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en-hale-archives · 2 years
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Hyung line ass/boob/both preference?
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jjunieworld · 24 days
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── cat-dog! ‧⁺◟🐈 `╌ ៹
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pairing: yang jungwon x gn!reader
genre: fluff, strangers to ???, dog walker!reader, slice of life, college au (though not in college), jungwon has a cat
synopsis: you’re a broke college student taking up dog walking to mainly to scrounge up some extra cash. out on one of your walks, a guy runs up to you and asks if you happen to also walk cats. of course you say yes, you need the money, but you didn’t except to end up losing his said cat.
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author's note: i mainly wrote this so i could get my motivation back with writing lmao… this writer’s block is really killing me. i don’t know what to do about it :(( and yes, i did add some of the other member’s dogs in here lmaoo but i hope you all enjoy!! ♡
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being a dog walker for mainly rich and snobby upper class people wasn’t how you expected to spend your free time, but it paid well. and you desperately needed the money. being a college student didn’t pay well—it didn’t pay at all actually.
you were in the middle of wrangling the group of dogs currently dragging you down the street when one of them suddenly jerked, making you accidentally drop it’s leash. “layla, come back!” you shouted in distress. the fluffy dog took off running towards an unfamiliar guy at full speed.
jogging over to the guy just as layla jumped up on him, shocking the guy into laughter, you continued shouting for her. “i’m so sorry!” you stammered—a little out of breath. the guy gave you a big smile as he handed you the leash. “oh, it’s okay. don’t worry about it!” he said softly, bending down to pet the happy dog. the other dogs surrounding you sniffed at his legs and whacked you with their tails.
you apologized again before continuing on your walk down the street with the dogs. after taking a couple steps, you heard, “hey, wait!” turning in question, the guy ran up to you and made his wait through the crowd of dogs.
“do you by chance walk cats?” the guy asked.
“walk cats?” you asked in pure confusion. the guy nodded a little, a slight chuckle escaping his lips. “i know it’s a bit of an odd request, but i heard that taking cats on walks are good for them!” he ran a hand through this hair a bit nervously, which you found endearing. you shrugged a little, a small smile coming to your face. you do need the money.
“you know what? yeah. i do walk cats,” you replied. how hard could it be? it was just a cat. if anything, you’d probably be carrying it the entire time—which you didn’t really mind.
the two of you started talking about your rates and settled for you walking his cat this weekend. “i’m jungwon,” the guy said as he held his hand out to you. you took it, giving it a firm shake with a smile. “y/n,” you said back.
it turns out walking a cat was actually very hard. in fact, you were so bad at it that you debated on this whole dog walking thing to begin with.
the beginning of the walk actually wasn’t bad. jungwon’s cat, a brown cat named bear, was in the front leading the pack. he was closely followed by layla and gaeul. it wasn’t that big of a cat, maybe only a year old.
a squirrel had ran in front of him and the cat suddenly got free of it’s leash and took off towards some bushes near a house. you sighed deeply as you called the cat’s name and took off after it, mainly being dragged by the dogs thinking you’re having a race. it was unbelievable that you’ve managed to take a cat on a walk and even more unbelievable that you lost the said cat.
your heart raced as you pushed branches around looking for bear only to come up empty. what were you going to tell jungwon, that you lost his cat because it went after a squirrel on a walk with mostly dogs? even you wouldn’t believe yourself if you heard that come out your mouth.
you had looked for a good twenty minutes and still couldn’t find the brown cat. you took in another deep breath as you pulled out your phone to call jungwon to break the bad news. after a few rings, you heard his voice over the phone.
“hi jungwon, it’s y/n! i- uh-… i have some bad news. i kinda lost your cat?” you formed as a question. jungwon repeated your words, “you kinda lost my cat?” you nodded even though he couldn’t see you and explained the whole squirrel incident. jungwon’s laugh filled your ears and you smiled slightly. “where are you? i’ll help you find him.”
the two of you alternated between looking for his cat and looking after the dogs you were supposed to be walking. it took you both an hour to find him. bear kept jumping from bush to bush and having you run around the whole neighborhood looking for him.
you breathed a sigh of relief when jungwon came up from the bush with the brown cat in his arms. the cat immediately snuggled up to him and closed its eyes. “looks like someone had a rough day of hiding from us,” jungwon laughed as he pet bear, walking towards your direction.
“i’m really sorry for all of this jungwon,” you apologized again. this was all so embarrassing. you’ve been apologizing to jungwon since you met him. jungwon grinned at you, “you can make it up to me by letting me take you out for lunch.” heat rose to your cheeks as a shy smile spread across your face. you nodded, “it’s a date!”
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equalheart · 8 months
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enhypen when you get stood up / rejected / dumped
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comedic fluff! enhypen!member x reader w: sad-ish? content. y/n is kinda “cheating” since they kiss someone RIGHT after breaking up… ©equalheart REPOST FROM HYKAI ⋆ ࣪. ୧ ♡ ୨ ִ ۫ ⁎ . i really wanted to write something like this, to avoid repetitiveness i added 3 different scenerios. sorry if this is confusing!
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양정원 (YANG JUNGWON) — Stood Up
You were walking along in a park by the place your date was supposed to be. You felt like crying. After talking to this guy for a few weeks, you’d expect him to show up, right? What a waste of time. You’re walking peacefully when a dog runs straight at you and starts sniffing your feet. An owner quickly runs towards you. “Maeumi!” he quickly scoops the dog up into his arms. “I’m so sorry! I let her off her leash for one second and she—” he looks up, “Y/n?”
You realise who you’re talking to. It’s Yang Jungwon from your extended-maths class. “Oh, hi!” you try to cheer up. “Is this your dog?” he smiled while looking at Maeumi, who quickly gave a lick to his face. “Her name is Maeumi, do you wanna pet her?” you don’t decline, letting the fluffy dog run straight to your arms, licking your face as well. “I heard you were busy today.” randomly, it comes out of him, and you deeply sigh. “Yeah, I was supposed to go on a date. But the guy didn’t even show up.” Jungwon also lets out a deep sigh. He doesn’t know if he should feel angry for you, sad for you, or if he’s allowed to feel anything for you. But he feels relieved. “I’m happy he didn’t show up. Now you’re here with me.” He grins at you, Maeumi in his lap.
"Why is that? Do you like me or something?" You laugh until noticing he's gone silent. when you look back up at him, he bites down on his lower lip while looking down; like a sad puppy. "Wait, you like me?" He blushes and nods his head 'yes.' "Well, there's no doubt you're better than the guy who ditched me today. should we go on a date right now?" His eyes shoot up. "You like me too?" you giggle at his reaction. "Let's just say, I'm interested." "Then.. Let's consider this a date." He smiles at you and lets go of Maeumi, while she runs around you in circles. "First I'll have to drop her off at home." He giggles.
이희승 (LEE HEESEUNG) — Rejected
“Hah, why would I date you?” you’re on campus of your university, and your year long crush has just... rejected you? He’s been flirting with you, so it’s not surprising that this will be an extra shock to you. “I—” you stare at him, at a loss for words. “Y/n, nobody would like someone like you” you feel glossy eyes and also enraged. How could he say this after mentioning that his parents would love you? Even when you weren’t dating. A waste of time. Suddenly, you feel an arm around your shoulder. “I like them.” you turn around to see Lee Heeseung. You’ve talked to him about some lectures in groups, but nothing more than that—so what’s he saying? “I like Y/n. If you’re just gonna toy with them, leave them alone.” he raises an eyebrow and you watch your crush, or, well, ex-crush scoff and walk away, cussing at the ground.
Heeseung’s arm falls off your shoulder immediately. “I’m sorry for touching you, are you alright?” you tear up and he pats you back. “Shhh, he’s just a jerk, okay? Forget him.” your vision is foggy as you look at him. “Why’d you help me?” he looks at you blankly for a second, like a deer struck by headlights. “Didn’t you hear me? I said "I like you.”
박종성 (PARK JONGSEONG)  — Dumped
You call Jay on the phone, crying rather loudly. "Y/n? What's wrong?" He sounds alert. "I got dumped." You say between sniffles. Those words cause Jay to hang up on you. What the hell? What a jerk, you thought. - An hour passes and you've been watching a kdrama while crying your eyes out. There's a sudden knock at your door, and you open it to see Jay. You shut the door immediately. "Leave." You state as he jiggles the doorknob. "Y/n, wait. I'm sorry it took me so long there was traffic, and you know the ice cream place is far from my house!" Confusion takes over you as you slowly unlock and open the door. He continues: "Here, I got you all your favourite things. Do you want me to stay, or should I go..?" You take two white plastic bags from his hands. "You jerk. You suck." Now he's confused. "Should I??" he pointed to the street, more directly to his car. "How dare you hang up on me! Do you know how upset I was?" You pull him into the house, not noticing how he tripped over your shoe and stumbled forward, pushing himself to the nearest wall, with you in front of him. "O-Oh, i'm sorry—I was just trying to get here as fast as possible.” You can feel his hot breath fanning against your neck as he talks. "It's okay! It’s fine, don't worry." you blush and walk away, sitting back on the couch, now with your snacks. Jay stayed there, pinning air against the wall as he covered his mouth with his other hand. Shit. He was blushing like crazy.
심재윤 (SIM JAEYUN)  — Dumped
You're at Jake's house. in his room, sobbing on his gaming chair. "And then he just said it's over." You completed your story, not without at least one billion sniffles along the way. You knew you could rely on Jake, your best friend since almost forever, to comfort you. "Yeah? I'm sorry, Y/n. You deserved better." Your eyes sparkle in admiration and your eyes flashback distant memories from when you had a crush on Jake. Your heart aches. He was so perfect, but you were both young, and you didn't wanna risk losing him. "Jake.. Could I hug you?" He blanks out for a second before responding. "Of course! Sure! Just don't get any snot on me." Your face turns red in embarrassment and he notices. "Kidding, obviously!" He hugs you and you hold him tight.
After a few seconds, Jake tries to pull away, but you pull him tighter—maybe just a little too tight. From pulling Jake, his body weight was on you now and his gaming chair could not handle that; it toppled over. You were laying down on the chair, which was now flipped on its back (so you were still technically on it) when you realised Jake was on top of you. Woah. You both made eye contact for a split second before he got off. "Oh my gosh, Y/n, i'm sorry!" His cheeks are pink from prior. You just giggle. "No, seriously it's fine. It was my fault anyway." He looks at you, slowly speaking up. "In that case.. Wanna do it again?"
박성훈 (PARK SUNGHOON) — Rejected
It was embarrassing, getting rejected. And you needed someone to talk to. You went to your first and only resort, your best friend, Park Sunghoon. Something about the sparkle in your eyes while talking about him made Sunghoon uncomfortable. Did you like him that much? Come on. You barely knew him. Sunghoon decides not to speak on his thoughts and listen to what you have to say instead. He was always a good listener anyway.  But when you get to a point talking about stuff you “did wrong”, he can’t hold back any longer. “Y/n.” his sharp voice catches you off guard, and your eyes avert to him. “You did nothing wrong, okay? Just because you thought he liked you doesn’t mean you were wrong. He totally led you on and played with your feelings.” You feel tears wither up into your eyes and you clasp onto Sunghoon’s waist. It takes him by surprise, but he wraps his arms around yours. “Thank you, Hoon.”
김선우 (KIM SEONWOO) — Stood up
Sunoo could not believe what he was hearing. How could someone as pretty, kind, and sweet as you get stood up? I mean, the guy promised he'd show up. What a jerk. Sunoo stayed by your side as you ranted about how long you took getting ready, and how nervous you were. At first, you were a little upset, but then you were just irritated. You got all dressed up and ready for absolutely nothing. What a waste of time. Sunoo, unlike you, was furious. He asked (begged) for the guy's number so he could meet him, but you declined. Being petty wouldn't get you back time. "I give up on dating people." you sigh, and Sunoo panics. "You can't give up! There's still someone out there waiting for you!'' His sudden defensiveness leaves you confused. "And who would that be." you roll your eyes, sipping the water he brought for you earlier. "…. Me."
西村 力 (NISHIMURA RIKI) — Rejected
Before you even came up to Ni-ki, he could sense something was wrong—His spidey senses were tingling. He saw the small tear droplets formed in your eyes and sighs, pushing a stand of hair out of your face. His eyebrows were furrowed while he studied your sad features. "I thought you said you were absolutely confident he liked you back?" You sniffle a bit and he can't help but chuckle. "Idiot." He whispers under his breath. Ni-ki's face holds a soft smile, his eyes holding oceans of stars. "Hey!" You punch him and he lets out a fake cry. "Maybe he changed his mind." You huff at him.
Not a great situation for jokes, but Ni-ki always managed to make you laugh. "You should've stayed with me.." He pats your head, still making eye contact even if he's towering over you.  "You know I'd treat you better." Your heart flutters. How could it not? But it was for your friend. Was this wrong? You give him a confused expression, still at a loss of words from his actions. "Y/n, you don't know? You really  don't know?" His blank expression still confused you, and a slow, soft smile appeared in his mouth. He bends down to your level, and your eyes widen. He's.. super attractive. How couldn't you notice him before? "I like you."
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rosie-rosem · 1 year
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rosie's tumblr recs pt1
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f = fluff
a = angst
smau = social media au
drabble = short stories
reactions = reactions
scenarios = scenarios with them
fau = fantasy au
w = check warning(s), there could be some sensitive topics.
v = violence
𝕡𝕒𝕦 = parent(s) au
🫰 = my favs
no smut recs
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enhypen
baby fever (f, a, smau, 𝕡𝕒𝕦, 🫰) | p.s - luvx01
already won (f, 𝕡𝕒𝕦) | s.j - @ihugjakey
texts with boyfriend (f, smau, drabble) | n.r - @wonillaa
12:42 (f, drabble) | l.h - @heeracha
truth untold (f, a) | s.j - @filmbyjy
you not saying ‘I love you’ back (f, reaction) | hyung line - @silvermistcosmos
you not saying ‘I love you’ back (f, reaction) | maknae line - silvermistcosmos
random texts with bf #1 (f, smau) | l.h - @pradasim
random scenarios with enha (scenarios, f) | ot7 - @ox1-lovesick
How they say ‘I love you’ without actually saying it (f, scenarios) | ot7 - @duskwon
first pics they would post with you (f, scenarios) | ot7 - @jalapenokpoppers
shawty, you’re my heart stealer (f, drabble) | n.r - @io6nha
distracting him while he’s gaming (f, reaction, drabble) | n.r - @kynrki
when they want attention (f, scenarios) | ot7 - @kdvnco
enha’s s/o on their period (f, reaction, scenarios, 🫰) | ot7 - @2ynjns
good morning (f, drabble, w) | p.j - flimbyjy
12:18 (f, a, drabble) | p.j - @heecase
his warm and firm grasp (f, drabble) | p.j - @storm-clouds-roll-in
niki as your bf (f, drabble) | n.r - @sparklingsjy
calling them pretty boy (f, drabble, reaction, scenarios) | hyung line - @adoremark
kisses with enha (f, drabble, reaction, scenarios) | ot7 - @justhoonies
missing you (f, a, drabble) | n.r - @rikiologyy
hands (f, drabble) | n.r - @imhuh
sparks fly (f, drabble) | s.j - @nyangified
this time (f, drabble, pau ) | s.j - @heeverseblog
enha giving you butterflies (f, a, scenerios) | ot7 - @tyunni
you got sweet lips (f, drabble) | n.r - wanna-live-yn-life
cardigan (f, drabble) | n.r - jennaissantes
paper rings (w, f, pau, smau) | s.j - @117luv
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nct
little surprise (f) | j.j - @flowerboykun
nct dream and the voicemails they would leave you (f, drabble, reaction) | ot7 - @haofrog
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stray kids
skz favorite thing about u (f, reaction) | ot8 - @tzuyusluv
what they would be like as your plus one (f, scenarios) | ot8 - @wishingyouback
them calling you clingy (f, a, reaction,🫰) | ot8 - @dreamescapeswriting
crying over you (drabble, a) | b.c - @straylightdream
they call you clingy pt1 (a, drabble, reaction, scenerios) | hyung line - @yangfleurs
they call you clingy pt1 (a, drabble, reaction, scenerios) | maknae line - yangfleurs
they call you clingy pt2 (a, f, drabble, reaction, scenerios) | hyung line -yangfleurs
they call you clingy pt2 (a, f, drabble, reaction, scenerios) | maknae line - yangfleurs
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ateez as kdrama characters I think they’d play well (scenarios) | ot8 - @spilltheateeaz
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p1harmony
p1h as types of hugs (f, scenarios) | keeho, theo, soul - @sereinct
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first time seeing their s/o after coming home from tour (f, reaction) | ot5 - @ihrtrep
idiot (f, drabble) | c.b - @p0ckykiss
8:05 (f, drabble) | k.t - @pr0dbeomgyu
when you can’t get enough of beomgyu (f, drabble) | c.b - @impuritywritings
are you sure? (f, a, drabble) | c.b - @tyunslvr
misleading (a, drabble) | c.s - @jungwnies
"always, my love" (f, a, drabble, pau) | c.s - @bbhyeoliskooks
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svt
until you (f, a, drabble, w) | x.m - @heartsfromia
0:05 (a, drabble) | h.j - @gguksgalaxy
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tbz
kiss it better (f, drabble) | k.s - @tsupuffs
ashamed (a, drabble) | k.s - @tbzloonar
pay attention to me! (scenarios, f, a) | hyung line - @cupidjyu
pay attention to me! pt 2 (scenarios, f, a) | 98 line - cupidjyu
pay attention to me! pt 3 (scenarios, f, a) | maknae line - cupidjyu
broken hearts ! (f, a, drabble) | k.s - @miaaahihi
moments with juyeon (w, scenerios, f, a) | l.j - @hwaflms
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other groups
nothing yet
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if you want more go check out pt2 ~ here
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lovepookie · 3 months
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👀I thought I’d go ahead and be the first to request for a zb1 or enha reactions/scenerios or fake texts! (Your choice!) reaction to y/n telling them they’re in trouble and that they need their help fighting somebody who told them to pull up😭 be as creative with this as possible! I think anything you choose would be fun
Thanks if you do go through with it!🩷
♡ nano note — THANK YOU RU!!! i went ahead and did both zb1 & enha as u prolly already know lmao. they are also linked below too!! i had so much fun with this and i hope u like my interpretation of the concept! 🥹🫶🏻
♡ enhypen — hyung line & maknae line
♡ zb1 — hyung line & maknae line
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kpophubb · 1 year
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hi I really like you jungwon x reader drabbles and scenerios hope you also do Enhypen's Dark moon characters x readerrrr , your an amzing writer btw love your works omfggggg 😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
thank you so so much for loving what I write 🥺🖤
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Altho I’m not writing supernatural genre now, I do hope to start for vampire!enha 👀 pls fill me in on their webtoon characters if you’d like bc I don’t know a lot about them :]
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jay-durian · 2 years
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Hii can request for Enhypen's reaction with a s/o that suffers from iron deficiency (anaemia) since half of the world almost has it T-T
Thank youuu ♡
- 🐧anon
「Enhypen with an s/o that suffers from iron deficiency」
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━ Lee Heeseung ︱ 이희승
always carries iron supplements 
would probably laugh when you stumble slightly when you get up but will make sure you don’t fall 
if something serious happens he makes sure you visit the doctor (he cares too much sjkskhdk) 
will make sure you eat foods high in iron and foods that help your body absorb iron
rest of the members under the cut! 
━ Park Jeongseong  ︱  박종성
HE WILL MAKE FOOD FOR YOU. Will make sure you’re diet has good amount of iron in it
also caries iron supplements 
would probably add the pool noodles to sharp edges because he doesn’t want you to get hurt if you ever do faint when he isn’t around 
WE ALL NEED A JAY T-T
━ Jake Sim    ︱ 제이크 심
he’d probably get too worried and might even panic (not because of the iron deficiency, but because of you getting dizzy and stuff) 
he too, recommends visiting the doctor just in case
will also eat food rich in iron because he doesn’t want you to do it alone :(
man will literally CARRY you everywhere lmao 
━ Park Sunghoon ︱ 박성훈
manz will be concerned asf when he sees you getting dizzy or something 
he will make you eat proteins skdjksd 
would probably buy way too many supplement pills and then ya’ll don’t know what to do with the remaining ones 
keeps reminding you to not get up all of a sudden so you wont get dizzy(?)
━ Kim Sunoo  ︱ 김선우
poor baby would probably cry if you fainted😭
istg he won’t shut up until you eat proper food skjskshk 
another member who would probably put alot of tape or pool noodles on sharp edges around the house so you don’t get hurt 
he’s so precious skfhdsg😭😭😭 PROTECT HIM (and yourself bc you have iron deficiency) 
━ Yang Jungwon  ︱  양정원
leader-nim is always prepared for the worst. 
iron supplements? he has it. food? he has it. a vehicle to take you to the doctor if something happens? he has that too. 
would probably be the calmest among everyone else lol 
will use his taekwondo skills on anyone who makes fun of you for stumbling or anything.
   ━ Nishimura Riki ︱니시무라 리키
HE DEADASS LAUGHS WHEN YOU STUMBLE AFTER GETTING UP😭😭 
would probably be confused at first but understands once you explain to him that you have an iron deficiency 
thinks that it’s not a big deal 
he won’t admit it but he carries all sorts of medicines for you cause he’s too worried. will never tell you that though 
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junjungsunwoo · 3 years
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<<12:34>>
Pairing: Jay Park X Fem! Reader
Word Count: 0.581k
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: none :))
Taglist: @geniejunn @daystiny @chaoticdreaminisode @symoneismeh @daegalfangirl @tinisprout​
Networks: @k-dinernet @foreverkpop-net @kpclub @k-library @ficscafe @hotpink-ent @ultkpopnetwork @knet-bakery
A/N: Requested by the ever so lovely Mona, @kurosism
“I'M IN A DROUGHT SO I NEED JAY FLUFF PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE 🥺 ooh, maybe secret admirer...“
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Making sure there was no one in the room, you quickly walked in and shut the door quietly. Trying hard to content the wide smile forming on your face, you quickly walked over to his desk.
Placing a packet of bread and banana milk on the desk, you take out a pen and a pad of sticky notes. Not even hesitating to think about what to write, your hand immediately started brushing against the table, leaving beautifully written letters formed in beautiful sentences onto the piece on paper.
I saw you in class today, and you look kinda tired so I wanted to get you a little something more than the usual chocolate bar for you, so I got you bread and banana milk! I hope you don’t mind either of those things hehe
I saw you in class today, and you look kinda tired so I wanted to get you a little something more than the usual chocolate bar for you, so I got you bread and banana milk! I hope you don’t mind either of those things hehe
I saw you in class today, and you look kinda tired so I wanted to get you a little something more than the usual chocolate bar for you, so I got you bread and banana milk! I hope you don’t mind either of those things hehe
I saw you looking for me yesterday during class, it was kinda funny I’m not going to lie, watching you swing your head side to side looking confused(?). Please stop looking for me, I think I’m still too shy to be confronted by you hehe ///>-<///
But really, once I get a little more courage I promise I’ll come up to you one day in person and give you your daily chocolate bar. I’ll confess then too, but I still can’t figure out if you find me annoying or cute from that constant straight face you would always have. I think I would still be scared that I would get rejected then but I think (well, I hope) that then I will have the heart to take the heartbreak.
Anyways, I hope that you’ll have a great rest of your day Jay. Smile! You always look sooooooo much more handsome when you do! 
From: your secret admirer <3
Ripping the small piece of paper from the rest of the pad, you carefully place it onto the packaging of the bread before putting your pen and paper away. 
But before you could move away from Jay’s desk, the door suddenly opens. Turning around in shock, you come face to face with the man himself- Jay.
“What are you doing at my desk?” He questions you as he begins to walk towards you.
“Um- I- uh…” You stumble on your words not knowing what to do after being caught by him.
Jay picks up the piece of paper on his desk before reading it quickly. You stand there awkwardly, debating if you should run or not.
“So i’t been you the whole time” He asks you as he puts down the paper. You nod you head slightly, your vision locked onto your shoes that were ever so interesting.
“Well, you should have just told me. Then you wouldn’t have had to spend so much money on me.” He tells you with a joking tone, making you look up from the ground confused.
“Wait-what? What do you mean?” You asked confused, your head spinning from both the sudden blood rushing to your red cheeks and from the confusion Jay was giving you.
“It means, you should have just told me from the start and you wouldn’t have had to spend so much money on me, when I would be the one spending money on you.”  Still confused you tilt your head a little. Jay rolls his eyes playfully.
“It means I like you dummy,” your red cheeks somehow becomes redder as you feel a wave of happiness flush over you. “Let’s date.”
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en-hale-archives · 2 years
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i hope no ones asked this before, but how experienced do u think hyung line is? like who’s most likely to be a virgin / have started having sex recently / have had sex pre debut haha cause realistically most ppl that age have had their first time already (my first time was when i was ni-ki’s age which is so weird to think about 🥲🥲) but because of their training period and still being a rookie, it looks like it’d be harder for them to meet a romantic/sexual partner
sorry for the long ask lol but i’m curious about what u might think!!! also side note i love ur blog hehe
on a scale of 1-10, who's experienced is the hyung line..♡‧₊˚
pairing ≕ hyung!enha
warning ≕ 18+/smut. Read @ your own discretion.
author's note ≕ I'm so intrigued with this request. the rule of the scale is that I rate between 1-10 on which members are experienced or not. 10 being extremely experienced and 1 being not even a kiss.
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𐂂 Heeseung ≕ 6.5 - I believe for sure that Heeseung has already had a few of his firsts, like first kiss, make-out, maybe some subtle dry grinding as they do, and potentially a handjob. His first kiss would've been wayyy long ago, years before he even decided to become a trainee. I think in middle school he might've had some fling with a cute girl from science class, and they might've kissed each other in between classes, or while waiting on the bus, you know, the only time middle schoolers could do stuff like that. During his trainee time, it's highly likely that he could've met someone, and they got close, kissed a few times, it might've gone far on one or two occasions, but never anything passed a couple of make-outs and the dry grinding like I mentioned before. Heeseung was for sure the type of trainee that was more focused on becoming an idol than he was on getting into a relationship. Nothing ever went anywhere with the girl, and by the time he became an idol, he was running out of free time to do really anything else outside of Enhypen. Since he is the oldest, I could believe that the company lets him get away with a few more things, like potentially seeing girls or even going on dates with them. If that were to happen, he could take it a step further and get his first handjob, maybe even trying to explore his partner's body by touching and rubbing on them, but I still believe he's a virgin. Again, he's so focused on the group, he's not worried about losing his virginity anytime soon. He'll just go with the flow. When it happens, it happens, but he's not going to stress himself out over it.
𓊿 Jay ≕ 4 - To be crucially honest, I don't see Jay having done much in the sexual department. I'm sure he's thought about it, even almost getting close to it, but never has it gone the way he expected. Like Heeseung, I'm sure Jay has had his first kiss like many do. Jay just always seems to me like the one that has to be in a relationship in order for him to be comfortable with doing stuff with his partner. So his first kiss might've happened in his early years of high school, so they were his first serious relationship, and they got to be his first kiss, and vice versa. They broke up when Jay decided to be a trainee cause he wanted to be all focused on his career. I can see him getting teased by the others that he didn't at least get his first handjob or blowjob, but he's not worried about it. I genuinely see Jay as he is right now having some fling with another k-pop female idol. It's very brand new, they've only been on a few dates, and potentially he's thinking about taking things further. But again, he's super busy with being in Enhypen, he doesn't have time to worry about his sex life. If anything, eventually Jay will lose it, maybe in the next couple of years or so. I can see him getting into a private relationship and keeping things calm until one day it just happens.
ꈊ Jake ≕ 9 - Probably has the most experience out of all of them. There's no doubt in my mind that he hasn't already lost his virginity. He seems like he would've been the cute popular guy in high school that could get anyone he wanted, and because of that, he just has already had sex, maybe even multiple times, with the same person, or even different people. I think way before he was even a trainee, Jake might've not had the best reputation and could've been a huge fuckboy, including just giving off those vibes more than any other member. I can imagine Jake being one of those kids in elementary school that would moan for fun at recess or would talk about sexual things with his friends. Kind of like back then when he couldn't stop laughing after Jungwon accidentally moaned on a vlive. Actually, he would've had the same maturity level as Ni-Ki when he was his age since Ni-Ki was the one who kept moaning out loud to tease Jungwon. Stuff like that is what I imagined Jake to be. Now, I think he has grown a bit more mature cause he's afraid to ruin his reputation since he is an idol, so he's not so much as sexually active as he could've been before. However, Jake has experienced all of it: handjob, blowjob, eating someone out, fucking them, even maybe trying out some funky positions. I can definitely see it. I think the only thing Jake hasn't had is a possible serious relationship which is why he's at a 9.
𖠪 Sunghoon ≕ 7.5 - as much as I write about Sunghoon being this big and bad dominant person, he's probably not had much more experience than Heeseung. For one, Sunghoon has kind of been in the spotlight his entire life, so I think he's already learned how to act in front of the camera, and due to his very stressful and busy job as a figure skater, he probably hasn't had much time outside to be in relationships, but I'm sure he's managed. His first kiss could've been with the person he did his first figure skating duet with, his first girlfriend could've been with the many girls he was in class with. it didn't start to go anywhere until right before he became a trainee, and his girlfriend and they might've taken things pretty far, maybe even almost having sex, but he was too scared and maybe she was too. If anything, Like Heeseung, I can see him having a secret relationship and just now diving into his sex life. Nothing serious like a relationship, but Sunghoon is an adult and has adult needs, just like the rest of the hyungs. So a few girls, so nights out. I don't know how arrangements would work in terms of if the girl would come over to the dorm, which I doubt she would, but he also couldn't go to hers so who knows...? I'm sure they figure it out though.
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𓏲 𖧷ˊ ENHYPEN MASTERLIST minors dni with my nsfw works or you’ll be blocked!
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key: fluff (☁️), angst (🌪️), smut (🥛), smau (📲), written series (📖), one shot (📓), drabble (📄), other (💬), ongoing (🎬), completed (📨), hiatus (📪), discontinued (🗑️) note: i will mainly be writing for the hyung line unless it’s a sfw oneshot/drabble or headcannon/scenerio for any other member. for my works, i consider drabbles to be under 2k words. ∿ [ continue on to . . . works in progress or request ]
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𓏲 𖧷ˊ OT7/MULTI
nothing yet . . . !
𓏲 𖧷ˊ HEESEUNG 𐙚 soft thoughts ⋆ hard thoughts
nothing yet . . . !
𓏲 𖧷ˊ JAY 𐙚 soft thoughts ⋆ hard thoughts
boyfriend texts with jay!⌇📲,☁️ in which your boyfriend jay is absolutely down bad and pathetic for you (and vice versa).
𓏲 𖧷ˊ JAKE 𐙚 soft thoughts ⋆ hard thoughts
nothing yet . . . !
𓏲 𖧷ˊ SUNGHOON 𐙚 soft thoughts ⋆ hard thoughts
sex for dummies!⌇14k - 📓,🥛,🌪️ your life seemed to be going perfectly as student body president and smartest person in your university… until your grades started to slip. it got worse when you have to be tutored by the student body vice president, park sunghoon, your rival and the person you hate the most. it then somehow got even worse when he ends up being your partner for your debate team’s competition.
𓏲 𖧷ˊ SUNOO 𐙚 soft thoughts
nothing yet . . . !
𓏲 𖧷ˊ JUNGWON 𐙚 soft thoughts
cat-dog!⌇0.8k - 📄,☁️ you’re a broke college student taking up dog walking to mainly to scrounge up some extra cash. out on one of your walks, a guy runs up to you and asks if you happen to also walk cats. of course you say yes, you need the money, but you didn’t except to end up losing his said cat.
𓏲 𖧷ˊ NIKI 𐙚 soft thoughts
nothing yet . . . !
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Hello! Can i please request a heeseung smut where he's tired from practicing so y/n helps him loosen up 👀 then when they're about to come together, hee hugs her and praises her.. Thank u in adv ❤❤
Author's Note ⑅ stop this is so fucking soft. I tried not to go overboard and write an excessive amount of words, so I was able to stay under 2k! Please enjoy, this is proofread but lmk if you see a mistake.
tittle ⑅ Good to Me
pairing ⑅ boyfriend!hee x fem!reader
warning ⑅ 18+ content/smut(oral (m receiving), unprotected sex, hair pulling, grinding, praising, spitplay, gagging), cussing, read at your own discretion
word count ⑅ 2k
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"Urgh.." Heeseung groans. He plops down onto the couch as you come out of the bathroom, drying the last layer of dampness in your hair.
Heeseung stretched his legs out and laid his head back. His neck was red and covered in a thick layer of sweat, beads dripped from his forehead and his chest expanded in and out as he took large gulps of breath.
You sit beside him, only wearing a bra and black shorts.
"Are you okay?" You ask, in hopes that he'll give an actual response.
"It's just a lot going on right now," He huffs.
You give him a pout face, rubbing his tummy atop his soaked flannel.
Even with Heeseung sweating and drenched in a tint of red, he was still attractive. His adam's apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed, his eyelashes fluttered as he closed his eyes, his lips were plumb, glossed with a coat of spit from how often he licked his lips.
You lay the towel around your neck and scoot closer to him. Heeseung sits his hand on your knee and draws tiny circles. He uses his other hand to grab the remote and turn on Law and Order, a show he got obsessed with after you introduced him to it.
"ugh, this again?" You whined. Heeseung lets out the best smile he can.
"it's not my fault I'm obsessed, it's all yours." He teased. Each time he opened his eyes it looked like it strained him. The finger that was tracing your knee moved slower and slower. Heeseung licked his lips out of habit before fluttering his eyes close.
"Maybe you should go to bed," you pat his tummy.
"No," he turns to you and wraps his arms around your waist. You laugh as his wet body engulfs yours.
"Ewe, you're all sweaty," you try pushing him away playfully, but deep down, you don't mind feeling his heat on your body.
"I know you like it." His sleepy voice teased. You giggle in his ears, but seconds later he leans back onto the couch.
Missing his warmth, you rest your head against his chest, propping your feet up on the couch.
"I thought I was sweaty," he mimicked in a high-pitched voice.
"You are," I retort back. "But, you also smell really nice." Even through Heeseung's sweat, you could still smell the faint scent of cologne and a potent whiff of men's deodorant.
He huffs, wrapping his arm around you once again, and pulling you close.
You exhale a sigh of relief. Nothing beats the feeling of being in his arms. You feel protected, safe from the outside world and all things that made it worse. At this very moment, it was just you and him, nothing else.
"Do you want me to give you a massage?" You ask after a little while. You feel Heeseung's chin move up and down above your head. You pull yourself off his chest and lean over him to start at his shoulders. You gently use your thumbs to press into his tense spots, receiving a sigh of pleasure from Heeseung. You do this for a while before moving down to his arms, then chest. You have him sit up to get his back, and then move onto his hips, moving them gently in slow, smooth circles. Heeseung's voiced hitched in his throat.
"Does that feel good baby?" You tease in a low voice. Heeseung chuckles, licking his lips once again. You move back to the front of him and push him back onto the couch, getting down on your knees and spreading his legs apart.
You put both hands on each of his thighs and rub simultaneously, starting in the front and working your way up closer to his groin, already feeling a hard-on grow.
You like teasing Heeseung. You like the faces he makes when his body went into pleasure. You enjoy the way his lips got wetter as he grew more excited.
You press small kisses on his thighs, the thick fabric of his pants made it difficult to feel the warmth of his skin, but you knew it was there.
You keep going and felt Heeseung's hands fall over yours. You made eye contact with him as you suck and licked at the fabric, teasing him to no end.
Heeseung leans over and rubbed at your back, gently following the curve of your spine. You continued kissing at his thighs, loving the way his heavy hands felt against your back muscles.
He traced up and down your spine before running his hand up to your hair and holding it back so that it didn't fall in your face.
"Suck me, baby," Heeseung begged. You smiled against his thigh. Your favorite thing ever was sucking him off. It seemed that he couldn't get enough of your slick mouth and how much saliva it produced.
Heeseung lifts your head as he pulls down his pants and underwear. His member shoots up and bounces back and forth, already hard from the little actions you made. You can't help but laugh as you watch it jiggle like jello.
"What?" He blushes. He notices you looking at his cock and swivels his hips so that it jiggles more.
You slap his arm, "quit it!" It makes you giggle harder.
He chuckles before biting his lips, "this is not even how big it can get..."
You raise an eyebrow, "Oh? How big can it really get?" You trace your hands up his bare thighs.
He takes in a large breath, "put it in your mouth and see." You smirk before placing the tip of him between your lips and circling slowly. He slides his fingers into your hair again, letting out breathy moans as you swirl and swish around his cock.
You've been practicing for a while now trying to fit all of him, but each time he touched the back of your throat, you felt your eyes water as your gag reflexes kicked in. But now more than ever you wanted to try again.
You wrapped your hand around the base as you suck the rest, licking and kissing against him. Heeseung grabbed at your hair, pulling it into a messy ponytail. With a sudden urge, you move your hand out of the way and take all of him. Heeseung lets out a beautiful moan that made your bottom half tingle.
"Good girl." He whispered. "You're doing so good baby." Heeseung massaged his fingers on your scalp, but seconds later you feel the burning sensation in your eyes and feel yourself retch against him.
Heeseung moans again "Shit baby, that's it." You feel him push you back down around his cock, creating another gag for your throat.
"Such a good girl." He moaned. You leap off his cock for a breather, letting the tears fall down as you spit, letting it slide down his shaft.
"One more time baby, please," he begged. You can't say no to his whiny voice so you're back on it again, bobbing your head up and down, leaving a white ring around his base. You go for all of it again, successful at reaching the bottom, but inevitably choke. He wasn't lying when he said that he hadn't grown all the way, cause now it seemed like his cock wasn't just touching the back of your throat, but going down it.
Heeseung breathing was now hoarse.
He squeezes his hand tighter around your hair. "Gag on my cock." He's able to croak out, and you do, feeling his legs tremble against your face. You pull off quickly.
"No Heeseung, don't come." You command, spit dripping down your chin.
He leans down to kiss you again, wiping away the tears that had fallen.
"Come here," with swift force, Heeseung grabs you by the hips and throws you on the couch.
"Turn around." He demands, and you don't decline. You turn on the couch and rest your arms against the backrest, spreading your legs and giving your ass a little shake before Heeseung stands behind you.
He slaps it, hard. "Yes baby, shit." He cusses. You feel his large hands take hold of your hips as he moves your shorts and panties out of the way to rub his tip against the outside of your folds. You can't help but moan at how good it feels.
"Fuck, you're so wet," Heeseung says seconds before pushing all of him into you. You feel yourself stretch against his cock and can feel the warmth envelop you all over.
Heeseung waste no time, thrusting into you over and over. He was so deep that you could feel his pelvic bone hitting with each thrust.
Your moans have turned into cries as the pleasure was unreal. He hits your g-spot at an exceeding pace, making your mind fog and your body numb.
Heeseung takes all of your hair in one hand and gently pulls it back. "Does that feel good baby?"
You manage to wobble out a yes, all other words are stuck in your throat. Heeseung smacks your ass a few times, earning a loud moan out of you.
"I'm close baby," he says. You feel him thrust harder and harder.
"No, no don't come yet!" You shout out. You feel Heeseung's hands tighten around your hip and hair, an aggravated groan escapes his mouth. He slows his pace as you grind and wiggle your ass against him. He took a deep breath and stopped your movement with both hands. "If you keep moving like that I'll be close again."
He withdrawals the entire way and you push him to sit down.
You climb on top, "I want to see you come," you whisper in his ear. "You're so hot when you come." You can hear Heeseung's breath grow louder as you spoke. You guide your hands on his cock and slip it inside you with no problem.
You wrap your arms around his neck and press close into him, grinding your hips down. You can't help but whimper each time you move against him, loving the way he sounds in your ear, desperate and breathy.
He ushers your hips up and down, slamming against him hard.
"Fuck, I'm close again baby," You lift off of him and hold onto his shoulders.
"Heeseung, open your eyes, I want to see you come." He opens his eyes slowly and his mouth falls open. It makes you start to ride him harder, driving your motivation through the roof.
"Come, baby.." You beg. His breath begins to hitch, but he's able to pull enough strength to slip his hand in between the two of you and rub against your erected clit.
You squeeze against his cock, feeling yourself pulsing fast. You're right on the edge. "Come with me, baby. Let it out."
Your voice washes away as you grind hard on him. Your eyes never leave his as you hold onto his shoulders and ride out the orgasm you feel arriving.
"I'm coming, I'm coming." You moan out repeatedly. Heeseung wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you in.
"Good girl, keep coming," You feel Heeseung thrust into you a bit as your orgasm takes over, wrapping your body in a wave of euphoria as your hips moved on their own.
"I love you so much, baby." He whimpers out. "God, you're so fucking perfect." His grip tightens.
"Come in me Heeseung." You whine out. He lifts your head up and plants his lips on yours hard. You swallow his wave of moans as he shudders in pleasure against you, crying out your name.
You continue to grind slowly against him as you both kiss out your high.
"That was amazing," Heeseung said when he was finally able to catch his breath. You nod in response.
"You're so fucking beautiful baby." Heeseung leans up to kiss you again. You rock against him, still able to feel his hardness.
"You're still hard," you mumble out. Heeseung kisses your cheeks and chuckles.
"I know," he sighs. "Like I said, It's been a long day."
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en-hale-archives · 2 years
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hello I hope you are well, could I request at what time of the day in enhypen hyung line would you be more horny? as in afternoon, night or early morning. I don't know if it was understood hahaha I hope so. have a nice day / night.
I UNDERSTOOD PERFECTLY, AND LOVE IT!
༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ At What Time Hyung Enha's are the Horniest༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹
pairing ⑅ Hyung!enha x themselves!
warnings ⑅ 18+/suggestive. Read at your own discretion.
authors note ⑅ I haven't written in a while since I've been heavily busy lately. Although, I found this one in my inbox, and immediately had the answers. Hope you all enjoy!
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Heeseung ⑅ Hee is most likely a very sporadic dude. I can't imagine him being specifically horny just at any certain time during the day, it's really just whenever he feels it, which can be any time. I can just imagine he's in the middle of practice and income horny Lil Hee. He's much less likely to do it at night though, just because he likes to sleep.
Jay⑅ After a long stressful day, all Jay wants to do at night is take a load off. He'll eat dinner as soon as he can, make sure the other members are busy doing something else, and lock himself wherever he can get some privacy. It's a routine for him; between 10-2 AM, he'll try to find time to get off. It helps him ease up and puts him in a better mood. He'll rarely ever do it in the morning since he wakes up too exhausted to do anything.
Jake⑅ Jake is pretty sporadic as well, but it's usually wherever he can find usual time by himself. Most of the time he finds is little mini bathroom breaks, since he's able to let go pretty easily. If we had to put a time to it, mostly the afternoon, going into the evening.
Sunghoon ⑅ Sunghoon is a strategic man. He knows that if he wakes up early enough, everybody will still be asleep. So, he'll set an alarm, turn on some you-know-what, and let loose. And he'll go for a few rounds, especially if they don't have to get up early for anything, then he knows they'll be asleep for a lot longer and he can go for however long he wants.
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en-hale-archives · 3 years
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Me with You ~~ part 2
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pairing ⑅ bestfriend!Jake x fem!reader
genre ⑅ friends to lover, smut (nipple stim - f receiving, grinding,) a touch of angst with a side of fluff
words/read time ⑅ 5.8k/16-20 mins
tagged: @ladynightmareii (thank you sm for enjoy part 1! hope you also enjoy part 2!)
warnings ⑅ 18+ content, cussing, read at your own discretion
synopsis ⑅ After a certain incident during slow dancing, things become awkward in the household, but an angsty convo and two best friends later, things start to turn up.
author's note ⑅ This is proofread but lmk if you see any mistakes. Sorry for the long wait, this was supposed to come out a while ago, but ya’know -- life :) I think this is my favorite thing that I’ve ever written, so PLEASE ENJOY !
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Jake's POV
The room was overtaken by the silver glow of the moon. y/n smiled up at me, the innocent smile that I’d seen play on her face a million times, and still, it made my heart fall to my feet. Her face was covered in a mini layer of sweat, most noticeably due to the excessive dancing that she was not used to. Strands of hair fell in front of her eyes and tickled my hands that were holding onto her waist. She was glistening under the moonlight as if it had fallen in love with her half as much as I had.
We were still dancing, swaying gently to the mellow song that played, and y/n had felt soft and warm, like the part of home I was missing back in Seoul. We continued to move lightly on the cold floors, just taking the time to bathe in the moment, and never let it go.
I found myself wanting to blurt out how much I loved her due to the heat of the moment, but she slithered her hands from my shoulders to around my neck and pulled me in, laying her head ever so gently against my chest. Suddenly, it was like the music had stopped and time had paused. Anything that flooded my brain was now taken up by her capacity. The outside world was no longer important, and it was just us now, standing here, closer to each other than we had ever been before.
And in that sudden moment, I was increasingly aware of her body and the way it was touching mine. I could feel the smooth fabric of her tank top brushing against my shirt, and her bare arms were like a warm blanket placed against my neck. I felt her chest go in and out, as if it was matching the rhythm of my own. Her shorts stopped above her mid-thigh, and I felt her legs move gently, bumping into mine in the process. Even through her sweat, I could smell the fruitful scent of her shampoo, the same one she had used since middle school after it became popular. I let every single aspect of her consume me, from the whisper of her soft voice singing along to the song, to the feeling on her waist glued to mine.
She let out a sigh, most likely a regular old sigh, but my body took it and ran. I tried focusing on my own breathing, trying not to let the eagerness get the best of me, but the pace had quickened. I tried bringing my hands back up to her waist, thinking that the sensation of her hips was too much, but that didn’t work either, as I just pulled her in closer without knowing it. I felt embarrassed, the sudden urge to pull away had increased, but my body and my mind didn’t think alike.
I felt her sharply move under my touch, and pull away from my chest. Her hand moved back down to my shoulders, and her familiar smile glanced up at me. I noticed then how bright her eyes were and just how plump and smooth her lips looked. The excitement had put my body in overdrive, and just as I was about to take her face in my hands, I felt another sensation send a bolt of tingles through my body. For half a second I wondered what it was until I felt her slightly move against it, and realized it was coming from my groin.
I tried to remain calm, but I could tell I hadn’t when her expression changed from relaxed to worried. I instantly pull away from her and trod back to the couch, looking for something to cover my lap which ended up being the plate of leftover pasta. y/n was still standing where I had left her, looking down at me with wide eyes that blinked profusely.
“Sorry, I just got weirdly hungry and remember I still had that pasta left.” I lied, my voice coming out rushed and strained. My heart was beating against my chest so hard that someone would’ve thought it was trying to break its cage and fly away, something I didn’t mind doing at this very moment. “You keep dancing though. I’ll just watch and eat.” I laid against the couch in a more relaxing posture, trying to make it look like I wasn’t about to have a panic attack.
Still confused, she unhooked her phone from the speaker and took a seat on the floor near me. Her hair touched my legs and I slowly retreated further from the edge trying my best to be as far away from her as possible.
“Hey, didn’t you want to show me our old yearbook you found?” I wasn’t able to think straight, my emotions and actions were mixed up at the moment, and all I wanted to do was get away from her to calm down and process what had happened, so I said the first thing that came to mind.
“Mmm-- yeah, but I lost it. I’ll show you another time.”
“Come on y/n, I really want to see it,” She looked up at me annoyed but soon surrendered and stormed upstairs to look for it.
The moment her legs disappeared from my view, I paced to the bathroom, trying to make as little noise as possible. I leaned against the door and slid down slowly, cupping my hands over my mouth as if afraid to make a sound. It wasn’t the first time this had happened, and I doubted that it’d be the last. The first time was in middle school when y/n sat on my lap in the cafeteria, and another time during our senior year when she fell asleep with one of her legs entangled in mine. It didn’t happen much often, but when I felt myself getting too excited I was able to control it, but today must have been different.
For the rare times that this occurred, I always felt guilty. Getting off to the fantasies that I had of her brought about shame and embarrassment. So I did what I had to do for it to go away.
I stood from my position on the floor and looked in the mirror, adverting my gaze from looking down at the problem. I filled the sink with cold icy water, and dipped my head in, stiffening up at the shock. The water was so cold that it burned, but I could care less, it was the only way to relieve myself of this burden.
I thought the worst possible things: the dark and snake and heights and clowns and leaving Enhypen and especially losing y/n. After a while, my lungs started to burn, a painful sensation that was powerful enough to erase my current arousal. I lifted my head out of the water, my face numb and my energy drained, suddenly becoming wearier.
As long as the thought of her was gone, then I was okay. As long as my heart didn’t race and my body didn’t crave for hers, then -- I was okay.
Seated back on the couch with my laptop and folders, I concentrated over the words on the screen and in my head, going over old lyrics and new ones, but my mind was so foggy that it went in one ear and out the other. I hardly acknowledged y/n when she came running down the stairs, exclaiming that she had no idea where she’d left it. I just continue focusing on nothing, going over lyrics after lyrics, as if I hadn’t read them a hundred times before. Anything to keep my focus off of her and on anything else. She laid on the opposite couch beside me, and within a few minutes, she was fast asleep.
I continued to look over my work for another hour, but what was the point? Nothing was sticking in my brain, and she was asleep, so what was I still so worried about? The sound of the house was of light noises outside and the soft breaths coming from y/n. I take only a moment to admire her sleeping face, her eyelashes silk and lush, her nose crinkled, possibly connected to her dream, and her mouth just slightly open. I decided not to bother waking her and placed a blanket over her body. I headed up the stairs and walked into the guest room, ready to forget what had happened an hour before, and focus on the day ahead tomorrow.
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Your POV
For the rest of the week, Jake was unusually quiet and distant with me. He kept himself mostly occupied in the guest room instead of in the living area, promising that he was just super busy and didn’t have much free time.
But then come Sunday, three days since Jake and I were able to even exchange more than two sentences to each other, and I wasn’t sure why.
Anyhow, it made me jittery and anxious all day. My appetite never seemed to appear and it felt like sleep was a foreign language. I struggled to sit still in my room without thinking about him. Did something happen between us that I wasn’t aware of? Did I do something wrong?
I sat at my desk chair and pondered what could’ve possibly happened. Thursday night was one of the best days I’d had with him since he’d left. We talked, we laughed, we sang, -- we danced. I might’ve dwelled on the last moment a little too long, as I couldn’t shake that new feeling that had entered my body during our dance. Was that what drove him away? Could he tell that I was feeling a bit flustered? Or that I was turned on by his body pressed up against mine?
I shifted in my seat, my body reminding itself of that sensation during that night. Tingles played in my stomach and my bottom half flustered. I close my eyes and imagined Jake. His face, his touch, this feeling. I told myself this stuff can happen often, that it wasn’t something to be ashamed of. Above all else, I’m still just young; anything could turn me on at this point. It didn’t matter that Jake was at the forefront, it could’ve been anybody and I would’ve felt that way -- right? My words did little to reassure me. I didn’t want this feeling to stop, but at the same time, I didn’t want to lose Jake. This affection wouldn’t go away, and maybe it never will, or maybe it was always here. Whatever it was, I finally realized it, and now that I couldn’t think of his name without a sensation coursing through my veins, I was horrified that he wouldn’t feel the same. But I’d had enough of his silent treatment, and was ready to confront him and his actions.
I sighed deeply before rising out of my seat and out the door. I walked to the opposite side of the hallway to the guest room. The closer I got the more I heard the small mumble of music. I went to pull the handle but was then aware of my beating heart.
C’mon, you got this. I shouldn’t be this nervous to speak to my friend that I’ve known for years. The friend who knew the deepest and dirtiest of my secrets, the friend that I told too many TMI’s to, the friend that was the easiest person in my life to talk to.
I held my breath as I slowly turned the knob. I pushed the door just slightly to widen my view of the room. He wasn’t at the desk like I expected, buried in his laptop or working on his music. Instead, he was laid out on the bed, both hands clasped together, his eyes closed, and his head bobbed to the beat coming from his headphones. But I was quick to realize the one thing missing, his shirt. I saw the towel laid beside him and realized that he had just gotten out of the shower, his hair still a bit damp and tousled.
This can wait. I thought as I went to close the door, I abruptly stopped myself. This wasn’t the first time I had seen jake shirtless. There were plenty of times in school when he would pull his shirt off to play soccer with his guy friends, or “just because” in his statement. But something was different this go-around. It was like his body dramatically shifted overnight. He was still skinny, but he was now enveloped in muscles. I could make out the large arc of his bicep, the smoothness of his glistening skin, and the slight detail of a six-pack on his stomach.
I swallowed roughly, trying to wash away the thoughts that invaded my mind of the things I’d imagined myself doing to him. That sensation fluttered up into my stomach and right before I went to close the door, Jake’s eyes opened and landed on me. He tore his headphones off and sat up, his eyes wide as he fixed his hair and straightened out his shorts.
“Hey!” I blurted.
“Hi..” He trailed.
This was the awkwardest that our atmosphere had ever been. If we were in our right minds, I would’ve walked in and laid on the bed with him, joking that it smelled like feet and must, and he would have something rhetorical to say back.
But now, it was like we had nothing more to say to each other than hey.
“Uh--” I had lost the reasoning for my being here, stuttering like an idiot at the entrance of the door.
“You can come in.” He gestured, a thorny chuckle followed. I follow his words and step in, standing a bit strangely in the middle of the room.
Jake averted his gaze from me to his phone, just like he’d been doing for the past few days, avoiding my eyes as if they were fragile. The words I so badly wanted to speak felt stuck in my throat, a few seconds more, and this atmosphere would be severely awkward.
“Is there something you needed?” His eyes are on me again, but this time it made me feel weird, and not in a good way. I was aware of my disheveled bed-head from the earlier morning, my wrinkled shirt that covered my doggy-printed shorts, and the fresh pimple that appeared on the side of my nose; all things that I wouldn’t have even cared ever about before.
“Uh -- yeah,” I replied. “I just kind of feel like-”
“Could this wait till later? I’m kind of in the middle of something.” Jake spoke with such impatience and annoyance that I almost felt offended.
“Well if you’re going to speak to me like that, then it can’t.” I felt my voice rise in a sudden burst of anger.
“Then hurry y/n.” He snapped. “You know I’ve been stressed with all this music stuff, I just don’t have the time right now.”
I closed the door behind me as I feel my irritation grow stronger, not wanting to disrupt my mom from her work downstairs.
“You’ve been a bigger prick these few days than you ever had been before. What’s your deal?” Jake snorted and looked back down at his phone. I had to be dreaming. Jake was mad, something I’ve seen before, but never towards me.
“What the fuck did I do to you for you to have the right to act like this?” My voice rose again and my eyes widen in disbelief. “You were fine Thursday and now it’s like some imaginary bell went off and you can’t even look at me!”
“Y/n, I’m looking at you now.” He retorted. I huffed. Furrow rose in my chest, and all signs of that feeling were gone.
I stepped closer to the bed, “just leave then Jake, seriously, you’re acting like a fucking bully.”
“I’m just busy with my music y/n, that’s it. You’re the one that keeps thinking something is off. This is me working, something you’ve no clue about.” His words sliced me in two, part of me offended, and the other part of me ready to put up a fight. All I wanted to do now was take a time machine back to Thursday night when we were laughing and being ourselves. Now there was something more here, and whether it was because of me or him, I still wasn’t sure.
“-- wow.” It seemed to be the only word that was able to escape my mouth as I processed what Jake had said. “I don’t know what’s gotten into you but I sure hope it finds its way out.” My voice wavered a bit, almost like I was about to cry, but I knew better than that. I was crushed. By his actions, his words, his tone. Suddenly I felt like a stranger standing in another stranger’s room like the past ten years had been wiped away of its existence.
“You were the only person that I’ve ever been able to talk deeply with. The only person that I thought could never, ever hurt me. But here we are.”
Jake glanced up at me, but this time with a look that spoke with sorrow. I blinked back tears, scared that I might’ve just lost the best thing that I’ve ever had. “Just pack your stuff and get out.” I walked to the door, totally feeling defeated until Jake leaped from his spot on the bed and stopped me. He leaned against the door as if I would try and put up a fight to open it.
I inhaled deeply as a tear rolled down my cheek. “Jake, move,” I say emotionless.
But he doesn’t budge. I can’t bring my eyes to meet his, scared that I might break down.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what’s happening with me.” I don’t reply back and hear him swallow to disrupt the silence.
“Really, I’m sorry.” He whispered softly. Warm tears continued to stream down my cheeks.
Jake’s hand cupped my face, forcing me to look up at him. At such close proximity, I notice things about him that I didn’t before. His eyes were a dark brown but under the fluorescent lights, it was like they had broken out of their shell and became a bright golden color. A shaft of light created by the curtains slanted a ray across his face, highlighting his dark hair and a tiny freckle on his cheek. I can make out the pattern of his smile lines, and even the single hairs from each eyebrow. The small indention beside his nose from a childhood incident still left its mark, his eyelashes, although short, curved up, just the way a baby’s would. I couldn’t help it when my eyes traced down his entire face and stopped at his lips, admiring the bow of his upper lip and how light pink they were. Then suddenly that feeling came soaring up, taking away the anger that I had had seconds before.
Jake slowly licked his lips, as if he was asking me to challenge him. And I did. Something that I couldn’t have dreamt of doing a year ago was what I craved to do the most today.
I kissed Jake. I held onto his sides and pulled him closer to me. Seconds had passed, and I couldn’t tell if he was enjoying this or not, but I was reassured when I felt his lips move against mine.
Soon enough we’re kissing hard, I felt his tongue slip into my mouth and vise versa, both of us entangled with one another.
We then started to kiss frantically, like we were almost out of time or just had plenty of it.
Jake’s hand shook as he tightened his grip on my cheeks. He separated his lips from mine to pant against my cheek, making me melt in his touch and long for something more.
He started at my cheek and followed around my face, making sure to kiss my forehead, nose, eyes, and chin, followed by a small nibble on my ear and a velvety suck on my neck. My breath picked up with every new destination he found. I can’t keep my hands from wandering elsewhere on his bare skin, finding their way to his abs before moving up to his chest. I can’t help but trace his entire body with my hands, desperate to feel him everywhere.
Jake moved his hands down to my waist as mine found themselves tangled in his hair, tugging lightly when he found the soft spots that I had no idea I had. I find it hard to keep in my moans, as my breaths turn to small whimpers.
My head had fogged and I was no longer in control of my actions as I felt my hands slip down to his sweatpants, eager to pull down.
“Wait,” I break apart our kiss and took a deep breath.
I took a look at his shorts with a sudden surge of anxiousness to pull them down. But what that was the heat of the moment talking? What if this ended up being the wrong choice? But, I did just kiss him, and he kissed me back, so was there anything to really worry about?
I felt his body stiffen when I placed my hands low on his hips, gently massaging the fabric of his shorts with my thumbs. I contemplated on what I should do; do I untie his drawstring, or do I just pull them down? Does he have underwear on, or is he going commando? And what the hell was I going to even do when I took them off? Handjob? Blowjob? Two things I have never experimented with in my entire life. Suddenly, Jake grabbed my wrists and pushed my hands away. I must’ve drifted off, cause the abrupt action shook me, and I look up at him swallowing hard. He gave me a gentle smile, except this time it felt different, it felt new.
He clasped his hands with mine and pulled me slowly towards the bed. “Come here,” he said, walking backward, making sure not to lose eye contact with me. I felt my heart leap from my chest to my stomach as I climbed onto the bed beside him. He moved to make enough comfortable room for me, still looking straight into my eyes.
He licked his lips, “Y/n...I’m really happy you kissed me.” He gleamed. I wanted to smile back, but I felt slight embarrassment and a pinch of terror; so I give him a weak grin.
“But…” Here it was, the explanation that he only liked me as a friend. The explanation that I might’ve ruined our relationship. The explanation that I feared for the minute my lips met his. But, then why did he kiss me back?
“We don’t have to go further than that if you’re not ready.” He whispered. “This is new to the both of us, and I wouldn’t want to rush anything.” I sighed with relief. So he wasn’t friend-zoning me!
Jake let out a chuckle before scooting closer to me and tightening his grip on my hands. “I’m perfectly fine with hugging, or cuddling, or watching a movie, or.. maybe kiss again..” he trailed off, “but, of course, it’s up to you!”
I giggled. While I was terrified of the thought of doing something wrong, or not being good at it; I still craved for it. I still craved for his body, I still craved for his mouth to touch all over my skin and lips, I still craved for Jake no matter how much it scared me.
And I was determined to get what I wanted. I exhaled before leaning over and kissing him gently -- giving small pecks across his lips as we fell back together, intertwining our legs almost immediately. Jake sent more smiley kisses around my face, making my entire body tremble as that sensation builds back up inside my body. And I don’t seem to be the only one, as I feel slight pressure against my thigh, similar to the one of that night.
Ohhh. I thought. That’s what that was.
And I think Jake noticed too, cause he inhaled deeply against my neck, trying to move his leg from around mine.
But I tightened my grip, and turned his head to kiss him deeply, “It’s okay Jake. I like feeling you excited.”
“Y/n, are you sure, cause I can wait...”
“Jake -- I don’t want to wait. Let’s just see how this plays out,” I whispered close to his ear. Surprised by my own words, I chuckle. I didn’t know I was even thinking that way, I didn't even realize that the words had slipped from my mouth until they had.
Jake opened his eyes with a desire I’d never seen before. He lifted himself off the pillow and planted his lips on mine, soft at first, but in seconds it deepened. I wrapped my hands around his waist and felt the silk of his skin, hot and slick from the heat created in the room. Our kiss grew urgent until it was too hard to breathe. Jake gripped my hair with lightness, pushing me closer to his lips as if it were possible. Each kiss felt like it lasted a lifetime, one after the other being more feral, more critical.
I break away from our kiss to lean Jake back against the pillow and press my lips to his neck, accidentally moaning in the process. I can’t keep my hands off his chest as they feel and squeeze his skin. I hear Jake's breath start to go shallow and hitch. He ran his hands up my shirt and massaged my shoulders, tracing the elastic of my sports bra until they found their way under and onto my nipples.
I couldn’t help but let out a small whimper as it sent tingles spiraling throughout my body. “Is this okay?” He asked between breaths. It was hard to speak, so I just gave a confident head nod against his shoulders. I straddled myself over his lap as I moved my lips back to his.
This moment felt too good that I was scared it was going to end too soon. I wondered what Jake was feeling, I wondered what he was thinking. Was I doing it right? Was I making him feel good?
“Can we take these off?” He spoke against my lips, referring to my shirt and bra. I felt my skin develop goosebumps but in a good way. No one had seen me naked, not even my own mother since being a kid. It felt like something sacred, but at this moment, I wanted him to tear them away as if they were pieces of paper.
I didn’t even answer before pulling them both off myself. “Shit...” he admired my breast and placed his hands on both, gaining a soft whimper from me. He groped and massaged them gently, enjoying my reaction as I failed to keep in my sounds. He bit his lip before placing one in his mouth, sucking and licking on it gently. I couldn't help but grind my hips down on his as my sensation built up to the surface like it was almost ready to rupture. I twisted my hands in the sheets and tried to hold onto that pressure a bit longer, scared that I was going to end it too soon.
My pace quickened without my control, and I feel Jake’s hips match mine own, thrusting with such force that it feels almost impossible to hold back.
“Jake..” I moaned out of pleasure. He let loose of my breasts and landed them on my hips, pulling them back and forth, something that was a pinch away from pushing me over the edge.
“Fuck, are you gonna cum?” He asked with my nipple in his mouth. His words drove me crazier. I leaned down against him, bucking my hips like a maniac before feeling myself pulse.
“That’s it baby, feel good,” he whispered. My head flew back as I gripped the sheets with all my might.
I felt like I was having an out-of-body experience. I could suddenly hear the sound of my breath, my pulse electrifying and throbbing all over.
My body longed for this moment to last forever. The feeling of his hands on me, him moving against me, making me shake with pleasure. I tilt my head down for another kiss and our lips met halfway, kissing rough and hard. I watched him as he pulled away, scrunching up his eyes and holding his breath that comes out in a rush a few seconds later. He looked up at me as he groaned deeply.
“Y/n, I’m gonna --” his words caught in his throat and I can feel his hips quiver against mine. I tried my best to keep moving to let his pleasure play out, but I was shaking so bad that it came out as quick and bulking movements. I can no longer keep myself up and collapse against his body, my legs trembling helplessly against his.
Jake held me and stroked my back gently, letting me ride out my high as he did too.
“Shit, that was amazing.” He whispered, softly pecking at my neck.
I had never experienced my body react in such away. Granted, Jake was the first person that ever touched me like this, but still, I didn’t expect it to feel that good just grinding on him. Imagined had that been anything else; how would I be able to handle that?
I sighed deeply and pushed myself up again, admiring his face as I stroked the few strands of hair that fell in front of his eyes. He blinked a few times, giving me a slight grin. As his bright eyes meet mine, I can’t help but feel a bit embarrassed about how fast I climaxed.
“I didn’t realize how good that would feel.”
Jake bit down on his lip, letting out a chuckle, “I’m glad you enjoyed yourself,” he paused, “was this your first time doing something like this?” he asked jokingly.
I playfully hit his shoulder and he winced, “Jake why would you ask me that?” I blushed while he just let out a laugh.
“Hey, I wasn’t sure! Maybe you become a freak when I’m gone.” His glistening smile faltered as reality started hitting for the both of us. This wouldn’t last forever, cause sooner or later Jake would leave back to Seoul, and I wouldn’t be able to see him in person for another year, or maybe just a few months if I’m lucky. And in his line of business, dating wasn’t an option.
“Hey…” He grabbed onto my waist and softly tickled my side, I couldn’t help but jerk, letting out a stream of laughter.
“I still have a whole week before I need to go back,” he exclaimed, “we have plenty of time together.” Yeah, but it wasn’t half as much as what I wanted. Jake was always the optimistic type, but I wasn’t. What future did I have with him now that he was big and famous?
I tried capturing this moment like a picture, not wanting it to ever go away. I smiled down at him and he smiled back up at me, I leaned down to give him another kiss until I heard the creak of the door and soft voice speak.
“Hey guys I made --” my mom’s words catch in her throat at the sight of us. I wasn’t worried about the way we were position, cause we still had on our shorts, and I could easily play this off as us just goofing around or wrestling. However, there is one particular aspect I had forgotten: I wasn’t wearing anything on my top, and Jake was shirtless too. I feel my nerves shoot up my arm and my heart beats crazily. I jump off Jake and grab at a nearby blanket, covering myself.
“Mom, I --” She cut off my words. “I’m leaving, I’m leaving.” She shields her head down and rushed out of the room clumsily, knocking into the wall on her way out. The door closed with a powerful boom.
I look at Jake and he looked at me, our mouths wide open before breaking out in laughter. I hurried to put my bra and shirt back on, cuddling up next to him on the bed. “Should we go check on your mom?”
“She’s fine,” I said, cuddling closer up to him. After the shock of the moment disappeared, I realized just how much my body had gone through and I felt my eyes flutter close beside Jake. “We should probably take a shower,” he whispered.
“Yeah, but wait,” I said. I was so afraid of this moment ending that I wanted to stay in it as long as I could. Jake’s hands found their way around my waist and pulled me in closer. How come I was falling in love with my best friend when it was already too late?
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pairing ⑅ bestfriend!Jake x fem!reader
genre ⑅ friends to lovers, fluff, slow dancing, suggestive/smut
words/read time ⑅ 3.9k/12-19 mins
warnings ⑅ 18+ content, light cussing
synopsis ⑅ Jake is back in his hometown to spend time with his closest friend. During some fun and frivolous dancing, things start to heat up...
author's note ⑅ I’m really proud of how this story turned out. I'm not a huge fan of second person, so I wrote in first, but if anyone asks, I can copy and post again in second person. It's more fluff than anything, but it does get a bit steamier towards the end, so I’m just going to go ahead and put a warning.
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When the back door finally slammed shut and the cacophony of barks faded down the street, I could finally let out my sigh of relief that I had been holding in since this morning. I tapped on my phone. How many days had we been watching Mrs. Chen’s pets? And just how was I able to put up with hours of barking, the smell of fresh turd lying across the lawn, and dog walks till dark? Including their rigorous feeding times and bathroom breaks -- I’m surprised I haven’t exploded yet.
I had so much planned the minute they left my house, but instead, the sudden silence felt all too relaxing and I laid my head against the cold countertop. I could finally stop stressing, stop thinking, and stop worrying about reprimanding for chewing on my shoes or peeing in the house or the continued barking that never ended. I was free. I felt like I could’ve stayed laid on the countertop forever, drowning in the evening sun. Who knew watching five dogs would take such a burden out of a person. Jake and I had taken on the job of dog sitting for Mrs. Chen while she visited some family in Tokyo. We both switched off every other day; some of the dogs at my house and the others at his; until we realized it would be easier if he just spent the few days at my house as we co-doggy sat. He got up bright and early to take them on their walks while I prepared their highly detailed and specific meals. Then from there, we spent the rest of the day making sure they didn’t run off somewhere or cause too much destruction in the house. But alas, Mrs. Chen came back early from her getaway and picked up Toby, Caleb, Khao, Sofia, and Pickle on her way home. Although I was exhausted from watching 3-foot dogs all day, the pay was amazing for me, and it would help tremendously for all the online classes I was going to be taking next semester.
The warmth of the sun cast a comforting trance over my heavy eyelids, and soon enough I was fast asleep, standing in the middle of the kitchen with the soft sound of nothing surrounding me.
By the time I had fluttered my eyes open, I had realized I was now seated in my dining chair and a large black jacket was placed over my shoulders. I sat up and let out a yawn, wincing at the bright light coming from the tv and shaking my now numb arm awake. I must have been sleeping for a while because the evening sun had turned to pitch of black. The moonlight beamed through the window and danced along with the sways of the large oak tree out front. I stood up and walked over to the refrigerator in which I grabbed two water bottles and some leftover pasta.
I was sure that Jake hadn’t eaten since lunch, seeing as he only ate if someone sat food in front of his face. I dragged my feet up the stairs until I heard the slamming of a book and the fast typing of a keyboard come from the living room. I turned and looked behind me. Jake had settled his things on the coffee table and floor, large books, folders, and several amounts of crumpled up pieces of paper found their way around Jake, himself slouched up against the edge of the couch. He had changed clothes since the last time I had seen him, he now wore a plain blue shirt with grey sweats, his eyebrows furrowed as he worked hard on whatever he was getting at.
“Oh yes, I was starving!” Propping himself up on the couch, he took the plate of pasta. I placed the waters on the coffee table and settled comfortably on the couch beside him.
“I can’t say that I’ve ever seen anybody sleep standing up before. Look,” Jake took his phone off the charger. “I got a picture.” He pushed the screen in my face, and of course, there was my unconscious body laying on the counter, mouth open and all. I playfully pushed it back his way as his face lit up with a smile I was all too familiar with.
“What are you doing down here so late, it’s almost 12 in the morning,” I asked. Jake’s smile disappeared when he was reminded of the work he had been doing seconds before.
He let out a large huff of air. “Trying to get some words on paper but instead it turned into a paper massacre,” he jokingly replied, “sorry for the mess.”
“Don’t worry about it,” I replied, taking a swig of water. I was going to ask if he wanted to watch a late-night movie, or pull an all-nighter and talk endlessly until the sun rose, but I could tell by each passing second that Jake was worried about this, and he wanted the time he had now over the summer to work on his music. I wished I was motivated to work on my own music, but unlike Jake, I wasn’t in a globally popular boy band. My complicated best friend for over 10 years had been working his butt off since middle school. It was his annual time to sit back and relax while he had the time to, but instead, he chose to use that time to help watch a bunch of dogs with his hometown bestie. God, I loved him.
Jake pulled himself off the couch and right back onto the floor, leaving the rest of the pasta to me. He picked up his pen again and started scribbling down words as quickly as he could, trying hard not to forget the lyrics that had floated into his head. Until he stopped, closing his eyes for just a split second, and let out a powerful sigh. Crumpling up the sheet, he stacks it on top of the others in frustration and started frantically tapping his pencil against the table.
“Maybe it’s best to just try again in the morning,” I advised, taking a small bite of the pasta that was left by my side.
“How come I’m having such a hard time with this?” He gazed up at me frantically for a clue, as if I had the answer to fix a problem as big and as important as his was. I looked at his doleful eyes and the bags that were starting to grow underneath them. I couldn’t help but think, because I made you sit up and watch a bunch of dogs with me.
“Do you want me to see if I could come up with something?”
“If you want. But, hold on, I think my thoughts are coming back up.” He quickly grabbed another piece of paper, his eyes narrowed in concentration.
I tried my best to keep occupied by watching videos on my phone, but I found myself suddenly bored out of my mind. I laid out on my back and picked up one of Jake’s folders. Briefly looking through it, I couldn’t help but feel a bit jealous at the amount of fan art and letters, praising him and the other members. Followed with that were just more and more engene stuff, full of nothing but kind words and heartfelt messages. Part of me wished that I was able to travel with Jake and see the world like he was. How fun would it be to meet people that praised you? And how cool would it be to see that you had fans? I couldn’t help but plaster on a huge smile as I skimmed through some of the notes until I finally came to one with familiar handwriting.
Remember Me were the words written on the top of the paper in bold and bright colors. But the message written underneath is what caught my attention:
To the person that makes me the luckiest guy in the world, this song is for you. It’s okay if you don’t feel the same, but please just remember me -- it was Jake’s handwriting.
I didn’t feel like I was breaking any crime reading his stuff until this moment, but curiosity killed the cat, and right now I didn’t mind being a feline. I checked to make sure Jake was still busy, and he was, almost like he had teleported into his own world. I quietly turned back to the sheet and started reading. It was about a girl, presumably his crush I’m sure. She was someone important to him, someone who made him love so much that it hurt. But this was far from a happy song, in fact, it was terribly heartbreaking. She didn’t understand his love, she wasn’t able to interpret it like he wanted her to. But he confesses that he was scared of what telling her would do, worried that she wouldn’t feel the same. So instead, it was like he was apologizing, and asking that she forgive him for not being brave enough to tell her, and if he did ever get the courage to, for her to remember him even if she wasn’t able to love him like he wanted her to.
The song ends like how the title began, and I find myself flabbergasted at the beautiful mixes of rhymes and metaphors that read like a poem. This was the first of Jake’s songs that made me feel this way, like I had just finished watching a tragedy movie with Ryan Renolds starring. I blink back the tears that I didn’t realize were forming. How come he never told me this? We never kept secrets from each other, like ever. It never mattered the subject or the severity, we had always promised that we would be open and honest with each other. I wish I would’ve known this sooner, maybe I could’ve saved him from feeling this way. And what girl could it possibly be? I knew for sure I was the only girl he was presumably close to; but was there someone else?
I glanced down at Jake, who was still in a focused state of mind with the pencil in his mouth and mumbling lyrics softly under his breath. I tried picturing my bubbly Jake writing these agonizing words and miserably failed.
Jake looked up at me as if he could feel my gaze on the back of his head. “I think I’ve found the chorus, but it’s the rest of the song I’m not able to get, and how come it’s so hard to find another word that rhymes with severe? Beer? Sphere? Revere? Appear? Gosh, rhyming sucks some serious ass!”
“This song is beautiful.”
Jake furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “Huh?”
“This song I found in your folder.” I glanced back at it in my hand. “Remember Me.”
Jake’s gaze leaped from my eyes to the sheet, and I felt his body tense. “Where’d you get that from?”
“I was just going through one of your folders. Did you accidentally get it mixed up in your fan folder? Cause this is -”
“Did you read it?” He interrupted.
“Yeah, and it’s perfect.”
Jake glanced at me for a split second before turning back around, obviously uncomfortable. “I was watching one of those Kdramas you love so much and it inspired me. Could you help me rhyme with severe now?”
I knew Jake like the back of my hand, so I knew continuing on with this conversation would get him upset if he’s clearly avoiding it. But, I wasn’t going to just let him off that quickly. “Jake, come on, you can tell me anything. Who is this about?”
Jake looked back at me with a hint of something in his eyes, something I’ve never seen before, and something I wasn't able to decipher. “Nobody, I was just feeling really inspired, that's it.” His tone had switched from calm to agitated.
I give him my I’m-not-stupid look and he comes back with his own you’re-being-delusional stare. “It’s seriously nobody, truthfully and honestly.”
“Okay, okay I’ll back off.” I could tell he was starting to get defensive, and when he got like that, it took him at least a few hours before returning to normal. I watched Jake's Adam's apple move up and down, a way in which I could tell he knew I was not convinced in the slightest. “Well, sometimes we go through things that can remind us of situations like that, but not necessarily in that same exact context, you know? It has to be amplified for that audience appeal.”
“Okay...but have you ever felt this way before? Not exactly like how it’s written, but maybe somewhere along these lines?”
I thought I was going to get another vague answer, or worse, an aggravated one. But instead Jake looked down at his pencil as he tapped it along his wrist. “...maybe, but I think everyone can connect to the words in some way. I mean, everyone feels some kind of heartbreak in their life, right?” Jake's answer was still pretty vague, but at least I was able to get something out of him.
“Okay, but you know you can tell me anything, like, anything ever because you know that you’ll never actually have to feel this way, right?” I said, maybe too much in a hurry.
“Of course I know that.” He replied, giving one of his awkward grins.
“And if anyone has made you feel this way, then you know you can tell me that too cause there a sucker to lose out on a perfect person like you.” I teased in a sing-song way, poking his shoulder hard. Jake chuckled and poked me back.
A weird silence grew in the room, and Jake went back to trying to find rhyming words. I tried getting back on my phone, but I knew I needed to say something to let go of the tenseness in the air.
“Hey, crystal clear rhymes!”
He leaned his head back and looked up at me. “Nevermind, I give up for tonight.”
I could see the stress that played on his face. “Don’t worry, you’ll figure it out.”
“Yeah, but by the time I do, it’ll be too late.”
“What do you mean?”
Jake pulled his knees up to his chest and spoke. “This was going to go on our album comeback that needs to be finished in the next four months. By the time I think of something, it'll be too late and I’ll have to wait until the next four months. But by then, I'll have forgotten. This always happens and I have no idea how the hell to fix it.” I couldn’t tell if he wanted my help or just a bit of comfort.
“Did you try asking the other guys to see if they had any ideas?”
“Yeah, but they’re working on their own parts, I can’t ask them to do this too.”
“I’m sure they’d be willing to help if you asked,” I assured him.
“I know they would, but I just don’t want to. I always ask them for help, I thought being away from the studio and being back home would help my brainstorming abilities.” He gave a weary chuckle that almost sounded like a groan.
“Well, maybe tomorrow will come with better results.” I did my best to give him some motivation, but I could tell I was failing miserably at that too.
Jake watched as a car zoomed past the window, a low bass sounding off as it zoomed away. “I bet it’s easier to just listen to music than to try and come up with it. I remember when I would just blare NCT all day long and jam out in my room. It seemed so much easier back then to come up with stuff than it does now. I miss it.” He took a slight pause before continuing. “ Did you know that song you read was the easiest thing I have written in my life? I remember writing too. I just had this super weird feeling in my chest one day so I basically locked myself in my room and took maybe two hours and just wrote a bunch of words down and connected them to sound like a song. For once my mind had just gone blank and I couldn’t stop thinking and feeling that song, like I knew what it was supposed to sound like, I knew what the lyrics were supposed to mean. I just knew everything. And I miss that feeling, that feeling of like- '' He broke off his sentence when he looked back up to my eyes. It seemed like he was talking more to himself than to me. He swallowed hard and looked back at the pencil still in hand.
“Well, I'm sorry you don’t feel free anymore. I wish there was something I could do to make you feel like that again-”
“No, please don’t feel like that. It’s just something that had just recently started happening, something I really just can’t fix…” His voice gets softer and softer the more he spoke.
“Have you spoken to your manager about it?” I asked. “He’s super nice from what I understand. And he’ll probably have better answers than your friend who can barely play the piano, let alone produce an entire song.”
Jake laughed before I had the chance to. “ See, now you're underestimating yourself. Remember that song from freshman year? The one about-- what was his name, Josh?” Jake teased. I grabbed a pillow and slammed it into the back of his head. “Oh my gosh, I thought we promised we’d never bring it up again!”
Jake chuckled and laid his arm on the couch completely turning towards me. “How about we sneak out and go get ice cream and try to not wake up your mom in the process?”
I suddenly jumped to my feet when I have the perfect idea on how to cheer up the gloomy Mr. Shim. “Or, we could do something even better!”
“Urgh!” Jake groaned.
I grabbed my phone and hooked it up to the speaker. I was going to turn on his hit song Drunk-Dazed as a joke, but Jake needed this break from his career, so instead, I crunk up Beyonce as loud as it could go without disturbing my mom who slept upstairs. I turn back to Jake and reach out for his hands, already moving my hips to the music.
He shook his head and threw it back onto the couch as if throwing a temper tantrum. “I literally dance for a living.”
“Okay but this will be different, I promise.” I grabbed the piles of papers on the ground and threw them in the trash, I then pushed the coffee table near the wall and piled his folders and books neatly on top.
“Come on, cowboy!” I grabbed his hands and helped him up. He was reluctant to get up, but he threw one last groan before standing on his feet.
“This will get the brain juices flowing again!” I told him. I go back to my phone and switch it to one of my favorite Beyonce songs that she covered, At Last.
I sang dramatically to get Jake to smile, and luckily, it worked. I placed both my hands over his shoulders and swayed us back and forth, still miming the song as overly exaggerated as I could. Jake still couldn’t help but smile, and it didn’t take him long to join me in the rhythm and sway naturally with me. I learned at our middle school dance that Jake had perfect rhythm. He was able to impress the rest of the crowd when he busted out moves from BTS. Everyone was impressed, including me.
Now we were on a steady roll. I accidentally stepped on his feet a few times, but it was fine seeing as I was wearing foam flip-flops and he was barefooted. After a while, the song switched and played another of my favorites that didn’t match our style of dance, but we still moved slowly to the beat. Jake tried twirling me, but since I have two left feet, I almost ended up hitting the wall each time and Jake laughed loud at my clumsiness. The moonlight from the kitchen had now switched to the window in the living room. It gleamed through and glistened on Jake like a spotlight, just like the ones on the stage did for him. In a split second, I was reminded that he wouldn’t be here forever, just like he wasn’t here for the past year. I tried to not let it settle on my face that I was scared to see him go again, so I played up on the fun we were having now. Jake looked like he was at ease; finally, since he’d been here, he looked genuinely happy and I wasn’t going to ruin that.
After another handful of songs full of laughs and giggles, we were soon sweating and taking deeper breaths than normal. Each song was different from the one before, but it didn’t stop us from sticking to our style of dance. Even with the simplicity of the moves and the slowness of the steps, I had to take a minute to relax. I hooked my arms around his neck and rested my entire body on his. I could feel Jake’s own sweat seeping through his shirt, But I didn’t mind the wetness that was now attached to my cheek. I thought he would act awkward and ask for me to pull away, but instead, he gripped tighter on my hips and started slowly moving me side to side. I let out a long overdue sigh, trying my best to match the steady breathing of Jake’s with my own. It was actually therapeutic: hearing his heartbeat in one ear and the softness of the music in the other.
I tried to continue our steady breathing together, but his had picked up a bit, almost out of nowhere. I felt the heat of his breath on the nape of my neck, and it made my entire body tingle in a way it never had before. After this sudden feeling, I realized just how close we really were. His leg hair tickled my legs, I could feel the bone of his foot connecting to mine, I could feel his thin waist against mine as well. I felt like I needed to back up, but instead, I couldn’t and continued to sway softly against him. A few seconds later, Jake’s hands rose a little higher, planting themselves on my waist and tightening their grip as if they were trying to pull me closer than we already were.
The sensation hadn’t stopped though, it clung to my body like my damp shorts did on my thighs. Sooner or later I felt pressure on the lower part of my stomach and thought for sure that Jake was messing around and wasn’t feeling what I was, which indicated that I needed to pull back before this feeling became too much.
This is so embarrassing. I thought. How could I let myself feel like this? How was this in any way okay? I finally pulled back, the sensation becoming too unbearable, and glanced up at his face. His pupils were large in a way I hadn’t seen before. His mouth was slightly open and a drop of sweat slowly traced down his forehead, onto his nose. That pressure I was feeling on my stomach had now doubled in force, and Jake's face had switched from calm and subtle, to alarmed and panicked...
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(part 2 possibly...?)
Thank you guys so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed it! Please, leave any constructive criticism you have on helping improve my writing!
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en-hale-archives · 3 years
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Reactions ~ En- hyung members reacting to their s/o doing the WAP dance ⑅ En- maknae members reacting to their s/o doing the renegade
pairing ⑅ boyfriend! enhypen x reader
genre ⑅ fluff, comedy, lightheartedness, a grain of angst, and a pinch of jealousy
warning ⑅ WAP (explicit song, suggestive dance), the term "baby girl" is used once!
summary ⑅ short headcanons on how the hyung and maknae members would react to their s/o doing these viral dances.
song ⑅ WAP by Cardi B (ft. Megan Thee Stallion) ⑅ Lottery (Renagade) by K Camp
authors note ⑅ this is my very first writing and reaction ever! Also, I know both of these dances are pretty old, but the concept is fun, so here we go! I really hope you guys enjoy it and let me know ways I can improve myself, or how much you like it. mwah!
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Heeseung ~ (WAP)₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
HEESEUNG WOULD BE SO CONFUSED 😩
he'd have no idea what's going on when you pull him into the loft area to do this TikTok with you
he's never on social media like that, so he has absolutely no idea what this song or dance is
You start off with that high kick and he is SPOOKED
Keep going ! It gets good !
For the rest of the dance, Heeseung would just be standing there with his mouth wide open, completely perplexed at the moves your making
Even though he's shocked, he'd still be staring at your ass the entire time, and you can literally feel his gaze on your derrière
You were right tho, cause once it's over, you look up and meet his eyes that are still on your ass
you'd chuckle when you went back to rewatch it and show Heeseung, but he'd still look confused
"What does WAP mean?" omg, you would have so much fun explaining to him
his eyes would just bulge out and he'd be blinking profusely.
Because he's so curious, he would search up the song on youtube to be able to listen to it in its entirety
"oh my gosh, is this what you're listening to now?" he'd complain, but you're too busy laughing, doubling over because the abdomen pain is too much
He'd start giving you a little mini-lecture on how he's worried that you're listening to the wrong things and seeing bad stuff online cause that's not your usual behavior
he'd look legit worried, with like a hand on his hip, preaching to you that you're perfect the way you are and you don't need to change your actions
AND HE"D HAVE THIS WHINY VOICE, THE ONE THAT YOU LOVE SO MUCH 😭✋🏽
but you're not really paying attention to his bickering cause you're getting the video ready
once you post the TikTok, you'd go over and snake your arms around his neck
but he's so tall, so you're on your tiptoes
he instinctively wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you in
he's annoyed that you haven't really been listening to him, but when you ask him how you did, he can't help but start blushing
he'd huff a little, and give a small smile "that was sexy as hell" he'd say
you'd giggle while he pulls you closer and starts kissing your neck, playfully pulling you down on the couch to give you more kisses that would just have your entire body flushed in heat
Jay ~ (WAP) ₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
Bewildered is a good word to use when it comes to Jay watching you do this dance
he knows how much you hate TikTok, and how much you talk about how the content on there frustrates you
so he has no idea that this is coming when you pull him into the loft area
You prank him and ask him to keep you company while you do homework
of course, he says yes, and sits back and plays a game on his phone while you work
but, you silently play music in the back, telling Jay that it was a random playlist, but really you just clicked the WAP song
Jay laughs when he hears the song and asks if you've ever heard it before or know what WAP means
you say no to play along with the prank, but you've been learning the lyrics and dance for quite some time
so as soon as that part of the song comes on, you stand quickly, giving the highest kick you can
jay jumps a little, surprised by your sudden outburst
By the time you're on the floor, shaking your ass the best you can, you can see that Jay has stopped what he's doing to really pay attention
by the end, Jay has a shocked looked on his face, while also smirking
He'd tell you that he had no idea that you were capable of even moving the way you did
you laugh as Jay pulls you from the floor onto his lap, wrapping his arms around you in a tight hug
"how come you never dance like that for me?" he'd tease, but you would just giggle cause jay is using his whiny voice and it's too cute to take seriously
"you've never asked." you'd tease back. He'd snicker and give you his million-dollar smile, tickling your sides ferociously until your cheeks hurt from smiling so wide
Jake ~ (WAP) ₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
Jake would def be laughing
You had seen this dance being done by everybody and you want to be able to do it as well
So you tell Jake about it, and of course, he's a hundred percent behind you
he starts to help you with rhythm and speed
you fail at the high kick and struggle during the splits, but Jake is still there to cheer you on
He would still compliment you even though you damn well know that you're sucking at it
but you get kind of tired of trying and just want to do it
so you drag Jake into the practice room to help you set up
he helped you with a few moves, but hasn't seen it in its entirety, so you really want to impress him
You have to keep starting over and over again because you both can't stop laughing every time you start
you once again, have Jake restart the video
he stands to the side, already looking like he trying not to laugh as you begin
you can't even make it halfway through before you hear a loud rush of laughter escape Jake's mouth
you look up to see him doubled over in laughter, dying at your attempt to do this dance
you can't even finish the dance as you start giggling cause his is so contagious
all your limbs go numb and you fall to the ground in a fit of laughter
Jake joins you, and you both are barely able to breathe
once you both calm down a bit, you get up to rewatch the video
Jake joins you from behind, wrapping his arms around your waist and swaying you both side to side
you can't help but continue to laugh when you notice that you can see Jake in the reflections on the mirrors literally dying laughing in the video
"Baby, you should just post." he'd say, and you do, captioning it:
"The WAP is yet another failed dance in the books😩" making sure to tag Jake in the end
he is so excited that you had posted that he goes all over his social media and boast about you, saying:
"Go watch baby girl absolutely KILL the WAP dance😤"
Sunghoon ~ (WAP) ₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
Sunghoon is the jealous type for real
you know for a fact he is not the type of boyfriend that would allow you to shake your ass on camera
only for him😙
so when you pull him back into the kitchen after lunch, he's a bit confused as to what you're trying to do
you prop your phone up on the table and have Sunghoon stand by you
as soon as the song starts, Sunghoon would spring into action
He stands in front of you, right in time before the twerk part comes up
He'd give a little chuckle, trying to grab at your waist as you continue the dance
he'd grab ahold of you and pick you up from the floor, trying to stop you from dancing
shouting "no, no, no" over and over again
You're laughing so hard that you're barely able to catch a breath
He'd try to drag you off of camera, but you hold onto the table, trying to stay in frame
he chuckles at how weak you are because with one pull, he has you in his entire grasp
the video ends, and you ask him to put you down, still giggling
you go to rewatch it, laughing at the initial shock on his face when the song starts
"I can see your butt in the back. No, you can't post that." Sunghoon says over your shoulder, he'd try to grab at your phone, but you'd run away
He might be stronger, but you're a lot faster
you'd run around the entire dorm, trying to avoid Sunghoon at all cost
"maybe I should show this to Jay and see what he thinks." you'd tease, and that would only drive him even more stir-crazy
He'd finally catch up to you, grabbing you from behind and pulling you close
you giggle loudly, and Sunghoon can't help but laugh with you
"I want to be the only one to see you like that." he'd whisper in your ear, making you blush
you turn around and give him little kisses all over his face, promising that you won't post it
(but not promising that it would be deleted)
Sunoo ~ (Renegade) ₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
He'd just be in awe
You'd pull him into your bedroom after having watched a whole bunch on TikTok
It only took you a few minutes to learn the whole thing, and a soon as you do, you want to show Sunoo
You click the time and start the dance, getting the rhythm and the moves down perfectly and all on beat
Sunoo stands beside you, his mouth a little open and amazed at how fast you're moving
when it over, Sunoo claps loudly for you, with a giant smile on his face
"Gosh, how'd you do that?" He'd ask
he's mimicking your moves in his head, still in awe
You'd teach him the dance, going through the moves step by step
the moves are easy, but the speed messes Sunoo up
you giggle at his aggravation cause it's too cute
You'd show him more videos and more tutorials, and eventually, he'd get it down through trial and error
"Let's do it together!" He'd say excitingly
so you set up the camera and give yourself enough room to do it together
you guys have to keep starting over cause Sunoo keeps forgetting a part
"I got it this time, promise" and he does, cause you turn on the camera and he does the entire thing perfectly, giving you a huge hug that accidentally knocks you both onto the floor in a fit of laughter
You pinch Sunoo's cheek and he'd do the same back to you, but not before giving you a million little pecks on the lips
Jungwon ~ (Renegade) ₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
Jungwon would HATE IT
You know how much Jungwon doesn't like doing TikTok dances
but you'd still tease him with them anyway
So you pull him outside onto the patio
He's already a bit agitated cause you woke him up from his nap
But you put the timer on and get back in place, making sure that Jungwon is in frame
As soon as it starts, Jungwon has a realization and tries to getaway
but you're quick and grab his arm to prevent him from leaving
"NOOOOOOO" he'd scream out, smiling wide
you can't even finish the dance cause Jungwon is so busy trying to get away
you grab ahold of his waist and try to pull him back in, but Jungwon keeps his feet planted on the ground
you try with all your might to pull, but he's just too heavy, and instead, Jungwon turns around and uses the worst tactic on you: tickling your neck
You uncontrollably giggle, loosening your grip on him
he uses it to his advantage and picks you up
showing off his precious dimple
you give up trying to wiggle out of his grasp and just let him carry you
the video ends, and you go back to watch it, giggling at how adorable Jungwon looks trying to get away
"You're so cute" you'd tease him, poking his cheek which makes him blush
you post the video, and in minutes, it goes viral
by the end of the day, it already has 2 million views
people leave comments admiring your relationship and fangirling over the way Jungwon tickles you and the way he looks at you
you blush at every single comment knowing that your boyfriend is the best ever🥰
Ni-Ki ~ (Renegade) ₊ ༝ ・ ˖ ₊ ˚⊹ ۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗⋆ *✩
There is NOTHING else Niki would do except hype you up the entire time
you bring him into your bedroom to show the master of dancing that you were able to actually do this viral dance
Once you tell him, he's automatically excited, giving you every motivational speech he can
"you got this, you're going to do so well, oh gosh I'm so excited" he'd gush
you prop the phone up on your ring light and Niki would watch behind you
you start the dance and match the rhythm perfectly, and you can tell that Niki is noticing too
he's jumping up and down, clapping loudly to the beat as he hypes you up
he mimics the moves behind you, continuing to cheer you on, and being overly dramatic by pretending to be in too much awe of you
Once it's done, you both rewatch it and see that you did it perfectly, not missing a beat
"POST IT, POST IT" he shouts over and over again
you do, and Niki grabs you in his arms, jumping you and him up and down, giving you a giant kiss on the forehead
later that night, you realize that you have a bunch of view on the video and a bunch of comments as well
"OMG YOU CAN SEE NIKI IN THE BACK LOL😭😭" one comment reads, and a bunch more say the same thing
you didn't even realize that you could see Niki in the back of the mirror, cheering you on hardcore
you show Niki who also didn't notice, and you both laugh at the realization
"But you did so well, I couldn't help it." he'd whine, grabbing ahold of your hands and swaying them back and forth
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jay-durian · 3 years
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Happier
↳ pairing: Niki's!ex x niki x Gn!reader ↳genre: angst
↳ warnings: none ↳ tagging: @sunflower-riki 😗😗😗
↳ listen to ⛀happier by Olivia Rodrigo⛀
↳note: lyrics are in italics, there's a plot twist in the end. It's a short drabble that I thought of posting until I finish the other stories that I'm working on. I know I've not posted anything lately but Pls bare with me until the 22nd of this month!
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"We broke up a month ago. You've moved on, found someone new. It's been a month since we broke up. I'm still trying to move on. It's a different story for you though, you've moved on about two weeks after we both broke up. One more girl who brings out the better in you. I know that your not the best at taking care of yourself. You constantly doubt yourself for everything that happens, overthinking about stuff. But now you have her. She cooks for you, she reminds you that your perfect just the way you are, she brings the best out of you. Something I couldn't do... I hope you're happy, but not like how you were with me. Not like the times, we went out in the middle of the night just because you were hungry, the fresh breeze caressing your face as the wind blew against your bangs. I know I'm selfish, but I can't let you go... not yet. I can't move on from our memories, our dates, can't move on from us. But she's beautiful, she's kind, she probably gives you butterflies. I've seen the way your eyes light up every time you see her, the way they sparkle as she smiles at you. She looks pretty... unlike me. I've seen how you smile at her fondly as she helps the teacher by taking the books to the office or the way she's always up for helping her classmates.  I see the way you blush as she caresses your hair and brushes your bangs. Niki san, I hope you're happy, but don't be happier." Niki's ex folds the piece of paper carefully as she slips it into an envelope and places it into Niki's locker, making sure yall weren't around. As she walks down the hallway, she spots you both together. Holding hands and laughing as Niki was goofing around you. He was happy, just like she hoped for... but she knew he was happier. happier without her...
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