#emotionally and physically drained

[khaotunq]

ฉันเคยกลัวความรัก

Khaotung Thanawat & First Kanaphan, The Eclipse (2022)

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akkayan #akk x ayan #asianlgbtqdramas #theeclipseedit #mushiemaradame #userjamiec #userbon #and bon made a post yday that reminded me #bc this has been in my drafts since mar 5 #(which shows that it took me at least #full 2 days to even commit to announcing my url change lmao) #i am emotionally and physically drained but i hope this absurdly long gifset of a real-to-me kiss brings some of u joy #the originals of these are all 540px but they uploaded as 500px so whatever #my edits #my gifs #mine: the eclipse #mine: akk #mine: ayan #mine: thai bl #mine: akkayan #the thai is the first line of over the moon #(i used to be scared of love) #on all levels but physical i'm still here

[bumpintheroad]

i just went to fill gas and the guy working behind the counter was like “what’s happening here?” and then points to my forehead i was like “what?” and he’s like “your forehead looks sweaty” so i was like “…ya i just got back from the hospital after visiting my dad and his room was hot.” and i’ve never seen a man shut up faster. like how about u don’t comment about other people’s appearances bc u don’t know what they’re going thru??? shutting the fuck up costs nothing

#pls don’t ask about my dad he’ll be okay soon #i’m just so emotionally and physically drained and i just didn’t need to hear that

[astranauticus]

(spoilers up to orv chapter 270) (sort of?)

you ever just kinda. suddenly realise what you're listening to

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscent reader #orv spoilers #orv #kim dokja #yoo joonghyuk #art i made #the first hyperlink is to the song on youtube the second one is to my translation btw #that caption was not an exaggeration i was deadass like walking back from class with my spotify on shuffle and kinda like #tuned back in to what was playing in my ears and just had a kinda. HOLD UP WAIT A FUCKIN SECOND #honestly the whole song is kinda yjh if you squint and like for what its worth literally the only reason this is tied to like #that scene from 269 specifically is bc i literally just read that part today so it was really fresh in my brain #god the process of making this was so strange too bc i did it in almost one sitting except i had a fuckin SPORTS EVENT of all things #in the evening so it was like. 3 hours straight of doing this 2 hours of playing sportsball of all things then another 3 hours of this #so now i am physically mentally AND emotionally drained! genuinely couldntve had a more exhausting consecutive 8 hours if i tried #btw fun fact in the spirit of like. making life easier for myself all of yjh's flashback frames or whatever are webtoon panel redraws #except for that last one obviously cuz the webtoon isnt there yet (which. wow the processing of drawing that was. very painful) #but its like. I AM THE WAY THAT I AM if given the chance to draw to my knowledge one of the most tragic moments from the story I WILL DO IT #ok looking back theres a bunch of editing errors but also i just. really need to go do my ACTUAL FUCKIN WORK LMAO #god my arm hurts #hmmm i might clean up that 10 scenario sketch later on. i kinda like how the wings turned out #and also kdj's dipshit expression.

[alwaysneedyforsir]

is a hug too much to ask for

#seriously #i’m jus #so so goddamn touch starved #like i would do insane things to just get a hug rn #a proper hug that lasts like two seconds #so so tired #physically but also #emotionally n mentally drained rn #tired n exhausted n straight up numb #i get myself out of this shitty place n then fall right back into it again #just #a proper night’s sleep where i don’t wake up exhausted and dreading the day ahead #n a fucking hug #seriously when did a hug become too much to ask for #i’ll probably wake up n be horrified n delete this so enjoy my rambles for the next like #3.5-4ish hours before i’m awake again? #fml! #it’s fine i’m fine everything’s fine #i just need someone to hug me while i sleep a full night #and the chances of me finding that anytime soon are #too low to even try n pretend to calculate #goodnight y’all #wishing y’all the hugs that i can’t seem to get #me #my thoughts

[watzuu-lmk]

Has there been a shadowpeach fic where like, wukong decides to stay in ffm and lived out their forever but the doomed narrative keeps dooming anyway?

#Like like I want them to do domestic stuff thats just domestic and not overly fluffy yknow #But then it just gradually shifts like it's going down the drain but like subtly. I want that to be shown and not tell #And i dont want them to break off with them fighting and macaque getting a scar no no no sir #I want them to yell. I want them to howl. To just want them to wish to tear the other motherfucker apart but cant because by god do they- #Love each other and it fucking hurts #Again show not tell #Is this a happy ending wazz? Probably not!!! I want it to be bittersweet!!!!!! As Fuck!!!!!!!!! #I WANT THEM TO BREAK THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!! BUT I WANT THEM TO HURT EACH OTHER EMOTIONALLY NOT PHYSICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! #DO YOU SEE MY VISION!!!!!!!!?!?!!?!!? #SHAKES YOUSHAKESYOURATTLESMYCAGERRAAAUUUGHGHGG #Like like like its like a slow decent. Like like slow burn but with breaking up yknow #YKNOW?!?!?? #God if god gave me the ability to write it wouldve been OVER for you all #IM INSANEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[the-hopeful-lunaire]

it’s been years since a character’s death affected me this freaking much, like I can’t remember the last time I’ve cried so much watching a show (that is supposed to be a comedy let’s not forget this)

#I’m emotionally and physically drained #fuck it #izzy deserved better #ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #izzy hands

[motleyfam]

I think my absolute favorite genre of fic is “hey I see you’re in this social situation and desperately wish to leave, but you feel obligated to stay, let me move heaven and earth to get you out of it”

#in which escapism IS the fantasy #‘oh you’re at school/work/a party and you’re miserably sick but don’t know how to get out of it? I got you’ #‘oh you got yourself into a bad situation and want to go home? on my way’ #‘oh you’re overwhelmed/exhausted/emotionally drained and can’t take another 5 minutes of this? #hang on lemme fake a medical emergency so I can whisk us both away’ #idk what this says about me but I just love a good rescue #especially if the rescue is from societal obligations #vs physical danger #the validation of someone else saying ‘yeah you really shouldn’t be here right now and I care enough to help’ #it’s probably the raging introvert in me

[xysidhequeen]

I was in a car for 14 hours because, if anyone is unaware, I recently became aware of the fact that the man who was my father in everything but blood passed away in 2020. I am NC with that side of the family, and for my own physical and emotional safety, I had to cut everyone off. I couldn't chance reaching out and leaving a trail for my abusersers to follow. Not when I already had to change my number three times and move four times just to ensure they couldn't find me.

That didn't mean I couldn't visit his grave, though, and I did. It was. Hard. Seeing his grave made it real. Up until that point, I could tell myself it was a trick or it was the wrong man, until I saw that grave.

But, I spent 14 hours in a car, had to see the grave of someone I loved. Perhaps the only family member on that side I still loved at all. And now I'm once more stuck in insomnia. It's been, 30hours no sleep because my body can't handle stress in any capacity and is now throwing a full blown tantrum.

There's not much of a point to this post. I'm not aiming to garner sympathy or pity. I just needed to talk about it even if no one sees it. I don't like to talk about my issues to people close to me, I don't like to complain. Sometimes, it's easier to let these things out when I'm hiding behind a fake name and a fake face.

#tw: death #death #family death #loss of a loved one #tw: abuse #abuse #tw: child abuse #child abuse #its hinted at least #ill cover all my bases #im like three minutes from a full breakdown #im so tired #not just physically #im tired emotionally and mentally too #just #utterly drained #i really am not looking for pity or sympathy #this isnt even the first death in my life #but it was the most important one #he....was so much to me #honestly most of the time i think he was the only adult in my life that actually loved ME for who i was #he was my safe person i trusted him wo much even when i had been trained by my family's behavior to never trust anyone #he was so good and kind and genuine and wonderful #and ill never get the chance to speak to him again because hes gone #and ill have to live with the guilt of knowing I put that rift between us. im the reason i never got to say goodbye. #im the reason i didnt know he was dead. and i have to live with the guilt of knowing if i was given a second chance id do it all over again #because at the end of the day im always going to value my own mental and physical health over anything else. and thats not going to change #but fuck if i dont wish i couldve sent him a letter or an email or something. he died not even knowing if i was alive or suffering #he deserved so much more than what i left him with. and ill never get a chance to make it right now.

[youidiotwecouldbeenus]

Crowley fr

#good omens #crowley #Meme #good omens memes #good omemes #good omens shitpost #Relatable #Crowley suicide #Wait what #No #anthony j crowley #bad life decisions #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #emotionally #physically #mentally drained #drunkposting

[conflitdecanard]

Life threw one of the meanest curve brick at my head recently so I do my best to get back on my feet and sunday night was gorilla therapy ╮（╯＿╰）╭

#gorilla #monkey #ape #goblin #doodles #allsaasart #goblinsona #sona #shroom #also i will be fine please dont worry it was rough but i am fine physically just mentally and emotionally drained but i will be fine

[neitherabaron]

I'm a bit ill these past few days and took a midday nap, and when I woke up the phrase "Steamy Spunk Pirates" was directly at the forefront of my mind, so good to know that has entered my brain for forever :')

I did feel better after the nap though, so I am choosing to believe the two are related.

Oh god…I’m so sorry for causing this?

For this, and other potentially scarring experiences, check out KofiAssam on twitch every Monday night™️

#by way of explanation #if you are handing out flyers on the street for a mechanisms show #and your elevator pitch is #steampunk space pirates #do not attempt this while physically and emotionally drained #or if like me you sometimes trip over your words #because sometimes you say #steamy spunk pirates #it’s happened and it doesn’t feel good

[mazojo]

Nobody touch me rn

#last one last one I promise #The yakshas being a family and only getting suffering and despair is actually so personal to me #In all levels except physical I am dead rn genuinely emotionally drained after this #I love how hoyo does this amazing character designs for characters that will never appear ever again like #Aha okay play with my taste I get it #genshin impact #Xiao #genshin impact spoilers

[pinniped-medibots]

Hey, Otto. I- where is your wheel...how the hell did someone just tax your wheel?

Poor you, man, you're just sprawled on the ground- Do you need me to help you up?

I THINK I DO... SADDENING !! WHO TOOK MY WHEEL??

#tf2 #team fortress 2 #roleplay #inquiry #emotionally xyz mercs #emotionally drained pauling #physically xyz mercs #physically robotic medic

[evilwickedme]

First I apologize for this, I missed your 24 hour free questions time period so please don't answer this if you don't want to. Second, I'm wondering if there's anything that I (an American) can do to support people affected by the events of the past few days. A lot of people have been treating what has happened to Israeli civilians as justified and it's really upsetting to see human suffering being celebrated, just because those people were on the "wrong" side (a side they didn't exactly choose, people aren't the government they're under). If there's any small way I can help, I'd love to.

I hope you and everyone you care about is safe.

A lot of the aid work is being done on the ground - civilians donating blood, clothes, medicine, hygiene products, cooking food, even giving their homes to displaced individuals - but this post still has a couple of aid organizations you can support (both of which give medical aid to both Israelis and Palestinians).

I'm not information heavy on how to help from afar. I wanted to donate blood, but I'm apparently ineligible due to my meds. I suppose for the meantime try to not spread misinfo, amplify Jewish and Palestinian voices, and idk do not amplify Jewish Voice for Peace, which are neither Jewish nor for peace. Also, Al-Jazeera isn't a trustworthy source, and a lot of the best anti-netanyahu reporting is being done by Haaretz.

I appreciate your empathy and wanting to help. I'll update if I know of any other concrete ways to help from further away.

#working in the news rn sucks #I'm so physically and emotionally drained #and there's still so little I can do to help #anyway. thanks again #i/p #jew tag #gail speaks #3rdsday #ask

[thelostgirl21]

Help him...

#Jaskier #The Witcher #I was totally fine until THAT specific moment in the trailer... #Joey Batey #has a way of portraying fear and/or anxiety on screen that literally makes you physically feel it! #Those apprehensive eyes with that tiny step back and the way he shakes #How emotionally drained is he when he comes out of these scenes? #Can someone please wrap Jaskier in a warm soft heavy blanket and hold him? #Or Radovid's ridiculously soft and fluffy looking fur cape... #Oh. #Now I know why they gave Jaskier's love interest that large soft fluffy fur cape... #And those soft hair... #And called him #The Spoon Guy #Seriously someone bring him The Spoon Guy! #Like right fucking now! #It's an emergency! #Where the fuck is Prince Spoon Guy the 5th of Redania when you need him an his stupidly soft hair and ridiculously fluffy fur cape??! #My Posts #My Stuff #My fucking feels!

[bass-alien]

could highkey use a hug rn

#these past 2 weeks have been rough #and I’m feeling very physically mentally and emotionally drained