#emotional on main again like im fifteen or smth

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the way i get sappy & warm over basic courtesy is a little pathetic yes but also it’s kind of amazing to feel so loved over small things like that. worth it i think.

#naur it makes me stupid sometimes cuz someone will do the bare minimum for me and id like die for them #but as long as i keep that in check yknow. its very nice to feel so loved so easily. #anyway two of my boys wanted to hang out together w me today and i couldnt go cuz school things #& they were like aight thats fine we get it #then one of them messaged me like hey. you doing okay? cuz we did some stuff last night & he knew i was nervous abt it #& i was like yes i promise just busy <3 and he was like cool glad 2 hear it see you soon i hope #anf now im like in love with him <3 #i miiiight be able to see him tonight i dunno yet i havent decided... it would not be smart i have so much homework but. but. i wanna. #hm maybe this one shoulda gone on the vent blog but yknow thats okay i already posted it and i dont wanna type it all again. emjoy seeing me #emotional on main again like im fifteen or smth