exist in this life and everything will be ok. Being here is tolerable.

Today was both beautiful and dark. We had the highest highs and some big lows. Meaningful progress was made in some really important areas, while massive setbacks took place in others. This is life. It's messy. I'm still struggling with how to balance the intense contradiction of emotion, but I'm starting to see these can co-exist. I can be happy and excited for the positives in my personal life and feel sad and defeated about these political tragedies. What I know for sure is I'm not done fighting this, and in the meantime I will do everything I can to make sure that the people I love have access to the healthcare they need.

#personal #emotional day #roe v wade #abortion is healthcare #pregnancy #first trimester #triple rainbow baby #pregnancy after losses

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contentwithit · 1 year

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Results after colonoscopy.

No active desease.

That is good news, but it also brings up, why the eff do I feel so shitty.

I just had myself a littler pity party and broke down quietly in the kitchen. I'm not happy, I'm not healthy, so I gotta change something

I'm going to experiment with changing my diet. I'm going to need to do it myself, my biggest road block is how busy my life is. Im tired all the time, I have a two year old who struggles with sleep, and girlfriend who works nights, a house that's too small. A kitchen that only I seem to clean nevermind the rest of the house, coming home from work to a dirty kitchen and a kid who needs to eat is a struggle. I usually grab a snack then get cleaning so I can make something that seems like a meal for the child.

Keto is all the rage, a few people I know have tried it with good results. I lean more toward vegetarianism which will probably be my first step in trying stuff as it's fairly easy to avoid meat and I don't really care about anything I put in my mouth anyway.

#crohnie #spoonie #crohn's disease #ibd #crohns #mental health #life update #flare day #colonoscopy #medical tests #test results #emotional day

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jaggedjawjosh · 2 months

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the-gayest-sky-kid · 4 months

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god i love my friends. shout out to people who love their friends. this is a post for friend lovers

#sorry i thought too hard about everything and got weirdly emotional like hgoly shit #i talk to people here every day and we know stuff about each other and shit and we exchange ideas and waaa #we're like all basically penpals but better #im realizing how revolutionary this is. like had we all been born earlier we never would have met #and even if we did we'd have to talk through letters with weeks if not months in between responses #can you imagine that #every day instead i literally wake up and my friends are there #insane #i love having friends

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inkskinned · 7 months

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what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?

i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?

a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?

in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.

girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.

there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.

for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.

something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.

is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.

most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."

a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.

#warm up #writeblr #this one has bothered me for a bit #any time a woman does something even passingly annoying we treat it like a fucking crime #hey man. women are allowed to be annoying. everyone forever is allowed to be passingly annoying #as long as they aren't hurting anyone/thing #like u wanna know something? i find it super annoying that men don't wear seatbelts #why arent there thousands of comments on driving videos thats just like : men try not to die in a car crash challenge #''this briefly annoyed me''. okay??????? AND????????????????? go get ur self a cookie and calm down about it #ur not entitled to control other ppl's experiences and emotions just so u can maintain ur own peace #if being briefly annoyed ruins ur whole day! you! need! therapy!!!!#men try not to become immediately angry about nothing challenge: level impossible #ps author is nonbinary. we didn't even get into the gender presentation thing #the fact men think it's SEXY that my voice is on the lower end....

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the-most-sublime-fool · 6 months

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Then, too, at sea—to use a homely but expressive phrase—you miss a man so much. A dozen men are shut up together in a little bark, upon the wide, wide sea, and for months and months see no forms and hear no voices but their own, and one is taken suddenly from among them, and they miss him at every turn. It is like losing a limb. There are no new faces or new scenes to fill up the gap. There is always an empty berth in the forecastle, and one man wanting when the small night watch is mustered. There is one less to take up the wheel, and one less to lay out with you upon the yard. You miss his form, and the sound of his voice, for habit had made them almost necessary to you, and each of your senses feels the loss.

—a sailor's diary entry, on losing a shipmate, ca. 1834 (from Two Years Before the Mast by Richard Henry Dana Jr.)

#he also started the entry for that day by saying 'this was a black day in our calendar'#sorry but i'm even more emotional about this after watching ofmd someone please appreciate #this is an actual entry in a real sailor's diary about really losing one of his shipmates #two years before the mast #richard henry dana jr.#quotes #nautical #the sea #nautical history #ofmd #our flag means death

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kipper-face-penny-bottle · 24 days

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I love that Adaine goes, “Oh, she’s STUPID” whenever an NPC has an off moment when her best friends are:

-a guy who tried to fight hardened pirates with the members of his dad’s pyramid scheme

-a girl who tried to ribbon dance down a tower

-a guy who got tattoos of incomplete anagrams because he thought they were clues

-a guy who thought every stranger was his dad

-Hilda Hilda

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feehippielove · 2 years

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I played in the rain - I splashed, jumped and kicked in every puddle (muddy and non). I had a few bits of the tree in my hair because I also shook the branches to make more rain 💙

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stuckinapril · 3 months

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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artistmarchalius · 4 months

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Give Floyd a service bat/emotional support bat!

#trolls band together #dreamworks trolls #trolls Floyd #barb trolls #trolls fanart #trolls comic #trolls 3 #tbt #Floyd trolls #trolls barb #trolls world tour #disabled floyd #dumb trolls thought of the day: give Floyd a service bat/emotional support bat #haven’t decided on a name yet

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contentwithit · 3 months

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I'm having a rough go. Yesterday was just awful then I got home and my bumper was destroyed by someone who didn't leave their insurance. So that's going to be a minimum of $1000 I didn't have. I was doing really good lately with avoiding eating out and trying to only spend what I can. No video games no big lunches out, I did have lunch out yesterday though because I was just so stressed McDonald's was comforting.

Today I had labs to do, they sent me a cal protection kit but it was all in German. And it's got an app to do and I just tried for 20 minutes then threw it out. Frustrated.

I had a free coffee coupon so I went and got a free coffee as I was waiting for it I just started crying because I felt like I've made all the wrong choices in life. I'm with a partner that can't stand me and I somehow keep trying. I have a daughter that's amazing but so sheltered we never get out. I know parents never feel like they're doing enough. I just feel like I'm drowning.

#lab tests #crohnie #spoonie #crohn's disease #ibd #mental health #crohns #life update #relationship #emotional day #internal sad #sad panda

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heavenlyyshecomes · 5 months

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