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elysianmars · 49 minutes ago
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Today I’m going to Dublin to meet a friend I haven’t seen in close to 2 years, getting lunch and seeing In The Heights. Very excited!!
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mermaidenisaacs · an hour ago
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TW: s*icide and d*pression mention
had another mental breakdown today. sobbing on my bedroom floor, alternating between crying and hysterically laughing, like full on losing my mind. it was kind of good timing because i broke down right before i was supposed to talk to my therapist
i told my therapist about how much i want to unalive myself and the ideations i have and i feel like,,,,,,,,i maybe should not have told her. the concern in her voice was really alarming and so far i've just told my parents how i've been feeling and they were stunned, but they didn't sound as serious and freaked out as my therapist.
she said that all this suffering for this long of a time span is really not good. i guess it's kind of weird to hear a mental health professional confirm for you that you are indeed suffering. like it's not all in my head.
she told me to try medication. i have a lot of concerns about that and i probably will not go that route. idk what i'm gonna do. i'm supposed to see people tomorrow and idk if i'll have the mental real estate to handle socializing.
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sweaterkittensahoy · an hour ago
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I still need to write the “Greg goes to Mycroft after John and Mary’s wedding” prompt (and it’s gonna be CUTE and also include John/Mary/Sherlock because I say so). 
I don’t have any other definitive ideas right now for Mystrade but I am also just greatly enjoying the absolutely PILES of fic. So, a nice place to be, really.
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jenovabsolute · 2 hours ago
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there’s a part of this book where doughty describes how, as a child, she found herself obsessed with the macabre -- how she’d lie awake at night, waiting for her mother to get home, imagining that she had been killed; splattered all over the pavement, ground beneath burning rubber and gasoline. it’s a part i really like, mostly bc i was also That Kid n i think we should be able to be more open abt this kind of stuff
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jewishdarkling · 2 hours ago
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we are all stories, in the end (if we’re lucky)
the torn-up road, richard siken / disenchanted, my chemical romance / when you were mine, night-terrors of 1927 / unknown / the torn-up road, richard siken / the haunting of bly manor / the torn-up road, richard siken
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raitrolling · 2 hours ago
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finally finished updating mikiel’s profile after literally four months of it being a wip
can you tell i wrote those personality and backstory sections at a rate of one random paragraph every couple of weeks because i sure as hell can
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spit97 · 2 hours ago
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just saw Wendy Williams the killer video on ig. I am seeing the cycle in real life
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cherrylavendertea · 2 hours ago
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honestly I miss the 'update' comments because at least those showed people cared
#don't reblog please#just having a night and want to vent#at least I'm in therapy now so I know the cause of these shitty feelings but I don't know how to stope them yet#anyway#how do you get over someone commenting 'i forgot about this'#it was two months. how did I lose so much interaction in two months. this one person just culminated all my fears with one well meaning#but devastating comment and now even if I was able to I don't know if I can continue#it's kind of obsolete anyway because I can't keep up anymore thanks to ~joint pain~ that might be fucking arthritis#so I'm just working on other stuff that's low stress I want to write this#but damn it still hurts. everytime I open the draft to add a note or something all I can think of is 'i forgot about this'#why tell me? what did you want to accomplish? what made you think starting this with 'I didn't care' was a good idea?#'i forgot about this' is nice when it's nostalgia. it's nice when it's years old and someone's returning to a finished work.#on a recent in progress work 'I forgot' is 'I didn't care'#I mean I don't blame anyone for not keeping up with stupid fanfics and having their own lives but to the point where it's big enough#that that is how you would start your comment? not with oh I just didn't have time it wasn't at the front of my mind (which it shouldn't be#but with I didn't care about this to the point that when I did remember the most important thing I could think of was my NOT remembering#that's what hurts#I just wish. I wish I could write the kind of thing that people would miss#that when I have to end a chapter with 'I don't know when I can update again' I'd be told take your time. we'll wait. Take care of yourself#that people would keep up with their nice analysis comments instead of dropping out halfway through#they're still active. they still keep up with others' works. where did I ho wrong because it's pretty obvious it's me#that would *get* analysis comments instead of ones focusing on the ONE off hand joke halfway through a tense chapter#just#how do you come back when you know no one misses you#also you know when you can feel your hyperfixation slipping away and you're left with emptiness? you just don't care?#yeah#3 am again. bad coping mechanisms#delete later probably#NAH cause I'm still pissed off at the INTIMATE EMOTIONAL TURNING POINT that WASN'T EVEN SM*T#and the only thing it got was someone saying KINKY
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