#emotional shutdown

[itspixthecrazybitch]

I say that comforting people helps calm me down, but I think it really just gives me an excuse to go back into emotional shutdown mode and let it all build up until I lose it days later for “no reason”

#vent #tw vent #people pleasing #kinda? #maybe? #disassociation #trauma #emotional shutdown #self destruction #numb #numbness

[unwelcome-ozian]

#emotional shutdown #overwhelm #trauma responses

[itsgivingautism]

Bro sometimes I really wish I could like feel my emotions so I can actually process them but nooooo we shutting down 🤪🫣😵‍💫🫠 (crying on the inside tho at the same time but also like a numb void but also like eh we chilling ??? also like eh what the fuckkkkk ????)

#actually autistic #actually audhd #autistic adult #autistic things #actually adhd #it's giving autism #audhd things #adhd autistic #autistic blogger #it's giving audhd #adult autistic #adult autism #actually cptsd #autism blog #autistic shutdown #emotional shutdown #Zia 🌿

[autobot2001]

What if This is What She's Been Dealing With?

Author: Autobot2001 Genre: Fanfiction Fandom: Transformers Rating: T Warning: Poor mental health Pairing: Drift X Jamie (OC) Description: Drift questions if Jamie's behavior is emotional shutdown. Continued from day 27.

@marchofpain day 31; shutdown

Jamie ate dinner in the cafeteria with her friends. Others in the cafeteria are aware of the situation as they see her sadness. They don’t know the details but still worry. Crosshairs and Drift already don’t like telling Lightning and the twins when Jamie is struggling, now at least ten other Autobots and soldiers know something is up. They all know not to ask Crosshairs and Drift. Knowing how much the two struggle as they watch Jamie struggle.

Crosshairs yet again ignored his pain. He missed taking his pain relief by an hour. He sits on his bed, but before he gets his water bottle and pain relief, he notices Drift sitting on the other bed, looking at his phone. “Drift?” He is concerned about Drift ignoring him. Ignoring his pain, he moves to sit next to Drift. He thought Drift was looking through photos, but he was reading something. “Drift?” He repeats, nudging the mech. Drift sighs, “I…” Drift being unable to say anything worries Crosshairs. He takes Drift’s phone from his hand, seeing what Drift is reading; an article about emotional shutdown. As Crosshairs reads the article, he understands why Drift is speechless. What can he say? Crosshairs has ignored his pain long enough. Now, getting to his bed five feet away is difficult. “Crosshairs?” Drift hurries to help him to his bed and take his pain relief, “how long have you been ignoring your pain?” “Not even five minutes. You had me worried. What prompted you to look up emotional shutdown?” “I didn’t right away. That’s what a search led me to and… it’s accurate, but I don’t know if that means He’s been emotionally shut down for years.” “Rung would know, maybe even Ratchet, but I don’t want to ask them. They already hate how much Jamie struggles with her mental health. I don’t think this is a complete emotional shutdown. Unfortunately, I think what we’ve been seeing the past few days is just emotional shutdown, but prior has been the effects of humans not caring about her and how her family treats her.” “It’s hard knowing how humans treat her. That no human would love her romantically, and if they did, they’d abandon her.” Tears roll down Drift’s face. Crosshairs pulls him onto the bed. Drift weeps to avoid waking Jamie. As always, Crosshairs hates not knowing what to say. Now he watches Drift cry himself to sleep.

Crosshairs wakes up feeling the weight on his abdomen. He realizes Drift fell asleep on him. Bed space is limited for the mech. He also sees Jamie sleeping on him. He smiles, seeing his friends think he’s a comfortable pillow. Soon Drift wakes up. “Sorry,” he apologizes. Knowing the pain relief wore off, Drift gets more pills and Crosshairs’ water bottle. “Don’t be sorry,” Crosshairs says after taking pain relief, “she can stay. Are you ok?” “No.” Crosshairs is worried about Drift’s immediate sadness soon waking up. Questioning if it’s evidence of sad dreams but not nightmares. The sole suggestion from Crosshairs is a shower. Knowing Drift cannot meditate like he used to. He looks at Jamie, worried about how she’ll be today.

#transformers #transformers fanfiction #transformers autobots #transformers crosshairs #bayverse crosshairs #transformers drift #bayverse drift #Jamie (OC) #march of pain #marchofpain2024 #day 31 #shutdown #emotional shutdown #suspecting a missed issue #concerned friends #poor mental health

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#emotional shutdown #emotional therapy #emotional numbness

[damaged-gay]

Feeling so disconnected from everyone and everything..

#shut down #emotional shutdown #continued dissociation

[doctor-mccoys-sanity]

autism and strong emotion just be like… SHAKE! SHAKE SO HARD! BUT FEEL TRAPPED BY THE PRISON OF YOUR BONES *screams*

#this is about meltdowns not shutdowns btw #if any other autistics see this pls say if this is also your experience with strong negative emotions #i’m curious how universal this particular description is #particularly if that’s how meltdowns feel for you #autistic community #autism #autistic #actually autistic #autistic things #autistic experiences #being autistic #neurodivergent #neurodivergency #asd #autism spectrum disorder #autism struggles #autism stuff #meltdown #autistic meltdowns

[what-immortal-hand-or-eye]

feeling vindicated as FUCK in this chili's tonight

#trigun #trimax #vash the stampede #he's so autistic he's so shutdown he's so atypical emoting he's my friend

[nekoprankster218]

I’ve had my issues with RT and the recent seasons of RWBY, but the fact we might never get a proper conclusion after coming so close too - after the team was forced to make a shitty Justice League crossover to earn their greenlight first - feels so fucking bad.

And I know WB is trying to sell RWBY now so it’s not over yet, but that first requires someone to buy it. And then who knows what happens from there. Like, we at least get the final season of RVB and one more season of Camp Camp. But not even the ending of RWBY?

#rooster teeth #rwby #my post #my posts #and even if a new company brings us the final season a part of me is also always gonna wonder #’was this the ending planned prior to the shutdown? what was *that* ending gonna be?’ #i guess volume 9 acts as somewhat of an emotional finale for the main team?

[zombiiebrained-emotes]

“nonscribal”

“semiscribal”

“verbal shutdown”

hope these work well!

[IMAGE DESCRIPTION:

1. fullbody emoji of a yellow humanoid with no arms and stubby legs sitting on the floor. it has a mostly neutral expression that could be read as a frown. It's holding a piece of paper that's been scribble on in its floating hand. there's a broken pencil on the ground next to it. there are bold, red, capitalized letters outlined in black on the top of the image that read, "NONSCRIBAL"

2. same image as 1, but without words.

3. the same image as 1, but the pencil is taped back together, and the word is replaced with "SEMISCRIBAL".

4. same as image 3, but without words.

5. closeup of the same yellow humanoid that shows the chest-up. it has a slight frown with a red "X" over its mouth. there are bold, red, capitalized letters outlined in black on both the top and bottom of the image that say "VERBAL SHUTDOWN".

6. same image as 5, but without words./END DESCRIPTIONS]

#zombiie emotes #zombiie reqs #custom emoji #discord emoji #discord emote #emoji #emotes #custom emote #nonscribal #semiscribal #nonverbal #verbal shutdown #autistic

[thedivine-emojis]

various wordmojis of basic words!

#𓆩*𓆪 | box ˚ ༘⁀➷ they/them #🪽 angel cove sys #wordmojis #wordmoji #verbality #nonverbal #verbal shutdown #emotes #emoji #discord emoji #discord emote

[dirtytransmasc]

CW - mind-blowing lack of critical thinking skills, spider slander, etc.

what in the HOT HELL is this (blurring out the user cause I'm not here to start drama)

Bored??? the poor thing looks emotionally damaged.

he finally got rescued by the people who abandoned him for months, who he was willing to be tortured and die for, and he had to watch his brother die because of it. not only did he die, but he died in front of him, for him. spider and Lo'ak were the ones holding him up as he bled out (we can't see from the angle, but he also probably held pressure on the exit wound).

he saved his dad (which I won't be discussing why I don't blame him for that, cause I don't care enough) who cared for him more in a couple of months then the Sully's did for him in 16 years. he has no idea what he's supposed to do, what's expected of him. he feels out of place in what should be his family. he's never been included in family life with them and now he's at the funeral of his brother. the women who almost killed him literally 5 feet away.

he looks like he's dissociating, numb, cause I don't know, he's a kid who just want through a shit ton of traumatizing events back to back. he looks hesitant because he knows one wrong move, one ounce of perceived disrespect could get him killed.

he looks like a traumatized 16 years old reacting to his brothers death. cut him some slack. there is so much going through his head, he's just floating through the motions.

if you think he's being disrespectful, check yourself, cause that's genuinely terrifying.

#spider haters are something else #like this is embarrassing #'bored'? #please get a life #he looks like hes 5 seconds away from having a breakdown #he looks like hes trying to hold it all back cause he feels like it isnt his place to mourn #hes showing every display if emotional trauma. neglect. and mental shutdown in the book and you think he looks 'bored' #if you truly think that #please never interact with a single greiving/traumatized person ever again #cause I havent been through hald the shit he has and thats still what I look like when I grieve #disbelief. numb. somewhere else. #thats just how some people cope #dear god #I have little hope for people some times #avatar spider socorro #miles spider socorro #miles socorro #spider socorro #avatar spider #spider avatar #avatar 2 spoilers #avatar 2 #avatar the way of water #he'd be acting like this regardless of neteyams death #he literally went through SO much trauma #so of course he looks like absolute shit at HIS BROTHERS FUNERAL #its the nail in the coffin for his mental health

[urloveangel]

what if… you’re not lazy, broken, wrong, not good enough, unmotivated, flaky, emotionless but your brain is still recovering from chronic stress and childhood trauma and is relearning how to regulate and sustain your serotonin and dopamine levels, and process your emotions and responses… WHAT IF

#realizing and processing stuff #like sometimes I still feel like I have to on purpose volume up what I actually feel internally to really feel it and #then show it externally #I don’t know how to explain it exactly #but it can be so uncomfortable but then that’s one of the ways I can relearn that it’s safe to feel and express these emotions….. #🙈 #there are so many aspects to it #motivation and drive to do things can be a struggle too #so often my mind and body Jusf want to go into the hiding shutdown freeze mode #it’s really all about creating safe space for myself and seeing myself and all the parts tjay want to hide #like actively seeing and supporting myself #and being my friend lover partner parent #❤️ #self healing #healing journey #trauma #mental health #stress #chronic stress #anxiety #depression #self love #self care #spirituality #inner child #mine #spiritual healing #energy work #inner work #surrender

[gurorori]

if you say shit like 'autism is not a disability' i hope you actually have really bad things happen to you and you are banned from the autism community for the foreseeable future. get another fun weird club if you so badly need one

so profoundly tired of people trying to make autism into this whimsical quirkiness when it's for most people a serious and debilitating life altering disorder

#im not even that high on the needs spectrum at all. i definitely need a lot of support but it doesn't nearly compare to hsn autistics for ex #but our autism have never been masked and it's always been apparent in obvious ways that stunted our social and personal development #we can't mask at all it's not an option to us. we are disturbing in person. we talk weirdly. we are monotone with very rare exceptions. #we do not understand the overwhelming majority of very important social cues and we can't pretend or mask that #we've always been singled out and our impairment has ostracized us from peers our entire life #especially with the struggle of getting daily tasks done. we are JUST a little more independent with things than we were as a kid #i always talk about not feeling like an adult and being stuck in kid (teen at best!) like mindset and abilities and understanding of things #that is autism too. we are stunted and disabled developmentally in many ways as a result and we were never on par with others of our age #and we will never be. #i hate this sentiment so much and i hate the 'disabilities wouldn't exist if society was perfect at accomodating us all to a T' #like yeah surely our violent outbursts and shutdowns and intense stimming wouldn't exist? our need to regulate stimuli #our Inability to regulate emotion or response to overstimulation? #like holy shit if you're autism lite jsut say that. some of us are actually significantly impaired and very much DISABLED and require #support to function. and surprise surprise some autistics need help with every step in their daily life. are they not disabled? fucker

[sil1ycat]

[Emojis: Abro, Verbal Shutdown, Bite]

Abro for Abrosexual/Abromantic, Bite because Bite and verbal shutdown because more recently I found out it was the correct term so decided to make an emoji for it.

(Check pinned post for DNI and usage)

#custom emoji #discord #discord wordmoji #custom discord emoji #discord emote #discord emoji #emoji #text emoji #bite #verbal shutdown #abro #abrosexual #abroromantic #pride #lgbtqia #word moji #wordmojis #wordmoji #sil1ycat #discord wordmojis #emoji maker #wordmoji maker

[mantisgodsdomain]

Hello! The 3DS/WiiU online services shutdown is in less than 24 hours! For the love of god, if you have anything that requires online services right now, any sort of Pokemon Bank or unfinished Mario Maker level or anything at all, DO YOUR SHIT RIGHT NOW. You think you have time. You don't. Less than 24 hours remain.

#we speak #nintendo 3ds #wii u #we are having a normal one bc thinking of the shutdown has been sending us into a pit of Emotion so deep that we struggle to function #and now we no longer have time remaining #so we guess now it's time to muscle through our emotional hell to mail some shits through pokebank. hooray! #it's going very bad.