#emotional suffering

[blueeyesfilledwithpassion]

Love Thyself

-Charlie Chaplin

#charlie chaplin #love #love yourself #passion #passionate #desire #intimacy #connection #beautiful #spilled words #spilled thoughts #emotional suffering #suffering #warning signs #live life #authencity #authentic #beautiful words #words #love quotes #life quotes #inspirational quotes

[shemakesmefeellikeprey]

5 Signs of Emotional Suffering

Personality Change: One of the signs of emotional suffering is a drastic or sudden change in behavior, mood, or personality. The individual may display behaviors that are uncharacteristic of their usual demeanor. This could include becoming withdrawn or aggressive, being unusually quiet, or displaying intense emotions without a clear cause. These changes can occur rapidly or gradually over time and may fluctuate in intensity.

Agitated: Emotional distress can also cause agitation. The person might seem restless or irritable, showing an inability to relax or calm down. This might express itself as an inability to sit still, constant fidgeting, or explosive outbursts of anger or frustration. They may have difficulty concentrating, seem overly anxious, or have a heightened reaction to minor annoyances.

Withdrawn: A person suffering emotionally may become isolated or withdrawn from friends, family, and activities they once enjoyed. This withdrawal can be a coping mechanism to avoid emotional pain. The person might avoid social interactions, choose to be alone, or lose interest in activities they used to enjoy. This can lead to a loss of relationships and support systems, which can further exacerbate the emotional distress.

Poor Self-Care: Neglecting personal hygiene or a significant change in sleeping or eating habits can indicate emotional suffering. This might include sleeping too much or too little, eating too much or too little, or neglecting basic personal hygiene. They might lose interest in maintaining their appearance, or their living spaces might become disorganized or unclean. These changes can result from a lack of energy, motivation, or concern for personal well-being.

Hopelessness: Feeling hopeless about the future, or expressing feelings of worthlessness or guilt, can be signs of emotional suffering. This might include making statements about feeling trapped, wishing they weren't alive, or expressing a belief that things will never get better. They may struggle to envision a positive future, feel overwhelmed by their current circumstances, or believe that they are a burden to others.

Y'all. Don't be on no bullshit. If you need someone to talk to, reach out to me. I'm not the best about small talk, but this isn't small talk. Get that shit out. I'm here.

#mental health is a choice #mental health #emotional suffering #it's going to be okay #won't be easy #tough road #reach out #talk to someone

[monkeyfish2021]

Whumptober 2023 day 15!

RufTi - Suppressed suffering

#whumptober2023 #whumptober #whumptober 2023 #no.15 #suppressed suffering #Drabble #ff7 #tifa lockhart #rufus shinra #RufTi #Tifa x Rufus #angst #emotional suffering

[inafb]

Are These Friends?

I think I've addressed this before but my "blog" is more so my place to vent and find other like-minded, stressed, and generally 'done with the bullshit life has had to offer' individuals.

What brought me to tumblr? Well it's free for one but it's mainly because I don't really have an outlet in which I feel I can just release my frustrations and not feel like I'm annoying someone else or feel like my friendships are one-sided.

I have like two friends and I am constantly battling in my head insecurities and thoughts about "am I annoying" or "am I unloading my problems on them too much?" I try not to overthink but it's hard when their actions and responses or no response at all leave me feeling like I definitely am.

One of these friends is great when I talk to her. She listens for hours and she's very supportive. Yet, whenever I call her she doesn't pick up. Maybe once every blue moon but it's very rare and when I text her she doesn't respond either. Now, granted, she's not a texter and neither am I which is why our conversations are always phone based but still. She could still send me back a voice message.

It makes me feel weird, like she's screening my calls but whenever she calls me I pick up. I also feel like that makes it hard to say no when she wants to use my afterpay because I really don't like mixing friends and money due to a really bad experience with that.

Then the other friend I have we used to be super close in the past but we had a falling out. We are talking now but it's not the same and it will likely never be. She has a tendency to leave me on read and not respond and then the next time we talk is because I reached out to her. Previously, I have ended a friendship because I felt like I was always reaching out to them to talk and I felt like I was trying to hold onto something that was fading away.

With her, I feel like I'm trying too hard and overthinking every text. Like "Oh I probably shouldn't say this because she'll stop responding." Even if she doesn't stop responding because of what I'm saying, the fact that she doesn't attempt to reach out after a couple or more days pass is what really bothers me. How is it that I'm left on read but I'm the one to reignite the convo? AND the only reason I need to is whenever I'm in crisis or need to vent because if I don't get some of this stuff off my chest, I will truly be a fucking sobbing mess.

And nobody wants that.

I want friends who want to talk to me, friends who don't leave me on read for 5 days or not answer my calls because they don't want to talk to me when I need them but call me when they need me. I have NEVER had an equally balanced friendship and all of those friendships have disappeared or died violently.

I truly want to say something but at this point I'm self-conscious about even that. I can hear their thoughts in my head once I address it. Like "damn bitch, you always got a problem with SOMETHING!" They'll most likely decide that they do not have time or the patience to be dealing with me and all my problems and gaslight me saying I'm overthinking things. But I'm not really overthinking anything, their actions may not have the intention of making me feel like they don't want to talk to me but they also aren't explicitly saying "I'm not answering right now because of xyz..." so I have to interpret these actions based on previous experiences. My previous experiences with all kinds of people have led me to this conclusion.

At this point, I am just going to try and keep my shit to myself or tumblr because being in constant turmoil about how people feel about me is exhausting.

At this point, I am completely alone. No real emotional support from family or friends so I am trying to find a way to rely on myself or other people who feel the same so I don't feel so lonely in my sadness.

#loneliest #sadnees #fake friends #no friends #no support #emotional support #emotional suffering #crying real tears #escape #frienship #broken #damaged goods #kill my brain #kill my feelings #kill me

[mtioran]

God Hurts

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#emotional suffering #helping others #pain

[brbnightmares]

#emotional suffering

[wisedreamerreview]

Being Seen, Being Heard

I was a wife..but lost my husband and am now a widow. I was a stepmother and grandmother, but when I lost my husband, I lost them. I was an employee but lost my job and that status. When I lost my job, I lost the friends and coworkers I spoke with daily. The people I would have and at times did, go to battle for. At one point in my life I smoked cigarettes and drank wine. I no longer do…

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#being heard #emotional healing #emotional pain #emotional suffering #God #quiet suffering #solitude

[citycrows]

But tonight he is alive. And as he stares up at the sky, there are twice as many stars as usual.

(The two headed calf by Laura Gilpin)

#don't look at me this poem always makes me cry #and yuuji's suffering makes me so emotional #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #itafushi #fushiita #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #nobara kugisaki #jjk art #jjk fanart #jjk trio #fushiguro megumi #kugisaki nobara #yuji itadori #citycrows.art

[sciderman]

he suffered more than christ

#ask-spiderpool #the emotional torture this man suffered at the hands of peter parker

[lotus-pear]

whatever happens, please don’t break

#god not a fucking DAY goes by where i don’t think of that one interview and this quote #does anybody have it word for word? please? i’ll pay you #literally every single time i think about how kunikida as w character was MADE for dazai. specifically to share his suffering #i actually sob into my hands because that means they were both destined for tragedy together and the long dark road they will walk #will at least not be lonely. because they have each other. they are each other’s light in the darkness. #DO YOU UNDERSTAND #bro the fact that kunikida is painfully aware of the imperfection of the world and how he still continues to fight for his ideals #paralleling dazai who finds humanity beautiful but cannot become attached bc he feels alienated from emotion #THE WAY THEY COULD HELP EACH OTHER????? SICK SICK SICK I AM SICK #i love kunikidazai sm i wish more ppl could see the potential #but some of you aren’t ready for the sheer perfection of their dynamic #also i’ve noticed that i am only capable of drawing dazai properly when it’s with kunikida what’s up with that 💀 #and sorreyy i know their height difference isn’t THAT big but i didn’t realize until i was halfway into the coloring 😔💔 #osamu dazai #dazai osamu #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #lotus draws

[blueeyesfilledwithpassion]

Suffering Of Man

Loss.....

#banshee #banshee cinemax #banshee edit #banshee tv series #loss #dealing with grief #grief #lucas hood #anthony starr #siobhan kelly #trieste kelly dunn #tv series #passionate #connection #love #tv show #i miss this show #gif #emotional suffering #suffering

[fuji-sprouts]

✨my doomed yaoi in the same pose as my other doomed yaoi✨

#I do this to suffer #yeah uh I would like to collect compensation for my mental and emotional distress after watching round 6 #I’ve had enough doomed yaoi in my lifetime and would like to not have more thanks #ivantill #alien stage #alnst #alnst ivan #alnst till #vivinos #doomed yaoi #tragic gays #banana fish #asheiji #alien stage round 6

[jeeaark]

Shirtless Disaster Pt. 1

So. pretty sure the emperor cusses. just. never had the reason to say out loud. or has a filter on when they talk. Until Greygold happened. You ever try and look with the emperor's perspective when Tav makes decisions and go, 'H-how are you not ceaselessly cussing like a sailor at Tav?'

ANYWAY- HERE'S THE THING. TRULY. Always had my squinty-eyed caution on Emps. Trying to ascertain if they were for real with their words/actions/intentions or not. but. Squid buddy sharing their feelings of caring was the uh snowball that started this avalanche. Can't fake feelings huah, GREYGOLD FINALLY FOUND THOSE MUSHY BITS HUAH.

I ain't gonna let y'all wonder what Greygold's answer was, so uh. Bonus!

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 #the emperor bg3 #greygold #bg3 fanart #bg3 comic #-snorts up delusional cocaine- okay so HERE'S HOW WE CAN STILL MAKE PINA COLADA FRIENDSHIP WORK #We turn it into a pina colada -more-than-friends-ship \ o / #WAS I AWARE THAT ALL ODDS WERE STACKED AGAINST GREYGOLD? YOU BETCHA #BUT I PUT TOO MUCH EMOTIONAL INVESTMENT IN THIS SQUID YOU THINK I WAS GONNA SAY NO????? ///HA/// #You think I didn't think I couldn't make the impossible happen????????????? #the ending to this game was either gonna be -really- fucking good or really really REALLLY FUCKING //TRAGIC// #and I was all here for it #WHO NEEDS TO PLAY AS DURGE TO SUFFER WHEN YOU CAN JUST MAKE REALLY RISKY LOVE LIFE CHOICES WHILE HAVING THE HUBRIS OF THE GODS THEMSELVES

[andwhateverwalkedthere]

Can we talk about how we definitely don’t give the Magnus Chase books enough credit? Like these books are such a beautiful depiction of coming to terms with grief and finding purpose in new relationships. Magnus’ struggle to accept his mother’s death and his guilt over it culminating in a beautiful moment where he feels her love and presence with and for him in his battle with Surt. The horrific despair he feels whenever someone around him is hurt, literally moving him to tears every time, even when it’s Gunilla, someone who has been actively hunting him. The line about how they are all empty cups, but that they can share each other’s burdens instead of filling themselves with pain. Just the beautiful bonds these characters who have each been isolated in their own way have formed with each other. How each of these characters have every right to be bitter and spiteful as a result of the tragedy in their lives, but choose love and each other at every turn.

#I could go on #I am just so emotional over these characters #and how strong and caring all of them are #like especially Magnus I feel has such a gentle side to him in spite of the rage that has been #instilled in him as a result of the tragedies he’s suffered #which mirrors so perfectly the harshness and horrors of war that constantly surrounds them #something about how the big battle is not about our hero killing his enemies #but turning towards summer when winter seems so deep and inescapable #just #ugh #magnus needs his own post #magnus chase #the sword of summer #riordanverse #magnus chase and the gods of asgard #mcga

[zeroducks-2]

When I see Jason and Bruce acting like the stereotypical "prodigal son and gruff but loving father" (in canon!) my blood boils.

Jason died. Bruce did not avenge him, not even "playing by the rules", so not even by arresting the Joker. He didn't do JACK SHIT after his boy was murdered. And once Jason came back, Bruce slit his throat in order to save the life of the man who murdered him, and then left him to die in a burning building.

They should be unable to coexist in the same room let alone speak let alone have a "difficult but ultimately loving relationship". I hate you DC I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE

#the enormous injustice of what happened to Jason is hard to even process #he's one of the most mistreated mainstream characters I've ever seen (as in mistreated by the writers and directors) #this boy died and his family didn't lift a finger and suddenly he comes back and everything is his fault #it's his fault for dying it's his fault for being traumatized it's his fault for suffering it's his fault for being angry it's HIS FAULT #while Bruce keeps being heroic and stoic and in the right even if he slits a boy's neck in order to save his murderer's life #because how dare Jason demand love and demand justice and demand his pain to be seen and heard and acknowledged #aaarghbgvnhgrghenvvfkj I know this is nothing new but I'm hella stressed so this is going to be my emotional outlet for today apparently #bruce wayne #jason todd #my meta

[philosophybits]

Even in despair there are the most burning pleasures, especially when you are already very strongly conscious of the inevitability of your situation.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from Underground

#philosophy #quotes #Fyodor Dostoyevsky #Notes from Underground #despair #suffering #pleasure #feelings #emotions